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Изповеди на един английски пушач на опиум
"Изповеди на един английски пушач на опиум" е забележителен разказ за насладата и болката от пристрастяването. Томас Де Куинси е употребявал всеки ден големи количества лауданум (тогава законно болкоуспокояващо) и тази автобиография натрапчиво описва неговите сюрреалистични видения и халюцинации по време на нощните му странствания из Лондон, сам с кошмарите, отчаянието и параноята. Резултатът е книга, в която ефектът от опиатите е тясно преплетен със сънища, спомени и въображаеми преживявания.
Творбите на Томас Де Куинси пряко са повлияли на автори като Едгар По, Шарл Бодлер, Уилям Бъроуз и Хорхе Луис Борхес. По "Изповедите" Хектор Берлиоз композира своята "Фантастична симфония".
Интелектуално и с дарбата си на писател той далеч превъзхожда всички автори от своето поколение.
Джордж Сейнтсбъри
Неговите "Изповеди" , в които описва въздействието на опиума, завладяват света като нов Апокалипсис.
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Опиумът е панацея на всяка човешка неволя. В него е тайната на внезапно разкрилото се щастие, за което философите спорят от векове.
Томас Де Куинси
Творбите на Томас Де Куинси пряко са повлияли на автори като Едгар По, Шарл Бодлер, Уилям Бъроуз и Хорхе Луис Борхес. По "Изповедите" Хектор Берлиоз композира своята "Фантастична симфония".
Интелектуално и с дарбата си на писател той далеч превъзхожда всички автори от своето поколение.
Джордж Сейнтсбъри
Неговите "Изповеди" , в които описва въздействието на опиума, завладяват света като нов Апокалипсис.
North American Rewiew
Опиумът е панацея на всяка човешка неволя. В него е тайната на внезапно разкрилото се щастие, за което философите спорят от векове.
Томас Де Куинси
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First published January 1, 1821
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1,069books291followersThomas de Quincey was an English author and intellectual, best known for his Confessions of an English Opium-Eater (1821).
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June 13, 2017The Opium Eaters, a comedy, based on the sleeping habits of Thomas de Quincey and Marcel Proust.
Characters:
Marcel Proust
Thomas de Quincey
The curtain goes up on a bedroom scene. Two of the walls are cork-lined, the third is a bare stone wall roughly coated with Roman cement. In the angle of the two cork-lined walls is a narrow wrought-iron bedstead covered with an eiderdown quilt and beside it, a night-table on which lie books, papers, and a little brass bell.
Against the stone wall there is a brass bedstead piled high with blankets, and beside it a night-table on which lie books, papers, and a little gold bottle.
There is someone lying on each of the beds.
Marcel Proust:
Longtemps, je me suis couché de bonne heure...
(Propping himself on his elbow, he becomes aware of the audience and immediately reaches for the bell which he rings impatiently while calling out for his servant to come and close the curtains):
Françoise, Françoise, il faut fermer les rideaux - il y a une foule immense devant la fenêtre!
Thomas de Quincey, (sitting up in his bed angrily):
My dear sir, desist immediately from your tintinnabulous propensities. These velvet drapes will be closed at the end of the scene and not before, so you are wasting your breath, which I see you have little enough of, in calling for it to be done ahead of time. And indeed your feeble efforts are doubly futile since the character you call for is not even in the play, and the people you speak of are only the audience, such a harmless group that is in no way to be feared, unlike the horrible hoards who people my own dreams; and can I caution you, dear sir, for I perceive you to be something of a valetudinarian, against becoming a confirmed heautontimourousmenos...
Marcel Proust, (rubbing his eyes):
Bougre! Qui est-ce qui me lance des propos incompréhensibles plein de mots intérminables et de phrases impénétrables?
T de Q, (swinging his legs over the side of the bed):
Ah, you wonder who addresses you in such elaborately constructed language? Allow me to introduce myself.
(He walks to the centre of the stage)
I am Thomas de Quincey and you and I are characters in a play, and please note, my dear sir, that this play is in English, and therefore oblige us by refraining from any outbursts à la française henceforth. I might remind you also that this play is being staged in the year of our Lord, 2013 to mark the bicentenary of the events contained in one of the chapters of the most famous of my works, the essay with the much disputed title among my peers of 'Confessions', yes, my dear sir, not a sensational 'Diary of an Addict', but the humble , and a work furthermore in which my contemporaries believed I was being too confidential and too communicative..
MP, (rising from his bed to look at a calendar hanging on the wall):
But if this is indeed the year 2013, then this play is surely meant to mark the centenary of the publication of my most famous work, my 'Recherche', that single work on which I devoted the labour of my whole life, and had dedicated my intellect, blossoms and fruits, to the slow and elaborate toil of constructing it...
T de Q, (holding up a document):
I think that you are on the wrong page of the script, my dear sir, those are in fact my lines, taken directly from page 175 of the 'Confessions', referring to my own life’s work, begun upon too great a scale for the resources of the architect alas, and which because of the very subject of this play, was likely to stand as a memorial of hopes defeated, of baffled efforts, of materials uselessly accumulated; of foundations laid that were never to support a super-structure, of the grief and the ruin of the architect.
MP, (moving towards the front of the stage and speaking directly to the audience):
Strange how these words of his recall my own fears and doubts concerning the completion and future acclaim of the 'Recherche', although I always subscribed to the belief that true works of art are slow to receive their full recognition, and must wait for a period when the author himself will have crumpled to dust. This centenary celebration, and your devoted presence proves me right.
(He nibbles on the corner of his moustache and mumbles to himself): Where are the Bergottes and the Blochs? All gone and forgotten while I alone have survived to become the keystone of modern literature...
T de Q, (lying down again upon his bed):
But alas, opium had a palsying effect on my intellectual faculties...
MP, (walking across to T’s bedside table, picking up the gold bottle and sniffing its contents):
I too have often reflected on the kinds of sleep induced by the multiple extracts of ether, of valerian, of opium...
T de Q, (closing his eyes):
I must now pass to what is the main subject of these confessions, to the history of what took place in my dreams. At night, when I lay in my bed, vast processions passed along in mournful pomp; friezes of never-ending stories, that to my feelings were as sad and as solemn as if they were stories drawn from times before Oedipus or Priam, before Tyre, before Memphis.
MP, (massaging his temples):
I feel something quiver in me, shift, try to rise, the glimmer of a visual memory, the elusive eddying of stirred-up colours...a magic lantern full of impalpable iridescences, multicoloured apparitions where legends are depicted as in a wavering, momentary stained-glass window...
T de Q, (in a dreamy voice):
A theatre seemed suddenly opened and lighted up within my brain, which presented nightly spectacles of more than earthly splendour. As the creative state of the eye increased, a sympathy seemed to arise between the waking and the dreaming states of the brain in one point, that whatsoever I happened to call up and to trace by a voluntary act upon the darkness was very apt to transfer itself to my dreams...
MP, (going back to sit on the side of his bed):
Yes, what one has meant to do during the day, one accomplishes only in one’s dreams, that is to say after it has been distorted by sleep into following another line than one would have chosen when awake. The same story branches off and has a different ending.
T de Q:
All this and other changes in my dreams were accompanied by deep-seated anxiety and gloomy melancholy, such as wholly incommunicable by words...
MP, (lying down):
But my sadness was only increased by those multi-coloured apparitions of the lantern..
T de Q:
The sense of space, and in the end the sense of time, were both powerfully affected. Buildings, landscapes, &c., were exhibited in proportions so vastly as the bodily eye is not fitted to receive....
MP, (closing his eyes):
In Combray, I moved through the church...a space with, so to speak, four dimensions - the fourth being Time - extending over the centuries...
T de Q:
The minutist incidents of childhood, or forgotten scenes of later years, were often revived...
MP:
I have many pictures preserved by my memory of what Combray was during my childhood..
