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An #ownvoices novel in verse about an Indian American girl whose life is turned upside down when her mother is diagnosed with leukemia.

Reha feels torn between two worlds: school, where she鈥檚 the only Indian American student, and home, with her family鈥檚 traditions and holidays. But Reha鈥檚 parents don鈥檛 understand why she鈥檚 conflicted鈥攖hey only notice when Reha doesn鈥檛 meet their strict expectations. Reha feels disconnected from her mother, or Amma, although their names are linked鈥擱eha means 鈥渟tar鈥� and Punam means 鈥渕oon鈥濃€攂ut they are a universe apart.

Then Reha finds out that her Amma is sick. Really sick.

Reha, who dreams of becoming a doctor even though she can鈥檛 stomach the sight of blood, is determined to make her Amma well again. She鈥檒l be the perfect daughter, if it means saving her Amma鈥檚 life.

224 pages, Hardcover

First published February 2, 2021

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Rajani LaRocca

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Rajani LaRocca was born in India, raised in Kentucky, and now lives in the Boston area, where she practices medicine and writes award-winning books for young people, including Red, White, and Whole, which won a 2022 Newbery Honor, the Walter Dean Myers Award, Golden Kite Award, and New England Book Award. Her other books include: Midsummer鈥檚 Mayhem (2019), Seven Golden Rings (2020), Bracelets for Bina鈥檚 Brothers (2021), Much Ado About Baseball (2021), Where Three Oceans Meet (2021), My Little Golden Book About Kamala Harris (2021), The Secret Code Inside You (2021), I'll Go and Come Back (2022), and more. She鈥檚 always been an omnivorous reader, and now she is an omnivorous writer of fiction and nonfiction, novels and picture books, prose and poetry. She finds inspiration in her family, her childhood, the natural world, math, science, and just about everywhere she looks. To connect with Rajani and learn more about her and her books visit her at and on Twitter and Instagram @rajanilarocca.

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Author听32 books535 followers
July 13, 2020
This is a book of my heart. Although the story is fictional, there are so many aspects of this book that were inspired directly from my own experiences growing up as an immigrant in the 1980s. I can't wait to share it with the world, and I hope you enjoy reading it.
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June 5, 2022
"No matter where I go, America or India, I don鈥檛 quite fit."


~ Rating- 4 stars ~

Content/ Trigger Warnings-
Racism, Displacement (theme), Blood depiction, Fear of blood, Terminal cancer, Grief & loss depiction, Death of a mother from leukemia, Nightmares, Divorce, Child Abandonment, Head Injury, Pneumonia, Potential Child Abuse (Verbal & Emotional, Physical implied but not confirmed)

-Mention of some of these in the review-

"Do you speak Indian? (...) I want to tell her that people from India, just the small sample of Indian people in her own city, speak over a dozen languages. We are Hindu, Muslim, Christian and other religions. We are all different shades, from dark brown to almost as pale as she is. I want to tell her we make more kinds of delicious food than she could imagine. I want to tell her despite our differences, we have so much in common trying to make our lives here. I want to tell her I鈥檝e never studied Tamil and Kannada, the languages my parents speak. Never learned to conjugate those verbs, never learned those curly alphabets. My parents only talk to me in English. I want to tell her when I reach for words in Kannada or Tamil, all my brain can come up with is the French I learn in school, and what I understand of the languages my parents speak is confined to the mundane conversations of home. And when I do try to talk, my accent is wrong, wronger than my parents鈥� accents when they speak English. But I don鈥檛 tell her any of this. Instead, I just say 'No'."


Red, White and Whole is a book everyone needs to read. This is the kind of book adults should read, when they think children have no problems. This is the kind of book teenagers should read, when they want to revisit the innocence of childhood. This is the kind of book parents should encourage little children to read, when they want their kids to read more 'diverse' books. Most importantly, this is the kind of book all Indians should read. Why? Because Red, White and Whole is an excellent portrayal of how it feels to be discriminated, to be judged and mocked for something that's not under your control.

"Together, we decide that a hero: Is brave, but not without fear. Because if you fear nothing, how can you be brave? Says what they believe is right. Because if you cannot say what you believe in, how much do you believe in it? Works to make the world better. Because doing something is even more important than talking about it. Acts out of love for others. Because caring for other people is the biggest difference between a hero and a villain."


