Charissa's bookshelf: sensitive-topics en-US Sat, 09 Nov 2024 12:11:36 -0800 60 Charissa's bookshelf: sensitive-topics 144 41 /images/layout/goodreads_logo_144.jpg <![CDATA[Those Who Wander: America's Lost Street Kids]]> 44580046 Award-winning journalist Vivian Ho exposes a shattering true-crime story, shedding light on America’s new lost generation.

In 2015, the senseless Bay Area murders of twenty-three-year-old Audrey Carey and sixty-seven-year-old Steve Carter were personal tragedies for the victims� families. But they also shed light on a more complex issue. The killers were three drifters scrounging for a living among a burgeoning counterculture population. Soon this community of runaways and transients became vulnerable scapegoats of a modern witch hunt. The supposedly progressive residents of San Francisco’s Haight-Ashbury, only two generations removed from the Summer of Love, now feared all of society’s outcasts as threats.

In Those Who Wander, Vivian Ho delves deep into a rising subculture that’s changing the very fabric of her city and all of urban America. Moving beyond the disheartening statistics, she gives voices to these young people—victims of abuse, failed foster care, mental illness, and drug addiction. She also doesn’t ignore the threat they pose to themselves and to others as a dangerous dark side emerges. With alarming urgency, she asks what can be done to save the next generation of America’s vagabond youth.

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208 Vivian Ho 1503958736 Charissa 4 3.78 2019 Those Who Wander: America's Lost Street Kids
author: Vivian Ho
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.78
book published: 2019
rating: 4
read at: 2024/11/09
date added: 2024/11/09
shelves: 2024, non-fiction, sensitive-topics
review:
Eye-opening and heartbreaking journalism, trying to get into the minds of street kids in San Francisco and figure out how to break cycle of abuse, drug abuse, and homelessness
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A Day in a Life 220214799 On the worst day of her life, Sydni Greer drove off a bridge. After the current took her away, her body was never found. She was presumed dead.

Following a brief investigation, it was determined that Sydni took her own life. Family members reported she was distraught that day, leading to an open and shut case.

Knowing Sydni, however, her father couldn't accept the ruling. He reported his daughter as a missing person.

It's been seven years. Sydni's about to be declared legally dead, and her haughty husband will receive a large life insurance payout, profiting from Sydni's death.

Until a new clue surfaces, reopening Sydni's case. A clue that's screaming, "There's more to this story than meets the eye."

Enter Elijah Garrett, private investigator for Risk Policy Collective, the life insurance company prepared to pay the disbursement to Sydni's eager husband.

Elijah will reconstruct the final day of Sydni's life through a series of interviews with family and friends. What he learns would break the strongest of hearts. At the same time, he finds himself filled with love for the beautiful Sydni Greer.

Elijah becomes obsessed with learning the truth. He won't stop until he knows exactly what happened to Sydni—a woman he could fall for in a hot second.

Was Sydni's death an accident? Did she take her own life? Was foul play involved?

Find out in this suspenseful sweet romance.

Content This is a kisses-only romance novel that touches on harder topics such as suspicion of taking one's own life, miscarriage, and accidental death. Each topic is handled with care. As with all of my books, it ends with a happily-ever-after.]]>
271 Taylor Dean Charissa 5
I won’t spoil the story by saying what happens, but it is a slow-burn love story about healing and picking up the pieces of your life when all goes to hell, and learning to trust again. It has great characters, mystery, clean sizzle, and a happy ending. My favorite kind of story.
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4.24 A Day in a Life
author: Taylor Dean
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.24
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2024/10/31
date added: 2024/10/31
shelves: 2024, family-drama, marriage-troubles, searching-for-love, sensitive-topics
review:
This unique romance had me holding my breath. The first half of the book has an insurance fraud detective interviewing family members, husband, and friends of Sydni Greer, who died in a supposed suicide crash off a bridge seven years ago. Elijah Garrett interviews Cole, the husband who is due to collect a huge amount of money when his wife is legally declared dead. He interviews her mother and father, sister, best friend, and an elderly lady who lives by the river they never found her body in. He tries to piece together Sydni’s last day, and as he does, Elijah finds himself falling for this incredible woman who had no one there for her in her time of deepest pain, grief, and betrayal. Everyone except her dad believes her grief drove her to end her life. But Elijah isn’t buying it. Sydni’s husband is a jerk, his mistress a piece of work, and her family dismally failed her. No one else except him and the police know about the go-bag they recently found that proves Sydni never meant to kill herself. She was running away. So the mystery begins, with Elijah determined to find out what truly happened to Sydni on that last day and figure out if she’s still alive, maybe with amnesia, not remembering anything.

I won’t spoil the story by saying what happens, but it is a slow-burn love story about healing and picking up the pieces of your life when all goes to hell, and learning to trust again. It has great characters, mystery, clean sizzle, and a happy ending. My favorite kind of story.

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All the Glimmering Stars 123252117 Inspired by a true story, two teens kidnapped by an African warlord find salvation through love in a powerful and healing historical novel from the #1 bestselling author of Beneath a Scarlet Sky and The Last Green Valley.

Anthony Opoka and Florence Okori are coming of age in Uganda in the 1990s. Outstanding students, they believe in being good humans before they are kidnapped and forced into the fanatical Lord’s Resistance Army.

In a legion of young recruits, no one gets closer than Anthony to powerful messianic warlord Joseph Kony and his darkest secrets. To stay sane as he spirals through chaos, Anthony clings to his childhood lessons about being a good human. Florence’s upbringing grounds her, too, helping her keep her dreams alive even as she’s pulled deeper into the insanity of Kony’s war.

At the lowest points of their lives, certain they’ll never go home, Anthony and Florence meet by chance, fall in love, and begin to dream of surviving their captivity. They devote their lives to helping their fellow child soldiers escape bondage and return to their families and redemption by following the stars.

By turns tender, shocking, moving, desperate, and ultimately triumphant, Florence and Anthony’s story is an epic drama of humanity, a life-affirming tale, and an experience readers will never forget.]]>
475 Mark T. Sullivan 1542038103 Charissa 5 4.63 2024 All the Glimmering Stars
author: Mark T. Sullivan
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.63
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2024/10/23
date added: 2024/10/23
shelves: 2024, healing-from-tragedy, historical-war, inspirational, redemption-stories, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines, unique-characters
review:
Crazy story! This is based off the true story of 2 kidnapped teens in Uganda who are trained and forced to fight for a warlord in the civil war there. It spans over a decade of time and shows how these 2 meet and fall in love in horrific circumstances, and how their upbringing by good parents to always be good humans helps them retain their humanity when others are trying to turn them into monsters. It was a heavy book with lots of hard things to read in it, but goodness triumphs in the end! Very inspiring story!
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The Last Green Valley 55961582 Beneath a Scarlet Sky comes a new historical novel inspired by one family’s incredible story of daring, survival, and triumph.

In late March 1944, as Stalin’s forces push into Ukraine, young Emil and Adeline Martel must make a terrible decision: Do they wait for the Soviet bear’s intrusion and risk being sent to Siberia? Or do they reluctantly follow the wolves—murderous Nazi officers who have pledged to protect “pure-blood� Germans?

The Martels are one of many families of German heritage whose ancestors have farmed in Ukraine for more than a century. But after already living under Stalin’s horrifying regime, Emil and Adeline decide they must run in retreat from their land with the wolves they despise to escape the Soviets and go in search of freedom.

Caught between two warring forces and overcoming horrific trials to pursue their hope of immigrating to the West, the Martels� story is a brutal, complex, and ultimately triumphant tale that illuminates the extraordinary power of love, faith, and one family’s incredible will to survive and see their dreams realized.]]>
423 Mark T. Sullivan 1503955370 Charissa 5 4.53 2021 The Last Green Valley
author: Mark T. Sullivan
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.53
book published: 2021
rating: 5
read at: 2024/10/15
date added: 2024/10/23
shelves: 2024, family-drama, healing-from-tragedy, historical-war, inspirational, redemption-stories, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines
review:
This story was riveting. I couldn't put it down once I started reading. And when I finished, I was shocked to realize it was based on a true story of real people who lived through these harrowing experiences. I thought it was just made up. That made it even more incredible. It follows a family of Germans living in Ukraine. But with Stalin gaining ground, the Nazis are retreating from there and taking all the German born people with them (to replace the exterminated Jews back in the homeland). This family becomes refugees under the "care" of the Nazis (who they despise), but they fear Stalin more. Read it. You won't regret it. Though horrific things happen to these people, they triumph in the end and it is very inspiring.
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<![CDATA[It Ends with Us (It Ends with Us, #1)]]> 27362503
Lily hasn’t always had it easy, but that’s never stopped her from working hard for the life she wants. She’s come a long way from the small town in Maine where she grew up � she graduated from college, moved to Boston, and started her own business. So when she feels a spark with a gorgeous neurosurgeon named Ryle Kincaid, everything in Lily’s life suddenly seems almost too good to be true.

Ryle is assertive, stubborn, maybe even a little arrogant. He’s also sensitive, brilliant, and has a total soft spot for Lily. And the way he looks in scrubs certainly doesn’t hurt. Lily can’t get him out of her head. But Ryle’s complete aversion to relationships is disturbing. Even as Lily finds herself becoming the exception to his “no dating� rule, she can’t help but wonder what made him that way in the first place.

As questions about her new relationship overwhelm her, so do thoughts of Atlas Corrigan � her first love and a link to the past she left behind. He was her kindred spirit, her protector. When Atlas suddenly reappears, everything Lily has built with Ryle is threatened.]]>
386 Colleen Hoover 1668021048 Charissa 4 4.11 2016 It Ends with Us (It Ends with Us, #1)
author: Colleen Hoover
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.11
book published: 2016
rating: 4
read at: 2024/08/01
date added: 2024/08/01
shelves: 2024, family-drama, healing-from-tragedy, marriage-troubles, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines
review:
If you don't like swearing (F-words) and sex scenes, know that this book has them. I had to skip a bunch, but had been prewarned so was prepared. This book is a heartbreaking romance with abuse as the subject. The heroine doesn't want to end up like her mother, who was beaten often by her dad for no good reason. So when she falls hopelessly in love and feels her life can't get better, she is jerked out of HEA when her guy hurts her. I won't summarize the whole plot, but it's a beautifully written book about abusers and victims, and amazingly, I felt for each, finding myself in the same heartbreaking place as the heroine as she tries to decide whether to stay and risk further abuse or end it now. You fall in love with the anti-hero, and gain a lot of empathy for victims after reading this. That's why I decided to skip what I didn't like to see how the author did it. It's a tear-jerker for sure.
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American Dirt 45046527
Lydia lives in Acapulco. She has a son, Luca, the love of her life, and a wonderful husband who is a journalist. And while cracks are beginning to show in Acapulco because of the cartels, Lydia’s life is, by and large, fairly comfortable. But after her husband’s tell-all profile of the newest drug lord is published, none of their lives will ever be the same.

Forced to flee, Lydia and Luca find themselves joining the countless people trying to reach the United States. Lydia soon sees that everyone is running from something. But what exactly are they running to?]]>
459 Jeanine Cummins Charissa 5 4.32 2020 American Dirt
author: Jeanine Cummins
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.32
book published: 2020
rating: 5
read at:
date added: 2024/07/20
shelves: 2024, family-drama, healing-from-tragedy, sensitive-topics
review:
This is a crazy, heart wrenching story of Lydia and her son Luca. She lives a normal, beautiful life in Acapulco until all her extended family is gathered together for her niece’s quinceanera, and a cartel pulls up and opens fire on all of them, killing 16 members of her family, including her journalist husband. Lydia and Luca hide and when the bad men leave, she knows they have to get out of there, for they will be back when they realize they didn’t get her and her son. So begins an epic, horrible journey of about 2-3 weeks and 2600+ miles from Acapulco to the U.S.A. with hardly anything to their name, to find safety from a madman and a new life for her and her son. This book is raw and has lots of violence and cruelty in it that happens to the mother-son duo or their migrant companions on their way to estados unidos. It ripped my heart apart and also melted it at times when I saw normal people helping these desperate people on their way with some kindness or other. It shows the good, the bad, and the ugly parts of the migrant’s journey. Though it’s a hard story to read, I’m glad I did and want to be kinder to those I meet, now knowing a little more about what the migrant journey can be like for some. Eye-opening book.
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A Waltz with Traitors 120899243 The Former Russian Empire, 1918

Czech soldier Filip Sedlák never wanted to fight for the Austro-Hungarian Empire. So at the first opportunity, he defected to the Russians. Now he and others like him have formed the Czechoslovak Legion. Their goal: leave the chaos of Russia, sail to France, and help the Allies defeat the Central Powers, thereby toppling a hated empire and winning an independent Czechoslovakia.

With the fall of the tsar, Nadia Linskaya’s life is in ruins. Her family is dead, her lands are confiscated, and her aristocratic world is gone forever. But Nadia is determined to elude the Bolshevik agent who destroyed her family and find a way to survive in this changed world.

When Nadia takes refuge with the Czechoslovak Legion, the last thing she expects is an ally. But when Filip proposes a sham marriage to ensure her safe passage across Siberia, she takes it. Neither Filip nor Nadia expect real love, not when the legion has to take over the longest railroad in the world—and then hold it against Bolshevik counterattacks, partisan sabotage, Allied intrigue, and a set of brutal Siberian winters. At risk is the future of Czechoslovakia, the fate of Russia—and their hearts.]]>
328 A.L. Sowards 152442112X Charissa 5
This story follows several characters through a riveting and dangerous journey through Siberia. Filip is in the Czech legion, going deep into the heart of Russia. Nadia is a Russian aristocrat trying to escape the Bolsheviks, who executed her family and are determined to mete out the same punishment to her. Desperate, she marries Filip to get on the train heading east into Siberia, with the agreement that they will annul their marriage when they get to the end of the line. So begins a heart-pounding slow-burn romance between the two as they try to survive a post-WWI Russia that is falling apart.

