chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�'s bookshelf: all en-US Fri, 14 Mar 2025 11:40:18 -0700 60 chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�'s bookshelf: all 144 41 /images/layout/goodreads_logo_144.jpg <![CDATA[Le Comte De Monte Cristo 3 (The Count of Monte Cristo, part 3 of 3)]]> 2801165 598 Alexandre Dumas 2253015113 0 4.69 1844 Le Comte De Monte Cristo 3 (The Count of Monte Cristo, part 3 of 3)
author: Alexandre Dumas
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.69
book published: 1844
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Confess 22609310
For once, Auburn takes a chance and puts her heart in control, only to discover that Owen is hiding a huge secret. The magnitude of his past threatens to destroy everything Auburn loves most, and the only way to get her life back on track is to cut Owen out of it鈥攂ut can she do it?]]>
306 Colleen Hoover 1476791457 2 4.14 2015 Confess
author: Colleen Hoover
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.14
book published: 2015
rating: 2
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Another Country 60501778 Another Country is a novel of passions鈥攕exual, racial, political, artistic鈥攖hat is stunning for its emotional intensity and haunting sensuality, depicting men and women, blacks and whites, stripped of their masks of gender and race by love and hatred at the most elemental and sublime. In a small set of friends, Baldwin imbues the best and worst intentions of liberal America in the late 1950s.]]> 435 James Baldwin 0 4.27 1962 Another Country
author: James Baldwin
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average rating: 4.27
book published: 1962
rating: 0
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The Space of Literature 184882 279 Maurice Blanchot 080326092X 0 4.34 1955 The Space of Literature
author: Maurice Blanchot
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.34
book published: 1955
rating: 0
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Les Identit茅s meurtri猫res 212934 N茅 au confluent de plusieurs traditions, le romancier du Rocher de Tanios (prix Goncourt 1993) puise dans son exp茅rience personnelle, aussi bien que dans l鈥檋istoire, l鈥檃ctualit茅 ou la philosophie, pour interroger cette notion cruciale d鈥檌dentit茅. Il montre comment, loin d鈥櫭猼re donn茅e une fois pour toutes, l鈥檌dentit茅 est une construction qui peut varier. Il en d茅nonce les illusions, les pi猫ges, les instrumentations. Il nous invite 脿 un humanisme ouvert qui refuse 脿 la fois l鈥檜niformisation plan茅taire et le repli sur la 芦tribu禄.]]> 189 Amin Maalouf 2253150053 0 4.04 1998 Les Identit茅s meurtri猫res
author: Amin Maalouf
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.04
book published: 1998
rating: 0
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Nettle & Bone 56179377
Seeking help from a powerful gravewitch, Marra is offered the tools to kill a prince鈥攊f she can complete three impossible tasks. But, as is the way in tales of princes, witches, and daughters, the impossible is only the beginning.

On her quest, Marra is joined by the gravewitch, a reluctant fairy godmother, a strapping former knight, and a chicken possessed by a demon. Together, the five of them intend to be the hand that closes around the throat of the prince and frees Marra's family and their kingdom from its tyrannous ruler at last.]]>
243 T. Kingfisher 1250244048 3 4.08 2022 Nettle & Bone
author: T. Kingfisher
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.08
book published: 2022
rating: 3
read at: 2025/02/24
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Romeo and Juliet 56878311 --back cover]]> 295 William Shakespeare 0140707018 3 3.65 1597 Romeo and Juliet
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.65
book published: 1597
rating: 3
read at: 2025/02/01
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Une m茅lancolie arabe 14062480 128 Abdellah Ta茂a 2757821067 4 3.60 2008 Une m茅lancolie arabe
author: Abdellah Ta茂a
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.60
book published: 2008
rating: 4
read at: 2025/01/14
date added: 2025/02/24
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The Steppenwolf 61089494 Steppenwolf is a poetical self-portrait of a man who felt himself to be half-human and half-wolf. This Faust-like and magical story is evidence of Hesse's searching philosophy and extraordinary sense of humanity as he tells of the humanization of a middle-aged misanthrope. Yet this novel can also be seen as a plea for rigorous self-examination and an indictment of the intellectual hypocrisy of the period. As Hesse himself remarked, "Of all my books Steppenwolf is the one that was more often and more violently misunderstood than any other".]]> 227 Hermann Hesse 1324036818 3 4.13 1927 The Steppenwolf
author: Hermann Hesse
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.13
book published: 1927
rating: 3
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Madonna in a Fur Coat 32509890 Her dark eyes were lost in thought, absently staring into the distance, drawing on a last wisp of hope as she searched for something that she was almost certain she would never find.

'The magical novel about a Turkish man who falls in love with an artist in 1920s Berlin ... recreates a vanished era and dramatises a doomed relationship with verve, depth and poignancy. The result is a miniature masterpiece' The National

'Moving and memorable, full of yearning and melancholy' The Times

'A tale of young love and disenchantment, of missed opportunities and passion's elusive, flickering flame' Financial Times

'A gorgeously melancholic romance' Irish Times

'The surprise bestseller ... read, loved and wept over by men and women of all ages' Guardian]]>
176 Sabahattin Ali 0241293855 3 4.10 1943 Madonna in a Fur Coat
author: Sabahattin Ali
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.10
book published: 1943
rating: 3
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<![CDATA[Le Drame Linguistique Marocain]]> 10280991 188 Fouad Laraoui 2914773382 0 to-read 3.71 2011 Le Drame Linguistique Marocain
author: Fouad Laraoui
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.71
book published: 2011
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Le moi 茅trange: Litt茅rature marocaine de langue fran莽aise (French Edition)]]> 4005900 225 Marc Gontard 2738420079 0 to-read 3.00 Le moi 茅trange: Litt茅rature marocaine de langue fran莽aise (French Edition)
author: Marc Gontard
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.00
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<![CDATA[Penser le Maghreb (French Edition)]]> 114357505 French 0 Abdelkebir Khatibi 998180200X 0 to-read 3.50 Penser le Maghreb (French Edition)
author: Abdelkebir Khatibi
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<![CDATA[White Tongue, Brown Skin: The Colonized Woman and Language]]> 210944119 Examines the effect of prescribed multilingualism as expressed by women writers in colonial contexts

What does it mean to be an heir, as a woman writer, to colonial and postcolonial cultures in which European language has become so thoroughly ingrained? Examining women writers from India (Toru Dutt), Egypt (Mayy Ziyadah), Algeria (Assia Djebar), and Mauritius (Ananda Devi), White Tongue, Brown Skin sheds light on the essential double nature of the colonial experience.

Maya Boutaghou鈥檚 latest book鈥攈er first in English鈥攖reats colonialism as analogous to a disease, manifesting itself in symptoms of multilingualism and cultural pluralism. Boutaghou shows how violently imposed multilingualism engenders in the mind of the colonized subject a state of permanent self-translation between two or more languages with unequal political and emotional power. They must endure a plural perception of the self, defined by the restless movement of self-translation, which becomes reflected in a literary dynamic frequently overlooked or misunderstood by previous scholarship.

Although the object is philosophical, this book is also deeply rooted in history. Understanding postcolonialism from below, as Boutaghou demonstrates, starts with an approach based on close readings in specific historical contexts.]]>
234 Maya Boutaghou 0813952212 0 to-read 0.0 White Tongue, Brown Skin: The Colonized Woman and Language
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<![CDATA[Sex and the Citadel: Intimate Life in a Changing Arab World]]> 13152465
If you really want to know a people, start by looking inside their bedrooms.

As political change sweeps the streets and squares, the parliaments and presidential palaces of the Arab world, Shereen El Feki has been looking at an upheaval a little closer to home鈥攊n the sexual lives of men and women in Egypt and across the region. The result is an informative, insightful, and engaging account of a highly sensitive and still largely secret aspect of Arab society.

Sex is entwined in religion, tradition, politics, economics, and culture, so it is the perfect lens through which to examine the complex social landscape of the Arab world. From pregnant virgins to desperate housewives, from fearless activists to religious firebrands, from sex work to same-sex relations, Sex and the Citadel takes a fresh look at the sexual history of the region and brings new voices to the debate over its future.

This is no peep show or academic treatise but a highly personal and often humorous account of one woman鈥檚 journey to better understand Arab society at its most intimate and, in the process, to better understand her own origins. Rich with five years of groundbreaking research, Sex and the Citadel gives us a unique and timely understanding of everyday lives in a part of the world that is changing before our eyes.]]>
368 Shereen El Feki 0307377393 0 to-read, nonfiction, adult 3.87 2013 Sex and the Citadel: Intimate Life in a Changing Arab World
author: Shereen El Feki
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.87
book published: 2013
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Une vie 脿 trois 4722961 140pages. poche. Broch茅. 143 Bahaa Trabelsi 9981090654 0 to-read 2.29 2000 Une vie 脿 trois
author: Bahaa Trabelsi
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 2.29
book published: 2000
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Georgette! 17162181 163 Farida Belghoul 2736000501 0 to-read 3.38 Georgette!
author: Farida Belghoul
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average rating: 3.38
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<![CDATA[O mes soeurs musulmanes, pleurez !]]> 38215743
Le r茅cit de Zoube茂da Bittari est 脿 la fois pittoresque et bouleversant. Il est r茅dig茅 dans un langage brutal et authentique. C'est un t茅moignage qui se situe bien au-dessus de toute esp猫ce de consid茅ration politique. Dans ce t茅moignage sur la dure condition des femmes arabes, la guerre d'Alg茅rie n'est m锚me pas mentionn茅e.]]>
224 Zoubeida Bittari 207020720X 0 4.00 O mes soeurs musulmanes, pleurez !
author: Zoubeida Bittari
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.00
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<![CDATA[She Who Became the Sun (The Radiant Emperor, #1)]]> 48727813 Two-time British Fantasy Award Winner
Astounding Award Winner
Lambda Literary Award Finalist

Hugo Award Finalist
Locus Award Finalist
Otherwise Award Finalist

"Magnificent in every way."鈥擲amantha Shannon, author of The Priory of the Orange Tree

"A dazzling new world of fate, war, love and betrayal."鈥擹en Cho, author of Black Water Sister

She Who Became the Sun reimagines the rise to power of the Ming Dynasty鈥檚 founding emperor.

To possess the Mandate of Heaven, the female monk Zhu will do anything

鈥淚 refuse to be nothing鈥︹€�

In a famine-stricken village on a dusty yellow plain, two children are given two fates. A boy, greatness. A girl, nothingness鈥�

In 1345, China lies under harsh Mongol rule. For the starving peasants of the Central Plains, greatness is something found only in stories. When the Zhu family鈥檚 eighth-born son, Zhu Chongba, is given a fate of greatness, everyone is mystified as to how it will come to pass. The fate of nothingness received by the family鈥檚 clever and capable second daughter, on the other hand, is only as expected.

When a bandit attack orphans the two children, though, it is Zhu Chongba who succumbs to despair and dies. Desperate to escape her own fated death, the girl uses her brother's identity to enter a monastery as a young male novice. There, propelled by her burning desire to survive, Zhu learns she is capable of doing whatever it takes, no matter how callous, to stay hidden from her fate.

After her sanctuary is destroyed for supporting the rebellion against Mongol rule, Zhu takes the chance to claim another future her brother's abandoned greatness.

At the Publisher's request, this title is being sold without Digital Rights Management Software (DRM) applied.]]>
416 Shelley Parker-Chan 1250621798 5 3.87 2021 She Who Became the Sun (The Radiant Emperor, #1)
author: Shelley Parker-Chan
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.87
book published: 2021
rating: 5
read at: 2021/05/24
date added: 2025/01/11
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this novel spins out the most beautiful and wounding words about the febrile nature of queer desire, the terrible gnawing feelings of gender dysphoria, and so many moments of fugitive tenderness between unresolvable opposites, and I'm absolutely never going to emotionally recover from it
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鈥淢uslim鈥�: A Novel 39831356 Muslim: A Novel is a genre-bending, poetic reflection on what it means to be Muslim from one of France's leading writers. In this novel, the second in a trilogy, Rahmani's narrator contemplates the loss of her native language and her imprisonment and exile for being Muslim, woven together in an exploration of the political and personal relationship of language within the fraught history of Islam. Drawing inspiration from the oral histories of her native Berber language, the Koran, and French children's tales, Rahmani combines fiction and lyric essay in to tell an important story, both powerful and visionary, of identity, persecution, and violence.]]> 145 Zahia Rahmani 1941920764 4 3.68 2005 鈥淢uslim鈥�: A Novel
author: Zahia Rahmani
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.68
book published: 2005
rating: 4
read at: 2025/01/07
date added: 2025/01/07
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<![CDATA[The Raven Scholar (The Eternal Path, #1)]]> 212174157 From an electrifying new voice in epic fantasy comes The Raven Scholar, a masterfully woven and playfully inventive tale of imperial intrigue, cutthroat competition, and one scholar鈥檚 quest to uncover the truth.

Let us fly now to the empire of Orrun, where after twenty-four years of peace, Bersun the Brusque must end his reign. In the dizzying heat of mid-summer, seven contenders compete to replace him. They are exceptional warriors, thinkers, strategists鈥攖he best of the best.

Then one of them is murdered.

It falls to Neema Kraa, the emperor鈥檚 brilliant, idiosyncratic High Scholar, to find the killer before the trials end. To do so, she must untangle a web of deadly secrets that stretches back generations, all while competing against six warriors with their own dark histories and fierce ambitions. Neema believes she is alone. But we are here to help; all she has to do is let us in.

If she succeeds, she will win the throne. If she fails, death awaits her. But we won鈥檛 let that happen.

We are the Raven, and we are magnificent.]]>
704 Antonia Hodgson 152933988X 0 to-read, adult, fiction 4.50 2025 The Raven Scholar (The Eternal Path, #1)
author: Antonia Hodgson
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.50
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The Dream Hotel 218695937 A novel about one woman鈥檚 fight for freedom, set in a near future where even dreams are under surveillance.

Sara has just landed at LAX, returning home from a conference abroad, when agents from the Risk Assessment Administration pull her aside and inform her that she will soon commit a crime. Using data from her dreams, the RAA鈥檚 algorithm has determined that she is at imminent risk of harming the person she loves most: her husband. For his safety, she must be kept under observation for twenty-one days.

The agents transfer Sara to a retention center, where she is held with other dreamers, all of them women trying to prove their innocence from different crimes. With every deviation from the strict and ever-shifting rules of the facility, their stay is extended. Months pass and Sara seems no closer to release. Then one day, a new resident arrives, disrupting the order of the facility and leading Sara on a collision course with the very companies that have deprived her of her freedom.

Eerie, urgent, and ceaselessly clear-eyed, The Dream Hotel artfully explores the seductive nature of technology, which puts us in shackles even as it makes our lives easier. Lalami asks how much of ourselves must remain private if we are to remain free, and whether even the most invasive forms of surveillance can ever capture who we really are.]]>
336 Laila Lalami 0593317602 0 3.70 2025 The Dream Hotel
author: Laila Lalami
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.70
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Katabasis 210223811 Two graduate students must set aside their rivalry and journey to Hell to save their professor鈥檚 soul, perhaps at the cost of their own.

Alice Law has only ever had one goal: to become one of the brightest minds in the field of Magick. She has sacrificed everything to make that a reality鈥攈er pride, her health, her love life, and most definitely her sanity. All to work with Professor Jacob Grimes at Cambridge, the greatest magician in the world鈥攖hat is, until he dies in a magical accident that could possibly be her fault.

Grimes is now in Hell, and she鈥檚 going in after him. Because his recommendation could hold her very future in his now incorporeal hands, and even death is not going to stop the pursuit of her dreams. Nor will the fact that her rival, Peter Murdoch, has come to the same conclusion.]]>
400 R.F. Kuang 0 4.12 2025 Katabasis
author: R.F. Kuang
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average rating: 4.12
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<![CDATA[A Drop of Corruption (Shadow of the Leviathan, #2)]]> 213618143 The brilliant detective Ana Dolabra may have finally met her match in the gripping sequel to The Tainted Cup鈥攆rom the bestselling author of The Founders Trilogy.

In the canton of Yarrowdale, at the very edge of the Empire鈥檚 reach, an impossible crime has occurred. A Treasury officer has disappeared into thin air鈥攁bducted from his quarters while the door and windows remained locked from the inside, in a building whose entrances and exits are all under constant guard.

To solve the case, the Empire calls on its most brilliant and mercurial investigator, the great Ana Dolabra. At her side, as always, is her bemused assistant Dinios Kol.

Before long, Ana鈥檚 discovered that they鈥檙e not investigating a disappearance, but a murder鈥攁nd that the killing was just the first chess move by an adversary who seems to be able to pass through warded doors like a ghost, and who can predict every one of Ana鈥檚 moves as though they can see the future.

Worse still, the killer seems to be targeting the high-security compound known as the Shroud. Here, the Empire's greatest minds dissect fallen Titans to harness the volatile magic found in their blood. Should it fall, the destruction would be terrible indeed鈥攁nd the Empire itself will grind to a halt, robbed of the magic that allows its wheels of power to turn.