Reha feels torn between two worlds: school, where she鈥檚 the only Indian American student, and home, with her family鈥檚 traditions and holidays. Reha鈥檚 parents don鈥檛 understand why she鈥檚 conflicted鈥攖hey only notice when Reha doesn鈥檛 meet their strict expectations. Reha feels disconnected from her mother, or Amma, although their names are linked鈥擱eha means 鈥渟tar鈥� and Punam means 鈥渕oon鈥濃€攂ut they are a universe apart.

"A mother gives you life, nourishes you, protects you, helps you when you鈥檙e hurt. But sometimes it feels like too much."


Then Reha finds out that her Amma is sick. Really sick. Reha dreams of becoming a doctor, even though she can鈥檛 stomach the sight of blood. She is determined to make her Amma well again. She鈥檒l be the perfect daughter, if it means saving her Amma鈥檚 life.

"Blood metallic and earthy, essential, cleansing, the river of life in our veins. Blood binds us to each other, as humans, as kin, parent to child. Thicker than water, it tells all. The stories of our ancestors are written there. But what happens when your own blood betrays you?"


The plot of Red, White and Whole was beautiful. I loved every moment of reading the book, and it almost made me cry due to how relatable it was. While I am not Indian American, I am Indian and I've also lived for several years in a foreign country. I understood Reha's conflict of feeling like she doesn't belong, and does an excellent job at writing this.

"Reha means star. What kind of star am I? A distant one, that sparkles coldly from afar? A red giant, scorching all within its wake? Or like our sun, providing light and warmth and life?"


Red, White and Whole, is a book written in verse. This was the first book I read in verse, and I definitely want to read more books like this in the future.

"What does the sky do when the moon is gone forever?"


The writing is wonderful and flows very well. The main character Reha's pain can be felt on an emotional level. Reha's struggles of feeling like she is a part of two different worlds was so accurate and captivating.

"All our blood cells are born in our bone marrow. Red cells, white cells, and platelets. But sometimes one cell doesn鈥檛 follow the rules. Instead of leaving room for the others, sometimes one cell won鈥檛 stop dividing until it takes over all the space in the marrow and spills into the blood. It鈥檚 a type of cancer. And it鈥檚 called Leukemia."


I loved the dynamic Reha had with her Amma and really felt sad when her mother got diagnosed with Leukemia. The scenes and conversations Reha had with her mother had so much depth and meaning, and I was impressed with the writing.

"My mother鈥檚 name is Punam, and that means moon. Her face is as bright as a full moon, always gentle, always changing, but predictable. Like our moon, she only shows us one face. The strong one."


I loved all the discussions about Indian culture, and there were so many moments where I was nodding along and smiling, specially the scene where Reha was being taught how to cook.

"God is everywhere, says Amma. He is in every living creature. God has many faces, many forms, male and female, human and animal, and forms we cannot imagine. This is why we do not hurt people, or harm animals. Why we do not eat meat. God鈥檚 wisdom is in paper and books. So we do not disrespect them or touch them with our feet. God is everywhere. And I believe it, because I hear God in Daddy鈥檚 humming as he shaves, feel God in Daddy鈥檚 kiss good night, smell God in the silk of Amma鈥檚 sari, see God reflected in her shining eyes, and taste God in the spicy, sweet, piping hot food we eat together. Our parents are God, their words are law."


Red, White, and Whole is one of the best books I've read It is a very short read, but every line is worth it.

"We are together in the dark. Together, we rival the stars in their brightness."


Overall, Red, White and Whole has everything you would want to read in a book. It has a good plot, fabulous writing and great characters along with character development. I'd highly recommend it.

"I鈥檓 from, India and America, mother and father, past, present, and future. I have one life. That鈥檚 all any of us gets. And I know that I will make my way. For all rivers lead to the same ocean, we all look upon the same sky. I will write my own story. Amma鈥檚 life, the one she gave to me, is in my heart, my veins, my blood. And she is everywhere."


Thanks to my friend Akshita for the recommendation!

*This book has spoilers for the Star Wars movies and books.*


Review written and uploaded on 24th October, 2021.

DISCLAIMER-All opinions on books I鈥檝e read and reviewed are my own, and are with no intention to offend anyone. If you feel offended by my reviews, let me know how I can fix it.

