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384 pages, Paperback
First published November 18, 2014
He buried his face in my throat. "Love you."
Tears stung my eyes鈥�
"Tell me again," I begged, holding on to him.
His mouth found mine. "I love you."
"Despite all he'd been though, he had such an amazing capacity to feel and to love. He'd saved me, in so many ways. I was going to do whatever needed to be done to save him, too."
"I told you I was going to fuck this up. I'll fuck up again. I don't know what the hell I'm doing, but God鈥� I love you. I love you so fucking much. I can't do this without you. I can't live without you."
"You'll never be without me. We're going to grow old together. Die together. I'm not going to live a single day without you."
I LOVE YOU GIDEON CROSS
鈥淕ideon was a force of nature, his magnetic self-possession so powerful it put everyone around him in his shadow.鈥�
鈥淗onestly, Gideon Cross had been designed to fuck a woman right out of her mind.鈥�
鈥淩eminds me of the red dress you wore the first time I had you. That was it for me, you know. You devastated me. There was no coming back from that.鈥�
鈥淕ideon was a man who鈥檇 lived an entirely solitary life, and yet he鈥檇 accepted me into it so completely that he could envision a future I was afraid to imagine. I was so scared I鈥檇 only be setting myself up for a heartbreak I couldn鈥檛 survive.鈥�
Some couples punished each other with pain or deprivation. Eva and I, we punished each other with pleasure.
~ GIDEON
鈥淒on鈥檛 be like that. Don鈥檛 get all icy and freeze me out.鈥�
鈥淵ou鈥檒l have to forgive me. Listening to my wife tell me she鈥檚 confused over another man doesn鈥檛 put me in a good mood.鈥�
鈥淚 couldn鈥檛 go back to you, Brett. Not after Gideon.鈥�
鈥淵ou say that now.鈥�
鈥淗e makes me feel like he can鈥檛 breathe without me. I couldn鈥檛 settle for less.鈥�
G: 鈥淵es, I was different! You made me different.鈥�
E: 鈥淎nd you hate me for that.鈥� I started crying.
G: 鈥淣o.鈥� He wrapped himself around me.
鈥淵ou鈥檙e the reason I breathe, I can鈥檛 turn it off. I think of nothing but you. All day. Every day. Everything I do, I do with you on my mind. There鈥檚 no room for anyone else. It kills me that you have room for him.鈥�
Gideon said to me once, that he鈥檒l live with me loving another man just as long as he had me.
~ EVA
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry,鈥� For everything. For all you鈥檙e giving up to be with me.
~ GIDEON
I texted her constantly. Pleas for her to call me. Notes about nothing. Comments about work. And most of all, I love you. I typed them a lot. Over and over again. I didn鈥檛 want her to forget that. Whatever my faults and fuckups, everything I did or thought or felt was love for her.
~ GIDEON
鈥淚鈥檓 hanging on by a thread, Eva.鈥�
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to hang on. Let go. I鈥檒l catch you.鈥�
I would set the world on fire to clear a path for her, if thats what it took.
He was complicated and sexy and damaged and perfect.
鈥淵ou two are wackjobs separately, together, you鈥檙e a goddamn nut house.鈥�
"You have to stick with me. You promised. I told you I was going to fuck this up. I'll fuck up again. I don't know what the hell I'm doing, but God... I love you. I love you so fucking much. I can't do this without you. I can't live without you."As I said before, I will read anything with Gideon in it and I am already excited for the next installment.
He didn鈥檛 see in himself what I saw鈥� a generous soul who wanted so much to belong to something greater than himself. He didn鈥檛 recognize what a miracle he was. When he didn鈥檛 know what to do in a given situation, he let instinct and his heart take over. Despite all he鈥檇 been through, he had such an amazing capacity to feel and to love.Gideon has his prize - after chasing and struggling for several months, Eva is now his wife. The rest of the world might not realize that Gideon and Eva have tied the knot, but there's no mistaking that she is his.
For now, Gideon and I had secrets we could share only with each other, and that kept us isolated and codependent. It wasn鈥檛 only innocence our abusers had taken away from us; they鈥檇 also taken our freedom. Even after the abuse was long over, we were still caged by the false fronts we lived behind. Still caged by lies, but in a different way.Eva is still struggling with the fact that Gideon keeps silent about his troubles. He doesn't share the content of his nightmares. He keeps secrets, and tries to remain an island. That doesn't work for her anymore. If they're going to be married she expects an equal partnership, but Gideon can't seem to deliver.
"...Love should be easier than this,鈥� I complained.Scenes like that were reminiscent of the classic 'Fortune Cookie' scene from book one and reminded me why I love this series.
鈥淚f this were a romantic comedy, it鈥檇 be called Love Actually Sucks.鈥�
鈥淢aybe we should鈥檝e stuck with Sex and the City.鈥�
鈥淭ried that. Ended up Knocked Up. I should鈥檝e gone for being a 40-Year-Old Virgin, but I had way too much of a head start.鈥�
鈥淲e can write a manual on How to Lose a Guy in 10 Weeks.鈥�
Cary looked at me. 鈥淔ucking perfect.鈥�
"You can tell yourself that Eva and I are incompatible," I said tightly, "That we're either fighting or fucking with nothing of substance in between. But the truth is that she's the other half of me..."If you'd like to test this book out before you buy it, you can read the FIRST THREE CHAPTERS ON for FREE!
鈥淵ou okay, angel mine?鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 in your arms. Life doesn鈥檛 get better than this.鈥�
鈥淎re you in love, Mr. Cross?鈥�
鈥泪谤谤别惫辞肠补产濒测.鈥�
鈥淵ou鈥檙e the reason I breathe, I can鈥檛 turn it off. I think of nothing but you. All day. Every day. Everything I do, I do with you in mind. There鈥檚 no room for anyone else.鈥�
鈥淪he was every promise, every hope, every fantasy a man could have. And she was mine.鈥�
鈥淪he鈥檚 the chink in your armor, you heartless piece of shit. You鈥檝e got ice in your veins, but she bleeds 鈥� It鈥檚 time to pay, and your billions won鈥檛 cover the debt.鈥�
鈥淚 would set the world on fire to clear a path for her, if that鈥檚 what it took.鈥�
鈥淚鈥檓 hanging on by a thread, Eva.鈥�
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 have to hang on. Let go. I鈥檒l catch you.鈥