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448 pages, Paperback
First published April 19, 2022
馃拹鈥淟ove follows you. It goes where you go. It doesn鈥檛 know about social divides or distance or common sense. It doesn鈥檛 even stop when the person you love dies. It does what it wants. Even if what you want is not to be in love.鈥濔煉�
馃尮 饾摙饾摴饾摳饾摬饾摰饾摦饾摶饾摷 饾搻饾摫饾摦饾摢饾摥 馃尮
馃鈥淚 had to drown first.
And I was finally, finally ready to save myself.鈥濔煢�
鉂わ笍鈥嶐煩光€淒aniel empowered me, instead of stripping me. Lifted me up instead of keeping me low.鈥濃潳锔忊€嶐煩�
馃挆鈥淪he felt like the sun. Like she was the reason for everything. Like I鈥檇 always been waiting for her to get closer and bring me to life.鈥濔煉�
馃鈥淣othing could convince me this woman wasn't made for me to love. I think my soul recognized hers the second I laid eyes on her. Our bodies knew it the very first night.
The power she had over me terrified me. But it also gave me clarity.
There is a peace in knowing the one thing you can't live without. It simplifies all things. There was her, and then there was everything and everyone else. And only she really mattered.鈥濔煠�
馃洂馃槶鈥淚'd give up my life here to be where she was if she'd have me. I'd give up my house and this town and all the people in it. If she was at the hospital eighty hours a week, I could be there when she left and be there when she came home. Make her breakfast, take her lunch, take her dinner. I could pick up the slack. She wouldn't have to do anything, it could be all me this time -I'd go to her. It didn't have to end.鈥濔煒煕�
鈽€锔忊€淵ou don鈥檛 have to feel like this. You literally don鈥檛. Quit. Leave. Pick him. Pick yourself.鈥濃榾锔�
鉂� 饾摚饾摫饾摦 饾摷饾摱饾摢饾摰饾摰 饾摻饾摳饾攢饾摲馃尰 藮鈦�. 嗉� 鈰喫欌姽
馃挐鈥淪ometimes family isn鈥檛 what you鈥檙e born into. Sometimes family is found.
And I鈥檇 found mine in Wakan.
I鈥檇 found mind in him.鈥濔炼�
I didn't like that others had to take care of me. I wanted to know how to take care of myself. I wanted to pull my weight and learn to be self-reliant so that when I did depend on someone, it was by choice and not necessity. And it was Daniel who was teaching me how.
鈥淚 see you. I would save you if you were drowning.鈥�
鈥淚 pay attention to you. How you feel matters to me.鈥�
鈥淕race costs you nothing.鈥�
He was in a black tux. One hand on the railing, and every woman in the room looking at him- but he was looking at me.
鈥淗ave you ever seen anything so perfectly beautiful?鈥� I breathed.
I turned to Daniel. But he wasn鈥檛 watching the petals anymore. He was looking at me. 鈥渊别蝉鈥︹赌� he said quietly, holding my eyes. 鈥渊辞耻.鈥�
He pulled out something and put it in my palm. It was a rock鈥�
鈥淚t鈥檚 shaped like a heart,鈥� he said. 鈥淭ook me two hours to find it.鈥�
It wasn't flashy. It cost him nothing but his time- but that was the gift. Daniel didn't have time. That was his most valuable commodity right now, and he'd given it to find me this?
She said she didn't see a future with us. That our lives didn't fit. I knew there were things I could never give her. At best, I had about as much to offer as my damn dog, companionship, and entertainment鈥ut I could love her better than anyone ever could for the rest of her life. That, I knew. And if there was even a fraction of a chance that might be enough, I was going to take it.
馃鈥淭here鈥檚 something more final than forever. It鈥檚 never. Never is infinite.鈥濔煡€
鈥淪ometimes family isn鈥檛 what you鈥檙e born into. Sometimes family is found.鈥�
鈥淟ove follows you. It goes where you go. It doesn鈥檛 know about social divides or distance or common sense. It doesn鈥檛 even stop when the person you love dies. It does what it wants.鈥�
鈥淓ven though I didn鈥檛 fit into her life, she fit into mine.鈥�
鈥淚t鈥檚 amazing how someone can touch you, even if you only know them for a moment in time. How they can change you, alter you indelibly.鈥�
鈥淗ow do you do that?鈥� she breathed.
鈥淒o what?鈥� I asked, my voice husky.
鈥淜now how to touch me.鈥�
鈥淚 pay attention to you,鈥� I said, kissing her collarbone gently. 鈥淗ow you feel matters to me.鈥�
鈥淗ave you ever seen anything so perfectly beautiful?鈥� I breathed. I turned to Daniel. But he wasn鈥檛 watching the petals anymore. He was looking at me.
鈥渊别蝉鈥︹赌� he said quietly, holding my eyes. 鈥渊辞耻.鈥�
鈥淜iss me, Daniel Grant.鈥�
He looked scandalized. 鈥淩ight here? In front of everyone?鈥�
鈥淩ight here. In front of everyone.鈥�
鈥渓ove follows you. it goes where you go. it doesn鈥檛 know about social divides or distance or common sense. it doesn鈥檛 even stop when the person you love dies. it does what it wants.鈥