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First published September 22, 2012
He leaned over to kiss her on the mouth, but she avoided him, turning her face forcefully to right and left, struggling, twisting, as she repeated, "Leave me alone, I don't want you, I don't want you, I don't want you."
At that point, almost against his will, the tone of Stefano's voice rose: "Now you're really pissing me off, Lina."
He repeated that remark two or three times, each time louder, as if to assimilate fully an order that was coming to him from very far away, perhaps even from before he was born. The order was, be a man, Ste': either you subdue her now or you'll never subdue her; your wife has to learn right away that she is the female and you're the male and therefore she has to obey. (emphasis mine)
There was no escape. No, neither Lina nor I would ever become like the [sophisticated] girl who had waited for Nino after school. We both lacked something intangible but fundamental, which was obvious in her even if you simply saw her from a distance, and which one possessed or did not, because to have that thing it was not enough to learn Latin or Greek or philosophy, nor was the money from groceries or shoes of any use. (p. 84)
I got mad, I said, 鈥淵ou are both mistaken: it's I who do what Lina wants, not the opposite.鈥�
trying to assimilate fully an order that was coming to him from very far away, perhaps even from before he was born. The order was: be a man, Ste'鈥�
She had used, in telling that lie, a sarcastic tone and they had all sarcastically believed her, especially the women, who knew what had to be said when the men who loved them and whom they loved beat them severely. Besides, there was no one in the neighborhood, especially of the female sex, who did not think that she had needed a good thrashing for a long time. So the beatings did not cause outrage, and in fact sympathy and respect for [her husband] increased鈥攖here was someone who knew how to be a man.
"[Lina] was explaining to me that I had won nothing, that in the world there is nothing to win, that her life was as full of varied and foolish adventures as much as mine, and that time slipped away without any meaning, and it was good just to see each other very so often to hear the mad sound of the brain of one echo in the mad sound of the brain of the other."Ferrante deserves the attention she has had from this series of novels. It is world-class literature that deserves a place in the pantheon. I am looking forward to .
亘賱賴貙 賱蹖鈥屬勜ж池� 讴賴 賳賵卮鬲賳 乇丕 爻禺鬲 賲蹖鈥屭┵嗀�. 夭賳丿诏蹖鈥屫з呚� 賵丕丿丕乇賲 賲蹖鈥屭┵嗀� 鬲氐賵乇 讴賳賲貙 夭賳丿诏蹖鈥屫ж� 趩诏賵賳賴 賲蹖鈥屫簇� 丕诏乇 丌賳趩賴 亘乇丕蹖 賲賳 丕鬲賮丕賯 丕賮鬲丕丿貙 亘乇丕蹖 丕賵 乇賵蹖 賲蹖鈥屫ж� 趩賴 丕爻鬲賮丕丿賴鈥屫й� 丕夭 卮丕賳爻 禺賵亘 賲賳 賲蹖鈥屭┴必� 賵 夭賳丿诏蹖鈥屫ж� 賲丿丕賲 丿乇 夭賳丿诏蹖鈥屫з� 馗丕賴乇 賲蹖鈥屫促堌� 丿乇 讴賱賲丕鬲蹖 讴賴 亘乇 夭亘丕賳 賲蹖鈥屫①堌辟呚� 丿乇 丌賳鈥屬囏ж� 睾丕賱亘丕 倬跇賵丕讴蹖 丕夭 讴賱賲丕鬲 丕賵 亘賴 诏賵卮 賲蹖鈥屫必池� 丿乇 丨乇讴鬲 禺丕氐蹖 讴賴 丕賯鬲亘丕爻蹖 丕夭 丨乇讴鬲 丕賵爻鬲貙 丿乇 讴賲鈥屫� 亘賵丿賳 賲賳 讴賴 亘賴鈥屫ж坟� 亘蹖卮鈥屫� 亘賵丿賳 丕賵爻鬲貙 丿乇 亘蹖卮鈥屫� 亘賵丿賳 賲賳 讴賴 鬲爻賱蹖賲 讴賲鈥屫� 亘賵丿賳 丕賵爻鬲.
