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First published January 21, 2021
“Please , Jason. I’ll do anything. I’ll come to your place and scrub your floors. I’ll pick up your dry cleaning. I’ll—�
He lifted his head, pinning her once again with that icy stare. “There’s only one thing I want from you and it isn’t goddamn dry cleaning.�
His bad knee could barely hold his weight. But he couldn’t hop up the stairs on one foot like he usually did when it got like this. Annalise would come to see what all the noise was about, and then she’d feel terrible when she saw him struggling. So he held his breath, slowly inched his way up the steps, and finally, crawled into bed with her.
“I promise I will not go out and shoot up while you’re getting laid.�
“Theo!� Her cheeks flooded with heat. �
Excuse me. I promise I will not go out and partake of heroin while you’re holding hands and reading the bible with your beau.�
❝JDz?�
❝Sorry, just thinking.�
❝Are you thinking about how much you want to make French toast?�
A small smile pulled at his lips. ❝Is that a hint?�
ᴀ ʙʀɪᴇꜰ ᴀꜱɪᴅ� �//� Mutually Beneficial is kickstarting a new book category that i'm labeling -ᴊᴜʟɪᴀ'� ᴍɪᴅɴɪɢʜ� ʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ�- basically, i started this book at midnight (as one does) and ended up forgoing all my hours of sleep just to finish this book. i do this a lot and i've finally decided to name the phenomena.
❝You know what would make it even better?� He grinned.
❝If you say ‘French toast� I’ll—❞
❝You’ll what?�
He nipped her shoulder and let her go. ❝I’ll make you French toast.�
❝Because you don’t like crowds? Or strangers? Or whatever your trigger is? Jason, that’s so common, it’s almost boring.�
A small thread of affront managed to weave through all the self-loathing. ǰԲ?�
❝Yeah. Anxiety? Come on. Amateur hour. You can’t call yourself a headcase unless you’re killing neighborhood cats and keeping their bodies nailed to your garage wall.�
❝That’s� a really high bar.�
❝I love you, Annalise. I loved you the moment I met you. You’re kind and giving and too good for me—❞
She stopped him with a finger against his lips. ❝Do I deserve whatever I want?�
❝That and more,� he said, earnest.
❝I want you. So you’re not too good for me—you’re exactly what I deserve. One day you’ll believe it,� Anna whispered.
*sigh* and we were doing so well. . . what is a romance without a 9th hour breakup?
She’d taken his ugly, crude proposal and turned it into a relationship. She’d taken his broken, battered psyche and bullied him into talking about it. She’d taken his loneliness and shown him how to fill it.
- they melted my heart.
Everything in him seemed to settle into place.Wow, wow, wow!! For a book that began in the gutter, this one packed a solid emotional punch.😍😍 Thank you Isabella for the recommendation!
"You want to work your rent off, you can do it on your knees."And let me tell you, this tawdry beginning to Annalise and Jason's relationship was HOT! But then somehow, some way the author slowly turned this arrangement into a meaningful connection between two hurting people . . .
She'd taken his loneliness and shown him how to fill it.. . . with vulnerabilities that they wore on their sleeves.
He got the sense that he'd done the wrong thing - but he didn't know what the right thing would be. Ask to stay? God, the awkwardness if she said no would fucking kill him.Both of these characters were so cleverly constructed, with hidden depths that the author exposed slowly, layer by layer. Put that together with the taboo nature of it all, and I was a very happy reader.
She wished she knew what he was thinking. She wanted to look at his face, but that felt wrong somehow. Not allowed. This part of the bargain was about what he wanted. Looking at him was something that she wanted. So she didn't look. She curled her fingers into the edge of the couch cushions and closed her eyes, dropping her head between her shoulders.Decent character growth, could have had a bit more backstory to why Jason's mother was so awful.
She had an empty bank account, zero personal influence, and all the intimidating intensity of a shivering pomeranian.Some steamy dirty talkin fun with a hea for all involved.
Big thanks to Mareeva 🤗 and her review, so I could find the existence of this book.
For those who loved this is definitely recommended although it was clearly very much inspired by the said book. Certain details were too similar to be a coinsidence or just the same trope.
Mutually Beneficial is much more worked-out especially in the reasoning why MCs act the way they do. At the same time though, it doesn't omit the sexiest moments for me - the grumpy and taciturn Hero and his curt orders to heroine during sex.
It would be 5 stars if it was an original, but it is what it is. 3.75 stars is very generous...
"One."
Annalise Teague
"Two."
The Tenant
"Three."
Jason Andreas
"Four."
The Landlord
"Five."
An Agreement
"Six."
Saturday Nights
"Seven."
Sparkles Fly
"Eight."
Tenderness
"Nine."
An Eternal Love
"Ten."
A Happy-Ever-After
“He needed her so badly it scared him, but never enough to let her go. She made him better, in every way. She’d taken his ugly, crude proposal and turned it into a relationship. She’d taken his broken, battered psyche and bullied him into talking about it. She’d taken his loneliness and shown him how to fill it.