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Award-Winning Wall Street Journal bestselling author Kennedy Ryan launches a brand-new series with a Hollywood tale of wild ambition, artistic obsession, and unrelenting love.
One moment in the spotlight...
For months I stood by, an understudy waiting in the wings, preparing for my time to shine.
I never imagined he would watch in the audience that night.
Canon Holt.
Famous film director. Fascinating. Talented. Fine
Before I could catch my breath, everything changed. I went from backstage Broadway to center stage Hollywood.
From being unknown, to my name, Neevah Saint, on everyone's lips.
Canon casts me in a star-studded Harlem Renaissance biopic, catapulting me into another stratosphere.
But stars shine brightest in the dead of night.
Forbidden attraction, scandal and circumstances beyond my control jeopardize my dream.
Could this one shot � the role of a lifetime, the love of a lifetime � cost me everything?
One moment in the spotlight...
For months I stood by, an understudy waiting in the wings, preparing for my time to shine.
I never imagined he would watch in the audience that night.
Canon Holt.
Famous film director. Fascinating. Talented. Fine
Before I could catch my breath, everything changed. I went from backstage Broadway to center stage Hollywood.
From being unknown, to my name, Neevah Saint, on everyone's lips.
Canon casts me in a star-studded Harlem Renaissance biopic, catapulting me into another stratosphere.
But stars shine brightest in the dead of night.
Forbidden attraction, scandal and circumstances beyond my control jeopardize my dream.
Could this one shot � the role of a lifetime, the love of a lifetime � cost me everything?
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First published June 8, 2021
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I write contemporary romance and women's fiction. I always give my characters their happily ever after, but I love to make them work for it! It's a long road to love, so sit back and enjoy the ride.
I am wife to the love of my life, mom to a special, beautiful son, and a friend to those living with autism through my charitable foundation.
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I write contemporary romance and women's fiction. I always give my characters their happily ever after, but I love to make them work for it! It's a long road to love, so sit back and enjoy the ride.
I am wife to the love of my life, mom to a special, beautiful son, and a friend to those living with autism through my charitable foundation.
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June 8, 2021
The word GOBSMACKED was invented for this book. It's a love story, but it’s also a love LETTER to art, to creativity, to Black history. Basically, Reel is alive and pulsing like a beating heart. There’s so much to adore, but Neevah’s chronic illness and Canon’s support will stay with me always.
I am, as usual, incoherent, so I will now proceed to bullet point all the things about this book that RUINED MY LIFE.
- Amazing characters. I fell in love with the side characters, with the historical characters and the film characters based on them, and most importantly - I fell in love with Canon and Neevah. I feel like they’re real people I actually know and could chat with. (Well, maybe not Canon, but we could grunt and scowl and boss people around together.)
- Neevah in particular was so relatable to me. Watching her navigate the reality of working with a chronic illness, seeing the story subtly show how hard it is to prioritise your health AND follow your dreams in a world set up to be ableist from the jump� yes! I had many feels!
- The development of Canon and Neevah’s relationship alongside her health, and how Neevah received the love she deserved. VERY. SATISFYING.
- Forbidden romance energy without any creeptastic elements. I loved how respectful and supportive these two were of each other. They were allowed to have worries about their relationship without that becoming a wedge between them. GOD! Just! WHAT A WHOLESOME POWER COUPLE
- Grumpy/sunshine, but make it performing arts!!! Canon is a brooding creative whose work is his mistress, and Neevah loves that about him because she is also a creative and admires his passion. She thinks of him so many times as a storm and I loved seeing a woman fall in love with a man because he was TRULY GREAT.
- Drama. This is a book about making a film and it does an incredible job of making the entire story cinematic. I’ve rarely read a book, especially a contemporary, so immersive and sparkly and inherently glamorous. This is the kind of story that swallows up hours of your time and makes you say “thank you�.
- THE STEAMY SCENES. I decline to comment any further on that note.
In conclusion, read the book!!!!!!!! Seriously it’s a banger.
I am, as usual, incoherent, so I will now proceed to bullet point all the things about this book that RUINED MY LIFE.
- Amazing characters. I fell in love with the side characters, with the historical characters and the film characters based on them, and most importantly - I fell in love with Canon and Neevah. I feel like they’re real people I actually know and could chat with. (Well, maybe not Canon, but we could grunt and scowl and boss people around together.)
- Neevah in particular was so relatable to me. Watching her navigate the reality of working with a chronic illness, seeing the story subtly show how hard it is to prioritise your health AND follow your dreams in a world set up to be ableist from the jump� yes! I had many feels!
- The development of Canon and Neevah’s relationship alongside her health, and how Neevah received the love she deserved. VERY. SATISFYING.
- Forbidden romance energy without any creeptastic elements. I loved how respectful and supportive these two were of each other. They were allowed to have worries about their relationship without that becoming a wedge between them. GOD! Just! WHAT A WHOLESOME POWER COUPLE
- Grumpy/sunshine, but make it performing arts!!! Canon is a brooding creative whose work is his mistress, and Neevah loves that about him because she is also a creative and admires his passion. She thinks of him so many times as a storm and I loved seeing a woman fall in love with a man because he was TRULY GREAT.
- Drama. This is a book about making a film and it does an incredible job of making the entire story cinematic. I’ve rarely read a book, especially a contemporary, so immersive and sparkly and inherently glamorous. This is the kind of story that swallows up hours of your time and makes you say “thank you�.
- THE STEAMY SCENES. I decline to comment any further on that note.
In conclusion, read the book!!!!!!!! Seriously it’s a banger.
December 30, 2021
BEAUTIFUL. seriously pick this up.
July 11, 2021
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5+ SUNSET STARS
With every Kennedy Ryan book, my review will never do it justice. Her words stir my soul, incite reflection, warm my heart, and yearn for the soul searching love she pens. Reel is all of this and so much more!
Our hero, Cannon Holt, is a seemingly stern and driven director, genius with all things film and unyielding in his art. Even though we get this seemingly focused, to the point of stolid, hero, Ryan opens the book in a way that softens him to the reader, and the moments with Neevah only make him more likeable AND exemplifies the love he feels for her. He is honorable, talented, hard working - his passion for the arts bleed through the pages and his integrity to his craft and his purpose was beyond sexy.
Neevah was a blinding light with the way she approached acting and her dreams with the same integrity and focus of Cannon. I admired her as the heroine for her strength of character but also for her kindness. I wanted to jump into the story and chat with her and soak up her light. It was easy to see why people, Cannon and other secondary characters, were drawn to her.
And the secondary characters - richly developed and engaging, and if I don’t get two more stories in this world I may stop talking to Kennedy
Reel is a romance of Cannon and Neevah, but it is also interwoven with the story of of movie they are creating together, and the way Kennedy Ryan pieced these parts of her story with the Cannon’s and Neevah’s was done exceptionally well. The movie enhanced not only the struggle of African American artists, but also expressed the connection between past artists and current artists. Even though years apart, there is a thankfulness for their struggles and respect and desire to do well for them. Their legacies are intertwined. I felt this with every page and moment on set. And yet, it never once distracted from the romantic aspect of the story, the epic love that was being cultivated between our main hero and heroine.
With all Ryan books, this one is laced with social issues and themes that will speak to everyone who has an open heart to listen. She acknowledges the greats - highlighting famous artists, the well known and unknown, famous places and times that molded black history. She touches on the idea of expanding what we know beyond the bounds of those who wrote it, the need to give voices to those who have been silenced. But she also hits on the idea of living for the RIGHT NOW. We don’t know how much time we have and that we live but we don’t recognize it. We got lost until we realize it’s almost too late. Her message of living a full life, speaking out about your passions, living with integrity, fighting and becoming stronger until the inevitable sun sets will be one that remains in my heart for a long time. It will be the reason I pick up this book time and again, it gave me a reminder I needed, that we all need.
Kennedy Ryan will never cease to amaze me. She writes with integrity, heart and passion! Her characters are brilliantly complex and developed. She writes stories with grand, life shattering love, intertwined with social issues WE ALL need to acknowledge and address, and she constructs themes that continually remind me and others of what matters most in this life - who we love, how we love, and that we act with love.
****If you are a fan of audiobooks, I would highly recommend this one. The narrators brought to life a story that was already a living and breathing entirety. The new layer they added with their voices just enhanced the whole experience.
Beta Read / Review is based on the audiobook
5+ SUNSET STARS
With every Kennedy Ryan book, my review will never do it justice. Her words stir my soul, incite reflection, warm my heart, and yearn for the soul searching love she pens. Reel is all of this and so much more!
Our hero, Cannon Holt, is a seemingly stern and driven director, genius with all things film and unyielding in his art. Even though we get this seemingly focused, to the point of stolid, hero, Ryan opens the book in a way that softens him to the reader, and the moments with Neevah only make him more likeable AND exemplifies the love he feels for her. He is honorable, talented, hard working - his passion for the arts bleed through the pages and his integrity to his craft and his purpose was beyond sexy.
Neevah was a blinding light with the way she approached acting and her dreams with the same integrity and focus of Cannon. I admired her as the heroine for her strength of character but also for her kindness. I wanted to jump into the story and chat with her and soak up her light. It was easy to see why people, Cannon and other secondary characters, were drawn to her.
And the secondary characters - richly developed and engaging, and if I don’t get two more stories in this world I may stop talking to Kennedy
Reel is a romance of Cannon and Neevah, but it is also interwoven with the story of of movie they are creating together, and the way Kennedy Ryan pieced these parts of her story with the Cannon’s and Neevah’s was done exceptionally well. The movie enhanced not only the struggle of African American artists, but also expressed the connection between past artists and current artists. Even though years apart, there is a thankfulness for their struggles and respect and desire to do well for them. Their legacies are intertwined. I felt this with every page and moment on set. And yet, it never once distracted from the romantic aspect of the story, the epic love that was being cultivated between our main hero and heroine.
With all Ryan books, this one is laced with social issues and themes that will speak to everyone who has an open heart to listen. She acknowledges the greats - highlighting famous artists, the well known and unknown, famous places and times that molded black history. She touches on the idea of expanding what we know beyond the bounds of those who wrote it, the need to give voices to those who have been silenced. But she also hits on the idea of living for the RIGHT NOW. We don’t know how much time we have and that we live but we don’t recognize it. We got lost until we realize it’s almost too late. Her message of living a full life, speaking out about your passions, living with integrity, fighting and becoming stronger until the inevitable sun sets will be one that remains in my heart for a long time. It will be the reason I pick up this book time and again, it gave me a reminder I needed, that we all need.
Kennedy Ryan will never cease to amaze me. She writes with integrity, heart and passion! Her characters are brilliantly complex and developed. She writes stories with grand, life shattering love, intertwined with social issues WE ALL need to acknowledge and address, and she constructs themes that continually remind me and others of what matters most in this life - who we love, how we love, and that we act with love.
****If you are a fan of audiobooks, I would highly recommend this one. The narrators brought to life a story that was already a living and breathing entirety. The new layer they added with their voices just enhanced the whole experience.
Beta Read / Review is based on the audiobook
January 19, 2022
“Storytelling is sacred. Story must be protected, at all costs.�
Hello, to my favourite book of the year. I’m so glad to have found you. 5 stars are inadequate, so take 10 instead.
Lord, I’m feeling incoherent and emotional and my mind won’t stop racing with everything that I want to say and all the good things that come with being destroyed by a book in the best possible way. I’m content, but I feel dysfunctional.
This was a fuckin� work of art. This book is my love language. I could not let this go once I started.
I won’t bother re-explaining the synopsis.
This book is an experience, a visceral one, and it needs to be experienced.
This is more than just a romance story. Not to say that it wouldn’t be as impactful if it indeed was just a romance story. Romance is a top-tier, superior genre.
But there’s so much depth, and heart and meaning to this story and I don’t want the magnitude of the story to be lost or not be read by calling it just a romance only, since romance in and of itself is not as ‘respected� as other genres.