Din has seen Ana solve impossible cases before. But this time, with the stakes higher than ever and Ana seemingly a step behind their adversary at every turn, he fears that his superior has finally met an enemy she can鈥檛 defeat.]]>
480 Robert Jackson Bennett 0593723821 0 4.58 2025 A Drop of Corruption (Shadow of the Leviathan, #2)
author: Robert Jackson Bennett
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.58
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The Listeners 56988057
January 1942. The Avallon Hotel & Spa has always offered elegant luxury in the wilds of West Virginia, its mountain sweetwater washing away all of high society鈥檚 troubles.

Local girl-turned-general manager June Porter Hudson has guided the Avallon skillfully through the first pangs of war. The Gilfoyles, the hotel鈥檚 aristocratic owners, have trained her well. But when the family heir makes a secret deal with the State Department to fill the hotel with captured Axis diplomats, June must persuade her staff鈥攎any of whom have sons and husbands heading to the front lines鈥攖o offer luxury to Nazis. With a smile.

Meanwhile FBI Agent Tucker Minnick, whose coal tattoo hints at an Appalachian past, presses his ears to the hotel鈥檚 walls, listening for the diplomats鈥� secrets. He has one of his own, which is how he knows that June鈥檚 balancing act can have dangerous consequences: the sweetwater beneath the hotel can threaten as well as heal.

June has never met a guest she couldn鈥檛 delight, but the diplomats are different. Without firing a single shot, they have brought the war directly to her. As clashing loyalties crack the Avallon鈥檚 polished veneer, June must calculate the true cost of luxury.]]>
400 Maggie Stiefvater 0593655508 0 4.02 2025 The Listeners
author: Maggie Stiefvater
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.02
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The Emperor of Gladness 219848315 Ocean Vuong returns with a big-hearted novel about chosen family, unexpected friendship, and the stories we tell ourselves in order to survive

One late summer evening in the post-industrial town of East Gladness, Connecticut, nineteen-year-old Hai stands on the edge of a bridge in pelting rain, ready to jump, when he hears someone shout across the river. The voice belongs to Grazina, an elderly widow succumbing to dementia, who convinces him to take another path. Bereft and out of options, he quickly becomes her caretaker. Over the course of the year, the unlikely pair develops a life-altering bond, one built on empathy, spiritual reckoning, and heartbreak, with the power to alter Hai鈥檚 relationship to himself, his family, and a community at the brink.

Following the cycles of history, memory, and time, The Emperor of Gladness shows the profound ways in which love, labor, and loneliness form the bedrock of American life. At its heart is a brave epic about what it means to exist on the fringes of society and to reckon with the wounds that haunt our collective soul. Hallmarks of Vuong鈥檚 writing 鈥� formal innovation, syntactic dexterity, and the ability to twin grit with grace through tenderness 鈥� are on full display in this story of loss, hope, and how far we would go to possess one of life鈥檚 most fleeting mercies: a second chance.]]>
416 Ocean Vuong 059383187X 0 4.35 2025 The Emperor of Gladness
author: Ocean Vuong
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.35
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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Comme nous existons 58763104 140 Kaoutar Harchi 4 4.27 Comme nous existons
author: Kaoutar Harchi
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.27
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rating: 4
read at: 2024/12/27
date added: 2024/12/28
shelves: adult, adult-lit, nonfiction, memoir, read-in-2024
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The Library at Mount Char 26892110
After all, she was a normal American herself, once.

That was a long time ago, of course鈥攂efore the time she calls 鈥渁doption day,鈥� when she and a dozen other children found themselves being raised by a man they learned to call Father.

Father could do strange things. He could call light from darkness. Sometimes he raised the dead. And when he was disobeyed, the consequences were terrible.

In the years since Father took her in, Carolyn hasn't gotten out much. Instead, she and her adopted siblings have been raised according to Father's ancient Pelapi customs. They've studied the books in his library and learned some of the secrets behind his equally ancient power.

Sometimes, they've wondered if their cruel tutor might secretly be God.

Now, Father is missing. And if God truly is dead, the only thing that matters is who will inherit his library鈥攁nd with it, power over all of creation.

As Carolyn gathers the tools she needs for the battle to come, fierce competitors for this prize align against her.

But Carolyn can win. She's sure of it. What she doesn't realize is that her victory may come at an unacceptable price鈥攂ecause in becoming a God, she's forgotten a great deal about being human.]]>
390 Scott Hawkins 0553418629 5 fuck me all the way up.

The Library at Mount Char begins, and immediately, it is a nightmare: you expect, each page, to wake to relief. Father is missing, and it鈥檚 an answer to a question unasked. You sit very still, read the next page, and wait for the next answer to come. Father is missing, but his Library is standing, like a kind of awful memorial to him. You know nothing about the Library except that it's a place built to make you want to keep driving away from it. You know nothing about Father except that he's kidnapped 12 children and made them believe he was God. You know nothing about the children except that they were smashed and spitted, torn to pieces, killed and killed, so that nothing so noble as love, or forgiveness, could ever claim space in them. But Father is missing, and Carolyn, our protagonist, is hunting for vengeance.

Spending time in Hawkins' nightmarish novel is an exercise in trust. You have to trust that the novel might take you to deep dark terrible places but won鈥檛 abandon you there. That the scattered macabre details will eventually build into a comprehensible whole. That the buzzing sense of foreboding you cannot shake is not the sound that comes a moment before the wasps swarm.

Hawkins obviously takes special relish in testing that trust. Through a fragmented narrative, and increasingly horrific flashbacks, we must piece together Carolyn鈥檚 past. Meanwhile, things get nasty. Get bloody. Get complicated. The novel leaps from terror to terror. There is a tangible sense throughout that the narrative is holding out on the reader for effect, and this reticence is heightened by Carolyn's unreliability. Like the novel, Carolyn yields so little of herself to the reader. Her rage is a closed haunted house, and yet, The Library at Mount Char makes you want nothing more than to venture inside.

Ultimately, this is a novel about what our damage does to us and what it makes us do, how hate binds as strongly as love, and how trauma becomes, by force of habit, a systematic practice.听鈥淵ou can adjust to almost anything,鈥� is the chilling mantra that rings through the novel, that carries you to the tragic ending, and follows you off the page.]]>
4.06 2015 The Library at Mount Char
author: Scott Hawkins
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.06
book published: 2015
rating: 5
read at: 2020/01/15
date added: 2024/12/26
shelves: fiction, read-in-2020, adult, adult-sff
review:
I love novels that鈥攖here is no other way for me to say this鈥�fuck me all the way up.

The Library at Mount Char begins, and immediately, it is a nightmare: you expect, each page, to wake to relief. Father is missing, and it鈥檚 an answer to a question unasked. You sit very still, read the next page, and wait for the next answer to come. Father is missing, but his Library is standing, like a kind of awful memorial to him. You know nothing about the Library except that it's a place built to make you want to keep driving away from it. You know nothing about Father except that he's kidnapped 12 children and made them believe he was God. You know nothing about the children except that they were smashed and spitted, torn to pieces, killed and killed, so that nothing so noble as love, or forgiveness, could ever claim space in them. But Father is missing, and Carolyn, our protagonist, is hunting for vengeance.

Spending time in Hawkins' nightmarish novel is an exercise in trust. You have to trust that the novel might take you to deep dark terrible places but won鈥檛 abandon you there. That the scattered macabre details will eventually build into a comprehensible whole. That the buzzing sense of foreboding you cannot shake is not the sound that comes a moment before the wasps swarm.

Hawkins obviously takes special relish in testing that trust. Through a fragmented narrative, and increasingly horrific flashbacks, we must piece together Carolyn鈥檚 past. Meanwhile, things get nasty. Get bloody. Get complicated. The novel leaps from terror to terror. There is a tangible sense throughout that the narrative is holding out on the reader for effect, and this reticence is heightened by Carolyn's unreliability. Like the novel, Carolyn yields so little of herself to the reader. Her rage is a closed haunted house, and yet, The Library at Mount Char makes you want nothing more than to venture inside.

Ultimately, this is a novel about what our damage does to us and what it makes us do, how hate binds as strongly as love, and how trauma becomes, by force of habit, a systematic practice.听鈥淵ou can adjust to almost anything,鈥� is the chilling mantra that rings through the novel, that carries you to the tragic ending, and follows you off the page.
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<![CDATA[The Uncensored Picture of Dorian Gray]]> 13747794 260 Oscar Wilde 0674066316 4 Dorian Gray said, 鈥渘o censorship, we shall lust after our homies like MEN.鈥漖]> 4.32 1890 The Uncensored Picture of Dorian Gray
author: Oscar Wilde
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.32
book published: 1890
rating: 4
read at: 2022/08/28
date added: 2024/12/23
shelves: classic-lit, adult, fiction, read-in-2022, queer-lit
review:
This specific edition of Dorian Gray said, 鈥渘o censorship, we shall lust after our homies like MEN.鈥�
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Martyr! 139401966 Kaveh Akbar鈥檚 Martyr! is a paean to how we spend our lives seeking meaning鈥攊n faith, art, ourselves, others鈥攊n which a newly sober, orphaned son of Iranian immigrants, guided by the voices of artists, poets, and kings, embarks on a search that leads him to a terminally ill painter living out her final days in the Brooklyn Museum.

Cyrus Shams is a young man grappling with an inheritance of violence and loss: his mother鈥檚 plane was shot down over the skies of Tehran in a senseless accident; and his father鈥檚 life in America was circumscribed by his work killing chickens at a factory farm in the Midwest. Cyrus is a drunk, an addict, and a poet, whose obsession with martyrs leads him to examine the mysteries of his past鈥攖oward an uncle who rode through Iranian battlefields dressed as the Angel of death to inspire and comfort the dying, and toward his mother, through a painting discovered in a Brooklyn art gallery that suggests she may not have been who or what she seemed.

Electrifying, funny, wholly original, and profound, Martyr! heralds the arrival of a blazing and essential new voice in contemporary fiction.]]>
352 Kaveh Akbar 0593537629 5
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4.15 2024 Martyr!
author: Kaveh Akbar
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.15
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2024/09/30
date added: 2024/11/19
shelves: adult, adult-lit, fiction, queer-lit, favorites, read-in-2024
review:
I love this gorgeous, generous, perfect book and want to have 6 different conversations about it all at once. The acknowledgment section trails into a note that ambushes me with even more love and gratitude: 鈥淩eader, your attention鈥攁 measure of time, your most non-replenishable resource鈥攊s a profound gift, one I have done my best to honor.鈥�


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White Nights 29610266
A poignant tale of love and loneliness from Russia's foremost writer.

One of 46 new books in the bestselling Little Black Classics series, to celebrate the first ever Penguin Classic in 1946. Each book gives readers a taste of the Classics' huge range and diversity, with works from around the world and across the centuries - including fables, decadence, heartbreak, tall tales, satire, ghosts, battles and elephants.]]>
128 Fyodor Dostoevsky 0241252083 4 4.02 1848 White Nights
author: Fyodor Dostoevsky
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.02
book published: 1848
rating: 4
read at: 2024/11/19
date added: 2024/11/19
shelves: adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned, short-fiction, read-in-2024
review:

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What Maisie Knew 392452 What Maisie Knew is a subtle, intricate yet devastating portrayal of an innocent adrift in a corrupt society.]]> 275 Henry James 0140432485 0 3.42 1897 What Maisie Knew
author: Henry James
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.42
book published: 1897
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/31
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-historical, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
review:

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Julius Caesar 577545 78 William Shakespeare 0 3.73 1599 Julius Caesar
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.73
book published: 1599
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/11
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
review:

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Wuthering Heights 34913033 Alternative cover edition for ISBN 9781853260018.

Emily Bront毛's only novel, a work of tremendous and far-reaching influence, the Penguin Classics edition of Wuthering Heights is the definitive edition of the text, edited with an introduction by Pauline Nestor. Lockwood, the new tenant of Thrushcross Grange, situated on the bleak Yorkshire moors, is forced to seek shelter one night at Wuthering Heights, the home of his landlord. There he discovers the history of the tempestuous events that took place years before; of the intense relationship between the gypsy foundling Heathcliff and Catherine Earnshaw; and how Catherine, forced to choose between passionate, tortured Heathcliff and gentle, well-bred Edgar Linton, surrendered to the expectations of her class. As Heathcliff's bitterness and vengeance at his betrayal is visited upon the next generation, their innocent heirs must struggle to escape the legacy of the past.]]>
248 Emily Bront毛 0 3.89 1847 Wuthering Heights
author: Emily Bront毛
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.89
book published: 1847
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/11
shelves: to-read, adult, owned, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, adult-historical
review:

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The Tempest 437345
La tempestad est谩 considerada como la invenci贸n m谩s sincera y original de Shakespeare. Es tambi茅n la summa de su cultura acumulada a trav茅s de los a帽os, y sobre todo de su experiencia teatral. Es ante todo un experimento en el 谩mbito del espect谩culo: explota, deliberadamente, como ninguna otra obra precedente, los recursos y trucos de escena y hace del elemento musical y de todos los efectos sonoros una estructura que recorre la obra.

La figura de Pr贸spero se contempla esencialmente en La tempestad en su contexto natural que no es sino teatral. Su magia, su arte, con una reflexi贸n sobre el arte del dramaturgo. Metateatro y psicodrama jugando sobre una serie de sugerencias que inducen a los personajes a autorrevelarse y a la vez a reconocerse como parte de una inteligencia m谩s amplia que los incluye, como parte del dise帽o con el que el mago-dramaturgo se explica a s铆 mismo.]]>
112 William Shakespeare 0140621172 0 3.68 1611 The Tempest
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.68
book published: 1611
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/10/11
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review:

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<![CDATA[Fanny Hill or Memoirs of a Woman of Pleasure]]> 6617042 'I shall recall to view those scandalous stages of my life ... Truth! stark naked truth, is the word, and I will not so much as take the pains to bestow the strip of a gauze-wrapper on it, but paint situations such as they actually rose to me in nature, careless violating those laws of decency, that were never made for unreserved intimacies.'

From her position of wealth and happy respectability, Fanny Hill looks back at her early life and disreputable adventures. Arriving in London alone, poor and innocent, she falls into the hands of a brothel-keeper. But only when she is separated from the man she loves does she enrol in the 'unhappy profession' of prostitution. Fanny becomes a kept woman and also works in an elegant bawdy-house, entertaining polite voluptuaries. By the age of eighteen, she can afford to retire; in her marriage she can at last combine sexual passion with romantic love.

Like its heroine, the novel Fanny Hill has also risen to respectability. It is now recognised as an erotic entertainment that exemplifies both the philosophy of libertinism and the attitudes of eighteenth century bourgeoisie, combining sensibility, irony and enlightened self-interest.]]>
222 John Cleland 014062404X 0 2.68 1748 Fanny Hill or Memoirs of a Woman of Pleasure
author: John Cleland
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 2.68
book published: 1748
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/11
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
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Heart of Darkness 3109025 111 Joseph Conrad 0140623434 0 3.28 1899 Heart of Darkness
author: Joseph Conrad
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.28
book published: 1899
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/10/10
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
review:

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<![CDATA[The Garden Party & Other Stories]]> 38644196 64 Katherine Mansfield 1911475274 0 3.74 1921 The Garden Party & Other Stories
author: Katherine Mansfield
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.74
book published: 1921
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/10
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned, short-fiction
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Henry VI, Part Two 437366 304 William Shakespeare 0140707360 0 3.31 1591 Henry VI, Part Two
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.31
book published: 1591
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/10
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
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The Merchant of Venice 437347 128 William Shakespeare 0140620826 0 3.75 1596 The Merchant of Venice
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.75
book published: 1596
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/10/10
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
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Wuthering Heights 42413532 Alternate cover editions can be found here, here, here, here, here, here, here and here.

Set on the stormy moors of northern England, this classic novel is filled with the cruel and ecstatic love between the characters Heathcliff and Catherine. As they grow together as children and later as lovers, the conflicts of class and an all-consuming passion overwhelm the inhabitants of Wuthering Heights.]]>
248 Emily Bront毛 0 3.73 1847 Wuthering Heights
author: Emily Bront毛
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.73
book published: 1847
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/10
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<![CDATA[The Night of the Iguana and Other Stories]]> 1696777 172 Tennessee Williams 0460875000 0 3.97 1987 The Night of the Iguana and Other Stories
author: Tennessee Williams
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.97
book published: 1987
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/10/10
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
review:

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Interpreter of Maladies 435375 --publisher's description]]> 198 Jhumpa Lahiri 5 Interpreter of Maladies more than merits the rave, rapturous reviews printed on the back鈥搕his is a stunning success from Jhumpa Lahiri.

In Lahiri鈥檚 rich, delicate, precise voice, the miniature stories in this collection tingle on the skin. They are moving, disquieting, and, in some cases, brutally devastating. How Lahiri manages to atomize these incredibly full, dense lives into short form, moving her characters around Boston and Bengal with the ease of a fish through waves鈥擨 don鈥檛 know. What I do know is that one does not so much read this collection as live in it.