T de Q:
The following dream...a Sunday morning in May...Easter Sunday..right before me lay the scene which could really be commanded from that situation, but exalted, as was usual, and solemnised by the power of dreams...the hedges were rich with white roses...
MP:
It was at Easter...in the month of May that I remember...in the church..little branches of buds of a dazzling whiteness...
T de Q:
I find it impossible to banish the thought of death when I am walking alone in the endless days of summer...
MP:
That summer day seemed as dead, as immemorially ancient as...a mummy
T de Q:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
MP:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
Audience:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
Readers:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................
Characters:
Marcel Proust
Thomas de Quincey
The curtain goes up on a bedroom scene. Two of the walls are cork-lined, the third is a bare stone wall roughly coated with Roman cement. In the angle of the two cork-lined walls is a narrow wrought-iron bedstead covered with an eiderdown quilt and beside it, a night-table on which lie books, papers, and a little brass bell.
Against the stone wall there is a brass bedstead piled high with blankets, and beside it a night-table on which lie books, papers, and a little gold bottle.
There is someone lying on each of the beds.
Marcel Proust:
Longtemps, je me suis couché de bonne heure...
(Propping himself on his elbow, he becomes aware of the audience and immediately reaches for the bell which he rings impatiently while calling out for his servant to come and close the curtains):
Françoise, Françoise, il faut fermer les rideaux - il y a une foule immense devant la fenêtre!
Thomas de Quincey, (sitting up in his bed angrily):
My dear sir, desist immediately from your tintinnabulous propensities. These velvet drapes will be closed at the end of the scene and not before, so you are wasting your breath, which I see you have little enough of, in calling for it to be done ahead of time. And indeed your feeble efforts are doubly futile since the character you call for is not even in the play, and the people you speak of are only the audience, such a harmless group that is in no way to be feared, unlike the horrible hoards who people my own dreams; and can I caution you, dear sir, for I perceive you to be something of a valetudinarian, against becoming a confirmed heautontimourousmenos...
Marcel Proust, (rubbing his eyes):
Bougre! Qui est-ce qui me lance des propos incompréhensibles plein de mots intérminables et de phrases impénétrables?
T de Q, (swinging his legs over the side of the bed):
Ah, you wonder who addresses you in such elaborately constructed language? Allow me to introduce myself.
(He walks to the centre of the stage)
I am Thomas de Quincey and you and I are characters in a play, and please note, my dear sir, that this play is in English, and therefore oblige us by refraining from any outbursts à la française henceforth. I might remind you also that this play is being staged in the year of our Lord, 2013 to mark the bicentenary of the events contained in one of the chapters of the most famous of my works, the essay with the much disputed title among my peers of 'Confessions', yes, my dear sir, not a sensational 'Diary of an Addict', but the humble , and a work furthermore in which my contemporaries believed I was being too confidential and too communicative..
MP, (rising from his bed to look at a calendar hanging on the wall):
But if this is indeed the year 2013, then this play is surely meant to mark the centenary of the publication of my most famous work, my 'Recherche', that single work on which I devoted the labour of my whole life, and had dedicated my intellect, blossoms and fruits, to the slow and elaborate toil of constructing it...
T de Q, (holding up a document):
I think that you are on the wrong page of the script, my dear sir, those are in fact my lines, taken directly from page 175 of the 'Confessions', referring to my own life’s work, begun upon too great a scale for the resources of the architect alas, and which because of the very subject of this play, was likely to stand as a memorial of hopes defeated, of baffled efforts, of materials uselessly accumulated; of foundations laid that were never to support a super-structure, of the grief and the ruin of the architect.
MP, (moving towards the front of the stage and speaking directly to the audience):
Strange how these words of his recall my own fears and doubts concerning the completion and future acclaim of the 'Recherche', although I always subscribed to the belief that true works of art are slow to receive their full recognition, and must wait for a period when the author himself will have crumpled to dust. This centenary celebration, and your devoted presence proves me right.
(He nibbles on the corner of his moustache and mumbles to himself): Where are the Bergottes and the Blochs? All gone and forgotten while I alone have survived to become the keystone of modern literature...
T de Q, (lying down again upon his bed):
But alas, opium had a palsying effect on my intellectual faculties...
MP, (walking across to T’s bedside table, picking up the gold bottle and sniffing its contents):
I too have often reflected on the kinds of sleep induced by the multiple extracts of ether, of valerian, of opium...
T de Q, (closing his eyes):
I must now pass to what is the main subject of these confessions, to the history of what took place in my dreams. At night, when I lay in my bed, vast processions passed along in mournful pomp; friezes of never-ending stories, that to my feelings were as sad and as solemn as if they were stories drawn from times before Oedipus or Priam, before Tyre, before Memphis.
MP, (massaging his temples):
I feel something quiver in me, shift, try to rise, the glimmer of a visual memory, the elusive eddying of stirred-up colours...a magic lantern full of impalpable iridescences, multicoloured apparitions where legends are depicted as in a wavering, momentary stained-glass window...
T de Q, (in a dreamy voice):
A theatre seemed suddenly opened and lighted up within my brain, which presented nightly spectacles of more than earthly splendour. As the creative state of the eye increased, a sympathy seemed to arise between the waking and the dreaming states of the brain in one point, that whatsoever I happened to call up and to trace by a voluntary act upon the darkness was very apt to transfer itself to my dreams...
MP, (going back to sit on the side of his bed):
Yes, what one has meant to do during the day, one accomplishes only in one’s dreams, that is to say after it has been distorted by sleep into following another line than one would have chosen when awake. The same story branches off and has a different ending.
T de Q:
All this and other changes in my dreams were accompanied by deep-seated anxiety and gloomy melancholy, such as wholly incommunicable by words...
MP, (lying down):
But my sadness was only increased by those multi-coloured apparitions of the lantern..
T de Q:
The sense of space, and in the end the sense of time, were both powerfully affected. Buildings, landscapes, &c., were exhibited in proportions so vastly as the bodily eye is not fitted to receive....
MP, (closing his eyes):
In Combray, I moved through the church...a space with, so to speak, four dimensions - the fourth being Time - extending over the centuries...
T de Q:
The minutist incidents of childhood, or forgotten scenes of later years, were often revived...
MP:
I have many pictures preserved by my memory of what Combray was during my childhood..
T de Q:
The following dream...a Sunday morning in May...Easter Sunday..right before me lay the scene which could really be commanded from that situation, but exalted, as was usual, and solemnised by the power of dreams...the hedges were rich with white roses...
MP:
It was at Easter...in the month of May that I remember...in the church..little branches of buds of a dazzling whiteness...
T de Q:
I find it impossible to banish the thought of death when I am walking alone in the endless days of summer...
MP:
That summer day seemed as dead, as immemorially ancient as...a mummy
T de Q:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........
MP:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
Audience:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................
Readers:
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................
November 24, 2016
If there is reincarnation I want them to put a hold on mine until humanity has invented drugs that don't have a down-side to them. No tiresome side effects, like early death. And they'll be cheap. And you'll still be able to fire up your jet pack and get to the office and do your job and impress your team leader. And no skin blemishes. O drugs of the future, I salute you and your friendliness and complete lack of ill effects!
Because you see opium, for one, as Thomas de Quincey demonstrates in this famous but I think not much read book, has seriously deleterious effects upon the user's syntax. It goes all to hell. Thomas can start sentences but finds it really..like...hard... to finish them, so he adds in piles of clausy digressiony blah-blah-blah uninteresting detail in exactly the same way that drugged up people think that talking about their tattoos or their dealer for hours could possibly be interesting even for a halfnanosecond to their undrugged locutors..
When people in the future take their drugs of no down-side, they will converse graciously about matters of interest to all. And plus, they will never sit down heavily on their girlfriend's little cute dog and squash it flat, like Christopher Moltisanti did in The Sopranos. He didn't even realise he'd done it until she came in and asked him where her little darling was. In the future, that will never happen.