But that’s a different rant.
There isn’t anything that I would want to change about the way this story was told. It’s so Black, it’s so heartfelt. The story very much feels alive. You’re bombarded with all the emotions that are being emoted by the characters. All of the characters stood out as much as the main characters.
I was reminded about the fact that Black people and art was and is a damn near explosive combination. I was learning about the magic theatre and film and music have and the ability art has in creating something beyond meaningful. And the meaning it gave to Black people at a time where they were denied their inherent joy. But it made their art that much more powerful and have that much more significance.
There was a different level of respect for art, for the fragility of life in this book that’s rare to find in a story. The way Kennedy Ryan expressed this through her writing made it feel timeless. Classic.
It’s very much revered in this story, as it should be. Art and storytelling in all its forms. Everything about it was sacred and holy and spiritual and transcendent.
If there’s anything that this book has taught me is that above quote. This story embodies it and Kennedy Ryan told it exceptionally well.
I’m filled with so much gratitude for this book.
If, like me, you’re unable to move past this book, I highly recommend watching this live show she did where she talks about the process of writing this book and what it means to her in more depth, as well as discussing upcoming projects.
Hello, to my favourite book of the year. I’m so glad to have found you. 5 stars are inadequate, so take 10 instead.
Lord, I’m feeling incoherent and emotional and my mind won’t stop racing with everything that I want to say and all the good things that come with being destroyed by a book in the best possible way. I’m content, but I feel dysfunctional.
This was a fuckin� work of art. This book is my love language. I could not let this go once I started.
I won’t bother re-explaining the synopsis.
This book is an experience, a visceral one, and it needs to be experienced.
This is more than just a romance story. Not to say that it wouldn’t be as impactful if it indeed was just a romance story. Romance is a top-tier, superior genre.
But there’s so much depth, and heart and meaning to this story and I don’t want the magnitude of the story to be lost or not be read by calling it just a romance only, since romance in and of itself is not as ‘respected� as other genres.
But that’s a different rant.
There isn’t anything that I would want to change about the way this story was told. It’s so Black, it’s so heartfelt. The story very much feels alive. You’re bombarded with all the emotions that are being emoted by the characters. All of the characters stood out as much as the main characters.
I was reminded about the fact that Black people and art was and is a damn near explosive combination. I was learning about the magic theatre and film and music have and the ability art has in creating something beyond meaningful. And the meaning it gave to Black people at a time where they were denied their inherent joy. But it made their art that much more powerful and have that much more significance.
There was a different level of respect for art, for the fragility of life in this book that’s rare to find in a story. The way Kennedy Ryan expressed this through her writing made it feel timeless. Classic.
It’s very much revered in this story, as it should be. Art and storytelling in all its forms. Everything about it was sacred and holy and spiritual and transcendent.
If there’s anything that this book has taught me is that above quote. This story embodies it and Kennedy Ryan told it exceptionally well.
I’m filled with so much gratitude for this book.
If, like me, you’re unable to move past this book, I highly recommend watching this live show she did where she talks about the process of writing this book and what it means to her in more depth, as well as discussing upcoming projects.
June 13, 2021
5 ‘Magic hour� stars
I’ve never read a Kennedy Ryan’s book that didn’t get my whole attention and forced me to get lost in the story immediately. I love how much care she puts in her stories and her characters. I love how she always comes with a different story and introduce us to different real characters. Her storytelling abilities are truly exceptional! There’s a reason she’s one of my all time favorite authors.
I fell in love with Canon and Neevah from the very first chapters. They were different and interesting and real. From the very beginning I wanted to know more about them and I loved to watch them grow. I loved watching them fight their attraction for each other when it was so freakin obvious! Both of them were incredible as an individuals and they were magnificent as a couple. They were just so equal. In addition to the buildup? The chemistry? The passion? Ahhh it was all just so good!
Their romance was perfect and full of passion. Neevah is that strong ambitious sunshine who is waiting for her big break. She’s been diagnosed with discoid lupus and I love how her medical condition was discussed and showed in the book. It was so obvious that the author did her research and I really appreciate that. You could clearly see how hard it was for her to prioritize her health and follow her dream at the same time. Canon was the grumpy genius hardworking director with a soft caring side. I loved how he was with Neevah, how he treated her, cared for her, and was always there for her. Their story was moving, emotional, and beautiful. Those two were just so perfect.
I’m addition to the romance this was so informative and educational and those parts added so much to the story. They were just as interesting as the romance itself. I didn’t know who Dessi Blue was before I read this, but I loved reading her story and knowing all those things about her, her struggles, and her success. I also really loved nearly all the side characters and how they all played part of the story. The whole book was just so dreamy and cinematic in a perfect way. It was just so good and it was obvious how much care and passion were put into it.
”Mama always said waiting for sunsets was like waiting for a miracle you knew would come,� he says, his voice graveled with the emotion in his eyes. “How happy she must be to know I finally found mine.�
I’ve never read a Kennedy Ryan’s book that didn’t get my whole attention and forced me to get lost in the story immediately. I love how much care she puts in her stories and her characters. I love how she always comes with a different story and introduce us to different real characters. Her storytelling abilities are truly exceptional! There’s a reason she’s one of my all time favorite authors.
I fell in love with Canon and Neevah from the very first chapters. They were different and interesting and real. From the very beginning I wanted to know more about them and I loved to watch them grow. I loved watching them fight their attraction for each other when it was so freakin obvious! Both of them were incredible as an individuals and they were magnificent as a couple. They were just so equal. In addition to the buildup? The chemistry? The passion? Ahhh it was all just so good!
To quote Dessi, they were not only the stars. They were the night—the dark sky without which no star can shine. How brightly they shone, leaving us a legacy lit by grit and enduring grace.
Their romance was perfect and full of passion. Neevah is that strong ambitious sunshine who is waiting for her big break. She’s been diagnosed with discoid lupus and I love how her medical condition was discussed and showed in the book. It was so obvious that the author did her research and I really appreciate that. You could clearly see how hard it was for her to prioritize her health and follow her dream at the same time. Canon was the grumpy genius hardworking director with a soft caring side. I loved how he was with Neevah, how he treated her, cared for her, and was always there for her. Their story was moving, emotional, and beautiful. Those two were just so perfect.
Every day that ends with me still breathing has ended well.
I’m addition to the romance this was so informative and educational and those parts added so much to the story. They were just as interesting as the romance itself. I didn’t know who Dessi Blue was before I read this, but I loved reading her story and knowing all those things about her, her struggles, and her success. I also really loved nearly all the side characters and how they all played part of the story. The whole book was just so dreamy and cinematic in a perfect way. It was just so good and it was obvious how much care and passion were put into it.
June 7, 2021
5 stars
Reel is such a fantastic book. Kennedy Ryan writes with so much depth and emotion. The romance in this story was stunning, but the other parts of the story were so interesting and profound. This was a gem of a story and I loved it so much.
Neevah Saint is truly talented. Unfortunately, she hasn’t had that much of an opportunity to shine as a broadway understudy. When one of the main actors are out, she’s in and it’s perfect timing, as Canon Holt is at her performance. Canon is a famous director and when he see’s Neevah he knows she’s it. She’s the woman he’s been looking for.
Canon is directing the film of a lifetime. Dessi Blue’s story. He’s been looking for his lead actress for months and no one, no matter how great or how popular has been right for Dessi. Canon is determined to do Dessi’s story right and he needs Neevah for that.
There was such a connection between Neevah and Canon. Their chemistry sizzled every time they were near each other. I loved watching the tension between them and seeing things start to come together. It had the perfect build up. Both of these characters were truly amazing and the strength Neevah had� wow. It was admirable. Canon was one of those heroes slowly made you fall for him. By the end, you’re all in just like Neevah.
Not only did I love Canon and Neevah, but I loved so many of the secondary characters. I loved how this wasn’t just an incredible romance, but a story of family and sacrifice. It also was the story of Dessi which brought such a unique spin to the story. I honestly loved everything about this one.
Kennedy Ryan has a way with words like no other. She is an amazing storyteller and I adored this book. Between the dynamic and well developed characters, the wonderful history of Dessi Blue’s, mending familial relationships, and the epic romance between Canon and Neevah... It was exceptional and I loved it all. I highly recommend this to all lovers of romance!
Reel is such a fantastic book. Kennedy Ryan writes with so much depth and emotion. The romance in this story was stunning, but the other parts of the story were so interesting and profound. This was a gem of a story and I loved it so much.
Neevah Saint is truly talented. Unfortunately, she hasn’t had that much of an opportunity to shine as a broadway understudy. When one of the main actors are out, she’s in and it’s perfect timing, as Canon Holt is at her performance. Canon is a famous director and when he see’s Neevah he knows she’s it. She’s the woman he’s been looking for.
Canon is directing the film of a lifetime. Dessi Blue’s story. He’s been looking for his lead actress for months and no one, no matter how great or how popular has been right for Dessi. Canon is determined to do Dessi’s story right and he needs Neevah for that.
There was such a connection between Neevah and Canon. Their chemistry sizzled every time they were near each other. I loved watching the tension between them and seeing things start to come together. It had the perfect build up. Both of these characters were truly amazing and the strength Neevah had� wow. It was admirable. Canon was one of those heroes slowly made you fall for him. By the end, you’re all in just like Neevah.
My heart recognized who Neevah was to me immediately- my light, the part that would fit with me like we were crafted for one another.
Not only did I love Canon and Neevah, but I loved so many of the secondary characters. I loved how this wasn’t just an incredible romance, but a story of family and sacrifice. It also was the story of Dessi which brought such a unique spin to the story. I honestly loved everything about this one.
Kennedy Ryan has a way with words like no other. She is an amazing storyteller and I adored this book. Between the dynamic and well developed characters, the wonderful history of Dessi Blue’s, mending familial relationships, and the epic romance between Canon and Neevah... It was exceptional and I loved it all. I highly recommend this to all lovers of romance!
‘Mama always said waiting for sunsets was like waiting for a miracle you knew would come,� he says, his voice graveled with the emotion in his eyes� ‘How happy she must be to know I finally found mine.�
June 21, 2021
TW loss of a loved one, cheating (side characters, not the main couple), chronic illness
Where do I start? Everything Kennedy Ryan writes is magic, so there's no surprise that I absolutely loved this book. The prologue grabbed my heart and didn't let go until the end of this book. I loved Neevah and Canon from the start and just wanted them to be happy. I loved following them as Canon was determined not to date another actress on one of his movies after it completely crashed and burned last time. Canon and Neevah are clearly attracted to each other, but both don't want to jeopardize the movie or their careers.
When it comes to the movie backdrop of the plot, you could feel Neevah's connection to the character she was playing and everyone's love and devotion to the movie. I loved how much we got of the characters working on the plot and learning about the characters' real lives that they were playing. Canon is so devoted to his work, which I really appreciated and felt. It was hard to keep that professional line once he and Neevah started to date. Neevah was a gem as well and so talented. She never became a diva and just genuinely enjoyed acting.
This is a long book, but it definitely takes a turn about halfway through. The entire tone of the book changes and I fell even harder for Canon's character and how much he was there for Neevah. My heart broke for these characters and the story became about so much more than the romance; Neevah had to confront her conflicts from her past and mend some relationships she thought could never be mended. While I didn't end up crying like I know a lot of my friends did, I felt so many emotions and became so attached to these characters. You have to pick this book up!
Where do I start? Everything Kennedy Ryan writes is magic, so there's no surprise that I absolutely loved this book. The prologue grabbed my heart and didn't let go until the end of this book. I loved Neevah and Canon from the start and just wanted them to be happy. I loved following them as Canon was determined not to date another actress on one of his movies after it completely crashed and burned last time. Canon and Neevah are clearly attracted to each other, but both don't want to jeopardize the movie or their careers.
