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339 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 7, 2016
He could be mine if I dare to claim him.
Problem is, the world thinks he’s theirs.
Libby --
I found Killian drunk and sprawled out on my lawn like some lost prince. With the face of a god and the arrogance to match, the pest won't leave. Sexy, charming, and just a little bit dirty, he's slowly wearing me down, making me crave more.
He could be mine if I dare to claim him. Problem is, the world thinks he's theirs. How do you keep an idol when everyone is intent on taking him away?
Killian --
As lead singer for the biggest rock band in the world, I lived a life of dreams. It all fell apart with one fateful decision. Now everything is in shambles.
Until Liberty. She's grouchy, a recluse --and kind of cute. Scratch that. When I get my hands on her, she is scorching hot and more addictive than all the fans who've screamed my name.
The world is clamoring for me to get back on stage, but I'm not willing to leave her. I've got to find a way [to] keep her with me. Because, with Libby, everything has changed. Everything.
His hand finds mine in the darkness between us.
In a low voice only for me, he speaks one last time. “Baby doll, I could assert my manly dominance, thump my chest, and declare you’re mine. But it wouldn’t mean a damn thing if I’m not yours in return."
“You know what? Fuck it. Here’s the truth: I wasn’t happy � until I met you.�
I literally rock back on my heels, nearly blown away by his candor.
His hands fist as he takes a step closer. “I’ve been here for nearly two months. I never stay in one place that long. And why do you think I’m still here? The scenery? No. It’s you that I don’t want to leave.�
“You can have the world. Just reach for it.�
“I don’t need the world,� she whispers in my ear.
“What do you need?� I’ll give her anything. Everything.
Ԩdz.�
He turns in to me, running the tip of his nose against mine... “I shouldn’t have held back the first time I wanted to kiss you.�
“When was that?�
He smiles, small and smug. “When you threatened to shoot me.�
“I hated you then.�
A low hum vibrates in his throat. “You found me irresistible. You would have caved.�
“I would have bitten you.�
“Bite me now.�
That husky whisper has me moving, seeking his lips. I nip his lush bottom one, tugging at it gently, and he groans, drawing me in, slipping his slick tongue along mine. “Tell me you want this too, baby doll.�
"Want what?� I can’t think, my head is heavy, my limbs fumbling.
His dark eyes meet mine. “Everything.�
His vocals are the stuff of legends � strong, clean, and powerful with a rawness that hooks onto your soul and gives it a tug. He sings, and you feel he’s doing it just for you, taking your pain, frustration, joy, rage, sorrow, and love and giving it a voice.
...
Killian takes a step closer. “Play with me. See how good it can be.�
“I don’t…�
“I will never laugh at you,� he promises fiercely. “Ever. I’m your safe place, Libby. You’ve got to know that.�
"You tell me you dreamed of this life... Let me show you. Let me give you the world, baby doll"
"We come together, Killian filling my mouth, me riding his thigh with shameless abandon."
“There's no one else like her. There never will be.�
“I don’t think there’s a person on Earth capable of resisting the man. Killian is a peacock in a world of sparrows. He catches the eye and holds it.�
“Tell me you want this too, baby doll.�
“Want what?� I can’t think, my head is heavy, my limbs fumbling.
His dark eyes meet mine. “Everything.�
“It’s never been this way. And I know without doubt that Killian James isn’t just an addiction, or a summer fling. He’s becoming my everything. And that is both exhilarating and terrifying.�
“Love the way she kisses me like she’s starving for it. Love the way she strokes my skin with a strange mix of tenderness and possession.
(�) I have never felt as wanted as I do now. Being on stage is addictive, but it’s nothing compared to this.�
“I need you to understand, Libby. You’re my reason, the answer to all questions.�
“And you, my sweet lawn bum, are my home.�
I'm a twenty-seven-year-old, multimillionaire singer-guitarist in the biggest rock band in the world, and I have no earthly clue how to have a relationship with a woman. I could laugh. But I don't find it funny. Because I want Liberty Bell.
I don't spend time with anyone. It's writing-composing, practicing, recording, touring, fucking, sleeping. Same old record spinning round and round.
Tell me you want this too, baby doll."
"Want what?"
"Everything."
There's no one else like her. There never will be.
Love breaks your heart, fucks you up- perfect, all-consuming chaos.
