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658 pages, Paperback
First published August 6, 2019
¡°You will die thinking I have abandoned you all. But I do not hesitate to say that I value the lives of my people far more than I have ever valued you.¡±
¡°This was what the balance of power looked like now. People like her waved a hand and millions were crushed within the confines of some elemental disaster, flung off the chessboard of the world like irrelevant pieces.¡±
This is what the balance of power looked like now. People like her waved a hand and millions were crushed within the confines of some elemental disaster, flung off the chessboard of the world like irrelevant pieces. People like her-shamans, all of them-were like children stomping around over entire cities as if they were mud castles, glass houses, fungible entities that could be targeted and demolished.
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Once upon a time at Sinegard, back when Master Jiang had been trying to help her shut her mind to the Phoenix, he'd taught her techniques to clear her thoughts and disappear into a void that imitated nonexistence. He'd taught her how to think like she was dead.
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Suni rubbed circles on her back while she spat blood-speckled phlem on the planks. When she was done, he smoothed her vomit-covered hair out of her eyes as she sucked in air in great, racking sobs.
"You're so strong," he said. "Whatever you're seeing, whatever you're feeling, it's not as strong as you are."
Finally, spoke the Phoenix. The god's voice was dimmed by the Seal, but Rin could hear clearly every ring of its laughter. My darling little Speerly. At last we agree.
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"They're are not the strongest force in the world," Rin said. She felt the god's presence in the back of her mind-eager, delighted, and at last perfectly aligned with her intentions.
Together, spoke the Phoenix, we will burn down this world.
She slammed down her fist against the table. "I am."
"Our world is a dream of the gods. Maybe they have other dreams. But all we have is this story unfolding, and in the script of this world, nothing's going to bring [him] back to life."
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"She was afraid that if she stopped being angry, she might crack apart."
"Rin was so tired of having to prove her humanity."
You asked how large my sorrow is,
And I answered, like a river in spring flowing east.
¡ªLi Yu (ÀîìÏ)
¡°Happy New Year,¡± Kitay said. ¡°May the gods send you blessings and good fortune.¡±
¡°Health, wealth, and happiness. May your enemies rot and surrender quickly before we have to kill more of them.¡±
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Inspirations: Let¡¯s Talk History
Once upon a time the Qing dynasty ruled over China from 1636 to 1912. During its later years, the British who love tea bought their supply from China¡ªbut because they didn¡¯t want to pay for it with their silver, they made up for it with cotton and opium exports from India, in which they¡¯d just gained control. As opium addiction became an issue in the land though, the Chinese government declared a ban on all opium trade. The Great Britain was obviously bothered so, you guessed it, they showed up with their ships and guns in June of 1840 and demanded unjustified rights. The following years brought suffering and two Opium Wars for China as it was overpowered by the west, the US, France, and Russia all taking advantage of its weakness to press for favourable trade treaties and generally getting away with whatever the hell they wanted.
Eventually, people got fed up and, with various revolts, the 1911 Revolution succeeded in overthrowing the Qing. After more civil war and unrest, the Beiyang government was established as China¡¯s central authority with Yuan Shikai being the first formal President of the Republic of China. But, seeking more of the ever-alluring power and monopolising the power of the new national government, Yuan made a short-lived attempt to make himself Emperor, died, power struggles ensued, and China ended up with two warring governments: the Communist Party of China (or CPC, based in North China) and the Nationalist Party of China (or KMT, based in South China, created by Sun Yat-sen who had previously opposed and then compromised with Yuan).
History is complicated and confusing, but there is one thing you need to know whenever it comes to the affairs of the east: that, after a point, you will always find the west peeking its head. So as China fought to unify itself, two things relevant to this historical fiction series were happening: on one hand, the foreign armies stationed in North China that had been brought in to suppress the rebellion were in danger of warring to gain power over the divided land for their ¡°advanced nations¡± and on the other hand, the Soviet Union proceeded to pledge its assistance for unification of China. Thus, while everyone sought to retain both a compliant native government and equal opportunity for investment, the Soviet leadership initiated a dual policy of support for both Chinese parties, backing CPC with money and spies and aiming to reorganise KMT along the ideals of the Comintern¡ªan international organisation founded by Russia that advocated world communism.
After years of division, Japan¡¯s invasion of China in 1937 due to its decades-long imperialist policy to become a colonial power itself, led to a temporary unification of KMT and CPC as China fought the Second Sino-Japanese War with the help of the Soviet Union and the United States. And then there was death and tragedy and the Rape of Nanjing and WWII and the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki...and you know how it goes¡ªlives were destroyed, crimes were committed, and history was tainted and painted in black.
¡°Do not shirk from war, child. Do not flinch from suffering. When you hear screaming, run toward it.¡±
Characters: Development & Relationships
¡°When you have the power that you do, your life is not your own.¡±
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CW ? racism, colourism, colonisation, abuse, misogyny, PTSD, grief, substance use and addiction, self-harm, nonconsensual human experimentations and medical examinations, torture, rape, burning, genocide, mutilation, gore and violence
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"But eventually, you'll have to ask yourself precisely what you're fighting for. And you'll have to find a reason to live past vengeance"
"Fire and water looked so lovely together. It was a pity they destroyed each other by nature."
¡°Between us, we have the fire and the water,¡± she said quietly. ¡°I¡¯m quite sure that together, we can take on the wind.¡±
¡°Fire and water looked so lovely together. It was a pity they destroyed each other by nature.¡±
¡°People will seek to use you or destroy you. If you want to live, you must pick a side. So do not shirk from war, child. Do not flinch from suffering. When you hear screaming, run toward it.¡±
¡°The world is chaotic and war is fundamentally unpredictable and at the end of the day you don¡¯t know who will be the last man standing. You don¡¯t know anything going into a battle. You only know the stakes.¡±
The anger was a shield. The anger helped her to keep from remembering what she¡¯d done. [¡] She was afraid that if she stopped being angry, she might crack apart.