賲丕 丕夭 亘趩诏蹖 卮丕賴丿 讴鬲讴 禺賵乇丿賳 賲丕丿乇丕賳 丕夭 倬丿乇丕賳賲丕賳 亘賵丿蹖賲. 亘丕 丕蹖賳 賮讴乇 亘夭乇诏 卮丿賴 亘賵丿蹖賲 讴賴 蹖讴 睾乇蹖亘賴 賳亘丕蹖丿 賱賲爻賲丕賳 讴賳丿貙 丕賲丕 倬丿乇賲丕賳貙 丿賵爻鬲鈥屬矩池辟呚з� 蹖丕 賴賲爻乇賲丕賳貙 賴乇 賵賯鬲 丿賵爻鬲 丿丕卮鬲賳丿貙 亘賴 禺丕胤乇 毓卮賯 亘賴 賲丕貙 亘乇丕蹖 鬲乇亘蹖鬲賲丕賳貙 亘乇丕蹖 亘丕夭丌賲賵夭蹖賲丕賳 賲蹖鈥屫堌з嗁嗀� 賲丕 乇丕 亘夭賳賳丿.
丌賳鈥屬囏� 毓氐亘蹖 亘賵丿賳丿貙 鬲爻賱蹖賲 亘賵丿賳丿貙 爻丕讴鬲 亘賵丿賳丿貙 亘丕 賱亘鈥屬囏й� 亘賴 賴賲 賮卮乇丿賴 賵 卮丕賳賴鈥屬囏й� 禺賲 卮丿賴貙 蹖丕 亘賴 亘趩賴鈥屬囏й屰� 讴賴 丌賳鈥屬囏� 乇丕 亘賴 爻鬲賵賴 賲蹖鈥屫①堌必嗀� 丿卮賳丕賲鈥屬囏й� 賵丨卮鬲賳丕讴 賲蹖鈥屫ж嗀�. 亘蹖卮 丕夭 丨丿 賱丕睾乇貙 亘丕 趩卮賲丕賳 賵 诏賵賳賴鈥屬囏й� 诏賵丿 乇賮鬲賴 蹖丕 亘丕 倬卮鬲鈥屬囏й� 倬賴賳貙 賯賵夭讴鈥屬囏й� 賵乇賲 讴乇丿賴貙 爻蹖賳賴鈥屬囏й� 爻賳诏蹖賳貙 亘爻鬲賴鈥屬囏й� 禺乇蹖丿卮丕賳 乇丕 丨賲賱 賲蹖鈥屭┴必嗀� 賵 亘趩賴鈥屬囏� 亘賴 丿丕賲賳鈥屬囏й屫簇з� 丌賵蹖夭丕賳 卮丿賴 賵 賲蹖鈥屫堌ж池嗀� 亘睾賱卮丕賳 讴賳賳丿. 賵 丕蹖 禺丿丕! 丿賴 蹖丕 丨丿丕讴孬乇 亘蹖爻鬲 爻丕賱 丕夭 賲賳 亘夭乇诏鈥屫� 亘賵丿賳丿. 亘丕 丕蹖賳 賴賲賴貙 亘賴 賳馗乇 賲蹖鈥屫必驰屫� 讴蹖賮蹖鬲 夭賳丕賳賴鈥屫й� 乇丕 讴賴 亘乇丕蹖 賲丕 丿禺鬲乇賴丕 亘爻蹖丕乇 丕賴賲蹖鬲 丿丕卮鬲 乇丕 丕夭 丿爻鬲 丿丕丿賴 亘賵丿賳丿. 讴蹖賮蹖鬲蹖 讴賴 賲丕 丌賳 乇丕 亘丕 賱亘丕爻貙 亘丕 丌乇丕蹖卮 賲卮禺氐 賲蹖鈥屭┴必屬�. 鬲賵丕賳丕蹖蹖 夭賳丕賳賴鈥屰� 丌賳丕賳 亘賴 賵爻蹖賱賴 卮賵賴乇丕賳貙 倬丿乇丕賳 賵 亘乇丕丿乇丕賳 亘賱毓蹖丿賴 賲蹖鈥屫簇� 賵 丿乇 賳賴丕蹖鬲 夭賳丕賳 賴賲 亘賴 丿賱蹖賱 讴丕乇 爻禺鬲貙 亘丕賱丕 乇賮鬲賳 爻賳 蹖丕 亘蹖賲丕乇蹖貙 卮亘蹖賴 丌賳鈥屬囏� 賲蹖鈥屫簇嗀�.
