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Honeybee
Late in the night, fourteen-year-old Sam Watson steps onto a quiet overpass, climbs over the rail and looks down at the road far below.
At the other end of the same bridge, an old man, Vic, smokes his last cigarette.
The two see each other across the void. A fateful connection is made, and an unlikely friendship blooms. Slowly, we learn what led Sam and Vic to the bridge that night. Bonded by their suffering, each privately commits to the impossible task of saving the other.
Honeybee is a heart-breaking, life-affirming novel that throws us headlong into a world of petty thefts, extortion plots, botched bank robberies, daring dog rescues and one spectacular drag show.
At the heart of Honeybee is Sam: a solitary, resilient young person battling to navigate the world as their true self; ensnared by a loyalty to a troubled mother, scarred by the volatility of a domineering step-father, and confounded by the kindness of new alliances.
Honeybee is a tender, profoundly moving novel brimming with vivid characters and luminous words. It's about two lives forever changed by a chance encounter -- one offering hope, the other redemption. It's about when to persevere, and when to be merciful, as Sam learns when to let go, and when to hold on.
At the other end of the same bridge, an old man, Vic, smokes his last cigarette.
The two see each other across the void. A fateful connection is made, and an unlikely friendship blooms. Slowly, we learn what led Sam and Vic to the bridge that night. Bonded by their suffering, each privately commits to the impossible task of saving the other.
Honeybee is a heart-breaking, life-affirming novel that throws us headlong into a world of petty thefts, extortion plots, botched bank robberies, daring dog rescues and one spectacular drag show.
At the heart of Honeybee is Sam: a solitary, resilient young person battling to navigate the world as their true self; ensnared by a loyalty to a troubled mother, scarred by the volatility of a domineering step-father, and confounded by the kindness of new alliances.
Honeybee is a tender, profoundly moving novel brimming with vivid characters and luminous words. It's about two lives forever changed by a chance encounter -- one offering hope, the other redemption. It's about when to persevere, and when to be merciful, as Sam learns when to let go, and when to hold on.
421 pages, Paperback
First published September 29, 2020
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About the author
Craig Silvey
13books1,285followersCraig Silvey is an author and screenwriter from Fremantle, Western Australia.
His critically acclaimed debut novel, Rhubarb, was published in 2004. His bestselling second novel, Jasper Jones, was released in 2009 and is considered a modern Australian classic. Published in over a dozen territories, Jasper Jones has won plaudits in three continents, including an International Dublin Literary Award shortlisting, a Michael J. Printz Award Honor, and a Miles Franklin Literary Award shortlisting. Jasper Jones was the Australian Book Industry Awards Book of the Year for 2010.
His third novel, Honeybee, published in 2020, is an award-winning bestseller. Honeybee was the 2020 Dymocks Book Of The Year, won the Indie Book Award for Best Fiction, and was shortlisted for both the Literary Fiction Book of the Year at the 2021 ABIA Awards and the Adult Fiction Book of the Year at the ABA Booksellers� Choice Awards. In 2022, Honeybee was voted Number 1 in the Better Reading Top 100.
Runt is his first novel for Younger Readers.
His critically acclaimed debut novel, Rhubarb, was published in 2004. His bestselling second novel, Jasper Jones, was released in 2009 and is considered a modern Australian classic. Published in over a dozen territories, Jasper Jones has won plaudits in three continents, including an International Dublin Literary Award shortlisting, a Michael J. Printz Award Honor, and a Miles Franklin Literary Award shortlisting. Jasper Jones was the Australian Book Industry Awards Book of the Year for 2010.
His third novel, Honeybee, published in 2020, is an award-winning bestseller. Honeybee was the 2020 Dymocks Book Of The Year, won the Indie Book Award for Best Fiction, and was shortlisted for both the Literary Fiction Book of the Year at the 2021 ABIA Awards and the Adult Fiction Book of the Year at the ABA Booksellers� Choice Awards. In 2022, Honeybee was voted Number 1 in the Better Reading Top 100.
Runt is his first novel for Younger Readers.
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November 12, 2020
When this book released, I was firmly on the fence (see below for original thoughts).
I wasn't at all motivated to read it, but the positive reviews that started rolling in had me asking you, the GR community, if it was worth taking a chance on.
You said yes.
You were right.
This is a beautiful story.
It's heart-warming and heartbreaking; it's hard and soft; it's funny and sad. There are so many elements to it - it's like articles of clothing coming together to create the perfect outfit. Everything works in harmony, even if some of those things are bad. They're an important part of the overall look.
The blurb gives us Sam and Vic, who meet at opposite ends of a bridge they're both planning to jump from. Wouldn't be much of a story if they got away with it, so instead we get to see their friendship blossom into something that allows them both to learn a little more about themselves, as well as each other. Along the way, we'll encounter friends, enemies, and everything in between.
I definitely went into this one quite sceptical, especially since the old-person-young-person friendship is starting to feel a little overdone to me, so it was a surprise when I became absorbed so quickly.
Sam's story just fascinated me so completely. I was wary of getting my heart broken because - let's be honest - it's a bit of a rough start. But then it gave me Aggie, and the vibes were so strong I felt instantly happier. It felt like, yes, we were probably in for some tough times, but everything would work out okay in the end. I'm certain Aggie must have some De Lainey blood in her.
It did end up feeling a little simplistic, which is why it didn't quite make the 5-stars for me. If I may elaborate: It was a light story in spite of some of its darker moments, and while I'm glad it wasn't 400-odd pages of depressing, it did somehow leave me feeling a little off-balance. It has some humourous episodes, but because the tone is quite heavy they're tougher to laugh at.
All the same, it was a really heart-felt story that had me fully immersed in Sam's life.
It's a contemporary story that mulls over the importance of identity, family and self-acceptance. It's also, refreshingly, nothing like Jasper Jones. So that was a solid bonus for me.
Thank you to everyone who convinced me to read it. Now it's my turn to pass on the love.
***
UPDATE 30/10/20: I have now purchased this book. Thanks for the peer pressure, friends! Now let's see how long it takes me to get to it lol.
***
Wow this is getting some amazing reviews!
Only I have two problems:
1. I didn't like as much as everyone else (overrated)
2. I am someone who definitely judges books by their covers and I cannot support that mullet.
But maaaaaybe I'll be peer pressured into it. Maybe.
If you've read it, please feel free to leave your argument For or Against in the comments! Thanks!
I wasn't at all motivated to read it, but the positive reviews that started rolling in had me asking you, the GR community, if it was worth taking a chance on.
You said yes.
You were right.
This is a beautiful story.
It's heart-warming and heartbreaking; it's hard and soft; it's funny and sad. There are so many elements to it - it's like articles of clothing coming together to create the perfect outfit. Everything works in harmony, even if some of those things are bad. They're an important part of the overall look.
The blurb gives us Sam and Vic, who meet at opposite ends of a bridge they're both planning to jump from. Wouldn't be much of a story if they got away with it, so instead we get to see their friendship blossom into something that allows them both to learn a little more about themselves, as well as each other. Along the way, we'll encounter friends, enemies, and everything in between.
I definitely went into this one quite sceptical, especially since the old-person-young-person friendship is starting to feel a little overdone to me, so it was a surprise when I became absorbed so quickly.
Me: Ehhh, I don't know if I want to read it. It's probably terrible.
Also me: *reads entire book in a day*
Sam's story just fascinated me so completely. I was wary of getting my heart broken because - let's be honest - it's a bit of a rough start. But then it gave me Aggie, and the vibes were so strong I felt instantly happier. It felt like, yes, we were probably in for some tough times, but everything would work out okay in the end. I'm certain Aggie must have some De Lainey blood in her.
It did end up feeling a little simplistic, which is why it didn't quite make the 5-stars for me. If I may elaborate: It was a light story in spite of some of its darker moments, and while I'm glad it wasn't 400-odd pages of depressing, it did somehow leave me feeling a little off-balance. It has some humourous episodes, but because the tone is quite heavy they're tougher to laugh at.
All the same, it was a really heart-felt story that had me fully immersed in Sam's life.
It's a contemporary story that mulls over the importance of identity, family and self-acceptance. It's also, refreshingly, nothing like Jasper Jones. So that was a solid bonus for me.
Thank you to everyone who convinced me to read it. Now it's my turn to pass on the love.
***
UPDATE 30/10/20: I have now purchased this book. Thanks for the peer pressure, friends! Now let's see how long it takes me to get to it lol.
***
Wow this is getting some amazing reviews!
Only I have two problems:
1. I didn't like as much as everyone else (overrated)
2. I am someone who definitely judges books by their covers and I cannot support that mullet.
But maaaaaybe I'll be peer pressured into it. Maybe.
If you've read it, please feel free to leave your argument For or Against in the comments! Thanks!
October 23, 2020
5 Stars
My favourite book of 2020. 🙌
Craig Silvey’s long-anticipated new novel did not disappoint. Beautifully written and flawlessly executed, this compelling coming-of-age story, about a young Australian teenager struggling with gender dysphoria, is one not to be missed.
My heart broke for everything this kid went through; for every moment of self-doubt, of confusion and terror and pain, and for all the times Sam simply couldn’t see a way out and wanted it all to be over. Honestly, I can’t remember the last time I cared for a character more than I did for Sam Watson.
With some seriously heavy themes, was distressing at times and warrants a few trigger warnings, including (but probably not limited to): self harm, suicide, identity politics, domestic abuse, drug abuse and even a bit of animal cruelty. But if you can stomach all of that and are looking for a truly powerful read, then I implore you to give this one your consideration.
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED <3
My favourite book of 2020. 🙌
Craig Silvey’s long-anticipated new novel did not disappoint. Beautifully written and flawlessly executed, this compelling coming-of-age story, about a young Australian teenager struggling with gender dysphoria, is one not to be missed.
My heart broke for everything this kid went through; for every moment of self-doubt, of confusion and terror and pain, and for all the times Sam simply couldn’t see a way out and wanted it all to be over. Honestly, I can’t remember the last time I cared for a character more than I did for Sam Watson.
With some seriously heavy themes, was distressing at times and warrants a few trigger warnings, including (but probably not limited to): self harm, suicide, identity politics, domestic abuse, drug abuse and even a bit of animal cruelty. But if you can stomach all of that and are looking for a truly powerful read, then I implore you to give this one your consideration.
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED <3
December 28, 2020
BRILLIANT BRILLIANT BRILLIANT!
It’s been quite a few years since Aussie author Craig Silvey has written a book, but I can honestly say this one was well worth the wait. I was really blown away by this book and I don't say that about books that I have read.
A deeply moving story that takes the reader on an emotional roller coaster ride one you won't forget in a hurry. A beautiful story that I thoroughly enjoyed. This is a must read for anyone looking for their next book to read. Highly recommended.
It’s been quite a few years since Aussie author Craig Silvey has written a book, but I can honestly say this one was well worth the wait. I was really blown away by this book and I don't say that about books that I have read.
A deeply moving story that takes the reader on an emotional roller coaster ride one you won't forget in a hurry. A beautiful story that I thoroughly enjoyed. This is a must read for anyone looking for their next book to read. Highly recommended.
September 29, 2021
*edit 29/09/21 - fantastic review by a trans writer -->
DNF at 40% - but skimmed through the rest.
Quite frankly I had to put this down as I began to feel sick reading about a trans teen being tortured over and over. I could have stomached this if it had been based in personal truth, but it is not, and this coupled with often one-dimensional writing was too much to bear. Silvey is a cis man writing detailed sexual, emotional and physical violence against a trans teenager, experiences which he has not lived but decided he understands enough to take on a first-person pov. This is where I feel the novel is harmful, in Silveys poorly written ownerships of an incredibly individual and often unheard experience.