O Cosette!
Because you see opium, for one, as Thomas de Quincey demonstrates in this famous but I think not much read book, has seriously deleterious effects upon the user's syntax. It goes all to hell. Thomas can start sentences but finds it really..like...hard... to finish them, so he adds in piles of clausy digressiony blah-blah-blah uninteresting detail in exactly the same way that drugged up people think that talking about their tattoos or their dealer for hours could possibly be interesting even for a halfnanosecond to their undrugged locutors..
When people in the future take their drugs of no down-side, they will converse graciously about matters of interest to all. And plus, they will never sit down heavily on their girlfriend's little cute dog and squash it flat, like Christopher Moltisanti did in The Sopranos. He didn't even realise he'd done it until she came in and asked him where her little darling was. In the future, that will never happen.
O Cosette!
September 13, 2017
3.5 stars. One can see why Confessions was such a favorite among the drug-addled youngsters of the 60s and 70s. The title is catchy but--surprise!--its not primarily a book about drug experiences. Only the last 20 or so pages plumb that. It's about suffering, homelessness, and penury. There were passages that reminded me of 1993's by Lars Eighner, a wonderfully written book about homelessness.
The class system of Britain, thank God it's dying, systemically prevented true eleemosynary activity. Anyone deemed to be a victim of their own excess was not considered worthy of care. As de Quincey states:
It took me ten pages to acclimate to the slightly archaic diction, but once I did the reading was enjoyable. There's a guardedness about certain episodes in the author's life which evoked wonder and curiosity in this reader. He focuses on opium addiction almost to the utter exclusion of everything else. The focus is laser-like. Who the man himself might actually be, remains a mystery. Recommended.
The class system of Britain, thank God it's dying, systemically prevented true eleemosynary activity. Anyone deemed to be a victim of their own excess was not considered worthy of care. As de Quincey states:
The stream of London charity flows in a channel which, though deep and mighty, is yet noiseless and underground; not obvious or readily accessible to poor houseless wanderers; and it cannot be denied that the outside air and framework of London society is harsh, cruel, and repulsive.
It took me ten pages to acclimate to the slightly archaic diction, but once I did the reading was enjoyable. There's a guardedness about certain episodes in the author's life which evoked wonder and curiosity in this reader. He focuses on opium addiction almost to the utter exclusion of everything else. The focus is laser-like. Who the man himself might actually be, remains a mystery. Recommended.
January 4, 2022
“Oh! just, subtle, and mighty opium! that to the hearts of poor and rich alike, for the wounds that will never heal, and for 'the pangs that tempt the spirit to rebel,' bringest an assuaging balm; eloquent opium!�
While it is somewhat interesting to learn the path Thomas De Quincey took before his addiction to opium, I felt it could easily have been condensed. Until I got to De Quincey's actual opium use, his strange dreams and addiction, I wondered why I had found Confessions of an English Opium Eater so compelling when I first read it as an undergrad. I became intrigued again as I read further into De Quincey's account-it sometimes reminded me of Arthur Rimbaud's A Season in Hell, but I am not sure I was ever really engaged. 3.25 stars
“I ran into pagodas, and was fixed for centuries at the summit or in secret rooms: I was the idol; I was the priest; I was worshipped; I was sacrificed. I fled from the wrath of Brama through all the forests of Asia: Vishnu hated me: Seeva laid wait for me. I came suddenly upon Isis and Osiris: I had done a deed, they said, which the ibis and the crocodile trembled at. I was buried for a thousand years in stone coffins, with mummies and sphinxes, in narrow chambers at the heart of eternal pyramids. I was kissed, with cancerous kisses, by crocodiles; and laid, confounded with all unutterable slimy things, amongst reeds and Nilotic mud.�
While it is somewhat interesting to learn the path Thomas De Quincey took before his addiction to opium, I felt it could easily have been condensed. Until I got to De Quincey's actual opium use, his strange dreams and addiction, I wondered why I had found Confessions of an English Opium Eater so compelling when I first read it as an undergrad. I became intrigued again as I read further into De Quincey's account-it sometimes reminded me of Arthur Rimbaud's A Season in Hell, but I am not sure I was ever really engaged. 3.25 stars
“I ran into pagodas, and was fixed for centuries at the summit or in secret rooms: I was the idol; I was the priest; I was worshipped; I was sacrificed. I fled from the wrath of Brama through all the forests of Asia: Vishnu hated me: Seeva laid wait for me. I came suddenly upon Isis and Osiris: I had done a deed, they said, which the ibis and the crocodile trembled at. I was buried for a thousand years in stone coffins, with mummies and sphinxes, in narrow chambers at the heart of eternal pyramids. I was kissed, with cancerous kisses, by crocodiles; and laid, confounded with all unutterable slimy things, amongst reeds and Nilotic mud.�
May 3, 2020
If I published under my own name a book that was this bad, I’d fall through the floor for shame. With fewer than 20 pages drearily sketching the use of opium, what’s left is a mind-numbing autobiography of atrocious prose in service to pathological vanity. How does this writer get away with it?
The structure is a disaster. A footnote on one page tells about the family name Quincey; that footnote refers readers to an appendix; that appendix has yet more footnotes, all devoted to the name. Other footnotes take up over a page, and I couldn’t turn even three pages without running into a footnote of some length.
Similar discontinuity sends readers down many blind alleys. The chapter titles have nothing to do with the content, and the text in places is indexed with numbers which even break down into Roman numerals � all to make inconsequential points.
De Quincey mounts a defense in the first pages against the poet Coleridge. A fellow opium addict, Coleridge had apparently attacked De Quincey’s use of opium as being improper. This lively dustup gives the book some historical cachet, but it also reminds me of two alcoholics arguing over who’s drunk. After that, the opaque perspective yields no clue what the author was actually like.
Thickly overwritten prose flummoxes readers. The author brandishes verbose, circuitous sentences studded with Latin and Greek, the latter in its own alphabet. So esoteric is his writing that at times I simply had no idea what the author was getting at; at other times I had no idea what he just said.
More grating still is the silly affectation. The author in places addresses people and things in the second person using thee and thou, as if his puerile personal cares call for poetic license. In other places, his prodigious recollections pass off ersatz sentiment as something authentic. The tedious, self-absorbed content ultimately goes on to chronicle every aching hangnail this crazy fool ever had.
De Quincey’s main goal seems to be to twist language into a pretzel. It’s a matter of indifference to him whether he actually communicates anything to his readers. I consider as a result that readers should treat this book with a similar indifference.
The structure is a disaster. A footnote on one page tells about the family name Quincey; that footnote refers readers to an appendix; that appendix has yet more footnotes, all devoted to the name. Other footnotes take up over a page, and I couldn’t turn even three pages without running into a footnote of some length.
Similar discontinuity sends readers down many blind alleys. The chapter titles have nothing to do with the content, and the text in places is indexed with numbers which even break down into Roman numerals � all to make inconsequential points.
De Quincey mounts a defense in the first pages against the poet Coleridge. A fellow opium addict, Coleridge had apparently attacked De Quincey’s use of opium as being improper. This lively dustup gives the book some historical cachet, but it also reminds me of two alcoholics arguing over who’s drunk. After that, the opaque perspective yields no clue what the author was actually like.
Thickly overwritten prose flummoxes readers. The author brandishes verbose, circuitous sentences studded with Latin and Greek, the latter in its own alphabet. So esoteric is his writing that at times I simply had no idea what the author was getting at; at other times I had no idea what he just said.
More grating still is the silly affectation. The author in places addresses people and things in the second person using thee and thou, as if his puerile personal cares call for poetic license. In other places, his prodigious recollections pass off ersatz sentiment as something authentic. The tedious, self-absorbed content ultimately goes on to chronicle every aching hangnail this crazy fool ever had.
