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451 pages, ebook
Published June 5, 2017
I liked this a lot and had I not previously read , then I might have added an additional star.
Disgust, loathing, disappointment, mild boredom, and pure hatred. He wasn't going to accept me, I realized. Well, fuck him.
I was the sole focus of this angry, fucked up, beautiful man-child
Who cares if you don't fit in here...
That just means you're bigger than their small minds
Stupidly, I allowed myself to grow feelings for a guy I knew was trouble. I knew he was a bad idea, I had warned myself, prepared myself for his bullshit, and still I let myself feel something for him
I just don't think I care anymore. I still want you. Even if you hate me.
There's a broken boy screaming out to be loved underneath that hard exterior. You just have to scratch the surface
"You asked me once what my endgame was...Ask me the question, Six."
"What's your endgame, Rourke?"
"You. You are my endgame, Six."
� He wasn't going to accept me, I realized. Well, fuck him. People had tried to break me before. He would fail, just like the others. Bring it, asshole. �
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*takes sip* ahhhh, that's better.
❝Why are you blushing?�
❝I'm not blushing, asshole,� she growled.
❝Yeah, you fucking are.� Unable to stop myself, I reached over and tipped her chin upwards. Big grey eyes greeted me. ❝S.� I stroked my thumb over her burning cheek. ܲ.�
❝You're not her keeper, Six,� I said then. ❝Your mother?� I clarified. ❝She's not your responsibility.�
❝I just worry about her,� she replied quietly. ❝It's a force of habit.� She shrugged helplessly. ❝I've been doing it my whole life.�
❝She deserved better, � he grunted, eyes locked on the ceiling. ❝It was no way to go.�
❝No. It wasn’t.�
❝I'm still mad.� He let out a harsh laugh. ❝You'd think that after fifteen years the anger would have simmered down, but nope." He exhaled heavily. ❝I'm fucking burning with it most days.�
❝People can say what they want,� he replied coldly. ❝I take care of what's mine and I make no apologies for it.�
❝And trust me, Six; you have never been invisible to me.�
I snorted. ❝Yeah. Sure.�
❝I'm serious,� Rourke argued, eyes locked on mine. ❝I've been seeing you, Six. The whole damn time.�
❝So, you don’t want me,� I said shakily. ❝But you don’t want anyone else to have me?�
❝No, Six. I do.� Rourke growled and threw his hands up in the air in obvious exasperation. ❝I do want you.�
❝For sex?� Rourke shrugged almost helplessly, but had the good sense not to respond.
❝Well, thanks for the offer,� I said shakily as I retreated to the door and forced down the bile rising in my throat. ❝But I'm afraid I am going to have to regretfully decline your offer to fuck, Rourke.�
❝I've missed this.�
❝Missed what?" I grunted, trying unsuccessfully to get the keg over the lip of the door. ❝Aiding and abetting minors in the consumption of alcohol? Yeah, I'd miss that, too.�
❝Having a friend,� she surprised me by saying. ❝One that doesn’t look at me with pity and discomfort.�
❝You need to get your head out of your ass,� he told me. ❝If you want Sissy then stop being an asshole and –❞
❝I don’t,� I snapped, interrupting him. I didn’t want her. I didn’t.
❝You're overreacting here,� I shot back. ❝Making a mountain out of a molehill.�
❝Well, sue me for actually giving a crap about you,� Rourke shot back angrily, running a hand through his already sexily disheveled, dark hair. ❝For fuck's sake, Six, you could’ve called and let me know you weren't coming home.�
My heart skyrocketed at his words. Sue me for actually giving a crap about you He gave a crap about me? He cared? No, my brain hissed. No, he doesn't!
Rourke, my man, go and find yourself some self respect�.
❝What's your endgame, Rourke?�
❝Ydz,� Rourke replied without a hint of doubt or hesitation. ❝You are my endgame, Six.�
And then he kissed me. A kiss so deep, so full of love and emotion, that I swear I melted in his arms. I was his endgame. And he was mine.![]()
sɪᴅᴇ ɴᴏᴛ� �//� to CHLOE WALSH, i am sincerely sorry for your loss. i hope that you are doing well, taking care of yourself, and slowly healing. you are a phenomenal writer and just know whenever you're ready to return to writing we'll all be here, patiently waiting.