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320 pages, ebook
First published July 22, 2011
“What do I want?� Tony looked at him. “I want the moon. I want you and me and Ben and Anna, and a little house, and a fucking white picket fence, and me bitching to the kids because you’re late for dinner again. I want you standing up for the next poor tranny who gets a knife waved in his face, and no one wondering why. I want to leave the kids with a sitter and go to a movie with you, and kiss the shit out of you on the street after the show because it was just so romantic. I want everything.�
“I love you, Tony Hart,� he said.
Tony’s smile was everything Mac wanted in the world.
“Oh, yes,� Tony breathed. “You’re mine.�
“[…] But I don’t want to see you and I don’t want to hear your voice, and I don’t fucking want to have you stand up and tell a judge what a good person I am when you can’t even say you love me in private. And I hope someday you find someone worth coming out of your closet for, and I’m sorry as hell that it wasn’t me.�
Nothing good would come of stepping one inch outside his closet. Nothing except Tony.
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“Howdy, stranger,� Tony said softly.
Mac fisted a hand in Tony’s dark hair and dragged his head back to lick and bite at his throat. “I’m not a stranger,� he growled, moving his mouth lower. “I’m your man and don’t you forget it.�
“Never.� Tony’s hands skimmed over Mac’s back.
“I haven’t forgotten anything.�
“I don’t mean good like going to church or not breaking laws. If, in your heart, you try to get through the day without hurting other people, then you are a good person...�
�(...) Hell, you're the only man I've ever met that I would stand in front of a judge and say I'm gay for.�
‘He might face flack from all sides in the morning. But ha had a life, not just an existence. It was difficult, but it was real, and it was good.�
"You're the only person I've ever known who really sees me, who sees all of me, and who likes what he sees."
"This, this was what he had needed for so long. Himself and Tony, one body, one rhythm, one flesh."