This book smashed my heart all over the place. It’s set in a war-torn area of the world that is experiencing a civil war, and war isn’t pretty. Neither are their lives as they work and struggle each day to survive. Yet, just as a flower can push through a crack in a sidewalk, love blooms amidst adversity in this thrilling tale. I ached, I cried, I wanted to stop reading at times because my heart was breaking. But ultimately, it ended on a happy note, and seeing these brave individuals not only survive, but thrive, was beyond satisfying. This isn’t a tale for the faint-hearted, but it is one that should be read because it inspires one to be better than they are.


Merged review:

This historical fiction was thrilling and captivating. It deals with a piece of history I’ve never heard of before, which made it more exciting. It’s the end of WWI. Most of the Czechs and Slovaks who were in the Austro-Hungarian Empire when the war started were fighting the Russians, French and British. They were captured by the Russians and made POWs. When the war ended, they wanted to see an end to the Austro-Hungarian Empire and gain a free republic of Czechoslovakia. So they volunteered to fight for France, making them traitors to the Austro-Hungarian Empire. The plan was to go through Siberia and take a ship pretty much all the way around the world to get to France without going through Germany. The French and their Allies had supplied Russia during WWI. When the Bolsheviks took over and made peace with Germany, the Allies worried that Germany would get all those supplies and use them against them. So they used the Czech Legion to keep railways open through Siberia so they could get those supplies out.

This story follows several characters through a riveting and dangerous journey through Siberia. Filip is in the Czech legion, going deep into the heart of Russia. Nadia is a Russian aristocrat trying to escape the Bolsheviks, who executed her family and are determined to mete out the same punishment to her. Desperate, she marries Filip to get on the train heading east into Siberia, with the agreement that they will annul their marriage when they get to the end of the line. So begins a heart-pounding slow-burn romance between the two as they try to survive a post-WWI Russia that is falling apart.

This book smashed my heart all over the place. It’s set in a war-torn area of the world that is experiencing a civil war, and war isn’t pretty. Neither are their lives as they work and struggle each day to survive. Yet, just as a flower can push through a crack in a sidewalk, love blooms amidst adversity in this thrilling tale. I ached, I cried, I wanted to stop reading at times because my heart was breaking. But ultimately, it ended on a happy note, and seeing these brave individuals not only survive, but thrive, was beyond satisfying. This isn’t a tale for the faint-hearted, but it is one that should be read because it inspires one to be better than they are.]]>
4.19 2023 A Waltz with Traitors
author: A.L. Sowards
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.19
book published: 2023
rating: 5
read at: 2023/03/12
date added: 2023/11/18
shelves: 2023, healing-from-tragedy, historical-war, inspirational, marriage-troubles, opposites-attract, sensitive-topics
review:
This historical fiction was thrilling and captivating. It deals with a piece of history I’ve never heard of before, which made it more exciting. It’s the end of WWI. Most of the Czechs and Slovaks who were in the Austro-Hungarian Empire when the war started were fighting the Russians, French and British. They were captured by the Russians and made POWs. When the war ended, they wanted to see an end to the Austro-Hungarian Empire and gain a free republic of Czechoslovakia. So they volunteered to fight for France, making them traitors to the Austro-Hungarian Empire. The plan was to go through Siberia and take a ship pretty much all the way around the world to get to France without going through Germany. The French and their Allies had supplied Russia during WWI. When the Bolsheviks took over and made peace with Germany, the Allies worried that Germany would get all those supplies and use them against them. So they used the Czech Legion to keep railways open through Siberia so they could get those supplies out.

This story follows several characters through a riveting and dangerous journey through Siberia. Filip is in the Czech legion, going deep into the heart of Russia. Nadia is a Russian aristocrat trying to escape the Bolsheviks, who executed her family and are determined to mete out the same punishment to her. Desperate, she marries Filip to get on the train heading east into Siberia, with the agreement that they will annul their marriage when they get to the end of the line. So begins a heart-pounding slow-burn romance between the two as they try to survive a post-WWI Russia that is falling apart.

This book smashed my heart all over the place. It’s set in a war-torn area of the world that is experiencing a civil war, and war isn’t pretty. Neither are their lives as they work and struggle each day to survive. Yet, just as a flower can push through a crack in a sidewalk, love blooms amidst adversity in this thrilling tale. I ached, I cried, I wanted to stop reading at times because my heart was breaking. But ultimately, it ended on a happy note, and seeing these brave individuals not only survive, but thrive, was beyond satisfying. This isn’t a tale for the faint-hearted, but it is one that should be read because it inspires one to be better than they are.


Merged review:

This historical fiction was thrilling and captivating. It deals with a piece of history I’ve never heard of before, which made it more exciting. It’s the end of WWI. Most of the Czechs and Slovaks who were in the Austro-Hungarian Empire when the war started were fighting the Russians, French and British. They were captured by the Russians and made POWs. When the war ended, they wanted to see an end to the Austro-Hungarian Empire and gain a free republic of Czechoslovakia. So they volunteered to fight for France, making them traitors to the Austro-Hungarian Empire. The plan was to go through Siberia and take a ship pretty much all the way around the world to get to France without going through Germany. The French and their Allies had supplied Russia during WWI. When the Bolsheviks took over and made peace with Germany, the Allies worried that Germany would get all those supplies and use them against them. So they used the Czech Legion to keep railways open through Siberia so they could get those supplies out.

This story follows several characters through a riveting and dangerous journey through Siberia. Filip is in the Czech legion, going deep into the heart of Russia. Nadia is a Russian aristocrat trying to escape the Bolsheviks, who executed her family and are determined to mete out the same punishment to her. Desperate, she marries Filip to get on the train heading east into Siberia, with the agreement that they will annul their marriage when they get to the end of the line. So begins a heart-pounding slow-burn romance between the two as they try to survive a post-WWI Russia that is falling apart.

This book smashed my heart all over the place. It’s set in a war-torn area of the world that is experiencing a civil war, and war isn’t pretty. Neither are their lives as they work and struggle each day to survive. Yet, just as a flower can push through a crack in a sidewalk, love blooms amidst adversity in this thrilling tale. I ached, I cried, I wanted to stop reading at times because my heart was breaking. But ultimately, it ended on a happy note, and seeing these brave individuals not only survive, but thrive, was beyond satisfying. This isn’t a tale for the faint-hearted, but it is one that should be read because it inspires one to be better than they are.
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The Invention of Wings 18079776
Sarah Grimké is the middle daughter. The one her mother calls difficult and her father calls remarkable. On Sarah's eleventh birthday, Hetty 'Handful' Grimké is taken from the slave quarters she shares with her mother, wrapped in lavender ribbons, and presented to Sarah as a gift. Sarah knows what she does next will unleash a world of trouble. She also knows that she cannot accept. And so, indeed, the trouble begins ...

A powerful, sweeping novel, inspired by real events, and set in the American Deep South in the nineteenth century, The Invention of Wings evokes a world of shocking contrasts, of beauty and ugliness, of righteous people living daily with cruelty they fail to recognize; and celebrates the power of friendship and sisterhood against all the odds.]]>
384 Sue Monk Kidd 0670024783 Charissa 5 4.24 2014 The Invention of Wings
author: Sue Monk Kidd
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2014
rating: 5
read at: 2023/11/03
date added: 2023/11/03
shelves: 2023, family-drama, favorite-reads, historical, interracial, redemption-stories, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines, unique-characters, women-s-fiction
review:
This story was amazing! I was hooked the whole way through. It's about slavery in Charleston in the early 1800's, told through two POV: a white girl, Sarah Grimke (daughter of a wealthy plantation owner) and Handful (Hetty), her black slave. This story was riveting, especially as Sarah Grimke is a real person who did many of the things told about in this book (which I don't want to spoil for anyone). Both characters, you come to realize, are slaves in different ways. This book did a great job delving into an ugly period of our story in a very unique way, showing the freedom denied to both blacks and women for much of our history.
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<![CDATA[The Queen With No Name (Return of the Ancestors Book 1)]]> 60846420
King Rowan’s entire life has been spent protecting his beloved kingdom and people. All he wishes for is an unassuming wife to bear his heirs and leave him unaffected. But the princess with no name haunts him with her beauty and unyielding spirit. Torn between breaking her and loving her, he puts his kingdom at risk each passing day he goes without a legitimate heir.

But there are more than hearts and souls on the line; danger lurks around every corner. Threats from within and without Northrend make it difficult to know who they can trust. The paramount question is, can they trust each other? Will the king finally name his queen, or will she tear his world apart? Her names comes with a price. Who will pay it?

Author JJ Makenzie presents an achingly beautiful coming of age story with a romance that will curl your toes and leave you longing for more.]]>
389 J.J. Makenzie Charissa 5
Ah, my heart has felt like it’s undergone open heart surgery…and just as things wrapped up and my heart began to heal and hope again, the book ends on a chilling note. I usually hate cliffhangers, but this story did end. The heroine did find herself and figure out who she really is deep inside, which was what the book was about. But the turmoil in the kingdom is not done, and both our heroine and hero are probably going to be torn apart a little more before they can be put back together again. I’m super excited to read the next one in this series. This was an amazing story that I plan to reread again. It’s that enthralling.]]>
3.93 The Queen With No Name (Return of the Ancestors Book 1)
author: J.J. Makenzie
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.93
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2023/08/05
date added: 2023/08/05
shelves: 2022, brides, family-drama, favorite-reads, first-kiss, frienemies, healing-from-tragedy, marriage-troubles, redemption-stories, royalty, searching-for-love, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines, 2023
review:
Wow! I am stunned. This story really pulled me into the heroine’s world as she is bargained off and married to the enemy king from another kingdom and whisked off into the wilderness to return to his home. She expected her new husband to give her a name, as her cruel father never gave her one. But her husband, King Rowan, only wants to name her Trouble. My heart was ripped apart and torn asunder as the nameless heroine continues her journey, wondering if it’s even worth it. She longs for death to stop her suffering, but things just keep getting worse.

Ah, my heart has felt like it’s undergone open heart surgery…and just as things wrapped up and my heart began to heal and hope again, the book ends on a chilling note. I usually hate cliffhangers, but this story did end. The heroine did find herself and figure out who she really is deep inside, which was what the book was about. But the turmoil in the kingdom is not done, and both our heroine and hero are probably going to be torn apart a little more before they can be put back together again. I’m super excited to read the next one in this series. This was an amazing story that I plan to reread again. It’s that enthralling.
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I'm Glad My Mom Died 59364173
Jennette McCurdy was six years old when she had her first acting audition. Her mother’s dream was for her only daughter to become a star, and Jennette would do anything to make her mother happy. So she went along with what Mom called “calorie restriction,� eating little and weighing herself five times a day. She endured extensive at-home makeovers while Mom chided, “Your eyelashes are invisible, okay? You think Dakota Fanning doesn’t tint hers?� She was even showered by Mom until age sixteen while sharing her diaries, email, and all her income.

In I’m Glad My Mom Died, Jennette recounts all this in unflinching detail—just as she chronicles what happens when the dream finally comes true. Cast in a new Nickelodeon series called iCarly , she is thrust into fame. Though Mom is ecstatic, emailing fan club moderators and getting on a first-name basis with the paparazzi (“Hi Gale!�), Jennette is riddled with anxiety, shame, and self-loathing, which manifest into eating disorders, addiction, and a series of unhealthy relationships. These issues only get worse when, soon after taking the lead in the iCarly spinoff Sam & Cat alongside Ariana Grande, her mother dies of cancer. Finally, after discovering therapy and quitting acting, Jennette embarks on recovery and decides for the first time in her life what she really wants.

Told with refreshing candor and dark humor, I’m Glad My Mom Died is an inspiring story of resilience, independence, and the joy of shampooing your own hair.]]>
320 Jennette McCurdy Charissa 5 4.45 2022 I'm Glad My Mom Died
author: Jennette McCurdy
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.45
book published: 2022
rating: 5
read at:
date added: 2023/02/18
shelves: 2023, healing-from-tragedy, non-fiction, sensitive-topics
review:
This memoir from former child actress Jennette McCurdy (Sam from iCarly) was heartbreaking for me to read. She details her life being raised by a narcissistic mother who manipulated her into living out her own dreams by acting from age 6 on. Her mother taught her an eating disorder, applauding her daughter’s anorexic behavior. She abused her mentally, emotionally, and physically, yet did it in such a way that Jennette wanted only her mother’s happiness. She would do ANYTHING to keep her mom happy, even giving up her own wants and desires and being miserable as fame and the competitiveness of Hollywood stole her childhood years. It’s pretty graphic and tragic, yet Jennette tells it in such a way that you get a glimpse of understanding into what she went through. It’s a hard story to read, but I’m glad I did to get a look into what many child actors deal with in that industry. It was triumphant in the end, showing the hard work and soul-searching Jennette had to go through to reclaim her life and do what was good for her—finally!
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The Songbook of Benny Lament 54268364 From the bestselling author of What the Wind Knows and From Sand and Ash comes a powerful love story about a musical duo who put everything on the line to be together.

New York, 1960: For Benny Lament, music is his entire life. With his father’s deep ties to the mob, the Bronx piano man has learned that love and family can get you in trouble. So he keeps to himself, writing songs for other musicians, avoiding the spotlight…until the night his father brings him to see Esther Mine sing.

Esther is a petite powerhouse with a gorgeous voice. And when Benny writes a hit song and performs it with her, their collaboration thrusts the duo onto the national stage…and stirs up old issues and new scrutiny that the mob—and Benny—would rather avoid.

