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560 pages, Paperback
First published January 14, 2025
饾厔 饟们 饢セ 鈥淗appiness couldn鈥檛 be won. It couldn鈥檛 be hung around our necks while a crowd of thousands cheered. It wasn鈥檛 a prize, something we had to suffer and toil to earn. If we wanted happiness, we had to create it ourselves. Not in one shining moment on a medal stand, but every single day, over and over again.鈥� 饝嚊 藲
"The thing is, when pushing your limits is all you know, when it seems normal to you 鈥� it鈥檚 hard to remember you even have limits. Until you run right into them."
鈥淚 became a skater because I wanted to feel like that. Fierce. Confident. A warrior goddess covered in glitter. So sure of myself, I could make my dreams come true through sheer force of will.鈥�
鈥淗is love for me hadn't been motivation enough to reach his full potential. His hatred, though? That made him capable of anything.鈥�
"Even as children, they were so intense. That was their greatest strength, and their greatest weakness. But they loved each other, and they loved skating. I think that鈥檚 what people will remember most: their love."
"Happiness couldn鈥檛 be won. It couldn鈥檛 be hung around our necks while a crowd of thousands cheered. It wasn鈥檛 a prize, something we had to suffer and toil to earn. If we wanted happiness, we had to create it ourselves. Not in one shining moment on a medal stand, but every single day, over and over again."
鈥淓veryone thinks Heath Rocha was my first love. He wasn鈥檛. My first love was figure skating.鈥�
鈥淭here are lots of different kinds of love.鈥� Love like a steady, warming campfire that keeps you alive in the cold. Love like a raging blaze that burns down everything in its path until nothing but ash remains.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e my home, Heath had said to me once. Despite all the years we鈥檇 spent apart, all the time we鈥檇 wasted, he was my home too. He always had been.鈥�
to the world, they were a scandal. to each other, an obsession.
鈱瀔at & heath鈱�
鈱瀞ide characters, plotting, & pacing鈱�
鈱瀟he writing鈱�
鈥淥ne way or another, Heath Rocha and I will be in each other's lives until we die. Even if we end up killing each other.鈥�
鈥淚 thought our story was epic, you know. You and me. Spanning years and continents. Lives ruined and blood shed. Epic.鈥