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229 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 17, 2023
'It’s rough out there. What can I say but “eeya.� The word contains multitudes.'
'I’m talking about J. M. W. Turner’s Slave Ship (Slavers Throwing Overboard the Dead and Dying, Typhoon Coming On). No encounter with this painting can be pleasant. Its details are terrible and its full title directs our looking, telling us to focus first on the grisly foreground and then on the roiling weather in the background. The title volunteers a great deal of information as though it were speaking itself out of a state of alarm or frenzy. In fact both the painting and its title are excessive, they overspill. And perhaps it is this feeling of excess, this feeling of obscene overmuchness, that makes one repeatedly forget that it is indeed right here just around the corner, just in the distance. We forget the Slave Ship, we must forget the Slave Ship in the way we must forget many difficult things with the kind of forgetfulness that allows us to keep on living our lives.'
'In Turner’s painting the sky is a riot of reds and yellows, stippled with orange, pink, purple, blue, and white. The painting depicts a sunset in a tempest though it’s unlikely that the mass murder on the real Zong took place during a tempest. The sky in Turner’s painting looks as though it is on fire. His seascapes often depict a natural world in a state of wildness beyond human control. The oncoming typhoon as imagined by Turner in this painting will compound the miseries of those in the water. The lurid colors of this sky are not denotative, they are simply atmospheric effects of the kind Turner frequently employed and part of what drew the critic John Ruskin to his work.'
'Sowande’s influence on Nigerian church music was transformative but hardly anyone is aware that he had an influence that extended far beyond Africa. He had an influence even on John Coltrane. We don’t know these things. How many of the younger generation know that Herbert Macaulay himself, when he wasn’t transforming the political landscape, was an avid violinist? Stepping out of the Lagos heat into his own house in the cool of the evening to play Beethoven sonatas.'
'You know, you’ve found me at my happiest. It is a Tuesday afternoon and I am filling this basilica with my own improvisations. What I was playing when you walked in was based on a theme by Handel. The only audience was myself, at least until you arrived. I get a lot of happiness when the unexpected happens in that way, when I can share my passion with someone who also knows something about this music. Because the other thing this city can do is dull your sensitivity. Maybe because you’re visiting it is easier for you to remain sensitive. But for those of us who live here staying sensitive is a daily battle. When I sit at the organ it is an opportunity for my entire body to manifest the music in my head. My spirit expands, my very being expands to fill this entire space and every note I sound out is for the glory of God. There’s nothing else like it in the world.'
'I talked to Iya Ramota about it and she advised me to go to Celina Pharmacy and ask for the formalin. She said the bigger pharmacies would not agree to sell it to me because it is against the law. So I went and I paid the five thousand and they gave me the syringe and the formalin. That was how I managed to preserve the body for some days before I could make the funeral arrangements. The man at the pharmacy had said if I couldn’t find the blood vessel to put the syringe into I should pour the formalin into my daughter’s mouth, nose, and privates and block everything with cotton wool. But I knew I would find the blood vessel. I took this girl to hospital so many times. I knew her body like I know my own. Sometimes I was the one who put the drip on her. I was the one who gave her injections. The only thing that changed was that when I inserted the needle for the last time she did not feel any pain. My daughter’s name was Durotola. It means “stay with glory.�'
'I mean there’s something about Macbeth that always works well in an African context, all those witches, all that blood and struggle for power. It’s like reading the metro section of the Punch or the Sun. But there was the added layer of staging it in a hearing-impaired context. I always say there’s ability in disability and when you see youngsters like Bright signing Shakespeare it transforms you. “Out, out, brief candle, life’s but a walking shadow.'
'And then there are their own voices. Four nights a week I find myself inside this forest of accents and I absolutely love it. There are numerous varieties of Lagos accent from the posh to the unvarnished and there are accents inflected with the residue of various native languages and there are also British and American accents from people who have never even left Nigeria.'
“But I still laugh when I’m supposed to laugh and I smile when I am supposed to smile.�
”Experimental� isn’t quite the right word � I write perfectly lucid sentences � but I wanted to give myself a chance to make something that could fail. I don’t know that people are doing enough with their freedom as writers � to keep doing this 19th-century thing bores me.