It would be easier to walk away. But the music and the woman are too hard for the piano man to resist. Benny’s songs and Esther’s vocals are an explosive combination, a sound that fans can’t get enough of. But though America might love the music they make together, some people aren’t ready for Benny Lament and Esther Mine on—or off—the stage.]]>
444 Amy Harmon 1542023521 Charissa 5
What I loved about this book were the themes: racial prejudice, family ties and duties, change. This story had heart, like all of Harmon’s books do, and I loved how I came to love characters so different from me—mobsters, sassy black women, angry black men, conflicted Italians. Their voices came through to me in this story, so I could hear them talking in my head. I loved the sixties setting and all the history interwoven through the radio talk show. I love the self-reflection her stories inspire if you let them. Harmon’s stories are in no way preachy (I hate those kind of stories), but as you get inside the characters� heads and experience life vicariously with them, I can’t help but stop and wonder, “Am I resisting change? Am I standing up for change? How could I do better?�

The plot of this story showed racial prejudice from several different sides and lights, and the author wrote about this touchy, sensitive subject masterfully. She didn’t try to tell me how I should be. She just told a story about how the world was, and how a few strong individuals stood up against the status quo to bring about change (a very slow change). I saw how easy it is to believe there is no racism (or more personally, to think you aren’t racist), when really there’s a good chance there is and we are just unaware or ignorant of it because it’s not touching us right then.

Amy Harmon’s stories always plant a seed of change in my heart. That’s why I love them. She started writing this back in 2019 before all the civil unrest exploded here in the US. After reading this, I want to do better at challenging my cultural and societal beliefs, to make sure I never get cozy in a world where I’m only looking out for myself. I want to do better at making sure I’m always changing in a way that is including others, not excluding them. I want to be changing in ways that unite others in diversity, instead of clinging to my comfortable cliques or tribes. Anyway, I have nothing but praise for this book. The author tackled a hard subject with difficult characters, and did it with honesty and grace.
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4.46 2021 The Songbook of Benny Lament
author: Amy Harmon
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.46
book published: 2021
rating: 5
read at: 2021/03/23
date added: 2023/01/13
shelves: 2021, family-drama, favorite-reads, forbidden-love, historical, inspirational, music-arts-dance, opposites-attract, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines, unique-settings, interracial
review:
Another great book that transported me into a different place and time. This story is set in the early 60s in a New York neighborhood run by the mob. Benny Lament (Benito Lomento) wants nothing to do with his family. Family means secrets. Family means being owned. Family means murder, corruption, and nothing good in his mind. His life revolves around his music since he’s made a name for himself writing songs for big name artists. But when his father makes him come listen to a black girl named Esther Mine sing in a ghetto bar in another neighborhood, he is captivated against his will. What he learns from his father about Esther Mine’s birth parents makes him want to leave her alone—the woman can only bring trouble into his life, and he’s not looking for anything from anybody. But Benny can’t get the woman’s voice out of his head, and though he runs from his fate, it’s going to catch up to him.

What I loved about this book were the themes: racial prejudice, family ties and duties, change. This story had heart, like all of Harmon’s books do, and I loved how I came to love characters so different from me—mobsters, sassy black women, angry black men, conflicted Italians. Their voices came through to me in this story, so I could hear them talking in my head. I loved the sixties setting and all the history interwoven through the radio talk show. I love the self-reflection her stories inspire if you let them. Harmon’s stories are in no way preachy (I hate those kind of stories), but as you get inside the characters� heads and experience life vicariously with them, I can’t help but stop and wonder, “Am I resisting change? Am I standing up for change? How could I do better?�

The plot of this story showed racial prejudice from several different sides and lights, and the author wrote about this touchy, sensitive subject masterfully. She didn’t try to tell me how I should be. She just told a story about how the world was, and how a few strong individuals stood up against the status quo to bring about change (a very slow change). I saw how easy it is to believe there is no racism (or more personally, to think you aren’t racist), when really there’s a good chance there is and we are just unaware or ignorant of it because it’s not touching us right then.

Amy Harmon’s stories always plant a seed of change in my heart. That’s why I love them. She started writing this back in 2019 before all the civil unrest exploded here in the US. After reading this, I want to do better at challenging my cultural and societal beliefs, to make sure I never get cozy in a world where I’m only looking out for myself. I want to do better at making sure I’m always changing in a way that is including others, not excluding them. I want to be changing in ways that unite others in diversity, instead of clinging to my comfortable cliques or tribes. Anyway, I have nothing but praise for this book. The author tackled a hard subject with difficult characters, and did it with honesty and grace.

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<![CDATA[Remembering Jamie (Brotherhood of the Black Tartan, #5)]]> 57662165
Master Kieran MacTavish has spent six years searching for his lost wife. But, turns out, finding Eilidh alive is only the beginning of the battle. She has no memory of him—no recollection of their courtship, love, or handfasting. Refusing to be discouraged, Kieran relishes the chance to make Eilidh fall for him all over again. Surely he can rekindle the flame of their love.

But the intervening years have changed them both. Eilidh is crippled by grief—the deaths of her father, her younger brother, Jamie, and others overwhelm her. And the more Kieran comes to know this new Eilidh, the more he is haunted by the woman she once was.

Throughout it all, one question looms large�
Is your love still your love if the person they once were no longer exists?

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382 Nichole Van 1949863115 Charissa 5
Oh, my, I don’t want to give anything away in this book, but be warned it will unleash all your angsty emotions, even if you bury them deep. This book about coming to know oneself made me cry, laugh, and cry once more. There’s a lot of crying as you try to figure out Jamie’s life with her—who she really is—what she wants now instead of being told what she wanted in the past. It’s a gripping romance with all the feels. I loved-loved-loved the characters, and the story was super well done. This might have been my favorite in the series, although I loved-loved them all, so I hate to even say that. It’s a fantastic series. The end.
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4.50 2021 Remembering Jamie (Brotherhood of the Black Tartan, #5)
author: Nichole Van
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.50
book published: 2021
rating: 5
read at: 2021/09/13
date added: 2021/09/14
shelves: 2021, favorite-reads, healing-from-tragedy, love-triangle, marriage-troubles, scottish-highlands, sensitive-topics, unrequited-love
review:
This is the final book in this series, and I loved-loved it! Kieran has been devastated by the loss of his wife for over six years, which has been shown in the other books. Now, he gets his turn in the limelight, but it was a heart-tugging story. Jamie—Miss Fyffe as she knows herself now after having amnesia for the last six years after a shipwreck—is dumped unceremoniously into a Scottish estate by her chaperones and left there all alone at the beginning of this book. She once again meets the despicable Kieran, who wasn’t there to help her family so many years ago when they needed him—after they had helped him. The despicable, handsome man who calls her Jamie and acts like he knows her. But the Jamie he and the Brotherhood of the Black Tartan talk about is nothing like the girl she is. The girl she remembers.

Oh, my, I don’t want to give anything away in this book, but be warned it will unleash all your angsty emotions, even if you bury them deep. This book about coming to know oneself made me cry, laugh, and cry once more. There’s a lot of crying as you try to figure out Jamie’s life with her—who she really is—what she wants now instead of being told what she wanted in the past. It’s a gripping romance with all the feels. I loved-loved-loved the characters, and the story was super well done. This might have been my favorite in the series, although I loved-loved them all, so I hate to even say that. It’s a fantastic series. The end.

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<![CDATA[If You Tell: A True Story of Murder, Family Secrets, and the Unbreakable Bond of Sisterhood]]> 45299992
After more than a decade, when sisters Nikki, Sami, and Tori Knotek hear the word mom, it claws like an eagle’s talons, triggering memories that have been their secret since childhood. Until now.

For years, behind the closed doors of their farmhouse in Raymond, Washington, their sadistic mother, Shelly, subjected her girls to unimaginable abuse, degradation, torture, and psychic terrors. Through it all, Nikki, Sami, and Tori developed a defiant bond that made them far less vulnerable than Shelly imagined. Even as others were drawn into their mother’s dark and perverse web, the sisters found the strength and courage to escape an escalating nightmare that culminated in multiple murders.

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431 Gregg Olsen 1542005248 Charissa 4 3.99 2019 If You Tell: A True Story of Murder, Family Secrets, and the Unbreakable Bond of Sisterhood
author: Gregg Olsen
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.99
book published: 2019
rating: 4
read at: 2021/03/26
date added: 2021/03/26
shelves: 2021, non-fiction, sensitive-topics, healing-from-tragedy
review:
This was a crazy tale, especially because it’s based on the true-life story of the three daughters of Shelly Knotek, a truly psychopathic predator. Through many interviews with the girls, the husbands, and Shelly’s stepmother, the author fleshes out the details surrounding this severely dysfunctional family’s web of torture, abuse, and murder. What these sisters endured is horrific. This book is hard, agonizing reading—and (warning) has many triggers for victims of abuse and strong language. The gaslighting and other ways Shelly manipulated her family, friends, and coworkers is horrifically fascinating…and abominable. I had to put the book aside about halfway through and read some happy stories because the story bothered me so much. Then when I picked it up again, I finished it, wanting to be done. It’s beyond sad that there are people out there so morally bankrupt that they can treat other human beings like animals without any remorse or regret. I read this for book group and someone mentioned there are a lot of documentaries on this story. The book was written well and was captivating (yet disheartening). You get a glimpse into the working of the psychotic brain (and it isn’t pretty). You also get a glimpse into how abuse affects victims differently long-term and get a feel for how much courage it takes to stand up to an abuser—and why many victims don’t.
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<![CDATA[Rhythm of War (The Stormlight Archive, #4)]]> 49021976 The eagerly awaited sequel to the #1 New York Times bestselling Oathbringer, from epic fantasy author Brandon Sanderson

After forming a coalition of human resistance against the enemy invasion, Dalinar Kholin and his Knights Radiant have spent a year fighting a protracted, brutal war. Neither side has gained an advantage, and the threat of a betrayal by Dalinar's crafty ally Taravangian looms over every strategic move.

Now, as new technological discoveries by Navani Kholin's scholars begin to change the face of the war, the enemy prepares a bold and dangerous operation. The arms race that follows will challenge the very core of the Radiant ideals, and potentially reveal the secrets of the ancient tower that was once the heart of their strength.

At the same time that Kaladin Stormblessed must come to grips with his changing role within the Knights Radiant, his Windrunners face their own problem: As more and more deadly enemy Fused awaken to wage war, no more honorspren are willing to bond with humans to increase the number of Radiants. Adolin and Shallan must lead the coalition’s envoy to the honorspren stronghold of Lasting Integrity and either convince the spren to join the cause against the evil god Odium, or personally face the storm of failure.]]>
1232 Brandon Sanderson 0765326388 Charissa 5 4.58 2020 Rhythm of War (The Stormlight Archive, #4)
author: Brandon Sanderson
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.58
book published: 2020
rating: 5
read at: 2021/03/09
date added: 2021/03/09
shelves: 2021, beyond-this-world, fantasy, favorite-reads, healing-from-tragedy, redemption-stories, sagas, sensitive-topics, thriller-intrigue
review:
Holy chasmfiend! This book tore my heart out. This is the fourth book in this series and to summarize would be to steal all the surprises for those who haven’t read it yet. And I feel these books deserve to be read. They’re literal genius at work. I totally love them. Yes, they’re as long and emotionally torturous as the chasms in the Shattered Plains themselves, but if you work your way through them, you grow like the characters do…and my, my, my is there a TON of growing for the characters in this book, especially Navani, Venli, Rlain, Kaladin, Shallan, and Adolin. This book was brilliant as well because it made me like (or at least respect) one of the main villains in it. Raboniel. Sanderson got me inside her head enough to understand her. And I loved how Sanderson delved into the subject of depression and mental illness with a few characters. He handled the sensitive subject extremely well, in my opinion. Plot twists. YES! Thrilling plot. YES-YES! Emotional jerking around. YES-YES-YES! The story ends this book’s plot arc well and wrapped up but leaves enough crazy nuggets and twists at the end to make me wish that book 5 would be out next week before I forget it all and have to reread all 1200 pages again. Ha ha. This storming world of Roshar is MESSED up, but that makes the journey anything but boring crem.
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In Name Only (Pine Falls, #2) 55465543 He gave his name to protect her. All she wanted was his heart.

Dani Kramer used to think growing up in foster homes was the most difficult thing she would ever have to do until all her dreams come true. Married to the love of her life, Dr. Brock Holland, and running a foundation that specializes in finding jobs for kids out of foster care, Dani seems to have it all. What no one knows is that it could all go away tomorrow if anyone finds out about the precious secret she carries.

For Brock Holland, military doctor, life has always been about duty to his career and country. But when he’s captured during a joint allied training mission, thoughts of Dani, his best friend, the woman he’s tried for years not to fall in love with, help him not only survive but reevaluate his priorities. However, when he returns home, he finds Dani is pregnant. In a cruel twist, duty calls again. He must marry Dani to save her from becoming a political pawn in a dangerous game she didn’t know she had signed up to play.

But who will protect Dani’s and Brock’s hearts from each other? Or will they discover their marriage is more than only sharing a last name?