When it comes to the movie backdrop of the plot, you could feel Neevah's connection to the character she was playing and everyone's love and devotion to the movie. I loved how much we got of the characters working on the plot and learning about the characters' real lives that they were playing. Canon is so devoted to his work, which I really appreciated and felt. It was hard to keep that professional line once he and Neevah started to date. Neevah was a gem as well and so talented. She never became a diva and just genuinely enjoyed acting.
This is a long book, but it definitely takes a turn about halfway through. The entire tone of the book changes and I fell even harder for Canon's character and how much he was there for Neevah. My heart broke for these characters and the story became about so much more than the romance; Neevah had to confront her conflicts from her past and mend some relationships she thought could never be mended. While I didn't end up crying like I know a lot of my friends did, I felt so many emotions and became so attached to these characters. You have to pick this book up!
July 7, 2021
3 stars 💫
I’ve kissed the star. I’ve felt its burn and held it close.
🎬 / this was okay
🎬 + read it for the black love, which i love 💕
🎬 + director x actress movie set setting was cool
🎬 - couldn't connect w MC's personalities all the way. heroine is kinda naive and boring and hero is kinda a rigid diva, sometimes in a sexy way but not always
🎬 / i want linh's book, she's serving up some jhene aiko vibes
May 22, 2022
4.5 ⭐️ my mf HEART!!!!!! this book was not only a beautiful love story about neevah & canon but also a love story to art, music, black artists, black history, film, and family.
the message hit so hard, and it was magically written. kennedy ryan doesn’t disappoint y’all.
“you look at me the way your mom looked at sunsets.� <3
the message hit so hard, and it was magically written. kennedy ryan doesn’t disappoint y’all.
“you look at me the way your mom looked at sunsets.� <3
June 17, 2021
I detest writing reviews for Kennedy Ryan’s books. I just feel like any words I say could never do her books justice.
Kennedy Ryan is an EXCEPTIONAL writer. A brilliant storyteller.
She somehow manages to write stunningly beautiful love stories that are powerful ,emotional and also raises awareness on so many important issues. One of the things I love about her books is how brilliantly KR teaches us about so many issues without making it feel like a lecture. In a world where “wokeness� is so prevalent, Kennedy Ryan manages to create the prefect balance in raising awareness.
Reel is brilliant. KR always manages to ruin me with her book and Reel is no exception. Me saying “This was an emotional book�, just doesn’t do it justice.
Neevah is strength personified. I adore her more for her passionate driven nature.
Canon and Neevah, wow� These two could burn the pages of any book with their chemistry.
Kennedy gives us a powerful, emotional , inspiring romance and I devoured it.
Reel has gone right on top of my list of the best books I’ve read in 2021.
Once again, Kennedy Ryan has given us so much more than just a romance book. Reel is perfect. It is beautifully written. And I highly highly recommend that you read this book NOW. Drop everything you’re reading and get this book.
June 24, 2021
Such an incredible romance. Kennedy Ryan will never cease to amaze me with her words.
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May 6, 2021🎥 Reel COVER & CHAPTER REVEAL! 🎥
Reel, Kennedy Ryan’s new breathtaking standalone romance set in the glamorous world of film and theater, is coming June 8th. Here's the beautiful cover AND a complete chapter excerpt!
Award-Winning Wall Street Journal Bestselling author Kennedy Ryan launches a brand new series with a Hollywood tale of wild ambition, artistic obsession, and unrelenting love.
One moment in the spotlight.
For months I stood by, an understudy waiting in the wings, preparing for my time to shine.
I never imagined he would watch in the audience that night.
Canon Holt.
Famous film director.
Fascinating. Talented. Fine.
Before I could catch my breath, everything changed.
I went from backstage Broadway to center stage Hollywood.
From being unknown, to my name, Neevah Saint, on everyone’s lips.
Canon casts me in a star-studded Harlem Renaissance biopic, catapulting me into another stratosphere.
But stars shine brightest in the dead of night.
Forbidden attraction, scandal and circumstances beyond my control jeopardize my dream.
Could this one shot—the role of a lifetime, the love of a lifetime—cost me everything?
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"𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚’� 𝙖 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙙𝙚, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙣𝙩 𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚. 𝘼 𝙛𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙤’𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙘� 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙬 𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙜𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙟𝙖𝙬𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙜𝙚𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙢—𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚�, 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨, 𝙚𝙙𝙜𝙚𝙨—𝙩𝙝𝙖� 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙧𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙙𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙪𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙪𝙢."
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June 9, 2021
Accolades for the courageous Kennedy Ryan for writing this deeply anguishing book which has a purpose to serve other than just entertain us with hearts & flowers. Inspirational and dazzling, Kennedys stories motivate you to make this world a better place, Contribute a functional existence, start each day with becoming the change we want to see.
"Every single one of us is in a race, and a race against time is one you'll never win. But how will you run?
Live with what you'll leave behind in mind"
Pay attention: we have in our midst a gifted and ingenious author who has book and book again shone the spotlight on burning issues plaguing women and POC repeatedly. She makes a conscious effort to match her revolutionary prose with the tumultuous world outside, all against the rosy backdrop of the deepest emotion of love.
"History is so picked over, by the time you get to the tree, there's barely any fruit left"
Kennedy is fast becoming synonymous with the title of - Substantial Writer. Pulling threads from history, her thorough research and acute sensibilities have created a significant story which take me behind the glitz and glamor of the tinsel world of Hollywood. The racism, sexism hiding behind minute men sitting on big thrones. The scene where Dessi is asked to darken her skin to soothe fragile egos of the producers, made me cry in shame and indignation.
Her characters are people of color and already at a disadvantage in a world ruled by light-skinned people in power. The Movers & Shakers. Her creations, an upcoming actress, Neevah Saint is picked up by Canon Holt the director and unbeknownst to them both, she becomes his muse. He is making a biopic Dessi Blue and she's his Dessi, Odessa Blue. A Jazz Singer from 30s & 40s.
Kennedy takes us on colourful journey on a glittering rainbow of celluloid world. She showcases The workings behind the screen which is extreme hard work and millions of cogs working perfectly in tandem to work the mammoth movie making machine.
But this is not just a story of Canon & Neev, it's about the struggles, the roadblocks,the heartbreak, the debilitation, the stresses, the pitfalls and the cost of making it in Hollywood.
But there is also gigantic, all encompassing, healing LOVE in caps present front and center.
Canon and Neevah are sheer perfection, completely made for each other.
And in particular this book is an ode to the artists of color, upcoming and the ones lost in oblivion, some who changed the world through cinema and some who washed off the warpaint to walk the streets in protest.
Time and history has not been kind or fair to them..to us...to all non-white persons in any part of America. This battle has not ended and shows no sign of abating.
"It's all America, Dess"
Ms Ryan's story has made me ponder, made me shudder, made me bawl, all the while keeping the hope alive till the last page. My frustration climbed the charts, my heart bled for the characters and tears flowed freely throughout.
Thank you Kennedy, I'm fortunate enough to live in your time, read your words and experience the warmth of your smiles and hugs.
Fellow readers, Pick up this radical and profound book as your next read to be astonished and amazed at the immense talent we are so blessed to make acquaintance with.
5 stars for "Come What May Kinda Love"
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"Every single one of us is in a race, and a race against time is one you'll never win. But how will you run?
Live with what you'll leave behind in mind"
Pay attention: we have in our midst a gifted and ingenious author who has book and book again shone the spotlight on burning issues plaguing women and POC repeatedly. She makes a conscious effort to match her revolutionary prose with the tumultuous world outside, all against the rosy backdrop of the deepest emotion of love.
"History is so picked over, by the time you get to the tree, there's barely any fruit left"
Kennedy is fast becoming synonymous with the title of - Substantial Writer. Pulling threads from history, her thorough research and acute sensibilities have created a significant story which take me behind the glitz and glamor of the tinsel world of Hollywood. The racism, sexism hiding behind minute men sitting on big thrones. The scene where Dessi is asked to darken her skin to soothe fragile egos of the producers, made me cry in shame and indignation.
Her characters are people of color and already at a disadvantage in a world ruled by light-skinned people in power. The Movers & Shakers. Her creations, an upcoming actress, Neevah Saint is picked up by Canon Holt the director and unbeknownst to them both, she becomes his muse. He is making a biopic Dessi Blue and she's his Dessi, Odessa Blue. A Jazz Singer from 30s & 40s.
Kennedy takes us on colourful journey on a glittering rainbow of celluloid world. She showcases The workings behind the screen which is extreme hard work and millions of cogs working perfectly in tandem to work the mammoth movie making machine.
But this is not just a story of Canon & Neev, it's about the struggles, the roadblocks,the heartbreak, the debilitation, the stresses, the pitfalls and the cost of making it in Hollywood.
But there is also gigantic, all encompassing, healing LOVE in caps present front and center.
Canon and Neevah are sheer perfection, completely made for each other.
And in particular this book is an ode to the artists of color, upcoming and the ones lost in oblivion, some who changed the world through cinema and some who washed off the warpaint to walk the streets in protest.
Time and history has not been kind or fair to them..to us...to all non-white persons in any part of America. This battle has not ended and shows no sign of abating.
"It's all America, Dess"
Ms Ryan's story has made me ponder, made me shudder, made me bawl, all the while keeping the hope alive till the last page. My frustration climbed the charts, my heart bled for the characters and tears flowed freely throughout.
Thank you Kennedy, I'm fortunate enough to live in your time, read your words and experience the warmth of your smiles and hugs.
Fellow readers, Pick up this radical and profound book as your next read to be astonished and amazed at the immense talent we are so blessed to make acquaintance with.
5 stars for "Come What May Kinda Love"
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December 5, 2021
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***
I don't have enough stars to give this book. It is perfection. I am now broken and all other books are trash.
Holy shit.
6 stars.
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I don't have enough stars to give this book. It is perfection. I am now broken and all other books are trash.
Holy shit.
6 stars.
October 1, 2021
4 stars!
This is the story of Neevah, a broadway understudy, and Canon a Hollywood director. Canon has been searching for his next lead in his film for months, and discovers her when a friend brings him along to a Broadway show the night an understudy steps in. Canon knows right away Neevah is the perfect fit for his film, there’s just one pesky thing: his attraction to her.
I really loved the first half of this book. How Neevah got cast, the tension between her and Canon. The story felt very layered. But I should have known, it’s a Kennedy Ryan novel and the second half of the book got heavy. Which is fine but I was not mentally prepared for it and had to set the book down for a little while before jumping back in. Other than that I loved this book, I thought it was such a sweet romance with low angst and it was beautifully written. I was sucked in from the first page.
This is the story of Neevah, a broadway understudy, and Canon a Hollywood director. Canon has been searching for his next lead in his film for months, and discovers her when a friend brings him along to a Broadway show the night an understudy steps in. Canon knows right away Neevah is the perfect fit for his film, there’s just one pesky thing: his attraction to her.
I really loved the first half of this book. How Neevah got cast, the tension between her and Canon. The story felt very layered. But I should have known, it’s a Kennedy Ryan novel and the second half of the book got heavy. Which is fine but I was not mentally prepared for it and had to set the book down for a little while before jumping back in. Other than that I loved this book, I thought it was such a sweet romance with low angst and it was beautifully written. I was sucked in from the first page.
May 18, 2021
5 “Unexpected� Stars
I love when a story throws in an unexpected. An “unexpected� that adds an extra depth and emotion to an already deeply intense romance. An epic read that will leave you better than when you started for life is too short to miss out on the beauty of living.
Reel is hands down a beautiful love story. It is spectacular, emotional and just fanfreakingtastic!! I don’t know how this author does it every time. She creates such a symphony of words that tells her audience an incredible and moving story. The blending of Hollywood, Broadway and a forgotten life story of a talented jazz singer not well known, comes alive in spectacular tones and vivid notes that brings an awareness that everyday is a gift and it shouldn’t be squander away. Every word, every line, every emotion and every ounce of this story worked effortlessly and beautifully.
