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First published February 5, 2019
鈥淧lease don鈥檛 let鈥檚 get dramatic.鈥�
鈥淧erhaps I鈥檓 imagining it. But I鈥檓 sensing something鈥� Keep an eye on it. Any aggression or competitiveness interferes with the work. You two need to work with each other, not against each other.鈥�
鈥�But remember, with greater feeling comes greater danger.鈥�
鈥淗er silence was like a mirror鈥攔eflecting yourself back at you.鈥�
词鈥�Now I saw the truth. [She] hadn鈥檛 saved me鈥�she wasn鈥檛 capable of saving anyone. She was no heroine to be admired鈥攋ust a frightened, fucked-up girl, a cheating liar. This whole mythology of us that I had built up [鈥 now collapsed in seconds鈥攍ike a house of cards in a gust of wind.鈥�
词鈥淗ow was this possible? Had she been acting the whole time? Had she ever loved me?鈥�
词鈥淲hy did she do it? How could she?鈥�
鈥淪he was a statue; a Greek goddess come to life in my hands.鈥� ~ 鈥淗e looked like a Greek statue鈥� ~ 鈥渢he actress playing Alcestis looked like a Greek statue鈥� ~ 鈥渕y fate was already decided鈥攍ike in a Greek tragedy鈥� ~ 鈥淐asting herself as a tragic heroine鈥�.
鈥淗er white dress glowed ghostlike in the torchlight鈥� ~ 鈥淚 remember so much white everywhere: [鈥 the white of her eyes, her teeth, her skin. I鈥檇 never known that skin could be so luminous, so translucent ; ivory white with occasional blue veins visible just beneath the surface, like threads of color in white marble. She was a statue.鈥� ~ 鈥渟trands of long red hair falling across bony shoulders, blue veins beneath the translucent skin鈥�.
As you will see, it鈥檚 an incredible story鈥攐f that there is no doubt.
Whether you believe it or not is up to you.
But let us not forget that while Alicia Berenson may be a murderer, she was also an artist.
鈥�...we often mistake love for fireworks - for drama and dysfunction. But real love is very quiet, very still. It's boring, if seen from the perspective of high drama. Love is deep and calm - and constant.鈥