Content warning: This book contains sensitive material related to PTSD, brief military violence, and pregnancy. For more detailed descriptions that include spoiler alerts see the authors blog on her website.]]>
284 Jennifer Peel Charissa 5 4.31 In Name Only (Pine Falls, #2)
author: Jennifer Peel
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.31
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2020/10/28
date added: 2020/10/28
shelves: 2020, family-drama, fake-engagement-marriage, favorite-reads, healing-from-tragedy, marriage-troubles, modern-day-superheroes, second-chances, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines, town-themed-books
review:
Another deep, heartwrenching romance by Jennifer Peel. This one was very emotional. Midstory, I couldn’t contain my tears. She made me feel as if I was living Dani’s and Brock’s story. My heart was tugged all over the place and put through quite a breathless story. This covers some very sensitive subjects of PTSD and miscarriage. Don’t go into this thinking it’s a light, fluffy romance. This one has so many layers to wade through with deeply emotional and complicated relationships, among not just the MCs but the side characters. All I can say is Wow! This story stunned me, leaving me breathless with awe. It’s one I will definitely reread in the future. It was so fulfilling. This is the kind of story that leaves me a better person after I finish reading it, by teaching me more empathy and mercy, without ever preaching a sermon. This is the kind of story I am always searching for, and am so happy when I find, because I know it will live in my heart forever, helping me make better decisions every day.
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Golden Poppies 49571197 From the bestselling author of Yellow Crocus and Mustard Seed comes the empowering novel of two generations of American women connected by the past and fighting for a brighter future.

It’s 1894. Jordan Wallace and Sadie Wagoner appear to have little in common. Jordan, a middle-aged black teacher, lives in segregated Chicago. Two thousand miles away, Sadie, the white wife of an ambitious German businessman, lives in more tolerant Oakland, California. But years ago, their families intertwined on a plantation in Virginia. There, Jordan’s and Sadie’s mothers developed a bond stronger than blood, despite the fact that one was enslaved and the other was the privileged daughter of the plantation’s owner.

With Jordan’s mother on her deathbed, Sadie leaves her disapproving husband to make the arduous train journey with her mother to Chicago. But the reunion between two families is soon fraught with personal and political challenges.

As the harsh realities of racial divides and the injustices of the Gilded Age conspire to hold them back, the women find they need each other more than ever. Their courage, their loyalty, and the ties that bind their families will be tested. Amid the tumult of a quickly changing nation, their destiny depends on what they’re willing to risk for liberation.

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0 Laila Ibrahim 1799755436 Charissa 5 3.97 2020 Golden Poppies
author: Laila Ibrahim
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2020
rating: 5
read at: 2020/08/05
date added: 2020/08/05
shelves: 2020, family-drama, historical, sensitive-topics, strong-heroines
review:
This is the third book in this series. I didn’t like it quite as much as the first two books, which received the highest marks a book can get in my rating. But it helped me see how racism continued to thrive and the many forms it took clear into the late 1800’s, many years after slavery had ended. The lives of the characters and their children and grandchildren is explored in this book, with issues regarding the women’s suffrage movement in Oakland, California, the black laws that kept interracial couples from legally marrying, the abuses blacks received from the whites, keeping them in lower-paying jobs (Even when they were college-educated), and the never-ending fear blacks feel about their family members when they are out in the world, always wondering if they might not come back because of racism. The book ends on a melancholy note—not a unrealistic happily ever after that still hasn’t happened for many colored people. This book series was highly enlightening though, and I am grateful to be more aware after reading it.
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Heart Thief 51805645 I was warned about him. I should've listened. But I didn't.

Of course, I also thought Ryker Martel was about to propose.

He didn't.

I was ready to say yes.

He was ready to wait a little longer.

Now he's out of the country on an extended business trip and I'm staying in his penthouse apartment with seeds of disillusionment taking over my soul.

Ryker reminded me that his estranged brother might show up out of the blue at his penthouse. He told me to let him know right away if he did. He'd take care of it.

His brother is bad news. The rebel, the black sheep of the family.

"Don't trust him," Ryker said. "Stay as far away from him as possible. He's a thief, a snake."

Warning duly noted.

And ignored.

I considered myself equipped to handle whatever was thrown my way. I was wrong.

Nothing prepared me for Zane and the havoc he would wreak in my life--and in my heart. He turned me upside down and knocked me sideways.

Falling for the other brother is never a good idea. Keeping it a secret, even worse.

Especially when he proves to be the thief he was purported to be.

My heart will never be mine again and I want it back.

But it has been stolen and I'll never be the same.

Never.

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295 Taylor Dean 1691946281 Charissa 5
I adored this story. It was fun seeing Mila’s growth as a person as she goes from settling for an okay guy to knowing what she really wants in life, after meeting Zane. It’s a fun, heart-pounding romance with all the happy thrills and tingles readers want, but the book also deals with the sensitive issue of depression. You get a glimpse into that darkness, which I appreciated as I felt it helped me feel more empathetic to those who deal with this in real life. If you love forbidden romance, this is a great one. Falling for the other brother can’t lead to any good, even if it feels so right. You’ll have to read it yourself to see how everything comes together (or not). It’s a well-written romance with all the feels I crave when I read. Bravo!
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4.14 Heart Thief
author: Taylor Dean
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.14
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2019/09/25
date added: 2020/02/26
shelves: 2019, broken-engagements, family-drama, forbidden-love, modern-day-superheroes, music-arts-dance, searching-for-love, sensitive-topics
review:
Love-love Dean’s latest story. I read an ARC, and this contemporary forbidden romance wrapped my heart up tight and didn’t let go. Mila, a professional pianist, is certain Ryker, her boyfriend of 10 months, is about to propose before he heads off to Japan for business. When he asks her to be the caretaker for his penthouse instead, she is crushed. He assures her they’re on the same page, but she starts to notice all the things that don’t mesh with them. Forget being on the same page; they seem to be in whole different books. After he leaves, her disillusionment grows. When Ryker’s brother shows up unannounced, she is frightened. Ryker warned her about his black sheep brother, but Zane is nothing like what Ryker and his mother described. Although, as the title implies, Zane is a thief, because he steals her heart.

I adored this story. It was fun seeing Mila’s growth as a person as she goes from settling for an okay guy to knowing what she really wants in life, after meeting Zane. It’s a fun, heart-pounding romance with all the happy thrills and tingles readers want, but the book also deals with the sensitive issue of depression. You get a glimpse into that darkness, which I appreciated as I felt it helped me feel more empathetic to those who deal with this in real life. If you love forbidden romance, this is a great one. Falling for the other brother can’t lead to any good, even if it feels so right. You’ll have to read it yourself to see how everything comes together (or not). It’s a well-written romance with all the feels I crave when I read. Bravo!

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<![CDATA[The Songs That Brought Me Back (The Songs #2)]]> 43071776
Ainsley is drowning in the depth of her despair. One wrong decision left her alone, with only regret as her constant companion. To escape it all, she makes another choice. One she hopes will end everything. Instead, she’s thrown into a whole new world filled with opportunities she doesn’t believe she deserves.

Ethan gives the appearance of breezing through life. But underneath his bright facade, he’s scarred by loss. When fate leads him into Ainsley’s world at the exact moment she needs someone the most, he can’t ignore the chance to right the wrongs of his past.

Ainsley and Ethan will struggle to help each other heal and start anew.

They’ll learn that the secret to conquering their pain lies within their power, if only they can do it together.

Always together.

Sometimes the ending is really the beginning.
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382 Mylissa Demeyere Charissa 5 4.60 The Songs That Brought Me Back (The Songs #2)
author: Mylissa Demeyere
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.60
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2018/09/18
date added: 2019/03/18
shelves: 2018, friends-to-lovers, healing-from-tragedy, redemption-stories, second-chances, sensitive-topics
review:
This poignant redemption story about second chances and forgiveness yanked my emotions all over the place. I cried, I yearned, I hoped. It’s a beautiful story about what true love is and does, with great characters that I fell in love with, a theme about suicide and also loving and forgiving oneself that touched me deep in my core. This is the second book in this series, but each book can be read stand-alone. But Ainsley has a connection to the hero in book 1, and her issues stem from circumstances in that first book. So it’s much more enjoyable and powerful to have already read The Songs of Me and You before you read this one (at least in my opinion). Overall, a great read. ***I received an early copy of this book from the author in exchange for a fair and honest review.
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Love's Journey Home 38495071 "I can consistently count on (Julie Coulter Bellon) to keep me turning pages and loving each new twist . . ." ---Meridian Magazine

". . . a refreshingly sweet tale of how love really can change lives and about two people who find home together." ---InD'Tale Magazine

Olivia is a D.A. with a job to do. Mick is a man with a hidden past. When their lives collide, choices must be made---and nothing will ever be the same.


Olivia Dalton has a reputation in the DA's office---tough, thorough, and fierce when she's closing a case. Those skills are essential in the courtroom, but not in the relationship department---until Mick Donovan crosses her path. Everyone thinks he's a player, but when an unexpected situation arises, she glimpses an honorable man instead. Olivia is drawn to him,but he pushes her away, unable to shake the past that still haunts him.

Mick Donovan learned at a young age never to let anyone close because those you love never stay. Keeping people at arms-length has never been hard for him---until he meets Olivia Dalton. Mick is caught up in a case she's prosecuting, and he can't deny his attraction to her, but when she uncovers the past he's kept carefully hidden, he's sure she'll turn away. Yet, even with all his secrets in the open, Olivia reaches out.Can he let his guard down long enough to let her in and take a chance on love?]]>
224 Julie Coulter Bellon Charissa 5
This is a delicious read I wouldn't mind reading again in the future. I really enjoyed getting to delve into Olivia’s and Mick’s lives. Olivia seems tough, but she has a soft heart. Mick seems like a player, but that’s only to cover up the scars from his abusive past. As the two characters connect, the romantic tension is great. Sparks, ya know what I mean? The small town setting near Park City, Utah, is fun too. I was so happy that some of the side characters in this one were main characters in her past book—Tori and Drew, Olivia’s brother. It was fun to see how they interacted. It was also fulfilling to see the heartwarming story of how seven-year-old Will’s life changes for the better through love and acceptance. The pacing was great, and kept me turning pages and not getting bored. The emotional appeal was super good too. I felt teary at times, and loved how the author handled the sensitive topic of childhood abuse throughout this story. It's just an all-around great book ***I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for a fair and honest review. ]]>
4.47 Love's Journey Home
author: Julie Coulter Bellon
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.47
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2018/02/09
date added: 2018/09/17
shelves: 2018, professionals, sensitive-topics, 2018-alphabet-challenge
review:
This is a heart-tugging journey between Olivia and Mick. Olivia is a tough as nails attorney for the district attorney’s office, and a workaholic. She is devoted to getting criminals off the street, and has a soft spot for children in bad circumstances, and wants to do the best by them. When she runs into Mick at a restaurant, and sees him talking to a girl who she has a warrant out for her arrest on drug charges, she goes after her. When she escapes in Mick’s car, she confronts him and the little boy by his side, who he claims as his own. But something doesn’t add up with his story. She is determined to keep her eye on him. But she never expected to give up her heart in the process.

This is a delicious read I wouldn't mind reading again in the future. I really enjoyed getting to delve into Olivia’s and Mick’s lives. Olivia seems tough, but she has a soft heart. Mick seems like a player, but that’s only to cover up the scars from his abusive past. As the two characters connect, the romantic tension is great. Sparks, ya know what I mean? The small town setting near Park City, Utah, is fun too. I was so happy that some of the side characters in this one were main characters in her past book—Tori and Drew, Olivia’s brother. It was fun to see how they interacted. It was also fulfilling to see the heartwarming story of how seven-year-old Will’s life changes for the better through love and acceptance. The pacing was great, and kept me turning pages and not getting bored. The emotional appeal was super good too. I felt teary at times, and loved how the author handled the sensitive topic of childhood abuse throughout this story. It's just an all-around great book ***I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for a fair and honest review. 
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<![CDATA[The Stars Above Northumberland]]> 38250301 Her husband is dead. But far from grieving, young widow Lady Meriwether Sturgess feels nothing but relief and release. After enduring years of physical and emotional abuse at the hands of her cruel husband, Meri is drawn to the comfort of the one place sure to offer healing both for her and her children: Rosewell Manor. The home of her beloved Aunt Annabel is the site of her happiest childhood memories, and it promises the new beginning for which she longs. Just as she settles into life at the manor, Meri is granted a delightful surprise. Elliott Rosewell has come to stay, as he often has since childhood. Meri and Elliott had once been close friends, and each concealed long-harbored feelings for one another. Their warm relationship is quickly rekindled, and despite the sorrows and secrets they each conceal, they discover that their friendship has blossomed into love. But a relationship that seems to promise happily ever after quickly begins to unravel as devastating truths from both Meri’s and Elliott’s past surface, and their chance at happiness together may be lost forever. . . .

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240 Anita Stansfield 1524405779 Charissa 5 3.44 2018 The Stars Above Northumberland
author: Anita Stansfield
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.44
book published: 2018
rating: 5
read at: 2018/02/26
date added: 2018/03/18
shelves: 2018, family-drama, friends-to-lovers, healing-from-tragedy, orphan, regency, sensitive-topics, single-mom, strong-heroines, 2018-alphabet-challenge
review:
Great storytelling set in the Regency period. This one features Meri and Eliott, childhood friends that get split apart when Meri marries a despicable man who deceived her and subjected her to a life of misery for eight years. When they meet again, their hearts take up where they left off, but though they both love each other, both have secrets from the past eight years that have left them scarred, and could possibly stand in the way of their happiness. I really enjoyed the layers of this story, delving into the life of the main characters (And side ones was intriguing too), who look like they've lived a normal, happy life, but have excessive demons to overcome. The theme of learning to let go of secrets in order to heal is explored thoroughly in this story, and it was fun to see the growth, pain, agony, and healing that eventually came. The secrets were interesting too. It was an easy book to read, and the pacing pull me along really fast. I read this in 3 days, and could hardly put it down. It's a great one. ***I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for a fair and honest review
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<![CDATA[The Libby Garrett Intervention (Science Squad, #2)]]> 26087299
When Libby's behavior spirals completely out of control, her best friend Avery Shaw and the rest of the Science Squad stage an intervention hoping to cure Libby of her harmful Owen addiction. They put her through her very own Twelve Step program--Owen's Anonymous--and recruit the help of a sexy, broody, hard as nails coffee man to be her official sponsor.