Canon Holt, the fame director, is 💯!! Brilliant, inspiring, insightful, passionate, reserved....need I say more. Neevah Saint is a fighter. She’s determined, driven, passionate and has a past that keeps her struggling to forgive her family. These two are soulmates that had yet to find each other. The push and pull, the sexual tension and the workplace dynamics creates for a buildup of epic proportions. Besides Canon and Neevah, the cast of secondary characters jump from the pages and bleed into the story making you want to know their stories as well. And the masterpiece of incorporating the filming about a jazz singer, Dessi Blue, brought this story to an even higher level because of the depth and passion of telling her story within the story of Canon and Neevah.
All I can say is this story is epic. It’s not an everyday romance. It’s real and raw, with love lost and found, and it’s survival and forgiveness. So many layers within layers that are peeled back slowly and intrinsically. Every thought and emotion is exposed and laid out to be felt. Some joyous and some painful but all come from an outpouring of the heart of this author. Her gift to tell extraordinary stories that go through awakenings is beyond marvelous. A Best of 2021 no doubt!!
*advanced copy provided in exchange for an honest review*
I love when a story throws in an unexpected. An “unexpected� that adds an extra depth and emotion to an already deeply intense romance. An epic read that will leave you better than when you started for life is too short to miss out on the beauty of living.
Reel is hands down a beautiful love story. It is spectacular, emotional and just fanfreakingtastic!! I don’t know how this author does it every time. She creates such a symphony of words that tells her audience an incredible and moving story. The blending of Hollywood, Broadway and a forgotten life story of a talented jazz singer not well known, comes alive in spectacular tones and vivid notes that brings an awareness that everyday is a gift and it shouldn’t be squander away. Every word, every line, every emotion and every ounce of this story worked effortlessly and beautifully.
Canon Holt, the fame director, is 💯!! Brilliant, inspiring, insightful, passionate, reserved....need I say more. Neevah Saint is a fighter. She’s determined, driven, passionate and has a past that keeps her struggling to forgive her family. These two are soulmates that had yet to find each other. The push and pull, the sexual tension and the workplace dynamics creates for a buildup of epic proportions. Besides Canon and Neevah, the cast of secondary characters jump from the pages and bleed into the story making you want to know their stories as well. And the masterpiece of incorporating the filming about a jazz singer, Dessi Blue, brought this story to an even higher level because of the depth and passion of telling her story within the story of Canon and Neevah.
All I can say is this story is epic. It’s not an everyday romance. It’s real and raw, with love lost and found, and it’s survival and forgiveness. So many layers within layers that are peeled back slowly and intrinsically. Every thought and emotion is exposed and laid out to be felt. Some joyous and some painful but all come from an outpouring of the heart of this author. Her gift to tell extraordinary stories that go through awakenings is beyond marvelous. A Best of 2021 no doubt!!
*advanced copy provided in exchange for an honest review*
June 9, 2021
SERIES: Hollywood Renaissance #1 - reads as standalone
GENRE: contemporary romance
TROPES: workplace romance, grumpy sunshine
HOTTIE METER: 4🌡
RATING: 5 �
SONGS:
🌤 Sunshine/Grumpy
🎬 Theater/Film
� Feels on feels on feels
💋 Swoonz
📖 Contemporary standalone
� Chronic illness rep
💪🏾 Alpha-Cinnamon Hero
hero
Canon, 37yo, reclaimed movie and documentary director
heroine
Neevah, 30yo, theater actress still waiting for her big break
story
Canon is filming a new biopic about an unknown jazz singer. He still needs to cast the leading lady. He has a difficult time finding the right fit. One evening his musician friend takes him to a Broadway play where Neevah is stepping in as the lead. Until that time she was an understudy. As soon as he sees her he knows he found the perfect person to act in his movie. Now he has to fight with execs of the studio to give the role to an unknown female. He succeeded, of course. As the production and filming continue Canon and Neevah have a hard time staying away from each other. If only he didn't vow to himself, not to date actresses from his movies anymore. But some things are inevitable. Despite everyone warning them to stay away from each other.
romance
The love between these two is realistic and palpable. It is potent and tangible. The build-up is slow and natural.
themes & twist
Neevah has a chronic illness. I love how Kennedy incorporated that in the story. There are also some past relationship issues both of them need to deal with. Canon had a relationship with an actress which left him suspicious of finding love. Neevah was badly hurt by her ex-boyfriend that messed up her relationship with her family members. Another aspect of the storyline is that this is workplace romance. I liked how the characters discussed the power imbalance between essentially a boss and his employee.
secondary characters
Kennedy sets some future storylines with the side characters. Nevertheless, this reads as a standalone novel. I liked the friends of the main couple. Already I'm excited about those books.
writing
Spectacular!!! This is what a perfect contemporary romance feels like. There is something magnificent about Kennedy's writing that I can't explain. She has the ability to make you feel, care and in the end feel so fulfilled...whole and hopeful.
takeaways & random ramblings
This was a history and life lesson wrapped up in a charming romance novel.
A love letter to artists.
Can we talk about those biceps? Damn. The cover is stunning.
I would read anything Kennedy Ryan writes!!
ALL THE STARS!
GENRE: contemporary romance
TROPES: workplace romance, grumpy sunshine
HOTTIE METER: 4🌡
RATING: 5 �
SONGS:
🌤 Sunshine/Grumpy
🎬 Theater/Film
� Feels on feels on feels
💋 Swoonz
📖 Contemporary standalone
� Chronic illness rep
💪🏾 Alpha-Cinnamon Hero
hero
Canon, 37yo, reclaimed movie and documentary director
heroine
Neevah, 30yo, theater actress still waiting for her big break
story
Canon is filming a new biopic about an unknown jazz singer. He still needs to cast the leading lady. He has a difficult time finding the right fit. One evening his musician friend takes him to a Broadway play where Neevah is stepping in as the lead. Until that time she was an understudy. As soon as he sees her he knows he found the perfect person to act in his movie. Now he has to fight with execs of the studio to give the role to an unknown female. He succeeded, of course. As the production and filming continue Canon and Neevah have a hard time staying away from each other. If only he didn't vow to himself, not to date actresses from his movies anymore. But some things are inevitable. Despite everyone warning them to stay away from each other.
romance
The love between these two is realistic and palpable. It is potent and tangible. The build-up is slow and natural.
themes & twist
Neevah has a chronic illness. I love how Kennedy incorporated that in the story. There are also some past relationship issues both of them need to deal with. Canon had a relationship with an actress which left him suspicious of finding love. Neevah was badly hurt by her ex-boyfriend that messed up her relationship with her family members. Another aspect of the storyline is that this is workplace romance. I liked how the characters discussed the power imbalance between essentially a boss and his employee.
secondary characters
Kennedy sets some future storylines with the side characters. Nevertheless, this reads as a standalone novel. I liked the friends of the main couple. Already I'm excited about those books.
writing
Spectacular!!! This is what a perfect contemporary romance feels like. There is something magnificent about Kennedy's writing that I can't explain. She has the ability to make you feel, care and in the end feel so fulfilled...whole and hopeful.
takeaways & random ramblings
This was a history and life lesson wrapped up in a charming romance novel.
A love letter to artists.
Can we talk about those biceps? Damn. The cover is stunning.
I would read anything Kennedy Ryan writes!!
ALL THE STARS!
October 17, 2023
4/5 ⭐️
- Absolutely fell in love with how the buildup to the relationship began! It was the perfect timeline. It didn’t feel too long or too fast. I really love how this romance actually felt forbidden and the tension in this book between the two main characters was perfection.
- This book was written so well!! Only a talented writer as incredible as Kennedy Ryan could intertwine romance, history, and an additional story from the movie! I was interested from start to finish in the every character and the cast of the movie truly felt like a found family.
- There were so many beautiful quotes in this book. I rarely annotate books and I found myself writing down so many quotes in my notes app because I didn’t have a pen near me. This book is such a beautiful story of not only romance, but just the beautiful essence of how incredible a full life can be.
- Absolutely fell in love with how the buildup to the relationship began! It was the perfect timeline. It didn’t feel too long or too fast. I really love how this romance actually felt forbidden and the tension in this book between the two main characters was perfection.
- This book was written so well!! Only a talented writer as incredible as Kennedy Ryan could intertwine romance, history, and an additional story from the movie! I was interested from start to finish in the every character and the cast of the movie truly felt like a found family.
- There were so many beautiful quotes in this book. I rarely annotate books and I found myself writing down so many quotes in my notes app because I didn’t have a pen near me. This book is such a beautiful story of not only romance, but just the beautiful essence of how incredible a full life can be.
February 6, 2022
my heart feels hollow
November 22, 2024
BELIEVE ALL OF THE HYPE.. and that’s all imma say. Canon is .. WHEEWW a man. Such a beautiful story.
March 15, 2022
I didn’t expect this book to come from an author I’d never heard of and a book I’d only heard of once offhandedly, causing me to place a Libby hold for it. Reel deserves SO much hype. How books like The Love Hypothesis and The Spanish Love Deception are getting so much traction when they’re books that have been done before and done better while this gem goes unnoticed, I’ll never understand.
This book tells 5 stories in the span of 400 pages. It tells the backstory of Canon and Neevah in the first 10, and though that’s only a few pages, it tells it effectively. You see what made these characters who they are and that literary move was so incredibly smart.
Then you see a love story unfold, and a very genuine one at that. You understand why these characters are drawn to each other. It feels authentic in a way I haven’t experienced in a while.
You see a 1930’s biopic story unfold in the movie Canon directs, which reminds us as the reader of all the stories of important black voices that never got to tell their own tale. They were either hijacked by white people claiming their success as their own or the stories died with them, repressed.
Finally, we see a heart breaking health crisis and how that’s overcome, or isn’t. How your loved ones respond to this life or death call to action, or how they don’t.
It’s a beautiful book that will stick with me for a long time. It was done perfectly.
This book tells 5 stories in the span of 400 pages. It tells the backstory of Canon and Neevah in the first 10, and though that’s only a few pages, it tells it effectively. You see what made these characters who they are and that literary move was so incredibly smart.
Then you see a love story unfold, and a very genuine one at that. You understand why these characters are drawn to each other. It feels authentic in a way I haven’t experienced in a while.
You see a 1930’s biopic story unfold in the movie Canon directs, which reminds us as the reader of all the stories of important black voices that never got to tell their own tale. They were either hijacked by white people claiming their success as their own or the stories died with them, repressed.
Finally, we see a heart breaking health crisis and how that’s overcome, or isn’t. How your loved ones respond to this life or death call to action, or how they don’t.
It’s a beautiful book that will stick with me for a long time. It was done perfectly.
June 9, 2021
If I could give this book 10/5 stars I would. This is an absolutely beautiful and powerful book. It is swoony, steamy, funny, heartbreaking, and ultimately hopeful.
Neevah Saint is an actress on Broadway who, as an understudy, finally gets a chance to star in the show on the night when the very famous film director Canon Holt is in the audience. He is struck with her talent and immediately requests she star in his Harlem Renaissance biopic. What results from that first meeting is a love story that most people dream about.
The attraction between these two is IMMENSE, but it's definitely forbidden as actress and director. The sheer amount of anticipation Kennedy creates as these two circle each other is off the charts. The sexual tension is so palpable, and the emotion building between them is something most writers struggle capturing. But not Ryan. She excels at this.
Every look shared, every interaction tells the story and when the heat finally comes on page it is absolutely scorching.
The history of Black Creatives in the 30s, the story Canon wants to tell in this film is both beautiful and sad, and Ryan handled it with nuance and humanity in a perfect blend.
The ultimate conflict of the book was also something I didn't see coming, but it was handled with so much care and tenderness. This book touched me on so many levels and I can not recommend it highly enough.
