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The Program #1
Het programma
In de wereld van Sloane is het uiten van echte gevoelens verboden, depressie onder jongeren is een epidemie en de enige oplossing is het Programma�
Sloane denkt wel twee keer na voordat ze in het openbaar begint te huilen. Sinds zelfdoding is uitgegroeid tot een internationale epidemie, zou een huilbui haar in het Programma kunnen doen belanden, de enige bewezen behandelingsmethode. Ze heeft al een broer verloren, dus Sloane weet zeker dat haar ouders er alles aan zullen doen om haar in leven te houden. Ze weet ook dat iedereen die het Programma heeft gevolgd terugkeert met een schone lei: hun depressies zijn verleden tijd, maar hetzelfde geldt voor hun herinneringen.
Omdat ze zowel thuis als op school constant onder toezicht staat, zorgt Sloane dat ze zo min mogelijk opvalt en verbergt ze haar gevoelens zo goed mogelijk. De enige bij wie Sloane zichzelf kan zijn, is James. Hij heeft beloofd om ervoor te zorgen dat ze geen van beiden in het Programma terechtkomen en Sloane weet dat de liefde tussen hen sterk genoeg is om allerlei tegenslagen te weerstaan. Maar ondanks de beloftes die ze elkaar maken, wordt het steeds moeilijker om de waarheid te verbergen. Ze worden alle twee steeds zwakker, depressie ligt op de loer. En het Programma zit hun op de hielen�
Sloane denkt wel twee keer na voordat ze in het openbaar begint te huilen. Sinds zelfdoding is uitgegroeid tot een internationale epidemie, zou een huilbui haar in het Programma kunnen doen belanden, de enige bewezen behandelingsmethode. Ze heeft al een broer verloren, dus Sloane weet zeker dat haar ouders er alles aan zullen doen om haar in leven te houden. Ze weet ook dat iedereen die het Programma heeft gevolgd terugkeert met een schone lei: hun depressies zijn verleden tijd, maar hetzelfde geldt voor hun herinneringen.
Omdat ze zowel thuis als op school constant onder toezicht staat, zorgt Sloane dat ze zo min mogelijk opvalt en verbergt ze haar gevoelens zo goed mogelijk. De enige bij wie Sloane zichzelf kan zijn, is James. Hij heeft beloofd om ervoor te zorgen dat ze geen van beiden in het Programma terechtkomen en Sloane weet dat de liefde tussen hen sterk genoeg is om allerlei tegenslagen te weerstaan. Maar ondanks de beloftes die ze elkaar maken, wordt het steeds moeilijker om de waarheid te verbergen. Ze worden alle twee steeds zwakker, depressie ligt op de loer. En het Programma zit hun op de hielen�
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First published April 30, 2013
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July 19, 2014
After having some time to think, i made the overall conclusion that this book is the most frustrating and saddest book i have ever read.
The Program is set in a world where depression and suicide are considered a virus. If you are thought to have caught the virus, the handlers come to get you and take you to a facility known as The Program.
Little teaser..
I look back at James one last time, and he gives me his signature smile, wide and cocky. But it's not real. Sometimes i think it's never real. James is the best at hiding the pain, disguising the feelings. He knows what it takes to stay out of The Program. He'll keep as safe.
He promised.
Sloane knows not to cry in front of anyone. One sign of sadness will land you straight into The Program. Her parents have already lost a child. She knows that anyone who returns comes back with no emotions - a blank slate. Their depression is gone, but so are their memories.
Under constant supervision and observation, Sloane puts on a mask, which she hides her feelings behind. James is the only one she let's in. She knows their love is strong enough to survive, to withstand anything. But despise the promises, it's getting harder to hide the truth.
Depression is setting in. They're coming for them. It's only a matter of time before there'll be...nothing left.
I have been crying my freaking eyes out since page 50- 160. And then from there on, i have been so frustrated and angry that i swear to God i could freaking see red.
Having anger problems/issues it wasn't a good nor healthy idea for me to continue reading. But i couldn't stop. The writing style just pulls you in, and you have so many compassion and feelings for the characters you just have HAVE to know what will happen to them.
Here are some examples of how i looked...
I didn't get angry at the book. Not really. It was mainly about the characters. I DESPISE reading about helpless characters that just can't fight back. I don't know. It was always my issue with things in general. I don't understand how you don't want to kill someone when they take your opportunities. When they take your freedom away. Especially when they tell you how to live your life.
It's just so...AHHHH! *calm down, Sandra. Deep breaths*.
If someone would hold me captive and force me to do things, i would fight until my very last breath. I would unleash the freaking hell on earth. I'm so not even kidding guys.
The characters were great! Loved them! Especially James.
He was so sweet, funny, caring and protective. *swoon*.
Sloane was a pretty good protagonist herself. But i must admit i was rather annoyed with her for being sometimes really naive and stupid. Especially about crying every freaking time she was reminded of her past. That was getting on my nerves.
I think what was the best about this book was the romance between James and Sloane. It wasn't forced. It wasn't fast ( i mean, they are already together at the beginning). It was just...perfect. We get to see how they formed that relationship. We get to see the flashback, and i absolutely loved those moments. They are definitely the most beautiful, realistic and sweetest couple EVER.*sight*
Overall The Program was a satisfying and captivating read. It was heart wrenching, frustrating to the point where i wanted to shred the book to pieces, and had beautifully written romance. I would highly suggest this to patient and strong minded people. If you have anger problems, make sure you don't read this! Also, this book was so depressing it got me depressed. Oooopps... i guess The Program will be coming for me..
The Program is set in a world where depression and suicide are considered a virus. If you are thought to have caught the virus, the handlers come to get you and take you to a facility known as The Program.
Little teaser..
I look back at James one last time, and he gives me his signature smile, wide and cocky. But it's not real. Sometimes i think it's never real. James is the best at hiding the pain, disguising the feelings. He knows what it takes to stay out of The Program. He'll keep as safe.
He promised.
Sloane knows not to cry in front of anyone. One sign of sadness will land you straight into The Program. Her parents have already lost a child. She knows that anyone who returns comes back with no emotions - a blank slate. Their depression is gone, but so are their memories.
Under constant supervision and observation, Sloane puts on a mask, which she hides her feelings behind. James is the only one she let's in. She knows their love is strong enough to survive, to withstand anything. But despise the promises, it's getting harder to hide the truth.
Depression is setting in. They're coming for them. It's only a matter of time before there'll be...nothing left.
I have been crying my freaking eyes out since page 50- 160. And then from there on, i have been so frustrated and angry that i swear to God i could freaking see red.
Having anger problems/issues it wasn't a good nor healthy idea for me to continue reading. But i couldn't stop. The writing style just pulls you in, and you have so many compassion and feelings for the characters you just have HAVE to know what will happen to them.
Here are some examples of how i looked...
I didn't get angry at the book. Not really. It was mainly about the characters. I DESPISE reading about helpless characters that just can't fight back. I don't know. It was always my issue with things in general. I don't understand how you don't want to kill someone when they take your opportunities. When they take your freedom away. Especially when they tell you how to live your life.
It's just so...AHHHH! *calm down, Sandra. Deep breaths*.
If someone would hold me captive and force me to do things, i would fight until my very last breath. I would unleash the freaking hell on earth. I'm so not even kidding guys.
The characters were great! Loved them! Especially James.
He was so sweet, funny, caring and protective. *swoon*.
Sloane was a pretty good protagonist herself. But i must admit i was rather annoyed with her for being sometimes really naive and stupid. Especially about crying every freaking time she was reminded of her past. That was getting on my nerves.
I think what was the best about this book was the romance between James and Sloane. It wasn't forced. It wasn't fast ( i mean, they are already together at the beginning). It was just...perfect. We get to see how they formed that relationship. We get to see the flashback, and i absolutely loved those moments. They are definitely the most beautiful, realistic and sweetest couple EVER.*sight*
Overall The Program was a satisfying and captivating read. It was heart wrenching, frustrating to the point where i wanted to shred the book to pieces, and had beautifully written romance. I would highly suggest this to patient and strong minded people. If you have anger problems, make sure you don't read this! Also, this book was so depressing it got me depressed. Oooopps... i guess The Program will be coming for me..
July 14, 2015
I can see why some readers of young adult are swearing off dystopic stories now. I actually like dystopia, but I can see that they are beginning to suffer from the same story different day tropes. This for me is one of those.
First of all, you have suicide as an epidemic. WTF?
Supposedly, one in three or four kids are killing themselves. Why? I don't remember reading why in this book. It vaguely mentions that anti-depressants have been over prescribed and that "might" be the reason. Dude, I don't care if it's a young adult book. I need facts. At least part of the story, but I know it might come in later books so I'm gonna work past it.
Sloane's brother fell to the epidemic, he "caught" depression and ended up killing himself. So Sloane and her brother's best friend James had been in a relationship and this part of the book was actually pretty good. They look out for each other and want to keep the other from either being "infected" or being snatched up by the PROGRAM.
The Program. That's kinda big brother watching the teens for any signs of suicide signs. They take the teens and wipe their memories clean so viola! they are cured.
Creepy cured. Because they come back with no memories and everything is squeaky clean and new.
It's pretty predictable where the story goes. I mean they are terrified of the program so you know it's coming.
MAY BE SPOILERY:
Then Sloane gets eyeballed by one of the creepy "handlers"...yep, know where that is going also.
There of course is the resident "friend" guy. Who helps Sloane through her rough spots and hopes to help her "forget" James. (love triangle trying to happen-surprise!)
Now as to how the Program works. Crap on a stick. I hated this part. They feed the teens pills.
They will help them "relax". Sloane takes the flipping things! I wanted to jump in the book and smack her upside the head.
If you want a cookie cutter book this one might be the one for you. The only redeeming thing I found in the whole dang book was no insta-love.
I GOT THIS BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY...ADDED FOR DISCLOSURE WHERE I GET MY BOOKS. THE LIBRARY GIVES A SHIT LESS HOW I RATE THEM.
First of all, you have suicide as an epidemic. WTF?
Supposedly, one in three or four kids are killing themselves. Why? I don't remember reading why in this book. It vaguely mentions that anti-depressants have been over prescribed and that "might" be the reason. Dude, I don't care if it's a young adult book. I need facts. At least part of the story, but I know it might come in later books so I'm gonna work past it.
Sloane's brother fell to the epidemic, he "caught" depression and ended up killing himself. So Sloane and her brother's best friend James had been in a relationship and this part of the book was actually pretty good. They look out for each other and want to keep the other from either being "infected" or being snatched up by the PROGRAM.
The Program. That's kinda big brother watching the teens for any signs of suicide signs. They take the teens and wipe their memories clean so viola! they are cured.
Creepy cured. Because they come back with no memories and everything is squeaky clean and new.
It's pretty predictable where the story goes. I mean they are terrified of the program so you know it's coming.
MAY BE SPOILERY:
Then Sloane gets eyeballed by one of the creepy "handlers"...yep, know where that is going also.
There of course is the resident "friend" guy. Who helps Sloane through her rough spots and hopes to help her "forget" James. (love triangle trying to happen-surprise!)
Now as to how the Program works. Crap on a stick. I hated this part. They feed the teens pills.
They will help them "relax". Sloane takes the flipping things! I wanted to jump in the book and smack her upside the head.
If you want a cookie cutter book this one might be the one for you. The only redeeming thing I found in the whole dang book was no insta-love.
I GOT THIS BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY...ADDED FOR DISCLOSURE WHERE I GET MY BOOKS. THE LIBRARY GIVES A SHIT LESS HOW I RATE THEM.
July 21, 2020
A funny thing about this book is that I only ever read it when on a train. For some reason, it became my travelling read.
The first part of the book was totally mindblowing. It left me speechless so many times. I loved how we were thrown straight into the story. All the time I felt like this would give me a heart attack! This book was/is amazing! I love it and I love James!
Except for the epilogue... I hate this type of epilogues: two weeks later, ten years later etc. That was slightly disappointing.
However, I have to say that I'm very much impressed by this book.
The first part of the book was totally mindblowing. It left me speechless so many times. I loved how we were thrown straight into the story. All the time I felt like this would give me a heart attack! This book was/is amazing! I love it and I love James!
Except for the epilogue... I hate this type of epilogues: two weeks later, ten years later etc. That was slightly disappointing.
However, I have to say that I'm very much impressed by this book.
June 20, 2015
Well I had a lot of issues with this book, but there were *some* good things so I don't think a 1 star was necessary. It was very nearly that though! IF YOU LOVE THIS BOOK YOU WILL PROBABLY NOT LOVE THIS REVIEW JUST PRIOR WARNING.
Before we go further in this review, let me just say this book (and review) will have some trigger warnings for suicide, self harm, & depression.
Let's start with the positives. The plot of the book was really interesting and the writing was alright. I definitely sped through it because I wanted to know what happened. The ending was really interesting as well and makes me curious about the rest of the books in the series. It's fast paced and easy to read and get through.
NOW FOR THE NEGATIVES. The main plot of this book is that suicide is a contagious disease that The Program is trying to eradicate. THIS IS WHERE MY ISSUES BEGIN. Making suicidal thoughts and depression a disease to further the plot in a dystopian book is something I am not okay with. It trivializes it in SO MANY WAYS. And I am sure some misinformed people believe depression and suicidal tendencies are already contagious - we don't need a fictional book to further that point. YO EVERYONE DEPRESSION IS NOT CONTAGIOUS YOU DON'T NEED TO AVOID PEOPLE THAT ARE DEPRESSED YOU CAN'T CATCH IT FROM THEM. At one point a character self-harms and it is described as a symptom and I just could not. "Suicide" was a disease that started with the same signs and the same types of depression leading to the same result. Mental illnesses ARE diseases of the mind, but they are not all the same, nor are people the same under their influences. That was another issue I had - how depression was dealt with. It was all portrayed the same way with the same symptoms in different people...and depression isn't the same for everyone. It looks so different to so many people.