Lahiri writes in language that is alive and unexpected. My initial guesses at what was coming continuously went through some rather severe adjustments. Lahiri was, I quickly learned, always just one step ahead. Yet, at the same time, each unexpected outcome somehow also felt inevitable: the characters in these stories seem to carve out their own patterns, impervious to the shape of the narrative. I never knew where each story was going, and that too felt like life.

There are nine disparate stories in this collection. Together, they form a complete, cohesive, emotionally legible whole. They are stories about loss, exile, and dispersion, and, in any such stories, they are also about love. In tragic, lyrical strains, Lahiri expresses the transient, exilic intimacy that emerges from shared uprootedness and promises to dull the habitual estrangement of everyday life. Against the background of a foreign, sometimes less than caring world, the characters in these stories stretch themselves to reach for one another and hope for understanding. But the attachments they form are not always easy or uncomplicated. This kind of diasporic intimacy is fragile, fraught, and haunted by dreams of home and homeland. It cannot retrieve the past, nor can it anesthetize against the pain of displacement, and in most cases, it cannot last forever. Yet, as Lahiri shows us, the transient, imperfect quality of these pockets of intimacy does not diminish the power of the characters鈥� encounters and collisions with one another: in the intricacy that transforms stories into histories, we are, in some impossible-to-measure way, always already intertwined.

Perhaps that is why 鈥淲hen Mr. Pirzada Came to Dine,鈥� 鈥淢rs. Sen鈥檚,鈥� and 鈥淭he Third and Final Continent鈥� are the stories I return to the most. They are stories about the people who pass through our lives like a vision, but nevertheless leave indelible traces. People whose presence makes it easier to not only endure but inhabit our experiences of exile. Each story trails off into afterimages of a closeness that can no longer exist, an intimacy that was always already forfeit鈥攁nd each ending stole my breath.

I loved Interpreter of Maladies, and I am convinced that an encounter with one of these stories will not leave you unchanged.]]>
3.99 1999 Interpreter of Maladies
author: Jhumpa Lahiri
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.99
book published: 1999
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/31
date added: 2024/10/03
shelves: adult, adult-lit, short-fiction, fiction, owned, read-in-2024, favorites
review:
I can officially attest that Interpreter of Maladies more than merits the rave, rapturous reviews printed on the back鈥搕his is a stunning success from Jhumpa Lahiri.

In Lahiri鈥檚 rich, delicate, precise voice, the miniature stories in this collection tingle on the skin. They are moving, disquieting, and, in some cases, brutally devastating. How Lahiri manages to atomize these incredibly full, dense lives into short form, moving her characters around Boston and Bengal with the ease of a fish through waves鈥擨 don鈥檛 know. What I do know is that one does not so much read this collection as live in it.

Lahiri writes in language that is alive and unexpected. My initial guesses at what was coming continuously went through some rather severe adjustments. Lahiri was, I quickly learned, always just one step ahead. Yet, at the same time, each unexpected outcome somehow also felt inevitable: the characters in these stories seem to carve out their own patterns, impervious to the shape of the narrative. I never knew where each story was going, and that too felt like life.

There are nine disparate stories in this collection. Together, they form a complete, cohesive, emotionally legible whole. They are stories about loss, exile, and dispersion, and, in any such stories, they are also about love. In tragic, lyrical strains, Lahiri expresses the transient, exilic intimacy that emerges from shared uprootedness and promises to dull the habitual estrangement of everyday life. Against the background of a foreign, sometimes less than caring world, the characters in these stories stretch themselves to reach for one another and hope for understanding. But the attachments they form are not always easy or uncomplicated. This kind of diasporic intimacy is fragile, fraught, and haunted by dreams of home and homeland. It cannot retrieve the past, nor can it anesthetize against the pain of displacement, and in most cases, it cannot last forever. Yet, as Lahiri shows us, the transient, imperfect quality of these pockets of intimacy does not diminish the power of the characters鈥� encounters and collisions with one another: in the intricacy that transforms stories into histories, we are, in some impossible-to-measure way, always already intertwined.

Perhaps that is why 鈥淲hen Mr. Pirzada Came to Dine,鈥� 鈥淢rs. Sen鈥檚,鈥� and 鈥淭he Third and Final Continent鈥� are the stories I return to the most. They are stories about the people who pass through our lives like a vision, but nevertheless leave indelible traces. People whose presence makes it easier to not only endure but inhabit our experiences of exile. Each story trails off into afterimages of a closeness that can no longer exist, an intimacy that was always already forfeit鈥攁nd each ending stole my breath.

I loved Interpreter of Maladies, and I am convinced that an encounter with one of these stories will not leave you unchanged.
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The Kingdoms 55880210 Come home, if you remember.

The postcard has been held at the sorting office for ninety-one years, waiting to be delivered to Joe Tournier. On the front is a lighthouse 鈥� Eilean Mor, in the Outer Hebrides.

Joe has never left England, never even left London. He is a British slave, one of thousands throughout the French Empire. He has a job, a wife, a baby daughter.

But he also has flashes of a life he cannot remember and of a world that never existed 鈥� a world where English is spoken in England, and not French.

And now he has a postcard of a lighthouse built just six months ago, that was first written nearly one hundred years ago, by a stranger who seems to know him very well.

Joe's journey to unravel the truth will take him from French-occupied London to a remote Scottish island, and back through time itself as he battles for his life 鈥� and for a very different future.]]>
448 Natasha Pulley 1526623137 5 The Kingdoms, I immediately purchased Pulley鈥檚 earlier novels, and recently raced through The Watchmaker of Filigree Street, The Lost Future of Pepperharrow and The Half Life of Valery K as if someone might take them from my hands at any moment. It鈥檚 been months and I still can鈥檛 shake the rhythms and cadences of these stories out of my brain. There are treasured passages I still recall, clear as day. Lines that float back to me like bits of poetry. In the end, I am certain鈥攊f I may borrow some of Coleridge鈥檚 language鈥攖hat I'd know a Natasha Pulley story if I found it wandering the desert.

This is all to say鈥擯ulley has a voice unlike any other. Her storytelling is distinctive, so utterly inimitable in its style. There is an intoxicating subtle magic in her books, and I spent the last few hours trying to wrap words around it. So without spoiling anything of what occurs in this novel, this review is my attempt at understanding the strange alchemy that makes up Pulley鈥檚 books.

Like all Pulley鈥檚 novels, The Kingdoms is a very slow read, a book that unfolds like a blooming flower, revealing itself in its own time. This is not a fantasy novel of spills and thrills, not your regular definition of 鈥減age-turner.鈥� You begin to read and for several pages, there is very little that makes sense. Instead, there is only the feeling that something very important is being withheld from you, something within your grasp but still desperately out of reach. Something breaking or lying at the edge of breaking. You begin to spin out of control, but there鈥檚 a pull, a coaxing, in the mesmerizing assuredness of Pulley鈥檚 lines that keeps you reading, in the extreme specificity and intricacy of her worlds, in the intense emotional internality of her characters and the complexe shaping of the time travel narrative. In the sheer texture of longing. Something that compels you to complete and utter attention, attention without compromise. By the time I realized just how deep the story has burrowed into me, a force greater than myself has already demanded I remain anchored, eyes open and eager to drink in every word, and not move until it鈥檚 over.

Herein lies the abiding magic of Pulley鈥檚 storytelling, I think: that it has a great deal of trust in its reader. Hers is a greedy oeuvre: it鈥檚 not just our attention it covets, it also demands our active participation. Pulley leads us through pathways into her reimagined version of history and trusts that we will follow, that we will pay attention and make the necessary connections. Always, she is careful to remain two steps ahead, giving us just the right amount of information to whip our imagination into a frenzy. The more I read, the more unbearable became my need to know more鈥攁nd the more I gradually came to notice the strings Pulley is pulling through the frame. In fact, I frequently had to pause my reading of The Kingdoms just so I could think. Twice, I had to stand and walk around my room, too drunk with a mix of excitement and dread to sit still. Sometimes, I would have to put down the book, or hug it tightly to my chest, and let the sheer tenderness of a moment quietly wash over me. All of this culminating in one moment towards the end when everything, like a swiftly parted curtain, abruptly made sense. And I just about lost my goddamn mind.

Pulley made something truly masterful here, balancing technique and structure with so much dazzling, ineffable intimacy in a way that makes it impossible not to stop and gawk. The resulting work is a book that you can鈥檛 read without wanting to talk about it, a stunning novel with so much to say about war and civilization, trauma and memory, love and sacrifice鈥攁nd the people heartbreakingly caught up in it.

These are all heavy themes, but you should know that The Kingdoms is not a novel without joy. In these pages, Pulley dares to imagine scenes in which violence and tenderness collide, and moments of delicacy鈥攖he kind of sweetness that hurts because it can't last and in the next page will be gone鈥攅xist amidst unspeakable calamity. The tragedy and senselessness of war, the things that humans can do to one another; how the trauma we witness and inherit gnaws us through and distorts us into unrecognizable shapes in order to survive; how civilization can feel so impermanent and fragile, when blood is spilled and cities are burning. Pulley makes you feel all of these things deeply, indelibly, and it is against this indistinct chaos of living that The Kingdoms raises a defiant reverence for the terrible and insistent beauty of love. For in the novel鈥檚 center鈥攆iercely kindled, and sometimes secret鈥攊s a love story. The story of two lonely and tired and broken men who, in the staring presence of death, find each other and lose each other and find each other again, as if in a cosmic dance. Their story is one of strife and seismic loss, but it is also, wrenchingly, one of hope buoyed up by the multiplicity of the odds stacked against it and of happiness that is made more so by the improbability of it existing at all.

There is something here that goes right to the heart of things, something offered like a gift鈥攁 gift for the reluctant and hungry, those of us who are pushing, each day, through the clot of our ghosts, and the dregs of the past, haunted by the desire for something left unsaid or unwitnessed, longing still for somewhere else, somewhere beyond, waiting to be carried outward and home. Something that will haunt me for a very long time.]]>
4.15 2021 The Kingdoms
author: Natasha Pulley
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.15
book published: 2021
rating: 5
read at: 2022/01/05
date added: 2024/10/03
shelves: adult, adult-historical, adult-sff, fiction, queer-lit, read-in-2022, favorites
review:
Natasha Pulley must have written this book specifically for me: everything about it was designed to fit precisely, perfectly into the contours of my heart. And it鈥檚 not just this book. After reading The Kingdoms, I immediately purchased Pulley鈥檚 earlier novels, and recently raced through The Watchmaker of Filigree Street, The Lost Future of Pepperharrow and The Half Life of Valery K as if someone might take them from my hands at any moment. It鈥檚 been months and I still can鈥檛 shake the rhythms and cadences of these stories out of my brain. There are treasured passages I still recall, clear as day. Lines that float back to me like bits of poetry. In the end, I am certain鈥攊f I may borrow some of Coleridge鈥檚 language鈥攖hat I'd know a Natasha Pulley story if I found it wandering the desert.

This is all to say鈥擯ulley has a voice unlike any other. Her storytelling is distinctive, so utterly inimitable in its style. There is an intoxicating subtle magic in her books, and I spent the last few hours trying to wrap words around it. So without spoiling anything of what occurs in this novel, this review is my attempt at understanding the strange alchemy that makes up Pulley鈥檚 books.

Like all Pulley鈥檚 novels, The Kingdoms is a very slow read, a book that unfolds like a blooming flower, revealing itself in its own time. This is not a fantasy novel of spills and thrills, not your regular definition of 鈥減age-turner.鈥� You begin to read and for several pages, there is very little that makes sense. Instead, there is only the feeling that something very important is being withheld from you, something within your grasp but still desperately out of reach. Something breaking or lying at the edge of breaking. You begin to spin out of control, but there鈥檚 a pull, a coaxing, in the mesmerizing assuredness of Pulley鈥檚 lines that keeps you reading, in the extreme specificity and intricacy of her worlds, in the intense emotional internality of her characters and the complexe shaping of the time travel narrative. In the sheer texture of longing. Something that compels you to complete and utter attention, attention without compromise. By the time I realized just how deep the story has burrowed into me, a force greater than myself has already demanded I remain anchored, eyes open and eager to drink in every word, and not move until it鈥檚 over.

Herein lies the abiding magic of Pulley鈥檚 storytelling, I think: that it has a great deal of trust in its reader. Hers is a greedy oeuvre: it鈥檚 not just our attention it covets, it also demands our active participation. Pulley leads us through pathways into her reimagined version of history and trusts that we will follow, that we will pay attention and make the necessary connections. Always, she is careful to remain two steps ahead, giving us just the right amount of information to whip our imagination into a frenzy. The more I read, the more unbearable became my need to know more鈥攁nd the more I gradually came to notice the strings Pulley is pulling through the frame. In fact, I frequently had to pause my reading of The Kingdoms just so I could think. Twice, I had to stand and walk around my room, too drunk with a mix of excitement and dread to sit still. Sometimes, I would have to put down the book, or hug it tightly to my chest, and let the sheer tenderness of a moment quietly wash over me. All of this culminating in one moment towards the end when everything, like a swiftly parted curtain, abruptly made sense. And I just about lost my goddamn mind.

Pulley made something truly masterful here, balancing technique and structure with so much dazzling, ineffable intimacy in a way that makes it impossible not to stop and gawk. The resulting work is a book that you can鈥檛 read without wanting to talk about it, a stunning novel with so much to say about war and civilization, trauma and memory, love and sacrifice鈥攁nd the people heartbreakingly caught up in it.

These are all heavy themes, but you should know that The Kingdoms is not a novel without joy. In these pages, Pulley dares to imagine scenes in which violence and tenderness collide, and moments of delicacy鈥攖he kind of sweetness that hurts because it can't last and in the next page will be gone鈥攅xist amidst unspeakable calamity. The tragedy and senselessness of war, the things that humans can do to one another; how the trauma we witness and inherit gnaws us through and distorts us into unrecognizable shapes in order to survive; how civilization can feel so impermanent and fragile, when blood is spilled and cities are burning. Pulley makes you feel all of these things deeply, indelibly, and it is against this indistinct chaos of living that The Kingdoms raises a defiant reverence for the terrible and insistent beauty of love. For in the novel鈥檚 center鈥攆iercely kindled, and sometimes secret鈥攊s a love story. The story of two lonely and tired and broken men who, in the staring presence of death, find each other and lose each other and find each other again, as if in a cosmic dance. Their story is one of strife and seismic loss, but it is also, wrenchingly, one of hope buoyed up by the multiplicity of the odds stacked against it and of happiness that is made more so by the improbability of it existing at all.

There is something here that goes right to the heart of things, something offered like a gift鈥攁 gift for the reluctant and hungry, those of us who are pushing, each day, through the clot of our ghosts, and the dregs of the past, haunted by the desire for something left unsaid or unwitnessed, longing still for somewhere else, somewhere beyond, waiting to be carried outward and home. Something that will haunt me for a very long time.
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The Shutters 36327048 127 Ahmed Bouanani 0811227847 0 4.07 1980 The Shutters
author: Ahmed Bouanani
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Brave New World 1002404
The cover shows a detail from "Mechanical Elements" by F. L茅ger at the Mus茅e Nationale d'Art Moderne, Paris (Snark International)

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201 Aldous Huxley 0140010521 5 Brave New World is the sort of book about which you have to speak for hours or hardly speak at all. It is jolting, disturbing, and fiercely dislocating. I didn鈥檛 want to read it half the time and was almost limp with relief when it was over. Yet, I suspect this is not a story one can ever completely shake loose.

Huxley鈥檚 vision of the future in Brave New World is far from optimistic. The novel imagines us forward into a world that has brutally stamped out all challenges to the domineering processes of capitalism and oppression. A world not unlike our world, but rather, is the extreme of its logic.

The future as Huxley imagines it spells an essential and cataclysmic rupture in the fundament of community and intimacy, determined as it is by a ruthless will to mute the suffering of others and fix them into inferiority and helplessness. It is a future so completely dehumanized that it corrodes freedom, so uncaring that it literally breaks us down, breaks our families apart, breaks our minds and bodies apart.

This is a book so uncannily tuned to the present moment that it made me ill with fear at the thought of it. Huxley鈥檚 clarity of vision crosses more than ninety years to beg us to change the way we understand the world and treat each other. In Brave New World, Huxley engages a critical stance towards the very idea of 鈥減rogress鈥� and the destructive lies that lurk within its dominant discourses. Progress, the novel demonstrates, is never without human consequences. The history of progress, in fact, is one of specific and contextualized human destruction. Huxley鈥檚 engagement with the dangers attached to our dismissal of progress鈥檚 twin potential for hope and horror crystallizes the terrible danger hanging over our own world, distorted and dazzled by the forces of capitalism and white supremacy.

Yet, the novel isn鈥檛 interested in tediously moralizing about the wrongs we do to each other and to the world. Instead, it is invested in something much deeper, much harder to parse. There is a strong sense, throughout Brave New World, of moral critique and intellectual complexity. The questions as raised by the novel may be put in this way: What happens when we disconnect ourselves from a past that still informs our present terrors鈥攁nd obliterate history? What happens when we stop caring about the world and about each other? Huxley refines these questions鈥攁bout the nature of history and life and being human鈥攁nd makes knives of them.