Idol is the 1st book in the series.....and I'm totally hooked on the story, the characters and especially KILLIAN JAMES, lead singer/guitarist of Kill John, the hottest rock band in the world!!!!![]()
NO, NO, NO......Kanye West...........you are so not the no one rock star in the world.........KILLIAN JAMES IS...........![]()
Killian James must be one of the most genuine rock star characters ever.![]()
“A person can get…stuck, for lack a better word, in a life. It’s surprisingly easy, really. Hours bleed into days; days fade into months. Before you know it, years have passed, and you’re just this person, someone your younger self wouldn’t even recognize.�
You feel the love of music that the author has in every word she has written.![]()
Music can be your friend when you have none, your lover when you’re needy. Your rage, your sorrow, your joy, your pain. Your voice when you’ve lost your own. To be a part of that, to be the soundtrack of someone’s life, is a beautiful thing.�The references to real life musicians...Bowie, Corbain, Prince....extraordinary and so amazing.....
“Nirvana had “Smells Like Teen Spirit.� Kill John has “Apathy�- our generations battle cry. “Apathy� drives just as hard and fast as “Teen Spirit� but there’s more pain in it, less rage. A question of why we’re here. A song of loneliness and feeling useless.�If you love a really like a story that leaves you feeling giddy, happy.....smiling...then this is a book for you.
“That’s the thing with endings in real life. You never really know when they’re going to happen.�
“Beautiful,� I croak past the lump in my throat. “You’re beautiful.� I know with an eerie calm that I’ll never see anything or anyone more stunning in my life. Everything has changed. Everything.-Killian
Killian takes a step loser. “Play with me. See how good it can be.�
“I don’t�.�
“I will never laugh at you.� he promises fiercely. “Ever. I’m your safe place, Libby. You’ve got to know that.�
“You want to get rid of me, you’re going to have to try harder, baby doll.� � Killian
Tell her. Tell her what she is to you. She’s your lodestone. You have a fucking map inked on your body, but you are completely lost without her right next to you. Tell her.� Killian
Music can be your friend when you have none, your lover when you’re need. Your rage, your sorrow, your joy, your pain. Your voice when you’ve lost your own. To be a part of that, to be the soundtrack of someone’s life, is a beautiful thing.
Killian’s expression goes soft, his gaze running over my face. His smile grows.
“What?� I ask, thrown by the gleam in his eyes. It makes my breath catch.
“You’re pretty.�
He says it so matter of fact I snort. “You sound surprised.�
Killian leans in just a little, “Truth? I am. You’ve been scowling at me so much…Ah there it is again. Glaring hate-fire at me.�
The calloused tip of his finger traces the top of my cheek, and my lower belly clenches in shock.
His voice grows thoughtful, “But when you smile? You kind of glow.�
“Tell me you want this too, baby doll.�
“Want what?� I can’t think, my head is heavy, my limbs fumbling.
His dark eyes meet mine. “Everything.�
“You’ve been teasing me all day with this thin excuse for a top,� he murmurs, his voice dark and rough�
Dark eyes roam. His breath gusts over my skin, his mouth so close to my aching nipple. “Barely covers those sweet little tits. You gonna show them to me now, Libby?�
God his voice. It’s heated toffee, sticky and rich, coating my skin. It’s black magic, taking command of my body. I sway a bit, wanting to press myself against him, fighting for just a little longer because anticipation aches so sweet.
“You like me looking at you Libby?�
I can only make a strangled sound.
“Yeah, I think you do. Lower your top, baby doll. Show me what I’ve been dreaming about for weeks.�
"Killian James isn't just an addiction, or a summer fling. He's becoming my everything. And that is both exhilarating and terrifying."
”I want you so fucking much. Feels like I’ve always wanted to you.� He pulls me close, kisses my mouth. “It’s taking all I have not to plow into you, fuck the ever-loving hell out of you.�
Music can be your friend when you have none, your lover when you're needy. Your rage, your sorrow, your joy, your pain. Your voice when you've lost your own. To be a part of that, to be the soundtrack of someone's life, is a beautiful thing.
"You know what? Fuck it. Here's the truth: I wasn't happy–until I met you."
The Animal screams. For me.
And I am the one who controls it..."
You need hard labor to forge you into a better person?"
"Yeah." He smiles. "Yeah, I think I do."
"And you want me to...what? Mr. Miyagi you?"
..."F* yeah! Paint the fence. Sand the floor."
"And when you're done, we can go down to the sea, and you'll balance on one leg."
“Music can be your friend when you have none, your lover when you’re needy. Your rage, your sorrow, your joy, your pain. Your voice when you’ve lost your own. To be a part of that, to be the soundtrack of someone’s life, is a beautiful thing.�
Audio book source: Audible (purchased)
Story Rating: 3.5 stars
Narrators: Jeremy York and Lynn Barrington
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance (Rock Star)
Length: 9 hours and 59 minutes