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Adam Koepp has watched Libby Garrett for years. How could he not notice the sassy girl with the purple skateboard and helmet plastered with cat stickers? But in all the years he's crushed on her, Libby has failed to take notice of him. Why would she when he was just a nobody high school drop out who served her apple cider several times a week? Especially when she was hooking up with a guy like Owen Jackson--a guy with a college scholarship and more abs than Kyle Hamilton.

Adam finally gets the chance to meet Libby when his co-worker Avery Shaw recruits him to take Libby on the journey of a lifetime. With his ability to play Bad Cop and his experience with the Twelve Step program he's the perfect candidate to be Libby's sponsor. But will he be able to keep his personal feelings out of the matter and really help her the way she needs? And will Libby hate him when he forces her to take an honest look at herself?]]>
323 Kelly Oram 0996638814 Charissa 5
This is another fun one. There is lots of sexual innuendos about what Libby and Owen are doing throughout the story, and some readers might find it raw and gritty. There are no details given though, and it’s a great story about overcoming addictions of any kind that destroy self-esteem, friendships, and lives. The characters are funny, and unique, and I couldn’t� help but grow to love them—a huge challenge given I couldn’t stand Libby in the beginning. She’s kind of obnoxious until you get to know her better. The sensitive subject of addiction was handled very respectfully, but in a fun way teens will relate to. Great book.
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3.82 2015 The Libby Garrett Intervention (Science Squad, #2)
author: Kelly Oram
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.82
book published: 2015
rating: 5
read at: 2018/03/09
date added: 2018/03/18
shelves: 2018, forbidden-love, high-school, love-triangle, sensitive-topics, young-adult, 2018-alphabet-challenge
review:
This is the 2nd book in this series. Libby, Avery’s friend from book 1, has a problem. She’s not addicted to drugs or alcohol, but she still is self-destructing because of her sexual addiction to Owen Jackson, a college guy who’s she’s been obsessed with for the last year. Her science club friends decided to step in to stage an intervention to help cure her of her obsessive traits, and banish Owen from her mind and life forever. Avery asks help of Adam, the coffee shop manager where she works. He’s a high school dropout who’s lived a hard life, and secretly has harbored a crush on Libby for the last few years. But she doesn’t even know he exists. That is about to change.

This is another fun one. There is lots of sexual innuendos about what Libby and Owen are doing throughout the story, and some readers might find it raw and gritty. There are no details given though, and it’s a great story about overcoming addictions of any kind that destroy self-esteem, friendships, and lives. The characters are funny, and unique, and I couldn’t� help but grow to love them—a huge challenge given I couldn’t stand Libby in the beginning. She’s kind of obnoxious until you get to know her better. The sensitive subject of addiction was handled very respectfully, but in a fun way teens will relate to. Great book.

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The Smallest Part 36989216
“Are you in love with Noah, Mercedes?� Cora asked. “I mean . . . I know you love him. You’ve been friends forever. We all have. But are you in love with him?�

If it had been anyone else—anyone—Mercedes would have stuck out her chest, folded her skinny arms, and let her feelings be known. She would have claimed him. But it was Cora. Brave, beautiful, broken Cora, and Cora loved Noah too.

So Mercedes lied.

And with that lie, she lost him. With that lie, she sealed her fate.

She was the best friend, the bridesmaid, the godmother, the glue. She was there for the good times and the bad, the ups and the downs, the biggest moments and the smallest parts. And she was there when it all came crashing down.

This is the tale of the girl who didn’t get the guy.]]>
338 Amy Harmon 1979819505 Charissa 5 4.00 2018 The Smallest Part
author: Amy Harmon
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.00
book published: 2018
rating: 5
read at: 2018/02/19
date added: 2018/03/18
shelves: 2018, family-drama, friends-to-lovers, love-triangle, sensitive-topics, single-dad, strong-heroines, multicultural, 2018-alphabet-challenge
review:
Love this book. Love its words. Kept highlighting passages the whole way through to go back and savor later. Mercedes, Cora, and Noah have been friends since childhood. Mercedes has always been the glue that kept them all together, and she ignores her feelings for Noah in order to let broken Cora grab onto happiness when Cora admits she’s in love with Noah. I adored Mer’s character. She’s seriously amazing. So strong, yet sweet and giving. A gem among women. And Noah. Sigh. He’s had a tough life, but he’s a good man. A patient man. Themes in this book include suicide, depression, and the homeless problem, I loved how sensitively, yet bluntly the author portrayed the grief and challenges these issues bring, and how suicide not only affects the victim, but their families and friends for years or even the rest of their lives, leaving gouges in their hearts and souls. Amy Harmon is a master storyteller. I loved this book. It seriously took my breath away and was either yanking on my tear chain, or messing with my laughing box. Keep a box of Kleenex next to you for this one.
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When I'm Gone 27401883 An Amazon Charts and Wall Street Journal bestseller.

Dear Luke,First let me say—I love you…I didn’t want to leave you�

Luke Richardson has returned home after burying Natalie, his beloved wife of sixteen years, ready to face the hard job of raising their three children alone. But there’s something he’s not prepared for—a blue envelope with his name scrawled across the front in Natalie’s handwriting, waiting for him on the floor of their suburban Michigan home.

The letter inside, written on the first day of Natalie’s cancer treatment a year ago, turns out to be the first of many. Luke is convinced they’re genuine, but who is delivering them? As his obsession with the letters grows, Luke uncovers long-buried secrets that make him question everything he knew about his wife and their family. But the revelations also point the way toward a future where love goes on—in written words, in memories, and in the promises it’s never too late to keep.

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366 Emily Bleeker 150396440X Charissa 5
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4.00 2016 When I'm Gone
author: Emily Bleeker
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.00
book published: 2016
rating: 5
read at: 2018/02/02
date added: 2018/03/18
shelves: 2018, family-drama, first-kiss, friends-to-lovers, healing-from-tragedy, mystery, sensitive-topics, single-dad, 2018-alphabet-challenge
review:
4.5 This book started out super slow for me, and I had a hard time getting invested in it. But after many weeks of putting it aside, then picking it up again, I finally started caring about the characters and the last three/quarters of the book was really good and I read it quickly. Luke has just lots his wife, Natalie, as the book begins, but starts receiving letters from his dead wife soon after, letters she wrote before she died to help him move on and cope with losing her. But who is sending them to him? The characters are Luke, Natalie (his dead wife you meet through her letters), Annie, Natalie’s best friend, her husband, Brian, a new sitter for the three kids, and a mysterious Dr. Neal who Luke is obsessed with figuring out his connection to his wife. This story covered themes of alcoholism, domestic abuse and learning not to be an enabler or abusers, and forgiveness. It also had lots of fantastic twists and surprises that made it incredibly satisfying to read, especially near the end. I loved how the story wrapped up. Besides the slow beginning--which could have just been me--the rest of the book was fantastic! It’s definitely worth reading, so plow through the setup phase. You will be glad you did. At least, I am.


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<![CDATA[Ariana: The Making of a Queen (Ariana, #1)]]> 442579 182 Rachel Ann Nunes 1577340256 Charissa 5 4.00 1996 Ariana: The Making of a Queen (Ariana, #1)
author: Rachel Ann Nunes
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.00
book published: 1996
rating: 5
read at: 2010/02/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2010, healing-from-tragedy, sensitive-topics, favorite-reads
review:
Good LDS fiction; set in Paris, France. This is my 2nd time reading it and I still loved it.
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The Fault in Our Stars 11870085
Insightful, bold, irreverent, and raw, The Fault in Our Stars is award-winning author John Green's most ambitious and heartbreaking work yet, brilliantly exploring the funny, thrilling, and tragic business of being alive and in love.]]>
313 John Green Charissa 5 4.13 2012 The Fault in Our Stars
author: John Green
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.13
book published: 2012
rating: 5
read at: 2013/04/10
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2013, sensitive-topics, unrequited-love, favorite-reads
review:
I listened to this on CD while driving. The audio was great. This story is about Hazel and Augustus Waters, two cancer patients that meet at support group in the ‘literal heart of Jesus� in the basement of a church. They fall in love, even though Hazel tries not to. She doesn’t want to wound anybody else by dying, which she knows she will (as she can hardly breathe on her own because of her cancer). Gus is witty, charming, irreverent, and so smart. This poignant tale show the beauty of loving someone for who they are, not for how perfect they look or how long they’ll live. The emotion was amazing, and the tragic tale of first love was heroic and touching. Great book.
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I'm With You 19386526
When the doctors inform Chloe Brennan that her pregnancy is “incompatible with life,� her subsequent choices will change her path forever.

She becomes one of the quiet, unsung heroes of this world, incredibly strong, yet somehow wrongly looked upon as damaged.

Three people will pierce Chloe’s existence: her husband, a stranger, and a precious baby.

One will say goodbye, one will say hello, and one will say both at the same time.

I’m With You is a novel about selfless love and the sacredness of life.

Please note: While this book is a romance novel, it also deals with the sensitive issue of baby loss grief.
The emotions are real, and sometimes dark.
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347 Taylor Dean 1493659146 Charissa 5
As for the love story between Chloe and Jack, it was incredible too. That’s even more amazing that Dean could weave in an intense, wonderful love story that makes you smile, laugh and sigh throughout all the pain and grief. But she did it like an expert.

I love Taylor Dean’s books, but this one touched a deep chord in me. I finished reading it early this morning and then started over to just soak in the feelings and words of wisdom. I feel this could be painful to someone who has lost a child…but also very freeing to read and know you’re not alone. The author’s daughter lost an angel child to this syndrome, so Dean handles the subject with passion, yet careful consideration and compassion. It’s a heartfelt work of love, and I’m grateful to have been enlightened and inspired by this story. I will never view grief the same, and I will never ignore another experiencing it, thinking that I might put my foot in my mouth if I try to be there for them. Better to eat shoe leather than isolate someone because they think I don’t care.

*I was given a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.
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4.66 2014 I'm With You
author: Taylor Dean
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.66
book published: 2014
rating: 5
read at: 2014/04/11
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2014, sensitive-topics, marriage-troubles, healing-from-tragedy, favorite-reads
review:
Amazing! This romance deals with the unique topic of child loss, specifically to Trisomy 18 syndrome. The feelings of grief that were painted throughout this story made me feel one with Chloe. I felt her pain, her loss, her detachment from others and understood WHY. It makes me want to never be quiet or ignore someone else when they are suffering from loss of any kind. Silence, or pretending something tragic didn’t happen when it did, causes the griever to feel even more alone. Telling someone to get over their pain or grief--to move on--doesn’t help; it just isolates them even more. Chloe’s story of grief, growth and healing is poignant and had me wanting to shed tears one moment and then smiling as hope took root and bloomed in her heart.

As for the love story between Chloe and Jack, it was incredible too. That’s even more amazing that Dean could weave in an intense, wonderful love story that makes you smile, laugh and sigh throughout all the pain and grief. But she did it like an expert.

I love Taylor Dean’s books, but this one touched a deep chord in me. I finished reading it early this morning and then started over to just soak in the feelings and words of wisdom. I feel this could be painful to someone who has lost a child…but also very freeing to read and know you’re not alone. The author’s daughter lost an angel child to this syndrome, so Dean handles the subject with passion, yet careful consideration and compassion. It’s a heartfelt work of love, and I’m grateful to have been enlightened and inspired by this story. I will never view grief the same, and I will never ignore another experiencing it, thinking that I might put my foot in my mouth if I try to be there for them. Better to eat shoe leather than isolate someone because they think I don’t care.

*I was given a complimentary copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

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The Last Messenger of Zitol 29946136 304 Chelsea Dyreng 1462118968 Charissa 5 4.66 2016 The Last Messenger of Zitol
author: Chelsea Dyreng
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.66
book published: 2016
rating: 5
read at: 2016/09/16
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2016, sensitive-topics, unique-settings, unique-characters, favorite-reads
review:
This was a fantastic read. The narrator, the selfish young king, is witty and a joy to read. He pulled me along so easily through this story, and when it finished, I almost wanted to cry because I didn’t want it to end. Rishi is a young girl with three mischievous older brothers who kind of torture her in her youth. They grow up on an island, learning stories about the great city of Zitol from her grandfather. When Rishi is a teenager, a tragedy happens to the people on her island and she is stolen and taken away to Zitol with a few other girls her age. There she learns that the great city she learned about has terrifying traditions, including human sacrifice. The author did a fabulous job of showing the horrid side of life while keeping it clean. The theme is virtue, and I was blown away by how the author worked this into a riveting, adventurous, touching story. I started this with half a heart. I had a lot of books to read and review, and this seemed like just another chore to get out of the way. I ended by raving about it to my two teenagers and telling them they had to read it. It was absolutely fantastic and will go in my favorite folder to read again in the future. Bravo, Mrs. Dyreng. This is brilliant!!! ***I received a copy of this book in exchange for my fair and honest review.
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The Cenote 26365897 264 Chelsea Dyreng 1462117287 Charissa 5 4.19 2015 The Cenote
author: Chelsea Dyreng
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.19
book published: 2015
rating: 5
read at: 2017/06/11
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2017, whitney-award-finalist-books, sensitive-topics, favorite-reads
review:
Wow! This book is incredible! The story is set in an ancient time. An island girl is chosen as the bride of another tribe from the mainland. She is upset and angry because she is in love with another—a man who left her with his seed and a secret she will be banished for if it is revealed. Her mom knows the only way to escape her shame is to marry…and quickly. But her new husband is shorter than her, weak looking, ugly. But he is kind. Sandpiper starts her new life as Lark’s wife, but her new tribe is very different from her own. She learns that they get their only water from a cenote through a filtering system her husband created. But the cenote also holds secrets, as men keep turning up dead in it, with their heads left hollow. This story takes Sandpiper and Lark through many challenges as they learn forgiveness and what love really entails. The symbolism in this book is powerful, how the cenote represents pornography with all its enticing power and ugliness. This author has a beautiful gift of storytelling and teaching, without the reader ever realizing they are learning great truths. You experience her message, feel it to your core, and finish reading the book with a feeling of awe and inspiration to live better reach for greater heights, and help others. I can’t say enough good about this book. Read it!
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<![CDATA[V is for Virgin (V is for Virgin, #1)]]> 15703297
After days of ridicule from her peers, Val starts a school-wide campaign to rally support for her cause. She meant to make a statement, but she never dreamed the entire nation would get caught up in the controversy.