I am sure the author was trying to bring mental illness into the light since it is so often shunned and run from, but I don't think a dystopian book was the best place to do that. At all. To me, it just made these important mental illnesses seem like a trivial thing and a plot device. There are so many great ways to shed light on mental illness and this book did none of those things.
Other unrelated issues: there was some instalove and overall the characters were pretty not great. I didn't love Sloane as a protagonist, but I did like James a bit more than everyone else!
I personally felt like this book made light of a lot of serious topics that should be talked about in the correct way to help people that suffer from them. It's not edgy or cool or a disease that can be cured in a certain spoilery way (which I ALSO didn't agree with but didn't want to spoil). I just...really was annoyed with this book. And angry because it could've been so much better.
p.s. I am not a perfect person, so if I misrepresented something up in this review somewhere, plz let me know respectfully and I will change it! THANKYEW.
Before we go further in this review, let me just say this book (and review) will have some trigger warnings for suicide, self harm, & depression.
Let's start with the positives. The plot of the book was really interesting and the writing was alright. I definitely sped through it because I wanted to know what happened. The ending was really interesting as well and makes me curious about the rest of the books in the series. It's fast paced and easy to read and get through.
NOW FOR THE NEGATIVES. The main plot of this book is that suicide is a contagious disease that The Program is trying to eradicate. THIS IS WHERE MY ISSUES BEGIN. Making suicidal thoughts and depression a disease to further the plot in a dystopian book is something I am not okay with. It trivializes it in SO MANY WAYS. And I am sure some misinformed people believe depression and suicidal tendencies are already contagious - we don't need a fictional book to further that point. YO EVERYONE DEPRESSION IS NOT CONTAGIOUS YOU DON'T NEED TO AVOID PEOPLE THAT ARE DEPRESSED YOU CAN'T CATCH IT FROM THEM. At one point a character self-harms and it is described as a symptom and I just could not. "Suicide" was a disease that started with the same signs and the same types of depression leading to the same result. Mental illnesses ARE diseases of the mind, but they are not all the same, nor are people the same under their influences. That was another issue I had - how depression was dealt with. It was all portrayed the same way with the same symptoms in different people...and depression isn't the same for everyone. It looks so different to so many people.
I am sure the author was trying to bring mental illness into the light since it is so often shunned and run from, but I don't think a dystopian book was the best place to do that. At all. To me, it just made these important mental illnesses seem like a trivial thing and a plot device. There are so many great ways to shed light on mental illness and this book did none of those things.
Other unrelated issues: there was some instalove and overall the characters were pretty not great. I didn't love Sloane as a protagonist, but I did like James a bit more than everyone else!
I personally felt like this book made light of a lot of serious topics that should be talked about in the correct way to help people that suffer from them. It's not edgy or cool or a disease that can be cured in a certain spoilery way (which I ALSO didn't agree with but didn't want to spoil). I just...really was annoyed with this book. And angry because it could've been so much better.
p.s. I am not a perfect person, so if I misrepresented something up in this review somewhere, plz let me know respectfully and I will change it! THANKYEW.
July 16, 2014
Edit, July 2014: Wow, so much passion about this review over a year later! While you can certainly feel free to leave comments on this review, I don't see my opinion of the book changing. The fact that the book is fiction does not change my opinion that it's irresponsible and unrealistic (particularly in a science fiction novel, which is supposed to be based on scientific fact) to portray mental illness in the way it is shown in The Program.
Books don't usually piss me off, but then I don't usually read books as poorly researched, offensive, and misleading as The Program.
The premise is that suicide is claiming the lives of one in three American teenagers - an epidemic. The government has developed a brainwashing program to remove the memories of teens they flag as suicide risks, thinking that if they remove the bad memories from someone's brain, they will magically stop being depressed and stop wanting to kill themselves.
Number one, this is some flawed science right here. DECADES of research has shown that chemical imbalances are what cause depression, not bad memories or personal experiences. There are people who have been through hell and back who don't have depression, and people who have led positive lives who do. I don't think the scientific community would suddenly throw all that research away and decide that brainwashing teenagers would be a good method of suicide prevention. Decades of research have also shown that repressing your feelings doesn't get rid of depression either, which Sloane and James seem to think it does.
Number two, this seems to take place in the extremely near future - as in, maybe a couple years from the present. Does Young seriously expect us to believe that NO ONE - no governing body, no organization, no suicide awareness charities - would intervene to try to stop this "Program" from development and implementation? That no uprising of mental health advocates would take place to protest this wildly inappropriate treatment of minor children?
Number three, you cannot "catch" depression and suicidal thoughts the way Young depicts in this book. You will not become suicidal by hanging out with suicidal people. It might not be the most pleasant experience, but it won't make you suicidal by association, as if it were a virus. I know that this is a fiction book, and that teens reading this book will be able to tell the difference between fantasy and reality. But when dealing with issues like mental health, which are ALREADY so misunderstood and stigmatized, I consider it irresponsible to paint depression and suicidal tendencies as contagious and something worth cutting ties with someone over.
There were other problems I had with this book, such as the codependency between Sloane and James being painted as "romantic," but the big ones above were enough to make me stop reading about halfway through. Don't, just don't collect this book.
Books don't usually piss me off, but then I don't usually read books as poorly researched, offensive, and misleading as The Program.
The premise is that suicide is claiming the lives of one in three American teenagers - an epidemic. The government has developed a brainwashing program to remove the memories of teens they flag as suicide risks, thinking that if they remove the bad memories from someone's brain, they will magically stop being depressed and stop wanting to kill themselves.
Number one, this is some flawed science right here. DECADES of research has shown that chemical imbalances are what cause depression, not bad memories or personal experiences. There are people who have been through hell and back who don't have depression, and people who have led positive lives who do. I don't think the scientific community would suddenly throw all that research away and decide that brainwashing teenagers would be a good method of suicide prevention. Decades of research have also shown that repressing your feelings doesn't get rid of depression either, which Sloane and James seem to think it does.
Number two, this seems to take place in the extremely near future - as in, maybe a couple years from the present. Does Young seriously expect us to believe that NO ONE - no governing body, no organization, no suicide awareness charities - would intervene to try to stop this "Program" from development and implementation? That no uprising of mental health advocates would take place to protest this wildly inappropriate treatment of minor children?
Number three, you cannot "catch" depression and suicidal thoughts the way Young depicts in this book. You will not become suicidal by hanging out with suicidal people. It might not be the most pleasant experience, but it won't make you suicidal by association, as if it were a virus. I know that this is a fiction book, and that teens reading this book will be able to tell the difference between fantasy and reality. But when dealing with issues like mental health, which are ALREADY so misunderstood and stigmatized, I consider it irresponsible to paint depression and suicidal tendencies as contagious and something worth cutting ties with someone over.
There were other problems I had with this book, such as the codependency between Sloane and James being painted as "romantic," but the big ones above were enough to make me stop reading about halfway through. Don't, just don't collect this book.
February 26, 2017
This is one of my new favorite books.
And I mean it's a top favorite.
I can't even explain how much I love this book. And I think a lot of my love for it could come from the fact that it really hit home. I've never personally had depression, but when I was in high school there was someone in my life who was really, really important to me. And I was right there during every second of his battle. It was really devastating, and something I don't like to remember very often, but this book brought me right back to that. I don't know if I would have picked up this book if I knew that it would, but wow... I'm so glad that I did. Reading about Sloane and James was like reliving my own memories and it was really strange and bizarre and beautiful and overwhelming and terribly heartbreaking and I couldn't believe how much this book stole my heart.
5 trillion stars.
(I may or may not be ordering the sequel on my kindle right this second to dive into it. Heh.)
And I mean it's a top favorite.
I can't even explain how much I love this book. And I think a lot of my love for it could come from the fact that it really hit home. I've never personally had depression, but when I was in high school there was someone in my life who was really, really important to me. And I was right there during every second of his battle. It was really devastating, and something I don't like to remember very often, but this book brought me right back to that. I don't know if I would have picked up this book if I knew that it would, but wow... I'm so glad that I did. Reading about Sloane and James was like reliving my own memories and it was really strange and bizarre and beautiful and overwhelming and terribly heartbreaking and I couldn't believe how much this book stole my heart.
5 trillion stars.
(I may or may not be ordering the sequel on my kindle right this second to dive into it. Heh.)
October 2, 2015
4 madly stars
Imagine a world where teenagers are in danger of themselves. A world where teenagers kill themselves and suicides are contagious.
To prevent this situation, the school district made the Program. Handlers will take anyone with suicidal tendencies. They will lock them in their institution and there they will take away their memories. When they get out they will be sent in a private school designated just for other returners.
Sloane and James are a couple who is against the idea of the Program. They're both fighting with their overwhelming emotions, especially when they are surrounded with friends and family who have killed themselves or tried to. They're trying not to show any kind of unhappy emotion in front of others, even in front of their parents, even when they lose beloved ones. They are scared of getting infected, but even worse, they are scared of getting into the Program, because they know afterwards they are going to lose themselves in there.
I'm still reeling from my recent experience of the Program. This book was one hell of a ride, my friends. Intense, suspenseful, full of angst and depressing as hell.
It sounds bad, but it was probably even worse. It was actually a thriller. I was turning the pages and I was scared, because this book is cruel. It brought out so many emotions to me. I even shed a couple of tears and I was still early.
The book is divided in 3 parts. I can't really say what happens at each, but in the second part we're also introduced to Realm, a person who becomes an important part of the book and I still don't know what to feel about him. Let's say that I'm not his biggest fan, but I still liked him as a character and felt for him. The second part was also the most painful part. It was so cruel and inhuman. If you have read the by , let's just say that this reminded me of that book. But this one may be even worse. If I could, I would have smashed my device with all the anger and pain I had inside.
"My memories... I don't have many left."
I really loved James and Sloane, they were so amazing together. I felt so much for them and how it was just them against the world. I highlighted so many scenes and quotes and every dialogue was just the silver lining in a really moody world. It was what kept me reading, the curiosity what would happen to them and to the special bond that existed between them.
The epilogue was a total mindfuck. I was reading and even though it felt like someone cleaned the fog, I was even more confused afterwards. Does it make sense? I was shaking my head, feeling so mad, but also so mindblown.
My only complaint against this book was that even though I really liked the writing, I felt like I have gaps. So many questions have been unanswered and I'm not sure I'm going to pick up the next book at the moment, so now I have to make peace with those gaps.
So, if you need a light, happy read, this is not the one for you. But if you need something angsty, that will punch you emotionally, then I dare you to pick this up.
Imagine a world where teenagers are in danger of themselves. A world where teenagers kill themselves and suicides are contagious.
"If all your friends jumped off a bridge, would you, too?"
Apparently, the answer is yes.
To prevent this situation, the school district made the Program. Handlers will take anyone with suicidal tendencies. They will lock them in their institution and there they will take away their memories. When they get out they will be sent in a private school designated just for other returners.
Sloane and James are a couple who is against the idea of the Program. They're both fighting with their overwhelming emotions, especially when they are surrounded with friends and family who have killed themselves or tried to. They're trying not to show any kind of unhappy emotion in front of others, even in front of their parents, even when they lose beloved ones. They are scared of getting infected, but even worse, they are scared of getting into the Program, because they know afterwards they are going to lose themselves in there.
I'm still reeling from my recent experience of the Program. This book was one hell of a ride, my friends. Intense, suspenseful, full of angst and depressing as hell.
It sounds bad, but it was probably even worse. It was actually a thriller. I was turning the pages and I was scared, because this book is cruel. It brought out so many emotions to me. I even shed a couple of tears and I was still early.
The book is divided in 3 parts. I can't really say what happens at each, but in the second part we're also introduced to Realm, a person who becomes an important part of the book and I still don't know what to feel about him. Let's say that I'm not his biggest fan, but I still liked him as a character and felt for him. The second part was also the most painful part. It was so cruel and inhuman. If you have read the by , let's just say that this reminded me of that book. But this one may be even worse. If I could, I would have smashed my device with all the anger and pain I had inside.
"My memories... I don't have many left."
I really loved James and Sloane, they were so amazing together. I felt so much for them and how it was just them against the world. I highlighted so many scenes and quotes and every dialogue was just the silver lining in a really moody world. It was what kept me reading, the curiosity what would happen to them and to the special bond that existed between them.
"I think I'm in love with you.. Is that crazy?"
"So crazy."
"Then I guess I love you madly."
The epilogue was a total mindfuck. I was reading and even though it felt like someone cleaned the fog, I was even more confused afterwards. Does it make sense? I was shaking my head, feeling so mad, but also so mindblown.
My only complaint against this book was that even though I really liked the writing, I felt like I have gaps. So many questions have been unanswered and I'm not sure I'm going to pick up the next book at the moment, so now I have to make peace with those gaps.
So, if you need a light, happy read, this is not the one for you. But if you need something angsty, that will punch you emotionally, then I dare you to pick this up.
August 30, 2016
Reactions to The Program will differ I think based on which of these two scenarios you were expecting:
A) a thought provoking treatment of teen suicide
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B) a typical dystopian that co-opts yet another attention grabbing premise only to degenerate into the same evil government conspiracy keeping apart the star crossed lovers plot
If you thought B), The Program is a perfectly fine book. Ignore this review and enjoy the book for what it is. Personally though, I thought A), so my reaction went from intrigued, to somewhat disturbed, before finally settling on disappointed. Suicide is, don't get me wrong, a serious issue of mental health, but while I certainly don't expect every young adult book to handle it with the grace of say, Karen Healey's The Shattering, I do think Suzanne Young could have done a much better job tackling the issue rather than just using it as gimmicky setup fodder for an otherwise average dystopian.