De Quincey’s main goal seems to be to twist language into a pretzel. It’s a matter of indifference to him whether he actually communicates anything to his readers. I consider as a result that readers should treat this book with a similar indifference.
February 8, 2022
A fascinating insight into a different life from the one I've led, so far at least.
It only seems right to read The Doors of Perception next!
Thomas de Quincey really landed on his feet when the Wordsworths moved out of, what was to become later, Dove Cottage in Grasmere and he moved in.
The book not only chronicles the opium eating, but also the social history of the times in England, before the Victorian era started, and as such is fascinating on two levels.
Recommended.
It only seems right to read The Doors of Perception next!
Thomas de Quincey really landed on his feet when the Wordsworths moved out of, what was to become later, Dove Cottage in Grasmere and he moved in.
The book not only chronicles the opium eating, but also the social history of the times in England, before the Victorian era started, and as such is fascinating on two levels.
Recommended.
May 13, 2020
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Με αλαβάστρινους θόλους και ασημένιες στέγες.
Και λαμποκοπούσε απο πεζούλι σε πεζούλι, ψηλά.
Ανυψωμένη εδώ, έλαμπαν γαλήνια περίπτερα σε φροντισμένους δρόμους εκεί περιστοιχίζονταν πύργοι.
Με επάλξεις που στις αεικίνητες προσόψεις τους ακουμπούσαν άστρα - Κάθε είδους πετράδια!
Με γήινη φυσικότητα ήταν φτιαγμένο το αποτέλεσμα.
Πάνω στη σκοτεινή μάζα της θύελλας.
Που τώρα έχει γαληνέψει πάνω τους και πάνω στους θόλους.
Και στα φαράγγια και στις βουνοκορφές.
Οι ατμοί είχαν αποσυρθεί- σταματώντας εκεί.
Κάτω απο το βαθυγάλανο ουρανό.�
Οι εξομολογήσεις του Άγγλου οπιομανούς προφανώς
και μπορούν να μοιραστούν με άλλους ναρκομανείς του καιρού του ή της δικής μας εποχής την ιδιοσυγκρασία του περιθωριακού, του εθισμένου, και εξαθλιωμένου χρήστη που αναζητά άπληστα και παρανοϊκά το αγγελικό δηλητήριο της νιρβάνας του.
Πριν απο ενάμιση αιώνα έγραψε ο Ντε Κουίνσι τις εξομολογήσεις και παρ’ολ� που οι συνθήκες ήταν
γενικά και ειδικά διαφορετικές απο τις τωρινές
δεν έπαψε να ζωγραφίζει με την κατανόηση της συμπόνοιας και την ματαιοδοξία των
πυρετικών ονείρων, σκηνές αέναης κίνησης
και βρόμας, καταθλιπτικές ανθρώπινες φιγούρες, εξαθλιωμένες και ξεπεσμένες σε μια κόλαση που παρουσίαζε τον χαμένο παράδεισο αληθινό και ανεντόπιστο παράλληλα, ακατάσχετες σκηνές υποανάπτυκτης μολυσμένης και αποκαμωμένης επιβίωσης.
Σωρεία με συμπτώματα απομόνωσης και βασανιστηρίων, χρήστες εθισμένοι σε μακάρια απάθεια και αυτοκαταστροφική βιαιότητα.
Στοές με φαντασιακή φρίκη ή πραγματικές αγορές νωθρότητας και απελπισίας.
Έμποροι της μομφής κάθε ανθρώπινης ζωτικής ενέργειας, αηδία, αναξιοπρέπεια, πόνος, απομόνωση, πείνα, κρύο, έλλειψη στέγης και πληθώρα κινδύνων παντός είδους.
Όποιος περιμένει να βρει παραλληλισμούς στην αφήγηση του Ντε Κουίνσι με τη φύση των ναρκομανών και των εμπειριών τους πλαισιωμένων απο στοιχεία ιατρικού και αστυνομικού δελτίου ενημέρωσης, θα εκπλαγεί, διότι θα έχει χάσει το νόημα του βιβλίου.
Ο Ντε Κουίνσι δεν έχει ως συγγραφική προτεραιότητα του να καταλογίσει ηθικές θάλασσες απαξίωσης και αρνήσεις μετά βδελυγμίας σε κάθε μορφή ψυχικής και εγκεφαλικής παραίσθησης.
Ο Άγγλος οπιομανής εμβαθύνει με την γραφή του στους μηχανισμούς της φαντασίας και της τρομοκρατίας των αισθήσεων και των απολαύσεων.
Σε ένα καφκικό περιβάλλον ατμοσφαιρικού ψυχαναγκασμού εντείνει τις σκέψεις του
στην αισθητική παραμόρφωση και την ονειρική αποσαφήνιση του ψυχολογικού παρελθόντος.
Ίσως η ψυχολογική καταπίεση που βίωσε απο παιδάκι
να του επέφερε ένα χρόνιο πάθος αγωνίας,
μια μανία περιφρόνησης του εαυτού του,
έναν φόβο αποτυχίας, λανθασμένες επιλογές, χωρισμούς, αποκλεισμούς, και ατελείωτη πικρία σε συνδυασμό με τις στερήσεις και το άγχος απέβησαν μοιραία οι αιτίες για την οδυνηρή γαστρική αρρώστεια του.
Αυτή η αρρώστεια του σώματος τον ανάγκασε επι μια δεκαετία να πίνει το όπιο ως παυσίπονο και να γεμίσει το μυαλό του και την ψυχική του άβυσσο με ψυχεδελικές ενοράσεις, και επιβλητικές, σπηλαιώδεις κυριαρχίες ονείρων μέσα στον χαμένο εαυτό του.
Η ομίχλη της ανομολόγητης ενοχής υπερέχει της εθιστικής μανίας για απολαυστικές παραισθήσεις.
Μέσα στις εξομολογήσεις του ο Ντε Κουίνσι αναφέρει την αποχώρηση του απο το σχολείο, τις περιπλανήσεις του στην Ουαλία ως βασανισμένος περιπατητής.
Το απελπισμένο ταξίδι του στο Λονδίνο με σκοπό να εξοικονομήσει χρήματα, η ατελείωτη πείνα που κράτησε μήνες τον χειμώνα του 1802-3, ενώ περίμενε κάποιες προκαταβολές δανειστών και η φιλία του με την δεκαπεντάχρονη πόρνη Άννα που καταπόνησε την καρδιά του και στιγμάτισε παντοτινά το πεπρωμένο του.
Ολα αυτά και άπειρα άλλα περιγράφονται και υπονοούνται με μεταξένιες χειρονομίες αφήγησης
και βαθύ μαύρο βελούδινο σκοτάδι αδιακρισίας και θαυμασμού.
Μια στοιχειωμένη φαντασία που περιπλανιέται
την αυγή σε κοιλάδες παιδικών μνημάτων
με ελπίδες λησμονιάς για όλες τις παλιές θλίψεις του κόσμου.
Πολύτιμη μνήμη που προσπαθεί να ξεπλύνει την μνησικακία, ένας τρόπος γραφής σαν να σκεφτόταν δυνατά ακολουθούσε το μυαλό του.
Τα πορίσματα και οι θεωρίες του προκαλούν τέτοιον ίλιγγο στον αναγνώστη που βιώνει μια συγκλονιστική διήγηση με ακατάπαυστο ενδιαφέρον, ώστε μόνο στο τέλος, όταν θελήσεις να συνοψίσεις ή να σχολιάσεις αυτά που διάβασες και σε συνεπήραν ορμητικά, αντιλαμβάνεσαι πως είχαν εμφανή έλλειψη συνοχής
ή λογικής.
Μια δικαιολογημένη χολωμένη εμπάθεια λόγω κακομεταχείρισης ή αδικίας του ίδιου και των αγαπημένων του προσώπων φανερώνει την θελκτική πλευρά του συγγραφέα ( προσωπική αποψη).