As if becoming nationally recognized as “Virgin Val� isn’t enough, Val’s already hectic life starts to spin wildly out of control when bad boy Kyle Hamilton, lead singer for the hit rock band Tralse, decides to take her abstinence as a personal challenge.

How can a girl stay true to herself when this year’s Sexiest Man Alive is doing everything in his power to win her over?]]>
360 Kelly Oram 0985627727 Charissa 5 3.69 2012 V is for Virgin (V is for Virgin, #1)
author: Kelly Oram
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.69
book published: 2012
rating: 5
read at: 2017/11/24
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2017, whitney-award-finalist-books, high-school, sensitive-topics, favorite-reads
review:
This YA romance was very unique in that the heroine, Valerie Jensen, is a virgin, and proud of it. When her boyfriend breaks up with her when she won’t have sex, she gets sick of dealing with the rumors that aren’t true and makes a scene in the lunchroom to make sure everyone knows the real reason Zach broke up with her. Someone catches it on their phone, and the YouTube video goes viral, and Val’s life changes overnight. I loved Valerie’s strong personality, and how focused she is on living true to what she believes and values. When she meets up with a famous singer and he is smitten by her, her world gets even crazier. I could not stop reading. It had great sexual tension, a great moral, and an awesome heroine. This author always writes strong, awesome heroines that become my favorites. Great book. I highly recommend, and am now going to get the sequel to this.
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Eating Bull 27259240
Jeremy, a lonely and obese teenager, shoots into the limelight when a headstrong public health nurse persuades him to sue the food industry. Tossed into a storm of media buzz and bullying, the teen draws the attention of a serial killer who’s targeting the obese. Soon the boy, the nurse, and their loved ones take center stage in a delusional man’s drama.

Through fiction, Eating Bull explores the real-life issues of bullying, fat-shaming, food addiction, and the food industry’s role in obesity.

“A solid thriller that manages to infuse one boy’s coming-of-age with a whole lot of murder.”—Kirkus Reviews

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310 Carrie Rubin 1940419115 Charissa 4
So while parts of this book made me squirm, I still found it intriguing and educational. To see the bullying Jeremy endures at school and other places because of his weight was heart-wrenching and maddening. I felt the author enabled me to see the plight of the overweight through this story and to feel sympathetic to them. It is a hard battle they wage, and society’s trends of fat, greasy foods calling to them and sedentary lifestyle doesn’t aid in their war. Instead of judging individuals, we should put that energy into improving our own eating and health habits, beginning with our own families and then working to improve cultural trends in our own realm of influence—schools, habits with friends/neighbors/coworkers, etc. I enjoyed this book and thought the author touched upon an extremely sensitive subject with honesty, reality, and empathy. This is a book that horrifies, fascinates and educates. Not only that, but it’s just a plain well-written plot with expertly crafted characters that will keep you on the edge of your seat as well. I’d call that success.

***I was given a complimentary copy of this book from the author in exchange for a fair and honest review.
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4.11 2015 Eating Bull
author: Carrie Rubin
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.11
book published: 2015
rating: 4
read at: 2015/10/31
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2015, thriller-intrigue, mystery, sensitive-topics
review:
This thriller-slasher suspense is told from three unique points of view—Jeremy (the obese teenager main character), Sue (the health clinic practitioner who is concerned about society’s influence on Jeremy enough to try to start a class action suit against the food industry), and Darwin (an unstable nut job who loves to cut up overweight people with his knife to make a statement to the world). I’ll tell you up front there is a lot of killing in this book. Darwin’s a serial killer and he’s psycho. There is also a lot of crude language and fat-taunting remarks which is why I won't rate it a 5. The author states at the end: “I don’t like fat-bashing, and I believe the media incorrectly finds overweight people one of the last acceptable bastions of politically incorrect humor…but I do believe in engaging people in dialogue to improve not only our nation’s health, but that of our children, since they must shoulder the consequences of our actions.�

So while parts of this book made me squirm, I still found it intriguing and educational. To see the bullying Jeremy endures at school and other places because of his weight was heart-wrenching and maddening. I felt the author enabled me to see the plight of the overweight through this story and to feel sympathetic to them. It is a hard battle they wage, and society’s trends of fat, greasy foods calling to them and sedentary lifestyle doesn’t aid in their war. Instead of judging individuals, we should put that energy into improving our own eating and health habits, beginning with our own families and then working to improve cultural trends in our own realm of influence—schools, habits with friends/neighbors/coworkers, etc. I enjoyed this book and thought the author touched upon an extremely sensitive subject with honesty, reality, and empathy. This is a book that horrifies, fascinates and educates. Not only that, but it’s just a plain well-written plot with expertly crafted characters that will keep you on the edge of your seat as well. I’d call that success.

***I was given a complimentary copy of this book from the author in exchange for a fair and honest review.

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Shattered Hearts 28021393 183 Stacy Lynn Carroll Charissa 5 4.28 Shattered Hearts
author: Stacy Lynn Carroll
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.28
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2016/02/17
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2016, whitney-award-finalist-books, sensitive-topics, marriage-troubles
review:
This fictional piece centers around a 15 year marriage that is about to fall apart. When Sarah races back into her house to grab something she forgot, she stumbles upon her husband, Daniel, doing porn and discovers all is not as it seems in her seemingly stable marriage. This book takes you along her journey as she struggles through depression, grief, betrayal, rage, counseling, education, discovery, deepening heartbreak, support group, and ultimately, forgiveness and reclaiming her life and happiness. It was very eye-opening, enlightening, and inspiring. Pornography is a plague that is seeping into more homes each day, causing sickness, addiction, breaking up families, and ruining self-respect and love. I’m glad I read this one. It educated without being preachy, and enlightened without harping.
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<![CDATA[House Without Lies (Lily's House, #1)]]> 28542931 Lily dreams of a big house, a place of refuge for runaway girls. She knows what it’s like to grow up feeling unloved, and she now fills every space in her tiny apartment with endangered teens. They don’t have everything they need, but together they have enough.

Or so she thinks—until she meets Jameson and glimpses the mysterious something between them that just might mean real love.

Jameson, who works as a teen counselor, believes the only way Lily can really help the girls is by certifying as a foster parent and going through the system. But becoming legitimate may mean losing some of the girls to the families who threw them away, and Lily hasn’t worked hard to save the teens only to abandon them now.

It seems Jameson will be one more entry on the very long list of things Lily has given up for the girls. What other choice is there when she is all they have?

When two of the teens� fathers come looking for them, and another one’s mother plans to put her daughter in danger, Lily’s life spins out of control. They need a new home—and fast. A safe place. A house without lies.

Editorial House Without Lies is a clean, contemporary romance with a satisfying ending (no cliffhanger). There are currently two sequels that tell the stories of other characters connected with Lily’s Tell Me No Lies and Your Eyes Don’t Lie. Another novel and several novellas are in the works.]]>
266 Rachel Branton Charissa 4 4.37 2016 House Without Lies (Lily's House, #1)
author: Rachel Branton
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.37
book published: 2016
rating: 4
read at: 2016/04/15
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2016, sensitive-topics, orphan
review:
This story deals with Lily, who is a college girl out on her own trying to save the world…literally. She has a half dozen homeless girls living with her who have horrible life stories of abuse and neglect. As she struggles each day to survive and care for her ‘family,� she never planned on falling in love. But a chance meeting at the grocery store leads her to meet Jameson (Mario). He seems like a kindred heart, helping out at TeenRemake in his spare time while trying to get Lily to trust him and let him help her with the girls. But he thinks she needs to get social services involved…and that’s one thing she’s not ready to do. She has seen too many girls have to return to abusive homes. Not on her watch. This wasn’t my favorite Rachel Branton book, but it kept my interest. It was harder for me to get into than her other books, but I don’t know why exactly. It could have been my mood, honestly. It was well edited and the characters were fleshed out. The teaser for the next book (Lily’s older sister) really pulled me in, so I’m glad I read this one, if for no other reason than to have a good foundation laid for the next book, which I’m really interested in from after reading the first chapter.
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Playing with Heartstrings 27158488 Top 100 Amazon Bestseller in Christian Contemporary RomanceWhen Sienna McBride placed her baby for adoption at eighteen, she never dreamed that two years later she’d find herself falling for someone who resents his birth mother for not keeping him.A relationship that screams “baggage� is the last thing she has time for, especially with her last-chance Juilliard audition approaching. She can’t afford any distractions if she’s going to get back into the school she turned down because of her pregnancy. But that’s exactly what new convert Aaron is turning out to be—a devastatingly handsome, butterfly-inducing distraction. One that’s making her reconsider the importance of attending Juilliard.The future of their relationship rests on whether Sienna can live a lie or trust Aaron with the truth. If only she felt confident in either decision.A companion novel to Wishing on Baby Dust, this heartwarming LDS romance explores what it means to not allow your past to define your future.Buy now to follow Sienna on her journey!]]> 231 Lydia Winters Charissa 4 4.07 2015 Playing with Heartstrings
author: Lydia Winters
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.07
book published: 2015
rating: 4
read at: 2016/08/05
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2016, sensitive-topics, music-arts-dance
review:
This was a super good book. Sienna is at a prestigious arts school in Philadelphia working on her music major and hoping to get into Juilliard. She meets two great guys who she both likes and respects, but one captures her heart completely. But she is torn on how much she should share about her past, especially when the guy she is falling for despises his birth mother, feeling she was selfish and took the easy way out. Having placed a child in adoption herself a couple years ago, she knows this could be a deal breaker when she reveals the truth. I really liked the characters and the story flowed smoothly. The theme of adoption and teenage pregnancy was beautifully handled and made me think and ponder. I realized when I finished that there is a book before this about Sienna’s life when she got pregnant in high school. I want to read that now, although not having done so didn’t detract from this story one bit. ***I won this in #booktrek16 contest and highly recommend it for those who like clean romance with sensitive themes.
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Infidel 81227
Infidel shows the coming of age of this distinguished political superstar and champion of free speech as well as the development of her beliefs, iron will, and extraordinary determination to fight injustice. Raised in a strict Muslim family, Hirsi Ali survived civil war, female mutilation, brutal beatings, adolescence as a devout believer during the rise of the Muslim Brotherhood, and life in four troubled, unstable countries ruled largely by despots. She escaped from a forced marriage and sought asylum in the Netherlands, where she earned a college degree in political science, tried to help her tragically depressed sister adjust to the West, and fought for the rights of Muslim women and the reform of Islam as a member of Parliament. Under constant threat, demonized by reactionary Islamists and politicians, disowned by her father, and expelled from family and clan, she refuses to be silenced.

Ultimately a celebration of triumph over adversity, Hirsi Ali’s story tells how a bright little girl evolves out of dutiful obedience to become an outspoken, pioneering freedom fighter. As Western governments struggle to balance democratic ideals with religious pressures, no other book could be more timely or more significant.]]>
353 Ayaan Hirsi Ali 0743289684 Charissa 4 4.17 2006 Infidel
author: Ayaan Hirsi Ali
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.17
book published: 2006
rating: 4
read at:
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2007-and-before, sensitive-topics, multicultural, non-fiction
review:
I thought this was in my list, but I can't find it. I read it years ago and it was a shocking story of a Muslim girl and how she grows up into womanhood. Very informative!
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<![CDATA[Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China]]> 1848 9780743246989

The story of three generations in twentieth-century China that blends the intimacy of memoir and the panoramic sweep of eyewitness history—a bestselling classic in thirty languages with more than ten million copies sold around the world, now with a new introduction from the author.

An engrossing record of Mao’s impact on China, an unusual window on the female experience in the modern world, and an inspiring tale of courage and love, Jung Chang describes the extraordinary lives and experiences of her family members: her grandmother, a warlord’s concubine; her mother’s struggles as a young idealistic Communist; and her parents� experience as members of the Communist elite and their ordeal during the Cultural Revolution. Chang was a Red Guard briefly at the age of fourteen, then worked as a peasant, a “barefoot doctor,� a steelworker, and an electrician. As the story of each generation unfolds, Chang captures in gripping, moving—and ultimately uplifting—detail the cycles of violent drama visited on her own family and millions of others caught in the whirlwind of history.]]>
562 Jung Chang Charissa 4 4.28 1991 Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China
author: Jung Chang
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.28
book published: 1991
rating: 4
read at:
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2007-and-before, non-fiction, multicultural, sensitive-topics
review:
Great historical fiction following 3 generations of Chineses women. Fascinating stories.
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Running With Angels 982068 211 Pamela H. Hansen 1590383818 Charissa 4 3.65 2005 Running With Angels
author: Pamela H. Hansen
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.65
book published: 2005
rating: 4
read at: 2008/05/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2008, non-fiction, sensitive-topics
review:
Good book about lady's battle with obesity and her success at weight loss and eventually running a marathon. Shows well the emotional struggles overweight people deal with; eye opening.
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<![CDATA[A Child Called "It" (Dave Pelzer, #1)]]> 60748 Also see: Alternate Cover Editions for this ISBN [ACE]
ACE #1

This book chronicles the unforgettable account of one of the most severe child abuse cases in California history. It is the story of Dave Pelzer, who was brutally beaten and starved by his emotionally unstable, alcoholic mother: a mother who played tortuous, unpredictable games—games that left him nearly dead. He had to learn how to play his mother's games in order to survive because she no longer considered him a son, but a slave; and no longer a boy, but an "it." Dave's bed was an old army cot in the basement, and his clothes were torn and raunchy. When his mother allowed him the luxury of food, it was nothing more than spoiled scraps that even the dogs refused to eat. The outside world knew nothing of his living nightmare. He had nothing or no one to turn to, but his dreams kept him alive—dreams of someone taking care of him, loving him and calling him their son.]]>
184 Dave Pelzer Charissa 4 4.14 1995 A Child Called "It" (Dave Pelzer, #1)
author: Dave Pelzer
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.14
book published: 1995
rating: 4
read at: 2008/05/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2008, non-fiction, sensitive-topics
review:
True story by the author who was abused terribly as a child by his mom. He overcomes it and grows up; hard to get through the abuse parts, but very inspirational how he overcomes and forgives.
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Sold 201114
He introduces her to a glamorous stranger who tells her she will find her a job as a maid working for a wealthy woman in the city. Glad to be able to help, Lakshmi undertakes the long journey to India and arrives at "Happiness House" full of hope. But she soon learns the unthinkable truth: she has been sold into prostitution.

