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kendyl ʚ♡⃛ɞ wrote: “so, you’re finally admitting it?� i heard myself whisper. “you blew me off because of my dad?�
“and because you can do better than me, but you can do better than him, too.�
“jDZ.�
he kissed my forehead. “i could go a fair bit crazy over you, molloy. stay out of my head now, ya hear?�
“don’t, joey. don’t go.�
”i’ll be seeing ya.�

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𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓻𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰:
one of my besties told me “every time i see joey’s name, i think of you� and that pretty much sums up my everlasting love for joey lynch. aaa i’m so scared for this reread like i’m already sick to my stomach.

� knives shoved into my heart ★ęs

⁶� 𝒏𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕, 𝒊 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎, 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒂𝒇𝒆𝒕𝒚. 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔.

i’m concerned for my mental and emotional health.

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�
𝓼𝓹𝓸𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓮𝔀


i never knew devastation until he walked into my world and gave me a glimpse into his.
i never knew demons until i stood beside him and watched him battle monsters more frightening than my imagination could ever concoct.
i never knew heartbreak until he decimated my heart by decimating his body.
i never knew hurt until he walked away from me.
i never knew.

well i never knew that i’d be reading the most life changing books, but here i am. i will never be able to read another romance book the same way again. i fear that i’ve reached peak romance. god, you’re probably thinking…could she be any more dramatic when it comes to this series? yes, watch me. i just don’t know any other way to express my feelings about these books. cut open my heart, store these books inside, and sew it back up. they’re quite literally a part of me now…fully injected into my veins flowing through my bloodstream. see, told you. let me just shut up now because i could ramble on and on. this book obliterated me, that’s all you need to know. can i write this review without crying? spoiler alert: no😀

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

� 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉:
- 𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙤 𝙙𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙨
- 𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙧 𝙗𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙫𝙤 𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙧
- 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙨𝙝𝙢𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙛𝙩. 𝙠𝙝𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙙
- 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙮 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙩𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘
- 𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙗𝙮 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙨
- 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙙 & 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙧
- 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙟𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙬𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙛𝙩. 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙯𝙮𝙣
- 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙙 𝙨
- 𝙧𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙠𝙖𝙣𝙚

this playlist had me straight sobbing for an hour. i fear i ate😗

� 𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓈/𝒶𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓉𝒾𝒸:
- friends to lovers
- good girl x broken boy
- grumpy sunshine
- she falls first, he falls harder
- addiction/trauma (search triggers!)
- tension/banter
- high school
- dual pov

� 𝓅𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓎:
saving 6 takes you back in time before binding and keeping 13 to tell joey’s story. life has never been easy for joey lynch. everything in his life is broken and he’s always left to pick up the pieces. as he enters his teen years, his struggles in life intensify. he does his very best with the hand he’s been dealt. always looking out for and protecting the people he cares about, determined to rebuild what is broken…but who’s going to look out for him? especially when he’s also determined to lose himself to drugs. aoife molloy is a sunshine girl with a fun-loving personality and an unwavering confidence. she’s so unapologetically herself and doesn’t care what anyone thinks. well, except for the boy who has piqued her interest since she first laid her eyes on him. she’s determined to become joey’s friend, to knock down his walls one by one. when deeper feelings arise between them…she finds herself wanting to save him, but he wants to save her from himself. he’s convinced that he’s unlovable and that he’ll ruin her. what happens when she fully inserts herself into his life and shows him what it’s like to be loved? she’s the only home he’s ever had. he knows he shouldn’t get involved with her, but he can’t seem to stay away. when things take a turn…can she save him?

� 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈:

“pain. on the outside. on the inside. all around me. pain so fucking strong i’m drowning in it! that’s what i feel. that’s all i feel.�
╰┈➤no thoughts, just…this.

no but honestly, if you thought shannon’s books were sad…i’m here to tell you that joey’s first book will make both of shan’s seem like a cakewalk. binding and keeping 13 absolutely broke me and i was thinking hm, well surely it can’t get any worse than this right? WRONG. i was so wrong. oh and guess what? i can already tell you that redeeming 6 will be even more gut wrenching than this one. i can feel it in my bones.

� 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔:
chloe’s ability to completely break you with her writing is actually terrifying. that’s it. that’s all i have to say.

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

”the quintessential lost boy.� her lips grazed mine as she spoke. “don’t worry, peter pan, i’ll be your wendy.�
i kissed her.
╰┈➤i will never forget this moment.