Then again, it's no wonder the strongest elements of The Program are in the first of this three part book, when Young seems to be actually writing about suicide. Normally, I'd find the idea of people in white lab coats just waiting to haul kids away at the first sign of mental illness ridiculous, but in this case combined with the depictions of rampant depression and the threat of the radical fix provided by The Program, I had a lot to chew on. I liked trying to figure out whether Sloane was an unreliable narrator because she could've been depressed herself (explaining her attitude towards The Program), looking at the situation from the parent's point of view (which for once is actually believable for a dystopian, I totally get why parents would put their kids through The Program rather than standing by, doing nothing, and allowing something bad to happen), and having to decide whether the results of The Program, in lives saved, are worth the costs. Heck, I even liked how Sloane and James sort of had to rely on each other after Sloane’s brother’s suicide, so for a brief while at least, I could definitely say I was intrigued by the whole setup.
Unfortunately, it really was a brief while, because even though thoughts were provoked, they never went anywhere. Instead, it seems to me like Young never really planned to explore the suicide issue in the depth I was expecting and instead just takes an almost simplistic, black and white view to the whole thing. There really aren't any shades of gray with Sloane and her friends being 'good' while The Program is 'evil', and where does that lead? Don’t join The Program because you'll leave a mindless zombie, but what's the alternative? Denying reality until one day you just off yourself? I just really didn’t feel like it was Young’s intent to explore suicide as an issue; instead her intent all along seems to be for The Program to be the evil government conspiracy doing bad things to Sloane and her friends disguised in this case as suicide prevention and treatment, and it just didn’t feel right without having some sort of effective alternative; Sloane doesn’t want treatment and she doesn’t really want to kill herself either (at least when she’s not sick), but what should she do then? It's hard to blame a government conspiracy for being evil when they're doing exactly the kind of thing I would expect a government to do given an epidemic of teen suicide - step in and stop it.
Now that brings me to Part Two and Three, where the book really falls apart. I don’t have a problem with Sloane’s time in treatment or how she tries to beat The Program once she gets out per se, but it’s nothing more or less than any other dystopian plot dealing with government conspiracies or memory loss - although it’s kind of weird Sloane’s magically all better once she arrives without going through any sort of treatment or healing process. Instead, it’s what Young doesn't say about suicide treatment that really bothers me. What she’s saying I guess is in the world of The Program depression is linked to certain memories, and excising them causes the subject to be cured (ok... incredulous but sure I’ll accept this for the book to work), and yet to fight The Program Sloane ends up looking for her lost memories. The same ones that supposedly made her suicidal in the first place. Wouldn’t she become depressed and try to kill herself again then? Has she really been cured then? Do these plot twists really explore the suicide aspect? Or are they just to set up yet another true love will overcome the evil dystopian government conspiracy induced memory loss plot because Sloane obviously reunites with James on the outside?
I guess my problem is, for a book about teen suicide, The Program isn’t really about teen suicide. The suicide angle ultimately makes very little sense and the treatment aspects of The Program are only superficially explored, the rest of the book is just a generic dystopian that doesn’t build upon the teen suicide premise as much as exploit it for world building points, and that just doesn’t feel right to me.
A) a thought provoking treatment of teen suicide
-or-
B) a typical dystopian that co-opts yet another attention grabbing premise only to degenerate into the same evil government conspiracy keeping apart the star crossed lovers plot
If you thought B), The Program is a perfectly fine book. Ignore this review and enjoy the book for what it is. Personally though, I thought A), so my reaction went from intrigued, to somewhat disturbed, before finally settling on disappointed. Suicide is, don't get me wrong, a serious issue of mental health, but while I certainly don't expect every young adult book to handle it with the grace of say, Karen Healey's The Shattering, I do think Suzanne Young could have done a much better job tackling the issue rather than just using it as gimmicky setup fodder for an otherwise average dystopian.
Then again, it's no wonder the strongest elements of The Program are in the first of this three part book, when Young seems to be actually writing about suicide. Normally, I'd find the idea of people in white lab coats just waiting to haul kids away at the first sign of mental illness ridiculous, but in this case combined with the depictions of rampant depression and the threat of the radical fix provided by The Program, I had a lot to chew on. I liked trying to figure out whether Sloane was an unreliable narrator because she could've been depressed herself (explaining her attitude towards The Program), looking at the situation from the parent's point of view (which for once is actually believable for a dystopian, I totally get why parents would put their kids through The Program rather than standing by, doing nothing, and allowing something bad to happen), and having to decide whether the results of The Program, in lives saved, are worth the costs. Heck, I even liked how Sloane and James sort of had to rely on each other after Sloane’s brother’s suicide, so for a brief while at least, I could definitely say I was intrigued by the whole setup.
Unfortunately, it really was a brief while, because even though thoughts were provoked, they never went anywhere. Instead, it seems to me like Young never really planned to explore the suicide issue in the depth I was expecting and instead just takes an almost simplistic, black and white view to the whole thing. There really aren't any shades of gray with Sloane and her friends being 'good' while The Program is 'evil', and where does that lead? Don’t join The Program because you'll leave a mindless zombie, but what's the alternative? Denying reality until one day you just off yourself? I just really didn’t feel like it was Young’s intent to explore suicide as an issue; instead her intent all along seems to be for The Program to be the evil government conspiracy doing bad things to Sloane and her friends disguised in this case as suicide prevention and treatment, and it just didn’t feel right without having some sort of effective alternative; Sloane doesn’t want treatment and she doesn’t really want to kill herself either (at least when she’s not sick), but what should she do then? It's hard to blame a government conspiracy for being evil when they're doing exactly the kind of thing I would expect a government to do given an epidemic of teen suicide - step in and stop it.
Now that brings me to Part Two and Three, where the book really falls apart. I don’t have a problem with Sloane’s time in treatment or how she tries to beat The Program once she gets out per se, but it’s nothing more or less than any other dystopian plot dealing with government conspiracies or memory loss - although it’s kind of weird Sloane’s magically all better once she arrives without going through any sort of treatment or healing process. Instead, it’s what Young doesn't say about suicide treatment that really bothers me. What she’s saying I guess is in the world of The Program depression is linked to certain memories, and excising them causes the subject to be cured (ok... incredulous but sure I’ll accept this for the book to work), and yet to fight The Program Sloane ends up looking for her lost memories. The same ones that supposedly made her suicidal in the first place. Wouldn’t she become depressed and try to kill herself again then? Has she really been cured then? Do these plot twists really explore the suicide aspect? Or are they just to set up yet another true love will overcome the evil dystopian government conspiracy induced memory loss plot because Sloane obviously reunites with James on the outside?
I guess my problem is, for a book about teen suicide, The Program isn’t really about teen suicide. The suicide angle ultimately makes very little sense and the treatment aspects of The Program are only superficially explored, the rest of the book is just a generic dystopian that doesn’t build upon the teen suicide premise as much as exploit it for world building points, and that just doesn’t feel right to me.
August 2, 2013
If I wasn't so bored with dystopians lately, this one might have been more enjoyable for me. Although it has a little contemporary feel to it more than most, and the plot direction it takes is different from the expected and clichés "run and hide from the big bad government", in the end I still felt that it was yet another dystopian novel that doesn't particularly stand out from the rest.
A little reminiscent of Delirium, The Program involves teen suicide and how its become an epidemic, and the cure involves wiping them out into a clean slate. This means memory removal of anything that could cause negative feelings. Thus, if you're a teenager and you show any sort of negative emotions like crying, you better make sure no one sees you! I liked the idea of this world and I personally found it much more believable than Delirium, in the sense that I can see how society agreed to this mind erasing program if it will save their children from suicide (I had difficulty believing that society could be convinced love was a disease--but that is a review for another time >.<). I found the system intimidating and quite the paradox--some rather die than go through the program if they're flagged, for others, having your best friend, or anyone you love, not remember who you are is heartbreaking in every sense turning you emotionally vulnerable. Although it delivers a fairly predictable story arc, The Program is ultimately a tragic love story and this part was done quite well.
While the plot itself was enjoyable, I did not find myself connecting to the characters as much as I would have liked. They were likeable characters, but Sloane didn't strike me as an especially memorable MC. Same goes for the side characters, Sloane makes a few friends throughout the story, and none of them were well developed. They were used as nothing more than "extras". There is even one character who was kind of a creep for the bigger part of the book that annoyed me senselessly. He seemed to always be sneaking around intimidating Sloane every chance he got, and I didn't see the point of it. The book could have gone without him; he was gross, his storyline felt random and out of place, and when he had done his "task" to help the plot along (which could have been achieved without him), he was just gone and forgotten. He might be back in the sequel, but really I don't see the point--it seems his only role is to add unnecessary ickiness.
In the end, The Program is a love story. The main reason I didn't love this book is due to my distance from the romance itself. I have a hard time falling for a romance when one is already established beforehand. I love seeing connections strike and relationships bloom, when I get into a book with it pre-existing, I don't get that fluttery young love feeling towards it as much. There were flashbacks that showed the strength of their love for each other which helped, though this helped me understand their relationship, it didn't leave me swooning over it. Therefore, while I cared about the protagonist and what she was going through, and I deduced the implied sadness or tragic nature of it all, I felt like I was more of a curious observer than someone invested into the heart of it.
With so may previously failed dystopians this year, The Program is easily one of the better ones I've read lately. If I hadn't read so many I might have given this one more slack; as it stands I liked it but I don't see it sticking out from the masses in the cluster of dystopians in my memory.
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An advance copy was provided by the publisher for review.
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A little reminiscent of Delirium, The Program involves teen suicide and how its become an epidemic, and the cure involves wiping them out into a clean slate. This means memory removal of anything that could cause negative feelings. Thus, if you're a teenager and you show any sort of negative emotions like crying, you better make sure no one sees you! I liked the idea of this world and I personally found it much more believable than Delirium, in the sense that I can see how society agreed to this mind erasing program if it will save their children from suicide (I had difficulty believing that society could be convinced love was a disease--but that is a review for another time >.<). I found the system intimidating and quite the paradox--some rather die than go through the program if they're flagged, for others, having your best friend, or anyone you love, not remember who you are is heartbreaking in every sense turning you emotionally vulnerable. Although it delivers a fairly predictable story arc, The Program is ultimately a tragic love story and this part was done quite well.
While the plot itself was enjoyable, I did not find myself connecting to the characters as much as I would have liked. They were likeable characters, but Sloane didn't strike me as an especially memorable MC. Same goes for the side characters, Sloane makes a few friends throughout the story, and none of them were well developed. They were used as nothing more than "extras". There is even one character who was kind of a creep for the bigger part of the book that annoyed me senselessly. He seemed to always be sneaking around intimidating Sloane every chance he got, and I didn't see the point of it. The book could have gone without him; he was gross, his storyline felt random and out of place, and when he had done his "task" to help the plot along (which could have been achieved without him), he was just gone and forgotten. He might be back in the sequel, but really I don't see the point--it seems his only role is to add unnecessary ickiness.
In the end, The Program is a love story. The main reason I didn't love this book is due to my distance from the romance itself. I have a hard time falling for a romance when one is already established beforehand. I love seeing connections strike and relationships bloom, when I get into a book with it pre-existing, I don't get that fluttery young love feeling towards it as much. There were flashbacks that showed the strength of their love for each other which helped, though this helped me understand their relationship, it didn't leave me swooning over it. Therefore, while I cared about the protagonist and what she was going through, and I deduced the implied sadness or tragic nature of it all, I felt like I was more of a curious observer than someone invested into the heart of it.
With so may previously failed dystopians this year, The Program is easily one of the better ones I've read lately. If I hadn't read so many I might have given this one more slack; as it stands I liked it but I don't see it sticking out from the masses in the cluster of dystopians in my memory.
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An advance copy was provided by the publisher for review.
For more of my reviews, visit my blog at
February 1, 2017
What could have been potential for great commentary about society's treatment of mental health and suicide is squandered by badly written, melodramatic teenage drivel.
August 17, 2016
I’ll make this quick and painless like ‘DeathQuik�.^^ It’s a cheesy, gooey, melodramatic love story in the guise of a dystopian novel with a futuristic setting in which people are plagued with an epidemic that makes them want to go and kill themselves. Don’t bother with the whys because you won’t get any. Just go along with the story and the half absurdity of it all and I’m sure you’ll enjoy. Lol. If you don’t like that kind of stuff I’d say you skip it but if you gather much enjoyment and entertainment out of them like me, then go for it. ^^
For a beautiful, more elaborate, more positive review, do check out Chelsea's review.^^
November 15, 2023
I put off reading The Program for so long. I had really no idea what it was about and I haven't truly known anyone who read it. It's been in my TBR pile for about four months if not more. So I finally picked it up. I wish someone would have recommended this to me so I would have done it sooner. The Program was a a huge surprise.
With suicide rates at and all time high, and it being considered a disease you have to be careful of what you say or do at all times.
There are handlers that keep their eyes out for at-risk teenagers between the
ages of 13 to 17, and at the first signs of depression, they enroll them in The Program that erases their memories and emotions. After the six weeks of treatment, they are carefully immersed back into society with a fresh start and a clean slate. The Program reminds me so much of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, one of my all time favorite movies, except you don't have a say in if/what you have erased.
After her brother and best friend Miller commit suicide things go way down hill emotionally for our two protagonist Sloane and James. They are both trying to hold it together till they turn 18, but that seems easier said than done. Both Sloane and James are taken at separate but almost same times after they both have meltdowns.
This story was so intensely sad and the characters were even more so. But
it's not just a story about suicide, it's also about how true love really is a juice worth the squeeze. With a romance that doesn't start with insta love, but instead with a friendship that builds to this realistic and sweet thing. From becoming friends through her brother, to secretly dating, to being inseparable. Their relationship has to be one of my favorites. They both play off each other...
"I think I broke my femur," James says, as he lies underneath me.
"On the console when you were attacking me? I think I broke it."
I laugh. "Shut up."
"I didn't mind though," he says conversationally. "Like when you bit my shoulder. It was�"
I reach up and put my hand over his mouth, not moving it even after he licks my fingers. "Shut up." As if agreeing, he pulls me closer, resting his cheek on top of my head. When it's quiet, I move my palm and rest it on his chest.