Kennedy Ryan is a powerhouse of a writer and this heat and emotion filled romance will stay with me forever.
A masterpiece of fiction. A must read for all romance lovers.
"I feel his heart in the look he gives me. Ours is a love so much richer and deeper than anything I could have dreamt or imagined, girded with trust and burning with passion. That forever kind of love that doesn’t waver when times get tough and things go bad. That come what may kind of love, and every time he looks at me, I see it."
Neevah Saint is an actress on Broadway who, as an understudy, finally gets a chance to star in the show on the night when the very famous film director Canon Holt is in the audience. He is struck with her talent and immediately requests she star in his Harlem Renaissance biopic. What results from that first meeting is a love story that most people dream about.
The attraction between these two is IMMENSE, but it's definitely forbidden as actress and director. The sheer amount of anticipation Kennedy creates as these two circle each other is off the charts. The sexual tension is so palpable, and the emotion building between them is something most writers struggle capturing. But not Ryan. She excels at this.
Every look shared, every interaction tells the story and when the heat finally comes on page it is absolutely scorching.
The history of Black Creatives in the 30s, the story Canon wants to tell in this film is both beautiful and sad, and Ryan handled it with nuance and humanity in a perfect blend.
The ultimate conflict of the book was also something I didn't see coming, but it was handled with so much care and tenderness. This book touched me on so many levels and I can not recommend it highly enough.
Kennedy Ryan is a powerhouse of a writer and this heat and emotion filled romance will stay with me forever.
A masterpiece of fiction. A must read for all romance lovers.
"I feel his heart in the look he gives me. Ours is a love so much richer and deeper than anything I could have dreamt or imagined, girded with trust and burning with passion. That forever kind of love that doesn’t waver when times get tough and things go bad. That come what may kind of love, and every time he looks at me, I see it."
October 2, 2023
5/5 ⭐️ Oh wow!!! I adored this book with my whole heart. Kennedy Ryan is such an amazing author and I love her stories so much. They always hit me the hardest.
I was already feeling so emotional reading Neevah’s prologue. What her sister and ex fiancé did to her had me so angry! That was the literal worst betrayal! 🤬. I’m so glad she got her happy ending though 🥹.
This is a romance between a director and the lead actress in a biopic. It had so much forbidden tension and I loved it!
I loved that the first time Canon saw Neevah’s Broadway performance, he just knew that she was the one he needed to cast for his film. He was so entranced by her amazing talent 🥹.
This also tells the story of Dessi Blue. She was a blues/jazz singer from the 1930s. I loved how her story was also weaved into Canon & Neevah’s. It was a beautiful masterpiece of a story and it made me so emotional at times.
This was just so beautifully written. I love that there were chapters with the actual script of the biopic that they were working on. It was so unique. That was one of my favorite things about this book!
And the romance?!? Oh it was absolutely stunning!!! I was swooning from the very beginning 🥹. It was forbidden so it had so much tension!! Canon was also very supportive of Neevah and I liked how they both admired each other. They are literal soulmates 🥹❤️.
It also broke my heart to see how Neevah struggled with lupus. Some of the scenes had me crying my eyes out. So please check the trigger warnings before reading this book.
Overall, this book was just amazing and I can see myself rereading it forever ❤️. I loved all of the characters so much!
I was already feeling so emotional reading Neevah’s prologue. What her sister and ex fiancé did to her had me so angry! That was the literal worst betrayal! 🤬. I’m so glad she got her happy ending though 🥹.
This is a romance between a director and the lead actress in a biopic. It had so much forbidden tension and I loved it!
I loved that the first time Canon saw Neevah’s Broadway performance, he just knew that she was the one he needed to cast for his film. He was so entranced by her amazing talent 🥹.
This also tells the story of Dessi Blue. She was a blues/jazz singer from the 1930s. I loved how her story was also weaved into Canon & Neevah’s. It was a beautiful masterpiece of a story and it made me so emotional at times.
This was just so beautifully written. I love that there were chapters with the actual script of the biopic that they were working on. It was so unique. That was one of my favorite things about this book!
And the romance?!? Oh it was absolutely stunning!!! I was swooning from the very beginning 🥹. It was forbidden so it had so much tension!! Canon was also very supportive of Neevah and I liked how they both admired each other. They are literal soulmates 🥹❤️.
It also broke my heart to see how Neevah struggled with lupus. Some of the scenes had me crying my eyes out. So please check the trigger warnings before reading this book.
Overall, this book was just amazing and I can see myself rereading it forever ❤️. I loved all of the characters so much!
June 4, 2021
4.55/5
� this quote perfectly describes Neevah and Canon's relationship and it makes me so soft with love.
Kennedy Ryan is one of the few authors that I have come across as a reader who can write such captivating and moving stories that often leave my mind reeling from the after effect of it. And, this book was no different. Reel held my attention from the very first page and until the very last page of the book. The story of Neevah Saint and Canon Holt was so emotionally beautiful, passionate, and enthralling to read. One of the things that I loved about this book was the way Kennedy Ryan celebrated Black history and Black culture plus the art through these characters and this story; she didn't hold back on giving the facts straight and loud. PHEW!
This was not my first book by Kennedy Ryan, I have read both the series and duet, but the last time I was obsessed with a couple of her's like I am with these two was when I read the Kingmaker duet. I think the reason is that Neevah & Canon are very similar to Lennix & Maxim when it comes to forbidden romance and just being a power couple.
˜�*°�.˜�*°� THE PLOT. •�*”�.•�*�
� Tropes: age - gap + found family + grumpy/sunshine + forbidden romance.
Reel opens up to the prologue where we meet our main characters at a very pivotal point of their lives that changes everything for them and creates their destiny. Neevah Saint (h) is a young girl with the dream of becoming an actress one day. However, she is conflicted because she is engaged to her high school boyfriend and doesn't want to leave him or her family behind in the small town of North Carolina. Due to a sudden change in her romantic and non - romantic life, she decides to pursue her career and move away from home. At the same time, but in a different world, Canon Holt (H) is shown capturing the last moments with his sick mother who he is making a documentary about.
In the present time and a couple of years later, Neevah is now a thirty-year-old struggling broadway actress still with big dreams and aspirations. Neevah also now battles with Lupus Discoid which is a chronic autoimmune disease that affects the skin. However, she doesn't let that stop her from going after what she wants in life especially her dream. During one of her broadway nights, she meets Canon through a mutual friend, Monk who is a very popular musician in Hollywood. Thirty-seven-year-old Canon is now a famous Hollywood director in search of an actress for his Biopic based on Dessi Blue, a talented jazz singer. Canon is mesmerized by Neevah's performance and after a long quest for his actress, one look at Neevah and he decides no one else is more perfect for the character than her.
The story then continues to focus on the professional and romantic relationship of Neevah and Canon. As they start working together, there's a constant push and pull between them and they start to realize there's so much that they feel for each other that they cannot ignore it even though they cannot pursue a romantic relationship which is deemed as strictly forbidden for them. One of Canon's struggles of not wanting to pursue a relationship with Neevah is because of his ex-girlfriend who was also an actress in one of his films which did not work out in his favor. However, during the filming of the Biopic, Neevah, and Canon become very close and start to see each other as more than just fulfillment of their needs. Canon and Neevah's relationship starts on a very stable foundation because they both know what they want from each other and out of their relationship, however, there's still some turbulence that tries to shake their foundation.
As their relationship continues, Neevah faces dramatic health issues which puts their filming to a pause but also turns out to be a major test of their relationship. Not only does it tests her romantic life, but also her platonic life as well. Because Neevah had left home due to a strain in her relationship with her family, her fragile health also brings her family back together to finally face their problems with one another. At the same time, Canon's ex returns in the picture for a brief moment to expose Neevah and Canon's relationship to the world. Though she tries to create problems for them, Canon and Neevah's relationship is strong enough to deal with the aftermath of the exposure.
the characters:
� Canon Holt and Neevah Saint:
These two characters are like day & night, sun & moon even though they are complete opposites of one another, they share the same vulnerability and experience of life which led them to each other. Canon is broody and dominant, but he also has a very sweet and nurturing side to him especially when it comes to the people he loves: his mother and Neevah. Whereas Neevah is full of bright light but she also has such a fierce and strong side to her character and as a whole, both of the characters are so well written. Both of them portray such real and endearing personalities that I loved every moment of theirs together and with other people as well.
� the romance:
Where do I even begin? Because I loved every second and every moment of them being together. I'm a big fan of forbidden romance and it takes a lot to deliver the right essence of this kind of romance and so if it is done well, nothing tops it. Kennedy Ryan came through with the romance that Canon and Neevah had. One of the simplest things that I love in books is when the plot is the couple, the couple is the plot even when there is a whole story in the background, it's just that the couple remains as the major focus and everything else around them is there to contribute to their existence. And, especially if the couple is shown doing the most mundane things together and just being in love, I LOVE THAT KIND OF LOVE SO MUCH. Neevah and Canon are one of my favorite power couples to exist just because they served such an emotionally sweet, but also a very intense and fiery romance on a fine gold platter. So even if there was no story and just them doing nothing except being in love, I would still have been equally satisfied as I am now even with a nicely developed plot. Neevah and Canon shared so much sexual tension which was h o t and longing, oof they were so great. Also, the soft romantic moments that they shared especially when it came from Canon's side, it was all so wholesome.
� Wright "Monk" Bellamy and Verity Hill:
Monk is the music composer for the Biopic and Verity is the scriptwriter and they both hate each other with passion. I'm excited for these two and their story because there is so much hatred and angst plus tension between them like I felt THAT when Verity gave Monk "the look" when he talked about infidelity. I'm just so curious to know what happened between them. I love how Monk seems to be so laid back and the jokester of the group whereas Verity seems so posh and has a 'takes no shit from anyone' type of attitude. Hoping to see them deliver a second chance + love to hate to love romance.
� Evan Bancroft and Linh Lawstone
I'm not sure if they are going to end up being a couple and have their book, but I very much hope so because I'm rooting for them. Evan is Canon's production partner and Linh is the costume designer BUT also the studio executive's wife. Their first meet is so cute because Evan was speechless and completely dazed the first time he met Linh and the way she brings his boyish side out, they better get the opportunity to serve the forbidden romance.
� Takira: Neevah's quirky and fun best friend plus hairstylist. These two together are a riot and are always there for each other through the thick & thin. They match up to one another so well and who doesn't love well-written girl friendships.
� I'm a HUGE fan of the found family trope and even though we didn't get enough scenes with the entire group, the scenes that we do get are so wholesome. And, especially the way they all talk about each other it clearly shows how even if they met some time ago, they care so much for one another. So I'm hoping that the friendships are further explored in the next books because I want more.
some overall thoughts.
The Reel is easily one of my top reads of this year and I thoroughly enjoyed it a lot. I mean just look at the cover, this DELIVERED. You know a book is bound to be good when you're only 10% in and you just want to prolong the read because you don't want to finish it quickly. That was me as soon as I had started reading it because the chemistry between Neevah and Canon got me real good. My only complaint which is not really a complaint, but just something that I didn't like or care for was the little side drama with Canon's ex which wasn't really a drama. Because to me it just felt like a filler, and it didn't do much or hold any major importance in the story. Also, one other thing was Neevah's familial issues especially the conflict with her sister, in my opinion, think it resolved way too quickly for something that went on for years I think it could have been more thoroughly explored so the sisters' relationship at the end could have felt more definite. But, other than those two things, overall I loved this book a lot solely because even though the plot worked so well as a whole, the couple itself, Neevah and Canon owned it for me. And, I can not wait to see more of them just being in love and as a couple in the next books.
ARC provided kindly by Social Butterfly PR and the author in exchange for an honest review.
“Mama always said waiting for sunsets was like waiting for a miracle you knew would come, he says, his voice graveled with the emotion in his eyes� How happy she must be to know I finally found mine.�
� this quote perfectly describes Neevah and Canon's relationship and it makes me so soft with love.