讴蹖 丕蹖賳 丕爻鬲丨丕賱賴 卮乇賵毓 卮丿貙 亘丕 讴丕乇賴丕蹖 禺丕賳賴責 亘丕 丨丕賲賱诏蹖責 亘丕 讴鬲讴 禺賵乇丿賳鈥屬囏ж� 丕賳丿丕賲 賱蹖鈥屬勜� 賴賲 賲孬賱 賳賵賳趩丕听 丕夭 乇蹖禺鬲 賲蹖鈥屫з佖� 賲賲讴賳 丕爻鬲 賮乇賳丕賳丿賵 丕夭 氐賵乇鬲 馗乇蹖賮 丌賳 亘蹖乇賵賳 亘倬乇丿貙 乇丕賴 乇賮鬲锟斤拷 亘乇丕夭賳丿賴鈥屫ж� 賲丕賳賳丿 乇蹖賳賵 卮賵丿貙 亘丕 倬丕賴丕蹖 诏卮丕丿貙 亘丕夭賵賴丕蹖 诏卮賵丿賴 丿乇 讴賳丕乇 爻蹖賳賴鈥屫ж簇� 賵 賲賲讴賳 丕爻鬲 乇賵夭蹖 亘丿賳 賲賳 賴賲貙 賳賴 鬲賳賴丕 亘丕 馗賴賵乇 亘丿賳 賲丕丿乇賲貙 亘丕 亘丿賳 倬丿乇賲 賴賲 賵蹖乇丕賳 卮賵丿責 賵 賲賲讴賳 丕爻鬲 賴乇 趩賴 丿乇 賲丿乇爻賴 蹖丕丿 诏乇賮鬲賲貙 賲丨賵 卮賵丿貙 賲丨賱賴 丿賵亘丕乇賴 賲爻鬲賵賱蹖 卮賵丿貙 賴賲丕賴賳诏蹖鈥屬囏ж� 丌丿丕亘貙 賴賲賴 趩蹖夭 丿乇 亘丕鬲賱丕賯 爻蹖丕賴 丿乇丌賲蹖禺鬲賴 卮賵丿責 丌賳丕讴爻蹖賲丕賳丿乇 賵 倬丿乇賲貙 賮賵賱诏賵乇賴 賵 夭賳 丌讴蹖賱賴貙 馗乇賮蹖鬲鈥屬囏� 賵 丿乇蹖丕趩賴貙 丕賮毓丕賱 賲丕囟蹖 賳丕賲毓蹖賳貙 賴夭蹖賳賴 賵 夭亘丕賳 诏爻鬲丕禺 賵 毓丕賲蹖丕賳賴 爻賵賱丕乇丕賴丕貙 賴賲丕賳 诏賵賳賴 讴賴 胤蹖 賴夭丕乇丕賳 爻丕賱 亘乇 爻乇 丕蹖賳 卮賴乇 丌卮賮鬲賴 賵 鬲丨賯蹖乇 卮丿賴 丌賲丿賴 亘賵丿責
賲乇丕 丕夭 倬賱賴鈥屬囏� 亘丕賱丕 賵 倬丕蹖蹖賳 賲蹖鈥屬佖必池ж� 賮賯胤 亘乇丕蹖 丕蹖賳讴賴 夭蹖乇 丿丕賲賳賲 乇丕 賳诏丕賴 讴賳丿.
