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304 pages, Paperback
First published June 3, 2014
I鈥檇 felt lost for a long time after he left. It had taken a while to find my strength and independence again. It had meant hardening my heart and creating little locked doors in my soul so that only the people I trusted implicitly could ever make it inside to touch it.
鈥淚鈥檓 your best friend. You鈥檝e just forgotten. My fault, I know. I can help you remember.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 in love with you. There is no one else for me and I don鈥檛 know how I know, but I do know that there never will be.鈥�鈥∟ow on to the more difficult part of the review. Hannah. Where did my sweet and fun bookworm go? I understand Hannah is in a lot of pain. What happened to her would scar anyone. But to treat the person you supposidly love like she treated Marco, it completely turned me off . I did have some sympathy for her, I understood partiallly where she was coming from, but still. It wasn鈥檛 cool. Not at all.
鈥淏eth, eat your greens. They鈥檙e good for you. Come on, eat your peas.鈥�鈥↖ bet you can鈥檛 guess who鈥檚 child that is! Then there was Cole. Cole was wonderful. Such a great friend and person. I loved catching up with him and seeing him all grown up.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to,鈥� she whined, and we turned to watch her push her plate back. 鈥淭hey鈥檙e little fuckers.鈥�
鈥淲hen I鈥檓 with you it feels like everything鈥檚 going to be okay. I can鈥檛 explain it.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 not going to hide that I want to get to know who you are now. I鈥檓 also not going to hide the fact that I think you鈥檙e still the classiest, most fucking beautiful woman I鈥檝e ever seen, or the fact that I remember the taste of you and it still makes me hard.鈥�
鈥淚 don鈥檛 care if you鈥檝e changed. I don鈥檛 care who you are now. I don鈥檛 need or want your explanations because what you did, you didn鈥檛 do it to me, you did it to that girl you left behind. And I鈥檓 not her anymore. You made certain of that. She might have needed answers and an apology, but me鈥 don鈥檛 know what you鈥檙e talking about.
鈥淚 know you still care.鈥� His words whispered across my lips, his mouth almost touching mine. I shivered, my breath stuttering. 鈥淎nd, baby,鈥� he continued, 鈥淚 don鈥檛 think I can pretend any longer that I don鈥檛 think about being inside you nearly every hour of every day.鈥�
His words were almost the equivalent of his mouth between my legs.
鈥淚鈥檓 your best friend 鈥� You鈥檝e just forgotten. My fault, I know. I can help you remember.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 in love with you. There is no one else for me and I don鈥檛 know how I know, but I do know that there never will be.鈥�
"What do you think about my latest story? It's about this brooding, issue-riddled American boy who slept with this nice Scottish girl. She told him she loved him and it disgusted him so much he flew across an entire ocean to get away from her, leaving nothing behind but a broken heart and virgin blood on the sheets."
鈥漌hy did you really ask me to meet you tonight, Marco?鈥� I whispered.
For once he didn鈥檛 avoid the question. 鈥淏ecause,鈥� he whispered back, 鈥渨hen I鈥檓 with you it feels like everything鈥檚 going to be okay. I can鈥檛 explain it.鈥�
鈥湴浯潜舯疴€檚 my best friend.鈥�
He ducked his head, bringing us closer. 鈥淚鈥檓 your best friend,鈥� he answered roughly. 鈥淵ou鈥檝e just forgotten. My fault, I know. I can help you remember.鈥�
And that feeling鈥鈥檒l make that go away. I鈥檒l make that go away by proving to you that I鈥檓 not going away. I鈥檓 here, Hannah. And I want to be here.鈥�
When we were kids, I was in love with you. That never went away Hannah. And now that I know you again, I鈥檓 even more in love with you.
I want to protect you. I want you to know that for me there's no one else like you. That you make my universe turn.
We'll see which one of us can be more obstinate, Hannah, because babe, I'm never giving up on us. If it takes a week, a month, a year, whatever, the future is us. I'm spending the rest of my life waking up in the morning with you beside me and getting through each day knowing that when the sky turns dark I'll be spending the night inside you.