Kennedy Ryan is one of the few authors that I have come across as a reader who can write such captivating and moving stories that often leave my mind reeling from the after effect of it. And, this book was no different. Reel held my attention from the very first page and until the very last page of the book. The story of Neevah Saint and Canon Holt was so emotionally beautiful, passionate, and enthralling to read. One of the things that I loved about this book was the way Kennedy Ryan celebrated Black history and Black culture plus the art through these characters and this story; she didn't hold back on giving the facts straight and loud. PHEW!
This was not my first book by Kennedy Ryan, I have read both the series and duet, but the last time I was obsessed with a couple of her's like I am with these two was when I read the Kingmaker duet. I think the reason is that Neevah & Canon are very similar to Lennix & Maxim when it comes to forbidden romance and just being a power couple.
˜�*°�.˜�*°� THE PLOT. •�*”�.•�*�
� Tropes: age - gap + found family + grumpy/sunshine + forbidden romance.
Reel opens up to the prologue where we meet our main characters at a very pivotal point of their lives that changes everything for them and creates their destiny. Neevah Saint (h) is a young girl with the dream of becoming an actress one day. However, she is conflicted because she is engaged to her high school boyfriend and doesn't want to leave him or her family behind in the small town of North Carolina. Due to a sudden change in her romantic and non - romantic life, she decides to pursue her career and move away from home. At the same time, but in a different world, Canon Holt (H) is shown capturing the last moments with his sick mother who he is making a documentary about.
In the present time and a couple of years later, Neevah is now a thirty-year-old struggling broadway actress still with big dreams and aspirations. Neevah also now battles with Lupus Discoid which is a chronic autoimmune disease that affects the skin. However, she doesn't let that stop her from going after what she wants in life especially her dream. During one of her broadway nights, she meets Canon through a mutual friend, Monk who is a very popular musician in Hollywood. Thirty-seven-year-old Canon is now a famous Hollywood director in search of an actress for his Biopic based on Dessi Blue, a talented jazz singer. Canon is mesmerized by Neevah's performance and after a long quest for his actress, one look at Neevah and he decides no one else is more perfect for the character than her.
The story then continues to focus on the professional and romantic relationship of Neevah and Canon. As they start working together, there's a constant push and pull between them and they start to realize there's so much that they feel for each other that they cannot ignore it even though they cannot pursue a romantic relationship which is deemed as strictly forbidden for them. One of Canon's struggles of not wanting to pursue a relationship with Neevah is because of his ex-girlfriend who was also an actress in one of his films which did not work out in his favor. However, during the filming of the Biopic, Neevah, and Canon become very close and start to see each other as more than just fulfillment of their needs. Canon and Neevah's relationship starts on a very stable foundation because they both know what they want from each other and out of their relationship, however, there's still some turbulence that tries to shake their foundation.
As their relationship continues, Neevah faces dramatic health issues which puts their filming to a pause but also turns out to be a major test of their relationship. Not only does it tests her romantic life, but also her platonic life as well. Because Neevah had left home due to a strain in her relationship with her family, her fragile health also brings her family back together to finally face their problems with one another. At the same time, Canon's ex returns in the picture for a brief moment to expose Neevah and Canon's relationship to the world. Though she tries to create problems for them, Canon and Neevah's relationship is strong enough to deal with the aftermath of the exposure.
the characters:
� Canon Holt and Neevah Saint:
These two characters are like day & night, sun & moon even though they are complete opposites of one another, they share the same vulnerability and experience of life which led them to each other. Canon is broody and dominant, but he also has a very sweet and nurturing side to him especially when it comes to the people he loves: his mother and Neevah. Whereas Neevah is full of bright light but she also has such a fierce and strong side to her character and as a whole, both of the characters are so well written. Both of them portray such real and endearing personalities that I loved every moment of theirs together and with other people as well.
� the romance:
Where do I even begin? Because I loved every second and every moment of them being together. I'm a big fan of forbidden romance and it takes a lot to deliver the right essence of this kind of romance and so if it is done well, nothing tops it. Kennedy Ryan came through with the romance that Canon and Neevah had. One of the simplest things that I love in books is when the plot is the couple, the couple is the plot even when there is a whole story in the background, it's just that the couple remains as the major focus and everything else around them is there to contribute to their existence. And, especially if the couple is shown doing the most mundane things together and just being in love, I LOVE THAT KIND OF LOVE SO MUCH. Neevah and Canon are one of my favorite power couples to exist just because they served such an emotionally sweet, but also a very intense and fiery romance on a fine gold platter. So even if there was no story and just them doing nothing except being in love, I would still have been equally satisfied as I am now even with a nicely developed plot. Neevah and Canon shared so much sexual tension which was h o t and longing, oof they were so great. Also, the soft romantic moments that they shared especially when it came from Canon's side, it was all so wholesome.
� Wright "Monk" Bellamy and Verity Hill:
Monk is the music composer for the Biopic and Verity is the scriptwriter and they both hate each other with passion. I'm excited for these two and their story because there is so much hatred and angst plus tension between them like I felt THAT when Verity gave Monk "the look" when he talked about infidelity. I'm just so curious to know what happened between them. I love how Monk seems to be so laid back and the jokester of the group whereas Verity seems so posh and has a 'takes no shit from anyone' type of attitude. Hoping to see them deliver a second chance + love to hate to love romance.
� Evan Bancroft and Linh Lawstone
I'm not sure if they are going to end up being a couple and have their book, but I very much hope so because I'm rooting for them. Evan is Canon's production partner and Linh is the costume designer BUT also the studio executive's wife. Their first meet is so cute because Evan was speechless and completely dazed the first time he met Linh and the way she brings his boyish side out, they better get the opportunity to serve the forbidden romance.
� Takira: Neevah's quirky and fun best friend plus hairstylist. These two together are a riot and are always there for each other through the thick & thin. They match up to one another so well and who doesn't love well-written girl friendships.
� I'm a HUGE fan of the found family trope and even though we didn't get enough scenes with the entire group, the scenes that we do get are so wholesome. And, especially the way they all talk about each other it clearly shows how even if they met some time ago, they care so much for one another. So I'm hoping that the friendships are further explored in the next books because I want more.
some overall thoughts.
The Reel is easily one of my top reads of this year and I thoroughly enjoyed it a lot. I mean just look at the cover, this DELIVERED. You know a book is bound to be good when you're only 10% in and you just want to prolong the read because you don't want to finish it quickly. That was me as soon as I had started reading it because the chemistry between Neevah and Canon got me real good. My only complaint which is not really a complaint, but just something that I didn't like or care for was the little side drama with Canon's ex which wasn't really a drama. Because to me it just felt like a filler, and it didn't do much or hold any major importance in the story. Also, one other thing was Neevah's familial issues especially the conflict with her sister, in my opinion, think it resolved way too quickly for something that went on for years I think it could have been more thoroughly explored so the sisters' relationship at the end could have felt more definite. But, other than those two things, overall I loved this book a lot solely because even though the plot worked so well as a whole, the couple itself, Neevah and Canon owned it for me. And, I can not wait to see more of them just being in love and as a couple in the next books.
ARC provided kindly by Social Butterfly PR and the author in exchange for an honest review.
June 10, 2021
Hollywood Renaissance Series
Reel � 5 stars
Close-Up � to be read
Score � to be read
Book: Reel
Rating: 5 Stars!
Favorite Quote: “Ours is a love so much richer and deeper than anything I could have dreamt or imagined, girded with trust and burning with passion. That forever kind of love that doesn’t waver when times get tough and things go bad. That come what may kind of love, and every time he looks at me, I see it.�
Trigger Warning: Loss of a loved one, Discoid Lupus
Summary
Canon Holt is currently one of the hottest directors in Hollywood. Everyone is an awe of the art he can create. For his next film based on the story of Dessi Blue, a jazz singer, he is looking for an actress to play her perfectly. He was struggling for months but the moment he saw her, he knew she was the one � in more than one sense. Neevah Saint was born for acting. She had a few steps back in the past, but she is living her dream on Broadway. One night as she has to step up from her understudy role, she meets Canon Holt. Next thing she knows, he wants her for his new role. This could be Neevah’s big break, a role of a lifetime and life can not get in the way of that. Canon doesn’t not want to mix work with pleasure, but he can’t resist her. And neither can she.
Review
A MASTERPIECE.
I am speechless at how moving and powerful this book was. I mean, its Kennedy Ryan. When does she ever disappoint? But after being continuously disappointed by my most anticipated reads this year, I did not go into this with high hopes. Though, Kennedy Ryan, sure, surprised me! Seriously, words cannot explain how much I devoured this book!
This book was fantastic and spectacular. From the moment I opened the first page, I was captivated by Kennedy’s words. Some of the words were read like poetry; it was breath-taking. The novel was on the longer side of things as there was a lot going on. However, even though with the many plots it wasn’t too much. Kennedy well executed all of them. As readers we got to see Neevah and her journey as a star; her family issues; her personal health issues; Canon’s directors journey and talent; Neevah and Canon’s love story; and Dessi Blue’s life story. Being able to read the script (some chapters were the script of the movie) was something that I thought was going to bother me. At first I was like, I don’t want to read about Dessi but I am glad I did. It was great tie in with the book, and Dessi herself was inspiring. I am probably gonna keep saying this but this whole book is inspiring. It moved me more than I thought it would.
Neevah was an amazing heroine! Banner from has always been my favorite Kennedy heroine but shit, she may have some competition now because I loved Neevah. She was born for the spotlight (something me and canon can agree on). Even though I was reading her act, the way it was described was so addictive it felt like I was there. I could just imagine how wonderous she would be. Besides being a great star, she was strong and courageous. She deals with family issues and some health issues, but she never stopped fighting. She’s a fighter. In all her journey as a person moved me. Even with all she was going through she was still that bright light of energy.
Canon. How can I explain him? Kennedy writes some of the best male characters ever. He was charismatic, smooth, focused, passionate, a lover and much more. He was an amazing hero. I love the way he loved his job. I loved the way he loved cinematography and how much watching the show through the lens meant to him. He was just exhilarating and powerful. Also, his love for Neevah was amazing to read. I love how he tried to deny her, but he couldn’t. He just got swept up in her energy and he embraced it. Real life men aims to be him but they will never live up.
The romance was amazing. What I love the most about a Kennedy Ryan book is that she has the perfect balance of plot and romance. No author does it better than her. I felt the attraction and allure between Neevah and Canon from the start. They were just made and meant for each other. I love seeing them trying to deny each other, but I loved more watching them fall in love. They were just so cute and heartwarming. They were pretty sexy with each other as well. In all, they had an amazing love story that I could not get enough of.
Before I wrap up my review, I did want to talk about Dessi. Not too much of the story focused on Dessi but when they did, I devoured it. She is a fictional character but hearing her struggles about being black in the 60s and wanting to make it big was motivating. I kind of wish she was real because I really did love her. Here are two of my favorite quotes from her:
In all, this was a touching and thought-provoking story! I loved every minute, even when I felt like the book was too long. I cannot wait to read the next books in the series! To be honest, I need those books now!
Reel � 5 stars
Close-Up � to be read
Score � to be read
Book: Reel
Rating: 5 Stars!
Favorite Quote: “Ours is a love so much richer and deeper than anything I could have dreamt or imagined, girded with trust and burning with passion. That forever kind of love that doesn’t waver when times get tough and things go bad. That come what may kind of love, and every time he looks at me, I see it.�
Trigger Warning: Loss of a loved one, Discoid Lupus
Summary
Canon Holt is currently one of the hottest directors in Hollywood. Everyone is an awe of the art he can create. For his next film based on the story of Dessi Blue, a jazz singer, he is looking for an actress to play her perfectly. He was struggling for months but the moment he saw her, he knew she was the one � in more than one sense. Neevah Saint was born for acting. She had a few steps back in the past, but she is living her dream on Broadway. One night as she has to step up from her understudy role, she meets Canon Holt. Next thing she knows, he wants her for his new role. This could be Neevah’s big break, a role of a lifetime and life can not get in the way of that. Canon doesn’t not want to mix work with pleasure, but he can’t resist her. And neither can she.
