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412 pages, Paperback
First published October 14, 2017
Music is the heart’s greatest librarian.
I’d never felt that way about anyone and knew it could never happen again. He was my once . . .
In love with two worthy kings, and I was queen of the damned.
He was my song, my soul, my everything, and his love had propelled me forward into the woman I wanted to be. And that woman would burn out with the man who was made to keep her warm.
I used to think I was cursed for having fallen in love with two men. But, in hindsight, I realized what a gift it was. They were my lovers, my teachers, my best friends, and I would love them both until I took my last breath.
It took three seconds to close the distance between us, two seconds to lock together like we’d been doing it our entire lives, and that last second . . . that last second when his lips devoured mine was the second I lost a piece of myself I could never get back.
You exhaust me. You make me tired, Stella, so fucking tired. I want you and I want to do it right, but I’m so annoyed right now. All I want to do is make you wet and fuck you until it hurts.�
I couldn’t say anything. I was too far gone. Doused in gasoline with no match in sight, the aching, the longing, and the burning all there.
Love doesn’t die, even when you stop feeding it. There is no expiration date on the ache of missing someone you shared your heart, life, and body with. � Stella
“If I’m not what you need, then go find it. I bared myself to you, and you didn’t have the decency to fall in love with me. I probably will hate you. I fell for you, scared, but I did it anyway.� � Stella
Love doesn’t die, even when you stop feeding it. There is no expiration date on the ache of missing someone you shared your heart, life, and body with.
Torn. In love with two worthy kings, and I was queen of the damned. - Stella
“Because I want to talk to you every day. I want to look at you every day. Because I can’t fucking wait to see what completely inappropriate T-shirt you wear to work next.�
“You like me a lot.� I grinned.
“Enough to risk a nut,� he mused as he poured cheap shampoo into his hand. - Reid
...and that last second . . . that last second when his lips devoured mine was the second I lost a piece of myself I could never get back. - Stella
“Because I’ll be goddamned if I let you forget that I’m waiting. I want you to get used to these hands, these arms, this lap. We’ll be around a while. If it happens, it will happen naturally, and we’ll make our own story. If it doesn’t, I’ve got you with me now, and I’m good with that.� - Nate
DNF @30%
Subpar writing, as well as an eye-rolling cast of characters. What's there to love about this woman that makes two men want her? SMH. I don't get it
“You have to wait one minute past desperation...�
“You can’t go beating up everyone that pisses you off. Use your words, I promise you they are much better weapons. But be careful with them because bruises heal.�
“Even in hindsight, with all your mistakes disappearing in the distance, the things you got right are right alongside them. I’d made the mistake in only looking for the hurt…�
“Welcome to adulthood…It fucking sucks here.�
“When it came to the men in my life, my emotions were my kryptonite, and so was my indecision.�
“Because music is the heart’s greatest librarian. A few notes had the ability to transport me back in time, and to the most painful places.�
“Money used to be the whole fucking problem and now it can’t solve anything.�
“I used to think I was cursed for having fallen in love with two men. But, in hindsight, I realized what a gift it was. They were my lovers, my teachers, my best friends, and I would love them both until I took my last breath.�
Everyone, at some point in their life, breathes and grieves through song, but for me it was daily therapy.
It was always the music that reminded me where I’d been and where I was going.