I simply do not believe Silveys claims of being hip n cool with the gays, because in what world would a drag queen allow a FOURTEEN YEAR OLD CHILD backstage (where alcohol and other substances are usually present), give her a wig (do you know how much good wigs cost) and then let this RANDOM FOURTEEN YEAR OLD CHILD perform at a club, not at an open mic night but at a show. Has Silvey been to a drag show? does he know even one drag queen?? because I can say with confidence this shit would never happen. All drag queens are not maternal fairy godmothers who will give you free stuff and push you on stage, Rupaul is a character craig turn off the tv. You know how I know this? because I have lived experience as part of that community and would not speak on it otherwise. This is just one of the instances where the writing seemed shallow, characters stereotypical and the feeling altogether out of touch.
As much as writing is a craft, publishing is an industry. Silvey is profiting off the experiences of a marginalised group and taking up space because let's face it, there is a limited quota of LGBT+ books published by the big houses. I tried to think of one novel written by a trans woman readily available at the bookshop I work at, to read myself in the hopes of recommending it to customers who may have enjoyed Honeybee. ONE Australian fictional novel centred on a trans woman BY a trans woman. I asked my co-workers, and we came up blank. Nothing. Is it that transgender people simply do not write? or is it more likely their stories are not being published. hmmmmmmmmmm
I guess my big question would be why? Why write from the pov of a trans girl?
oh you're an ally? then how about championing trans authors.
This character came to you and you needed to write her? Why not write from Vic's perspective, as a cis man whose way of thinking is being challenged.
But you just had to write from first person pov!!!??? What about lending your name, as a mainstream Australian author and co-write with a trans author.
How about doing anything but making bank off a community which struggles to be heard and if you really feel you must ... make it good
This was a digestible and morally simplistic holiday release for boomers to read, come to the conclusion that transphobia and toxic masculinity bad >:---( and pat themselves on the back for having the bare minimum of human empathy without being challenged. I worry that the kudos Silvey is receiving will limit the valid criticism and discussions to be had about this novel for fear of coming across as both offensive and offended.
I'm too annoyed to edit this properly so it was probably messy but thanks for reading and please if you find a review by a trans/gnc person send it to me or comment their handle below!!
*This review is of an uncorrected proof*
DNF at 40% - but skimmed through the rest.
Quite frankly I had to put this down as I began to feel sick reading about a trans teen being tortured over and over. I could have stomached this if it had been based in personal truth, but it is not, and this coupled with often one-dimensional writing was too much to bear. Silvey is a cis man writing detailed sexual, emotional and physical violence against a trans teenager, experiences which he has not lived but decided he understands enough to take on a first-person pov. This is where I feel the novel is harmful, in Silveys poorly written ownerships of an incredibly individual and often unheard experience.
I simply do not believe Silveys claims of being hip n cool with the gays, because in what world would a drag queen allow a FOURTEEN YEAR OLD CHILD backstage (where alcohol and other substances are usually present), give her a wig (do you know how much good wigs cost) and then let this RANDOM FOURTEEN YEAR OLD CHILD perform at a club, not at an open mic night but at a show. Has Silvey been to a drag show? does he know even one drag queen?? because I can say with confidence this shit would never happen. All drag queens are not maternal fairy godmothers who will give you free stuff and push you on stage, Rupaul is a character craig turn off the tv. You know how I know this? because I have lived experience as part of that community and would not speak on it otherwise. This is just one of the instances where the writing seemed shallow, characters stereotypical and the feeling altogether out of touch.
As much as writing is a craft, publishing is an industry. Silvey is profiting off the experiences of a marginalised group and taking up space because let's face it, there is a limited quota of LGBT+ books published by the big houses. I tried to think of one novel written by a trans woman readily available at the bookshop I work at, to read myself in the hopes of recommending it to customers who may have enjoyed Honeybee. ONE Australian fictional novel centred on a trans woman BY a trans woman. I asked my co-workers, and we came up blank. Nothing. Is it that transgender people simply do not write? or is it more likely their stories are not being published. hmmmmmmmmmm
I guess my big question would be why? Why write from the pov of a trans girl?
oh you're an ally? then how about championing trans authors.
This character came to you and you needed to write her? Why not write from Vic's perspective, as a cis man whose way of thinking is being challenged.
But you just had to write from first person pov!!!??? What about lending your name, as a mainstream Australian author and co-write with a trans author.
How about doing anything but making bank off a community which struggles to be heard and if you really feel you must ... make it good
This was a digestible and morally simplistic holiday release for boomers to read, come to the conclusion that transphobia and toxic masculinity bad >:---( and pat themselves on the back for having the bare minimum of human empathy without being challenged. I worry that the kudos Silvey is receiving will limit the valid criticism and discussions to be had about this novel for fear of coming across as both offensive and offended.
I'm too annoyed to edit this properly so it was probably messy but thanks for reading and please if you find a review by a trans/gnc person send it to me or comment their handle below!!
*This review is of an uncorrected proof*
November 26, 2020
the majority of you have probably never heard of craig silvey, but he is an australian author who wrote a delightful gem of a book called
‘jasper jones.�
its been over ten years since hes written a new novel, so i was ecstatic when i heard about this new release (even if i hate the cover).
i want to begin my review by saying that i have no doubt this book will help, comfort, and give hope to many young teens. this is a book about visibility and worth and i think CS has written something that will save a lot of people. its real, yet soft. heartbreaking as it is heartwarming. its a necessary story and one that i am glad is written.
that being said, from a subjective point of view, i was a little bored throughout and the stereotypes/clichés wore on me after awhile. but i dont want my own personal issues to override the importance of this story, so i am going to leave it at that.
� 3.5 stars
i want to begin my review by saying that i have no doubt this book will help, comfort, and give hope to many young teens. this is a book about visibility and worth and i think CS has written something that will save a lot of people. its real, yet soft. heartbreaking as it is heartwarming. its a necessary story and one that i am glad is written.
that being said, from a subjective point of view, i was a little bored throughout and the stereotypes/clichés wore on me after awhile. but i dont want my own personal issues to override the importance of this story, so i am going to leave it at that.
� 3.5 stars
January 24, 2023
Honeybee is a heartbreaking and beautiful book about a transgender teen living at the margins of society. His single mother is too immersed in her own world to really see who he is and give him the love and support he needs. She has struggled to bring him up alone and they move constantly from one cheap flat to another, stealing food and goods to get by. She leaves him alone most nights to go clubbing and to meet men, while he secretly dresses up in female clothing and makeup or learns to cook by watching cooking videos of Julia Child. He has no friends and is bullied relentlessly at school and made to feel he has no worth. When his mother eventually moves in with a man, who is a thug and a bully, he tolerates Sam living with them but derides any sign of weakness in Sam, telling him to man-up. At the end of his tether Sam is standing at the railing on an overpass contemplating the long drop down to the road below when he meets Vic, an elderly man contemplating the same thing. An unlikely friendship between two lost souls forms that will ultimately save them both.
Silvey has been criticised by some readers for writing about trans gender people when he is a straight man, but for me it's part of a writer's role to explore what it means to be different. Otherwise, how would we ever have all the amazing novels peopled by the wonderfully diverse characters invented by writers. In talking to trans groups and drag queens (as noted in his acknowledgments) Silvey has done his research and this shows in his sensitive depiction of Sam and Peter, the drag queen who later befriends him. I'm sure that many of those born trans will have had an even rougher time than Sam in their journey to be accepted as themselves and most will not have the fairytale ending that Silvey gives Sam, but that doesn't stop us cheering for him. Also, realistically, we know life for Sam won't all be peaches and cream as he will still face lifelong prejudice and derision from those who do not understand him.
Apart from Sam, Silvey has given us a whole cast of wonderful unconventional characters who befriend and support Sam. As well as Vic the elderly widower who rescues Sam, there is Peter the nurse and drag queen (and his bevy of fellow drag queens) who knows what Sam is going through. Aggie, a girl his own age from a Sri Lankan family is also a delightful character. Overweight and nerdy, she loves playing D&D and is hence also on the sidelines at school, but secure in the love and support from her own strong parents and is able to give Sam the unconditional friendship he needs. Throughout Silvey maintains a light touch. Although there are some dark times for Sam and scenes of violence there are also joyous moments and many touches of humour. This sensitive coming of age novel with its message of hope and acceptance deserves to be widely read by teens and adults of all genders.
Silvey has been criticised by some readers for writing about trans gender people when he is a straight man, but for me it's part of a writer's role to explore what it means to be different. Otherwise, how would we ever have all the amazing novels peopled by the wonderfully diverse characters invented by writers. In talking to trans groups and drag queens (as noted in his acknowledgments) Silvey has done his research and this shows in his sensitive depiction of Sam and Peter, the drag queen who later befriends him. I'm sure that many of those born trans will have had an even rougher time than Sam in their journey to be accepted as themselves and most will not have the fairytale ending that Silvey gives Sam, but that doesn't stop us cheering for him. Also, realistically, we know life for Sam won't all be peaches and cream as he will still face lifelong prejudice and derision from those who do not understand him.
Apart from Sam, Silvey has given us a whole cast of wonderful unconventional characters who befriend and support Sam. As well as Vic the elderly widower who rescues Sam, there is Peter the nurse and drag queen (and his bevy of fellow drag queens) who knows what Sam is going through. Aggie, a girl his own age from a Sri Lankan family is also a delightful character. Overweight and nerdy, she loves playing D&D and is hence also on the sidelines at school, but secure in the love and support from her own strong parents and is able to give Sam the unconditional friendship he needs. Throughout Silvey maintains a light touch. Although there are some dark times for Sam and scenes of violence there are also joyous moments and many touches of humour. This sensitive coming of age novel with its message of hope and acceptance deserves to be widely read by teens and adults of all genders.
June 14, 2022
What a beautiful story of a boy seeking love and acceptance, making mistakes and learning from them, and realising friendships are to be treasured as friends loves and stand by you irrespective of who you are.
January 24, 2023
Fourteen-year-old Sam Watson couldn’t take the bullying anymore. He stood on the edge of the bridge, high above the road and wondered what it would feel like. When he saw a man at the other end it made him pause � he didn’t want any witnesses. Vic was old, tired and ready to join his wife, his beloved Edie who had been gone for ten years. But when Vic saw the young man, he wanted to stop him. Vic and Sam became unlikely friends; Sam stayed at Vic’s house and they talked. Vic told Sam about his wife, about his life, and taught Sam to just be. Vic wanted Sam to be himself � but that was what Sam couldn’t be�
Sam couldn’t go home. His stepfather was volatile and mean; his mother, whom he loved dearly, didn’t need him anymore, now that she had Steve. Sam couldn’t be himself in front of his stepfather � or his stepfather’s friends, so he tried to bulk himself up, build muscles, become a man. But it was Vic, the man Sam called his grandfather, who let him relax, taught him about motorcycles, appreciated when Sam cooked for him. But that happiness wouldn’t last�
Honeybee, the long anticipated new novel by Aussie author Craig Silvey, author of Jasper Jones, is a well told coming of age story; a poignant, profound, heartbreaking story of youth and finding your way. Of navigating life’s journey without family support behind you when you needed it most. Sam was broken when we first met him, and it didn’t take long to see why. I thoroughly enjoyed the characters, especially Sam and Vic, but also Fella Bitzgerald and Aggie. Each and every character had depth and brought something to the story. I have no hesitation in highly recommending Honeybee.
With thanks to Allen & Unwin for my ARC to read in exchange for an honest review.