Review
A MASTERPIECE.
I am speechless at how moving and powerful this book was. I mean, its Kennedy Ryan. When does she ever disappoint? But after being continuously disappointed by my most anticipated reads this year, I did not go into this with high hopes. Though, Kennedy Ryan, sure, surprised me! Seriously, words cannot explain how much I devoured this book!
“Do any human beings ever realize life while they live it? Every, every minute?�
This book was fantastic and spectacular. From the moment I opened the first page, I was captivated by Kennedy’s words. Some of the words were read like poetry; it was breath-taking. The novel was on the longer side of things as there was a lot going on. However, even though with the many plots it wasn’t too much. Kennedy well executed all of them. As readers we got to see Neevah and her journey as a star; her family issues; her personal health issues; Canon’s directors journey and talent; Neevah and Canon’s love story; and Dessi Blue’s life story. Being able to read the script (some chapters were the script of the movie) was something that I thought was going to bother me. At first I was like, I don’t want to read about Dessi but I am glad I did. It was great tie in with the book, and Dessi herself was inspiring. I am probably gonna keep saying this but this whole book is inspiring. It moved me more than I thought it would.
“Theater has the power to transform, to transport. For every person waiting for curtains to rise, this story is the vehicle to escape the mundane, the grind, the pressures life imposes on us. I know because I feel those same pressures. I feel the weight of life and I want to be lifted as badly as they do. For someone tonight, I’m the getaway.�
Neevah was an amazing heroine! Banner from has always been my favorite Kennedy heroine but shit, she may have some competition now because I loved Neevah. She was born for the spotlight (something me and canon can agree on). Even though I was reading her act, the way it was described was so addictive it felt like I was there. I could just imagine how wonderous she would be. Besides being a great star, she was strong and courageous. She deals with family issues and some health issues, but she never stopped fighting. She’s a fighter. In all her journey as a person moved me. Even with all she was going through she was still that bright light of energy.
"He is the kind of man you meet once in a lifetime. Yes, he’s sharp and takes no shit, but I want that. To do my best, I need that. We all know he’s the magnetic nucleus holding this together. He carries this story and the pulse of it beats inside of him. He’s protective of Dessi’s journey, its chief guardian, but he’s also concerned about his actors. For his art, he’s obsessive and distracted and focused and impatient and longsuffering. He’s a million things and he’s single-minded."
Canon. How can I explain him? Kennedy writes some of the best male characters ever. He was charismatic, smooth, focused, passionate, a lover and much more. He was an amazing hero. I love the way he loved his job. I loved the way he loved cinematography and how much watching the show through the lens meant to him. He was just exhilarating and powerful. Also, his love for Neevah was amazing to read. I love how he tried to deny her, but he couldn’t. He just got swept up in her energy and he embraced it. Real life men aims to be him but they will never live up.
"It feels the way she feels—tailor-made for me.�
The romance was amazing. What I love the most about a Kennedy Ryan book is that she has the perfect balance of plot and romance. No author does it better than her. I felt the attraction and allure between Neevah and Canon from the start. They were just made and meant for each other. I love seeing them trying to deny each other, but I loved more watching them fall in love. They were just so cute and heartwarming. They were pretty sexy with each other as well. In all, they had an amazing love story that I could not get enough of.
“I pride myself on control, on restraint, but ever since Neevah sang her way into my life that first night, the guard I’ve kept over my heart, over my whole life, has been falling away in layers. I feel more. It’s almost too much. Everything is almost too much.�
Before I wrap up my review, I did want to talk about Dessi. Not too much of the story focused on Dessi but when they did, I devoured it. She is a fictional character but hearing her struggles about being black in the 60s and wanting to make it big was motivating. I kind of wish she was real because I really did love her. Here are two of my favorite quotes from her:
“Maybe I didn’t ever gain the fame of that other life, but this little roadside sign in a small Alabama town—it says I was here and it will tell my story.�
“I could sing could be my home, but I was wrong. Home is not a song, and it’s not a place. It’s people. It’s community. It’s the bond of blood and the friends we choose. It is that feeling—that knowing you are never alone.�
In all, this was a touching and thought-provoking story! I loved every minute, even when I felt like the book was too long. I cannot wait to read the next books in the series! To be honest, I need those books now!
“We are artists,� she quotes softly, her eyes set on mine. “When there is no joy to be found, we have the power in our hands, the will of our souls, to make it.�
June 15, 2021
5 Stars!
(ARC provided by Social Butterfly PR)
Neevah Saint is a woman from a small town in North Carolina who loves theater and has wanted to perform for as long as she can remember. She's always felt she was made for the spotlight, and moves to New York at eighteen to chase her dreams. She's a gifted actress, and when she's on stage she creates magic. She's working as an understudy on Broadway when she gets her big break. It's the opportunity to star in the movie of a lifetime. In the blink of an eye she's in Hollywood cast in a role that will transform her career. Then circumstances beyond her control continue to jeopardize her bright future, and threaten to cost her everything she holds dear.
Canon Holt is a director living in Los Angeles who has a reputation for excellence. He's admired, respected, and extremely hard working and focused. He's known in the industry for his brilliant documentaries and films, and when he brings his artistic vision to the big screen he creates something extraordinary. His newest project will tell a story that will potentially become his most significant work. He's a man that prides himself on his control and restraint, so when he's suddenly attracted to the one woman he can't have, he must be professional and resist the magnetic pull between them. He doesn't need distractions, and doesn't do entanglements, but when he finally decides to break all his own rules and take a chance, will it be worth the risk in the end?
-One if Neevah’s greatest assets, and she has many, is how she makes you feel you’ve known her all your life.
-She really is breathtaking. It kind of sneaks up on you.
-A face so expressive it’s like a blank canvas she paints every emotion across in vivid color, in broad strokes. Big brown eyes that in one moment offer everything and in the next seem to hoard a thousand secrets. A man would ransom his soul for those eyes, for those secrets.
Reel by Kennedy Ryan is the first book in her new Hollywood Renaissance series. This was my first book by this magnificent author, and I was completely blown away! It was an original, unforgettable, emotional, passionate, friends to lovers, forbidden Hollywood romance that touches the heart. It's about chemistry, forgiveness, family, scandal, discovery and unexpected love. It's complicated and real, and I loved every moment of this strong, genuine, fearless woman's journey with her broody, guarded, swoony, intense alpha. I adored this couple and all the secondary characters as well, and can't wait to dive back into this world. I need more!!!
***NOW AVAILABLE***
(ARC provided by Social Butterfly PR)
Neevah Saint is a woman from a small town in North Carolina who loves theater and has wanted to perform for as long as she can remember. She's always felt she was made for the spotlight, and moves to New York at eighteen to chase her dreams. She's a gifted actress, and when she's on stage she creates magic. She's working as an understudy on Broadway when she gets her big break. It's the opportunity to star in the movie of a lifetime. In the blink of an eye she's in Hollywood cast in a role that will transform her career. Then circumstances beyond her control continue to jeopardize her bright future, and threaten to cost her everything she holds dear.
Canon Holt is a director living in Los Angeles who has a reputation for excellence. He's admired, respected, and extremely hard working and focused. He's known in the industry for his brilliant documentaries and films, and when he brings his artistic vision to the big screen he creates something extraordinary. His newest project will tell a story that will potentially become his most significant work. He's a man that prides himself on his control and restraint, so when he's suddenly attracted to the one woman he can't have, he must be professional and resist the magnetic pull between them. He doesn't need distractions, and doesn't do entanglements, but when he finally decides to break all his own rules and take a chance, will it be worth the risk in the end?
-One if Neevah’s greatest assets, and she has many, is how she makes you feel you’ve known her all your life.
-She really is breathtaking. It kind of sneaks up on you.
-A face so expressive it’s like a blank canvas she paints every emotion across in vivid color, in broad strokes. Big brown eyes that in one moment offer everything and in the next seem to hoard a thousand secrets. A man would ransom his soul for those eyes, for those secrets.
Reel by Kennedy Ryan is the first book in her new Hollywood Renaissance series. This was my first book by this magnificent author, and I was completely blown away! It was an original, unforgettable, emotional, passionate, friends to lovers, forbidden Hollywood romance that touches the heart. It's about chemistry, forgiveness, family, scandal, discovery and unexpected love. It's complicated and real, and I loved every moment of this strong, genuine, fearless woman's journey with her broody, guarded, swoony, intense alpha. I adored this couple and all the secondary characters as well, and can't wait to dive back into this world. I need more!!!
***NOW AVAILABLE***
June 8, 2021
5 ‘The Magic Hour� Stars!
ARC provided via Social Butterfly PR in exchange for an honest review.
One of my most anticipated reads this year was Reel from Kennedy Ryan. Her books have always been in my most expected list ever since I read anything written by this amazingly talented woman. Kennedy is one of a kind, she gives her readers so much more than a love story, and she makes you think about what happened and is still going on in our world. Of course, Reel was no exception, portraying a forbidden love story between a rising star and her director while filming a Harlem Renaissance biopic.
So, Reel is the first installment in Ryan’s Hollywood Renaissance series, and it focuses on the lives of Neevah “Saint� Mathis and Canon Holt. Neevah is working on Broadway, working on an exciting project but not in the spotlight. That completely changes when Canon, a very famous movie director, discovers her and strongly believes he has found the star of his new film. The motion picture is all about Dessi Blue, a striking woman that has a one-of-a-kind lifetime which needs to be told to the world. But things get complicated because Neevah and Canon are very much attracted to one another from the first moment they lay eyes on each other and it’s not easy to have that kind of relationship in Hollywood, especially for a rising star working in her first movie.
� I want that light. I want that heart and that vulnerability and strength. There is so much inside of you, Neevah, and I’m warning you now that I want it all.�
Again, I don’t know why I am surprised. Kennedy Ryan stand that I am, I should be more than prepared to enter the worlds she creates but I am always amazed by her incredible talent. She is more than able to create a wonderful new crew of characters in a world that looks like it’s not easy to be in. Neevah not only is waiting for that moment to be discovered but she is also escaping the betrayal of her sister and dealing with the autoimmune disease that is complicating her new life. And Canon seems to have the perfect life, but he is still suffering for the death of his beloved mother. Together, these two become something else. A unit neither was expecting. A connection impossible to miss. A chemistry that burns the pages. I was 100% into Reel and its characters, Kennedy is a master of smart and powerful romance and this one was no exception. I loved it from start to finish and I am sure many others will do it too. I do have to say though, it’s very difficult to improve what Queen Move did to me! lol But this was a beautiful start to this new and fascinating series.
I’ve kissed the star. I’ve felt its burn and held it close.
Therefore, I am rating Reel with 5 STARS because it sure has all the elements I love about Kennedy’s outstanding creations and it left me wanting more of this couple and this crew of characters! So excited we are always getting bonus epilogues! haha Neevah and Canon are a wonderful couple and their story (and Dessi’s) was powerful, intense and so beautiful to read. I just love whatever Kennedy writes and I cannot wait to read whatever is next! This series will be AMAZING, I have no doubt!
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ARC provided via Social Butterfly PR in exchange for an honest review.
One of my most anticipated reads this year was Reel from Kennedy Ryan. Her books have always been in my most expected list ever since I read anything written by this amazingly talented woman. Kennedy is one of a kind, she gives her readers so much more than a love story, and she makes you think about what happened and is still going on in our world. Of course, Reel was no exception, portraying a forbidden love story between a rising star and her director while filming a Harlem Renaissance biopic.