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1 star- Hardly liked anything/ was disappointed
2 star- Had potential but did not deliver/ was disappointed
3 stars- Was ok but could have been better/ was average / Enjoyed a lot but something was missing
4 stars- Loved a lot but something was missing
5 stars- Loved it/ new favourite


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This was a beautiful read, and the ending made me teary-eyed. Review to come.
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5,221 reviews3,325 followers
June 9, 2022
***It's just that I cannot stop crying 馃槩
*2021 favourite*


"No matter where I go,
America or India,
I don't quite fit."
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"I am not expected to like boys,
I am not expected to date.
But all day long on the radio, people sing about falling in love,
about hearts breaking and mending
and breaking again.
And I wonder what it would be like
to follow mine."
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*For those who don't want spoilers of Star Wars, give this book a miss if you can.

(*When books spoil things for you when it guesses every single person is well versed with Star Wars. FYI, I have yet to read or watch the series or whatever it is 馃槱)
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Amar Chitra Kathas!
Amen.

Kudos, author for bringing it up.
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*The story deals heavily with the themes of immigrants, battling cancer, death and grief.

I know this story has taken a piece of my heart.

Such a good, memorable read.

The story is so close to my heart now because I know what it means to have someone close to you battling cancer.

2021, I love you.
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47 reviews78 followers
May 13, 2021
This was supposed to be a buddy read with Nimrat and Akshita, but I couldn't complete it on time. BUT I FINALLY DID IT!!!!



Okay, now let's get back to the book.

Me before reading this:



Me after reading this:




My thoughts about the book:
When I opened this book for the first time, I was kind of intrigued by it because it is completely written in verses which is new to me. I loved how the author has described everything so beautifully but I wasn't really into it untill page 50. (Also, this book has spoilers for first three Star Wars movies on pages 58 and 59.) The only thing I did not like about it were the stereotypes about Indians. More on that later.




Together we decided that a hero:
Is brave, but not without fear.
Because if you fear nothing, how can you be brave?
Says what they believe is right.
Because if you cannot say what you believe in, how much do you believe in it?
Works to make the world better.
Because doing something is even more important that talking about it.
Acts out of love for others.
Because caring for others is the biggest difference between a hero and a villain.




The Plot:
This story revolves around the day to day life of a 13 yr old Indian-American girl called Reha who is struggling to fit in both her worlds- the Indian one and the American one. A life changing event that occurs in her life to shatter everything and how she tries to bring everything back together.



The Characters:
Reha: This is our MC, Reha. Her Parents were born and brought up in India and then moved to America after their marriage and had her. Reha is the only child to her parents and so is pampered by them.(basically she just goes to a private school. that's it.) She is caught up between two worlds - One where her parents are and the one where she wants to be. She always has this feeling of not belonging anywhere. Her parents want her to be an obedient straight A student and she wishes to be like "Other girls". I could actually relate to her to quite some extent but somethings were off for me. She was always like "I'm not like other girls" which was kinda annoying but I'll let it pass. She want's to become a doctor when she grows up. (stereotype #1. NOT ALL INDIAN GIRLS WANT TO BECOME A DOCTOR!!!!)





Rachel: Rachel is Reha's American best friend. (who divides best friends into categories?). Rachel is like Reha. She studies, reads books and listens to music, doesn't wear make up because tHeY aRe NoT LiKe OtHeR gIrLs and she wears glasses because OnLy StUdIoUs PeOpLe wEaR gLaSsEs. Overall as a character, Rachel is a great friend. She is with Reha at her best and her worst. She supported her when her mother was in the hospital and she was with her when Pete asked her for the dance. She was very encouraging towards Reha. I liked her.





Sunny: Sunita a.k.a Sunny is Reha's Indian best friend.(Even though they both live in the States) She is the polar opposite of her. She does make up, has siblings and goes to public school. But they both have one thing in common(apart from being of Indian origin), they both love music!!! Sunny is also a great friend. She was there for her at her worsts.





Pete: He is Reha's bench partner in English and the only boy she talks to because they sit together in one of their classes. No other reason. Like seriously? Do these boys have fangs? are they gonna kill ya? (Stereotype #2. WE ARE NOT ALLERGIC TO BOYS!!!!) anyway, back to Pete. So this guy is really sweet. when Reha decided to not talk to him because sHe HaD tO fOcUs On HeR sTuDiEs as her mother wanted her to, he was so worried about her and her mother's depreciating health. He confronted her, he let her stay at his home in the evenings because her father couldn't pick her up from school. I just love this guy. I also love this guy's ideas about heroism.

