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274 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 14, 2016
You have to be willing to stick your neck out for things you believe in, even if no one else sees it that way. Relationships are a long game..."
Everything's a game, Payton. That's the big secret. Work, life, sex. If you're not playing one game, you're playing another. If you can't tell you're playing a game? You're losing."
I was watching you tonight. Dancing like no one else was there. And the thing was, there might as well have been no one there. Twenty thousand people, Payton, and you're the only one I see."
“So� did you want to talk?� I prompted when I thought I’d won the battle against my nausea.
“About what?�
“I don’t know. The weather? The Fed’s interest rate policy? The Red Sox pitching lineup? Though if you want the last one, you’ll have to take the lead.�
“It’s hard to play a video game when you’re imagining your face under a skirt.�
� [...] you’re my escape, Payton. You’re the good place I get to go when I need to forget about work, and all the shit that goes along with it. And, maybe I wanted to keep you out of the darker bits of my world.�
His words touched me. “Max?�
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“I kind of want to be in all the bits of your world.�
“Maybe you were right, Max. Maybe this thing with us wasn’t ever meant to last.�
“I don’t want to be right. Not about this.� Desperation edged into his voice. It made me miss him horribly—how was it possible to miss someone when they were sitting right next to you?�
“Did you sleep with him?�
I shot her a look. “Definitely not. And I’m not going to,� I felt the need to add as a flush crept up my neck.
“We’ll see. But in the meantime, what are you going to do about him?� she asked as we carried our finds back down the hall.
I juggled my sandwich and chips so I could take a long sip of my watermelon slushy. Today, I’d gone straight for the large. No dicking around.
“I’m going to go find him,� I decided. “And then I’m going to kill him.�
“Hot. There are few things that get a guy going more than the threat of impending death.
Love isn’t what makes you weak, it’s what makes you strong.