"It was nice," he whispers, but not jokingly. "It wasn't weird, either. And that's... kind of weird."
Like come on, tell me that doesn't sound too cute!
After being taken into the program Sloane is left alone and finding out how to beat the system alone. When they start to explain how the program works they also uncover Sloane and James' past. They play heavily on her and James' memories and it both broke and mended my heart. The memories are amazing and I loved reading them. There is a small introduction of a "love triangle". It really isn't a triangle, but I know that's what most will call it. The sub characters like Realm, Lacey, and Kevin are also lovely aspects to the story. I loved loved loved Realm even though I hated him at the same time.
Even with a minimal amount of scenery being described this book still didn't let me down. My only complaint is that to me the cover didn't do it for me. It's probably the main reason I put off reading it for so long. The Treatment: book two in The Program series has me looking forward to my 2015 TBRs.
Please don't make the same mistake I did and put this book off.
With suicide rates at and all time high, and it being considered a disease you have to be careful of what you say or do at all times.
There are handlers that keep their eyes out for at-risk teenagers between the
ages of 13 to 17, and at the first signs of depression, they enroll them in The Program that erases their memories and emotions. After the six weeks of treatment, they are carefully immersed back into society with a fresh start and a clean slate. The Program reminds me so much of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, one of my all time favorite movies, except you don't have a say in if/what you have erased.
After her brother and best friend Miller commit suicide things go way down hill emotionally for our two protagonist Sloane and James. They are both trying to hold it together till they turn 18, but that seems easier said than done. Both Sloane and James are taken at separate but almost same times after they both have meltdowns.
This story was so intensely sad and the characters were even more so. But
it's not just a story about suicide, it's also about how true love really is a juice worth the squeeze. With a romance that doesn't start with insta love, but instead with a friendship that builds to this realistic and sweet thing. From becoming friends through her brother, to secretly dating, to being inseparable. Their relationship has to be one of my favorites. They both play off each other...
"I think I broke my femur," James says, as he lies underneath me.
"On the console when you were attacking me? I think I broke it."
I laugh. "Shut up."
"I didn't mind though," he says conversationally. "Like when you bit my shoulder. It was�"
I reach up and put my hand over his mouth, not moving it even after he licks my fingers. "Shut up." As if agreeing, he pulls me closer, resting his cheek on top of my head. When it's quiet, I move my palm and rest it on his chest.
"It was nice," he whispers, but not jokingly. "It wasn't weird, either. And that's... kind of weird."
Like come on, tell me that doesn't sound too cute!
After being taken into the program Sloane is left alone and finding out how to beat the system alone. When they start to explain how the program works they also uncover Sloane and James' past. They play heavily on her and James' memories and it both broke and mended my heart. The memories are amazing and I loved reading them. There is a small introduction of a "love triangle". It really isn't a triangle, but I know that's what most will call it. The sub characters like Realm, Lacey, and Kevin are also lovely aspects to the story. I loved loved loved Realm even though I hated him at the same time.
Even with a minimal amount of scenery being described this book still didn't let me down. My only complaint is that to me the cover didn't do it for me. It's probably the main reason I put off reading it for so long. The Treatment: book two in The Program series has me looking forward to my 2015 TBRs.
Please don't make the same mistake I did and put this book off.
June 10, 2015
Probably the worst book I have ever read. Concept is absolutely awful, makes a joke of eating disorders and depression like everyone can magically get infected for no reason. Suzanne Young's writing is reminiscent of Stephanie Meyer's because it is really just downright awful. Main characters have sex right off the bat in the beginning, and it's pathetic, strange, and sporadic. The opening of the book feels more like an erotica, then the middle turns into this unrealistic stupid crap about the PROGRAM, which scientifically and legally makes absolutely no sense. But with all of the legal things aside, and how this would never, ever happen in the future or in an alternate universe, lets consider all of the lazy routes she took with this book.
NO explanation for teen suicide increases. NO explanation for why antidepressants are "banned". NO explanation for why her brother killed himself aside from him being "INFECTED" which dilutes a serious mental illness down to it being contagious or happening at random. Nothing had to do with brain chemistry. Nothing explained the reason behind her parents reasoning, aside from them from just being 'stupid adults'. Anyone with a normal functioning brain would be able to tell that the PROGRAM is a bad idea, but apparently these adults thought it was just swell to erase the memories of minors? In addition to that, the only way to really remove someone's memories is to give them a orbital lobotomy, but even that pretty cool concept was thrown into the trash.
This is a stupid dystopian book written by someone who never developed their frontal lobe. I pray she doesn't keep writing, because this was downright awful.
NO explanation for teen suicide increases. NO explanation for why antidepressants are "banned". NO explanation for why her brother killed himself aside from him being "INFECTED" which dilutes a serious mental illness down to it being contagious or happening at random. Nothing had to do with brain chemistry. Nothing explained the reason behind her parents reasoning, aside from them from just being 'stupid adults'. Anyone with a normal functioning brain would be able to tell that the PROGRAM is a bad idea, but apparently these adults thought it was just swell to erase the memories of minors? In addition to that, the only way to really remove someone's memories is to give them a orbital lobotomy, but even that pretty cool concept was thrown into the trash.
This is a stupid dystopian book written by someone who never developed their frontal lobe. I pray she doesn't keep writing, because this was downright awful.
May 19, 2014
4.5 Mental Stars
Imagine a world where suicide is an epidemic. Where showing signs of depression could get you sent away, and you'd come back as only a shell of your former self. Where shedding even one tear could wipe away your entire past...
I've always had a fascination with mental illness and how it works. Sloane, lives in a world where anti-depressants have been banned, after her brother committed suicide she couldn't even mourn because that would've have gotten her flagged and sent away to The Program. The Program is the cure for suicide, an epidemic that seems to only be targeting teens. When you come back from the program you come back fresh and crisp, a brand new sparkling person. At least that's what the adults see.
For Sloane, going to The Program would be losing her entire life, it would mean losing the only boy she's ever loved. Suzanne Young, the author of this amazing book convinced me that the suicide epidemic was real and that The Program was something to be feared. The thing about this book is that yes it's a dystopian, but to be quite honest it reads like a thriller. The idea's never felt far fetched, as far as I'm concerned all the stuff that happened it this book could really happen.
Suicide is a behavioral contagion. It's old adage "If all your friends jumped off a bridge, then would you, too?" Apparently, the answer is yes.
I hope my review isn't fooling you into thinking this book was clinical because it really wasn't. I spent about 70% of this book in tears, shaking my head or just getting angry, because this book is about death and grief. It's heartbreaking and scary because imagine a society that isolates they're youth to the point where they are too scared to show emotion of any kind. Then there's the love story between, James and Sloane. I'll even go as far as saying it's an epic love story, that it knows no bounds, and never fades with time. Yes, I know it's corny but true. James is the sweetest, jerk you'll ever meet, he loves Sloane with all his heart, and I felt that from just reading the book.
"I think I'm in love with you," he whispers. "Is that crazy?"
His words strike my heart, and the ache that's been a constant in my chest goes away completely. I lick my lips and smile. "So crazy."
"Then I guess I love you madly."
***WARNING***
This book is riddled with teen angst! It's not annoying, it's excruciating, it got so bad that at one point I asked myself, "Was I honestly ever this bad?" And to be quite honest, yes I was, I was probably worse.
Besides the teen angst, this book is incredibly depressing. Just when you think things couldn't get any worse, you find out that they can, they can get a lot worse. If you'd like to try dystopia, but don't want something to heavy then I think this would be the perfect book. Just be warned that it is a very emotional read.
FYI: Although this YA, it's more mature YA as there are sexual situations
Imagine a world where suicide is an epidemic. Where showing signs of depression could get you sent away, and you'd come back as only a shell of your former self. Where shedding even one tear could wipe away your entire past...
I've always had a fascination with mental illness and how it works. Sloane, lives in a world where anti-depressants have been banned, after her brother committed suicide she couldn't even mourn because that would've have gotten her flagged and sent away to The Program. The Program is the cure for suicide, an epidemic that seems to only be targeting teens. When you come back from the program you come back fresh and crisp, a brand new sparkling person. At least that's what the adults see.
For Sloane, going to The Program would be losing her entire life, it would mean losing the only boy she's ever loved. Suzanne Young, the author of this amazing book convinced me that the suicide epidemic was real and that The Program was something to be feared. The thing about this book is that yes it's a dystopian, but to be quite honest it reads like a thriller. The idea's never felt far fetched, as far as I'm concerned all the stuff that happened it this book could really happen.
Suicide is a behavioral contagion. It's old adage "If all your friends jumped off a bridge, then would you, too?" Apparently, the answer is yes.
I hope my review isn't fooling you into thinking this book was clinical because it really wasn't. I spent about 70% of this book in tears, shaking my head or just getting angry, because this book is about death and grief. It's heartbreaking and scary because imagine a society that isolates they're youth to the point where they are too scared to show emotion of any kind. Then there's the love story between, James and Sloane. I'll even go as far as saying it's an epic love story, that it knows no bounds, and never fades with time. Yes, I know it's corny but true. James is the sweetest, jerk you'll ever meet, he loves Sloane with all his heart, and I felt that from just reading the book.
"I think I'm in love with you," he whispers. "Is that crazy?"
His words strike my heart, and the ache that's been a constant in my chest goes away completely. I lick my lips and smile. "So crazy."
"Then I guess I love you madly."
***WARNING***
This book is riddled with teen angst! It's not annoying, it's excruciating, it got so bad that at one point I asked myself, "Was I honestly ever this bad?" And to be quite honest, yes I was, I was probably worse.
Besides the teen angst, this book is incredibly depressing. Just when you think things couldn't get any worse, you find out that they can, they can get a lot worse. If you'd like to try dystopia, but don't want something to heavy then I think this would be the perfect book. Just be warned that it is a very emotional read.
FYI: Although this YA, it's more mature YA as there are sexual situations
November 16, 2017
Suicide rates are higher than ever in the time period for this book. Seems mostly similar to current time but medical technology is higher and civilization control it tighter. Why? because 1 in 3 teens are offing themselves.
Right from the beginning the program annoys me in how high risks are decided. I see why people are concerned... But they are asked these daily questions such as "Are you overwhelmed or lonely?" Who isn't, once in a while at least, 1 of those things. Ugh...they need a better set of standards to filter people. You can't cry in public that is bad. If you know someone who died that is bad and if you dare contact with someone just out of The Program, WATCH OUT!
The Program is there to take away teens that an adult considers a suicide risk (see the paragraph above for what can quickly get you there). The take you in and six weeks later you are re-introduced to society, happier than ever. Sounds good, right? Except for one major catch. The Program strips you of many of your memories. So students return not knowing their classmates and friends.
Sloane has had one of her good friends taken away. Not she only has 2 left. One of them is her steady boyfriend James. But when she losses them what happens to her? You got it...into The Program. For this I hate her mother. I understand not wanting to lose your daughter but just because others are gone does not okay what she does. I can't say too much without spoiling things so I will leave it off there.
Now I get that suicide is bad. I get wanting to get it under control but there is one thing that is in this book adults seem to have no control over. QuikDeath. A drink you take that will kill you in minutes.Why don't adults work harder to get rid of something students can buy (even at school) that can easily kill them? The lock windows and ask you questionnaires and have you living in constant anxiety but can't work to remove a drink or get better control of it?!
In the program Sloane is harassed be a scumy handler, moniterd by nursed, questioned by therapists and makes a few new friends. But the ultimate questions are what is going on and who is being honest with her and does she have any hope of remembering when all is said and done...
This book was emotionally hard for me at times. Having to deal with a loved one with amnesia once. It is beyond a horrible feeling to look at one you care for and see a totally blank stare and know they have no idea who you are to them. I think this alone could break a person. No wonder suicide is one the rise! if you don't lose someone to death, you lose them in your life and you always need to wear an emotional mask in case adults begin to wonder if it is your turn.
Sloane is actually a very strong character. I feel so bad for all she has to endure. There were many times I was cheering her on, others biting my fingernails out of worry and others smacking the book for her reactions or lack thereof or those moments she is too naive for her own good.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book. It hits on levels of adult and government control, fear, love, loss and so much more. Lots of depth. Suzanne Young did an amazing job in getting me to empathize with Sloane. I will be sure to read the next book!
Right from the beginning the program annoys me in how high risks are decided. I see why people are concerned... But they are asked these daily questions such as "Are you overwhelmed or lonely?" Who isn't, once in a while at least, 1 of those things. Ugh...they need a better set of standards to filter people. You can't cry in public that is bad. If you know someone who died that is bad and if you dare contact with someone just out of The Program, WATCH OUT!
The Program is there to take away teens that an adult considers a suicide risk (see the paragraph above for what can quickly get you there). The take you in and six weeks later you are re-introduced to society, happier than ever. Sounds good, right? Except for one major catch. The Program strips you of many of your memories. So students return not knowing their classmates and friends.
Sloane has had one of her good friends taken away. Not she only has 2 left. One of them is her steady boyfriend James. But when she losses them what happens to her? You got it...into The Program. For this I hate her mother. I understand not wanting to lose your daughter but just because others are gone does not okay what she does. I can't say too much without spoiling things so I will leave it off there.
Now I get that suicide is bad. I get wanting to get it under control but there is one thing that is in this book adults seem to have no control over. QuikDeath. A drink you take that will kill you in minutes.Why don't adults work harder to get rid of something students can buy (even at school) that can easily kill them? The lock windows and ask you questionnaires and have you living in constant anxiety but can't work to remove a drink or get better control of it?!
In the program Sloane is harassed be a scumy handler, moniterd by nursed, questioned by therapists and makes a few new friends. But the ultimate questions are what is going on and who is being honest with her and does she have any hope of remembering when all is said and done...
This book was emotionally hard for me at times. Having to deal with a loved one with amnesia once. It is beyond a horrible feeling to look at one you care for and see a totally blank stare and know they have no idea who you are to them. I think this alone could break a person. No wonder suicide is one the rise! if you don't lose someone to death, you lose them in your life and you always need to wear an emotional mask in case adults begin to wonder if it is your turn.
