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167 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1949
鈥� He was still dreaming, his face was all dreams, and his eyes had no longer that nasty slimy look; there was something childlike about them, and that might have been because he had a real dream, had been genuinely happy. Happiness washes away many things, just as suffering washes away many things.鈥�
鈥淪oon I am going to die, I鈥檒l never see that tree again, that russet tree over there by that green house, I鈥檒l never see that girl wheeling that bike again, the girl in the yellow dress with the black hair, these things that the train is racing past, I鈥檒l never see any of them again鈥︹€�
鈥淗e could no longer say, no longer even think: 鈥淚 don鈥檛 want to die.鈥� As often as he tried to form the sentence he thought: I鈥檓 going to die鈥oon.鈥�
鈥淭hat鈥檚 something no one would ever be able to understand, why I don鈥檛 take the next train back to her鈥� why don鈥檛 I? No one would ever be able to understand that. But I鈥檓 scared of that innocence鈥� and I love her very much, and I鈥檓 going to die, and all she鈥檒l ever get from me now will be an official letter saying: Fallen for Greater Germany鈥︹€