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77 pages, Paperback
First published September 7, 2021
鈥淚 should鈥檝e answered your letter. Some things that happened to me were wonderful, and some parts were only good because they passed. When things were bad, I kept thinking better was just around the corner, and by the time I had the energy to raise my head and take a look at my life, years and years had passed. Forgive me. I didn鈥檛 want to admit to myself this was all I had to tell you, this life of mine. At the time, it didn鈥檛 seem enough, not what I expected, not what I had ordered, not what I wanted to share. Do you understand?鈥�
鈥淣ever? Not once?
Ay, Puffina, it鈥檚 what religion is supposed to be. Like when the sun shines through the church window鈥檚 prettiest colored glass and you know God isn鈥檛 inside that building, he鈥檚 inside you.
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And it鈥檚 as if your body isn鈥檛 an anchor or an iron bell anymore, it鈥檚 only your spirit, wide as a sky, as if a thousand sparrows opened their wings inside your heart, and oh, it鈥檚 lovely, lovely, Puffina. As if you鈥檒l never feel alone again.鈥�
鈥淪ometimes I think of you at odd moments, Marta. When I鈥檓 teaching the youngest how to brush her own hair or painting my toes on the back porch and painting my girls鈥� toes, too. I suspect it must be that way for you, too. Which is when we both must be thinking of the other, tugging and yanking like the tides.鈥