An old woman named Mumtaz rules the brothel with cruelty and cunning. She tells Lakshmi that she is trapped there until she can pay off her family's debt—then cheats Lakshmi of her meager earnings so that she can never leave.

Lakshmi's life becomes a nightmare from which she cannot escape. Still, she lives by her mother's words�"Simply to endure is to triumph"—and gradually, she forms friendships with the other girls that enable her to survive in this terrifying new world. Then the day comes when she must make a decision—will she risk everything for a chance to reclaim her life?

Written in spare and evocative vignettes, this powerful novel renders a world that is as unimaginable as it is real, and a girl who not only survives but triumphs.]]>
268 Patricia McCormick 0786851716 Charissa 3 2009, sensitive-topics 4.23 2006 Sold
author: Patricia McCormick
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.23
book published: 2006
rating: 3
read at: 2009/03/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2009, sensitive-topics
review:
About girl from Nepal sold into prostitution. Very sad. Base on truth. 12,000 Nepalese girls sold or kidnapped into prostitution each year.
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The Glass Castle 7445 THE #1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

The Glass Castle is a remarkable memoir of resilience and redemption, and a revelatory look into a family at once deeply dysfunctional and uniquely vibrant. When sober, Jeannette's brilliant and charismatic father captured his children's imagination, teaching them physics, geology, and how to embrace life fearlessly. But when he drank, he was dishonest and destructive. Her mother was a free spirit who abhorred the idea of domesticity and didn't want the responsibility of raising a family.

The Walls children learned to take care of themselves. They fed, clothed, and protected one another, and eventually found their way to New York. Their parents followed them, choosing to be homeless even as their children prospered.

The Glass Castle is truly astonishing--a memoir permeated by the intense love of a peculiar but loyal family.]]>
288 Jeannette Walls 074324754X Charissa 4 4.32 2005 The Glass Castle
author: Jeannette Walls
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.32
book published: 2005
rating: 4
read at: 2010/09/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2010, non-fiction, sensitive-topics
review:
Wow! What a crazy story! I can't believe what a messed up life this girl led. Her parents were wacko...yet she still helps you understand and love them even in this memoir. More than colorful language in most of it; the father swears terribly (no F-bombs though), but she paints a very descriptive picture of what life in extreme poverty and shiftlessness is like.
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Handle with Care 3720975 An alternate cover edition can be found here
When Willow is born with severe osteogenesis imperfecta, her parents are devastated--she will suffer hundreds of broken bones as she grows, a lifetime of pain. Every expectant parent will tell you that they don't want a perfect baby, just a healthy one. Charlotte and Sean O'Keefe would have asked for a healthy baby, too, if they'd been given the choice. Instead, their lives are made up of sleepless nights, mounting bills, the pitying stares of "luckier" parents, and maybe worst of all, the what-ifs. What if their child had been born healthy? But it's all worth it because Willow is, funny as it seems, perfect. She's smart as a whip, on her way to being as pretty as her mother, kind, brave, and for a five-year-old an unexpectedly deep source of wisdom. Willow is Willow, in sickness and in health.

Everything changes, though, after a series of events forces Charlotte and her husband to confront the most serious what-ifs of all. What if Charlotte had known earlier of Willow's illness? What if things could have been different? What if their beloved Willow had never been born? To do Willow justice, Charlotte must ask herself these questions and one more. What constitutes a valuable life?]]>
477 Jodi Picoult 0743296419 Charissa 4 2011, sensitive-topics 4.00 2009 Handle with Care
author: Jodi Picoult
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.00
book published: 2009
rating: 4
read at: 2011/03/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2011, sensitive-topics
review:
I really liked this one! It is about a wrongful death case with a 6 year old girl with OI (osteogenesis imperfecta--a rare brittle bone disease). The characterization was phenomenal; Picoult really put you inside the minds of all the characters. It's a long book, but the story was so heart-wrenching and the characters so riveting that I couldn't put it down; I blew through it in 2 days because I had to see what happened to them all.
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Room 7937843
Told in the inventive, funny, and poignant voice of Jack, Room is a celebration of resilience—and a powerful story of a mother and son whose love lets them survive the impossible.

To five-year-old Jack, Room is the entire world. It is where he was born and grew up; it's where he lives with his Ma as they learn and read and eat and sleep and play. At night, his Ma shuts him safely in the wardrobe, where he is meant to be asleep when Old Nick visits.

Room is home to Jack, but to Ma, it is the prison where Old Nick has held her captive for seven years. Through determination, ingenuity, and fierce motherly love, Ma has created a life for Jack. But she knows it's not enough ... not for her or for him. She devises a bold escape plan, one that relies on her young son's bravery and a lot of luck. What she does not realize is just how unprepared she is for the plan to actually work.

Told entirely in the language of the energetic, pragmatic five-year-old Jack, Room is a celebration of resilience and the limitless bond between parent and child, a brilliantly executed novel about what it means to journey from one world to another.]]>
321 Emma Donoghue Charissa 3 2011, sensitive-topics 4.04 2010 Room
author: Emma Donoghue
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.04
book published: 2010
rating: 3
read at: 2011/12/01
date added: 2018/01/25
shelves: 2011, sensitive-topics
review:
Disturbing subject matter, but very interesting as it is told from perspective of a 5 year old boy who has been born and raised in a tiny sound-proof room where his mother is the kidnapped slave of a sexual predator for 7 years. Well written.
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Finding Emma 15770611
But when ten-year old Emma goes missing in the nearby woods, the eyes of his neighbors turn on him in fear and accusation, escalating as the days pass. The answers they--and the reader--get, however, are the last that anyone would suspect...

Finding Emma is a disturbing novella of literary horror totalling 17,500 words or about 70 paperback pages.]]>
70 Matthew Iden Charissa 5 2013, sensitive-topics 3.91 2012 Finding Emma
author: Matthew Iden
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.91
book published: 2012
rating: 5
read at: 2013/10/04
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, sensitive-topics
review:
I love Iden’s crisp writing style. His characters come to life on the page, and his writing is painfully beautiful. When Emma can't be found, her parents start a neighborhood search, and soon, suspicion turns Jack's way. This story took me for surprise at the end, but it was a thoroughly fun and horrific adventure getting lost in Jack's world.
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Dead Blow 17343848 A woman's doorbell rings and she's alone and frightened. Can she trust the man at the door? He seems so kind…and handsome. She lets him in. Another man is watching them from the tree line. That man is filled with rage and vengeance.
The next morning, a shed is on fire, a man is bludgeoned to death, and a dead blow hammer stained with blood lies by his side. Sheriff Truet arrives at the scene. The woman is missing. Murder and abduction—there's real crime in his county now. Turn on the cherries and crank up the siren, Sheriff. Your wish for something more exciting has just come true.]]>
250 Gina Marie Barlean Charissa 5 4.10 2013 Dead Blow
author: Gina Marie Barlean
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.10
book published: 2013
rating: 5
read at: 2013/02/23
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, sensitive-topics, thriller-intrigue
review:
This is my 3rd Barlean book I’ve read, and I’ve been captivated by each. Dead Blow did not disappoint. This book, like her others, has dark and sinister undertones, with an antagonist that makes your skin crawl. One of the things I like best about her books is that she really delves into the villain’s thoughts and past, making it easy to connect with them and understand what led them to their evil present. With Jackson Samuels, she mastered this technique. I found myself wanting to cry for the man one minute, and then wanting someone to blow his brains out the next. Yes, beware going into this book—it is the Goliath of roller coasters for your emotions. It was a treat to meet and get to know each of the characters in this book, although I’ll give you another warning—hard things happen to them, which is why you’ll experience a lot of highs and lows. There is sweet, petite Elaine, do-gooder Sheriff Duey Truett and his feisty wife, Lisa; there is the talented Dr. Gordon Fletcher, slinky Suzanne, and doughnut-eating Deputy Redley. From Page 1, I was hooked into the mystery of Elaine’s state of mind...and the author kept my heart pounding clear to the end, either cringing for her characters, or wondering what I or others I love would do in the same circumstances. Dead Blow is literally a smashing hit. It will blow you away and hold your mind hostage long after you finish reading it.
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Irish Firebrands 17409251
It has been replaced by the New Standard International Edition

ISBN 1484165705 (ISBN13: 9781484165706)]]>
468 Christine Plouvier 1480272159 Charissa 3
This tale is almost 500 pages, and in some places slow. I was surprised by some of the erotic thoughts and scenes within this book, since it seems written for an LDS audience. These might offend some. The language is clean though. The characters are all flawed (and some of them majorly). It's a long road for them, and some parts make you cringe as a reader as you see them fall, and then fall again...but I loved seeing their redemption in the end, how they overcame their sins, weaknesses, mental illnesses, and judgment, and gained true happiness by living true to their values and covenants.

One unique aspect of this book is that the characters are in their 40's to 60's. Most novels have younger characters, so this was interesting in that regard. I'd rate it a 5 in research; 3 in pace of the story; 5 for characters; 3 for content, and 3 for length. Overall rating high 3 or 4. I liked the Irish setting and the character transformation and growth. I received a free copy of this story in exchange for my honest review.]]>
3.00 2012 Irish Firebrands
author: Christine Plouvier
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.00
book published: 2012
rating: 3
read at: 2013/03/29
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, historical, sensitive-topics
review:
This was a fascinating story with lots of twists that I didn't anticipate. The history of ancient and modern Ireland is weaved into a character driven plot, and was very detailed and seemed well-researched. There was lots of Gaelic in the text, which I skimmed over because it's hard to read and pronounce. Each chapter ends with an illustration. The characters were fallible, but lovable. Lana, Dillon, Frank, Paula were charming and likable. Medbe was a rather raunchy character I didn't particularly care for; I know why she was thrown in, but she was crude and made me flinch every time she spoke.

This tale is almost 500 pages, and in some places slow. I was surprised by some of the erotic thoughts and scenes within this book, since it seems written for an LDS audience. These might offend some. The language is clean though. The characters are all flawed (and some of them majorly). It's a long road for them, and some parts make you cringe as a reader as you see them fall, and then fall again...but I loved seeing their redemption in the end, how they overcame their sins, weaknesses, mental illnesses, and judgment, and gained true happiness by living true to their values and covenants.

One unique aspect of this book is that the characters are in their 40's to 60's. Most novels have younger characters, so this was interesting in that regard. I'd rate it a 5 in research; 3 in pace of the story; 5 for characters; 3 for content, and 3 for length. Overall rating high 3 or 4. I liked the Irish setting and the character transformation and growth. I received a free copy of this story in exchange for my honest review.
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At What Cost 15705792
While Maggie wrestles with her options, Justin offers a abortion. It would solve all her problems quickly, easily, and effectively. And her parents would never know, which means they won’t throw her out and cut her off like they’d always threatened if she got herself knocked up. But an easy decision becomes difficult when Maggie’s aunt discovers her secret and sets out on a mission to stop the abortion, putting a kink in Maggie’s plan. Now Maggie must decide which choice she can live abortion or teenage motherhood. Either way, it’ll be a tough road to travel.

*Young Adult RONE finalist award and the USA Best Book Award finalist in Youth Issues *]]>
225 J. Andersen 1621350479 Charissa 4 ]]> 3.94 2012 At What Cost
author: J. Andersen
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.94
book published: 2012
rating: 4
read at: 2013/04/04
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, healing-from-tragedy, sensitive-topics
review:
YA fiction about a 16-year-old girl who gets pregnant. The story delves into her thoughts as she tries to figure out what to do. Her family life isn’t so good; she dares not tell her parents about her condition for fear of being kicked out onto the streets. She considers abortion, almost gets one. Her aunt discovers her secret and talks her out of it (SLIGHT SPOILER: her aunt understands her as she got pregnant as a teen and did go through with an abortion, which spiraled her down into depression, drugs, etc. as a consequence). This was a very emotional journey that I enjoyed because of the information.

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In Her Shadow 16138453
Near the tenth anniversary of her parents� unexpected death, Claire Fiksen, a lovely young Harvard-grad and gifted psychologist in Minnesota, develops bizarre symptoms of an eating disorder that threaten her fledgling career, her relationship with a handsome young medical student, her grasp on reality and, soon, her life.

When her beloved grandfather reveals that there may be more to her parents� death than she’s realized, Claire’s pursuit of healing becomes a desperate search for answers as she delves into her family’s sordid past. Meanwhile, someone is watching her every move, plotting to draw her into his own twisted web of misery. Claire has something he needs, and he’ll stop at nothing to obtain it. 

