January 19, 2025
this book is for you if you like alone with you in the ether, the invisible life of addie larue, the starless sea but most especially if you enjoyed CLOUD CUCKOO LAND.
you guys know that i'm a sucker for a good concept (or a kickass cover, in this case) so when i found this on netgalley i immediately hit that request button, thinking i wouldn't get a chance to review this early......but the earc gods were with me and i feel so lucky to have gotten ahold of this in advance.
honestly the real reason this drew me in, other than the GENIUS cover art, is that it reminded me a lot of one of my favorite books cloud cuckoo land. i knew it wouldn't be quite the same, but i love books that have a present day pov and a historic pov - maybe because it evens out the historical fiction with some contemporary vibes? and admittedly, i forgot the entire synopsis when i finally got around to reading this so it made it very difficult to understand at first. but i was so taken with how quickly this book moves. it's easy to get sucked in, and even though it's confusing and it takes a while for the pieces to start to slot into place, it's so compelling and well-written. i love how unique the voice is, how strange the characters are, how original the concept is. but because it's metalit, it was a very precarious first half. i spent a long time just trying to figure out what the hell all the POVs have to do with each other.
metalit is such a fun genre because it's often about the puzzle and the journey moreso than the characters or the conclusion. i can sit through a lot of bizarro shit because it's trying something, but ultimately the best metalit books are the ones that stick the landing. and so i spent almost 75% of this book thinking there was no way all of it would fit together, that it was way too short (i do still stand by this) and that the author could not pull of this weird magnificent idea.......but ladies and gents and enbies and friends....that absolute madman did it.
okay, i don't know. i do think the ending was a little abstract and the thing that could be frustrating to some people is that we don't get a lot of explanation about...all of it. this is the kind of book that lives in the Vague and so if you're someone who likes concrete endings and conclusions and explanations, it might not live up to your expectations. but i think the author is exploring something so real and important, and getting to watch it unfold the way it did was like watching a rose in bloom. once i figured out what was happening, i felt like my mind was exploding. it was subtle (ha) but also it really hits you over the head with everything and i think it just worked for me!
and we can't not mention the inherent queerness of this insane book...i will be thinking about it for a long long time honestly.
i really love that this is inspired by the author's own grandfather too. reading the acknowledgments is one of my favorite things, and i was so taken with her explanation of the inspiration.
idk! i kind of knew this was going to be a personal favorite, but it's so nice when that feeling works out. my intuition was correct!!! this is metalit at its best!!!! it speaks on love and family and queerness and WIKIPEDIA my beloved!!!!! most people won't get it but I DO and that's what's important!!!!!