It's about what happens when the bad guys fight back, and fight back hard.
It's about learning how to be a hero in spite of the fact that your dad is the most evil guy in the universe.


So these were his thoughts about Luke Skywalker in the movie 'The Empire Strikes Back'.





Reha's Parents: I cannot talk much about them because then that would be a huge spoiler.



But I'll just say that they migrated to the United States of America in search of 鉁╫pportunities鉁� and a better future. Her father is a civil engineer. Her mother works in a Haematology lab at a hospital. This is also why Reha wants to become a doctor. Because her mother works at a hospital.



The Stereotypes:

1) NOT ALL INDIAN GIRLS WANT TO BECOME A DOCTOR. My parents tell me that when they were young, their parents had this standard principle that if they had a son, he would become an Engineer and if they had a daughter, she would either be married of at an early age or become a doctor. They did not have choices. And because this book is set in around 1980s, I'll let this go off.





2) WE ARE NOT ALLERGIC TO BOYS. Sure, our parents tell us to keep some distance from boys but they do not restrict us from talking to them. They are humans after all. But again... this book is set in 1980s... so I'll let that pass too.





3) WE CAN SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH. There was this conversation between Reha & Sunny and a dude at the food court, where he screamed in their face "DO YOU SPEAK ENGLISH???" Like, Of course she can! Do you ask that question to other customers as well? I was really offended by that.






Did I enjoy this book?
Yes.
Will I pick it up again?
Maybe
Will I suggest it to everyone?
DEFINITELY
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653 reviews145 followers
September 22, 2020
Be right back, I'm gonna go hug my mom now and try not to bawl my eyes out
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1,551 reviews260 followers
December 11, 2021
3.5 Stars rounded up to 4

CW:

Well middle school novels have really evolved over the last decade or so and this is another example of how well written and layered they are.

Biracial Reha struggles to figure out what world she belongs in in this emotional verse novel. Her already unbalanced world is thrown further into turmoil when her mother becomes ill. Writing in free verse is the perfect vessel for delivering a story like this to young people. The white spaces give you time to pause, reflect and in some instances reel, and then collect yourself again. This is another one where I would check that a middle school reader is in the right space to read such an emotional story.
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289 reviews344 followers
January 1, 2022
I don't know if I'm becoming more emotional or I'm choosing incredible books. But this is the first time as long as I can remember that I have actually cried; Winter? I shedded a few tears. Letters to the Lost? I felt a lump in my throat. But this book...there were actually tears streaming down my face, and no matter how many times I swallowed the lump in my throat- it always came back.

It seems a bit surprising that a middle grade book can make me cry, instead of all those popular books like The Lunar Chronicles, The Gilded Ones, The Gilded Wolves, Throne of Glass, A Court of Thorns and Roses, etc. But no. I'm sorry, but I can no longer see myself crying for any of those. Why? Well...

I have never, ever, EVER, related to someone so hard in a book. Someone may have a similar personality to me, but I don't live in a world where cyborgs are common, or the Fae exist. This book focuses on a first-generation Indian American girl trying to find out where she fits in: India or America? That's me. Period. I'm Indian, and I was mostly raised here, in the US. The struggle is real.

Wanting to go to dances, but asked to study? Yep.
Wanting to choose the clothes you wear? Yeah.
Struggling to find a balance between American and Indian culture? Yes.

My whole life, I have always felt I don't have a sense of belonging. Don't get me wrong, I have a lot of amazing friends, which make my life incredible, but generally, as a city, or even country--I feel like people still look at me funny. People will talk English to me slower here, and in India, people will ask me a bunch of questions on what America is like. In America, to strangers, I'm a foreigner, even though I'm not. In India, I'm American, and just not treated the same. Of course, I have amazing friends both here and in India who know otherwise. ;)

I also loved how well the parents were portrayed in this books. It felt like I was reading a book about my parents. In a lot of the books, authors try to portray Indian parents as extremely strict, making them seem selfish and villainous. But it's really not the case. While they can be really strict, they do want the best of their children. My parents are the most selfless people I know in the world, and they are strict af. That is their way for caring for me, and keeping me out of trouble. I just simply loved how well Reha's parents were portrayed.