« Η μοχθηρία δεν προέρχεται πάντοτε απο την καρδιά. Υπάρχει και μια μοχθηρία που προέρχεται απο τη διάνοια και τη φαντασία».
Η μοχθηρία του δημιουργού εδώ είναι αμιγώς απόρροια φαντασίωσης παρά ανόθευτη ουσία ναρκωτικών χτύπων της μαγεμένης καρδιάς του.
💜💟🦋
Καλή ανάγνωση.
Πολλούς ασπασμούς.
Και απομακρυνόταν σε ένα θαυμάσιο βάθος, βούλιαζε μακριά στο μεγαλείο, χωρίς τέλος!
Φαινόταν φτιαγμένη απο διαμάντια και χρυσό.
Με αλαβάστρινους θόλους και ασημένιες στέγες.
Και λαμποκοπούσε απο πεζούλι σε πεζούλι, ψηλά.
Ανυψωμένη εδώ, έλαμπαν γαλήνια περίπτερα σε φροντισμένους δρόμους εκεί περιστοιχίζονταν πύργοι.
Με επάλξεις που στις αεικίνητες προσόψεις τους ακουμπούσαν άστρα - Κάθε είδους πετράδια!
Με γήινη φυσικότητα ήταν φτιαγμένο το αποτέλεσμα.
Πάνω στη σκοτεινή μάζα της θύελλας.
Που τώρα έχει γαληνέψει πάνω τους και πάνω στους θόλους.
Και στα φαράγγια και στις βουνοκορφές.
Οι ατμοί είχαν αποσυρθεί- σταματώντας εκεί.
Κάτω απο το βαθυγάλανο ουρανό.�
Οι εξομολογήσεις του Άγγλου οπιομανούς προφανώς
και μπορούν να μοιραστούν με άλλους ναρκομανείς του καιρού του ή της δικής μας εποχής την ιδιοσυγκρασία του περιθωριακού, του εθισμένου, και εξαθλιωμένου χρήστη που αναζητά άπληστα και παρανοϊκά το αγγελικό δηλητήριο της νιρβάνας του.
Πριν απο ενάμιση αιώνα έγραψε ο Ντε Κουίνσι τις εξομολογήσεις και παρ’ολ� που οι συνθήκες ήταν
γενικά και ειδικά διαφορετικές απο τις τωρινές
δεν έπαψε να ζωγραφίζει με την κατανόηση της συμπόνοιας και την ματαιοδοξία των
πυρετικών ονείρων, σκηνές αέναης κίνησης
και βρόμας, καταθλιπτικές ανθρώπινες φιγούρες, εξαθλιωμένες και ξεπεσμένες σε μια κόλαση που παρουσίαζε τον χαμένο παράδεισο αληθινό και ανεντόπιστο παράλληλα, ακατάσχετες σκηνές υποανάπτυκτης μολυσμένης και αποκαμωμένης επιβίωσης.
Σωρεία με συμπτώματα απομόνωσης και βασανιστηρίων, χρήστες εθισμένοι σε μακάρια απάθεια και αυτοκαταστροφική βιαιότητα.
Στοές με φαντασιακή φρίκη ή πραγματικές αγορές νωθρότητας και απελπισίας.
Έμποροι της μομφής κάθε ανθρώπινης ζωτικής ενέργειας, αηδία, αναξιοπρέπεια, πόνος, απομόνωση, πείνα, κρύο, έλλειψη στέγης και πληθώρα κινδύνων παντός είδους.
Όποιος περιμένει να βρει παραλληλισμούς στην αφήγηση του Ντε Κουίνσι με τη φύση των ναρκομανών και των εμπειριών τους πλαισιωμένων απο στοιχεία ιατρικού και αστυνομικού δελτίου ενημέρωσης, θα εκπλαγεί, διότι θα έχει χάσει το νόημα του βιβλίου.
Ο Ντε Κουίνσι δεν έχει ως συγγραφική προτεραιότητα του να καταλογίσει ηθικές θάλασσες απαξίωσης και αρνήσεις μετά βδελυγμίας σε κάθε μορφή ψυχικής και εγκεφαλικής παραίσθησης.
Ο Άγγλος οπιομανής εμβαθύνει με την γραφή του στους μηχανισμούς της φαντασίας και της τρομοκρατίας των αισθήσεων και των απολαύσεων.
Σε ένα καφκικό περιβάλλον ατμοσφαιρικού ψυχαναγκασμού εντείνει τις σκέψεις του
στην αισθητική παραμόρφωση και την ονειρική αποσαφήνιση του ψυχολογικού παρελθόντος.
Ίσως η ψυχολογική καταπίεση που βίωσε απο παιδάκι
να του επέφερε ένα χρόνιο πάθος αγωνίας,
μια μανία περιφρόνησης του εαυτού του,
έναν φόβο αποτυχίας, λανθασμένες επιλογές, χωρισμούς, αποκλεισμούς, και ατελείωτη πικρία σε συνδυασμό με τις στερήσεις και το άγχος απέβησαν μοιραία οι αιτίες για την οδυνηρή γαστρική αρρώστεια του.
Αυτή η αρρώστεια του σώματος τον ανάγκασε επι μια δεκαετία να πίνει το όπιο ως παυσίπονο και να γεμίσει το μυαλό του και την ψυχική του άβυσσο με ψυχεδελικές ενοράσεις, και επιβλητικές, σπηλαιώδεις κυριαρχίες ονείρων μέσα στον χαμένο εαυτό του.
Η ομίχλη της ανομολόγητης ενοχής υπερέχει της εθιστικής μανίας για απολαυστικές παραισθήσεις.
Μέσα στις εξομολογήσεις του ο Ντε Κουίνσι αναφέρει την αποχώρηση του απο το σχολείο, τις περιπλανήσεις του στην Ουαλία ως βασανισμένος περιπατητής.
Το απελπισμένο ταξίδι του στο Λονδίνο με σκοπό να εξοικονομήσει χρήματα, η ατελείωτη πείνα που κράτησε μήνες τον χειμώνα του 1802-3, ενώ περίμενε κάποιες προκαταβολές δανειστών και η φιλία του με την δεκαπεντάχρονη πόρνη Άννα που καταπόνησε την καρδιά του και στιγμάτισε παντοτινά το πεπρωμένο του.
Ολα αυτά και άπειρα άλλα περιγράφονται και υπονοούνται με μεταξένιες χειρονομίες αφήγησης
και βαθύ μαύρο βελούδινο σκοτάδι αδιακρισίας και θαυμασμού.
Μια στοιχειωμένη φαντασία που περιπλανιέται
την αυγή σε κοιλάδες παιδικών μνημάτων
με ελπίδες λησμονιάς για όλες τις παλιές θλίψεις του κόσμου.
Πολύτιμη μνήμη που προσπαθεί να ξεπλύνει την μνησικακία, ένας τρόπος γραφής σαν να σκεφτόταν δυνατά ακολουθούσε το μυαλό του.
Τα πορίσματα και οι θεωρίες του προκαλούν τέτοιον ίλιγγο στον αναγνώστη που βιώνει μια συγκλονιστική διήγηση με ακατάπαυστο ενδιαφέρον, ώστε μόνο στο τέλος, όταν θελήσεις να συνοψίσεις ή να σχολιάσεις αυτά που διάβασες και σε συνεπήραν ορμητικά, αντιλαμβάνεσαι πως είχαν εμφανή έλλειψη συνοχής
ή λογικής.
Μια δικαιολογημένη χολωμένη εμπάθεια λόγω κακομεταχείρισης ή αδικίας του ίδιου και των αγαπημένων του προσώπων φανερώνει την θελκτική πλευρά του συγγραφέα ( προσωπική αποψη).
« Η μοχθηρία δεν προέρχεται πάντοτε απο την καρδιά. Υπάρχει και μια μοχθηρία που προέρχεται απο τη διάνοια και τη φαντασία».
