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512 pages, Hardcover
First published October 8, 2019
鈥淢辞谤蝉 irrumat omnia. Death fucks us all.鈥�
That was what magic did. It revealed the heart of who you鈥檇 been before life took away your belief in the possible. It gave back the world all lonely children longed for. That was what Lethe had done for him. Maybe it could do that for Alex as well.
鈥淭here were always excuses for why girls died.鈥�
鈥淏ut the trouble had begun on a night in the full dark of winter, when Tara Hutchins died and Alex still thought she might get away with everything.鈥�
鈥淏eautiful boys who should be happy, who wanted for nothing but still found things to take.鈥�
鈥淧eople didn鈥檛 need magic to be terrible to each other.鈥�
Alex felt something dark inside her uncoil. 鈥淵ou鈥檙e a flat beast,鈥� Hellie had once said to her. 鈥淕ot a little viper lurking in there, ready to strike. A rattler probably.鈥� She鈥檇 said it with a grin, but she鈥檇 been right. All this winter weather and polite conversation had put the serpent to sleep, its heartbeat slowing as it grew lazy and still, like any cold-blooded thing.
I let you die. To save myself, I let you die.
That is the danger in keeping company with survivors.
鈥淢ORS VINCIT OMNIA鈥�
鈥淎ll you children playing with fire, looking surprised when the house burns down鈥�
鈥淧eople didn鈥檛 need magic to be terrible to each other.鈥�
鈥淚t left a stink that was something like the electrical crackle of ozone after a storm coupled with the rot of a pumpkin left too long on a windowsill.鈥�
鈥淭here were always excuses for why girls died鈥�
鈥淢辞谤蝉 irrumat omnia. Death fucks us all.鈥�
鈥榃e are the shepherds.鈥�
The time for that was done. Better to be a rattler.
鈥楾his was why he had done it, not because of guilt or pride but because this was the moment he'd been waiting for: the chance to show someone else wonder, to watch them realize that they had not been lied to, that the world they'd been promised as children was not something that had to be abandoned, that there really was something lurking in the mood, beneath the stairs, between the stars, that everything was full of mystery.鈥