Also, the Indian terms and vocabulary were not overused, and not underused. It was perfect and went well with each verse.

That ending though... is what broke my heart. I have never felt so emotional about this, but it really got to me.

Also, I did not expect this book to be in verse! I opened to book when I got home, and not going to lie I was disappointed at first. I never cared much for poetry in books. But the verses flowed to well, I had such a great time reading this. I wouldn't have had this written any other way.

To conclude, this book was so enjoyable and incredibly relatable. I felt like she was writing about me (which is extremely self-absorbed I know lol) in every single page.

I love the life lessons in this book, and how the author portrayed Indian culture. Perfection. Hands-down one of my best reads of 2021.
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1,011 reviews537 followers
Want to read
July 3, 2020
July 02, 2020: THE COVER IS HERE and- cutenessss.

June 10, 2020: This has just been by the author and I'm so very excited for this middle-grade story about a young daughter of Indian immigrants; no number of such books can be many. None.
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2,533 reviews251 followers
April 30, 2021
Thank you to Harper Collins & HarperKids for sending me a finished copy in exchange for an honest review and promotion. All opinions are my own.

This was such a lovely novel in verse, I truly cherished the story of Reha. Reha is a young Indian-American girl. She's torn between two worlds: her life at school in the USA and her life at home with her Indian family. She feels increasingly disconnected from her parents and then she learns her mom is very sick.

Red, White, and Whole is an intimate look at what it feels like to have your identity feel torn in two. I loved Reha's curiosity and her love for her friends and family. This book was so wholesome, though it did make me tear up at the end. The amount of unconditional love Reha and her parents have for each other was so sweet. I loved it a lot.

Reha is such a bright young star and I loved seeing her learn more about herself and what she wants. I think she'll achieve great things and I loved seeing part of her life.
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79 reviews36 followers
April 27, 2021
Never have I ever shed this many tears over a book before.

This book absolutely broke me. All I want to do is curl up into a ball and sob until every memory I have of this book just fades. The pain is too much!
It was beautiful, heart-wrenching, but so full of hope at the same time.

I don't know if it was the best time for me to read it. But I'm so very thankful that I did.
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3,749 reviews64 followers
July 11, 2021
A beautiful novel in verse set in the early 1980s about a young teen whose parents immigrated from India. Reja navigates two worlds, an Indian one and an American one. Then her mother is diagnosed with cancer and her life changes again.
Will her mother survive? How will this experience change Reja's relationships with her family and friends?
This is one of those books about a teen that you can feel comfortable giving and recommending to the tweens in your life. I can see why there is a lot of buzz about this book.
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3,004 reviews6,195 followers
March 14, 2023
I know better! As a librarian, I absolutely know better! Every single Newberry winner or honor that I've read in my life has been depressing. I'm not sure why I expected this one to be any different. CW: racism, cancer,

Red, White, and Whole follows the narrative of young Reha who constantly feels caught in between worlds not quite Indian, but also not quite American. While her parents don't understand why she feels conflicted, Reha understands first hand what it's like to want to honor the traditions of her family, but also fit in with friends and others.

What Worked: Listen, as a Newberry honor it shouldn't be a surprise to me that this book damn near tore my soul out, but I still wasn't expecting the complex themes that began to unfold as I made my way through the story. There are so many elements that middle grade readers as well as older readers will appreciate that LaRocca included within the framework of the story. The idea of existing between two worlds isn't an uncommon theme, but, as a Black reader, it was nice to read it from a different ethnic and cultural perspective. Then, there was the way in which LaRocca tackled grief. Reha had such a complex relationship with her mother (one that reminds me of my own relationship with my mother) and I had to ultimately trust LaRocca and the decisions that she would make in closing this novel in a way where things weren't perfect, but balanced and she knocked it out the park. Honestly, I think this has been the year of books just coming to me at the right time. I needed this book as adult so I can't imagine what it has done in the hands of a child.

This was such a phenomenal read. Short, but beautiful and thoughtful and so full of emotion. I can't wait to dive into more books by this author. If you've never considered picking this book up, I highly highly recommend it.
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773 reviews183 followers
July 11, 2021
Book 128 of 2021

Wow 馃挃

鉁≧ed, White and Whole by Rajani LaRocca 鉁�

Red, White, and Whole is a middle grade novel in verse that packs a heartbreaking punch.

