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584 pages, Paperback
First published August 21, 2017
鈥淗ave you ever seen a town fall? Ours did. We鈥檒l end up saying that violence came to Beartown this summer, but that will be a lie; the violence was already here. Because sometimes hating one another is so easy that it seems incomprehensible that we ever do anything else.鈥�
鈥淭he truth about most people is as simple as it is unbearable: we rarely want what is best for everyone; we mostly want what鈥檚 best for ourselves.鈥�
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鈥淧eople driving through say that Beartown doesn鈥檛 live for anything but hockey, and some days they may be right. Sometimes people have to be allowed to have something to live for in order to survive everything else.鈥�
鈥淯nfortunately, that isn鈥檛 what we鈥檙e going to remember in a few years鈥� time. Many of us will just look back on these months and remember听鈥� the hatred. Because that鈥檚 how we function, for better or worse: we always define different periods by their worst moments. So we will remember two towns鈥� loathing for each other. We will remember the violence, because it鈥檚 only just started. Of course we won鈥檛 talk about it; we don鈥檛 do that here. We鈥檒l talk about hockey games that were played instead, so that we don鈥檛 have to talk about the funerals that took place between them.鈥�
鈥淰iolence is the easiest and the hardest thing in the world to understand. Some of us are prepared to use it to get power, others only in self-defense, some all the time, others not at all. But then there鈥檚 another type, unlike all the others, who seems to fight entirely without purpose. Ask anyone who has looked into a pair of those eyes when they turn dark, and you鈥檒l realize that we belong to different species. No one can really know if those people lack something that other people possess or if it鈥檚 the other way around. If something goes out inside them when they clench their fists or if something switches on.鈥�
鈥淚t鈥檚 always the aggressors鈥� feelings we have to defend. As if they鈥檙e the ones who need our understanding.鈥�
鈥淗ave you ever seen a town fall? Ours did. Because sometimes it鈥檚 so easy to make people hate one another that it feels incomprehensible that we ever do anything else.鈥�
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鈥淏ut children are the only people who don鈥檛 have to take responsibility for anyone but themselves. The rest of us have to take responsibility for the things we cause to happen. You鈥檙e a leader. People follow you. So frankly, if you can鈥檛 take responsibility for the actions of your followers, that makes you nothing but a monster.鈥�
鈥淚n the end an eighteen-year-old man is left standing outside an ice rink thinking 鈥淲ho can I be, if I鈥檓 not this?鈥