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536 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 1954
"And the silence proliferated, a silence that was worse than quarrelling".
"The self knowledge that gradually or abruptly alienates a person from his previous life is merely the first step, indispensable but by no means sufficient in itself. How many people we know who come to a halt after this first step, who are satisfied with the melancholy that comes of mere self-knowledge and who make this melancholy look like maturity! Stiller, I believe, had already passed beyond this stage (..) and was in the process of taking the second and much more difficult step, of emerging from resigned regret that one is not what one would so much have liked to be and of becoming what one is".
"Stiller had already achieved this painful self-acceptance to a pronounced degree (�) In spite of all his self-acceptance, in spite of all his will to self-acceptance, there was one thing our friend had failed to achieve, he had not been able to forego recognition by those around him".
‘So you admit, Herr Stiller, that your American passport was a fake?�
‘My name’s not Stiller!�
‘I have been informed,� he said quietly, as though I had not shouted, ‘that you are presumed � I say presumed � to be none other than Anatol Ludwig Stiller, born in Zürich, sculptor, married to Frau Julika Stiller-Tschudy, disappeared six years ago…�
Stiller is reported to have once told a group of friends when he was slightly drunk: ‘I’ve got a wonderful wife, I’m delighted every time I see her again, and whenever she’s there I feel like a greasy, sweaty, stinking fisherman with a crystal water-fairy.� And this was shortly after his marriage� One gets the impression that there was something about this woman which the vanished Stiller, fascinated as he was by Julika, had simply not taken into account, had probably not even noticed, and this was her frigidity.
We live in an age of reproduction. Most of what makes up our personal picture of the world we have never seen with our own eyes � or rather, we’ve seen it with our own eyes, but not on the spot: our knowledge comes to us from a distance, we are televiewers, telehearers, teleknowers.