Sloane is actually a very strong character. I feel so bad for all she has to endure. There were many times I was cheering her on, others biting my fingernails out of worry and others smacking the book for her reactions or lack thereof or those moments she is too naive for her own good.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book. It hits on levels of adult and government control, fear, love, loss and so much more. Lots of depth. Suzanne Young did an amazing job in getting me to empathize with Sloane. I will be sure to read the next book!
December 11, 2013
This book was an entertaining read, I will give it that. Unfortunately, I had some major problems with it. For one thing, you didn't get any good descriptions of anything really besides James. It is true it leaves the reader to his or her imagination, but a better writer would give you some of both.
Secondly, Sloane was very dependent on boys. She depended on James to get her through Brady's death, she depended on Realm to get her through the program, and she even depended on Roger to help her remember one memory. And that memory was about two boys.
Third, Sloane doesn't love Realm, she states that to the reader but she stays with him and lets him call her "sweetness". Even after she is reintroduced to James and starts to have feelings for him, she stays with Realm. It is like she wants to insure one boyfriend before she leaves the first.
Fourth, besides from boys Sloane's character wasn't that great. She couldn't even figure out how to not eat the pills she was given when she knew they were erasing her memories.
Personally, I don't like reading books that depict the main character as a needy, dependent on boys female, who can't think for herself. I understand that it might have been intentional, but if it was the author should at least use her character then. I felt as though the only reason her character was like that was to express how true love will find a way. Apparently the only way to express that is to wipe a naive girls memory and make her fall in love with her boyfriend again. And if you are to express it in that way, it could have been just fine done with a more independent character, while making the story a more entertaining read.
Secondly, Sloane was very dependent on boys. She depended on James to get her through Brady's death, she depended on Realm to get her through the program, and she even depended on Roger to help her remember one memory. And that memory was about two boys.
Third, Sloane doesn't love Realm, she states that to the reader but she stays with him and lets him call her "sweetness". Even after she is reintroduced to James and starts to have feelings for him, she stays with Realm. It is like she wants to insure one boyfriend before she leaves the first.
Fourth, besides from boys Sloane's character wasn't that great. She couldn't even figure out how to not eat the pills she was given when she knew they were erasing her memories.
Personally, I don't like reading books that depict the main character as a needy, dependent on boys female, who can't think for herself. I understand that it might have been intentional, but if it was the author should at least use her character then. I felt as though the only reason her character was like that was to express how true love will find a way. Apparently the only way to express that is to wipe a naive girls memory and make her fall in love with her boyfriend again. And if you are to express it in that way, it could have been just fine done with a more independent character, while making the story a more entertaining read.
July 24, 2016
Ne mükemmel bir kitaptın sen öyle! Program şu son zamanlarda okuduğum en iyi distopyaydı sanırım -özellikle konu bakımından- hatta favorilerimden birisi oldu an itibariyle. Serinin ilk kitabı böyleyse devamı nasıldır diye düşünüp sabırsızlanıyorum :')
İlk sayfasından itibaren merakla ve keyifle okudum. Tempo hiç düşmedi, özellikle son bölümlerde tam bir distopya tadı vermeye başladı diyebilirim. Yazar tabii ki hiç acımamış ve okuru meraktan öldürecek bir yerde bırakmış. Yine devam kitabı beklemekten ciğerimiz solacak ama olsundu. Bu kitabı okuyun. Cidden. OKUYUN.
İlk sayfasından itibaren merakla ve keyifle okudum. Tempo hiç düşmedi, özellikle son bölümlerde tam bir distopya tadı vermeye başladı diyebilirim. Yazar tabii ki hiç acımamış ve okuru meraktan öldürecek bir yerde bırakmış. Yine devam kitabı beklemekten ciğerimiz solacak ama olsundu. Bu kitabı okuyun. Cidden. OKUYUN.
August 6, 2019
3.5 stars
�...some things are better left in the past. And true things are destined to repeat themselves.�
Since ŷ published a list of the Top 100 YA books, I have been making a conscious effort to read (almost) all of them. The Program makes 74/100. You can find the list here:
The Program is a YA dystopia novel where teen suicide is a sweeping epidemic. In response to this, the US government has created a program which saves the life of a suicidal teen. The only problem is, it basically erases all their memories, and takes away who they are.
“If it's meant to be, you'll find each other again.�
If not for the YA list, I probably never would have sought this book out on my own. I almost gave this book 4 stars, but then I realized if I really liked this book I would have the desire to read the rest of the books in the series. And I don’t. So 3.5 I liked but did not love stars.
The plot of this makes me think the author saw The Happening and Girl Interrupted at the same time and thought a combo would make a great YA book. It’s an interesting concept, but I am left unclear on the overall message. I thought the author did an excellent job creating authentic relationships with the characters, every single one of them felt genuine when reading. The relationships between the characters are what I enjoyed most about this book.
I felt that this book was three books shoved into one. I liked that the author gave it all to us in chronological format. With a story like this I could see many other authors starting it with the characters knowing nothing, but I felt it was more effective the way Young told it. I wasn’t frustrated because I had all of the information up front, and I appreciated that.
“You know I'm never going to be able to not kiss you again, right?" he said. "For the rest of my life, every time I look at you, I'll have to kiss you.�
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�...some things are better left in the past. And true things are destined to repeat themselves.�
Since ŷ published a list of the Top 100 YA books, I have been making a conscious effort to read (almost) all of them. The Program makes 74/100. You can find the list here:
The Program is a YA dystopia novel where teen suicide is a sweeping epidemic. In response to this, the US government has created a program which saves the life of a suicidal teen. The only problem is, it basically erases all their memories, and takes away who they are.
“If it's meant to be, you'll find each other again.�
If not for the YA list, I probably never would have sought this book out on my own. I almost gave this book 4 stars, but then I realized if I really liked this book I would have the desire to read the rest of the books in the series. And I don’t. So 3.5 I liked but did not love stars.
The plot of this makes me think the author saw The Happening and Girl Interrupted at the same time and thought a combo would make a great YA book. It’s an interesting concept, but I am left unclear on the overall message. I thought the author did an excellent job creating authentic relationships with the characters, every single one of them felt genuine when reading. The relationships between the characters are what I enjoyed most about this book.
I felt that this book was three books shoved into one. I liked that the author gave it all to us in chronological format. With a story like this I could see many other authors starting it with the characters knowing nothing, but I felt it was more effective the way Young told it. I wasn’t frustrated because I had all of the information up front, and I appreciated that.
“You know I'm never going to be able to not kiss you again, right?" he said. "For the rest of my life, every time I look at you, I'll have to kiss you.�
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April 6, 2013
Okay, I’ve put this off long enough, so I’m just going to power through this� See, I’ve struggled for over a couple of weeks putting into words what The Program is truly about. My hesitation lies with the possibility that when I say, …This book is about suicide, but it’s really not about suicide... someone will take that one statement and not only get irritated with my lacking analogy but also not give The Program a chance.
So allow me a few moments while I try to convince you not to make the same mistake I did. I put this book off for so long because of the subject matter. I mean, who gets excited about reading something so dismal when you can pick up a love story? That was my first error in judgment. This book is really good and it’s truly not just about depression and suicide, but more about hope.
The Program is quite unique in its own right. In the book, we learn about a society that faces a teen pandemic, where suicide rates are out of control and society has responded with an aggressive treatment strategy with The Program. There are handlers that keep their eye out for at-risk teenagers between the ages of 13 � 17, and at the first signs of depression, they enroll them in The Program that erases their memories and emotions. After the six weeks of treatment, they are carefully immersed back into society with a fresh start and a clean slate.
Brilliant right?!?! Not so much... Teenagers fear losing their memories and the emotions tied to friendships that are meaningful to them.
Sloane’s brother and best friend have both committed suicide and her friend Lucy is taken into The Program after attempting the QuickDeath. When her boyfriend James, who promised to never let them fall victim to The Program, is taken by the handlers, Sloane is left to fight, scheme and sacrifice to hold on to what’s hers.
Overall, The Program is about fighting society in an attempt to hold on to what’s yours� your memories, your emotions, and your feelings that make you - you. The writing is flawless, and the message is clear. If I had to sum up in one short statement what Suzanne Young is trying to convey, I’d have to say she was clear about sharing how important it is to not lose sight of who you are and what you cherish.
The concept is pretty severe; and like I said, it took me a while to get into the right frame of mind to jump into the book. But, once I read a few short chapters, I quickly experienced that “tell me more!� feeling. My only regret is that I feel this book would have made a magnificent stand-alone, but I understand that it’s part of a series. As much as I was awed by Young’s writing and impressed with her plot, I can’t see myself buying into the propaganda of “the story continues…� I appreciated my time with Young’s characters and I applaud her writing skills, but I can pretty much figure out the rest from here.
Overall, though, The Program is truly a story not to be missed. It may seem daunting, but not without a good serving of hope. Color me impressed!
So allow me a few moments while I try to convince you not to make the same mistake I did. I put this book off for so long because of the subject matter. I mean, who gets excited about reading something so dismal when you can pick up a love story? That was my first error in judgment. This book is really good and it’s truly not just about depression and suicide, but more about hope.
The Program is quite unique in its own right. In the book, we learn about a society that faces a teen pandemic, where suicide rates are out of control and society has responded with an aggressive treatment strategy with The Program. There are handlers that keep their eye out for at-risk teenagers between the ages of 13 � 17, and at the first signs of depression, they enroll them in The Program that erases their memories and emotions. After the six weeks of treatment, they are carefully immersed back into society with a fresh start and a clean slate.
Brilliant right?!?! Not so much... Teenagers fear losing their memories and the emotions tied to friendships that are meaningful to them.
Sloane’s brother and best friend have both committed suicide and her friend Lucy is taken into The Program after attempting the QuickDeath. When her boyfriend James, who promised to never let them fall victim to The Program, is taken by the handlers, Sloane is left to fight, scheme and sacrifice to hold on to what’s hers.
Overall, The Program is about fighting society in an attempt to hold on to what’s yours� your memories, your emotions, and your feelings that make you - you. The writing is flawless, and the message is clear. If I had to sum up in one short statement what Suzanne Young is trying to convey, I’d have to say she was clear about sharing how important it is to not lose sight of who you are and what you cherish.
The concept is pretty severe; and like I said, it took me a while to get into the right frame of mind to jump into the book. But, once I read a few short chapters, I quickly experienced that “tell me more!� feeling. My only regret is that I feel this book would have made a magnificent stand-alone, but I understand that it’s part of a series. As much as I was awed by Young’s writing and impressed with her plot, I can’t see myself buying into the propaganda of “the story continues…� I appreciated my time with Young’s characters and I applaud her writing skills, but I can pretty much figure out the rest from here.
Overall, though, The Program is truly a story not to be missed. It may seem daunting, but not without a good serving of hope. Color me impressed!
August 31, 2016
VIDEORECENSIONE:
The Program mi ha completamente stregata. Con una trama originalissima, uno stile di scrittura accattivante e dei personaggi coi fiocchi non può fare altro che annoverarsi tra i miei libri preferiti e lasciarmi trepidante in attesa del secondo.
In un mondo dove il suicidio è una malattia, vivono due giovani innamorati: Sloane e James. Non possono piangere o mostrare dolore e non devono assolutamente, in alcun modo, dare segni di debolezza o saranno i prossimi ad affrontare il programma. Che cos'è? Semplicemente, l'annientamento di sè stessi. Brutale e doloroso, il programma cancella tutti i ricordi, belli e brutti, facendo ritornare il soggetto una pagina bianca, tabula rasa.
Io non credo di avere abbastanza parole per descrivere questo libro. La premessa, fin da subito, mi ha intrigato tantissimo e, sin dalle prime pagine, mi sono innamorata della storia e dei suoi personaggi.
Ecco cosa mi è piaciuto di questo libro:
- Lo stile di scrittura. Crudo, intenso, misterioso, diretto. Lo stile della Young avviluppa il lettore, lo trascina nella storia e gli permette di assaporare ogni momento, ogni ricordo e ogni emozione.
- La trama. Come ho già avuto modo di dire, l'ho trovata molto originale e per niente scontata. Questo libro è stato un susseguirsi di avvenimenti che mi hanno incantato, emozionato e coinvolto tantissimo.
Mi è piaciuta molto l'idea di base e come è stata sviluppata, credo che l'autrice abbia costruito molto bene il programma rendendo ogni particolare assolutamente plausibile.
- Il realismo. Questo libro è terrificante proprio perché questo mondo distopico potrebbe tranquillamente essere il mondo del nostro domani. L'epidemia dei suicidi viene affrontata in maniera brutale, ma la società sembra quasi non notarlo perché pensa di essere dalla parte della ragione. E questo è un aspetto che mi ha spaventato molto, specialmente la violenza che si perpetra nella mente dei ragazzi per cancellare ogni loro ricordo. Davvero terrificante.
- I personaggi. Dio, quanto mi sono piaciuti! Li ho trovati reali, emozionanti e la Young li ha descritti così bene che non ho potuto fare a meno di affezionarmi a loro quasi immediatamente. Non sono assolutamente stereotipati, ma hanno delle caratteristiche particolare che li contraddistinguono da qualsiasi altro personaggio di YA che io abbia mai letto. Ho apprezzato molto, in particolare, i due protagonisti. Li ho trovati molto forti e determinati. -- Sloane e James formano poi una bellissima coppia, li ho adorati e leggere del loro amore me l'ha fatto quasi sentire anche sulla mia pelle, in qualche modo.
- I colpi di scena. Questo libro non è un libro pieno di azione e quant'altro, ma ci sono stati alcuni momenti che mi hanno lasciato con la bocca aperta. Suzanne Young ha reso questo libro assolutamente imprevedibile, non riuscivo mai a capire cosa sarebbe successo in seguito!