It is hard for many of us, I think, to understand and imagine beyond forms of being-in-the-world that are not completely encompassed by the narrative of 鈥減rogress.鈥� We are constantly pushed to shed the past and disregard history, to seek a surplus of comfort and be suspicious of the unknowable. But our biggest mistake, the novel tells us, has been accepting to be addressed only in this impoverished idiom, and to suffer quietly the resulting atrophy of the imagination. Brave New World begs us to struggle for alternative ways of life. In challenging our understanding of history and the past, it emboldens us to think more deeply about the deep-seated dialectic between progress and racism, between progress and the patriarchy, about the oppression of the individual through language, and the tenacity of the role of culture in social domination. In disturbing us, it reminds us of all we are in danger of losing: recognition and community and our very humanity.

Through all the layers of large and small violences in Brave New World emerges a voice that testifies to the power of art, literature, and the imagination as defenses against the psychic costs of oppression and despair; emerges a kind of mutiny, a grasping at 鈥淕od鈥� poetry鈥� real danger鈥� freedom鈥� goodness鈥� sin鈥� which is, at bottom, a grasping at our lives.

鈥淏ut I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin.鈥�
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3.90 1932 Brave New World
author: Aldous Huxley
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.90
book published: 1932
rating: 5
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Brave New World is the sort of book about which you have to speak for hours or hardly speak at all. It is jolting, disturbing, and fiercely dislocating. I didn鈥檛 want to read it half the time and was almost limp with relief when it was over. Yet, I suspect this is not a story one can ever completely shake loose.

Huxley鈥檚 vision of the future in Brave New World is far from optimistic. The novel imagines us forward into a world that has brutally stamped out all challenges to the domineering processes of capitalism and oppression. A world not unlike our world, but rather, is the extreme of its logic.

The future as Huxley imagines it spells an essential and cataclysmic rupture in the fundament of community and intimacy, determined as it is by a ruthless will to mute the suffering of others and fix them into inferiority and helplessness. It is a future so completely dehumanized that it corrodes freedom, so uncaring that it literally breaks us down, breaks our families apart, breaks our minds and bodies apart.

This is a book so uncannily tuned to the present moment that it made me ill with fear at the thought of it. Huxley鈥檚 clarity of vision crosses more than ninety years to beg us to change the way we understand the world and treat each other. In Brave New World, Huxley engages a critical stance towards the very idea of 鈥減rogress鈥� and the destructive lies that lurk within its dominant discourses. Progress, the novel demonstrates, is never without human consequences. The history of progress, in fact, is one of specific and contextualized human destruction. Huxley鈥檚 engagement with the dangers attached to our dismissal of progress鈥檚 twin potential for hope and horror crystallizes the terrible danger hanging over our own world, distorted and dazzled by the forces of capitalism and white supremacy.

Yet, the novel isn鈥檛 interested in tediously moralizing about the wrongs we do to each other and to the world. Instead, it is invested in something much deeper, much harder to parse. There is a strong sense, throughout Brave New World, of moral critique and intellectual complexity. The questions as raised by the novel may be put in this way: What happens when we disconnect ourselves from a past that still informs our present terrors鈥攁nd obliterate history? What happens when we stop caring about the world and about each other? Huxley refines these questions鈥攁bout the nature of history and life and being human鈥攁nd makes knives of them.

It is hard for many of us, I think, to understand and imagine beyond forms of being-in-the-world that are not completely encompassed by the narrative of 鈥減rogress.鈥� We are constantly pushed to shed the past and disregard history, to seek a surplus of comfort and be suspicious of the unknowable. But our biggest mistake, the novel tells us, has been accepting to be addressed only in this impoverished idiom, and to suffer quietly the resulting atrophy of the imagination. Brave New World begs us to struggle for alternative ways of life. In challenging our understanding of history and the past, it emboldens us to think more deeply about the deep-seated dialectic between progress and racism, between progress and the patriarchy, about the oppression of the individual through language, and the tenacity of the role of culture in social domination. In disturbing us, it reminds us of all we are in danger of losing: recognition and community and our very humanity.

Through all the layers of large and small violences in Brave New World emerges a voice that testifies to the power of art, literature, and the imagination as defenses against the psychic costs of oppression and despair; emerges a kind of mutiny, a grasping at 鈥淕od鈥� poetry鈥� real danger鈥� freedom鈥� goodness鈥� sin鈥� which is, at bottom, a grasping at our lives.

鈥淏ut I don't want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin.鈥�

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Agnes Grey 52524770 An alternate cover edition can be found here.

Drawing heavily from personal experience, Anne Bront毛 wrote Agnes Grey in an effort to represent the many 19th Century women who worked as governesses and suffered daily abuse as a result of their position.

Having lost the family savings on risky investments, Richard Grey removes himself from family life and suffers a bout of depression. Feeling helpless and frustrated, his youngest daughter, Agnes, applies for a job as a governess to the children of a wealthy, upper-class, English family.

Ecstatic at the thought that she has finally gained control and freedom over her own life, Agnes arrives at the Bloomfield mansion armed with confidence and purpose. The cruelty with which the family treat her however, slowly but surely strips the heroine of all dignity and belief in humanity.

A tale of female bravery in the face of isolation and subjugation, Agnes Grey is a masterpiece claimed by Irish writer, George Moore, to be possessed of all the qualities and style of a Jane Austen title. Its simple prosaic style propels the narrative forward in a gentle yet rhythmic manner which continuously leaves the listener wanting to know more.

Anne Bront毛, the somewhat lesser known sister, was in fact the first to finish and publish Agnes Grey under the pseudonym of Acton Bell. Charlotte and Emily followed shortly after with Jane Eyre and Wuthering Heights.

As Anne passed away from what is now known to be pulmonary tuberculosis at the age of just 29, she only published one further title; The Tenant of Wildfell Hall. As feminist in nature as Agnes Grey, Anne's brave voice resonates and permeates during one of the most prejudiced and patriarchal times of English history.]]>
302 Anne Bront毛 0140621083 0 3.77 1847 Agnes Grey
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Hamlet 861453 Hamlet remains one of the most enduring but also enigmatic pieces of western literature. The story of Hamlet, the young Prince of Denmark, his tortured relationship with his mother, and his quest to avenge his father's murder at the hand of his brother Claudius has fascinated writers and audiences ever since it was written around 1600.

For many years interest focused on both Hamlet's inability to avenge his father's death, claiming that "the native hue of resolution / Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought", and, according to none other than Freud, his oedipal fixation with his mother. However, more recently critics have turned their attention to Hamlet's bold theatrical self-reflexivity (most famously reflected in the performance of "The Mousetrap"), its fascination with issues of theology and Renaissance humanism, and its dense, complex poetic language. What is so remarkable about the play is the way in which it tends to uncannily reflect the concerns of different epochs. As a result, Hamlet has been at different moments defined as a romantic rebel, an angst-ridden existentialist, a paralysed intellectual and an ambivalent New Man. Whatever subsequent generations make of Hamlet, they are unlikely to exhaust the possibilities of this most extraordinary play. --Jerry Brotton

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156 William Shakespeare 0140620583 0 4.06 1601 Hamlet
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Sense and Sensibility 66064542 360 Jane Austen 1906059241 0 3.00 1811 Sense and Sensibility
author: Jane Austen
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Emma 41710685 here, here, here, here, here and here.

Clever, rich - and single - Emma Woodhouse is perfectly content with her life and sees no need for either love or marriage. Nothing, however, delights her more than interfering in the romantic lives of others. But when she ignores the warnings of her good friend Mr. Knightley and attempts to arrange a suitable match for her protegee Harriet Smith, her carefully laid plans soon unravel and have consequences that she never expected. With its imperfect but charming heroine and its witty and subtle exploration of relationships, Emma is often seen as Jane Austen's most flawless work.]]>
393 Jane Austen 1853260282 0 3.94 1815 Emma
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A Midsummer Night's Dream 978511 A Midsummer Night's Dream has more recently been seen as a darker and more sinister play than generations of schoolchildren have ever imagined. The play has usually been seen as a comical tale with confused identities and the fickleness of youthful love, as the young lovers, Lysander, Hermia, Demetrius and Helena escape parental control and the "sharp Athenian law" of their elders by eloping into the forest outside the city. Unfortunately they stumble into civil war in fairyland, where King Oberon and Queen Titania fight over possession of a beautiful young Indian "changeling" boy. The appearance of the "rude mechanicals", a group of Athenian workers, including the weaver Nick Bottom, compounds the confusion. Chaos, confusion and "shaping fantasies" reign before the final settlement of the play, but underneath all the hilarity many critics have discerned more ambivalent attitudes towards coercive parental control, bestial sexuality and the destructive power of desire. These approaches in no way detract from the exquisite lyricism of many sections of the play, but make it a more complex and effective comedy than has often been appreciated. --Jerry Brotton]]> 91 William Shakespeare 0140620958 0 3.84 1595 A Midsummer Night's Dream
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Emma 4576607 The comedy turns on Emma's self-appointed role as energetic match-maker for her sweet, silly friend Harriet. Emma herself, meanwhile, is confidently immune to the charms of the male sex. Her emotional coming of age is woven into what Ronald Blythe has called "the happiest of love stories, the most fiendishly difficult of detective stories and a matchless repository of English wit".]]> 367 Jane Austen 0140623302 0 3.88 1815 Emma
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Emma 2726761 I wonder what will become of her!'
So speculate the friends and neighbours of Emma Woodhouse, the lovely, lively, wilful,and fallible heroine of Jane Austen's fourth published novel. Confident that she knows best, Emma schemes to find a suitable husband for her pliant friend Harriet, only to discover that she understands the feelings of others as little as she does her own heart. As Emma puzzles and blunders her way through the mysteries of her social world, Austen evokes for her readers a cast of unforgettable characters and a detailed portrait of a small town undergoing historical transition.
Written with matchless wit and irony, judged by many to be her finest novel, Emma has been adapted many times for film and television. This new edition shows how Austen brilliantly turns the everyday into the exceptional.]]>
402 Jane Austen 0199535523 4 3.95 1815 Emma
author: Jane Austen
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A Country for Dying 53417864
Zahira is 40 years old, Moroccan, a prostitute, traumatized by her father's suicide decades prior, and in love with a man who no longer loves her.

Zannouba, Zahira's friend and protege, formerly known as Aziz, prepares for gender confirmation surgery and reflects on the reoccuring trauma of loss, including the loss of her pre-transition male persona.

Mojtaba is a gay Iranian revolutionary who, having fled to Paris, seeks refuge with Zahira for the month of Ramadan.

Meanwhile, Allal, Zahira's first love back in Morocco, travels to Paris to find Zahira.

Through swirling, perpendicular narratives, A Country for Dying follows the inner lives of emigrants as they contend with the space between their dreams and their realities, a schism of a postcolonial world where, as Abdellah Ta茂a writes, "So many people find themselves in the same situation. It is our To pay with our bodies for other people's future."]]>
101 Abdellah Ta茂a 1609809912 5 3.73 2015 A Country for Dying
author: Abdellah Ta茂a
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average rating: 3.73
book published: 2015
rating: 5
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Trailer Trash 28531239
Now, instead of spending his senior year in his hometown of Austin, Texas, he鈥檚 living with his father in Warren, Wyoming, population 2,833 (and Nate thinks that might be a generous estimate). There鈥檚 no swimming pool, no tennis team, no mall鈥攏ot even any MTV. The entire school鈥檚 smaller than his graduating class back home, and in a town where the top teen pastimes are sex and drugs, Nate just doesn鈥檛 fit in.

Then Nate meets Cody Lawrence. Cody鈥檚 dirt-poor, from a broken family, and definitely lives on the wrong side of the tracks. Nate鈥檚 dad says Cody鈥檚 bad news. The other kids say he鈥檚 trash. But Nate knows Cody鈥檚 a good kid who鈥檚 been dealt a lousy hand. In fact, he鈥檚 beginning to think his feelings for Cody go beyond friendship.

Admitting he might be gay is hard enough, but between small-town prejudices and the growing AIDS epidemic dominating the headlines, a town like Warren, Wyoming, is no place for two young men to fall in love.]]>
340 Marie Sexton 1626493952 3 4.20 2016 Trailer Trash
author: Marie Sexton
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.20
book published: 2016
rating: 3
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Macbeth 56793
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124 William Shakespeare 0140620796 0 3.90 1623 Macbeth
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Macbeth 324093 200 William Shakespeare 0 4.06 1623 Macbeth
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Henry VI, Part Three 437337 302 William Shakespeare 0140707379 0 3.61 1592 Henry VI, Part Three
author: William Shakespeare
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Never Let Me Go 901871 Never Let Me Go hauntingly dramatises her attempts to come to terms with her childhood at the seemingly idyllic Hailsham School, and with the fate that has always awaited her and her closest friends in the wider world. A story of love, friendship and memory, Never Let Me Go is charged throughout with a sense of the fragility of life.]]> 282 Kazuo Ishiguro 0571224148 5
Never Let Me Go is a book that itches beneath the skin. It left me uneasy, and on a less acknowledged level, deathly afraid. I didn鈥檛 so much finish reading it as emerge from it, gasping like I was breaking the surface of a deep sea. I've been going back and forth about what to say about this story, and I think that to divulge more than a handful of details would be a disservice to the reader. Therefore, this review gestures to some of the themes and plot beats, but seeks to avoid spoilers as much as possible.

Standing years from the page, our narrator Kathy, who is now thirty-one, returns to the scene of her childhood, back to Hailsham School, where she grew up, and where the inconclusive tides of memory, which would not stop, were always going to carry her.

Never Let Me Go鈥檚 form mirrors the difficult process of remembering. Kathy is determined to tie the loose cords in her mind, to weave something coherent out of the lost and recovered spaces of her childhood. In the story, the past is closely, obsessively observed; its pieces arranged and rearranged. Kathy is methodical, and she seems to cultivate a certain studied ambivalence and a strong sense of remove. She is careful not to let the past overtake her, to remain always in control. Yet, at points in the narrative, an errant memory might flood her, interrupt her; at which point Kathy鈥檚 story abandons its linear progression, becoming vulnerable to detours, digressions, and displacements. Kathy goes back over events to try to make sense of them again, re-examines her own claims, tries to find a clearer angle of approach, to engage every contradictory and countervailing perspective. The resulting narrative is porous and self-conscious, pointing to a sense of glassy fragility. From time to time, the private correspondence of an unspecified second-person 鈥測ou鈥� also crops up, adding a disconcerting level of intimacy. Exactly who is the 鈥測ou鈥� being summoned and addressed here? The answer is unclear. One rather feels slightly disarranged by the whole thing, scoured from these intimations of vulnerability. Like watching a solitary ghost host a vigil for forgotten things.

Memory is thus a central theme in the novel. Never Let Me Go offers a searing look at the vexed relationship between the past and the present, and the difficulty of recovering innocent lives from the annihilating forces of stigma and oppression. There are so many silences in this book. Some things are never referred to, never recalled for the reader. How did everything become so apocalyptically wrong? How is no one trying to stop it? How is any of this allowed? The enormity of the answers exists in its own absence of expression.

In Never Let Me Go, silence is the refusal of violence as violence. Kathy鈥檚 story, in other words, exists within and against the overwhelming superstructures that demand she unsees the violence that has become normative. In the repeated staging of Kathy鈥檚 encounters with the past, one senses a mind too numbed by terror, to accustomed to rupture. Kathy鈥檚 voice brings to the surface a conspiracy of silence that is already there, that has travelled with her into the present. At Hailsham, Kathy learned that there are things better left untouched by words: she was 鈥渢old and not told,鈥� but she knew, nonetheless, that to speak the unspeakable is to stray across a line that is invisible but inviolate. With time and effort, she learned too to move through the silence until it became native to her, a language on its own. It is the method everyone at Hailsham, one way or another, eventually evolves for their survival.

This is not to say that Kathy鈥檚 childhood world was entirely circumscribed by silence and its violences. In the midst of so much unfreedom, in this place where hope is so tenuous you want to dig your nails into it just to hold it tighter, Never Let Me Go imagines love and friendship as a fledgling and fugitive enterprise. Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy made a collectivity out of their motley crew. Joined together in a kinship of fear and uncertainty, they helped each other endure. But our attachments to each other are never uncomplicated in times of great rupture. Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy are shaped then ruined by dispossession, by their banishment from the category of 鈥渉uman,鈥� and later, by their belief in belonging to a world where their destinies are always already circumscribed by predetermined social scripts. It is brutally hard to see them repeatedly reach out to one another across space and time and an abundance of history and such a weight of responsibility and perpetual loss鈥攁nd never quite grasp one another. Only a gorge remains, stretching on and on between them, gaping open like a slash in fabric.

What I鈥檓 saying is鈥擠on鈥檛 expect this book to light up your insides with hope. Never Let Me Go does not end with lightness, resistance, or even the spectral possibility of healing. By the end, Kathy鈥檚 access to a story of resilience and agency is irretrievable. This is not the story of the heroic individual or individuals on a mission against the perverse, rotten world, of justice prevailing in a saga of survival. Instead, at the close of the novel, Kathy simply 鈥渄rive[s] off to wherever it was [she] was supposed to be.鈥� The finality, the absoluteness of this last line鈥斺€渟upposed to be鈥濃€攊s haunting.