So, Reel is the first installment in Ryan’s Hollywood Renaissance series, and it focuses on the lives of Neevah “Saint� Mathis and Canon Holt. Neevah is working on Broadway, working on an exciting project but not in the spotlight. That completely changes when Canon, a very famous movie director, discovers her and strongly believes he has found the star of his new film. The motion picture is all about Dessi Blue, a striking woman that has a one-of-a-kind lifetime which needs to be told to the world. But things get complicated because Neevah and Canon are very much attracted to one another from the first moment they lay eyes on each other and it’s not easy to have that kind of relationship in Hollywood, especially for a rising star working in her first movie.
� I want that light. I want that heart and that vulnerability and strength. There is so much inside of you, Neevah, and I’m warning you now that I want it all.�
Again, I don’t know why I am surprised. Kennedy Ryan stand that I am, I should be more than prepared to enter the worlds she creates but I am always amazed by her incredible talent. She is more than able to create a wonderful new crew of characters in a world that looks like it’s not easy to be in. Neevah not only is waiting for that moment to be discovered but she is also escaping the betrayal of her sister and dealing with the autoimmune disease that is complicating her new life. And Canon seems to have the perfect life, but he is still suffering for the death of his beloved mother. Together, these two become something else. A unit neither was expecting. A connection impossible to miss. A chemistry that burns the pages. I was 100% into Reel and its characters, Kennedy is a master of smart and powerful romance and this one was no exception. I loved it from start to finish and I am sure many others will do it too. I do have to say though, it’s very difficult to improve what Queen Move did to me! lol But this was a beautiful start to this new and fascinating series.
I’ve kissed the star. I’ve felt its burn and held it close.
Therefore, I am rating Reel with 5 STARS because it sure has all the elements I love about Kennedy’s outstanding creations and it left me wanting more of this couple and this crew of characters! So excited we are always getting bonus epilogues! haha Neevah and Canon are a wonderful couple and their story (and Dessi’s) was powerful, intense and so beautiful to read. I just love whatever Kennedy writes and I cannot wait to read whatever is next! This series will be AMAZING, I have no doubt!
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June 7, 2021
Reel was an incredible, moving and memorable story. I never know what I’ll get from Kennedy Ryan and it’s also why I continue to read her books. I’m never bored, always challenged and feels enlightened when I’ve finished.
That’s exactly how I felt when I reached the final page of REEL. This book is a beautiful piece of art.
It’s two stories in one. The main one features the director Canon and the actress Neevah and the second story is the biopic they’re creating about Dessie Blue.
Canon and Neevah was a joy to follow and to experience. A courtship they try to hide and it was beautifully explored. These two had chemistry in spades. An immediate and intense connection which made the rules , especially Canon wanted to abide, seem insignificant. The obstacles they will face turned out not only to be personal but also life changing.
The story of Dessie Blue captures all the important topics in the 1930’s and decades later. Especially the struggles that people of color faced in America. Ryan has done her work flawlessly and it made Reel shine. All from the historical elements of the biopic of Dessie Blue, the works of the film industry to battling a chronic illness. All executed to perfection.
Reel has numerous interesting and intriguing characters beside Canon and Neevah. I became obsessed with them all and I’m very excited I’ll be able to explore this world more in the future. This was a fantastic and life affirming story.
5 Shining Light Stars
*ARC COPY *
That’s exactly how I felt when I reached the final page of REEL. This book is a beautiful piece of art.
It’s two stories in one. The main one features the director Canon and the actress Neevah and the second story is the biopic they’re creating about Dessie Blue.
Canon and Neevah was a joy to follow and to experience. A courtship they try to hide and it was beautifully explored. These two had chemistry in spades. An immediate and intense connection which made the rules , especially Canon wanted to abide, seem insignificant. The obstacles they will face turned out not only to be personal but also life changing.
The story of Dessie Blue captures all the important topics in the 1930’s and decades later. Especially the struggles that people of color faced in America. Ryan has done her work flawlessly and it made Reel shine. All from the historical elements of the biopic of Dessie Blue, the works of the film industry to battling a chronic illness. All executed to perfection.
Reel has numerous interesting and intriguing characters beside Canon and Neevah. I became obsessed with them all and I’m very excited I’ll be able to explore this world more in the future. This was a fantastic and life affirming story.
5 Shining Light Stars
*ARC COPY *
October 25, 2022
Reread via Audiobook
4.5 Stars / 4 Steam Fans
Video review available in Week 21: May 22 � May 28, 2022, total weekly book reviews on Steph's Romance Book Talk Patreon or coming soon for free.
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4.5 Stars / 4 Steam Fans
Where do I even begin? I had time to digest Reel for all the wonderful storytelling that Kennedy Ryan provided in this story. Reel is based on the Harlem Renaissance's lesser-known stories, Black Hollywood professionals and overcoming life's hurdles. Canon and Neevah are two powerhouse characters that will have you in your emotions from the story's very beginning. I loved the way Kennedy Ryan provided us with an educational journey that we need right now.
Video review available in Week 22: May 30 � Jun 5, 2021, full weekly book reviews available on Steph's Romance Book Talk Patreon.
For other bookish content, check out my YouTube Channel: Steph's Romance Book Talk.
4.5 Stars / 4 Steam Fans
Video review available in Week 21: May 22 � May 28, 2022, total weekly book reviews on Steph's Romance Book Talk Patreon or coming soon for free.
For other bookish content, check out my YouTube Channel: Steph's Romance Book Talk.
4.5 Stars / 4 Steam Fans
Where do I even begin? I had time to digest Reel for all the wonderful storytelling that Kennedy Ryan provided in this story. Reel is based on the Harlem Renaissance's lesser-known stories, Black Hollywood professionals and overcoming life's hurdles. Canon and Neevah are two powerhouse characters that will have you in your emotions from the story's very beginning. I loved the way Kennedy Ryan provided us with an educational journey that we need right now.
Video review available in Week 22: May 30 � Jun 5, 2021, full weekly book reviews available on Steph's Romance Book Talk Patreon.
For other bookish content, check out my YouTube Channel: Steph's Romance Book Talk.
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January 17, 2022💫
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1. “Stop it,� I tell the girl in the mirror with the heavy stage makeup and the silky wig spilling down her back. “The past is shit. The future is uncertain. All you have is now.�
2. I sit and pick up my menu. “So, what looks good?� I ask.
Besides you because dayummmmmm.
Neevah, this is why we can’t have nice things. If you’re gonna stay, you have to stop this inner drool dialogue.
“Do you realize you move your lips when you talk to yourself?� he asks.
main girl’s cute i guess�.
i literally cant come up w anything else bye
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”Could you stop being gross about my sex life?�
“What sex life?� Takira starts chopping again. “Social services will be by soon to pay your vagina a wellness visit.�
I hurl a pillow across the room at her, missing on purpose. “I’m here to check on Neevah’s pussy,� Takira says in her professional voice. “The neighbors are concerned. There’s been no sign of activity for months. We’re making sure the cat still purrs.�
this bitch, however� i hope she gets her own book
ᴄᴀɴɴᴏ�
’Canon has a whole league of frowns I could spend hours categorizing. The distracted frown, indicating anything you say to him right now will be forgotten five seconds later. The we can do better frown, when he’s looking at something that isn’t quite up to his standards and trying to improve it. The fuck off frown when he cannot comprehend that you would actually bother him while he’s doing something this important. The no your ass did not frown he reserves for actors who come unprepared or are (gasp!) late to his set. Fortunately, I’ve never been on the receiving end of that one.�
i sure liked the H more than the heroine. he’s a hardass broody, focus, anti social, hard worker, creative, brilliant, alpha dude. not attached tho ✌️
ɴᴇᴇᴠᴀʜ & ᴄᴀɴɴᴏ�
’She’s that kind of person. I’d like to think she’s this way� genuine and sweet and funny—because she’s with me, but I’ve watched her for weeks with the cast and crew. She’s like this with them all. The magic of Neevah is that she’s the same with everyone, but still manages to make it feel special for you�
so while this book in general was engaging, imo the couple got together way too fast for my personal taste. It wasn’t insta love per se, and the chemistry was there(?), but just not enough for me. This book has a secret relationship trope, which i loathed, so that may have affected my feelings. I got kinda bored and thought nothing interesting was happening to the point where i wished the heroine would just die, (not out of the blue, there were reasons), just to add more angst. Overall i think these kinds of books are not my thing. It’s too serious (even though it’s not), when all i want is banter and cute interactions between the MCs
first 40% : 3.5
the rest : 2 1/2
this was my first Kennedy Ryan book, and i really liked her writing style. so though this was not much of a memorable read for me, i’m still interested to try her other books.
”Everyone who sees this movie will see what I saw in you.� He turns me around to face him, his big hands resting at the curve of my hips.
“Which was what?� I ask, placing my palms flat against his chest.
“Light.� He cups my face, his eyes intent and unwavering. “I get it now —my mother’s fascination with light. She chased it for years, committing it to memory and film with every sunset. She taught me what to look for and when I saw it in you, I recognized it. I didn’t fully understand what it would mean for me, who you would be to me, but I saw that light and wanted it.� He nods to the screen. “I wanted it for Dessi Blue, and though I wouldn’t admit it, I wanted it for myself.”�
ɴᴇᴇᴠᴀʜ
1. “Stop it,� I tell the girl in the mirror with the heavy stage makeup and the silky wig spilling down her back. “The past is shit. The future is uncertain. All you have is now.�
2. I sit and pick up my menu. “So, what looks good?� I ask.
Besides you because dayummmmmm.
Neevah, this is why we can’t have nice things. If you’re gonna stay, you have to stop this inner drool dialogue.
“Do you realize you move your lips when you talk to yourself?� he asks.
main girl’s cute i guess�.
i literally cant come up w anything else bye
ᴛᴀᴽʶᴶ
”Could you stop being gross about my sex life?�
“What sex life?� Takira starts chopping again. “Social services will be by soon to pay your vagina a wellness visit.�
I hurl a pillow across the room at her, missing on purpose. “I’m here to check on Neevah’s pussy,� Takira says in her professional voice. “The neighbors are concerned. There’s been no sign of activity for months. We’re making sure the cat still purrs.�
this bitch, however� i hope she gets her own book
ᴄᴀɴɴᴏ�
’Canon has a whole league of frowns I could spend hours categorizing. The distracted frown, indicating anything you say to him right now will be forgotten five seconds later. The we can do better frown, when he’s looking at something that isn’t quite up to his standards and trying to improve it. The fuck off frown when he cannot comprehend that you would actually bother him while he’s doing something this important. The no your ass did not frown he reserves for actors who come unprepared or are (gasp!) late to his set. Fortunately, I’ve never been on the receiving end of that one.�
i sure liked the H more than the heroine. he’s a hardass broody, focus, anti social, hard worker, creative, brilliant, alpha dude. not attached tho ✌️
ɴᴇᴇᴠᴀʜ & ᴄᴀɴɴᴏ�
’She’s that kind of person. I’d like to think she’s this way� genuine and sweet and funny—because she’s with me, but I’ve watched her for weeks with the cast and crew. She’s like this with them all. The magic of Neevah is that she’s the same with everyone, but still manages to make it feel special for you�
so while this book in general was engaging, imo the couple got together way too fast for my personal taste. It wasn’t insta love per se, and the chemistry was there(?), but just not enough for me. This book has a secret relationship trope, which i loathed, so that may have affected my feelings. I got kinda bored and thought nothing interesting was happening to the point where i wished the heroine would just die, (not out of the blue, there were reasons), just to add more angst. Overall i think these kinds of books are not my thing. It’s too serious (even though it’s not), when all i want is banter and cute interactions between the MCs
first 40% : 3.5
the rest : 2 1/2
this was my first Kennedy Ryan book, and i really liked her writing style. so though this was not much of a memorable read for me, i’m still interested to try her other books.
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