- Le emozioni che mi ha fatto provare. Ci sono stati molti momenti in cui leggere questo libro è stato quasi "doloroso" , altri che mi hanno fatto inumidire gli occhi e altri ancora che mi hanno strappato qualche lacrima. Il realismo e la brutalità di questo libro mi hanno fatto venire la pelle d'oca ed emozionato moltissimo.
- L'alone di mistero che c'è dietro l'epidemia. Per tutto il corso del romanzo mi sono domandata da dove provenisse questa "malattia" e, per me, è stato (ed è ancora) uno dei quesiti più grandi dell'intera storia. Spero che venga rivelato qualcosa di più nel seguito, sono davvero curiosa!
- LA MANCANZA DI CLICHE'.
Ora, sull'ultimo punto vorrei potermi esprimere in maniera più approfondita perché penso che sia stato proprio questo aspetto a dare quel "qualcosa in più" al romanzo. La storia che Suzanne Young ci ha regalato non riporta i tipici cliché che non fanno altro che ripetersi e ripetersi nei romanzi per giovani adulti. Qualche esempio:
- I due protagonisti, Sloane e James, stanno già insieme all'inizio del romanzo. Non è un amore istantaneo che nasce fin dal primo sguardo, ma è un qualcosa che subentra piano piano tra i due, che matura e che cresce col tempo. E' un amore sincero e puro dove entrambi si donano completamente all'altro senza riserve. E' quel tipo di amore giocoso e ironico che c'è tra due migliori amici.
- La sessualità. Solitamente nei romanzi YA la sessualità e, specialmente, la verginità dei personaggi sono un "great deal": i personaggi non riescono a togliersi le mani di dosso, ma trovano sempre qualcosa che li frena dall'andare fino in fondo e, nella maggior parte dei casi, consumano poi il rapporto nell'ultimo libro della serie/fine del romanzo quasi come se fosse un "premio" dopo tante fatiche. In questo libro, invece, i due personaggi sono entrambi sessualmente attivi da tempo. Sloane e James fanno l'amore, non hanno paura di toccarsi, si comportano come una qualsiasi coppia di adolescenti (e non) e tutto ciò è descritto con estremo realismo, ma senza mai cadere nel volgare.
- NESSUN. MERDOSISSIMO. TRIANGOLO. AMOROSO. Entrambi i protagonisti sanno con chi vogliono stare, sanno chi amano e chi voglio amare e qui si conclude la questione.
- La Young non ha paura di trattare gli argomenti pesanti. Credo che, specialmente quando ci si rivolge ad un pubblico di giovani adulti, sia importante trattare anche gli argomenti più "ostici". Suicidio, morte, tradimento, sesso, violenza: sono tutte cose che vediamo nel mondo d'oggi e dovrebbero esserci più libro che ne parlano.
- Sloane, la protagonista, non è un'inetta ed è completamente diverse dalle tipiche protagoniste degli YA. Non dice di essere brutta quando non lo è, non perde tempo in inutili pensieri, è coraggiosa e forte, non permette che le si mettano i piedi in testa, è pronta a sacrificarsi per ciò in cui crede e per i suoi affetti e non è una completa e totale incapace. In un universo dove le protagoniste sono tutte fatte di zucchero e insopportabili moine, Sloane è una boccata d'aria fresca.
Cos'altro posso aggiungere? Sono curiosissima di leggere il seguito, il prequel e le eventuali novelle. Non sono assolutamente pronta ad abbandonare il mondo creato dalla Young (seppur terrificante) e sono davvero entusiasta all'idea di vedere come continua questa magnifica storia. Un libro davvero fantastico, consigliatissimo!
The Program mi ha completamente stregata. Con una trama originalissima, uno stile di scrittura accattivante e dei personaggi coi fiocchi non può fare altro che annoverarsi tra i miei libri preferiti e lasciarmi trepidante in attesa del secondo.
In un mondo dove il suicidio è una malattia, vivono due giovani innamorati: Sloane e James. Non possono piangere o mostrare dolore e non devono assolutamente, in alcun modo, dare segni di debolezza o saranno i prossimi ad affrontare il programma. Che cos'è? Semplicemente, l'annientamento di sè stessi. Brutale e doloroso, il programma cancella tutti i ricordi, belli e brutti, facendo ritornare il soggetto una pagina bianca, tabula rasa.
Io non credo di avere abbastanza parole per descrivere questo libro. La premessa, fin da subito, mi ha intrigato tantissimo e, sin dalle prime pagine, mi sono innamorata della storia e dei suoi personaggi.
Ecco cosa mi è piaciuto di questo libro:
- Lo stile di scrittura. Crudo, intenso, misterioso, diretto. Lo stile della Young avviluppa il lettore, lo trascina nella storia e gli permette di assaporare ogni momento, ogni ricordo e ogni emozione.
- La trama. Come ho già avuto modo di dire, l'ho trovata molto originale e per niente scontata. Questo libro è stato un susseguirsi di avvenimenti che mi hanno incantato, emozionato e coinvolto tantissimo.
Mi è piaciuta molto l'idea di base e come è stata sviluppata, credo che l'autrice abbia costruito molto bene il programma rendendo ogni particolare assolutamente plausibile.
- Il realismo. Questo libro è terrificante proprio perché questo mondo distopico potrebbe tranquillamente essere il mondo del nostro domani. L'epidemia dei suicidi viene affrontata in maniera brutale, ma la società sembra quasi non notarlo perché pensa di essere dalla parte della ragione. E questo è un aspetto che mi ha spaventato molto, specialmente la violenza che si perpetra nella mente dei ragazzi per cancellare ogni loro ricordo. Davvero terrificante.
- I personaggi. Dio, quanto mi sono piaciuti! Li ho trovati reali, emozionanti e la Young li ha descritti così bene che non ho potuto fare a meno di affezionarmi a loro quasi immediatamente. Non sono assolutamente stereotipati, ma hanno delle caratteristiche particolare che li contraddistinguono da qualsiasi altro personaggio di YA che io abbia mai letto. Ho apprezzato molto, in particolare, i due protagonisti. Li ho trovati molto forti e determinati. -- Sloane e James formano poi una bellissima coppia, li ho adorati e leggere del loro amore me l'ha fatto quasi sentire anche sulla mia pelle, in qualche modo.
- I colpi di scena. Questo libro non è un libro pieno di azione e quant'altro, ma ci sono stati alcuni momenti che mi hanno lasciato con la bocca aperta. Suzanne Young ha reso questo libro assolutamente imprevedibile, non riuscivo mai a capire cosa sarebbe successo in seguito!
- Le emozioni che mi ha fatto provare. Ci sono stati molti momenti in cui leggere questo libro è stato quasi "doloroso" , altri che mi hanno fatto inumidire gli occhi e altri ancora che mi hanno strappato qualche lacrima. Il realismo e la brutalità di questo libro mi hanno fatto venire la pelle d'oca ed emozionato moltissimo.
- L'alone di mistero che c'è dietro l'epidemia. Per tutto il corso del romanzo mi sono domandata da dove provenisse questa "malattia" e, per me, è stato (ed è ancora) uno dei quesiti più grandi dell'intera storia. Spero che venga rivelato qualcosa di più nel seguito, sono davvero curiosa!
- LA MANCANZA DI CLICHE'.
Ora, sull'ultimo punto vorrei potermi esprimere in maniera più approfondita perché penso che sia stato proprio questo aspetto a dare quel "qualcosa in più" al romanzo. La storia che Suzanne Young ci ha regalato non riporta i tipici cliché che non fanno altro che ripetersi e ripetersi nei romanzi per giovani adulti. Qualche esempio:
- I due protagonisti, Sloane e James, stanno già insieme all'inizio del romanzo. Non è un amore istantaneo che nasce fin dal primo sguardo, ma è un qualcosa che subentra piano piano tra i due, che matura e che cresce col tempo. E' un amore sincero e puro dove entrambi si donano completamente all'altro senza riserve. E' quel tipo di amore giocoso e ironico che c'è tra due migliori amici.
- La sessualità. Solitamente nei romanzi YA la sessualità e, specialmente, la verginità dei personaggi sono un "great deal": i personaggi non riescono a togliersi le mani di dosso, ma trovano sempre qualcosa che li frena dall'andare fino in fondo e, nella maggior parte dei casi, consumano poi il rapporto nell'ultimo libro della serie/fine del romanzo quasi come se fosse un "premio" dopo tante fatiche. In questo libro, invece, i due personaggi sono entrambi sessualmente attivi da tempo. Sloane e James fanno l'amore, non hanno paura di toccarsi, si comportano come una qualsiasi coppia di adolescenti (e non) e tutto ciò è descritto con estremo realismo, ma senza mai cadere nel volgare.
- NESSUN. MERDOSISSIMO. TRIANGOLO. AMOROSO. Entrambi i protagonisti sanno con chi vogliono stare, sanno chi amano e chi voglio amare e qui si conclude la questione.
- La Young non ha paura di trattare gli argomenti pesanti. Credo che, specialmente quando ci si rivolge ad un pubblico di giovani adulti, sia importante trattare anche gli argomenti più "ostici". Suicidio, morte, tradimento, sesso, violenza: sono tutte cose che vediamo nel mondo d'oggi e dovrebbero esserci più libro che ne parlano.
- Sloane, la protagonista, non è un'inetta ed è completamente diverse dalle tipiche protagoniste degli YA. Non dice di essere brutta quando non lo è, non perde tempo in inutili pensieri, è coraggiosa e forte, non permette che le si mettano i piedi in testa, è pronta a sacrificarsi per ciò in cui crede e per i suoi affetti e non è una completa e totale incapace. In un universo dove le protagoniste sono tutte fatte di zucchero e insopportabili moine, Sloane è una boccata d'aria fresca.
Cos'altro posso aggiungere? Sono curiosissima di leggere il seguito, il prequel e le eventuali novelle. Non sono assolutamente pronta ad abbandonare il mondo creato dalla Young (seppur terrificante) e sono davvero entusiasta all'idea di vedere come continua questa magnifica storia. Un libro davvero fantastico, consigliatissimo!
April 3, 2015
“Don’t say that,� he snaps. “Don’t even think of it.� He lets go of my hand. “I’ll kill myself before they ever take me into The Program.�
This was an okay story, and I liked parts of it (mostly the romance), but the pace was very slow, and it dragged a bit.
I felt quite sorry for both Sloane and James in this story. Both of them had lost Sloane’s brother who was a best friend to both of them, and to lose other friends too, it really wasn’t a nice situation for them to be in, and their depression was evident.
“They’re taking my memories,� I whisper to her. “They’re erasing me.�
The storyline in this book was about Sloane and James ended up in the program, and what happened to them afterwards. I found the pace really quite slow though, and the whole thing just dragged. There was some romance though, and that kind-of saved the book for me. It’s hard to explain without spoilers, but Sloane and James together was just really sweet.
“I know James loved me,� I tell Dr. Warren as tears run down my cheeks. “Because I knew him better than anyone ever could.�
The ending to this was quite interesting, and I liked that we finally got a bit of excitement, and a question over whether there is a way to reverse the program! I’ll read the second one too, and I hope the pace isn’t so slow.
6 out of 10
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January 27, 2023I would recommend this book to fans of . I thought at first I wouldn't enjoy because the protagonist was already together with the guy... but then I saw where this book was going and it was brilliant. The romance was spot on. I fell in love with James just like Sloane. I just didn't love some of the plot elements in the Program itself (honestly I had a hard time with how convenient certain elements were and I didn't understand the world at all. Also the parts with the Realm were not at all sweet >> if he is a love interest in the next for a future protagonist I will not read it. That was downright gross. But despite the parts I didn't like, I did enjoy this book. I know it's a mixed review but I think the romance is worth giving this book a shot.
February 21, 2017
The Program was one of my Beat the Backlist challenge books, since it’s been on my TBR list since 2014, and it really hit home for me, so it actually took me a while to finish the book even though I loved it.
The Program is set in the not-so-distant future in a world where suicide has become an epidemic. Those under the age of 18 are closely monitored for signs of “infection� (aka: depression) and if they are displaying the signs, they are taken to The Program, where their memories are erased and they are “cured�.
Seventeen year old Sloan lost her older brother to suicide, which makes her high risk herself. All Sloan wants is to make it to 18 so she doesn’t have to worry about The Program anymore � to her, losing her memories of her brother, friends, and boyfriend is a fate worse than death.
When Sloan ends up being sent in for treatment, she vows to fight every step of the way.
I really loved The Program, and the concept when you think about it is incredibly sad for so many reasons. The thought that anyone under the age of 18 basically has no control or say over their own minds, memories, and thoughts is horrifying. They are expected not to grieve for losses because otherwise they might get flagged for being sick. They have to live their lives walking on eggshells and hiding their emotions. In addition, the thought that anyone could intentionally change/remove someone’s memories against their will is terrible. That seems like such a violation, I can’t imagine living in that constant fear that something like that would happen to me!
Now, I’m about to get a little personal. The topic of suicide hits really close to home for me, and in the beginning of the book, one suicide is retold through memories and another happens in real time. I cried through both. I was diagnosed with depression in 2003 and started medication for it, and in 2007 when I was 17, I attempted suicide. I can relate to the feeling of complete and utter hopelessness that makes you feel like ending your life is the best option. In addition to my own suicide attempt, I’ve lost two friends to suicide � one in 2006 and one in 2015, so I can also understand how helpless and guilty you feel when you learn that a friend took their own life, so through the first part of the book I really related to the characters in every sense of the word, and I kept getting super emotional about it and taking breaks from reading. I still struggle with depression and anxiety, but overall am doing well and am in a good place, so no worries there in case you were wondering.
Okay, so enough about me and back to the book. Aside from the book being written really well and triggering a lot of emotions in me, I loved the characters. I adore Sloan and her boyfriend James. They had such a cute relationship and I loved how it felt like they were only completely comfortable and open around each other, and no one else. My heart broke with they both went thorough The Program and had their memories altered. The book leaves off on a little bit of a cliffhanger, so I’m dying to read book two so I can see what happens with them! I have a lot of unanswered questions, and I’m hoping everything gets wrapped up in the next book.