Sam couldn’t go home. His stepfather was volatile and mean; his mother, whom he loved dearly, didn’t need him anymore, now that she had Steve. Sam couldn’t be himself in front of his stepfather � or his stepfather’s friends, so he tried to bulk himself up, build muscles, become a man. But it was Vic, the man Sam called his grandfather, who let him relax, taught him about motorcycles, appreciated when Sam cooked for him. But that happiness wouldn’t last�
Honeybee, the long anticipated new novel by Aussie author Craig Silvey, author of Jasper Jones, is a well told coming of age story; a poignant, profound, heartbreaking story of youth and finding your way. Of navigating life’s journey without family support behind you when you needed it most. Sam was broken when we first met him, and it didn’t take long to see why. I thoroughly enjoyed the characters, especially Sam and Vic, but also Fella Bitzgerald and Aggie. Each and every character had depth and brought something to the story. I have no hesitation in highly recommending Honeybee.
With thanks to Allen & Unwin for my ARC to read in exchange for an honest review.
January 22, 2021
Fiction writing at its best published 2020.
5 stars for its emotion and emphathy.
After reading so many great reviews about Honeybee I was expecting a good reading experience but I was not prepared for a mind altering journey.
You wander through life and you see thing that upset you and thing that make you happy but for the most part your life is fairly untouched by what goes on around you.
You know that there are a lot of fringe dwellers out there and once or twice a year you give what can to help these poor people. But your life goes on, safe and secure, and once again the fringe dwellers are pushed to the back of your mind.
Over the last few years there has been a lot more thought and consideration give to the LGBT community that share this plant with us. And whilst there is a lot more acceptance of people labelled LGBT for most of us a true understanding of the trials, ridicule and alienation they experience is beyond us.
Well Honeybee took the blinkers off and gave me the vision to understand the emotional pressure cooker that the LGBT community calls life.
Sam, the hero of our journey, is a 13 year old transgender boy whose efforts to fit in are confronting and heartbreaking. But it’s not all doom and gloom for Sam’s uplifting moments will have you soaring.
What elevates Honeybee above and beyond is Sam. Sam with all his faults and all his love is someone I will never forget.
The real hero is, of course, the author, Craig Silvey. Without his artistry and finesse for the written word I would still be blinkered.
My recommendation is off the chart.
5 stars for its emotion and emphathy.
After reading so many great reviews about Honeybee I was expecting a good reading experience but I was not prepared for a mind altering journey.
You wander through life and you see thing that upset you and thing that make you happy but for the most part your life is fairly untouched by what goes on around you.
You know that there are a lot of fringe dwellers out there and once or twice a year you give what can to help these poor people. But your life goes on, safe and secure, and once again the fringe dwellers are pushed to the back of your mind.
Over the last few years there has been a lot more thought and consideration give to the LGBT community that share this plant with us. And whilst there is a lot more acceptance of people labelled LGBT for most of us a true understanding of the trials, ridicule and alienation they experience is beyond us.
Well Honeybee took the blinkers off and gave me the vision to understand the emotional pressure cooker that the LGBT community calls life.
Sam, the hero of our journey, is a 13 year old transgender boy whose efforts to fit in are confronting and heartbreaking. But it’s not all doom and gloom for Sam’s uplifting moments will have you soaring.
What elevates Honeybee above and beyond is Sam. Sam with all his faults and all his love is someone I will never forget.
The real hero is, of course, the author, Craig Silvey. Without his artistry and finesse for the written word I would still be blinkered.
My recommendation is off the chart.
May 11, 2021
*** Winner of the 2021 Indie Book Awards for Fiction 2021 ***
*** Shortlisted for the 2021 ABIA Prize ***
*** Winner of Dymocks Book of the Year 2020***
� You got to give it a fighting chance. Find out who you are, and live that life.�
This book! Oh my heart. I am feeling completely overwhelmed and emotional. If only I could paint this review in colours instead of words. All the colours of every feeling would be there. The opening pages have two strangers standing at the same bridge overpass, looking at the road below, contemplating their future. Deciding what their next move would be. It was so hard to read.
”I wasn’t scared either, when I climbed over the rail. I didn’t really feel much of anything� Then I wondered who would find me. Maybe it would be a truck driver or a shift worker. I felt bad for them.�
The two strangers on the bridge that night are fourteen year old Sam, and Vic, a widower, grieving the loss of his wife. Both are going through tough times. Both are questioning the point of continuing. Yet kismet has brought them together. It’s strange to think (but then life often is), that this is how two friends first meet. As the book unfolds we get to know Sam and Vic, and find out what led them to that painful moment that could have gone either way.
I read the first chapter a few times and had to put the book down. It was hard to contemplate what these two souls were going through.What they were considering. Let’s face it, it'stough.But take a deep breath and keep going. It is so worth it.
”I didn’t want to be mixed up. I just wanted to be normal. But I wasn’t. I was all wrong, and I didn’t know how to be right.�
I read this on my Kobo (eReader) and I had so many sections highlighted. I was often tempted to simply highlight entire pages, the story affected me that much. The only other book which has captured me to this level was Louis de Bernier’s Captain Corelli’s Mandolin. I love a book that makes you pause and think about what you're reading. Contemplate. Where youfeel so much.
This is a sensitive insight into identity, and finding your place in the world. The secrets we keep, often from those we love most. Being true to yourself, which is so hard when you’re not comfortable in your own skin. The things we do to survive. Do we grow from hardship and hard times, or does it force us deeper into ourselves?
”Then she asked if I was a boy or a girl.
‘I don’t know,� I said. ‘I’m just myself.’�
Sam is a sensitive soul who is trying to make sense of who he is. Why he feels the way he does. Why his body doesn't feel like its his own. Why he doesn't fit in. Why friends are so hard to make. Why, why, why.
There’s an eclectic mix of characters here, who contribute to the story. To Sam's journey. I loved the friendships that were made. I'll rephrase, I adored them.
I felt an entire myriad of emotions reading this. I felt anxious. I had a knot in my stomach. I smiled. I cried. In fact, for most of the book I had tears welling just behind my eyes. It's just that kind of book. There are no rainbows without rain. But for all the hard stuff, there are moments of joy and hope.
This book shows people in all their raw humanity, and how very much we need to find our people. The absolute importance of friendship. Those who see beyond the surface and accept us for who we are. Regardless of what we've done. Who wish for nothing more than our happiness. Age is no barrier. Gender is no barrier. Sexuality is no barrier. If you click, nothing else matters. At the end of it all, respect is the key. As is acceptance.
A true friend is yours, and you are theirs. Completely.
And if I've made this book sound like it deals with heavy topics, it's true. There is no denying that. But there are so many moments of wonder and joy, and cheeky cleverness. Sam learning to cook by watching Julia Child clips on YouTube. Pretending she's his Grandma. And what's not to love about a greyhound called Brick, after Paul Newman's character in Cat On A Hot Tin Roof.
Sam “Honeybee� Watson will always hold a special place in my heart. As will Vic. Aggie. Peter.
My review simply cannot do this book justice.
And to top it off, in the "Acknowledgements" section, Craig Silvey says "Thank you to Willy Vlautin." Talk about amazing. Yes. I've recently "discovered" Vlautin's writing, and he's become a firm favourite. I can see the thread between the two. Both are fine storytellers, who write about deeply flawed, very real characters. They don't shy away from the tough stuff, but they also show hope is there, if we allow ourselves to look for it.
✩✩✩✩� All the stars ✩✩✩✩�
”She put her lipstick on last, then she rolled her lips together and pouted and put a tissue between them and pressed down. She gave the tissue to me because I thought they were pretty and I liked to collect them. I had a whole shoebox full of her kisses.�
Always collect the kisses.
This book was nominated for - and won - the 2020 Dymocks Book of the Year. I understand this completely. Craig Silvey was so self effacing and humble in his interview when accepting the award. It was part of the reason I wanted to read this. His response spoke volumes. As does this book.
This is also nominated for the 2021 ABIA. I hope it wins. Truly. Fingers crossed.
Review update 11.May.21
I've just read that this book won the Indie Book Awards Fiction prize for 2021. So happy! Here's a nice snippet of Craig chatting about "Honeybee" for Abbey's Bookshop. A great little store, York Street, Sydney. Be sure to make a visit next time you're in town.
*** Shortlisted for the 2021 ABIA Prize ***
*** Winner of Dymocks Book of the Year 2020***
� You got to give it a fighting chance. Find out who you are, and live that life.�
This book! Oh my heart. I am feeling completely overwhelmed and emotional. If only I could paint this review in colours instead of words. All the colours of every feeling would be there. The opening pages have two strangers standing at the same bridge overpass, looking at the road below, contemplating their future. Deciding what their next move would be. It was so hard to read.
”I wasn’t scared either, when I climbed over the rail. I didn’t really feel much of anything� Then I wondered who would find me. Maybe it would be a truck driver or a shift worker. I felt bad for them.�
The two strangers on the bridge that night are fourteen year old Sam, and Vic, a widower, grieving the loss of his wife. Both are going through tough times. Both are questioning the point of continuing. Yet kismet has brought them together. It’s strange to think (but then life often is), that this is how two friends first meet. As the book unfolds we get to know Sam and Vic, and find out what led them to that painful moment that could have gone either way.
I read the first chapter a few times and had to put the book down. It was hard to contemplate what these two souls were going through.What they were considering. Let’s face it, it'stough.But take a deep breath and keep going. It is so worth it.
”I didn’t want to be mixed up. I just wanted to be normal. But I wasn’t. I was all wrong, and I didn’t know how to be right.�
I read this on my Kobo (eReader) and I had so many sections highlighted. I was often tempted to simply highlight entire pages, the story affected me that much. The only other book which has captured me to this level was Louis de Bernier’s Captain Corelli’s Mandolin. I love a book that makes you pause and think about what you're reading. Contemplate. Where youfeel so much.
This is a sensitive insight into identity, and finding your place in the world. The secrets we keep, often from those we love most. Being true to yourself, which is so hard when you’re not comfortable in your own skin. The things we do to survive. Do we grow from hardship and hard times, or does it force us deeper into ourselves?
”Then she asked if I was a boy or a girl.
‘I don’t know,� I said. ‘I’m just myself.’�
Sam is a sensitive soul who is trying to make sense of who he is. Why he feels the way he does. Why his body doesn't feel like its his own. Why he doesn't fit in. Why friends are so hard to make. Why, why, why.
There’s an eclectic mix of characters here, who contribute to the story. To Sam's journey. I loved the friendships that were made. I'll rephrase, I adored them.
I felt an entire myriad of emotions reading this. I felt anxious. I had a knot in my stomach. I smiled. I cried. In fact, for most of the book I had tears welling just behind my eyes. It's just that kind of book. There are no rainbows without rain. But for all the hard stuff, there are moments of joy and hope.
This book shows people in all their raw humanity, and how very much we need to find our people. The absolute importance of friendship. Those who see beyond the surface and accept us for who we are. Regardless of what we've done. Who wish for nothing more than our happiness. Age is no barrier. Gender is no barrier. Sexuality is no barrier. If you click, nothing else matters. At the end of it all, respect is the key. As is acceptance.
A true friend is yours, and you are theirs. Completely.
And if I've made this book sound like it deals with heavy topics, it's true. There is no denying that. But there are so many moments of wonder and joy, and cheeky cleverness. Sam learning to cook by watching Julia Child clips on YouTube. Pretending she's his Grandma. And what's not to love about a greyhound called Brick, after Paul Newman's character in Cat On A Hot Tin Roof.
Sam “Honeybee� Watson will always hold a special place in my heart. As will Vic. Aggie. Peter.
My review simply cannot do this book justice.
And to top it off, in the "Acknowledgements" section, Craig Silvey says "Thank you to Willy Vlautin." Talk about amazing. Yes. I've recently "discovered" Vlautin's writing, and he's become a firm favourite. I can see the thread between the two. Both are fine storytellers, who write about deeply flawed, very real characters. They don't shy away from the tough stuff, but they also show hope is there, if we allow ourselves to look for it.
✩✩✩✩� All the stars ✩✩✩✩�
”She put her lipstick on last, then she rolled her lips together and pouted and put a tissue between them and pressed down. She gave the tissue to me because I thought they were pretty and I liked to collect them. I had a whole shoebox full of her kisses.�
Always collect the kisses.