� 𝒿𝑜𝑒𝓎 𝓁𝓎𝓃𝒸𝒽

⁶� ❝you’re like an island. somewhere for me to go and escape. somewhere safe. someone to anchor me, if that even makes sense.�

i could spend a life time crying for this boy. i’d do anything to take his heart, store it inside my chest, and take care of it as if it were my own. reading about joey’s life from ages 12-18 absolutely killed me. falling in love with a character and growing deeply connected to them just to read about the absolute hell they had to endure growing up is just…unfair😭i want to rewrite his books. a tears of joy edition🥺the man that he is omg…where other people see flaws, i see perfection. he’s so caring, kind, selfless, loyal, etc etc. i love him endlessly.

� 𝒶𝑜𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓎

⁶� ❝you might not love yourself, but i do. i love you enough for the both of us.�

she’s the baddest bitch ever and what’s even better is…she KNOWS it. her confidence shines brighter than the sun. i love that she’s not the type of girl to just give up when things get hard. she knows her own mind and speaks it freely. she’s a hard girl to break, but she’s human. so when she does break, it’s so heart breaking. she’s everything i hope my future daughter will be one day and everything i look for in a friend. that’s my girl hehe🤭

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

reaching down with his free hand, he tucked a tendril of hair behind my ear and whispered, “you think i want dz?�
physically, he trumped me in every way.
taller.
stronger.
darker.
meaner...
still, i wanted him to come closer.
”go inside, molloy,� he said in a softer tone as his green eyes searched and found something in mine that had put the fire out for him. “you don’t belong out here in the dark with someone like me.�
”yes, i do.�
╰┈➤when he’s made of fire and finally meets his match😫

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

"you shouldn't settle for anything less than being in love to the point of madness. the only person that you should be settling for is the person who unsettles you the most. you won't want to breathe, feel, or fucking function without them. that's how you'll know it's a real relationship, molloy.�
╰┈➤everyone needs this reminder because each and every single one of you deserve a relationship like this.

� 𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒:
romances between a broken boy who’s convinced he’s unlovable and a girl who loves him like it’s breathing>>>>
top tier!

╭┶┶┶┶┶༺♡༻┶┶┶┶┶�
𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈:
𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒐 𝒈𝒐𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒔
1:30 ───|────── 3:30
� � 𝕀𝕀 � �
𝒗𝒐𝒍𝒖𝒎𝒆: ■■■■■□□□
╰┶┶┶┶┶༺♡༻┶┶┶┶┶�

the goo goo dolls blasted through the speakers.
?�
�our song. just humor me and listen, okay?�
i nodded and kept my eyes locked on hers as the lyrics of the song fucked with my head.
”well?� she finally breathed when the song ended. “it’s perfect, right?�
”yeah, molloy.� my voice was thick with emotion. “it is.�

this song was very much made for these two and no one can convince me otherwise. joey and aoife have embedded themselves into my dna. their love story has it all. forming a friendship before forming an actual relationship is such a beautiful thing. their banter? everything. the angst? the tension? ugh, so good. while their love story is very beautiful, it’s very complicated and heartbreaking at the same time.
�”you might be the addict in this relationship, but you’re also the habit that i need to kick,� she choked out, chest heaving as she turned in my arms to face me. ”because i feel like i’m dying when i’m with you, and i feel like i’m dead when i’m not.�

mixing love with addiction is scary and can be so toxic. nothing could’ve prepared me for a story like theirs and nothing can prepare me for what’s to come in their next book. i’ve fallen so deeply in love with these characters and feel so connected to them. i just want my babies happy. they deserve the entire world. i love the way aoife truly sees joey. i will say this again because i cannot stress this enough, but to be loved it to be seen. everyone deserves that kind of love so please, never settle.

❝𝒏𝒊𝒄� 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆.�
❝𝒏𝒊𝒄� 𝒍𝒆𝒈𝒔.�
╰┈➤this reminded me of one tree hill, it had me screaming😭iykyk! favorite show ever.

� 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓈:
i have to admit that i didn’t fall in love with these side characters as much as i fell in love with the side characters in binding and keeping 13. all my love went straight to joey and aoife.