It's a short book, but you'll be rooting for the characters in no time at all. I was crying at the end of this book, but it's one I'll definitely read again.

Reha is a young girl who's dealing with one of the worst things ever - having your mom battle for her life. We get to see how this affects Reha and her father, and how the community they have around them steps up to help in their time of need.

Family, friendship, and community are at the heart of this book. Reba's parents are immigrants, and we see how this plays into the plot. Indian culture shines in this book, with elements of tradition and food.

The characters were great and the writing was awesome. The audiobook narrator did such an amazing job with this one and as always, I always recommend listening to novels in verse as audiobooks.

I enjoyed reading this a lot, and I would definitely recommend it.

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1,183 reviews152 followers
February 8, 2022
The story of a girl who lives in 2 different worlds. One living along side life with other American people. There she has a best friend and school and just life, but the other is her Indian family and their friends. She struggles to find her footage but as time goes and and she accepts her life as it is she discovers peace in both worlds. I did enjoy this book but I hate to say I did lose interest in it. I listen to it on audiobooks and the narrator wasn't very good so I did catch myself dosing off to sleep at times. If you want to read the book I highly suggest to read it instead of listening to it. In general a good read but something I wouldn't want to listen to again.
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2,574 reviews586 followers
March 10, 2024
These narrative story poetry novels are killing it! Rajani LaRocca brought her "A" Game to this one.

Reha was SO well done, and I was hurting right there with her as she grew up the best way she could, torn in a world where she felt that she didn't fit in anywhere and had to go through so many familial issues.

Many huge immigration issues are touched upon without making the book based on them. This was a beautiful way to raise subtle awareness of issues such as the aunt encountering a problem getting a visa, etc.

This is powerful and must be read.

Solid 5 stars!
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140 reviews10 followers
April 26, 2021
I didn't think I was going to cry in this book at all. But here I am.

btw, this was a buddy read with Akshita and Mrunal! Thanks for reading it with me!
67 reviews23 followers
May 8, 2021
It's heartbreaking!

From author's note "We all contain multitudes, and not only is that okay, it is essential."

Highly Recommended.
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185 reviews25 followers
April 18, 2023
"What does the sky do when the moon is gone forever?"

鉁э渐锞�: *鉁э渐锞�:*

Genre: Realistic fiction, middle grade 馃寧 馃彨

Content Warnings:馃毃Cancer (leukemia), racism 馃毃

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god dammit i鈥檓 crying
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Author听4 books76 followers
December 1, 2020
Thank you to Edelweiss+ and the publisher for an eARC of this book.

A 5 star must read!

I was anxious to read this book because I enjoyed the author's debut, MIDSUMMER'S MAYHEM, but I was completely blown away by this beautifully written historical fiction novel in verse. In 225 pages, with such few words, the author shares this touching story about Reha who straddles two worlds; that of her Indian family and their community, and her American friends at school. When her mother is diagnosed with a serious illness, Reha realizes that her family is what matters most, and hopes being a dutiful daughter will make her mother well again. But she soon discovers that she will need both of her worlds to support her as her mother weakens and her future may be unimaginable.

This will be one of those stories that I think about for a long time. I loved the time period in which is was set, since I was a similar age at the character in 1983 and related to many of the music and clothing references of her classmates. On the other hand, I enjoyed seeing the celebrations and observances of her Indian heritage that is so different from my own. As a reader, we got a clear sense of how difficult it was for Reha to straddle two very different worlds, and her desire to do things her parents wouldn't let her do. I loved watching both Reha's worlds come together to support her when she needed care, and watching Reha confront the fear that was a roadblock to her future dreams.

This is a book I highly recommend and would love to see added to collections.
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1,271 reviews210 followers
April 15, 2022
This MG novel in verse is super quick to read. Eighth-grader Reha is anxious about fitting in at school and feels like her 鈥渟chool self鈥� and 鈥渉ome self鈥� are two competing people living in her. I think every single 8th grader has felt this way, and Reha is much more successful at fitting in than I was.

It鈥檚 a very sweet story about supporting family and friends, especially family. While Reha feels rebellious toward her family at times, in the end she is loyal to them, and they support her. The author doesn鈥檛 try to score eye-rolling angsty drama. The realistic life drama is plenty.