This book was nominated for - and won - the 2020 Dymocks Book of the Year. I understand this completely. Craig Silvey was so self effacing and humble in his interview when accepting the award. It was part of the reason I wanted to read this. His response spoke volumes. As does this book.
This is also nominated for the 2021 ABIA. I hope it wins. Truly. Fingers crossed.
Review update 11.May.21
I've just read that this book won the Indie Book Awards Fiction prize for 2021. So happy! Here's a nice snippet of Craig chatting about "Honeybee" for Abbey's Bookshop. A great little store, York Street, Sydney. Be sure to make a visit next time you're in town.
October 21, 2020
I was somewhat apprehensive to read this as I was one of the few people who wasn't that charmed by Silvey's Jasper Jones, which is now considered an Australian classic. I do try to give authors a second chance, especially if the previous read showed potential and talent.
In case my rating hasn't given it away, I loved Honeybee. I read it with a critical eye, expecting over the top misery and trauma, unbelievable characters and other tricks of the trade that make us feel. I never felt manipulated, I didn't find plot holes and, most importantly, Sam, aka Honeybee, was very believable. In Jasper Jones I could see the writer's strings, this time around I was completely captivated by the plot and the characters. I was also impressed with the pace and high level maintained throughout the novel, there were no parts that sagged or were tedious.
Oh, did I mention that Silvey is a Perth author and that the novel is set in Perth, Western Australia? That was just the cherry on the cake or should it be honey.
Highly recommended
In case my rating hasn't given it away, I loved Honeybee. I read it with a critical eye, expecting over the top misery and trauma, unbelievable characters and other tricks of the trade that make us feel. I never felt manipulated, I didn't find plot holes and, most importantly, Sam, aka Honeybee, was very believable. In Jasper Jones I could see the writer's strings, this time around I was completely captivated by the plot and the characters. I was also impressed with the pace and high level maintained throughout the novel, there were no parts that sagged or were tedious.
Oh, did I mention that Silvey is a Perth author and that the novel is set in Perth, Western Australia? That was just the cherry on the cake or should it be honey.
Highly recommended
March 28, 2021
5�
“I liked feeling exhausted and I liked punishing my body. I imagined my muscles tearing apart. I wanted to rip myself up from the inside.�
Sam Watson is 14, that tricky age between childhood and later adolescence, which is when many young people begin to feel their power. He's still powerless. The book opens with him telling how he was standing on an overpass in Perth, preparing to jump when he notices an older guy doing the same thing but having a last cigarette. Vic.
[I usually prefer to read books, but my library had only the audio available, and I have to say that Harvey Zielinski’s narration was spot-on. He made a very believable Sam, who tells his story in the first person. I've since learned that Zielinski is transgender himself, which may have added to the authenticity. Whatever - he was great!]
Vic and Sam form a strong bond, as each has lost the most important person in their lives. For Vic, it was his adored wife, Edie, who died. For Sam, it is his mum, who has been the centre of his world and vice-versa. She was a very young mother and all they’ve ever had is each other . . . until she fell for Steve, a criminal who has brought violence and drugs into their world. Sam is an annoying weirdo, as far as Steve’s concerned. It’s Steve’s friends who are into bodybuilding, which Sam tries (as in the opening quotation).
Secretly, Sam has always loved to wear his mother’s clothes, playing dress-ups as she called it. She called him Honeybee. For Sam, it’s his school uniforms that are the dress-ups. His other refuge was watching movies and videos, and when he discovered Julia Childs and her cooking show, he was hooked. He absorbed every word and still pretends she’s his grandmother.
The story takes him everywhere, with Vic and without, although Vic remains a pivotal part of his life. He accepts Sam completely, especially after Sam cooks his favourite meal. I mean, who wouldn’t love to have a kid who can turn out fantastic food? But for Vic, it shows that Sam is passionate and committed and smart. He has a lot to offer the world, and Vic becomes committed to supporting that.
Vic’s a Vietnam vet, and it’s obvious that losing Edie isn’t the only thing preying on his mind. He explains to Sam how the Australian conscription lottery worked, basically pulling birthdates out of a hat, so when your number comes up . . .
“That night, I stared at the ceiling and I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about how Vic had to stop his life and go to war. It was unfair that he didn’t have a choice. It reminded me of the Dungeon Master in Aggie’s game, the person who didn’t play but decided the rules, then everything came down to a roll of the dice. Vic said it was all worth it because he met Edie when he came home. It was really romantic. . . .
I felt sad because Vic missed her so much. Then I felt jealous because nobody would ever love me as much as Vic loved Edie. And I knew that I would go to war, too, if it meant coming home to someone.�
This is a much longer and more complicated story than I expected, and I loved it all. He finds Edie’s diaries, so we get a lot more background.
“It was strange, because Vic had told me things that he hadn’t told Edie. I knew the secrets they kept from each other. Edie’s diaries made me realise life was made up of lots of small moments that you could control and a few big ones that you couldn’t.�
Bit by bit, Sam’s trying to learn how to control those small moments, and it helps that he meets Aggie. She is a funny, imaginative teenager, who’s into all kinds of games and talks a blue streak. Her family loves Sam. She’s a busy texter.
“Merry Christmas Samwise! Hope you’re ok. My mum woke us all up this morning by setting off the smoke alarm trying to make surprise pancakes. All she managed to achieve was the surprise. She is now banned from the kitchen.�
There’s a busybody down the road. Old guy with young boy? Hmmm - questionable. Then there are some drag queens, whom Sam adores � and likewise! Vic completely accepts Sam wearing Edie’s clothes and wanting to see a drag show. Later, one performer, Fella Bitzgerald, fits a wig on Sam.
“I sat back down on the chair, and in the mirror, I could see Fella Bitzgerald searching through her bag behind me. She pulled out a beautiful sandy blonde wig. She gave it a couple of brushes and then she fit it onto my head.
‘How’s that? Snug? Too tight?�
‘No, it’s good,� I said.
‘It’s better than good. You are stunning! Look at yourself. Look!� She pointed at the mirror, and it made me smile and blush. She adjusted the wig and styled it. Then she knelt down and kept looking at me in the mirror. She spoke, so only I could hear.
‘This is your cape.�
‼.�
‘And you are a superhero, but the difference is, you’re not playing a character when you wear it. You’re letting your true self out. And f*ck anybody who doesn’t like it. This is your cape. It’s yours to keep.��
There is a lot packed into this book, including terror and violence. But I think it is outweighed by hope and persistence. And love, of course.
Silvey's unique, memorable Honeybee character was inspired by an incident described in his interview with ‘The Guardian� last September, which I highly recommend. (There are no spoilers.)
“I liked feeling exhausted and I liked punishing my body. I imagined my muscles tearing apart. I wanted to rip myself up from the inside.�
Sam Watson is 14, that tricky age between childhood and later adolescence, which is when many young people begin to feel their power. He's still powerless. The book opens with him telling how he was standing on an overpass in Perth, preparing to jump when he notices an older guy doing the same thing but having a last cigarette. Vic.
[I usually prefer to read books, but my library had only the audio available, and I have to say that Harvey Zielinski’s narration was spot-on. He made a very believable Sam, who tells his story in the first person. I've since learned that Zielinski is transgender himself, which may have added to the authenticity. Whatever - he was great!]
Vic and Sam form a strong bond, as each has lost the most important person in their lives. For Vic, it was his adored wife, Edie, who died. For Sam, it is his mum, who has been the centre of his world and vice-versa. She was a very young mother and all they’ve ever had is each other . . . until she fell for Steve, a criminal who has brought violence and drugs into their world. Sam is an annoying weirdo, as far as Steve’s concerned. It’s Steve’s friends who are into bodybuilding, which Sam tries (as in the opening quotation).
Secretly, Sam has always loved to wear his mother’s clothes, playing dress-ups as she called it. She called him Honeybee. For Sam, it’s his school uniforms that are the dress-ups. His other refuge was watching movies and videos, and when he discovered Julia Childs and her cooking show, he was hooked. He absorbed every word and still pretends she’s his grandmother.
The story takes him everywhere, with Vic and without, although Vic remains a pivotal part of his life. He accepts Sam completely, especially after Sam cooks his favourite meal. I mean, who wouldn’t love to have a kid who can turn out fantastic food? But for Vic, it shows that Sam is passionate and committed and smart. He has a lot to offer the world, and Vic becomes committed to supporting that.
Vic’s a Vietnam vet, and it’s obvious that losing Edie isn’t the only thing preying on his mind. He explains to Sam how the Australian conscription lottery worked, basically pulling birthdates out of a hat, so when your number comes up . . .
“That night, I stared at the ceiling and I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking about how Vic had to stop his life and go to war. It was unfair that he didn’t have a choice. It reminded me of the Dungeon Master in Aggie’s game, the person who didn’t play but decided the rules, then everything came down to a roll of the dice. Vic said it was all worth it because he met Edie when he came home. It was really romantic. . . .
I felt sad because Vic missed her so much. Then I felt jealous because nobody would ever love me as much as Vic loved Edie. And I knew that I would go to war, too, if it meant coming home to someone.�
This is a much longer and more complicated story than I expected, and I loved it all. He finds Edie’s diaries, so we get a lot more background.
“It was strange, because Vic had told me things that he hadn’t told Edie. I knew the secrets they kept from each other. Edie’s diaries made me realise life was made up of lots of small moments that you could control and a few big ones that you couldn’t.�
Bit by bit, Sam’s trying to learn how to control those small moments, and it helps that he meets Aggie. She is a funny, imaginative teenager, who’s into all kinds of games and talks a blue streak. Her family loves Sam. She’s a busy texter.
“Merry Christmas Samwise! Hope you’re ok. My mum woke us all up this morning by setting off the smoke alarm trying to make surprise pancakes. All she managed to achieve was the surprise. She is now banned from the kitchen.�
There’s a busybody down the road. Old guy with young boy? Hmmm - questionable. Then there are some drag queens, whom Sam adores � and likewise! Vic completely accepts Sam wearing Edie’s clothes and wanting to see a drag show. Later, one performer, Fella Bitzgerald, fits a wig on Sam.
“I sat back down on the chair, and in the mirror, I could see Fella Bitzgerald searching through her bag behind me. She pulled out a beautiful sandy blonde wig. She gave it a couple of brushes and then she fit it onto my head.
‘How’s that? Snug? Too tight?�
‘No, it’s good,� I said.
‘It’s better than good. You are stunning! Look at yourself. Look!� She pointed at the mirror, and it made me smile and blush. She adjusted the wig and styled it. Then she knelt down and kept looking at me in the mirror. She spoke, so only I could hear.
‘This is your cape.�
‼.�
‘And you are a superhero, but the difference is, you’re not playing a character when you wear it. You’re letting your true self out. And f*ck anybody who doesn’t like it. This is your cape. It’s yours to keep.��
There is a lot packed into this book, including terror and violence. But I think it is outweighed by hope and persistence. And love, of course.
Silvey's unique, memorable Honeybee character was inspired by an incident described in his interview with ‘The Guardian� last September, which I highly recommend. (There are no spoilers.)
November 22, 2022
Here we have yet another emotive, heart wrenching yet life affirming and of course topical book from an author of very high regard. Again, this story has everything (this was the basis of the question I put to the author last night) and the reader must be ready for a good dose of heft. It is not smooth sailing, and I was bogged down with weight and sadness, but you will notice I have still rated this a full and enthusiastic five ★★★★�
A young and very troubled boy who deserves to be at the cusp of their life, crosses paths with another tortured soul, who also is facing the same extreme circumstance, at the very same point in time. This is a sliding doors moment, but please be assured this is not a paranormal book at all.
Their ally is Vic, who, at the other end of the life cycle, is an older man nearing life’s end.