Overall, I adored the book and recommend it to anyone who is a fan of the YA genre. There’s some action, lots of emotion, great friendships, a strong heroine, and great romance! It was a 5 star book for me!
The Program is set in the not-so-distant future in a world where suicide has become an epidemic. Those under the age of 18 are closely monitored for signs of “infection� (aka: depression) and if they are displaying the signs, they are taken to The Program, where their memories are erased and they are “cured�.
Seventeen year old Sloan lost her older brother to suicide, which makes her high risk herself. All Sloan wants is to make it to 18 so she doesn’t have to worry about The Program anymore � to her, losing her memories of her brother, friends, and boyfriend is a fate worse than death.
When Sloan ends up being sent in for treatment, she vows to fight every step of the way.
I really loved The Program, and the concept when you think about it is incredibly sad for so many reasons. The thought that anyone under the age of 18 basically has no control or say over their own minds, memories, and thoughts is horrifying. They are expected not to grieve for losses because otherwise they might get flagged for being sick. They have to live their lives walking on eggshells and hiding their emotions. In addition, the thought that anyone could intentionally change/remove someone’s memories against their will is terrible. That seems like such a violation, I can’t imagine living in that constant fear that something like that would happen to me!
Now, I’m about to get a little personal. The topic of suicide hits really close to home for me, and in the beginning of the book, one suicide is retold through memories and another happens in real time. I cried through both. I was diagnosed with depression in 2003 and started medication for it, and in 2007 when I was 17, I attempted suicide. I can relate to the feeling of complete and utter hopelessness that makes you feel like ending your life is the best option. In addition to my own suicide attempt, I’ve lost two friends to suicide � one in 2006 and one in 2015, so I can also understand how helpless and guilty you feel when you learn that a friend took their own life, so through the first part of the book I really related to the characters in every sense of the word, and I kept getting super emotional about it and taking breaks from reading. I still struggle with depression and anxiety, but overall am doing well and am in a good place, so no worries there in case you were wondering.
Okay, so enough about me and back to the book. Aside from the book being written really well and triggering a lot of emotions in me, I loved the characters. I adore Sloan and her boyfriend James. They had such a cute relationship and I loved how it felt like they were only completely comfortable and open around each other, and no one else. My heart broke with they both went thorough The Program and had their memories altered. The book leaves off on a little bit of a cliffhanger, so I’m dying to read book two so I can see what happens with them! I have a lot of unanswered questions, and I’m hoping everything gets wrapped up in the next book.
Overall, I adored the book and recommend it to anyone who is a fan of the YA genre. There’s some action, lots of emotion, great friendships, a strong heroine, and great romance! It was a 5 star book for me!
January 19, 2015
This was an enjoyable read
It was infuriating but also really interesting
Id recommend
It was infuriating but also really interesting
Id recommend
February 9, 2017
That ending... This book was simply amazing.
The only thing that I didn't like about this book was the romance, and the repetition that occurred in the first 120 pages. After finishing the book, I understood why Suzanne Young wrote those scenes, and I loved that she did.
The idea for The Program was actually quite brilliant, but also a bit frightening. This book is not a dystopia, it's more or less the exact same government that we have today. It's scary that something as horrible as suicide could become an even bigger issue than it is right now, so much so that something like this has to happen. The fact that it could happen in a mere 20-30 years from now is also so mind-blowing. I swear, if anything like The Program comes into society, I will never let anyone send anybody there. I loved to hate the "cure".
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The only thing that I didn't like about this book was the romance, and the repetition that occurred in the first 120 pages. After finishing the book, I understood why Suzanne Young wrote those scenes, and I loved that she did.
The idea for The Program was actually quite brilliant, but also a bit frightening. This book is not a dystopia, it's more or less the exact same government that we have today. It's scary that something as horrible as suicide could become an even bigger issue than it is right now, so much so that something like this has to happen. The fact that it could happen in a mere 20-30 years from now is also so mind-blowing. I swear, if anything like The Program comes into society, I will never let anyone send anybody there. I loved to hate the "cure".
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May 14, 2014
amazing amazing AMAZING!
May 27, 2013
The Program is a book with oodles of plot holes but I was still sucked in. It kept me on the edge of my seat, reading nervously, always waiting for the axe to fall. I couldn't put it down so even though it’s far from flawless, I have to give it 4 stars.
Sloane’s brother has committed suicide and Sloane’s parents will do anything to stop her falling victim to the teen suicide epidemic that is sweeping the world. Even if that means sending her to The Program where teens are sent for a treatment course that wipes all their memories.
My review is going to seem contradictory as I’m pointing out lots of negatives but at the same time I couldn’t put this book down. I had to keep reading to see what happened next.
My first criticism is that in this world, you can’t show emotions. You have to bite your lip and bury those feelings down inside you as deep as you can push them. Probably while building up an ulcer for the future at the same time! And what would make a teenager be more emotional than being told they can’t show emotions? Plus if you push down emotions, they eventually have to explode like a volcano, messy and destructive.
Also in The Program, your memories are wiped clean and this seems to equate with now being depression free. However, depression is caused by a chemical imbalance rather than the events in your life so wiping the memories would not mean an instant fix. And if you did, then what is to stop new experiences causing fresh bouts. And surely, a lack of memories would be very traumatic and likely to cause further depression and anxiety as has been shown in amnesia victims.
Even with these flaws as I have already mentioned (twice!), I couldn’t put this book down. I think you are probably getting the picture that despite everything, this was still a good reading experience. I was like a fish at the end of the fishing line being slowly reeled in. My choice was gone. Even though I kept noting plot holes, it didn’t detract from how readable The Program is.
The plotline feels unique and the pace of the book worked well. It is split into 3 sections; pre the program, during the program and post the program. I enjoyed the format, it built up momentum for the story arc. Sloane was a little bit of a weak character (but still likeable) as we didn’t learn a lot about her apart from feelings about The Program and her feelings for James and her family. As for James, I loved him. He is not the typical YA character, he feels real. He is not the perfect boyfriend or the typical bad boy. He is just normal. There were a number of other characters that I enjoyed too and some I want to know more about.
So as you can gather, I had lots of problems BUT I still feel it deserves 4 stars. I know my review reads more like a 3 star review but trust me I still loved it. My first thought when I was finished reading was, I hope I don’t have to wait too long for book 2. And I have no problem recommending this book to those who like dystopia novels just be aware that the world building isn’t perfect.
Sloane’s brother has committed suicide and Sloane’s parents will do anything to stop her falling victim to the teen suicide epidemic that is sweeping the world. Even if that means sending her to The Program where teens are sent for a treatment course that wipes all their memories.
My review is going to seem contradictory as I’m pointing out lots of negatives but at the same time I couldn’t put this book down. I had to keep reading to see what happened next.
My first criticism is that in this world, you can’t show emotions. You have to bite your lip and bury those feelings down inside you as deep as you can push them. Probably while building up an ulcer for the future at the same time! And what would make a teenager be more emotional than being told they can’t show emotions? Plus if you push down emotions, they eventually have to explode like a volcano, messy and destructive.
Also in The Program, your memories are wiped clean and this seems to equate with now being depression free. However, depression is caused by a chemical imbalance rather than the events in your life so wiping the memories would not mean an instant fix. And if you did, then what is to stop new experiences causing fresh bouts. And surely, a lack of memories would be very traumatic and likely to cause further depression and anxiety as has been shown in amnesia victims.
Even with these flaws as I have already mentioned (twice!), I couldn’t put this book down. I think you are probably getting the picture that despite everything, this was still a good reading experience. I was like a fish at the end of the fishing line being slowly reeled in. My choice was gone. Even though I kept noting plot holes, it didn’t detract from how readable The Program is.
The plotline feels unique and the pace of the book worked well. It is split into 3 sections; pre the program, during the program and post the program. I enjoyed the format, it built up momentum for the story arc. Sloane was a little bit of a weak character (but still likeable) as we didn’t learn a lot about her apart from feelings about The Program and her feelings for James and her family. As for James, I loved him. He is not the typical YA character, he feels real. He is not the perfect boyfriend or the typical bad boy. He is just normal. There were a number of other characters that I enjoyed too and some I want to know more about.
So as you can gather, I had lots of problems BUT I still feel it deserves 4 stars. I know my review reads more like a 3 star review but trust me I still loved it. My first thought when I was finished reading was, I hope I don’t have to wait too long for book 2. And I have no problem recommending this book to those who like dystopia novels just be aware that the world building isn’t perfect.
February 23, 2013
"In Sloane’s world, true feelings are forbidden, teen suicide is an epidemic, and the only solution is The Program.
Sloane knows better than to cry in front of anyone. With suicide now an international epidemic, one outburst could land her in The Program, the only proven course of treatment. Sloane’s parents have already lost one child; Sloane knows they’ll do anything to keep her alive. She also knows that everyone who’s been through The Program returns as a blank slate. Because their depression is gone—but so are their memories.
Under constant surveillance at home and at school, Sloane puts on a brave face and keeps her feelings buried as deep as she can. The only person Sloane can be herself with is James. He’s promised to keep them both safe and out of treatment, and Sloane knows their love is strong enough to withstand anything. But despite the promises they made to each other, it’s getting harder to hide the truth. They are both growing weaker. Depression is setting in. And The Program is coming for them."
This book happened to be recommended to me by a friend, who was positively gushing over it, telling me all about how this book fantastic and had so much emotion and was just over all a great book. I had seen it before and it'd sparked my interest, but I was in the middle of several other books. When she lent it to me, I let it sit for about a day before I picked it up. Why I ever waited to read this book I don't know.
Alright. Let's just say that the overall idea for this book, the plot, and the Program, and the characters is just so amazing. I really want to know how people come up with this kind of stuff. First off, I love the name Sloane for a girl. I thought that it was refreshing, definitely unique and edgy, but like a cool glass of water in the world of novel heroines. Sloane herself is different, unlike your atypical female power character. For one, she actually has to save herself, instead of mostly relying on the men. Not only that, but she also actually fails at saving herself, a path that most authors dont usually travel. Her character is all sorts of contrasting; shes rebellious on the inside, but is afraid to bring attention to herself; she is naive when it comes to some people, yet is able to see the corruptness (is that even a word?) of the Program; she wants to remember her past, and all of her memories (I'll hit that later, you have no idea), yet when presented with a solution to her... memory situation, she doesn't take it. I mean, what? No.
I liked James... sort of. For starters, I like my guys to be good looking. James was good looking. I like my guys to be rebellious. James was rebellious. I like my guys to be what I call "troubled souls". James was most definitely a troubled soul. But he seemed so possessive. So... I guess I could say sexist. I'm not sure what Suzanne Young's views are on gender roles, but it seems to me that she believes men are superior to women. Or something. I mean, think about it. All those times that James literally ordered Sloane to kiss him or made overly sexist jokes that were just a little too much? Especially near the end when she invited him in (I believe that was the situation) and he asked if she would make him a sandwich? WHAT? I mean, come on, how much more stereotypical can you get? "Hey babe, make me a sandwich" "Alright honey, just a second" I mean, no. Get up and make the sandwich yourself! You got legs, use em! So I really like James, but at times he made me a bit uncomfortable. Whenever he and Sloane began to get all lovey-dovey, I just kind of wanted to be like, no get away from her, shes a person not a thing.
Oh god. Miller. He just made me sad all over. I was rooting for him the whole time, just wanting him to be happy again, wanting him and this Lacey girl to get back together, for her to remember hiim even a little bit. But, I guess they're relationshp wasn't as solid as Sloane's and James's. Since he KILLED HIMSELF. Good gracious, I cried. I cried even harder when I realized that James was messed up after that. It just killed me inside, no pun intended. Miller was so happy, and cute. The few moments we spent in a flashback with him and Lacey seemed even more genuine than Sloane and James.
When James got depressed... I had to put the book down for a minute and count to 3. I was like, there is NO WAY this is going to end well. I thought for sure though, that him and Sloane would be sent to the Program together, work through the hardships but all in all retain their memories because they were together and leave the Program stronger than ever and ready to whip some Program butt. I was clearly wrong, since James came out with ZERO memory of Sloane. I was all like, dude. Your relationship is THE relationship. You and Sloane are THE couple, the two that are supposedly perfect for each other. And she just disappeared from your mind like that. I was genuinely relieved when Sloane got admitted into the Program. I was sick and tired of stressing over her running around town trying to run into James so she could TRY and get him to remember her at all. Key word: try.
So, once in the Program, I was a little surprised but overall 100% pleased to learn that they were not constantly restrained in cots with like, chains or something. Because its no fun whatsoever when your main character is sitting tied up all day with only their thoughts and the occasional visitor/break out of bonds moment to keep them company. We all know how that works. Bo-ring. I was even more happy when she met Realm. Its like this: James doesnt remember her. She goes into depression mode and gets admitted into Program. Meets sexy new guy. *Falls in love with new guy.* *Completely forgets about James & ALL feelings for him forever.* *Leaves Program and meets up with Realm.* *They have tiny little Sloane and Realm babies & they live happily ever after while James wonders about that empty feeling inside of him and wonders what he's missing.*
Starred phrases are one that did not occur in the book.
Unfortunately.
No, instead Sloane is forced to take those STUPID meds. STUPID, STUPID, STUPID. I am face-palming right now, because while she was forgetting and was busy getting all drugged up, I was literally yelling and shaking because I was so frustrated by her position. She was completely powerless while in the Program. I wanted to scream. If the roles had been reversed, I would have offed myself or done something so horrendous to the docs that I would have been locked in isolation and been like, mind wiped immediately. I couldn't stand that section of the book. & when Dr. Warren told her to say goodbye to James? Sobbed my dang face off. Cried for like, the next two chapters. That was probably one of the most awful parts of the book, but congrats Young. You created a tear jerker. OH, and then when we find out that Realm works for the Program? Nuh uh. Nope. I was done. Done. I wanted her out of there right away.
