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"I find myself experiencing a whirlwind of emotions regarding this novel, as there are aspects I truly admire and others that leave me feeling uneasy.

To begin with, the setting is a standout element. The author excels at weaving a rich tapestry of life within the imperial palace, vividly bringing its opulence and underlying tensions to life. The intricate details of courtly life, with its rituals and hierarchies, create an immersive experience that draws me into the world the characters inhabit.

One of the most commendable features of the story is Maomao as the protagonist. She is a breath of fresh air in the realm of fictional heroines. While she frequently expresses her singular passion for poisons and the science behind them, this focus does not overshadow her capacity for empathy and kindness. Her interactions with the women in the palace reveal her genuine concern for their well-being, and her refusal to cast judgment on others adds depth to her character. Maomao’s cool-headedness and analytical mindset make her an exceptional investigator. When faced with mysteries, she approaches them with clarity and determination, allowing her innate curiosity to shine through.

Additionally, the consorts surrounding Maomao are crafted with care and distinctiveness. Each consort possesses a unique personality, making them memorable and easily distinguishable from one another. I appreciated the author’s decision to delve into their lives, providing rich backstories and motivations.

However, I find myself at odds primarily with the character of Jinshi. While there is minimal romance in this first installment—a narrative choice I actually find appealing—Jinshi’s behavior repeatedly raised my discomfort levels throughout the reading experience. There were moments when his actions felt uncomfortably invasive, giving off an unsettling vibe that I don't believe was the author’s intention for a love interest.

Furthermore, the power dynamics within their relationship significantly contribute to my discomfort. Jinshi, in his position, holds considerable authority, which exacerbates my unease as I observe Maomao’s interactions with him. While I understand that this relationship dynamic reflects a certain realism of the time, it still leaves me with lingering questions about its feasibility. I don’t dispute that Jinshi is a well-conceived character, though. Maomao’s seemingly compliant stance toward him adds to my discomfort. Although I comprehend her motivations—navigating a tricky hierarchy and seeking to protect those she cares about—this compliance raises red flags for me regarding true mutual respect and equality in their relationship.

Looking ahead, I have some reservations based on the spoilers I've encountered. There seems to be a pattern of behavior from Jinshi that concerns me, suggesting that my dislike for him might deepen as the narrative unfolds. While I hold out hope for his character development, my expectations are decidedly low at this point.

In conclusion, I truly enjoyed the story’s realism, as it grounds Maomao as a remarkably ordinary individual rather than reducing her to the archetype of a long-lost princess. This quality, combined with the vividly described world and intriguing supporting characters, makes for a compelling read, even as I wrestle with my feelings about a certain character."