Young Sam is helped by Vic in ways unimaginable, for Sam has never experienced familial and unconditional love. Vic becomes that for them and steps up into a role that Sam never has had before. One of a loving mentor providing non-judgemental love and support.
Sam is not comfortable in their body as a male, had never been, they identify in a different realm to the expected, they love their name Honeybee, bestowed upon them by their troubled, tempestuous, and addicted mother, who has been a single mother has done the best she knew how to do. This mother and son drifted from rented property to the next and the next, and so on. Left alone at night while their mother tried to capture her next allusive high. She suffered from erratic and poor mental health, putting her own needs, and that of men in her life, before Sam. It breaks your heart.
This moniker stems from a dress up at a young age where their mother finally followed through and designed their bumble bee outfit for school, working through the night on an obvious high, even turning up for the performance the next day. This is where Sam learns their craft, they can put together any outfit and adores wearing their mum’s clothes, accessories and make up. It is where they finally feel free. But this freedom has come at a cost at ALL stages in their life, and we see the tremendous suffering through all of this. The urge to do this natural act comes at a peril of physical and mental wellbeing.
So grateful they encountered a cast of loving ensemble characters (apart from Vic) the adorable Aggie, a girl near their age, and a whip smart drag queen slash nurse, named Bella Fitzgerald. Bella The scenes in the drag show are to die for, I listened to the audio and not only got to ‘feel� and ‘live� the show, the narration was so divine!!!!! Harvey Zielinski? Yes please!
Sam has raised themself, has learned to cook at a high level, which they enjoy to a passion, being able to turn a deft hand to anything and everything. This is their outlet, and they excel.
I saw the author at an event last night. I was able to ask my question and got a fabulous answer. This has been readied for a six-part series, with the same production company that is creating the miniseries Boy Swallows Universe. What can the amazing Craig Silvey not do? En pointe and so very smart. This is a big story, with an even BIGGER heart and soul, which is HONEYBEE.
*I chose the they pronoun as Sam doens't fit the mould, and it's such a personal story, I didn't want to assume either polarity.
A young and very troubled boy who deserves to be at the cusp of their life, crosses paths with another tortured soul, who also is facing the same extreme circumstance, at the very same point in time. This is a sliding doors moment, but please be assured this is not a paranormal book at all.
Their ally is Vic, who, at the other end of the life cycle, is an older man nearing life’s end.
Young Sam is helped by Vic in ways unimaginable, for Sam has never experienced familial and unconditional love. Vic becomes that for them and steps up into a role that Sam never has had before. One of a loving mentor providing non-judgemental love and support.
Sam is not comfortable in their body as a male, had never been, they identify in a different realm to the expected, they love their name Honeybee, bestowed upon them by their troubled, tempestuous, and addicted mother, who has been a single mother has done the best she knew how to do. This mother and son drifted from rented property to the next and the next, and so on. Left alone at night while their mother tried to capture her next allusive high. She suffered from erratic and poor mental health, putting her own needs, and that of men in her life, before Sam. It breaks your heart.
This moniker stems from a dress up at a young age where their mother finally followed through and designed their bumble bee outfit for school, working through the night on an obvious high, even turning up for the performance the next day. This is where Sam learns their craft, they can put together any outfit and adores wearing their mum’s clothes, accessories and make up. It is where they finally feel free. But this freedom has come at a cost at ALL stages in their life, and we see the tremendous suffering through all of this. The urge to do this natural act comes at a peril of physical and mental wellbeing.
So grateful they encountered a cast of loving ensemble characters (apart from Vic) the adorable Aggie, a girl near their age, and a whip smart drag queen slash nurse, named Bella Fitzgerald. Bella The scenes in the drag show are to die for, I listened to the audio and not only got to ‘feel� and ‘live� the show, the narration was so divine!!!!! Harvey Zielinski? Yes please!
Sam has raised themself, has learned to cook at a high level, which they enjoy to a passion, being able to turn a deft hand to anything and everything. This is their outlet, and they excel.
I saw the author at an event last night. I was able to ask my question and got a fabulous answer. This has been readied for a six-part series, with the same production company that is creating the miniseries Boy Swallows Universe. What can the amazing Craig Silvey not do? En pointe and so very smart. This is a big story, with an even BIGGER heart and soul, which is HONEYBEE.
*I chose the they pronoun as Sam doens't fit the mould, and it's such a personal story, I didn't want to assume either polarity.
April 9, 2021
A Chance meeting on the end of Clayton Road overpass leads to a long lasting friendship that will also tear them apart.
Sam Watson is a trans gender teen who is looked after by his drug addicted mother who lives in a run down apartment, she leaves him alone at night only to return in the morning to abuse him. Sam is a great cook so he decides to cook his mother meals but does she appreciate it NO! she says she never wanted him & eventually Sarah his mother tells him to go.
He decides to go away to live somewhere where he is looked after he sees an old man calling him named Vic who takes him in , together they form a bond that know one can break, you see Vic treats him like he is meant to being treated, he doesn't care if he likes to dress up in women's clothes & makeup he is who he is.
When Sarah meets Steve she sees a way out of her problems, until he meets Sam well he catches Sam in women's clothes & bashes him to the point of seeing stars, Steve & his mates are criminals with a record but Sarah doesn't
know.
i wont go on any further but this was my favourite book of the year so far it was beautifully written intricately told by the POV of Sam & Vic it was a heart breaking story of friendship love & hope. I had Empathy for Sam I just wanted too give him a hug & say everything is okay but what he had to endure was tearing me up & sad. I loved the way Mr Silvey penned the prose & Sam was written superbly.
Trigger WARNING
If you don't like animal cruelty Drug use & brutality that was hard to read then this book is not for you but if you do this will not disappoint.
Sam Watson is a trans gender teen who is looked after by his drug addicted mother who lives in a run down apartment, she leaves him alone at night only to return in the morning to abuse him. Sam is a great cook so he decides to cook his mother meals but does she appreciate it NO! she says she never wanted him & eventually Sarah his mother tells him to go.
He decides to go away to live somewhere where he is looked after he sees an old man calling him named Vic who takes him in , together they form a bond that know one can break, you see Vic treats him like he is meant to being treated, he doesn't care if he likes to dress up in women's clothes & makeup he is who he is.
When Sarah meets Steve she sees a way out of her problems, until he meets Sam well he catches Sam in women's clothes & bashes him to the point of seeing stars, Steve & his mates are criminals with a record but Sarah doesn't
know.
i wont go on any further but this was my favourite book of the year so far it was beautifully written intricately told by the POV of Sam & Vic it was a heart breaking story of friendship love & hope. I had Empathy for Sam I just wanted too give him a hug & say everything is okay but what he had to endure was tearing me up & sad. I loved the way Mr Silvey penned the prose & Sam was written superbly.
Trigger WARNING
If you don't like animal cruelty Drug use & brutality that was hard to read then this book is not for you but if you do this will not disappoint.
January 8, 2021
⭐️5 Stars⭐️
Oh my goodness where do I start? There was so much I absolutely loved about this book! It made me feel so many different emotions. was thought provoking, powerful but also heartbreaking.
🍯🐝I loved Sam! How could you not?
🍯🐝I loved his cooking!
🍯🐝I loved Vic & Edie!
🍯🐝I loved that fate brought Sam to Vic!
& so much more!
A fast paced, sensitively written coming of age book about a boy trying to find his way. It’s dark and it’s luminous and it’s everything in between! A must read! This is likely my last review for this year 2020 and what a great one to go out with! ❤️
Honeybee did make me tear up. Sam was battling so badly with who he was from such a young age it tore at my heart. Everyone in this world deserves the right to be who they are and treated with kindness! Honeybee is such a relevant and important story for our times.
Dare I mention that the Peppa Pig reference was hysterical and I don’t know if I can ever look at her face again without a giggle when I'm reading to my grandkids!
There are so many themes in this book, bullying, crime, abuse, cooking, friendship, suicide, transgender and alcoholism.
Fabulous reading, 100% recommend. I must read the book by the same author!
Oh my goodness where do I start? There was so much I absolutely loved about this book! It made me feel so many different emotions. was thought provoking, powerful but also heartbreaking.
🍯🐝I loved Sam! How could you not?
🍯🐝I loved his cooking!
🍯🐝I loved Vic & Edie!
🍯🐝I loved that fate brought Sam to Vic!
& so much more!
A fast paced, sensitively written coming of age book about a boy trying to find his way. It’s dark and it’s luminous and it’s everything in between! A must read! This is likely my last review for this year 2020 and what a great one to go out with! ❤️
Honeybee did make me tear up. Sam was battling so badly with who he was from such a young age it tore at my heart. Everyone in this world deserves the right to be who they are and treated with kindness! Honeybee is such a relevant and important story for our times.
Dare I mention that the Peppa Pig reference was hysterical and I don’t know if I can ever look at her face again without a giggle when I'm reading to my grandkids!
There are so many themes in this book, bullying, crime, abuse, cooking, friendship, suicide, transgender and alcoholism.
Fabulous reading, 100% recommend. I must read the book by the same author!
August 7, 2020
'Honeybee' is one of the best books ever to be written. I give it 30 out of 10. Craig Silvey's talent for taking the reader into another world is outstanding and there was nothing that I didn't love about this book. My reactions to the story were so visceral. I laughed out loud in the club scenes, I cried at the vulnerable moments, I flinched when I read about Sam's injuries.
Rather than gobble your way through this book, read it slowly and savour the journey.
Thank you so much to Craig and Peri at Allen & Unwin for giving my friend and I an advance copy. It was very generous of you and much appreciated.
Rather than gobble your way through this book, read it slowly and savour the journey.
Thank you so much to Craig and Peri at Allen & Unwin for giving my friend and I an advance copy. It was very generous of you and much appreciated.
March 29, 2025
✨🐶🐀🐀🐀🐀�
5 feral rats out of 5 feral rats for Honeybee
✨🐶🐀🐀🐀🐀�
Aiiight, I’m always skeptical on anything that is Australian-based, it hits too close to home for me and loses some of the appeal of escapism that I generally want from reading.
But HOT DIGGITY DAMN, this book sent my soul into a trash compactor and I was ugly crying in my car driving down the highway.
(I listened on audio, and it FUCKING WRECKED ME and I was Kim K ugly crying in my car and ruined my make up on the way to an event)
Queer, Australian, Heart-wrenching, DEVASTATINGLY HUMAN and BEAUTIFUL. 😭😭😭
I will be sending Craig Silvey my therapy bill 💖
Also, Australian accents lowkey send me mental (even though I have one, hypocritical I am aware 🤣) but the audio (according to my audible by Harvey Zielinski) KNOCKED THE STORY OUT OF THE PARK. I don’t think I’ve ever enjoyed an Australian accent so much before and I don’t feel any other narrator could have done what Harvey brought to the table with this one. 💖
5 feral rats out of 5 feral rats for Honeybee
✨🐶🐀🐀🐀🐀�
Aiiight, I’m always skeptical on anything that is Australian-based, it hits too close to home for me and loses some of the appeal of escapism that I generally want from reading.
But HOT DIGGITY DAMN, this book sent my soul into a trash compactor and I was ugly crying in my car driving down the highway.