So. Skipping ahead just a little bit. I don't care that Realm got a special handler assigned to Sloane. I don't care that they made out on his floor. I don't care that he apparently loves her. I don't care that Kevin watches her like a hawk and that even when he's not, the Program is. I don't even care ugly face Liam takes QuikDeath and kicks the bucket right in front of her. I care only about three things:
1. Sloane immediately makes friends with Lacey, proving that obviously, the Program can't get rid of all feelings and memories, so therefore it sucks and Sloane wins.
2. Sloane ALMOST immediately hooks back up with James and the way they got back together was nearly identical to the way they hooked up together proving that a) they were so obviously meant to be and that b) the Program, once again, cannot get rid of true feelings and memories so therefore it sucks and this time, both Sloane and James wins.
3. And then, lastly, Sloane and James are nearing their 18 birthdays where they will be free from the Program's clutches (though I feel as if that won't really last long), Sloane ditched her witch of a mom, Sloane and James run off together, and Sloane is given a pill that can bring back her memories.
(Yeah, yeah, I know that that was like, 15 little things I cared about all piled into three main points.)
But, hello. THE PILL. I'm completely agonizing over the fact that SHE DIDN'T TAKE THE PILL AND THERE'S ONLY ONE PILL. AGGGHHH. I can't take it. I just want to scream. The fact that this book is driving me to such extremes is just... fantastic. It's weird though, how much Young describes the colors of the pills to you. Most people would be like, "and then I got this pill that can restore my memories." Young is all, "and then I got this neon orange pill thats orange like the sunset, like orange orange, and it can restore my memories." But its cool, Young. I gotcha. I understand.
Joke. Not really.
Too bad there's only one pill though. Its too dang bad that James doesn't get a pill. God, that is tearing me up inside. But you know what is tearing me up inside even more? The fact that all Sloane wanted was her memories back, this entire time she's been fighting for her dang memories, and she can't even take this STUPID, STUPID, STUPID pill (face palming) (I imagine myself throwing around furniture at this point) that will restore her memories. I just... No. Not okay. I swear, if she doesn't take that pill in the next book... No. I can't think about it.
So, I'll end here, because I pretty much covered everything I wanted and this is becoming quite lengthy. Hope you enjoyed this book as much as I!
Sloane knows better than to cry in front of anyone. With suicide now an international epidemic, one outburst could land her in The Program, the only proven course of treatment. Sloane’s parents have already lost one child; Sloane knows they’ll do anything to keep her alive. She also knows that everyone who’s been through The Program returns as a blank slate. Because their depression is gone—but so are their memories.
Under constant surveillance at home and at school, Sloane puts on a brave face and keeps her feelings buried as deep as she can. The only person Sloane can be herself with is James. He’s promised to keep them both safe and out of treatment, and Sloane knows their love is strong enough to withstand anything. But despite the promises they made to each other, it’s getting harder to hide the truth. They are both growing weaker. Depression is setting in. And The Program is coming for them."
This book happened to be recommended to me by a friend, who was positively gushing over it, telling me all about how this book fantastic and had so much emotion and was just over all a great book. I had seen it before and it'd sparked my interest, but I was in the middle of several other books. When she lent it to me, I let it sit for about a day before I picked it up. Why I ever waited to read this book I don't know.
Alright. Let's just say that the overall idea for this book, the plot, and the Program, and the characters is just so amazing. I really want to know how people come up with this kind of stuff. First off, I love the name Sloane for a girl. I thought that it was refreshing, definitely unique and edgy, but like a cool glass of water in the world of novel heroines. Sloane herself is different, unlike your atypical female power character. For one, she actually has to save herself, instead of mostly relying on the men. Not only that, but she also actually fails at saving herself, a path that most authors dont usually travel. Her character is all sorts of contrasting; shes rebellious on the inside, but is afraid to bring attention to herself; she is naive when it comes to some people, yet is able to see the corruptness (is that even a word?) of the Program; she wants to remember her past, and all of her memories (I'll hit that later, you have no idea), yet when presented with a solution to her... memory situation, she doesn't take it. I mean, what? No.
I liked James... sort of. For starters, I like my guys to be good looking. James was good looking. I like my guys to be rebellious. James was rebellious. I like my guys to be what I call "troubled souls". James was most definitely a troubled soul. But he seemed so possessive. So... I guess I could say sexist. I'm not sure what Suzanne Young's views are on gender roles, but it seems to me that she believes men are superior to women. Or something. I mean, think about it. All those times that James literally ordered Sloane to kiss him or made overly sexist jokes that were just a little too much? Especially near the end when she invited him in (I believe that was the situation) and he asked if she would make him a sandwich? WHAT? I mean, come on, how much more stereotypical can you get? "Hey babe, make me a sandwich" "Alright honey, just a second" I mean, no. Get up and make the sandwich yourself! You got legs, use em! So I really like James, but at times he made me a bit uncomfortable. Whenever he and Sloane began to get all lovey-dovey, I just kind of wanted to be like, no get away from her, shes a person not a thing.
Oh god. Miller. He just made me sad all over. I was rooting for him the whole time, just wanting him to be happy again, wanting him and this Lacey girl to get back together, for her to remember hiim even a little bit. But, I guess they're relationshp wasn't as solid as Sloane's and James's. Since he KILLED HIMSELF. Good gracious, I cried. I cried even harder when I realized that James was messed up after that. It just killed me inside, no pun intended. Miller was so happy, and cute. The few moments we spent in a flashback with him and Lacey seemed even more genuine than Sloane and James.
When James got depressed... I had to put the book down for a minute and count to 3. I was like, there is NO WAY this is going to end well. I thought for sure though, that him and Sloane would be sent to the Program together, work through the hardships but all in all retain their memories because they were together and leave the Program stronger than ever and ready to whip some Program butt. I was clearly wrong, since James came out with ZERO memory of Sloane. I was all like, dude. Your relationship is THE relationship. You and Sloane are THE couple, the two that are supposedly perfect for each other. And she just disappeared from your mind like that. I was genuinely relieved when Sloane got admitted into the Program. I was sick and tired of stressing over her running around town trying to run into James so she could TRY and get him to remember her at all. Key word: try.
So, once in the Program, I was a little surprised but overall 100% pleased to learn that they were not constantly restrained in cots with like, chains or something. Because its no fun whatsoever when your main character is sitting tied up all day with only their thoughts and the occasional visitor/break out of bonds moment to keep them company. We all know how that works. Bo-ring. I was even more happy when she met Realm. Its like this: James doesnt remember her. She goes into depression mode and gets admitted into Program. Meets sexy new guy. *Falls in love with new guy.* *Completely forgets about James & ALL feelings for him forever.* *Leaves Program and meets up with Realm.* *They have tiny little Sloane and Realm babies & they live happily ever after while James wonders about that empty feeling inside of him and wonders what he's missing.*
Starred phrases are one that did not occur in the book.
Unfortunately.
No, instead Sloane is forced to take those STUPID meds. STUPID, STUPID, STUPID. I am face-palming right now, because while she was forgetting and was busy getting all drugged up, I was literally yelling and shaking because I was so frustrated by her position. She was completely powerless while in the Program. I wanted to scream. If the roles had been reversed, I would have offed myself or done something so horrendous to the docs that I would have been locked in isolation and been like, mind wiped immediately. I couldn't stand that section of the book. & when Dr. Warren told her to say goodbye to James? Sobbed my dang face off. Cried for like, the next two chapters. That was probably one of the most awful parts of the book, but congrats Young. You created a tear jerker. OH, and then when we find out that Realm works for the Program? Nuh uh. Nope. I was done. Done. I wanted her out of there right away.
So. Skipping ahead just a little bit. I don't care that Realm got a special handler assigned to Sloane. I don't care that they made out on his floor. I don't care that he apparently loves her. I don't care that Kevin watches her like a hawk and that even when he's not, the Program is. I don't even care ugly face Liam takes QuikDeath and kicks the bucket right in front of her. I care only about three things:
1. Sloane immediately makes friends with Lacey, proving that obviously, the Program can't get rid of all feelings and memories, so therefore it sucks and Sloane wins.
2. Sloane ALMOST immediately hooks back up with James and the way they got back together was nearly identical to the way they hooked up together proving that a) they were so obviously meant to be and that b) the Program, once again, cannot get rid of true feelings and memories so therefore it sucks and this time, both Sloane and James wins.
3. And then, lastly, Sloane and James are nearing their 18 birthdays where they will be free from the Program's clutches (though I feel as if that won't really last long), Sloane ditched her witch of a mom, Sloane and James run off together, and Sloane is given a pill that can bring back her memories.
(Yeah, yeah, I know that that was like, 15 little things I cared about all piled into three main points.)
But, hello. THE PILL. I'm completely agonizing over the fact that SHE DIDN'T TAKE THE PILL AND THERE'S ONLY ONE PILL. AGGGHHH. I can't take it. I just want to scream. The fact that this book is driving me to such extremes is just... fantastic. It's weird though, how much Young describes the colors of the pills to you. Most people would be like, "and then I got this pill that can restore my memories." Young is all, "and then I got this neon orange pill thats orange like the sunset, like orange orange, and it can restore my memories." But its cool, Young. I gotcha. I understand.
Joke. Not really.
Too bad there's only one pill though. Its too dang bad that James doesn't get a pill. God, that is tearing me up inside. But you know what is tearing me up inside even more? The fact that all Sloane wanted was her memories back, this entire time she's been fighting for her dang memories, and she can't even take this STUPID, STUPID, STUPID pill (face palming) (I imagine myself throwing around furniture at this point) that will restore her memories. I just... No. Not okay. I swear, if she doesn't take that pill in the next book... No. I can't think about it.
So, I'll end here, because I pretty much covered everything I wanted and this is becoming quite lengthy. Hope you enjoyed this book as much as I!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 2, 2022
I am conflicted with The Program. The dystopia story about suicide is pandemic among teens is not something easy to shallow. Good thing Miss Young keep it PG 13.
The plot, the drama, the twist, in my opnion is too much and confusing. Because of that I can say I thorougly enjoy The Program. The idea of the story certainly have promise for readers who can stomach the trigger aspect such as suicide.
At the end, I do not hate nor like this book.
3 stars
The plot, the drama, the twist, in my opnion is too much and confusing. Because of that I can say I thorougly enjoy The Program. The idea of the story certainly have promise for readers who can stomach the trigger aspect such as suicide.
At the end, I do not hate nor like this book.
3 stars
August 10, 2024
── ᵎᵎ � reread � july 24
5 ⭐️
# “i want to be me� and yet, i don’t know who i am anymore."
i forgot how HEARTWRENCHING , PAINFUL , UTTERLY GUTWRENCHING this book is T–T 2010 dystopian books will always hold a piece of my heart, idc what people say about them <3 i literally cried twice in part one alone, then at the epilogue I FORGOT HOW CRAZY THIS BOOK IS UGH i love it i love it i love it
I WOULD JUST LIKE TO TAKE A MOMENT TO MENTION that sloan & james are the billboard poster for invisible string 🪽🫂 they are scared of getting infected, but even worse, they are scared of getting into the Program, because they know afterwards they are going to lose themselves in there. but regardless, the two are so rock solid, always a good balance and finding each other every time.
ALSO REALM BB HIIII OMG i missed him so freakin much 😔 def not looking forward to the love triangle tho....
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── ᵎᵎ � read � sept 23
5 ⭐️
ohmygodddddd this was an entire emotional rollercoaster. the fact that sloane & james still found each other, despite all memories of each other being removed 🥹🥹😭😭
the program is set in a distant future, where teen suicide is declared an epidemic. those under the age of 18 are closely monitored for signs of depression. if detected, they are taken to The Program, where their memories are erased and they are “cured�. but when sloane gets taken into The Program, she vows to fight as hard as she can to save herself, her memories, and her loved ones. (the writing in this book is just 👩🏼🍳� it’s so emotional, creepily realistic, and just so painfully beautiful T–T)
i’m really interested to see how the next book plays out, when sloane and james go on the run from the program. hopefully book 2 continues to be just as good!!!
5 ⭐️
# “i want to be me� and yet, i don’t know who i am anymore."
i forgot how HEARTWRENCHING , PAINFUL , UTTERLY GUTWRENCHING this book is T–T 2010 dystopian books will always hold a piece of my heart, idc what people say about them <3 i literally cried twice in part one alone, then at the epilogue I FORGOT HOW CRAZY THIS BOOK IS UGH i love it i love it i love it
I WOULD JUST LIKE TO TAKE A MOMENT TO MENTION that sloan & james are the billboard poster for invisible string 🪽🫂 they are scared of getting infected, but even worse, they are scared of getting into the Program, because they know afterwards they are going to lose themselves in there. but regardless, the two are so rock solid, always a good balance and finding each other every time.
ALSO REALM BB HIIII OMG i missed him so freakin much 😔 def not looking forward to the love triangle tho....
️� “you're right, you know," he says. “you're just right for me. and i’d bet my life that we've done this before. because i can't imagine that i wouldn't have fallen in love with you the first time.�
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── ᵎᵎ � read � sept 23
5 ⭐️
ohmygodddddd this was an entire emotional rollercoaster. the fact that sloane & james still found each other, despite all memories of each other being removed 🥹🥹😭😭
the program is set in a distant future, where teen suicide is declared an epidemic. those under the age of 18 are closely monitored for signs of depression. if detected, they are taken to The Program, where their memories are erased and they are “cured�. but when sloane gets taken into The Program, she vows to fight as hard as she can to save herself, her memories, and her loved ones. (the writing in this book is just 👩🏼🍳� it’s so emotional, creepily realistic, and just so painfully beautiful T–T)
i’m really interested to see how the next book plays out, when sloane and james go on the run from the program. hopefully book 2 continues to be just as good!!!
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