Η μοχθηρία του δημιουργού εδώ είναι αμιγώς απόρροια φαντασίωσης παρά ανόθευτη ουσία ναρκωτικών χτύπων της μαγεμένης καρδιάς του.
💜💟🦋
Καλή ανάγνωση.
Πολλούς ασπασμούς.
September 26, 2017
Tedious, he uses a word "viz." about 10,000 times. Obscure and rambling, but it was written a long, long time ago.
September 12, 2023
Centoundici
There was a young man who feared odium
So he spent fifty years eating opium
His excuse was his stomach
But that was just bollocks
There was always le bicarbonate de sodium
A sinistra... / A destra...
.
January 2, 2015
"First published in 1821, it paved the way for later generations of literary drug users, from Baudelaire to Burroughs." Whee!
While this is maybe not indispensable, it's also not more than 100 pages, so it gets five stars based on its ratio of awesomeness vs. time commitment. And it is pretty awesome. De Quincey is funny and weird and literate, and the roots of all kinds of drug stories - from those quoted above to Trainspotting and, oh, A Million Little Pieces - are clearly visible.
In one of those proud yet crushing moments where you realize that thought you were so psyched about of has, as Public Enemy said, been thought before: I've always thought that people get more honest when they drink, so if that nice new friend of yours gets weirdly mean and creepy when he's drunk, you might want to think twice about inviting him to your wedding. And here's de Quincey: "Most men are disguised by sobriety; and it is when they are drinking that men display themselves in their true complexion of character."
That's from page 46, in the middle of an absolutely glorious comparison of the effects of wine and opium. One of my favorite passages because, unlike opium, I'm quite familiar with the effects of wine. "The pleasure of wine is always mounting, and tending to a crisis, after which it declines." Really, there's no sense quoting more of it; the whole two pages is great.
If you're interested in drugs, or wine, or the idea of a counter culture, or pretty writing, or the history of opium and its significant effect on the world, this is worth an afternoon.
While this is maybe not indispensable, it's also not more than 100 pages, so it gets five stars based on its ratio of awesomeness vs. time commitment. And it is pretty awesome. De Quincey is funny and weird and literate, and the roots of all kinds of drug stories - from those quoted above to Trainspotting and, oh, A Million Little Pieces - are clearly visible.
In one of those proud yet crushing moments where you realize that thought you were so psyched about of has, as Public Enemy said, been thought before: I've always thought that people get more honest when they drink, so if that nice new friend of yours gets weirdly mean and creepy when he's drunk, you might want to think twice about inviting him to your wedding. And here's de Quincey: "Most men are disguised by sobriety; and it is when they are drinking that men display themselves in their true complexion of character."
That's from page 46, in the middle of an absolutely glorious comparison of the effects of wine and opium. One of my favorite passages because, unlike opium, I'm quite familiar with the effects of wine. "The pleasure of wine is always mounting, and tending to a crisis, after which it declines." Really, there's no sense quoting more of it; the whole two pages is great.
If you're interested in drugs, or wine, or the idea of a counter culture, or pretty writing, or the history of opium and its significant effect on the world, this is worth an afternoon.
April 13, 2021
This classic of drug literature has supposedly influenced people from Baudelaire to Burroughs, so I was surprised that the autobiographical text is pretty...well: boring. The narrator tells us about his time as a teenage runaway in London, his opium habit that started with laudanum as pain medication, the pros and cons of addiction, the end. It's all renderd in slightly pompous language, which...meeh.
Still, the benefits have to be regarded in its historical context: There was a (Western) guy who portrayed and discussed drugs and addiction while walking the line between medication and hedonism, playing into ideas of heightened creativity and changed awareness, which - while now a cliché - back then was rather spectacular. So as a historical piece of writing, it's certainly a key text, but enjoyable it is not - at least not for this reader.
Still, the benefits have to be regarded in its historical context: There was a (Western) guy who portrayed and discussed drugs and addiction while walking the line between medication and hedonism, playing into ideas of heightened creativity and changed awareness, which - while now a cliché - back then was rather spectacular. So as a historical piece of writing, it's certainly a key text, but enjoyable it is not - at least not for this reader.
April 11, 2024
Thomas de Quincey writes his confessions and takes us into his confidence as he struggles to overcome his addiction. What impressed me the most was his honesty; he seems to see the addicted Thomas from a detached perspective that is insightful yet never 'preachy'. I still think this book could help addicted individuals today.
November 12, 2024
Uno dei miei film, horror e non, preferiti, è Suspiria di Dario Argento. Un film con un'atmosfera così sublimemente terrifica, non ho mai veduto in vita mia. Un film che ha un che di angosciante seppur intrigante e dove la scenografia è il punto di forza. Appena venni a conoscenza che tale film ed anche gli altri due della trilogia della Madri, erano stati tratti da un libro, mi fiondai subito in biblioteca per recuperare il libro in questione: Suspiria de profundis di Thomas de Quincey. Non avevo mai sentito nemmeno lo scrittore. Trovai però questo libro, dove oltre a Suspiria, vi erano due avvenimenti autobiografici. Parto con Suspiria, ma arrivato a poco più della metà, mi fermo talmente disorientato, sia dalla scrittura, molto criptica e ricca di orpelli, non che questo non mi piaccia, ma c'era qualcosa che non quadrava, anzi non riuscivo proprio a stargli dietro. Così decido di bloccare la lettura e di leggere tutti e tre i testi.
Il primo: Confessioni di un oppiomane, è un testo autobiografico sull'incontro dell'autore con l'oppio, preso per caso per calmare dei dolori, per poi diventarne, quasi, dipendente. Un testo molto coinvolgente ed a tratti commovente, non per le sfumacchiate eh! XP
Il secondo: Suspiria de profundis. Ecco, lo rileggo ed ancora m'impantano. La colpa è sicuramente mia che fatico a seguirlo, ma è talmente affascinante e scritto talmente bene, che pare di ascoltare una musica soave ed agghiacciante allo stesso tempo. Ma quello che mi chiedevo era: ma cosa avrebbe, questo libro, da accumunarsi con i film di Dario Argento? La risposta l'ho avuta con l'ultima parte e mi si è aperto un mondo di terrificanti rivelazioni.
Il terzo ed ultimo testo: La diligenza inglese, dove l'autore continua con le sue esplorazioni nei fumi dell'oppio, con protagonista, appunto, una diligenza.
Ostico quanto affascinante, prolisso quanto inebriante, altero quanto sublime, questo libro mi ha fatto penare e non poco, forse per la mia poca conoscenza pregressa sul periodo e sull'argomento, forse per la spessa aura di deliri dati dall'oppio all'autore, forse semplicemente perchè questo libro andrebbe letto in una serata di fine Ottobre in una dimora abbandonata, magari un castello sperduto, dove l'unica luce è quella tenue della Luna e dove l'unico rumore, l'unica distrazione, è la natura più ancestrale e sinistra e dove i sogni, i deliri e le rappresentazioni di de Quincey prenderebbero ancora più forma, magari facendomi saltare dalla poltrona?
Da rileggere per carpirne meglio i messaggi più reconditi.
Il primo: Confessioni di un oppiomane, è un testo autobiografico sull'incontro dell'autore con l'oppio, preso per caso per calmare dei dolori, per poi diventarne, quasi, dipendente. Un testo molto coinvolgente ed a tratti commovente, non per le sfumacchiate eh! XP
Il secondo: Suspiria de profundis. Ecco, lo rileggo ed ancora m'impantano. La colpa è sicuramente mia che fatico a seguirlo, ma è talmente affascinante e scritto talmente bene, che pare di ascoltare una musica soave ed agghiacciante allo stesso tempo. Ma quello che mi chiedevo era: ma cosa avrebbe, questo libro, da accumunarsi con i film di Dario Argento? La risposta l'ho avuta con l'ultima parte e mi si è aperto un mondo di terrificanti rivelazioni.
