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560 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2002
I wandered dizzily through virtual forests of words, huts of words, meadows of words. The reality of words thrust aside the suffocating backyards, the corrugated iron spread atop stone houses, balconies laden with washtubs & washing lines. What surrounded me did not count. All that counted was made of words.What one encounters in A Tale of Love & Darkness is a 538 page story of an author who succeeded with his youthful ambition and who on every page uses words to full advantage in recounting his own life story.
I ran away & sought refuge in the fortress of sanity of books of mystery, adventure & battle: Jules Verne, James Fenimore Cooper, Sherlock Holmes, The Three Musketeers, The Prisoner of Zenda, Treasure Island, The Last of the Mohicans, The Count of Monte Cristo, the darkest recesses of Africa, grenadiers & Indians, wrongdoers, cavalry men, cattle thieves, cowboys, pirates, archipelagos, hordes of bloodthirsty natives in feathers & war paint, blood-chilling battle cries, magical spells, knights of the dragon & Saracen horsemen with curved scimitars, monsters, wizards, emperors, bad guys, hauntings and especially stories about pale little adolescents who are destined for great things when they have managed to overcome their own wretchedness. I wanted to be like them & to be able to write like the people who wrote them. Perhaps I did not make a distinction between writing & winning.
Father & I were like a pair of stretcher bearers carrying an injured person up a steep slope. I was like an upside down Jesus: born of a virgin man by an invisible spirit and we were like 3 prisoners sharing the same cell.The author goes on to compare his mother, who committed suicide when Oz was 12, to the terrifying mad woman in Jane Eyre.
Jesus of Nazareth was one of the greatest Jews of all time, a wonderful moralist who loathed the uncircumcised of heart & fought to return Judaism to its original simplicity & wrest it from the power of the hair-splitting rabbis.The competing responses caused the young future author to grapple with the seeming discrepancies of the two explanations, especially since he was not able to envision "the uncircumcised of heart" & had never met a "hair-splitting rabbi".
"...e ela disse-me que embora fosse verdade que os livros podiam mudar ao longo dos anos tal e qual como as pessoas, a diferença era que quase todas as pessoas acabavam por nos abandonar mais tarde ou mais cedo, quando já não vissem em nós qualquer utilidade, prazer, interesse ou sentimento, enquanto os livros nunca nos abandonavam. Podes esquecê-los às vezes e certamente que o farás, alguns mesmo durante muitos anos, ou mesmo para sempre. Mas os livros, esses, mesmo que os tenhas traído, nunca te voltarão as costas: lá estarão à tua espera, humildemente na estante. Dezenas de anos, se for preciso. Sem se queixarem. Até que uma noite, quando subitamente precisares de um deles, mesmo que sejam três da madrugada, ou um livro que desprezaste e quase esqueceste durante anos, ele não te desiludirá, sairá da prateleira para te acompanhar naquele momento difícil. Sem reservas, sem procurar desculpas, nem perguntar a si próprio se vale a pena, se tu o mereces ou se ainda lhe serves, não, virá ter contigo mal tu lhe peças para vir. Nunca te trairá."