'When we are awake, we operate in one state of consciousness. When we sleep, we operate in another. But there are many others. Sometimes, the realities become connected. They fuse together. Like the petals of a desert rose.'
While I have some theories that I’d still like to mull over more after having read this twice now, I suspect it is a story that eludes concrete explanation and is more a puzzle to enjoy the for the sake of pondering rather than a puzzle to crack. Like a good David Lynch film if you’ll forgive the lazy comparison, though I couldn’t help but be reminded of his surrealist “mystery� . Though I was also reminded of the just outside of Las Vegas. or those who have not experienced a Meow Wolf, definitely look them up and try to go to one it is so worth it, but reading this reminded me of the uncanny and unsettling aspects of the with people vanishing between dimensions in the Nevada desert. Totem is an evasive narrative that shifts between time and, possibly, dimensions as well where the idea of emblematic objects (or people) of the title becomes a multi-dimensional and nested metaphor as well. What happened to the missing girlfriend, why do the various other characters in the segments adjacent to the primary narrative look just like them, and can a person be a totem for a ghost now gone?
The artwork in this adds such an incredible layer of intrigue, with the visual elements pulling the story along more than the minimal text upon the pages. It opens it up to an exciting degree of interpretability and Perez seems to keep any direct connections just beyond reach or vaguely disjointed enough to further the disorientation and impression that it is a mystery beyond the scope of the natural state of the human mind. At least confined by the fabric of our daily reality, which seems to be malleable and perhaps permeable here.
But I shan’t say too much because this is a story that is best read unmoored in its unsettling atmosphere and visual extravagance. I’d love to talk theories with anyone however, I wrote a full page of them I’m deleting because experiencing the puzzle and the mystery and the awe is half the excitement. It’s the journey of thought, not the destination, that makes Totem a fever dream of vague menace and fascination.
“When we are awake, we operate in one state of consciousness. When we sleep, we operate in another. But there are many others. Sometimes, the realities become connected. They fuse together. Like the petals of a desert rose.�
Thought-provoking combination of magical and absurdist art and metaphysical concepts.
this dreamy graphic novel feels like a brief imagining, dark and abstract. two lovers on a desert road trip, one slated to disappear. a woman who can speak to the dead, dimensions intertwined.
overall it's rather confusing, but it's a beautifully sinister ride. i love the intensely detailed and super trippy art. some of the characters have truly haunting expressions.
i'm not sure exactly what happened in this eerie little story, but i know i would read more from perez.
cómic súper bonito leÃdo de sobremesa en la terraza con vistas al mar mientras me comÃa un helado de cappuccino del mercadona que me habÃa puesto mi abuela 💌 perfecto
I like these open-ended and mysterious narratives, and the art is relatively simple but effective. Wish there was more for me to get a handle on though.
I’ll give this a reread when I’m not on the brink of a nervous breakdown. This first read I just felt dumb and didn’t feel anything about what I was seeing. I also read it at a bar that cages its tv to prevent theft, so a lot going on.
my best friend told me i should check this one out by saying 'i think you'd dig it, i only half understand what the fuck that was' and i was like I'M IN. anyways yeah they were right this was so good and i do not understand at all what was happening but who cares!! ghosts! lesbians! ghost lesbians? maybe, who knows! the art was so lovely and it had such cool eerie vibes, would highly recommend reading.
It’s more 3.5 stars but there’s no half stars and I don’t think I can bump it to 4. The artwork is stunning, I love the really hand drawn style, the flat colors, the character design, and the color choices. I love that I can see the artists hand, especially in the full page artwork during the ritual - it’s gorgeous. I can appreciate a nonlinear story, and I really love how the artist told the story so expressively, largely without words, sometimes without the confines of panel and gutter style, sometimes showing many moments in time in a single panel, etc. I totally understand this is a mystical sort of work that is exploring some themes of occult and magik and death/consciousness and I think the art really works with these ideas. I just like wanted more? Which is not what this book is, there isn’t some long narrative to follow, it ebs and flows through time, and space, and characters (maybe, I’m not even sure if I’m interpreting all the characters correctly and if they are like generations of the same family - what I thought - or if it’s all the same person at different parts of their life or if it’s just totally random people). So I guess what I want from this book is not what this book is, it just sets up such an interesting idea and story at the very beginning, and then explores like the theoretical spiritual around this idea, rather than the idea itself. Which is cool, but just not fully my bag. Very cool looking though and a nice one sitting read for sure.
°Õó³Ù±ð³¾ opens with a striking image of a dead woman's body at an archaeological dig site before the story flashes back to two women going on a road trip through the Arizona desert. Carmen and Yukio seek self-discovery in the desolate sands of the American southwest, but their journey is mired with a mosaic of strange activities. The narrative is structured in a rather nonlinear fashion where varied segments are stitched together in an almost dreamlike way, which cultivates a rather eerie tone. Death and loss are at the forefront of °Õó³Ù±ð³¾ as Carmen comes to terms with events in her past and future. It's a book with lofty thematic goals, but only held back by the relative sparseness of the actual prose. The slightness of the dialogue may seem that way due to translation issues, but in general it doesn't seem like there was all that much story on the table. A lot is obscured by the vagueness of the narration, but also in the disordered structuring of the story.
3.5-3.75? Ok so to be honest, I have no idea what I just read but I think i still loved it? The artwork itself is a 10/10-- it's beautiful, but also mysterious, a little spooky, and the color palette changes really affected the vibes of their sections effectively. This is a story about a missing woman, ghosts, and a road trip through Arizona, but there were also a ton of timelines thrown in without much context. We aren't given many names, and sometimes the characters look similar enough that i can't tell who's who. The author isn't interested in holding hands with this narrative and I believe most of it is intentionally baffling. I'm here for the vibes, but I wouldn't recommend this to anyone that wants clear answers.
Las viñetas son preciosas y tiene un estilo propio increÃble, pero me falta un poco más de profundidad en las historias, no en diálogo, sino en velocidad de transcurso. La trama es chuli y el final cuqui/inquietante!
3.5 stars. In interlocking narratives and flashbacks, a recent murder case frames the protagonist's memories of her girlfriend's disappearance. The art is exceptionally clean, airy, with a minor (if intentional) case of same face syndrome which makes the abstruse plot a little too hard to follow, especially in the middle sections. But that floaty style, the cultivated inaccessibility, also invites interpretation, without which the vague spiritual/interconnectedness plot might be a little too hand-wavey. I read this twice, seeking more depth and coherency on reread; and it reads fast, its atmosphere is captivating, but I didn't find that payoff.
Very interesting graphic novel and I had to re-read it a few times to track the characters and timelines. The art is very beautiful and surreal which adds to the supernatural theme. I feel like I somewhat grasp what's going on but at the same time I'm also unsure. Timeline merging? Various realities? Past lives? Ghostly possession of human bodies as totems for unfinished business? Aliens?? (maybe not that one).
Last bit of the log line on the back cover nails it: "Spanish comics artist Laura Perez spins a web of magic and mystery in wispy pencil lines." This was a random Fantagraphics release from 2023 I didn't get to until now - long, long wait at the library for this title for some reason. Not 100% sure what happened but I think that's the point. Very mysterious roadtrip into the Arizona wilderness dissolves into dreams; beautiful illustrations.
I have no idea what I just read. It was mystical and supernatural and wistful and stream of consciousness. The art is gorgeous and that more than makes up for the tenuous and dreamlike narrative. Every page is a work of art I would put on my wall.