Il terzo ed ultimo testo: La diligenza inglese, dove l'autore continua con le sue esplorazioni nei fumi dell'oppio, con protagonista, appunto, una diligenza.
Ostico quanto affascinante, prolisso quanto inebriante, altero quanto sublime, questo libro mi ha fatto penare e non poco, forse per la mia poca conoscenza pregressa sul periodo e sull'argomento, forse per la spessa aura di deliri dati dall'oppio all'autore, forse semplicemente perchè questo libro andrebbe letto in una serata di fine Ottobre in una dimora abbandonata, magari un castello sperduto, dove l'unica luce è quella tenue della Luna e dove l'unico rumore, l'unica distrazione, è la natura più ancestrale e sinistra e dove i sogni, i deliri e le rappresentazioni di de Quincey prenderebbero ancora più forma, magari facendomi saltare dalla poltrona?
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May 30, 2013Thomas de Quincey started taking opium in the form of laudanum - conveniently available over the counter from all good chemists in early 19th century Britain - as pain relief. At no time was he taking his opium directly either by smoking or even eating, the title is indicative of his interest in finding the right phrase or most striking turn of words rather than the most accurate description. The downside of this search of his for the best turn of phrase is that in the second edition of his book he freely expanded sections and in doing so crossed the line from the florid to the overwritten.
He attempts to set out the positives and the negatives of his experiences with laudanum. My lasting impression was that it was overall horrific, the positive side didn't really come over terribly well. The fact of his addiction has to speak for itself. De Quincey wrote that his opium dreams where full of vivid memories of what he had read, his classical education meant that gigantic and threatening Roman armies loomed up and marched unrelentingly through his imagination. He imagines the agricultural labourer, laudanum was not just widely available at the time but also cheap, being overwhelmed by dreams of cows. Worse to imagine the dreams of the industrial labourer with their daily grind magnified in their imaginations.
The oddity of the book for me is that the drug visions sit alongside the ideal of Victorian domesticity. As expressed by de Quincey as the wife serving tea to the gathered family from a silver teapot. This is a comfortable, manageable, middle class addiction. It's a long way from the world of .
He attempts to set out the positives and the negatives of his experiences with laudanum. My lasting impression was that it was overall horrific, the positive side didn't really come over terribly well. The fact of his addiction has to speak for itself. De Quincey wrote that his opium dreams where full of vivid memories of what he had read, his classical education meant that gigantic and threatening Roman armies loomed up and marched unrelentingly through his imagination. He imagines the agricultural labourer, laudanum was not just widely available at the time but also cheap, being overwhelmed by dreams of cows. Worse to imagine the dreams of the industrial labourer with their daily grind magnified in their imaginations.
The oddity of the book for me is that the drug visions sit alongside the ideal of Victorian domesticity. As expressed by de Quincey as the wife serving tea to the gathered family from a silver teapot. This is a comfortable, manageable, middle class addiction. It's a long way from the world of .
April 11, 2018
I finally finished this! I have started reading it several times, and just couldn't get into it. But today I finished it! Hooray! As you can tell, I did not like it.
One example of a very long rambling sentence: "I do not often weep: for not only do my thoughts on subjects connected with the chief interests of man daily, nay hourly, descend a thousand fathoms “too deep for tears;� not only does the sternness of my habits of thought present an antagonism to the feelings which prompt tears—wanting of necessity to those who, being protected usually by their levity from any tendency to meditative sorrow, would by that same levity be made incapable of resisting it on any casual access of such feelings; but also, I believe that all minds which have contemplated such objects as deeply as I have done, must, for their own protection from utter despondency, have early encouraged and cherished some tranquillising belief as to the future balances and the hieroglyphic meanings of human sufferings."
I do realise it was published in 1821, and written in that period's style. No excuse! Mary Shelley published Frankenstein in 1823, and it is very readable.
I also realise that the author wrote while using opium. No excuse! Charles Dickens used opium, and he was still able to write things that made sense.
The only 'entertaining' bit was where he tells about the dreams/nightmares he had as a result of opium, and you have to get to the end of the book to read those.
If you're a fan of Thomas de Quincey, I suppose you'd enjoy this book.
If you love reading run-on sentences, you'd probably like this book.
If you're looking for a first-hand report of the pain/pleasure of opium addiction written in a readable style, this is probably not the book you're looking for.
1 Star = Yuck. I wish I hadn't wasted my time reading it.
One example of a very long rambling sentence: "I do not often weep: for not only do my thoughts on subjects connected with the chief interests of man daily, nay hourly, descend a thousand fathoms “too deep for tears;� not only does the sternness of my habits of thought present an antagonism to the feelings which prompt tears—wanting of necessity to those who, being protected usually by their levity from any tendency to meditative sorrow, would by that same levity be made incapable of resisting it on any casual access of such feelings; but also, I believe that all minds which have contemplated such objects as deeply as I have done, must, for their own protection from utter despondency, have early encouraged and cherished some tranquillising belief as to the future balances and the hieroglyphic meanings of human sufferings."
I do realise it was published in 1821, and written in that period's style. No excuse! Mary Shelley published Frankenstein in 1823, and it is very readable.
I also realise that the author wrote while using opium. No excuse! Charles Dickens used opium, and he was still able to write things that made sense.
The only 'entertaining' bit was where he tells about the dreams/nightmares he had as a result of opium, and you have to get to the end of the book to read those.
If you're a fan of Thomas de Quincey, I suppose you'd enjoy this book.
If you love reading run-on sentences, you'd probably like this book.
If you're looking for a first-hand report of the pain/pleasure of opium addiction written in a readable style, this is probably not the book you're looking for.
1 Star = Yuck. I wish I hadn't wasted my time reading it.
December 1, 2012
While researching the use of opium for my own (fictional) writings into the subject, I came across fascinating article about a fellow whose habit of collecting paraphernalia led him to become both the leading expert on them and an addict. The interview led me to the work of Dr. H.H. Kane, and Kane's analysis led me back to de Quincey, with whom I had some prior familiarity due to my literary studies.
De Quincey's writing style is precise and exacting, but he does not have that flair for storytelling which marks a fascinating diarist. Indeed, many of the most intriguing parts of his tale are those he declined to go into in great detail, and throughout one can see his struggles not so much in what he has written on the page, but in what he cannot bring himself to say. He comes to the cusp of his own suffering again and again, but to cross that threshold is to relive his greatest shame and disappointment, so he often skirts it.
No doubt this is why Dr. Kane accuses de Quincey of presenting all the beneficial sides of the drug's use, and ignoring the dangers. Yet I found myself constantly thankful that I was not in de Quincey's position, for his constant and unabated suffering seemed clear enough to me.
Indeed, when he spoke of being unable to complete his work (the promised third part of his Confessions never arrived), of the weeks or months passing by without his being perceptibly closer to completing all of the great tasks and projects he had set before himself--one does not have to be a taker of laudanum to sympathize, as being an artist of any stripe is quite enough to understand that eternal struggle.
But though some of his narrative is less than vivid, most interesting are his descriptions of opioid dreams, which visions were so influential to fantastical authors like Gogol and Lovecraft. Indeed, his vision of the 'impossible castles of the clouds' are recognizable in the writings of numerous mythos authors, who were so obsessed with the realm of dreams, especially when it bled into quotidian life.
De Quincey's writing style is precise and exacting, but he does not have that flair for storytelling which marks a fascinating diarist. Indeed, many of the most intriguing parts of his tale are those he declined to go into in great detail, and throughout one can see his struggles not so much in what he has written on the page, but in what he cannot bring himself to say. He comes to the cusp of his own suffering again and again, but to cross that threshold is to relive his greatest shame and disappointment, so he often skirts it.
No doubt this is why Dr. Kane accuses de Quincey of presenting all the beneficial sides of the drug's use, and ignoring the dangers. Yet I found myself constantly thankful that I was not in de Quincey's position, for his constant and unabated suffering seemed clear enough to me.