(I listened on audio, and it FUCKING WRECKED ME and I was Kim K ugly crying in my car and ruined my make up on the way to an event)
Queer, Australian, Heart-wrenching, DEVASTATINGLY HUMAN and BEAUTIFUL. 😭😭😭
I will be sending Craig Silvey my therapy bill 💖
Also, Australian accents lowkey send me mental (even though I have one, hypocritical I am aware 🤣) but the audio (according to my audible by Harvey Zielinski) KNOCKED THE STORY OUT OF THE PARK. I don’t think I’ve ever enjoyed an Australian accent so much before and I don’t feel any other narrator could have done what Harvey brought to the table with this one. 💖
January 23, 2023
welcome everyone, except this book and its author, to 202-Queer 🌈�, the year where i only read queer books
i think there's a lot that can be said about not-own-voice authors writing about the lives and struggles of certain minority groups.
every author should definitely strive to be as inclusive in their writing as possible and include characters that might differ from their personal experiences in any and every regard. also, noone should be forced to come out as being part of a certain group just to write about said group.
that being said, something about a cis author choosing a first person pov to write about a trans girl hating herself for being trans and wishing to be "normal" just rubs me the wrong way.
there is nothing to be gained from Silvey's book. he doesn't have the experience of what it truly means to be trans. he can hypothesize but he will never fully understand.
the entire writing just feels very detached. the description of the trans experience lacks depth. the entire thing just feels uninspired. it is what silvey assumes the trans experience is ("i hate myself, i want to be normal") when in reality that's oftentimes just not the truth or at least not all of it. it completely lacks any kind of nuance.
this book is just trauma porn for cis people. idk why silvey chose to write about trans struggles instead of trans joy (both experiences he doesn't have) but the connotations of a cis person writing about a trans person hating themselves are just very different than when it comes from an own voices author.
this book just serves for cis people to feel sorry for us for one second in their lives and tell their friends that "see, i am capable of feeling empathy for them" - yes, go pat yourself on the back, well done.
not only is it a bad portrayal of the trans experience, it is also a bad story. not to be like "this work of fiction is unrealistic" but this work of fiction is unrealistic.
this 14 year old gets kicked out of culinary school for being too young just to get an apprenticeship under a famous chef. there's a random bank robbery in there that made as much sense as twitter's new user interface under elons management.
it's not even a good time to read cause literally nothing good happens to honeybee.
her therapist compares her to her dog ffs.
overall, if silvey really felt like he needed to write this book there were tons of ways to go on about it that did not include writing from the first person pov of a 14 year old trans girl. he could have written it from the pov of the secondary character Vic, to name but one example.
this book has not been written with trans people in mind and it is not for us. this is a book for cis people who aren't ready to read about the actual trans experience from one of our own and instead want a surface level story to feel better about themselves. 1 star.
i think there's a lot that can be said about not-own-voice authors writing about the lives and struggles of certain minority groups.
every author should definitely strive to be as inclusive in their writing as possible and include characters that might differ from their personal experiences in any and every regard. also, noone should be forced to come out as being part of a certain group just to write about said group.
that being said, something about a cis author choosing a first person pov to write about a trans girl hating herself for being trans and wishing to be "normal" just rubs me the wrong way.
there is nothing to be gained from Silvey's book. he doesn't have the experience of what it truly means to be trans. he can hypothesize but he will never fully understand.
the entire writing just feels very detached. the description of the trans experience lacks depth. the entire thing just feels uninspired. it is what silvey assumes the trans experience is ("i hate myself, i want to be normal") when in reality that's oftentimes just not the truth or at least not all of it. it completely lacks any kind of nuance.
this book is just trauma porn for cis people. idk why silvey chose to write about trans struggles instead of trans joy (both experiences he doesn't have) but the connotations of a cis person writing about a trans person hating themselves are just very different than when it comes from an own voices author.
this book just serves for cis people to feel sorry for us for one second in their lives and tell their friends that "see, i am capable of feeling empathy for them" - yes, go pat yourself on the back, well done.
not only is it a bad portrayal of the trans experience, it is also a bad story. not to be like "this work of fiction is unrealistic" but this work of fiction is unrealistic.
this 14 year old gets kicked out of culinary school for being too young just to get an apprenticeship under a famous chef. there's a random bank robbery in there that made as much sense as twitter's new user interface under elons management.
it's not even a good time to read cause literally nothing good happens to honeybee.
her therapist compares her to her dog ffs.
overall, if silvey really felt like he needed to write this book there were tons of ways to go on about it that did not include writing from the first person pov of a 14 year old trans girl. he could have written it from the pov of the secondary character Vic, to name but one example.
this book has not been written with trans people in mind and it is not for us. this is a book for cis people who aren't ready to read about the actual trans experience from one of our own and instead want a surface level story to feel better about themselves. 1 star.
April 27, 2021
This book opens with a confronting and emotional scene. Standing on a ledge of a bridge, young Sam Watson decides he wants to end his life, he encounters Vic an elderly widower who is also at the end of his rope, somehow they talk each other out of a fatal decision and they form an unlikely friendship that uniquely bonds them. This book is a beautifully sad coming of age story, a tragic journey of self discovery. We follow Sam’s path as he transforms into Honeybee. We get a view of his life leading up to that moment and the events that transpire afterwards. Sam is forced to grow up quickly with his highly dysfunctional mother often neglecting him, having to witness the domestic violence at the hands of his mothers new boyfriend, all while dealing with his own struggles while holding a deep dark secret which only enhances his feelings of isolation and loneliness. It depicts some self harm and body dysmorphia we also discover the secret he is struggling with.
As with his previous novel Jasper Jones, I really enjoyed the writing and the tenderness he displays for Honeybee, it’s raw and heartbreaking but it also offers many tender and redemptive moments to counteract the heavy and darkness of this book. It’s also not completely surprising the author has received some backlash writing about a transgender teen while being a cis man. The argument being he has no first hand experience, it’s a fictional story and in no way disparages or makes light of the plight and anguish Honeybee faces and I feel it was considerate of the trans community. Being that there are so few books on this topic it may brings readers who normally wouldn’t encounter stories like this to obtain a better understanding.
As with his previous novel Jasper Jones, I really enjoyed the writing and the tenderness he displays for Honeybee, it’s raw and heartbreaking but it also offers many tender and redemptive moments to counteract the heavy and darkness of this book. It’s also not completely surprising the author has received some backlash writing about a transgender teen while being a cis man. The argument being he has no first hand experience, it’s a fictional story and in no way disparages or makes light of the plight and anguish Honeybee faces and I feel it was considerate of the trans community. Being that there are so few books on this topic it may brings readers who normally wouldn’t encounter stories like this to obtain a better understanding.
November 2, 2020
“I don’t like myself. I’m a mistake. It’s just better for everyone if I’m gone�. I shouldn’t be here. I was born wrong. And I do everything wrong�. I’m just wrong. And every day it’s worse. There isn’t any way out. There isn’t any answer.�
Honeybee is the third novel by award-winning Australian author, Craig Silvey. Fourteen-year-old Sam Watson meets elderly widower Vic under unusual circumstances: late one night they are both on the wrong side of the safety rail of the Clayton Road overpass, planning to end their lives when, somewhat unintentionally, they save each other. An unconscious connection is formed.
Days later, Sam is staying at Vic’s house, cooking gourmet meals, exploring Edie’s closet and learning about auto mechanics. Sam is surprised at how safe and comfortable he feels with this sad, lonely old man who seems satisfied with however much (or little) Sam is prepared to reveal about his life.
It’s quickly apparent what has led Vic to this momentous decision about his life; what has propelled someone of Sam’s tender years to the same conclusion is revealed much more gradually, mostly in flashbacks of his life.
Sam was a misfit at school but, despite the hand-to-mouth existence, the frequent evictions, the shoplifting, even when living in their car, he saw life with his single mum, Sarah as an idyll: Sam was happy. When they went to live with Steve, his mum changed, and they wanted Sam to change too.
“I tried harder to fit in, but there wasn’t a space for me. I didn’t know how I was supposed to be. It was like t was born speaking a language nobody else could understand, but I couldn’t talk any other way. So I stopped speaking, and I learned how to be invisible.�
Now, living with Vic, however unconventionally he behaves, Sam feels accepted: “Mate, I think you’re just you, and there’s nothing the matter with that.� He encounters the local busybody, (Neighbourhood Watch gone OTT, but comes in handy later), and he meets Aggie Meemeduma, a quirky teen who, along with her family, are genuinely friendly.
When Vic and Sam share their final wish, Sam is determined to make it happen for Vic. Aggie manages to come up with an audacious plan that Sam almost carries off. Sam is given sound advice, some of it from a surprising quarter: “You’re a sensitive kid. You think your own thoughts. Don’t ever lose that� Don’t go hard inside. Don’t change who you are� and he eventually discovers that he has true friends, more than he had ever imagined, and that he is worthy of them.
Some of the humour is deliciously dark, and Silvey manages to have the reader frequently laughing out loud, gasping in shock and choking up, often all on the same page. Retailers and bank managers might not appreciate the techniques Silvey gives his young protagonist for shop-lifting and bank robbery.
Silvey gives the reader a marvellous cast of characters, of whom the drag queen and the Dungeons & Dragons fan are likely to be favourites, although Sam and Vic cannot fail to win hearts. He gives them plenty of entertaining banter, astute observations and wise words, and it’s fitting to give Vic the last word: “Find out who you are, and live that life.� Moving, insightful and truly uplifting.
Honeybee is the third novel by award-winning Australian author, Craig Silvey. Fourteen-year-old Sam Watson meets elderly widower Vic under unusual circumstances: late one night they are both on the wrong side of the safety rail of the Clayton Road overpass, planning to end their lives when, somewhat unintentionally, they save each other. An unconscious connection is formed.
Days later, Sam is staying at Vic’s house, cooking gourmet meals, exploring Edie’s closet and learning about auto mechanics. Sam is surprised at how safe and comfortable he feels with this sad, lonely old man who seems satisfied with however much (or little) Sam is prepared to reveal about his life.
It’s quickly apparent what has led Vic to this momentous decision about his life; what has propelled someone of Sam’s tender years to the same conclusion is revealed much more gradually, mostly in flashbacks of his life.
Sam was a misfit at school but, despite the hand-to-mouth existence, the frequent evictions, the shoplifting, even when living in their car, he saw life with his single mum, Sarah as an idyll: Sam was happy. When they went to live with Steve, his mum changed, and they wanted Sam to change too.
“I tried harder to fit in, but there wasn’t a space for me. I didn’t know how I was supposed to be. It was like t was born speaking a language nobody else could understand, but I couldn’t talk any other way. So I stopped speaking, and I learned how to be invisible.�
Now, living with Vic, however unconventionally he behaves, Sam feels accepted: “Mate, I think you’re just you, and there’s nothing the matter with that.� He encounters the local busybody, (Neighbourhood Watch gone OTT, but comes in handy later), and he meets Aggie Meemeduma, a quirky teen who, along with her family, are genuinely friendly.
When Vic and Sam share their final wish, Sam is determined to make it happen for Vic. Aggie manages to come up with an audacious plan that Sam almost carries off. Sam is given sound advice, some of it from a surprising quarter: “You’re a sensitive kid. You think your own thoughts. Don’t ever lose that� Don’t go hard inside. Don’t change who you are� and he eventually discovers that he has true friends, more than he had ever imagined, and that he is worthy of them.
Some of the humour is deliciously dark, and Silvey manages to have the reader frequently laughing out loud, gasping in shock and choking up, often all on the same page. Retailers and bank managers might not appreciate the techniques Silvey gives his young protagonist for shop-lifting and bank robbery.
Silvey gives the reader a marvellous cast of characters, of whom the drag queen and the Dungeons & Dragons fan are likely to be favourites, although Sam and Vic cannot fail to win hearts. He gives them plenty of entertaining banter, astute observations and wise words, and it’s fitting to give Vic the last word: “Find out who you are, and live that life.� Moving, insightful and truly uplifting.
February 12, 2021
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**4.5 stars**
Honeybee by Craig Silvey. (2020).
Late in the night, 14 year old Sam steps onto a quiet overpass to end his life. At the other end of the same bridge, an old man named Vic is there to do the same. The two see each other across the void, a fateful connection is made and an unlikely friendship blooms. Slowly we learn what led Sam and Vic to the bridge that night. Bonded by their suffering, each privately commits to the impossible task of saving the other.