The silences, gaps, and absences鈥攖he sheer irresolution of the narrative鈥攎ake Never Let Me Go a difficult novel, and a demanding one. What it demands of the reader is that we think: about our positions of distance, of non-implication, vis-脿-vis the senseless and seemingly unstoppable atrocities in the world, and about the power of silence itself. The moral contrast between the horror of what it is being done to Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy and the absence of urgency to prevent it does a great deal of work in this book. Ishiguro raises a host of questions about how complicity gestates and develops, how unexamined fear leads to non-recognition, and worse, to hatred of the other, and how habit and memory can keep our bodies moving in the right directions, playing pretend, desperate to slip back into some version of normality. In that sense, Never Let Me Go is a powerful, cognitive mapping of our time. It holds a mirror to the face of our own society, and demands we let ourselves be upended by the inhumanity and rottenness of our social systems, by the institutionalized dystopia of the everyday, where survival is never valiant, only crude and hideous, and where hope too often dies without a whimper. I can鈥檛 imagine anyone reading the news and reading this book and not feeling deeply, horrifically implicated.

But I suspect that is the point. Never Let Me Go demands we let ourselves be hit by the violence and sadism of inaction, so it might dare us to hope, to manifest the otherwise worlds the novel's ultimately bleak ending could not imagine.]]>
3.90 2005 Never Let Me Go
author: Kazuo Ishiguro
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.90
book published: 2005
rating: 5
read at: 2024/07/13
date added: 2024/09/26
shelves: adult, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned, read-in-2024, favorites
review:
This is a great book to read if you want to feel really fucked up about some things.

Never Let Me Go is a book that itches beneath the skin. It left me uneasy, and on a less acknowledged level, deathly afraid. I didn鈥檛 so much finish reading it as emerge from it, gasping like I was breaking the surface of a deep sea. I've been going back and forth about what to say about this story, and I think that to divulge more than a handful of details would be a disservice to the reader. Therefore, this review gestures to some of the themes and plot beats, but seeks to avoid spoilers as much as possible.

Standing years from the page, our narrator Kathy, who is now thirty-one, returns to the scene of her childhood, back to Hailsham School, where she grew up, and where the inconclusive tides of memory, which would not stop, were always going to carry her.

Never Let Me Go鈥檚 form mirrors the difficult process of remembering. Kathy is determined to tie the loose cords in her mind, to weave something coherent out of the lost and recovered spaces of her childhood. In the story, the past is closely, obsessively observed; its pieces arranged and rearranged. Kathy is methodical, and she seems to cultivate a certain studied ambivalence and a strong sense of remove. She is careful not to let the past overtake her, to remain always in control. Yet, at points in the narrative, an errant memory might flood her, interrupt her; at which point Kathy鈥檚 story abandons its linear progression, becoming vulnerable to detours, digressions, and displacements. Kathy goes back over events to try to make sense of them again, re-examines her own claims, tries to find a clearer angle of approach, to engage every contradictory and countervailing perspective. The resulting narrative is porous and self-conscious, pointing to a sense of glassy fragility. From time to time, the private correspondence of an unspecified second-person 鈥測ou鈥� also crops up, adding a disconcerting level of intimacy. Exactly who is the 鈥測ou鈥� being summoned and addressed here? The answer is unclear. One rather feels slightly disarranged by the whole thing, scoured from these intimations of vulnerability. Like watching a solitary ghost host a vigil for forgotten things.

Memory is thus a central theme in the novel. Never Let Me Go offers a searing look at the vexed relationship between the past and the present, and the difficulty of recovering innocent lives from the annihilating forces of stigma and oppression. There are so many silences in this book. Some things are never referred to, never recalled for the reader. How did everything become so apocalyptically wrong? How is no one trying to stop it? How is any of this allowed? The enormity of the answers exists in its own absence of expression.

In Never Let Me Go, silence is the refusal of violence as violence. Kathy鈥檚 story, in other words, exists within and against the overwhelming superstructures that demand she unsees the violence that has become normative. In the repeated staging of Kathy鈥檚 encounters with the past, one senses a mind too numbed by terror, to accustomed to rupture. Kathy鈥檚 voice brings to the surface a conspiracy of silence that is already there, that has travelled with her into the present. At Hailsham, Kathy learned that there are things better left untouched by words: she was 鈥渢old and not told,鈥� but she knew, nonetheless, that to speak the unspeakable is to stray across a line that is invisible but inviolate. With time and effort, she learned too to move through the silence until it became native to her, a language on its own. It is the method everyone at Hailsham, one way or another, eventually evolves for their survival.

This is not to say that Kathy鈥檚 childhood world was entirely circumscribed by silence and its violences. In the midst of so much unfreedom, in this place where hope is so tenuous you want to dig your nails into it just to hold it tighter, Never Let Me Go imagines love and friendship as a fledgling and fugitive enterprise. Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy made a collectivity out of their motley crew. Joined together in a kinship of fear and uncertainty, they helped each other endure. But our attachments to each other are never uncomplicated in times of great rupture. Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy are shaped then ruined by dispossession, by their banishment from the category of 鈥渉uman,鈥� and later, by their belief in belonging to a world where their destinies are always already circumscribed by predetermined social scripts. It is brutally hard to see them repeatedly reach out to one another across space and time and an abundance of history and such a weight of responsibility and perpetual loss鈥攁nd never quite grasp one another. Only a gorge remains, stretching on and on between them, gaping open like a slash in fabric.

What I鈥檓 saying is鈥擠on鈥檛 expect this book to light up your insides with hope. Never Let Me Go does not end with lightness, resistance, or even the spectral possibility of healing. By the end, Kathy鈥檚 access to a story of resilience and agency is irretrievable. This is not the story of the heroic individual or individuals on a mission against the perverse, rotten world, of justice prevailing in a saga of survival. Instead, at the close of the novel, Kathy simply 鈥渄rive[s] off to wherever it was [she] was supposed to be.鈥� The finality, the absoluteness of this last line鈥斺€渟upposed to be鈥濃€攊s haunting.

The silences, gaps, and absences鈥攖he sheer irresolution of the narrative鈥攎ake Never Let Me Go a difficult novel, and a demanding one. What it demands of the reader is that we think: about our positions of distance, of non-implication, vis-脿-vis the senseless and seemingly unstoppable atrocities in the world, and about the power of silence itself. The moral contrast between the horror of what it is being done to Kathy, Ruth, and Tommy and the absence of urgency to prevent it does a great deal of work in this book. Ishiguro raises a host of questions about how complicity gestates and develops, how unexamined fear leads to non-recognition, and worse, to hatred of the other, and how habit and memory can keep our bodies moving in the right directions, playing pretend, desperate to slip back into some version of normality. In that sense, Never Let Me Go is a powerful, cognitive mapping of our time. It holds a mirror to the face of our own society, and demands we let ourselves be upended by the inhumanity and rottenness of our social systems, by the institutionalized dystopia of the everyday, where survival is never valiant, only crude and hideous, and where hope too often dies without a whimper. I can鈥檛 imagine anyone reading the news and reading this book and not feeling deeply, horrifically implicated.

But I suspect that is the point. Never Let Me Go demands we let ourselves be hit by the violence and sadism of inaction, so it might dare us to hope, to manifest the otherwise worlds the novel's ultimately bleak ending could not imagine.
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L'enfant 茅bloui 4113093 160 Rachid O. 2070410986 0 3.44 1995 L'enfant 茅bloui
author: Rachid O.
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.44
book published: 1995
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/09/26
shelves: to-read, adult, fiction, adult-lit
review:

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Agadir 6416452 144 Mohammed Khair-Eddine 2020129604 0 3.72 1969 Agadir
author: Mohammed Khair-Eddine
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.72
book published: 1969
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/09/26
shelves: to-read, adult, adult-lit, fiction
review:

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String Boys 44035120
Kelly Cruz has loved Seth forever, but he knows Seth鈥檚 talents shouldn鈥檛 be hidden, not when the world is waiting. Encouraging Seth to follow his music might break Kelly鈥檚 heart, but he is determined to see the violin set Seth鈥檚 soul free. When their world is devastated by a violent sexual assault and Matty鈥檚 prejudices turn him from a brother to an enemy, Seth and Kelly鈥檚 future becomes uncertain.

Seth can鈥檛 come home and Kelly can鈥檛 leave, but they are held together by a love that they clutch with both hands.

Seth and Kelly are young and the world is wide鈥攖he only thing they know for certain is they鈥檒l follow their heartstrings to each other鈥檚 arms whenever time and fate allow. And pray that one day they can follow that string to forever鈥� before it slices their hearts in two.]]>
341 Amy Lane 164405339X 2 4.35 2019 String Boys
author: Amy Lane
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.35
book published: 2019
rating: 2
read at: 2019/08/01
date added: 2024/09/24
shelves: young-adult, read-in-2019, queer-lit, fiction, ya-contemporary, ya-romance
review:

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<![CDATA[Thrown to the Wolves (Big Bad Wolf, #3)]]> 42282304 Agent Cooper Dayton is going to meet his boyfriend鈥檚 werewolf family. Unarmed. On their turf.

And he鈥檚 bringing his cat.

When Agent Cooper Dayton agreed to attend the funeral for Oliver Park鈥檚 grandfather, he didn鈥檛 know what he was getting into. Turns out, the deceased was the alpha of the most powerful werewolf pack on the eastern seaboard. And his death is highly suspicious. Regardless, Cooper is determined to love and support Park the way Park has been there for him.

But Park left him woefully unprepared for the wolf pack politics and etiquette. Rival packs? A seating order at the dinner table? A mysterious figure named the Shepherd? The worst is that Park didn鈥檛 tell his family one key thing about Cooper. Cooper feels two steps behind, and reticent Park is no help.

There are plenty of pack members eager to open up about Park and why Cooper is wrong for him. Their stories make Cooper wonder if he鈥檚 holding Park back. But there鈥檚 no time to get into it鈥s lethal tranquilizer darts start to fly, Cooper needs to solve the mystery of the alpha鈥檚 death and fight for the man he loves鈥攁ll before someone else dies.]]>
263 Charlie Adhara 1488089388 5 4.37 2019 Thrown to the Wolves (Big Bad Wolf, #3)
author: Charlie Adhara
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.37
book published: 2019
rating: 5
read at: 2024/09/24
date added: 2024/09/24
shelves: adult, adult-romance, adult-thriller-mystery, fiction, queer-lit, read-in-2021
review:

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<![CDATA[The Wolf at Bay (Big Bad Wolf #2)]]> 39675787 Going home digs up bad memories, so it鈥檚 something Bureau of Special Investigations agent Cooper Dayton tries to avoid. When he鈥檚 guilted into a visit, Cooper brings along Oliver Park, his hot new werewolf partner, in the hopes the trip will help clarify their status as a couple鈥r not.

When Park鈥檚 keen shifter nose uncovers a body in the yard and Cooper鈥檚 father is the prime suspect, Cooper knows they鈥檙e on their own. Familial involvement means no sanctioned investigation. They鈥檒l need to go rogue and solve the mystery quietly or risk seeing Cooper鈥檚 dad put behind bars.

The case may be cold, but Park and Cooper鈥檚 relationship heats up as they work. And yet if Cooper can鈥檛 figure out what鈥檚 going on between them outside of the bedroom, he鈥檒l lose someone he鈥� Well, he can鈥檛 quite put into words how he feels about Park. He knows one thing for he鈥檚 not ready to say goodbye, though with the real killer inching ever closer鈥e may not have a choice.

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328 Charlie Adhara 1488089361 4 4.36 2018 The Wolf at Bay (Big Bad Wolf #2)
author: Charlie Adhara
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.36
book published: 2018
rating: 4
read at: 2024/09/23
date added: 2024/09/23
shelves: adult, adult-romance, adult-thriller-mystery, fiction, queer-lit, read-in-2021
review:

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<![CDATA[The Wolf at the Door (Big Bad Wolf, #1)]]> 36480253 An ex-FBI agent is partnered with the enemy in this suspenseful first installment of Charlie Adhara鈥檚 Big Bad Wolf series

Hunting for big bad wolves was never part of agent Cooper Dayton鈥檚 plan, but a werewolf attack lands him in the carefully guarded Bureau of Special Investigations. A new case comes with a new partner: ruggedly sexy werewolf Oliver Park.

Park is an agent of The Trust, a werewolf oversight organization working to ease escalating tensions with the BSI. But as far as Cooper鈥檚 concerned, it鈥檚 failing. As they investigate a series of mysterious deaths unlike anything they鈥檝e seen, every bone in Cooper鈥檚 body is suspicious of his new partner鈥攅ven when Park proves himself as competent as he is utterly captivating.

When more people vanish, pressure to solve the case skyrockets. And though he鈥檇 resolved to keep things professional, Cooper鈥檚 friction with Park soon erupts...into a physical need that can鈥檛 be contained or controlled. But with a body count that鈥檚 rising by the day, werewolves and humans are in equal danger. If Cooper and Park don鈥檛 catch the killer soon, one鈥攐r both鈥攐f them could be the next to go.]]>
252 Charlie Adhara 1488089329 4 4.17 2018 The Wolf at the Door (Big Bad Wolf, #1)
author: Charlie Adhara
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.17
book published: 2018
rating: 4
read at: 2024/09/22
date added: 2024/09/23
shelves: fiction, queer-lit, read-in-2019, adult, adult-sff
review:

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The Age of Innocence 17282064
Newland Archer, an eligible young man of the establishment is about to announce his engagement to May Welland, a pretty ing茅nue, when May's cousin, Countess Olenska, is introduced into their circle. The Countess brings with her an aura of European sophistication and a hint of scandal, having left her husband and claimed her independence.

Her sorrowful eyes, her tragic worldliness and her air of unapproachability attract the sensitive Newland and, almost against their will, a passionate bond develops between them. But Archer's life has no place for passion and, with society on the side of May and all she stands for, he finds himself drawn into a bitter conflict between love and duty.]]>
229 Edith Wharton 5 The Age of Innocence is one of those books that have been teetering on my to-read pile for months while I attended to life鈥檚 copious demands. Once I started it, however, there seemed to be nothing else in the world worth reading鈥攐r doing. I was utterly absorbed.

The novel centers on the microcosm of 1870s New York鈥檚 elite society and uses it as a lens to scrutinize not only the nuanced spectacle of the leisured class, but also that of the human soul. In The Age of Innocence, Wharton casts a visceral spotlight on the messy and volatile instabilities permeating the seemingly stable narratives of privileged polite society. More specifically, the novel portrays the subtle choreography of mannered social etiquette as, in large part, a masquerade.

From childhood on, Newland Archer was taught the pantomimic language of this social performance, indoctrinated into Old New York鈥檚 cult of silence, which finds strength in legacy and reputation and uses its substantial power to impose a false, all-encompassing 鈥渁ll rightness鈥� in untenable circumstances in order to protect itself. As such, Newland is expected to marry the innocent, na茂ve, and 鈥渁rtless鈥� May Welland who, unencumbered by dreams of subversion, would make a 鈥渂lameless鈥� wife incapable of surprising him. Yet, Newland cannot bear thoughts of that future, stretching away in safe, dull years on the other side of the gulf separating him from the object of his truest desires: the untouchable Countess Oleska. May鈥檚 disgraced cousin.

I loved this book. Wharton explores, with both ingenuity and a poisonous bite, the angst of agency and individuality and its unsettling struggle for power in the act of attempting to escape the societal structures in which we are embedded. The novel鈥檚 subject, after all, is the journey of repositioning one鈥檚 self in relation to the tradition and culture we grew up in, and the difficulty of continuing to live in the complexity and clarity of that learned wisdom. Newland, for much of the novel, luxuriates in the seductive premise of living an unmoored life, outside the narrow parameters of his privileged slice of New York, which formed him but which he feels he has now completely outgrown. He is eager to go, to cast off the dreadful moorage that is his engagement to May Welland and seize what he can of the world for himself.

Newland, above all, wants Ellen. Seeing Ellen again, for so many years, has brought his world to a proper perspective, and their shared resistance to being taxonomized by the stale societal scripts they were born into brought them closer together. Newland throws himself at Ellen with the sort of carelessness and abandon that befits his youth and station. Despite the powerful tides tugging them apart, he is determined to weather the risks that love and desire necessitate. Yet, of course, the central irony here is that no matter how far Newland鈥檚 fall from grace would be, Ellen鈥檚 would still be from greater a height. Their clannish society鈥檚 customs dictate that such dissent (and descent) from the universal script of propriety must be severely punished. And as these scripts usually go, Ellen (who鈥檚 still reeling from her own marital scandal) is set to bear the cost.

