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70 pages, Paperback
First published April 27, 2017
I don't need to go to the sun �Called "The Shaft," this is one of the shorter and simpler poems from the 44 in Helen Dunmore's final collection, Inside the Wave, many of them written as she was struggling with the cancer that carried her off in June 2017. "Struggling" may be the wrong word, since while many of these poems show that she is entirely aware of her condition, there is little focus on pain. Instead, we have the writer's awareness of balancing on the rim between worlds, fascinated by the experience, and wanting to record it with her usual clear-eyed curiosity.
It lies on my pillow.
Without movement or speech
Day deepens its sweetness.
Sea shanties from the water,
A brush of traffic,
But it's quiet here.
Who would have thought that pain
And weakness had such gifts
Hidden in their rough hearts?
°Ú…]Many of the poems are retrospective, thinking back to her childhood or that of her own children. So in "My Daughter As Penelope" she describes the child in some grade-school play about the Odyssey (those cultured Brits!), an image that begins almost cute but that turns into something entirely different:
The waves turned and turned
Neither toward nor away from him,
Swash and backwash
Crossing, repeating,
But never the same.
At the lip of the wave, foam
Stuttered and broke.
It was on the inside
Of the wave he chose
To meditate endlessly
Without words or song,
And so he lay down
To watch it at eye-level,
About to topple
About to be whole.
°Ú…]Not all the verse in this collection, of course, has to do with death. A few of the 44 seem somewhat random, as though picked up from some old pile to make up the number. But even these can be beautiful in their lyricism. So, for instance, "Bluebell Hollows," which refers to a place in Cornwall called Tremenheere Woods. Curious, I looked it up on Bing, and came up with a photograph that might almost have been in front of Helen Dunmore as she was writing.
My daughter as Penelope
Seven years old, thrusting
Her bare arm out of her chiton
Pushing away her suitors
As one may do in childhood.
The sheet quivered
For the dead could barely contain
Their desire for the living
And the play was long.
The cave of the stage grew vast �
A mouth without a tongue
Consuming our children.
Are they blue or not blue?
All I know is the smoke
That moves under the trees,
In Tremenheere Woods
Moths clung to the sheet,
It was the hour of innocence �
We developed flowers
On light-sensitive paper:
They are still here.
We could never walk fast enough,
Seven year olds
Up in the dead of night
Climbing to the lookout
Where bonfires blazed
For reasons long forgotten,
But perhaps because the Romans
Once came this far
To walk the bluebell hollows.
My life’s stem was cut,Keep flowering she did, to the very end. And what it a little unevenness in standard compared to that?
But quickly, lovingly
I was lifted up,
I heard the rush of the tap
And I was set in water
In the blue vase, beautiful
In lip and curve,
And here I am
Opening one petal
As the tea cools.
I wait while the sun moves
And the bees finish their dancing.
I know I am dying
But why not keep flowering
As long as I can
From my cut stem?
I lie and listen
And the life in me stirs like a tide
That knows when it must be gone.