Every step Claire takes brings her closer to the truth and danger. And her life, she discovers, isn’t the only one at stake.]]>
264 August McLaughlin Charissa 4 ]]> 3.70 2012 In Her Shadow
author: August McLaughlin
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.70
book published: 2012
rating: 4
read at: 2013/05/10
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, thriller-intrigue, sensitive-topics
review:
This thriller was intense. Each chapter switches off between two different characters and most of the book I was trying hard to solve the riddle of the mystery person. Were they real? Were they a memory? I won’t give away the plot, but this mystery drew me in and captivated me. The author has dealt with eating disorders in real-life, so the disease shown in her characters was very real, and I could connect with it (even though I have no problem liking food like these girls). That was fascinating. The villain in this book is evil, raunchy, despicable...yet able to wrap people around his fingers and get them to do his bidding. He seems invincible...and believes he is. You might believe so too as you read it. There is a lot of graphic abuse talked about in this book� It’s not for the weak. But if you can get past that content, the story sucks you in, and will make you feel like you’re watching a scary movie—where you want to close your eyes and say, “Run!� to the main character, Claire. It’s hard to close your eyes in a book though—it kind of stops all action...except your mind (and sometimes that’s worse).

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<![CDATA[Horses and Heroin (Redemption, #1)]]> 16174864
A talented rider disappears without a trace.
His frantic sister poses as a student.
A private investigator’s plans for quiet recuperation are shattered.

Megan is determined to find her missing brother even though no one else at the illustrious California Jockey School seems to care. Her only ally is a recuperating PI who unfortunately is the owner’s best friend. Soon she is caught between a blossoming romance and a far-reaching conspiracy…where misplaced trust can be deadly.]]>
305 Bev Pettersen 0988115123 Charissa 4 2013, sensitive-topics ]]> 3.93 2012 Horses and Heroin (Redemption, #1)
author: Bev Pettersen
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2012
rating: 4
read at: 2013/06/30
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, sensitive-topics
review:
This was a great mystery and suspense. The romance between Megan and Scott grows too fast and seemed forced, but I can forgive it because the rest was so well done. Megan’s brother has disappeared from a California jockey school with no trace. The school blames heroin and insists that he was a dealer and escaped when they became wise to him. Megan doesn’t believe the story, and enrolls at the school to get answers. With a different last name than her brother, no one knows she is his sister as she subtly snoops around for the truth. Scott is a private investigator on leave to recover from a gunshot wound. When he and Megan become involved, Megan has to decide who to trust, since Scott is best friends with the school’s director—whom she doesn’t trust at all. Great suspense, mystery, danger, friendships, and character growth.

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<![CDATA[Spirited Away (Spirited Away, #1)]]> 16039441
Freddy is left alone to face the brutal realities of life as a female Irish slave on a seventeenth century Barbados plantation. As she struggles to survive the ordeal, Freddy's harrowing experiences paint an intimate, compelling portrait of 1650s Irish and African slavery in the Caribbean.

Publishers Weekly says: "In this highly researched novel, Freddy O'Brennan is living a modest and happy life in 1653 Ireland until English soldiers force her father to fight for the Crown in Spain. Freddy is a survivor, quick to adapt to dire situations, which makes her an easy hero to root for. Freddy's on point characterization is the saving grace of the opening, as the conflict arrives on the second page before there is time to establish a connection between reader and story. By May of 1653, Freddy thinks she is safe, until English soldiers kidnap and sell her into slavery. Freddy's ordeal interweaves with that of African slaves, and in an honest portrayal, she must battle her own prejudices against her fellow slaves. The novel falls into the cliché of describing black characters as having 'chocolate' and 'toffee' toned skin, an easily fixable oversight. Short chapters full of hope and Freddy's fierce spirit will keep readers turning the pages."

� Quarter-Finalist, 2014 Amazon Breakthrough Novel Award Contest (General Fiction)
� 2nd Place, Best Historical Fiction of 2013, The Paranormal Romance Guild (PRG)
� 2013 Finalist, Best Indie Book Awards

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210 Maggie Plummer Charissa 4 3.68 2012 Spirited Away (Spirited Away, #1)
author: Maggie Plummer
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.68
book published: 2012
rating: 4
read at: 2013/10/07
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2013, historical, sensitive-topics
review:
This book delves into the history of how the Irish were rounded up by Oliver Cromwell’s men in the 1600s and made slaves. This story takes a 13-year-old girl—Freddy (Frederika) and her sister who are stolen and taken to Barbados and sold as slaves to sugar plantations. This story takes place over 3-1/2 years in the life of Freddy. The atrocities committed were terrible, but I liked reading a snatch of history that I didn’t know about.
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Cane River 5167 A New York Times bestseller and Oprah's Book Club Pick-the unique and deeply moving saga of four generations of African-American women whose journey from slavery to freedom begins on a Creole plantation in Louisiana.

Beginning with her great-great-great-great grandmother, a slave owned by a Creole family, Lalita Tademy chronicles four generations of strong, determined black women as they battle injustice to unite their family and forge success on their own terms. They are women whose lives begin in slavery, who weather the Civil War, and who grapple with contradictions of emancipation, Jim Crow, and the pre-Civil Rights South. As she peels back layers of racial and cultural attitudes, Tademy paints a remarkable picture of rural Louisiana and the resilient spirit of one unforgettable family.

There is Elisabeth, who bears both a proud legacy and the yoke of bondage... her youngest daughter, Suzette, who is the first to discover the promise-and heartbreak-of freedom... Suzette's strong-willed daughter Philomene, who uses a determination born of tragedy to reunite her family and gain unheard-of economic independence... and Emily, Philomene's spirited daughter, who fights to secure her children's just due and preserve their dignity and future.

Meticulously researched and beautifully written, Cane River presents a slice of American history never before seen in such piercing and personal detail.

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522 Lalita Tademy 0446678457 Charissa 5 4.08 2001 Cane River
author: Lalita Tademy
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.08
book published: 2001
rating: 5
read at: 2014/11/24
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2014, historical, multicultural, sensitive-topics
review:
Historical fiction set in south with slaves. The author actually did years of research on her own family roots and based the story off several women in her ancestral line—Elizabeth, Suzette, Philomene, and Emily. Fascinating, sad, heroic. It begins in the 1850s in Louisiana with slavery and goes until about 1936 following the generations of women who hold their families together through rough, unjust times. I was mesmerized by the prose and how the author weaved historical facts with fiction to make the story flow gracefully through several generations. Even after emancipation came, the prejudice that followed former slaves when they became free was eye-opening. And many of these colored people looked ‘white�, yet they were banned from marrying white people with no negro ancestry, and felt marrying a colored was beneath them. I loved the phrase "bleaching of the line" that the author used to describe the whitening of generations as white slave owners had children with slaves. Well-written book that gives a great glimpse into the lives of colored people in the South.
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We Were Here 6234369     But Miguel didn’t bet on meeting Rondell or Mong or on any of what happened after they broke out. He only thought about Mexico and getting to the border to where he could start over. Forget his mom. Forget his brother. Forget himself.
    Life usually doesn� t work out how you think it will, though. And most of the time, running away is the quickest path right back to what you’re running from.
   From the streets of Stockton to the beaches of Venice, all the way to the Mexican border, We Were Here follows a journey of self-discovery by a boy who is trying to forgive himself in an unforgiving world.

An ALA-YALSA Best Book for Young Readers
An ALA-YALSA Quick Pick for Reluctant Readers
A Junior Library Guild Selection

"Fast, funny, smart, and heartbreaking...The contemporary survival adventure will keep readers hooked."- Booklist

"A story of friendship that will appeal to teens and will engage the most reluctant readers."- Kirkus Reviews


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368 Matt de la Peña 0385906226 Charissa 5
Although this book has a ton of swearing, I didn’t mind because it fit the context of the youth portrayed, who are all from rough neighborhoods and have lived horrific lives. This story was eye-opening as I contemplated how many kids there are who fit Miguel’s, Mong’s and Rondell’s profiles. Made me want to cry, and I totally understood why they acted so tough. The author’s skilled prose made me empathize with these kids and, in the end, completely love them (especially Rondell—I think he might have been my favorite).
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4.09 2009 We Were Here
author: Matt de la Peña
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.09
book published: 2009
rating: 5
read at: 2015/04/27
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2015, multicultural, sensitive-topics
review:
This is a YA journey of growth about three troubled teens. Miguel has just been sentenced to a group home for a crime he committed. He’s teetering on the edge of hopelessness as he gets into a fight with a psychotic Chinese kid named Mong and is paired with a huge black kid named Rondell—the same roommate he had in juvie that almost killed him. When the three unlikely friends team up to escape their group home and work their way from San Francisco to Mexico to start anew, they learn a lot about each other and themselves.

Although this book has a ton of swearing, I didn’t mind because it fit the context of the youth portrayed, who are all from rough neighborhoods and have lived horrific lives. This story was eye-opening as I contemplated how many kids there are who fit Miguel’s, Mong’s and Rondell’s profiles. Made me want to cry, and I totally understood why they acted so tough. The author’s skilled prose made me empathize with these kids and, in the end, completely love them (especially Rondell—I think he might have been my favorite).

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<![CDATA[Slave Again (Whispers of Refuge #2)]]> 23202955
After escaping a North Korean prison camp, Mee-Kyong is hustled over the border and sold into the Chinese underworld. She vows to survive, but sheer determination and willpower won’t save her this time. Is she fated to remain a slave forever?

Slave Again is written by Christian suspense novelist Alana Terry, winner of numerous awards, including the Women of Faith writing contest and the Readers� Favorite gold medal for religious fiction. It is offered at this special introductory price for a limited time.

* This book has some Christian characters and themes but was written with a broad audience in mind.]]>
234 Alana Terry 1941735290 Charissa 3 2015, sensitive-topics 4.17 2014 Slave Again (Whispers of Refuge #2)
author: Alana Terry
name: Charissa
average rating: 4.17
book published: 2014
rating: 3
read at: 2015/07/03
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2015, sensitive-topics
review:
This was a crazy book about North Korean refugees getting caught up in the Chinese flesh trade. If focuses on several girls caught in the evil web and an American couple working in China and how they try to help them. There were no graphic scenes; it’s clean despite the disturbing true subject. It wasn’t too long and I liked the ending a lot. It ended on a hopeful note and threw in some surprises along the way.
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<![CDATA[A Is for Abstinence (V Is for Virgin, #2)]]> 22089601 "It may have been four years, Kyle, but that doesn’t mean I don’t remember how you operate."

I snatched her hand as she reached to open the door to the studio. I wasn’t ready to end this moment alone with her. "You don’t think I’ve learned a few things since then?"

She smirked and shook her head. "New tricks. Same dog."

It was impossible not to take her words as a challenge. I pushed her back until she was pinned against the door and leaned in close enough that our breaths mingled. Her eyes snapped wide the same way they always had whenever I’d invaded her personal space, and I watched, satisfied, as she sucked in a lung full of air and held it.

"That mentality will be your downfall this time around, Val." I leaned in, letting my lips linger at her jawline for a moment too long before bringing them to her ear. "Same old tricks," I whispered. "New man."

With that, I kissed her cheek and breezed past her into the studio, leaving her flustered and in need of another moment to collect herself all over again.



Best selling YA romance author Kelly Oram takes her first dive into new adult romance with this heartfelt and hilarious tale of a rockstar and a virgin.

Rockstar to the core, Six-time Grammy Award-winning musician Kyle Hamilton has it all—money, fame, talent, good looks, and a job he loves. His only regret in life: walking away from a certain notorious virgin because he was too prideful, stubborn, and even afraid to give her the only thing she asked of him—his abstinence.

Four years and a broken heart later, Kyle realizes that sex isn’t everything, and he suddenly can’t stop thinking about the girl that got away. Virgin Val Jensen got under his skin like no one else ever has. He wasn’t ready for her then, but things are different now. He’s grown up, he’s learned a few things, and he’s finally figured out exactly what he wants, or, rather, who he wants.

Kyle Hamilton wants a do-over, and this time he’s willing to do—or not do—whatever it takes.

Note from the author: A is for Abstinence is the second and final installment in the V is for Virgin series. While V is for Virgin was a young adult book, A is for Abstinence is a new adult romance and was intended for a more mature audience. Not only is this story told from the perspective of a notorious bad boy, the characters have grown from the first book and are older now. The book was written with a more mature audience in mind. It's still PG-13 (I don't write graphic sex scenes) but it's not as clean as my YA romance. Please keep that in mind if you're a sensitive reader or thinking about passing it to your teenage daughters.

Complete series:
V is for Virgin
A is for Abstinence
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277 Kelly Oram 0991457943 Charissa 5 3.85 2014 A Is for Abstinence (V Is for Virgin, #2)
author: Kelly Oram
name: Charissa
average rating: 3.85
book published: 2014
rating: 5
read at: 2017/11/25
date added: 2018/01/24
shelves: 2017, sensitive-topics, high-school
review:
This is told from Kyle’s POV. He’s a big part of the first book, V is for Virgin. Kyle’s a rock star who has lived a wild life. He pretty much broke Valerie’s heart in book 1. This second-chance book shows Kyle’s redeeming qualities, and I really liked it. These 2 YA books totally sucked me in, and I read them almost in one sitting and ignored the world around me. They’re really good. This was a super fun one as Valerie and Kyle try to make it work, even though they are way different from each other. There is crude language from the rock star and his friends, so if that bugs you, don’t read this. Otherwise, I really loved it and loved seeing Kyle grow and make changes to improve himself and not be such a selfish jerk as he was in book 1. This author writes great stories.
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