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Profile Image for TL .
2,202 reviews136 followers
March 11, 2021
*listened via Overdrive app *
Story: 4 stars 馃専
Narrator: 4 stars 馃専
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834 reviews135 followers
July 4, 2022
An emotional and heartfelt novel in verse with fantastically accurate Indian cultural representation.

Reha was not a particularly interesting character. She seemed to have little personality of note but she was a very effective mouthpiece for communicating all sorts of accurate religious and cultural representation. Her problems of identity and belonging were the kind any immigrant or international person would relate to, although it didn鈥檛 make her any more likeable as a character. The unexpected romance element did make her a tad more interesting but, truly, it was easy to feel indifferent towards her in the first half of the book, only once the main plot and suffering began did any emotions occur towards the protagonist. And even then it was a case of mostly feeling sorry for her and nothing more. But that sorrow was enough to make the ending feel poignant and so it was successful.

However, this book wasn鈥檛 without problems. The pacing was a little off; the first half of the book was merely background information and set up, leaving all the main plot to be crammed into the second half. And then there was the story within the story about some mythological type figure. The relevance of that story was at first apparent鈥攖here were many parallels between it and the main plot鈥攁nd it did have the added benefit of teaching more cultural awareness to the reader, but for the most part it kept getting in the way and interrupting the main plot at awkward times. It detracted from the main plot and felt repetitive in its content as well as in the way it popped up at least six times throughout the second half of the book.

But on the whole, this was a good read, especially for those who aren鈥檛 aware of what life is like for Indian immigrants in America. It is, at the very least, educational, and at the most, emotional enough to bring a tear to your eye.

(Recommended by Matal Baker)
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1,566 reviews302 followers
May 26, 2021
This was a very emotional book in which Reha, the main character, tells of her experiences as an Indian-American girl and a daughter whose mother is suffering from leukemia.

I love Reha and really felt for her and her situation. Besides Reha, some side characters were also brought up, which I feel is uncommon with poetry books (unless I just need to read more). The side characters, though they obviously did not get as much page time as Reha, were also lovable and you could tell they cared for Reha. Although this book is told in verse and is fairly short, it took me a bit longer than normal to read due to the heaviness of the topics at hand. Still, this was a beautiful story and not one I will soon forget.

Recommended to anyone who likes poetry, but keep in mind this is a children鈥檚 book, so if you primarily read adult or YA you may have trouble connecting to the story.
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538 reviews135 followers
January 18, 2023
Loved this. Heartbreaking, and a great use of verse. I especially enjoyed the audiobook.

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256 reviews121 followers
January 9, 2024
A raw and heart wrenching story of a kid trying to belong when she feels split between two worlds, while also finding out the worst news about her mother's health.
The love in this book is so deep and vibrant you can feel it come out of the page (or screen).
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57 reviews2 followers
July 14, 2021
I absolutely loved this book and could not put it down! This is a middle grade book but i recognized so much of my childhood self in these poetic pages. I wish I had this book growing up! <3
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296 reviews131 followers
January 20, 2023
no matter what happens, I will always be with you, Reha, kanna. / you have my love. / you have my breath, / you have my blood.

I wasn鈥檛 expecting to cry. Much less to a short middle grade novel in verse. But I did and I regret nothing.

Reha鈥檚 story oozes with vibrancy and love, while also balancing torn identities and sickness. It tugged my heartstrings in a way I didn鈥檛 prepare for. Her struggle to understand herself is relatable. I am not Indian American. I am Korean American and never quite feel 鈥淎merican enough鈥� or 鈥淜orean enough鈥�. Like Reha I understand French better than my parents鈥� languages. I felt seen.

Truly, the blend of Indian folklore with the contemporary reality was beautiful and were perfectly sewn together.

I highly recommend this to everyone, but especially those who struggle to fit in as 鈥淎merican enough鈥�.
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451 reviews139 followers
January 7, 2021
Oh gosh this beautiful book with all the darn feels!! So perfect. So amazing! Short chapter novel in verse that just sing to your heart. Poetic, touching, irresistible.... Just fantastic. I don鈥檛 know what to say, it鈥檚 so powerful. I flew through it and wanted to read it again immediately. Absolutely preordering a hard copy.
100% enjoyed this, and I will again and again.
Thank you NetGalley for allowing me to read this book in exchange for my honest opinion.
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