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160 pages, Hardcover
First published August 7, 2018
鈥淲ho knew being a heartless killing machine would present so many moral dilemmas.Our not-too-social, cynical, sulky and very snarky Murderbot, 鈥渁 rogue SecUnit with a record of past mass murder鈥�, hates to admit that it cares, especially when its supposed not-caring was its equivalent of security blanket (yes, pun intended) until now. But care MBot does, and so, instead of choosing a life of watching space soap operas it is headed to Milu, a planet where it just may find some evidence against GrayCris company and help Dr. Mensah - the one who treated our MBot as a person regardless of it not being human.
(Yes, that was sarcasm.)鈥�
鈥淚f there was one thing good about this situation, it was reinforcing how great my decisions to (a) hack my governor module and (b) escape were. Being a SecUnit sucked. I couldn鈥檛 wait to get back to my wild rogue rampage of hitching rides on bot-piloted transports and watching my serials.鈥�And what would a trip to a dangerous corner of space be without finding a bunch of human researchers who desperately need protection and face certain death without the expertise of a certain Security Consultant?
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鈥淎 SecUnit鈥檚 job is to protect its clients from anything that wants to kill or hurt them, and to gently discourage them from killing, maiming, etc., each other. The reason why they were trying to kill, maim, etc., each other wasn鈥檛 the SecUnit鈥檚 problem, it was for the humans鈥� supervisor to deal with. (Or to willfully ignore until the whole project devolved into a giant clusterfuck and your SecUnit prayed for the sweet relief of a massive accidental explosive decompression, not that I鈥檓 speaking from experience or anything.)鈥�This installment really made me think about what future holds for Murderbot. Yes, it is free from the governor module and does not have to obey command of humans who view MBot as nothing more than a dangerous tool, a deadly weapon, something to cautiously use and discard when not needed. Murderbot is seen as property, not person. And that obviously does not sit well with it.
鈥淭he only thing I knew for certain was that Preservation didn鈥檛 need SecUnits, and their idea of a SecUnit being considered a free agent meant I鈥檇 have a human 鈥済uardian.鈥� (In other places they just call that your owner.)鈥�Murderbot does not want to be property, but he does not want to be a pet robot either. Along the way it meets one of those - sweet loyal Miki - but even though at times it almost envies the life of a bot who is loved and cherished, it refuses to even consider trading free will and its own agency for the comforts of pampered life as a 鈥減et鈥�. Slavery taught it the need for fierce independence - but it鈥檚 hard when society denies you that and when your disguise remains an obedient SecUnit.
鈥淥r Miki was a bot who had never been abused or lied to or treated with anything but indulgent kindness. It really thought its humans were its friends, because that鈥檚 how they treated it.It鈥檚 the sheer unfairness of the disparity between who you are and what society considers you to be that is infuriating. It鈥檚 the complacency of those treating you as property and the denial of any free will to the other SecUnits - any one of whom has the same potential of being a full-fledged person just like MBot but is denied that opportunity out of plain inconvenience it would present to those who are 鈥渙wners鈥� - that elicits real emotion from me, a cynical reader, let alone from Murderbot itself.
I signaled Miki I would be withdrawing for one minute. I needed to have an emotion in private.鈥�
鈥斺赌斺赌斺赌斺赌�
鈥淲hat did Miki have that I wanted? I had no idea. I didn鈥檛 know what I wanted.
And yes, I know that was probably a big part of the problem right there.鈥�
鈥淪omewhere there had to be a happy medium between being treated as a terrifying murder machine and being infantilized.鈥�
鈥淥h, Murderbot, what did you do?Murderbot鈥檚 emotional development is also fascinating. It鈥檚 done slowly and subtly, but the benefit of binging all the novellas in one sitting is the ability to follow the inevitable change as it gets more comfortable with the idea of personhood. Some anxieties are lessened, some heightened, new emotions is processed and a bit of frustrated anger surfaces more and more through the snark and the sarcasm. It鈥檚 done very well, a epitome of showing, not telling.
(I don鈥檛 even know. I suspect it has to do with the fact that I went from being told what to do and having every action monitored to being able to do whatever I wanted, and somewhere along the way my impulse control went to hell.)鈥�
鈥淎gain, I know in the telling it sounds like I was on top of this situation but really, I was still just thinking, Oh shit oh shit oh shit.鈥�
...I don't know, everything was annoying right now and I had no idea why.
Okay, Rin! Miki said. We're friends, and friends call each other by name.
Maybe I did know why.
鈥淲hat did Miki have that I wanted? I had no idea. I didn鈥檛 know what I wanted.
And yes, I know that was probably a big part of the problem right there.鈥�
鈥淭here needs to be an error code that means 鈥淚 received your request but decided to ignore you.鈥�
鈥淥r Miki was a bot who had never been abused or lied to or treated with anything but indulgent kindness. It really thought its humans were its friends, because that鈥檚 how they treated it. I signaled Miki I would be withdrawing for one minute. I needed to have an emotion in private.鈥�
鈥淚 hate caring about stuff. But apparently once you start, you can't just stop.鈥�
鈥淲ho knew being a heartless killing machine would present so many moral dilemmas. (Yes, that was sarcasm.)鈥�
I hate caring about stuff. But apparently, once you start, you can't just stop.
鈥淲ho knew being a heartless killing machine would present so many moral dilemmas.
(Yes, that was sarcasm.)鈥�
鈥淥r Miki was a bot who had never been abused or lied to or treated with anything but indulgent kindness. It really thought its humans were its friends, because that鈥檚 how they treated it.
I signaled Miki I would be withdrawing for one minute. I needed to have an emotion in private.鈥�
鈥淩ight, so the only smart way out of this was to kill all of them. I was going to have to take the dumb way out of this.鈥