While reading this book, the question of who is in the luxurious position of being able to transgress lied like a needle in the back of my mind. Newland鈥檚 battle for coherence and self-agency is predicated on the interdependent working of class, race, and gender. Newland flirts with the idea of surpassing the limitations of his social reality, but his desire struck me as yet another masquerade. It is subversive, certainly, but it cannot genuinely harm him鈥攍ike a defanged serpent. The potential loss and fracture of Newland鈥檚 bachelor dreams lead him to disillusionment, but not to any real rebuilding. At the end, Newland cannot truly escape the world that formed him because he is incapable of seeing it clearly in the first place. Newland therefore becomes the prisoner and eventually the victim鈥攊f he is a victim at all鈥攐f his own misperceptions.

Ultimately, what comes forcefully in The Age of Innocence is the cost of negating the reality of the world we live in and the people we love and are responsible for to uphold the incomplete fictions of our illusions. The ending twisted my heart into sadness and pity, but I can鈥檛 conceive of a more apt conclusion for this novel.]]>
3.94 1920 The Age of Innocence
author: Edith Wharton
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.94
book published: 1920
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/26
date added: 2024/09/22
shelves: adult, adult-lit, fiction, classic-lit, read-in-2024, owned, favorites
review:
The Age of Innocence is one of those books that have been teetering on my to-read pile for months while I attended to life鈥檚 copious demands. Once I started it, however, there seemed to be nothing else in the world worth reading鈥攐r doing. I was utterly absorbed.

The novel centers on the microcosm of 1870s New York鈥檚 elite society and uses it as a lens to scrutinize not only the nuanced spectacle of the leisured class, but also that of the human soul. In The Age of Innocence, Wharton casts a visceral spotlight on the messy and volatile instabilities permeating the seemingly stable narratives of privileged polite society. More specifically, the novel portrays the subtle choreography of mannered social etiquette as, in large part, a masquerade.

From childhood on, Newland Archer was taught the pantomimic language of this social performance, indoctrinated into Old New York鈥檚 cult of silence, which finds strength in legacy and reputation and uses its substantial power to impose a false, all-encompassing 鈥渁ll rightness鈥� in untenable circumstances in order to protect itself. As such, Newland is expected to marry the innocent, na茂ve, and 鈥渁rtless鈥� May Welland who, unencumbered by dreams of subversion, would make a 鈥渂lameless鈥� wife incapable of surprising him. Yet, Newland cannot bear thoughts of that future, stretching away in safe, dull years on the other side of the gulf separating him from the object of his truest desires: the untouchable Countess Oleska. May鈥檚 disgraced cousin.

I loved this book. Wharton explores, with both ingenuity and a poisonous bite, the angst of agency and individuality and its unsettling struggle for power in the act of attempting to escape the societal structures in which we are embedded. The novel鈥檚 subject, after all, is the journey of repositioning one鈥檚 self in relation to the tradition and culture we grew up in, and the difficulty of continuing to live in the complexity and clarity of that learned wisdom. Newland, for much of the novel, luxuriates in the seductive premise of living an unmoored life, outside the narrow parameters of his privileged slice of New York, which formed him but which he feels he has now completely outgrown. He is eager to go, to cast off the dreadful moorage that is his engagement to May Welland and seize what he can of the world for himself.

Newland, above all, wants Ellen. Seeing Ellen again, for so many years, has brought his world to a proper perspective, and their shared resistance to being taxonomized by the stale societal scripts they were born into brought them closer together. Newland throws himself at Ellen with the sort of carelessness and abandon that befits his youth and station. Despite the powerful tides tugging them apart, he is determined to weather the risks that love and desire necessitate. Yet, of course, the central irony here is that no matter how far Newland鈥檚 fall from grace would be, Ellen鈥檚 would still be from greater a height. Their clannish society鈥檚 customs dictate that such dissent (and descent) from the universal script of propriety must be severely punished. And as these scripts usually go, Ellen (who鈥檚 still reeling from her own marital scandal) is set to bear the cost.

While reading this book, the question of who is in the luxurious position of being able to transgress lied like a needle in the back of my mind. Newland鈥檚 battle for coherence and self-agency is predicated on the interdependent working of class, race, and gender. Newland flirts with the idea of surpassing the limitations of his social reality, but his desire struck me as yet another masquerade. It is subversive, certainly, but it cannot genuinely harm him鈥攍ike a defanged serpent. The potential loss and fracture of Newland鈥檚 bachelor dreams lead him to disillusionment, but not to any real rebuilding. At the end, Newland cannot truly escape the world that formed him because he is incapable of seeing it clearly in the first place. Newland therefore becomes the prisoner and eventually the victim鈥攊f he is a victim at all鈥攐f his own misperceptions.

Ultimately, what comes forcefully in The Age of Innocence is the cost of negating the reality of the world we live in and the people we love and are responsible for to uphold the incomplete fictions of our illusions. The ending twisted my heart into sadness and pity, but I can鈥檛 conceive of a more apt conclusion for this novel.
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<![CDATA[The Raven and Other Favorite Poems]]> 58810291
To --
--
("I saw thee on thy bridal day") --
Dreams --
Spirits of the dead --
Evening star --
A dream within a dream --
Stanzas --
A dream --
The happiest day, the happiest hour --
The lake : to --
--
Sonnet : to Science --
Romance --
To --
("The bowers whereat, in dreams, I see") --
To the River --
--
To --
("I heed not that my earthly lot") --
Fairy-land --
To Helen ("Helen, thy beauty is to me") --
Israfel --
The city in the sea --
The sleeper --
Lenore --
The valley of unrest --
The Coliseum --
To one in paradise --
To F--
--
Sonnet : to Zante --
The haunted palace --
Sonnet : silence --
The conqueror worm --
Dream-land --
The raven --
Eulalie : a song --
To M.L. S--
--
Ulalume --
To --
--
("Not long ago, the writer of these lines") --
To Helen ("I saw thee once, once only, years ago") --
Eldorado --
For Annie --
To my mother --
Annabel Lee --
The bells --
Alone.]]>
50 Edgar Allan Poe 0486266850 0 3.82 1845 The Raven and Other Favorite Poems
author: Edgar Allan Poe
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.82
book published: 1845
rating: 0
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Selected Poems 43619110 Shorter works such as the famous "She Walks in Beauty," "Stanzas to Augusta" and "So We'll Go No More a Roving" are well represented. Also here are important longer works 鈥� "The Prisoner of Chillon," "Beppo," "The Vision of Judgment," all unabridged 鈥� and lyrics excerpted from Don Juan, Childe Harold's Pilgrimage, and the play Manfred. Taken together, these are poems that draw readers quickly into the passions, humors, and convictions of a poet whose life and work truly embodied the Romantic spirit.]]> 106 Lord Byron 0486277844 0 3.80 1848 Selected Poems
author: Lord Byron
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.80
book published: 1848
rating: 0
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Jane Eyre 68091 447 Charlotte Bront毛 0140620117 0 4.19 1847 Jane Eyre
author: Charlotte Bront毛
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.19
book published: 1847
rating: 0
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King Lear 324083 160 Shakespeare 0140620656 0 3.84 1605 King Lear
author: Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.84
book published: 1605
rating: 0
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My 脕ntonia 22175240
The story of Antonia Shimerda is told by one of her friends from childhood, Jim Burden, an orphaned boy from Virginia. Though he leaves the prairie, Jim never forgets the Bohemian girl who so profoundly influenced his life. An immigrant child of immigrant parents, Antonia's girlhood is spent working to help her parents wrest a living from the untamed land. Though in later years she suffers betrayal and desertion, through all the hardships of her life she preserves a valor of spirit that no hardship can daunt or break. When Jim Burden sees her again after many years, he finds her "a rich mine of life", a figure who has turned adversity into a particular kind of triumph in the true spirit of the pioneer.]]>
192 Willa Cather 5 My 脕ntonia took hold of me in ways I did not anticipate and could not fully understand. It made me weep, it made me laugh, and it made me care more deeply again about people and things I haven鈥檛 thought of in years. I love this story in a way that still nearly overwhelms me with gratitude. To read this book is to fill your whole life with it, if only briefly, if only for the space of a few hundred pages. When I finished it, I felt more alive. That is no small thing.

This is my first novel by Willa Cather, which I happened upon in a dusty pile in a second-hand bookshop in Paris and decided to read on a whim. I was immediately pulled away by the quiet sureness of Cather鈥檚 voice and vision, the stunning lightness of her touch, and the beautifully evocative undertow of her language, which rings true, clear, and unsentimental. This marriage, between richness of language and a determined view of facts, created indelible images that burned in my mind鈥檚 eye as bright as gold under a lamp. In Cather鈥檚 hands, the open and windswept Nebraska plains seemed to me to be a place of more beauty and more tragedy than I could ever have imagined it to be. Cather evokes this landscape so intensely you can taste the earth and drying grass and smell the melted butter and gingerbread. Yet, the fullness of Cather鈥檚 achievement emerges most vividly in the voices she gives her characters, and her fierce commitment to render even the most minor of them whole and palpable and glorious.

My 脕ntonia constellates around encounters rather than plot, capturing the lasting beauty of the quiet, private scenes of intimacy that find people at home or at work, caught in the middle of all the tiny, daily tasks required to build a decent life in an otherwise hostile environment. There is a deep sense, in this novel, of mission and pride in ordinary folks traveling from faraway places and connecting from their various (dis)locations. After all, My 脕ntonia is, at its heart, an immigrant story about the fraught hyphenated realities of the American milieu, and the doubts and anxieties that emerge when one wrenches one鈥檚 self away from all that is familiar and comforting and sane and seeks to recall the lost stability of homeland in the turbulent landscape of the other. It鈥檚 a story about the magic trick that is to live through that kind of displacement and estrangement, or rather, to live more thoroughly within it: the joy and beauty enlivened by shared grief and exile.

My 脕ntonia most resonated with me in this language: the fierce and expanded sense of among-ness, the force of proximity and what it might make possible, the call of the crossings of the diaspora. It filled up the parts of me that longed for and still believed in a world that so earnestly offered love, support, and a place to hold our shared abject terror and sorrow. At the same time, it brought home to me the pain and difficulty of memory, of trying to reproduce stories of the past in the present, to remember the people we failed or who failed us, all the intimacies and contradictions that come with the territory.

The story of 脕ntonia is delivered to us second-hand, told from the perspective of Jim Burden, whose youth 脕ntonia marked and left a stamp on this book. Through Jim鈥檚 gaze, and then beyond it, Cather illuminates the gulf between our assumptions of how women should be defined in society and the processes by which these women understand themselves and their experiences. The novel is so deliberate in clearing intellectual and affective space for the working women of the prairie, who fight (in ways often unrecognized) to escape the limitations of their social realities and shape their own sense of self. Cather, in fact, insists on it, claiming the female characters鈥� incessant daily negotiations of the people around them and the spaces they inhabit as definitional for communities. The sheer vitality and energy of this portrayal is what ultimately allows 脕ntonia to elide Jim鈥檚 possessive gaze and undermine the inevitable limits of his interpretation.

As I said鈥擨 love this book. Yet, while there is so much more I want to celebrate in this novel, there are moments when celebrations need to give way to critical engagement. That Cather can attend so clearly and thoroughly to the capaciousness of her white characters鈥� lives and experiences, and yet, in the same book, render the very few Black characters in a language so insultingly insufficient, so totally devoid of imagination, is a contradiction that slashes its way through the pages of My 脕ntonia. This is so complete a failure that the novel, in these moments, collapses into stilted metaphors of savagery and wildness and racial oversimplifications that add up to characters whose depths are limited to the color of their skin. I鈥檓 not interested in redeeming the novel from this failure of language, therefore exonerating myself from having to contend with loving this book. I am much more interested in the limits of a racial imagination that succumbs to anxiety, timidity, and insecurity at the very site with its encounter with the 鈥渙ther.鈥� Reading 鈥渃lassics鈥� often comes, at least in my experience, with this strange, twisted knot of love. I would wish it away, had it not often enlivened and enriched my reading of these texts.]]>
3.87 1918 My 脕ntonia
author: Willa Cather
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.87
book published: 1918
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/17
date added: 2024/09/17
shelves: adult, owned, adult-historical, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, read-in-2024, favorites
review:
My 脕ntonia took hold of me in ways I did not anticipate and could not fully understand. It made me weep, it made me laugh, and it made me care more deeply again about people and things I haven鈥檛 thought of in years. I love this story in a way that still nearly overwhelms me with gratitude. To read this book is to fill your whole life with it, if only briefly, if only for the space of a few hundred pages. When I finished it, I felt more alive. That is no small thing.

This is my first novel by Willa Cather, which I happened upon in a dusty pile in a second-hand bookshop in Paris and decided to read on a whim. I was immediately pulled away by the quiet sureness of Cather鈥檚 voice and vision, the stunning lightness of her touch, and the beautifully evocative undertow of her language, which rings true, clear, and unsentimental. This marriage, between richness of language and a determined view of facts, created indelible images that burned in my mind鈥檚 eye as bright as gold under a lamp. In Cather鈥檚 hands, the open and windswept Nebraska plains seemed to me to be a place of more beauty and more tragedy than I could ever have imagined it to be. Cather evokes this landscape so intensely you can taste the earth and drying grass and smell the melted butter and gingerbread. Yet, the fullness of Cather鈥檚 achievement emerges most vividly in the voices she gives her characters, and her fierce commitment to render even the most minor of them whole and palpable and glorious.

My 脕ntonia constellates around encounters rather than plot, capturing the lasting beauty of the quiet, private scenes of intimacy that find people at home or at work, caught in the middle of all the tiny, daily tasks required to build a decent life in an otherwise hostile environment. There is a deep sense, in this novel, of mission and pride in ordinary folks traveling from faraway places and connecting from their various (dis)locations. After all, My 脕ntonia is, at its heart, an immigrant story about the fraught hyphenated realities of the American milieu, and the doubts and anxieties that emerge when one wrenches one鈥檚 self away from all that is familiar and comforting and sane and seeks to recall the lost stability of homeland in the turbulent landscape of the other. It鈥檚 a story about the magic trick that is to live through that kind of displacement and estrangement, or rather, to live more thoroughly within it: the joy and beauty enlivened by shared grief and exile.

My 脕ntonia most resonated with me in this language: the fierce and expanded sense of among-ness, the force of proximity and what it might make possible, the call of the crossings of the diaspora. It filled up the parts of me that longed for and still believed in a world that so earnestly offered love, support, and a place to hold our shared abject terror and sorrow. At the same time, it brought home to me the pain and difficulty of memory, of trying to reproduce stories of the past in the present, to remember the people we failed or who failed us, all the intimacies and contradictions that come with the territory.

The story of 脕ntonia is delivered to us second-hand, told from the perspective of Jim Burden, whose youth 脕ntonia marked and left a stamp on this book. Through Jim鈥檚 gaze, and then beyond it, Cather illuminates the gulf between our assumptions of how women should be defined in society and the processes by which these women understand themselves and their experiences. The novel is so deliberate in clearing intellectual and affective space for the working women of the prairie, who fight (in ways often unrecognized) to escape the limitations of their social realities and shape their own sense of self. Cather, in fact, insists on it, claiming the female characters鈥� incessant daily negotiations of the people around them and the spaces they inhabit as definitional for communities. The sheer vitality and energy of this portrayal is what ultimately allows 脕ntonia to elide Jim鈥檚 possessive gaze and undermine the inevitable limits of his interpretation.

As I said鈥擨 love this book. Yet, while there is so much more I want to celebrate in this novel, there are moments when celebrations need to give way to critical engagement. That Cather can attend so clearly and thoroughly to the capaciousness of her white characters鈥� lives and experiences, and yet, in the same book, render the very few Black characters in a language so insultingly insufficient, so totally devoid of imagination, is a contradiction that slashes its way through the pages of My 脕ntonia. This is so complete a failure that the novel, in these moments, collapses into stilted metaphors of savagery and wildness and racial oversimplifications that add up to characters whose depths are limited to the color of their skin. I鈥檓 not interested in redeeming the novel from this failure of language, therefore exonerating myself from having to contend with loving this book. I am much more interested in the limits of a racial imagination that succumbs to anxiety, timidity, and insecurity at the very site with its encounter with the 鈥渙ther.鈥� Reading 鈥渃lassics鈥� often comes, at least in my experience, with this strange, twisted knot of love. I would wish it away, had it not often enlivened and enriched my reading of these texts.
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<![CDATA[The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao]]> 4961777
This warm, completely original and hugely acclaimed first novel tells the wondrous story of Oscar and his family, and their attempts to find love and belonging in America.]]>
335 Junot D铆az 0571241239 3 3.84 2007 The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao
author: Junot D铆az
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.84
book published: 2007
rating: 3
read at: 2024/09/16
date added: 2024/09/16
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<![CDATA[My Year of Rest and Relaxation]]> 36481955
My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a powerful answer to that question. Through the story of a year spent under the influence of a truly mad combination of drugs designed to heal our heroine from her alienation from this world, Moshfegh shows us how reasonable, even necessary, alienation can be. Both tender and blackly funny, merciless and compassionate, it is a showcase for the gifts of one of our major writers working at the height of her powers.]]>
304 Ottessa Moshfegh 5
It is hard to know what to make of My Year of Rest and Relaxation and its narrator. I inhaled the story in two quick sittings and found myself afterwards in something of a daze. My mind was spinning, a compass without a lodestone, and no matter how much I held up my feelings to the light, I could not decide if I were feeling bereft that it was over, or simply relieved.