Sam is a solitary, resilient young person battling to navigate the world as their true self; ensnared by loyalty to a troubled mother, scarred by the volatility of a domineering stepfather, and confounded by the kindness of new alliances.
I honestly believe this book will become one of those stories that retains cult like status in the future because of the importance of the concepts it involves. I read this entire book in a day because of how engaging and well-written it was. It was heart-breaking at times; we start off with 14 year old Sam intending on suicide because Sam feels like a mistake/wrong person. That in itself was a distressing and sad thought. Thankfully Vic is there to do the same thing and manages to make a connection with Sam. Sam and Vic had what I would call a pure and beautiful relationship and I was so glad Sam had finally experienced a non-judgemental and caring person. Special shoutout to one of Vic's neighbours, teenager Aggie, who later becomes Sam's friend; what a cracker of a teenage girl, I adored her.
Overall, this was an intense read full of emotional moments. I very much highly recommend it.
This review is already much longer than I normally write but I'd like to end with the following:
I hope this book goes into high schools and is taught in English classes. I hope book clubs pick it up and discuss it. I hope it shines a light on those people in our society who feel they need to be invisible, and need kindness. Most of all I hope it is an eye opener to some readers, that we have people like Sam everywhere and those people often need support that can take place in various shapes and forms.
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**4.5 stars**
Honeybee by Craig Silvey. (2020).
Late in the night, 14 year old Sam steps onto a quiet overpass to end his life. At the other end of the same bridge, an old man named Vic is there to do the same. The two see each other across the void, a fateful connection is made and an unlikely friendship blooms. Slowly we learn what led Sam and Vic to the bridge that night. Bonded by their suffering, each privately commits to the impossible task of saving the other.
Sam is a solitary, resilient young person battling to navigate the world as their true self; ensnared by loyalty to a troubled mother, scarred by the volatility of a domineering stepfather, and confounded by the kindness of new alliances.
I honestly believe this book will become one of those stories that retains cult like status in the future because of the importance of the concepts it involves. I read this entire book in a day because of how engaging and well-written it was. It was heart-breaking at times; we start off with 14 year old Sam intending on suicide because Sam feels like a mistake/wrong person. That in itself was a distressing and sad thought. Thankfully Vic is there to do the same thing and manages to make a connection with Sam. Sam and Vic had what I would call a pure and beautiful relationship and I was so glad Sam had finally experienced a non-judgemental and caring person. Special shoutout to one of Vic's neighbours, teenager Aggie, who later becomes Sam's friend; what a cracker of a teenage girl, I adored her.
Overall, this was an intense read full of emotional moments. I very much highly recommend it.
This review is already much longer than I normally write but I'd like to end with the following:
I hope this book goes into high schools and is taught in English classes. I hope book clubs pick it up and discuss it. I hope it shines a light on those people in our society who feel they need to be invisible, and need kindness. Most of all I hope it is an eye opener to some readers, that we have people like Sam everywhere and those people often need support that can take place in various shapes and forms.
September 29, 2020
I am torn over this novel. In some ways I really loved the sensitive story of Sam and his journey. In other ways I felt let down by clichèd tropes of big bad men and pissweak mothers; I didn’t truly feel the friendship between Vic and Sam as much as I think we were meant to and I wanted more on their friendship development. I have no idea how Sam had a functioning iPad when him & his mother lived in their car (no mention of internet), and how he managed to know every song the drag queens sang even down to some obscure Marilyn Monroe number but didn’t know what Dungeons and Dragons was? I don’t know, some of it felt off.
I think Silvey’s desire to write this story is noteworthy and a very lived experience for many LGBTQI youth and in that regard, I respect his dedication. Though at times, it felt performative.
But sometimes it felt like an over the top episode of Blue Heelers.
I think Silvey’s desire to write this story is noteworthy and a very lived experience for many LGBTQI youth and in that regard, I respect his dedication. Though at times, it felt performative.
But sometimes it felt like an over the top episode of Blue Heelers.
November 17, 2020
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‘I tried harder to fit in, but there wasn’t a space for me. I didn’t know how I was supposed to be. It was like I was born speaking a language that nobody else could understand, but I couldn’t talk any other way. So I stopped speaking, and I learned how to be invisible.�
West Australian author Craig Silvey returns to the spotlight with his first novel in over a decade. Honeybee is a radiant novel, offering a dichotomy of both darkness and light. An essential and tender hearted tale, Honeybee is nothing short of remarkable.
We meet young Sam Watson, a teenager at breaking point when Honeybee begins its unforgettable journey. As Sam contemplates what remains of a broken life, an elderly man named Vic is also considering his last moments on earth. This fateful meeting of two unlikely souls, who find a connection one night on a bridge, strikes a very different life path for both individuals. Tentatively taking steps towards a friendship, Sam and Vic defy the odds, building a relationship that allows each to air their private agonies. As Sam and Vic work to save each other from their personal demons, they become embroiled in a number of colourful escapades. From a bank theft, to a daring motorcycle ride and a drag shows defines just some of the adventures the friends embark upon during their time together. But Sam continues to be haunted by an absent mother, a cruel stepfather and the overwhelming feeling that this teen just does not fit in. Despite these setbacks, Sam is surrounded by hope, help, support, acceptance and understanding by a number of unsuspecting figures. A story of charitable acts, forgiveness, kindness, moving on and settling past ghosts to rest defines Honeybee.
I consider myself very lucky and proud to be a West Australian resident. Shortly after the release of Craig Silvey’s much anticipated new novel Honeybee, I was able to listen to and meet the Perth based writer at a local book event. I was absolutely amazed and moved by the genuine passion Craig Silvey expressed towards his latest novel. My heart went out to Silvey as he described the feeling of finally letting go and writing the final sentence of Honeybee. Rather than feel elated, Silvey felt sad and bereft, like he had lost a friend. I got a glimpse of this feeling too when I read the final sentence of Honeybee. I haven’t been able to shake this book from my conscience. It’s been almost four weeks now and I’m just unable to say goodbye to this brilliant novel.
The beauty and art of Silvey’s novel does rest with the characters as much as the storyline. We follow a confused and ill-treated teen named Sam Watson, just as this fourteen year old is about to jump over a bridge to commit suicide. This dramatic and heart wrenching opening was inspired by an experience that touched Silvey and his family. As a result, Silvey abandoned his work in progress, a historical text and he was compelled to tell the story of someone on the fringes of society. Silvey wished to give a voice to a misunderstood individual with no options, no understanding, a clear lack of networks to lean on, no family support and above all else, a young person clearly hurting a great deal. Honeybee is an amalgamation of all these aspects and more. Honeybee is a work of fiction that aims to provide a sense of understanding, semblance and a voice to those who may not have the courage to tell their story.
In formulating this heartfelt novel, Silvey has been incredibly diligent in his approach. While maintaining a respectful and sensitive tone, Silvey has worked hard to bring to light many remarkable aspects of this novel to the public sphere. First hand and laborious research avenues formed a significant component in the evolution of Honeybee. From consultation with drag queens, lessons on makeup application, motorcycle repair techniques and the art of cooking Julia Child style is just a small touch of the attention to detail that has been directed to this tender novel.
At its very heart Honeybee is a coming of age and friendship story. We witness Sam’s progression from a teen at breaking point, to a pillar of strength and survival. Along the way, we have many genuine souls who manage to touch Sam’s life with their acts of kindness and compassion. Friendship comes from an unlikely source, via the formidable Vic, the old man also hoping to end his life. Additional supports for Sam come from the wise drag queen Peter, social support worker Diane and friend Aggie. Sam finds a great deal of assistance in unexpected places, providing a sense of hope for the reader amongst the deep pain, as well as dark moments highlighted throughout the book. Silvey doesn’t shy away from exposing the ugly moments in life and those self-serving individuals who contributed to Sam’s immense pain. However, Silvey is deliberate in steering his novel towards positivity and realisation in regards to the final fate of Sam.
There is so much I could continue to hark on about in regards to Honeybee. I will mention as a local, I found the West Australian based setting to be well presented and very authentic. It was a great feeling to set foot on the familiar places Sam experiences as Honeybee makes its unforgettable journey. Unconventional friendships seems to rule the day in Honeybee. As does the gentle act of reaching out and offering support in the most unlikeliest of situations is what will remain with me, thanks to the inner beauty of Honeybee.
*I wish to thank Allen & Unwin for providing me with a free copy of this book for review purposes.
‘I tried harder to fit in, but there wasn’t a space for me. I didn’t know how I was supposed to be. It was like I was born speaking a language that nobody else could understand, but I couldn’t talk any other way. So I stopped speaking, and I learned how to be invisible.�
West Australian author Craig Silvey returns to the spotlight with his first novel in over a decade. Honeybee is a radiant novel, offering a dichotomy of both darkness and light. An essential and tender hearted tale, Honeybee is nothing short of remarkable.
We meet young Sam Watson, a teenager at breaking point when Honeybee begins its unforgettable journey. As Sam contemplates what remains of a broken life, an elderly man named Vic is also considering his last moments on earth. This fateful meeting of two unlikely souls, who find a connection one night on a bridge, strikes a very different life path for both individuals. Tentatively taking steps towards a friendship, Sam and Vic defy the odds, building a relationship that allows each to air their private agonies. As Sam and Vic work to save each other from their personal demons, they become embroiled in a number of colourful escapades. From a bank theft, to a daring motorcycle ride and a drag shows defines just some of the adventures the friends embark upon during their time together. But Sam continues to be haunted by an absent mother, a cruel stepfather and the overwhelming feeling that this teen just does not fit in. Despite these setbacks, Sam is surrounded by hope, help, support, acceptance and understanding by a number of unsuspecting figures. A story of charitable acts, forgiveness, kindness, moving on and settling past ghosts to rest defines Honeybee.
I consider myself very lucky and proud to be a West Australian resident. Shortly after the release of Craig Silvey’s much anticipated new novel Honeybee, I was able to listen to and meet the Perth based writer at a local book event. I was absolutely amazed and moved by the genuine passion Craig Silvey expressed towards his latest novel. My heart went out to Silvey as he described the feeling of finally letting go and writing the final sentence of Honeybee. Rather than feel elated, Silvey felt sad and bereft, like he had lost a friend. I got a glimpse of this feeling too when I read the final sentence of Honeybee. I haven’t been able to shake this book from my conscience. It’s been almost four weeks now and I’m just unable to say goodbye to this brilliant novel.
The beauty and art of Silvey’s novel does rest with the characters as much as the storyline. We follow a confused and ill-treated teen named Sam Watson, just as this fourteen year old is about to jump over a bridge to commit suicide. This dramatic and heart wrenching opening was inspired by an experience that touched Silvey and his family. As a result, Silvey abandoned his work in progress, a historical text and he was compelled to tell the story of someone on the fringes of society. Silvey wished to give a voice to a misunderstood individual with no options, no understanding, a clear lack of networks to lean on, no family support and above all else, a young person clearly hurting a great deal. Honeybee is an amalgamation of all these aspects and more. Honeybee is a work of fiction that aims to provide a sense of understanding, semblance and a voice to those who may not have the courage to tell their story.
In formulating this heartfelt novel, Silvey has been incredibly diligent in his approach. While maintaining a respectful and sensitive tone, Silvey has worked hard to bring to light many remarkable aspects of this novel to the public sphere. First hand and laborious research avenues formed a significant component in the evolution of Honeybee. From consultation with drag queens, lessons on makeup application, motorcycle repair techniques and the art of cooking Julia Child style is just a small touch of the attention to detail that has been directed to this tender novel.