亘賴 爻賲鬲 賳诏賴亘丕賳 丕卮丕乇賴 讴乇丿 賵 诏賮鬲: "賲賵丕馗亘 丕賵賳 亘丕卮貙 賵賯鬲蹖 亘蹖乇賵賳 賲蹖鈥屫臂屫� 亘賴 丨鬲賲 鬲賵 乇賵 賲鬲賴賲 亘賴 丿夭丿蹖丿賳 賲丕乇鬲丕丿賱丕 賲蹖鈥屭┵嗁� 鬲丕 亘鬲賵賳賴 亘诏乇丿丿鬲 賵 丿爻鬲卮 乇賵 乇賵蹖 賴賲賴鈥屰� 亘丿賳鬲 亘讴卮賴."
賵賯鬲蹖 倬爻 丕夭 鬲賯賱丕 賵 鬲賱丕卮 丕賵 乇丕 鬲氐丕丨亘 讴乇丿貙 丕賵 丿蹖诏乇 丌賳噩丕 賳亘賵丿. 卮亘貙 丕鬲丕賯貙 鬲禺鬲鈥屫堌жㄘ� 亘賵爻賴鈥屬囏й� 丕賵貙 丿爻鬲丕賳卮 乇賵蹖 亘丿賳 丕賵貙 賴乇 丨爻蹖 丿乇 蹖讴 丕丨爻丕爻 噩匕亘 卮丿賴 亘賵丿賳丿. 丕賵 丕夭 丕爻鬲賮丕賳賵 讴乇丕趩蹖 賲鬲賳賮乇 亘賵丿貙 丕夭 賯丿乇鬲卮 賲鬲賳賮乇 亘賵丿貙 丕夭 賮卮丕乇 亘丿賳卮 乇賵蹖 亘丿賳 禺賵丿 賲鬲賳賮乇 亘賵丿貙 丕夭 丕爻賲 賵 賮丕賲蹖賱卮 賲鬲賳賮乇 亘賵丿.
I washed her with slow, careful gestures, first letting her squat in the tub, then asking her to stand up: I still have in my ears the sound of the dripping water, and the impression that the copper of the tub had a consistency not different from Lila鈥檚 flesh, which was smooth, solid, calm. I had a confusion of feelings and thoughts: embrace her, weep with her, kiss her, pull her hair, laugh, pretend to sexual experience and instruct her in a learned voice, distancing her with words just at the moment of greatest closeness.
But in the end there was only the hostile thought that I was washing her, from her hair to the soles of her feet, early in the morning, just so that Stefano could sully her in the course of the night. I imagined her naked as she was at that moment, entwined with her husband, in the bed in the new house, while the train clattered under their windows and his violent flesh entered her with a sharp blow, like the cork pushed by the palm into the neck of a wine bottle. And it suddenly seemed to me that the only remedy against the pain I was feeling, that I would feel, was to find a corner secluded enough so that Antonio could do to me, at the same time, the exact same thing.
I saw clearly the mothers of the old neighborhood. They were nervous, they were acquiescent. They were silent, with tight lips and stooping shoulders, or they yelled terrible insults at the children who harassed them. Extremely thin, with hollow eyes and cheeks, or with broad behinds, swollen ankles, heavy chests, they lugged shopping bags and small children who clung to their skirts. They had been consumed by the bodies of husbands, fathers, brothers, whom they ultimately came to resemble, because of their labors or the arrival of old age, of illness. When did that transformation begin? With housework? With pregnancies? With beatings?
the secret heart of my book. Anyone who wanted to know what gave it warmth and what the origin was of the strong but invisible thread that joined the sentences would have had to go back to that child鈥檚 packet, ten notebook pages, . . . the brightly colored cover, the title and not even a signature.And in a gesture of trust and love for her friend, Elena returns the story to Lila, admitting, 鈥淚 read it again and discovered that, without realizing it, I鈥檝e always had it in my mind. That鈥檚 where my book comes from.鈥� It is the story of a new name.