The narrator of My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a rich, orphaned, conventionally beautiful WASP in her twenties who hopes to annihilate her past and emerge an improved version of herself by devoting an entire year to nothing but sleep. To ensure this transformation, she dopes herself up on prescription and over-the-counter drugs. In her waking hours, she makes regular visits to the street corner bodega, to the drug store, and less regular ones to Dr. Tuttle for the purpose of restocking her supply of pharmaceuticals. She watches popular movies from the 90s (ideally starring Harrison Ford or Whoopi Goldberg), and endures visits from her 鈥渂est friend鈥� Reva who drinks, worries about being skinny, makes herself vomit, and recites hollow-eyed feel-good self-help slogans.

This is the baffling premise on which My Year of Rest and Relaxation depends, and Moshfegh makes little effort to rationalize it. Instead, the novel records this process of self-creation鈥攚hat the narrator describes as her 鈥渉ibernation鈥濃€攚hich (at its most destructive) amounts to a total disavowal of the past, a kind of self-obliteration. Our narrator wants to slough off her past self like old dead skin, and re-emerge into the world more sharply herself. As a possibility, this effort is frightening, but鈥攁 little exhilarating too. The longing is that our narrator might pack herself into sleep so deeply and for so long that she can never unpack her (old) self again. After a year of 鈥渇eel[ing] nothing鈥 blank slate鈥� with 鈥渘o past or present,鈥� she might raise her head, look into the mirror, and find, reflected back, a completely altered self.

At its heart, this is a novel that reaches to the parts of ourselves that know what it means to live in a world that one does not want, and which one did not choose for themselves, and wanting out. My Year of Rest and Relaxation offers an anti-social way out of such a bind. Our narrator, who 鈥渉ate[s] talking to people,鈥� is desperate to express this essential loss to the world, a reprieve that neither friends nor lovers can provide. With no past to lean on or learn from, no future can be imagined, and with a present that is entirely occupied with 鈥渂lack emptiness, an infinite space of nothingness,鈥� our narrator鈥檚 acts of self-destruction grow and luxuriate unbearably. She does not attempt to reform or repair the broken pieces of her life, or exercise control over them, nor can she stop the past from reemerging. Scenes from her childhood interrupt her hibernation: a cold, unloving family, and later, a sleazy ex-lover and a ruptured intimacy with a friend she keeps hurting needlessly.

A quote from Toni Morrison鈥檚 novel, Sula, rose up from some shadowy recess of my mind when I was reading this book: 鈥淎nd like any artist with no art form, she became dangerous.鈥� The novel鈥檚 narrator is an artist without an art form. Her relationship to art, in fact, is one of greatest disillusionment. In one memorable paragraph, our narrator makes an exact and frankly depressing observation about the state of art:

The art world had turned out to be like the stock market, a reflection of political trends and the persuasions of capitalism, fueled by greed and gossip and cocaine. I might as well have worked on Wall Street. Speculation and opinions drove not only the market but the products, sadly, the values of which were hinged not to the ineffable quality of art as a sacred human ritual鈥攁 value impossible to measure, anyway鈥攂ut to what a bunch of rich assholes thought would 鈥渆levate鈥� their portfolios and inspire jealousy and, delusional as they all were, respect. I was perfectly happy to wipe out all that garbage from my mind.


With no art form, no viable outlet for expressing her brokenness, our narrator鈥攊n her quest to escape her grief, to be cured of herself and be reborn鈥攕imply self-destructs.

My Year of Rest and Relaxation descends into dark places: Moshfegh explores the emotional wreckage of her narrator with a precision both touching and terrifying. There is a liberatory sort of shock to reading about a version of woman that is messy, porous, detestable, cruel, passive, and self-loathing; to transform the novel into a space where that woman is able to bleed and break apart, where she has permission to lose herself and not be wrong. It is that messy rawness of life that makes this novel not just provocative but persuasive as well, a novel that compels the reader into a riskier intimacy, caught up in the strange gravity of a narrator whose acts are both recklessly vulnerable and utterly unforgivable. It also, frankly, puts an unrepentantly horrible narrator in better charity with the reader.

Moshfegh also plays fast and loose with the novel鈥檚 traditional plot structure. In a novel of impasse and precarity, such infidelity to plot is required: it gives depth and form to the utter formlessness and trespass of grief. My Year of Rest and Relaxation emphasizes rupture and repetition rather than continuity. There is a sense of unreality to the passage of time in the story: time either moves in stuttering, lumpy pieces, like swimming through syrup, or strangely fast, with a lucidity more terrifying than the narrator鈥檚 drug-induced listlessness. It is as though the novel makes the point that time works differently when you鈥檙e grieving鈥攐r when you鈥檙e losing your mind.

My Year of Rest and Relaxation also, crucially, refuses our appetite for resolution. Although the novel ends with a sense of lightness and the spectral possibility of healing, it does not go from 鈥渂lack emptiness鈥� to an ecstatic, devotional appreciation of living. In Central Park, as our narrator watches 鈥渓ife buzz[ing] between each shade of green, from dark pines and supple ferns to lime green moss growing on a huge, dry gray rock,鈥� she tells us that 鈥淢y sleep had worked. I was soft and calm and felt things. This was good. This was my life now.鈥� Maybe her sleep did work. Or maybe it was the relief of knowing that, whether we are happy or not, the world simply goes on, in a way that predates all of us, and which will certainly outlive us.]]>
3.62 2018 My Year of Rest and Relaxation
author: Ottessa Moshfegh
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.62
book published: 2018
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/06
date added: 2024/09/15
shelves: adult, adult-contemporary, adult-lit, fiction, read-in-2024, favorites
review:
I think the best books force themselves into our minds and make a quiet disturbance there. They strike something in us, and even if we don鈥檛 fully understand it, we feel altered in some strange and irrevocable way.

It is hard to know what to make of My Year of Rest and Relaxation and its narrator. I inhaled the story in two quick sittings and found myself afterwards in something of a daze. My mind was spinning, a compass without a lodestone, and no matter how much I held up my feelings to the light, I could not decide if I were feeling bereft that it was over, or simply relieved.

The narrator of My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a rich, orphaned, conventionally beautiful WASP in her twenties who hopes to annihilate her past and emerge an improved version of herself by devoting an entire year to nothing but sleep. To ensure this transformation, she dopes herself up on prescription and over-the-counter drugs. In her waking hours, she makes regular visits to the street corner bodega, to the drug store, and less regular ones to Dr. Tuttle for the purpose of restocking her supply of pharmaceuticals. She watches popular movies from the 90s (ideally starring Harrison Ford or Whoopi Goldberg), and endures visits from her 鈥渂est friend鈥� Reva who drinks, worries about being skinny, makes herself vomit, and recites hollow-eyed feel-good self-help slogans.

This is the baffling premise on which My Year of Rest and Relaxation depends, and Moshfegh makes little effort to rationalize it. Instead, the novel records this process of self-creation鈥攚hat the narrator describes as her 鈥渉ibernation鈥濃€攚hich (at its most destructive) amounts to a total disavowal of the past, a kind of self-obliteration. Our narrator wants to slough off her past self like old dead skin, and re-emerge into the world more sharply herself. As a possibility, this effort is frightening, but鈥攁 little exhilarating too. The longing is that our narrator might pack herself into sleep so deeply and for so long that she can never unpack her (old) self again. After a year of 鈥渇eel[ing] nothing鈥 blank slate鈥� with 鈥渘o past or present,鈥� she might raise her head, look into the mirror, and find, reflected back, a completely altered self.

At its heart, this is a novel that reaches to the parts of ourselves that know what it means to live in a world that one does not want, and which one did not choose for themselves, and wanting out. My Year of Rest and Relaxation offers an anti-social way out of such a bind. Our narrator, who 鈥渉ate[s] talking to people,鈥� is desperate to express this essential loss to the world, a reprieve that neither friends nor lovers can provide. With no past to lean on or learn from, no future can be imagined, and with a present that is entirely occupied with 鈥渂lack emptiness, an infinite space of nothingness,鈥� our narrator鈥檚 acts of self-destruction grow and luxuriate unbearably. She does not attempt to reform or repair the broken pieces of her life, or exercise control over them, nor can she stop the past from reemerging. Scenes from her childhood interrupt her hibernation: a cold, unloving family, and later, a sleazy ex-lover and a ruptured intimacy with a friend she keeps hurting needlessly.

A quote from Toni Morrison鈥檚 novel, Sula, rose up from some shadowy recess of my mind when I was reading this book: 鈥淎nd like any artist with no art form, she became dangerous.鈥� The novel鈥檚 narrator is an artist without an art form. Her relationship to art, in fact, is one of greatest disillusionment. In one memorable paragraph, our narrator makes an exact and frankly depressing observation about the state of art:

The art world had turned out to be like the stock market, a reflection of political trends and the persuasions of capitalism, fueled by greed and gossip and cocaine. I might as well have worked on Wall Street. Speculation and opinions drove not only the market but the products, sadly, the values of which were hinged not to the ineffable quality of art as a sacred human ritual鈥攁 value impossible to measure, anyway鈥攂ut to what a bunch of rich assholes thought would 鈥渆levate鈥� their portfolios and inspire jealousy and, delusional as they all were, respect. I was perfectly happy to wipe out all that garbage from my mind.


With no art form, no viable outlet for expressing her brokenness, our narrator鈥攊n her quest to escape her grief, to be cured of herself and be reborn鈥攕imply self-destructs.

My Year of Rest and Relaxation descends into dark places: Moshfegh explores the emotional wreckage of her narrator with a precision both touching and terrifying. There is a liberatory sort of shock to reading about a version of woman that is messy, porous, detestable, cruel, passive, and self-loathing; to transform the novel into a space where that woman is able to bleed and break apart, where she has permission to lose herself and not be wrong. It is that messy rawness of life that makes this novel not just provocative but persuasive as well, a novel that compels the reader into a riskier intimacy, caught up in the strange gravity of a narrator whose acts are both recklessly vulnerable and utterly unforgivable. It also, frankly, puts an unrepentantly horrible narrator in better charity with the reader.

Moshfegh also plays fast and loose with the novel鈥檚 traditional plot structure. In a novel of impasse and precarity, such infidelity to plot is required: it gives depth and form to the utter formlessness and trespass of grief. My Year of Rest and Relaxation emphasizes rupture and repetition rather than continuity. There is a sense of unreality to the passage of time in the story: time either moves in stuttering, lumpy pieces, like swimming through syrup, or strangely fast, with a lucidity more terrifying than the narrator鈥檚 drug-induced listlessness. It is as though the novel makes the point that time works differently when you鈥檙e grieving鈥攐r when you鈥檙e losing your mind.

My Year of Rest and Relaxation also, crucially, refuses our appetite for resolution. Although the novel ends with a sense of lightness and the spectral possibility of healing, it does not go from 鈥渂lack emptiness鈥� to an ecstatic, devotional appreciation of living. In Central Park, as our narrator watches 鈥渓ife buzz[ing] between each shade of green, from dark pines and supple ferns to lime green moss growing on a huge, dry gray rock,鈥� she tells us that 鈥淢y sleep had worked. I was soft and calm and felt things. This was good. This was my life now.鈥� Maybe her sleep did work. Or maybe it was the relief of knowing that, whether we are happy or not, the world simply goes on, in a way that predates all of us, and which will certainly outlive us.
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<![CDATA[The Turn of the Screw and The Aspern Papers]]> 12929392 'The apparition had reached the landing half-way up and was therefore on the spot nearest the window, where, at the sight of me, it stopped short'

Oscar Wilde called James's chilling The Turn of the Screw 'a most wonderful, lurid poisonous little tale.' It tells of a young governess sent to a country house to take charge of two orphans, Miles and Flora. Unsettled by a sense of intense evil within the house, she soon becomes obsessed with the belief that malevolent forces are stalking the children in her care. Obsession of a more worldly variety lies at the heart of The Aspern Papers, the tale of a literary historian determined to get his hands on some letters written by a great poet-and prepared to use trickery and deception to achieve his aims. Both works show James's mastery of the short story and his genius for creating haunting atmosphere and unbearable tension.

Anthony Curtis's wide-ranging introduction traces the development of the two stories from initial inspiration to finished work and examines their critical reception.]]>
236 Henry James 0 3.21 1898 The Turn of the Screw and The Aspern Papers
author: Henry James
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.21
book published: 1898
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/13
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<![CDATA[The Casebook of Sherlock Holmes & His Last Bow]]> 39805440
Adventures involving an illustrious client and a Sussex vampire; the problems of Thor Bridge and of the Lions Mane; puzzles concerning a creeping man and the three-gabled house; disappearances of secret plans and a lady of noble standing; all test the courage of Dr Watson and the intellect of the greatest detective of them all, Mr Sherlock Homes.

This final collection also features the story His Last Bow, the last outing of Holmes and Watson ...]]>
Arthur Conan Doyle 0 4.00 1927 The Casebook of Sherlock Holmes & His Last Bow
author: Arthur Conan Doyle
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.00
book published: 1927
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/13
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<![CDATA[The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes]]> 139904468 The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes contains the earliest cases of the greatest fictional detective of all time. It comprises A Study in Scarlet, The Sign of Four and the complete Adventures of Sherlock Holmes, reprinted from the Strand Magazine . It is illustrated by Sidney Paget, the finest of illustrators, and the man from whom our images of Sherlock Holmes and his world derive.

This is the first of three volumes of The Complete Sherlock Holmes. The three books will present all the Holmes stories arranged chronologically in order of first publication.]]>
456 Arthur Conan Doyle 0 4.40 1893 The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes
author: Arthur Conan Doyle
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.40
book published: 1893
rating: 0
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Crime and Punishment 274316
Dostoevsky鈥檚 drama of sin, guilt, and redemption transforms the sordid story of an old woman鈥檚 murder into the nineteenth century鈥檚 profoundest and most compelling philosophical novel.]]>
430 Fyodor Dostoevsky 0 4.13 1866 Crime and Punishment
author: Fyodor Dostoevsky
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.13
book published: 1866
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn]]> 6535961 281 Mark Twain 0140623183 0 3.62 1884 The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
author: Mark Twain
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.62
book published: 1884
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/05
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All's Well That Ends Well 437371 240 William Shakespeare 0140707204 0 3.67 1604 All's Well That Ends Well
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.67
book published: 1604
rating: 0
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Othello 437349 Othello has increased its stature as one of Shakespeare's greatest tragedies ever since it was first written, between 1603 and 1604, due to the victimisation suffered by its tragic hero, Othello, as a result of his skin colour. Othello is a "noble Moor", a North African Muslim who has converted to Christianity and is deemed one of the Venetian state's most reliable soldiers. However, his ensign Iago harbours an obscure hatred against his general, and when Othello secretly marries the beautiful daughter of the Venetian senator Brabanzio, Iago begins his subtle campaign of vilification, which will inevitably lead to the deaths of more than just Othello and Desdemona.

An extraordinary play, both for its dramatic economy and power as well as its remarkable language, from Othello's bombastic "traveller's history" to Desdemona's elegiac "willow song", the play raises uncomfortable questions about ongoing questions of not only racial identity but also sexuality, as Othello and Desdemona's sexual relationship becomes the voyeuristic site of Iago's attempt to destroy them. Particularly fascinated with the question of what it means to "see", Othello also contains one of the greatest tragic death scenes in all of Shakespeare, with Othello's final identification with "a malignant and a turbaned Turk". --Jerry Brotton

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138 William Shakespeare 0140621059 4 3.78 1603 Othello
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.78
book published: 1603
rating: 4
read at: 2024/03/11
date added: 2024/09/05
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Othello, Macbeth, Le Roi Lear 2995440 Hard to Find 320 William Shakespeare 2080700170 0 4.08 1604 Othello, Macbeth, Le Roi Lear
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.08
book published: 1604
rating: 0
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Othello 437373 239 William Shakespeare 0140707077 0 3.87 1603 Othello
author: William Shakespeare
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.87
book published: 1603
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[A Memory Called Empire (Teixcalaan, #1)]]> 39690616
Now, Mahit must discover who is behind the murder, rescue herself, and save her Station from Teixcalaan's unceasing expansion鈥攁ll while navigating an alien culture that is all too seductive, engaging in intrigues of her own, and hiding a deadly technological secret鈥攐ne that might spell the end of her Station and her way of life鈥攐r rescue it from annihilation.]]>
464 Arkady Martine 1529001595 0 4.07 2019 A Memory Called Empire (Teixcalaan, #1)
author: Arkady Martine
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.07
book published: 2019
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/05
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Ivanhoe 424971
"Exuberant, colourful and packed with incident, Ivanhoe is Sir Walter Scott's great romance of the Age of Chivalry"

Scott's noble knight, brave Ivanhoe, returns home from the Crusades to claim Rowena, an Anglo-Saxon princess, to be his bride. Before long he is embroiled in the struggle between Prince John and his brother, Richard the Lionheart, who has returned inocgnito and enlisted the aid of Robin Hood and his merry men to win back the throne of England.]]>
528 Walter Scott 0140620508 0 3.61 1819 Ivanhoe
author: Walter Scott
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.61
book published: 1819
rating: 0
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David Copperfield 1875153 957 Charles Dickens 0140430083 0 4.28 1850 David Copperfield
author: Charles Dickens
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.28
book published: 1850
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Remnants of Filth: Yuwu (Novel) Vol. 1]]> 63361744 The Noble General's Only Stain

Noble-born Mo Xi is the foremost general of Chonghua, known for his ruthless temper and ascetic air. Once he was one of two promising young commanders, twin stars of the empire. His comrade, the lowborn Gu Mang, was Mo Xi's brother-in-arms, best friend, and--secretly--his lover, until the day Gu Mang turned traitor and joined the ranks of their nation's greatest enemy.