At its very heart Honeybee is a coming of age and friendship story. We witness Sam’s progression from a teen at breaking point, to a pillar of strength and survival. Along the way, we have many genuine souls who manage to touch Sam’s life with their acts of kindness and compassion. Friendship comes from an unlikely source, via the formidable Vic, the old man also hoping to end his life. Additional supports for Sam come from the wise drag queen Peter, social support worker Diane and friend Aggie. Sam finds a great deal of assistance in unexpected places, providing a sense of hope for the reader amongst the deep pain, as well as dark moments highlighted throughout the book. Silvey doesn’t shy away from exposing the ugly moments in life and those self-serving individuals who contributed to Sam’s immense pain. However, Silvey is deliberate in steering his novel towards positivity and realisation in regards to the final fate of Sam.
There is so much I could continue to hark on about in regards to Honeybee. I will mention as a local, I found the West Australian based setting to be well presented and very authentic. It was a great feeling to set foot on the familiar places Sam experiences as Honeybee makes its unforgettable journey. Unconventional friendships seems to rule the day in Honeybee. As does the gentle act of reaching out and offering support in the most unlikeliest of situations is what will remain with me, thanks to the inner beauty of Honeybee.
*I wish to thank Allen & Unwin for providing me with a free copy of this book for review purposes.
January 18, 2023
Another potential Australian classic, as this coming of age story tugs the heart strings. A teenage and old man meet on a bridge late at night and their lives interconnect to reveal the meaning of love, friendship and what it means to be your true self. A thoughtful reflective story, which reveals insightful observation of various characters and Australian culture. Fans of Jasper Jones won't be disappointed with Craig Silvey's latest offering. Can't speak highly enough and the joyful hope this book brings, 5 stars.
January 22, 2023
I had a few minor issues with this one but overall it is very readable and an important story for our times. Be yourself.
4.5 stars
4.5 stars
October 4, 2020
'Find out who you are, and live that life.'
Honeybee is a tender, poignant, and profound coming of age story from Craig Silvey, author of Jasper Jones.
Poised to jump from an overpass, fourteen year old Sam Watson locks eyes with an elderly man who appears to be contemplating the same fate. When Vic saves Sam’s life, Sam vows to save his in return and an unlikely bond forms between the two. Vic is the first person Sam has met who seems willing to accept him for he he is, even though Sam is not really sure who that is.
A character driven novel unfolding from the first person perspective, Honeybee explores the themes of family, friendship and self, as Sam struggles with his gender identity. Neglected by his mother, bullied by his peers, and beaten by his stepfather, Sam’s self-loathing is heart breaking as he he grapples with feelings of confusion, rejection, frustration, and isolation. Silvey’s portrayal of Sam is nuanced and compelling, thoughtfully expressing his complex thoughts and feelings.
Vic’s unexpected kindness becomes a lifeline for Sam, and introduces him to Aggie, and Peter, who in turn provide him with sorely needed support, even though he is often determined to refuse it. Self doubt leads to repeated self sabotage, and Sam makes a number of poor decisions, which puts both himself and Vic at risk.
Despite all the angst, and drama, there is also humour and joy to be found in the novel. Ultimately Honeybee is an extraordinary story of transcendence, of hope, of triumph, as Honeybee becomes she.
“And I’m not wrong, I’m me. And I don’t want to be invisible anymore. I want people to see who I am.�
Honeybee is a tender, poignant, and profound coming of age story from Craig Silvey, author of Jasper Jones.
Poised to jump from an overpass, fourteen year old Sam Watson locks eyes with an elderly man who appears to be contemplating the same fate. When Vic saves Sam’s life, Sam vows to save his in return and an unlikely bond forms between the two. Vic is the first person Sam has met who seems willing to accept him for he he is, even though Sam is not really sure who that is.
A character driven novel unfolding from the first person perspective, Honeybee explores the themes of family, friendship and self, as Sam struggles with his gender identity. Neglected by his mother, bullied by his peers, and beaten by his stepfather, Sam’s self-loathing is heart breaking as he he grapples with feelings of confusion, rejection, frustration, and isolation. Silvey’s portrayal of Sam is nuanced and compelling, thoughtfully expressing his complex thoughts and feelings.
Vic’s unexpected kindness becomes a lifeline for Sam, and introduces him to Aggie, and Peter, who in turn provide him with sorely needed support, even though he is often determined to refuse it. Self doubt leads to repeated self sabotage, and Sam makes a number of poor decisions, which puts both himself and Vic at risk.
Despite all the angst, and drama, there is also humour and joy to be found in the novel. Ultimately Honeybee is an extraordinary story of transcendence, of hope, of triumph, as Honeybee becomes she.
“And I’m not wrong, I’m me. And I don’t want to be invisible anymore. I want people to see who I am.�
January 17, 2024
my favourite book so far. what a rollercoaster. a must read. heavy trigger warnings for just about everything. it was a mix of every emotion possible. I’m so thankful for this book and hope as many people as possible get to read it.
the writing style is wonderful, my favourite so far. It’s so perfectly articulate and did a great job at transporting the story.
I cannot fault this book - maybe only that the ending may be unrealistic as it’s quite a “happy� ending in a way, after so much turmoil. but in the same respect, it leaves a lot open for interpretation.
I found it hard to write this review because I’m just so speechless and still digesting this phenomenal story.
the writing style is wonderful, my favourite so far. It’s so perfectly articulate and did a great job at transporting the story.
I cannot fault this book - maybe only that the ending may be unrealistic as it’s quite a “happy� ending in a way, after so much turmoil. but in the same respect, it leaves a lot open for interpretation.
I found it hard to write this review because I’m just so speechless and still digesting this phenomenal story.
August 2, 2022
This was my first book by Craig Silvey and it was not at all what I expected. From the blurb I was looking for a warm, life enhancing read.
What I got was an extremely challenging read, parts truly violent and scary, but ultimately an eye opener to the difficulties of a young trans person negotiating life under nearly impossible circumstances. We meet young Sam and older Vick at the beginning, both on a bridge in Perth, both intending to jump and end their lives for different reasons. From there on, the journey becomes very interesting, convoluted, yet hard.
Well worth the effort.
What I got was an extremely challenging read, parts truly violent and scary, but ultimately an eye opener to the difficulties of a young trans person negotiating life under nearly impossible circumstances. We meet young Sam and older Vick at the beginning, both on a bridge in Perth, both intending to jump and end their lives for different reasons. From there on, the journey becomes very interesting, convoluted, yet hard.
Well worth the effort.
November 22, 2020
Don't you love it when a book grabs you within the first two sentences and does not relinquish that grasp until long after the final page has been turned? Such was the case for me when reading Honeybee by Craig Silvey. I knew immediately it was a book I wouldn't want to put down and I feared my heart would be a little bit broken. I was right on both counts.
We meet Sam (aka Honeybee) when he's fourteen. He's in a desperately sad state and is about to take his own life. By sheer fluke Sam met Vic, an elderly man, also set to leap from the same bridge. From this chance encounter a beautiful friendship developed. Vic became something of a guardian angel to Sam and as the story unfolded they became each others salvation.
Why were Sam and Vic on the bridge that night?
Vic knew it was his time. His health was deteriorating and he viewed his life as over. It was devoid of all meaning and happiness since his wife, his best mate of so many decades, had died. This old man was one of the most beautiful characters you'll find. Ocker as can be. No airs and graces. Nothing much left in his life but he had a heart of solid gold.
And Sam? He was at the end of his tether. Here was a boy who'd had more than his share of difficulties. He was raised by a single mother who was always in financial strife. They had to steal their food and often had to move when they couldn't pay their rent. She was an alcoholic who neglected him by leaving him home alone at night from a very young age, and yet he desperately loved her. Sure these things were challenging but the real reason was that he knew he was "born wrong" and every single day was harder than the one before it. He knew he shouldn't want to dress in girls clothes or to wear make up but it was only when he did that he felt okay. His differences made him feel guilty. Ashamed. At school he was emotionally and physically abused so he self harmed to silence the noise in his own head. Things became worse when his mother moved them in with her boyfriend Steve. This man was an ugly Australian. Lacking in morals, he was violent, aggressive, he used coarse language and he had no tolerance for Sam. So when this man severely beat him and hacked of his long hair whilst his mum stood by and allowed it Sam took off. And it was from that episode he found himself perched on the wrong side of the barrier planning to jump.
Silvey never used labels nor did he give Sam's story a sexual lens but it was most definitely a moving story that portrayed the very real difficulties of growing up and coming through adolescence as a transgender boy. At times I feared for him, sometimes I wanted to cry for him but mostly I wanted to wrap him up and nurture him.
The story was gritty, populated with some obnoxious (verging on evil) characters, abrasive language and heavy themes but he offset these with an excellent storyline, some of the most generous and supportive characters conceivable and an abundance of empathy and goodness. Silvey's second novel Jasper Jones was hugely successful and I have every confidence Honeybee will be equally popular.
We meet Sam (aka Honeybee) when he's fourteen. He's in a desperately sad state and is about to take his own life. By sheer fluke Sam met Vic, an elderly man, also set to leap from the same bridge. From this chance encounter a beautiful friendship developed. Vic became something of a guardian angel to Sam and as the story unfolded they became each others salvation.
Why were Sam and Vic on the bridge that night?
Vic knew it was his time. His health was deteriorating and he viewed his life as over. It was devoid of all meaning and happiness since his wife, his best mate of so many decades, had died. This old man was one of the most beautiful characters you'll find. Ocker as can be. No airs and graces. Nothing much left in his life but he had a heart of solid gold.
And Sam? He was at the end of his tether. Here was a boy who'd had more than his share of difficulties. He was raised by a single mother who was always in financial strife. They had to steal their food and often had to move when they couldn't pay their rent. She was an alcoholic who neglected him by leaving him home alone at night from a very young age, and yet he desperately loved her. Sure these things were challenging but the real reason was that he knew he was "born wrong" and every single day was harder than the one before it. He knew he shouldn't want to dress in girls clothes or to wear make up but it was only when he did that he felt okay. His differences made him feel guilty. Ashamed. At school he was emotionally and physically abused so he self harmed to silence the noise in his own head. Things became worse when his mother moved them in with her boyfriend Steve. This man was an ugly Australian. Lacking in morals, he was violent, aggressive, he used coarse language and he had no tolerance for Sam. So when this man severely beat him and hacked of his long hair whilst his mum stood by and allowed it Sam took off. And it was from that episode he found himself perched on the wrong side of the barrier planning to jump.
Silvey never used labels nor did he give Sam's story a sexual lens but it was most definitely a moving story that portrayed the very real difficulties of growing up and coming through adolescence as a transgender boy. At times I feared for him, sometimes I wanted to cry for him but mostly I wanted to wrap him up and nurture him.
The story was gritty, populated with some obnoxious (verging on evil) characters, abrasive language and heavy themes but he offset these with an excellent storyline, some of the most generous and supportive characters conceivable and an abundance of empathy and goodness. Silvey's second novel Jasper Jones was hugely successful and I have every confidence Honeybee will be equally popular.
July 11, 2021
I loved Craig Silvey's 'Jasper Jones' (it's one of my favourite books) so I really wanted to give 'Honeybee' a go. I was pleasantly surprised with it. It's a story about Sam who is a teenager struggling with gender dysphoria. Sam meets an older man, Vic, on an overpass where they were both thinking of ending things. The journey goes on from there. One thing I loved about this story was the developing friendship between Sam and Vic and Sam and Aggie. It was a very well-rounded book. There were a couple of things that annoyed me slightly though like: I did really sympathize with Sam, he was a great, smart kid who was a bit lost and didn't know how to handle everything he was feeling, especially with his self-doubt which was heart breaking. 'Honeybee' had me engrossed in Sam's life and had me turning the pages quite quickly. The writing was pretty simplistic but it flowed nicely for the sort of content it was describing and dealing with. At times it was hard to read and it did make me shed a tear here or there. I appreciate books that have that ability to make teary eyes happen for me. Overall, I really enjoyed this story. It had a bit of everything and I feel it gave across a good message of love and hope and acceptance and friendship.
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