� shannon lynch:
seeing her as a side character before johnny was PAINFUL. i love her so much and seeing her in this book made me wanna reread her books🥺

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

� 𝓂𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝒹𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹:

”you’re a manipulative little witch, aren’t ya?� he laughed. “playing your old man like that.�
”only when i have to. you didn’t see the shoes.�
”shoes,� he snorted, shaking his head. “and you wonder why we’re not compatible.�
”i guarantee if you saw me wearing those shoes, you’d understand.�

*later*

”i like you.�
”wow,� i breathed. “another admission.�
”the hardest one yet.�
”i bet.�
”i know what you want us to be,� he added, tone gruff. “but that can’t happen.�
”jDZ—�
he bent down and retrieved the shoe i’d lost earlier. “nice shoes,� he said in a soft voice, putting it back on my foot. “you were right. they were worth hounding your father for.�
”see?� i forced a smile when i felt like crying. “told you.�
releasing a pained breath, he leaned in close and pressed a kiss to my forehead. “i could go a fair bit crazy over you, molloy.� his lips brushed against my brow as he said, “stay out of my head now, ya hear?�
╰┈➤it’s the way that there’s so much more to this scene that had me sobbing.

i quickly slapped his hand away. “don’t touch my rolos.�
”jesus, you can’t spare one?�
”i could, but not for you.�
”why not for me?�
”because you have the munchies, and i refuse to enable your bad behavior.�

*later*

”didn’t you see me back there?�
”yeah, i saw you. but don’t expect me to talk to you when you’re with him. i refuse to enable your bad behavior.�
now, she smiled. “are you feeding me my own lines, joey lynch?�
ŽDZܳٱ.�
╰┈➤PLEASEEE they make me smile even tho these scenes pain me.

”what do you want to do now?�
”you tell me, molloy.� his hands moved to my hips and he gave me a reassuring squeeze. “you’re calling the shots here.�
”i am?�
”yeah, you are.� leaning up on his elbows, he pressed an achingly soft kiss to my neck. ”you set the pace on this, and i’ll fall in line with you.�

*later*

”i just don’t know how to not do it.�
”not do what, joe?�
”reject human affection.�
my heart.
my poor, poor heart.
”it’s okay. we can handle this the same way we handle sex.� pressing a kiss to his chest, i whispered, ”except in this instance you set the pace, and i’ll fall in line.�
╰┈➤my heart split straight down the middle. i will never get over these two.

”if you fight her, you fight me. so, are we fighting, or are you bitches keeping your hair another day? i’m down either way.�
they both looked at each other and then at shannon before shaking their heads and stalking off.
”you didn’t have to do that for me.�
”i know.�
”they might go after you next.�
”i’d like to see them try. if they go near you again, all you need to do is come and find me. it doesn’t matter if i’m in class or not. just come and find me and i’ll help you, okay?�
she looked up at me and whispered, “why?�
”because i love your brother, and your brother loves you. keeping you safe is important to him, which makes it important to me. and who knows? maybe in time you’ll be coaxed out of that pretty little shell and we can be friends.�
”you want to be my friend?�
”is that okay with dz?�
”yes, please.�
”then it’s official.� i gave her a reassuring hug as i walked her to class, making sure every catty bitch got a good look at us. “we’re friends.�
╰┈➤my precious shannon omg aoife is such a sweetheart and i loved this scene so much🥹

� 𝒻𝒶𝓋𝑜𝓇𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝓆𝓊𝑜𝓉𝑒𝓈:
� ❝just so you know, joe…you’re my favorite friend, with my favorite everything.�
� ❝i have a friendship with joey, and i’m not giving that up for anyone.�
� ❝i’ve been sold on your for a long time now, joey lynch.�
� ❝the only time i allow myself to feel anything is when i’m with you.�
� ❝i took a chance on that boy, and i’m glad that i did because the man that small boy turned into is a man who i am damn proud of.�
� ❝good girl.� yeah, he’s that type🦋
� i wasn’t convinced about happy endings, but when molloy locked her eyes on me and smiled, i could believe in the possibility of a happy day.
� aoife molloy consumed me to the point that i didn’t feel like everything was completely fucked in the world anymore.
� i wanted to wade into battle for him, protect his beautiful soul.

°❶�.ೃ࿔*:�

on my way to watch one tree hill because that’s what i do when i’m in pain🥺

❝𝒊’𝒍� 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒂, 𝒎𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒚.� ]]>