Now Gu Mang has been returned to the empire a ruined man, a shadow of the military genius he once was. The public clamors for his death, and no one yearns for vengeance more than Mo Xi. Or so he thought--for faced once more with his bitterest enemy, Mo Xi is left with more questions than answers. Why did the man he loved betray him? And what secrets hide behind Gu Mang's tortured eyes?]]>
427 Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou 168579467X 3 4.27 Remnants of Filth: Yuwu (Novel) Vol. 1
author: Rou Bao Bu Chi Rou
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.27
book published:
rating: 3
read at: 2024/09/04
date added: 2024/09/04
shelves: adult, adult-historical, adult-sff, fiction, read-in-2024, queer-lit
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Giovanni鈥檚 Room 828503 150 James Baldwin 0141032944 5 Giovanni鈥檚 Room is a gut-punch of a book. Beautiful, elegant, and eloquent, but a gut-punch nonetheless. There is no preparing anyone for the sheer inexorable force of Baldwin鈥檚 language. It burrows into you, reaches deep down into your belly and tightens a fist around it. To read Baldwin鈥檚 words is to be ambushed by a grief both personal and historical.

This is a story about what it means to live in a world that demands our death and seeing no way out of it. A world that compresses the beautiful capaciousness of our lives into tragic biographies of violence and loss then punishes us for the basic desire to stay alive. It鈥檚 a tragic tale of queerness, a story about being queer and in denial and wrestling every day from the webbings of a shame that stains everything we love and care about. The tragedy is that 鈥淪omebody, your father or mine, should have told us that not many people have ever died of love. But multitudes have perished, and are perishing every hour鈥攁nd in the oddest places!鈥攆or the lack of it.鈥� If there is hope to be found, it must be carried through these words and into the world.]]>
4.32 1956 Giovanni鈥檚 Room
author: James Baldwin
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.32
book published: 1956
rating: 5
read at: 2021/04/11
date added: 2024/09/03
shelves: classic-lit, queer-lit, favorites
review:
Giovanni鈥檚 Room is a gut-punch of a book. Beautiful, elegant, and eloquent, but a gut-punch nonetheless. There is no preparing anyone for the sheer inexorable force of Baldwin鈥檚 language. It burrows into you, reaches deep down into your belly and tightens a fist around it. To read Baldwin鈥檚 words is to be ambushed by a grief both personal and historical.

This is a story about what it means to live in a world that demands our death and seeing no way out of it. A world that compresses the beautiful capaciousness of our lives into tragic biographies of violence and loss then punishes us for the basic desire to stay alive. It鈥檚 a tragic tale of queerness, a story about being queer and in denial and wrestling every day from the webbings of a shame that stains everything we love and care about. The tragedy is that 鈥淪omebody, your father or mine, should have told us that not many people have ever died of love. But multitudes have perished, and are perishing every hour鈥攁nd in the oddest places!鈥攆or the lack of it.鈥� If there is hope to be found, it must be carried through these words and into the world.
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Babel 57945316 From award-winning author R. F. Kuang comes Babel, a historical fantasy epic that grapples with student revolutions, colonial resistance, and the use of language and translation as the dominating tool of the British Empire

Traduttore, traditore: An act of translation is always an act of betrayal.

1828. Robin Swift, orphaned by cholera in Canton, is brought to London by the mysterious Professor Lovell. There, he trains for years in Latin, Ancient Greek, and Chinese, all in preparation for the day he鈥檒l enroll in Oxford University鈥檚 prestigious Royal Institute of Translation鈥攁lso known as Babel. The tower and its students are the world's center for translation and, more importantly, magic. Silver-working鈥攖he art of manifesting the meaning lost in translation using enchanted silver bars鈥攈as made the British unparalleled in power, as the arcane craft serves the Empire's quest for colonization.

For Robin, Oxford is a utopia dedicated to the pursuit of knowledge. But knowledge obeys power, and as a Chinese boy raised in Britain, Robin realizes serving Babel means betraying his motherland. As his studies progress, Robin finds himself caught between Babel and the shadowy Hermes Society, an organization dedicated to stopping imperial expansion. When Britain pursues an unjust war with China over silver and opium, Robin must decide . . .

Can powerful institutions be changed from within, or does revolution always require violence?]]>
544 R.F. Kuang 0063021420 0
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4.17 2022 Babel
author: R.F. Kuang
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.17
book published: 2022
rating: 0
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"Babel, or The Necessity of Violence: An Arcane History of the Oxford Translators' Revolution"

Obsessed with how you can immediately tell the author is an academic because the title sounds like something straight out of JSTOR lmao
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The Idiot 36203361 SHORTLISTED FOR THE WOMEN'S PRIZE FOR FICTION 2018

Selin, a tall, highly strung Turkish-American from New Jersey turns up at Harvard and finds herself dangerously overwhelmed by the challenges and possibilities of adulthood. She studies linguistics and literature, and spends a lot of time thinking about what language 鈥� and languages 鈥� can and cannot do. Along the way she befriends Svetlana, a cosmopolitan Serb, and obsesses over Ivan, a mathematician from Hungary.

Selin ponders profound questions about how culture and language shape who we are, how difficult it is to be a failed writer, and how baffling love is. At once clever and clueless, Batuman鈥檚 heroine shows us with perfect hilarity and soulful inquisitiveness just how messy it can be to forge a self.]]>
423 Elif Batuman 0099583178 0 3.52 2017 The Idiot
author: Elif Batuman
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.52
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/09/01
shelves: adult, adult-contemporary, fiction, currently-reading, owned, adult-lit
review:
Kinda got excited when I saw that the GR rating for this book is 3.66. From experience, I can tell you that's where the good stuff is...
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Jazz 30137761 256 Toni Morrison 5 Jazz, I could not stand how thoroughly, passionately loving the novel is, how recklessly generous it is鈥攖o the characters, to the City, to the reader. How intimate the story is, like constantly overhearing a confession. I was overcome.

Jazz begins with these opening lines, spoken in reverence and curse:

Sth, I know that woman. She used to live with a 铿俹ck of birds on Lenox Avenue. Know her husband, too. He fell for an eighteen-year-old girl with one of those deepdown, spooky loves that made him so sad and happy he shot her just to keep the feeling going.


It is an intense beginning, one that pulls away the room, leaving nothing but the shock of words. In Jazz, Morrison asks us to own up to the more disturbing aspects of romantic love. She reveals, quite unforgettably, how complicated our attachments to one another are, the collisions and longings of bodies, the way people become minefields for each other, treading, treading, and treading, until the whole thing is set ablaze.

With the cadence of a storyteller, which can turn a street corner into a sacred place, Morrison grapples for her characters鈥� depths. She is fierce in her determination to capture the rich landscape of Black social life, to enable both pleasure and trauma, both violent dehumanization and profound humanity, and to locate the beauty that exists in the commonplace. She writes dazzlingly about the bewilderment of desire, about the complicated nature of womanbonds, and what it costs to give others so much power over us. She brings humanity to narrative tension, and shapes each character with tenderness and care.

Morrison describes Jazz as a 鈥渢alking book,鈥� and it is. Reading the novel, one senses not so much a pen writing, but a voice performing. It is that aura of the storyteller, so grounded and direct and conversational, which gives the novel an air of spontaneous improvisation. But it is also that Jazz (as its title hints) is musical in structure. Morrison allows the novel to sing, to repeat and harmonize, to rehearse new themes, riff upon them, leave and return to them. At points in the novel, where a chapter trails off into a word or phrase, that same word or phrase will return to the beginning of the next chapter, sometimes with a difference, revealing ripples and new patterns like texture on a ground. Expanding the space of the novel ever wider and ever clearer.

This is what exhilarates most about Jazz鈥攖hat it resists enclosure. Morrison鈥檚 stunning success comes through a shrewd awareness of the reader鈥檚 expectations, as well as the ability to expand and reconfigure our emotional responses to the text. In a novel where the self is constantly constituted and interrupted through storytelling, nothing is signed and sealed. By the end, the characters escape the outcome even the novel鈥檚 prepared for. They elide the restrictions imposed upon their bodies and go on to improvise their own futures, as if to say, where there is potential for improvisation, there is potential for freedom.]]>
3.88 1992 Jazz
author: Toni Morrison
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.88
book published: 1992
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/04
date added: 2024/09/01
shelves: adult, adult-historical, fiction, classic-lit, adult-lit, owned, favorites, read-in-2024
review:
I cannot tell you how much my entire soul snaps to attention when I鈥檓 reading Toni Morrison. I am shocked into pure longing; I want to get my mouth around her words, and my mind, breathe them in with the avidity of a dying man. Yet, halfway through Jazz, I could not stand how thoroughly, passionately loving the novel is, how recklessly generous it is鈥攖o the characters, to the City, to the reader. How intimate the story is, like constantly overhearing a confession. I was overcome.

Jazz begins with these opening lines, spoken in reverence and curse:

Sth, I know that woman. She used to live with a 铿俹ck of birds on Lenox Avenue. Know her husband, too. He fell for an eighteen-year-old girl with one of those deepdown, spooky loves that made him so sad and happy he shot her just to keep the feeling going.


It is an intense beginning, one that pulls away the room, leaving nothing but the shock of words. In Jazz, Morrison asks us to own up to the more disturbing aspects of romantic love. She reveals, quite unforgettably, how complicated our attachments to one another are, the collisions and longings of bodies, the way people become minefields for each other, treading, treading, and treading, until the whole thing is set ablaze.

With the cadence of a storyteller, which can turn a street corner into a sacred place, Morrison grapples for her characters鈥� depths. She is fierce in her determination to capture the rich landscape of Black social life, to enable both pleasure and trauma, both violent dehumanization and profound humanity, and to locate the beauty that exists in the commonplace. She writes dazzlingly about the bewilderment of desire, about the complicated nature of womanbonds, and what it costs to give others so much power over us. She brings humanity to narrative tension, and shapes each character with tenderness and care.

Morrison describes Jazz as a 鈥渢alking book,鈥� and it is. Reading the novel, one senses not so much a pen writing, but a voice performing. It is that aura of the storyteller, so grounded and direct and conversational, which gives the novel an air of spontaneous improvisation. But it is also that Jazz (as its title hints) is musical in structure. Morrison allows the novel to sing, to repeat and harmonize, to rehearse new themes, riff upon them, leave and return to them. At points in the novel, where a chapter trails off into a word or phrase, that same word or phrase will return to the beginning of the next chapter, sometimes with a difference, revealing ripples and new patterns like texture on a ground. Expanding the space of the novel ever wider and ever clearer.

This is what exhilarates most about Jazz鈥攖hat it resists enclosure. Morrison鈥檚 stunning success comes through a shrewd awareness of the reader鈥檚 expectations, as well as the ability to expand and reconfigure our emotional responses to the text. In a novel where the self is constantly constituted and interrupted through storytelling, nothing is signed and sealed. By the end, the characters escape the outcome even the novel鈥檚 prepared for. They elide the restrictions imposed upon their bodies and go on to improvise their own futures, as if to say, where there is potential for improvisation, there is potential for freedom.
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Sputnik Sweetheart 397165 Norwegian Wood and The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, plunges us into an urbane Japan of jazz bars, coffee shops, Jack Kerouac, and the Beatles to tell this story of a tangled triangle of uniquely unrequited loves.

A college student, identified only as 鈥淜,鈥� falls in love with his classmate, Sumire. But devotion to an untidy writerly life precludes her from any personal commitments鈥搖ntil she meets Miu, an older and much more sophisticated businesswoman. When Sumire disappears from an island off the coast of Greece, 鈥淜鈥� is solicited to join the search party and finds himself drawn back into her world and beset by ominous, haunting visions. A love story combined with a detective story, Sputnik Sweetheart ultimately lingers in the mind as a profound meditation on human longing.]]>
210 Haruki Murakami 0375726055 0 to-read 3.79 1999 Sputnik Sweetheart
author: Haruki Murakami
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.79
book published: 1999
rating: 0
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Mansfield Park 208779 432 Jane Austen 0140434143 0 3.71 1814 Mansfield Park
author: Jane Austen
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.71
book published: 1814
rating: 0
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Tess of the d'Urbervilles 24850690 446 Thomas Hardy 0 4.00 1891 Tess of the d'Urbervilles
author: Thomas Hardy
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.00
book published: 1891
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/08/30
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Selected Poems Shelley 2340147 232 Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley 0460870637 0 3.00 1994 Selected Poems Shelley
author: Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.00
book published: 1994
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/08/30
shelves: to-read, adult, poetry, owned, classic-lit
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Ethan Frome 4891705 157 Edith Wharton 2264000023 0 3.75 1911 Ethan Frome
author: Edith Wharton
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.75
book published: 1911
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/08/30
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尝&补辫辞蝉;脡迟谤补苍驳别谤 15688
尝'茅迟谤补苍驳别谤 est le premier roman d'Albert Camus, Prix Nobel de litt茅rature en 1957.]]>
184 Albert Camus 2070360024 0 3.93 1942 L'脡tranger
author: Albert Camus
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.93
book published: 1942
rating: 0
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Northanger Abbey 208716 Northanger Abbey is the earliest of Jane Austen's great comedies of female enlightenment and combines literary burlesque - making fun of the excesses of the Gothic novel - with larger moral, philosophical, and social issues: the folly of letting literature get in the way of life, the inexcusability of not thinking for oneself, and the painful difficulties (especially for women) involved in growing up. Lady Susan and The Watsons are early compositions that reflect many of the qualities of Northanger Abbey. The first is an epistolary novel centring on the intrigues of the villainous Lady Susan; the second is an unfinished example of Jane Austen's most characteristic form - a story where the heroine is outstanding for her sense and goodness, virtues notably lacking in the other characters, who are here part of an altogether bleaker vision. Sanditon, too, is tragically incomplete, and it signals the achievement of a new depth and breadth of comic insight on the part of its author.]]> 232 Jane Austen 0140434135 0 3.74 1817 Northanger Abbey
author: Jane Austen
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.74
book published: 1817
rating: 0
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Passion simple 945738 Annie Ernaux]]> 77 Annie Ernaux 2070725049 4 3.82 1991 Passion simple
author: Annie Ernaux
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.82
book published: 1991
rating: 4
read at: 2023/01/31
date added: 2024/08/30
shelves: adult, nonfiction, memoir, read-in-2023, to-read, adult-lit, classic-lit, fiction, owned
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Candide 25123981 Edition enrichie (Introduction, notes, documents, chronologie et bibliographie)

Suivi de L'Histoire des voyages de Scarmentado et de Po猫me sur le d茅sastre de Lisbonne.
Candide nous conte les m茅saventures d'un voyageur philosophe qui affronte les horreurs de la guerre et les sanglants caprices de la Nature ; qui conna卯t les d茅sillusions de l'amour et d茅couvre les turpitudes de ses semblables, faisant 脿 l'occasion l'exp茅rience de leurs dangereuses fantaisies. Pourtant si l'homme est un bien m茅chant animal et si l'existence n'est qu'une cascade de catastrophes, est-ce une raison pour que le h茅ros perde sa s茅r茅nit茅 et le r茅cit son all茅gresse ? Sous la forme d'une ironique fiction, Candide propose une r茅flexion souriante sur l'omnipr茅sence de la d茅raison qui puise sa force aux sources vives d'une exp茅rience humaine, celle de l'auteur. Candide, on l'a dit, ce sont les 芦 Confessions 禄 de Voltaire, et c'est en cela qu'il nous 茅meut.
Mais ce 芦 roman d'apprentissage 禄 est aussi - et peut-锚tre surtout - un festival merveilleusement ordonn茅 de dr么lerie et de fantaisie sarcastique, ruisselant d'un immense savoir ma卯tris茅 qui ne d茅daigne jamais de porter le rire jusqu'au sublime. C'est en cela qu'il nous 茅blouit et qu'il nous charme.

Edition de Sylviane L茅oni.

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92 Voltaire 2253094552 0 3.17 1759 Candide
author: Voltaire
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 3.17
book published: 1759
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Black Boy: A Record of Youth and Childhood]]> 1002802 272 Richard Wright 0 4.06 1945 Black Boy: A Record of Youth and Childhood
author: Richard Wright
name: chai (thelibrairie on tiktok!) 鈾�
average rating: 4.06
book published: 1945
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/08/26
shelves: to-read, adult, nonfiction, owned
review:

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