Indeed, when he spoke of being unable to complete his work (the promised third part of his Confessions never arrived), of the weeks or months passing by without his being perceptibly closer to completing all of the great tasks and projects he had set before himself--one does not have to be a taker of laudanum to sympathize, as being an artist of any stripe is quite enough to understand that eternal struggle.
But though some of his narrative is less than vivid, most interesting are his descriptions of opioid dreams, which visions were so influential to fantastical authors like Gogol and Lovecraft. Indeed, his vision of the 'impossible castles of the clouds' are recognizable in the writings of numerous mythos authors, who were so obsessed with the realm of dreams, especially when it bled into quotidian life.
May 21, 2019
The boy speaks Greek �
I am not overly impressed � underwhelmed may indeed be the word � by this romantic tale of the orphaned but highly intelligent boy who fell on hard times.
It is a typical piece of Confessional Writing � though it also bares a certain lack of self-awareness paired with some megalomania.
And yes, opium-eating is a nasty habit and you can invent all kind of excuses for it if you like but still it is an addiction.
TdQ is often mentioned as a forefather and source of inspiration for William S. Burroughs � Burroughs, drugged out of this world - did however manage to write quite a few memorable novels.
Once again, literary duty done.
I am not overly impressed � underwhelmed may indeed be the word � by this romantic tale of the orphaned but highly intelligent boy who fell on hard times.
It is a typical piece of Confessional Writing � though it also bares a certain lack of self-awareness paired with some megalomania.
And yes, opium-eating is a nasty habit and you can invent all kind of excuses for it if you like but still it is an addiction.
TdQ is often mentioned as a forefather and source of inspiration for William S. Burroughs � Burroughs, drugged out of this world - did however manage to write quite a few memorable novels.
Once again, literary duty done.
December 2, 2019
Konuya bir türlü gelemeyişi ile hipergerçekçi bir itirafname olarak takdirimi kazandı skfjd
May 13, 2023
‘Confessions Of an Opium-Eater� by Thomas De Quincey has won me. It has been a very long time since I’ve read a book which speaks to my very soul & being. In spite of reading so many theosophical & theological books over the years, no book has really invigorated me so clearly & perfectly as this infamous masterpiece of classic literature.
And no, this book really has nothing to do with promoting drug addiction, quite the opposite rather!
In this book, a juvenile prodigy in Greek scholarship attempts to break free from the stranglehold of his guardians & grammar school. He does so under very unfortunate circumstances which leads him to a life of pain incurred because of the culminating effects of ego hassles, poverty & of course a chronic addiction to opium. What becomes of this scholar later in life making him realize the severity of his drug addiction is what this book is all about.
It is not a fast read at all, but it is highly erudite & full of philosophical depth which brings out the fact that De Quincey was a most remarkable man as well as a very well-read individual of Western Philosophical thought. The latter does not come as a surprise since the individual was studying the same at his grammar school & then at his Latin college. However, it is his perfect insight into the very essence of Latin philosophy which shows signs that he was well schooled in the theories of Plato as well as Aristotle’s hylomorphism that is brought out simply & beautifully in this tiny but heavy book. Through his experience as a depressed drug addict, De Quincey simplifies what his logical hylomorphic theory of existence is & what it means for others like him who have fallen into the trap of opium addiction. The simplistic language which he uses to explain his line of thought is similar to the writings of theologians like St. Thomas Aquinas & contemporary popular philosophers of the 18th & 19th century like Immanuel Kant. I enjoyed the brief mention of Spinoza in the book as well & I’m sure the well-read sombre reader will enjoy the same too!
The terms Substantial Form & Prime Matter abound directly & indirectly in this text. This shows that the theories of Aristotle were what induced De Quincey into a more detailed study of German western thought later in life, making this book a highly pleasurable read but yet, a very frank & truthful one with regards to people’s addictions & obsessions in life. I especially felt edified by De Quincey’s views about music which to him was more meaningful in tone & subjective comprehension rather than in actual objective content. This is a good example to the working of substantial form & prime matter in the mind of a human being made of up of soul & body. I also appreciated his view that to a real intellectual, even romantic love holds no water as a panacea of life. Instead, to observe with quiet reflection the leisure or rest of the poor & downtrodden is something that truly gives relief to a restless soul. It is indeed such observations or actual service to the needy, even if it is merely in the form of a listening ear that can truly give an anxious individual rest & true refreshment; there De Quincey trumps pompousness, pride, thoughts, feelings, emotions et al., as the real philosopher knows, we are more than our thoughts, intelligence, emotions, desires, passions, obsessions & feelings!
We are more than our addictions, even if it is opium addiction!
However, De Quincey tends to be too obsessed with his racist ideas towards Asians which may not go down well with some readers. Yet, it is not something disturbing knowing that the man was a bookworm all his life & never travelled at all due to his addiction to actually learn about different cultures & sensibilities other than his own. Plus, he was so engrained in Western philosophy that probably he could not digest the more broad minded, inclusive & adaptable Eastern Philosophy which is not very unusual to observe among most Europeans of that time. Orientalism was still only developing as a science when this book was being penned. It should not be an issue which should stop the reader from appreciating the excellence of the book.
The ending of the book is painful to read but is a perfect analysis in the line of Kant on the meaning of suffering. At the end of the day, drugs do not take away suffering from life, suffering is more a part of being alive than even love & lust. Thinking that drugs can cure a person of physical & psychological suffering is foolhardiness at its best. Whether De Quincey goes on with his life, gives up his addiction to opium, dies in his guilt or progresses in his vocation as a writer of letters is what one can find out by reading this book SLOWLY & with a calm mind. If one as a reader is in a mood of speed reading then this classic is not meant for you. The title & theme may seem enticing but gory details of a drug addict are not the details of this otherwise excellent & unputdownable classic. Those who take their reading slow & seriously can pick up this book. Those adept readers of philosophy, theology, logic, ethics et al., will find this title a light read & enjoy every moment of it.
I especially loved the episode with the Malay individual who the author happened upon at his cottage. I’ve never read of something that astounding in all my life & I’m sure every reader will be surprised by what effect the visit of that South-East Asian individual had on De Quincey when they indulge themselves in the reading of ‘Confessions of an English Opium Eater�. This book is not at all to encourage a vulnerable reader into taking drugs, instead, quite the opposite as I have mentioned before!
I have never indulged in drugs, alcohol, tobacco or any kind of stimulant other than South-Indian coffee & cutting chai or tea. Therefore, I vouch for the inquisitive reader that my review & five stars for this book is not because I applaud drug addiction but because I find a lot of truth, relevance, theological depth & intellectual matter in the tongue in cheek reasoning of De Quincey towards the power that a person’s sense of guilt & ego has over his life which leads to the taking of such toxic substances. Do yourself a favour & read this book & then know that obviously, the author is indicating that you should say NO TO DRUGS!
I really enjoyed this book & more so because I read the original first edition of the title as published by Dover Thrift Edition Classics (Year 1995). Make sure you too read the first edition or reprint of the first edition rather because reprints of later editions can be found in plenty & they are not so well written as the first. It leads many readers to think that the book is unworthy of its fame, which is unfortunate, because it is the best thing one could read from a very unusual man of letters. ‘Confessions of an English Opium Eater� gets 5 stars from me!
And no, this book really has nothing to do with promoting drug addiction, quite the opposite rather!
In this book, a juvenile prodigy in Greek scholarship attempts to break free from the stranglehold of his guardians & grammar school. He does so under very unfortunate circumstances which leads him to a life of pain incurred because of the culminating effects of ego hassles, poverty & of course a chronic addiction to opium. What becomes of this scholar later in life making him realize the severity of his drug addiction is what this book is all about.
It is not a fast read at all, but it is highly erudite & full of philosophical depth which brings out the fact that De Quincey was a most remarkable man as well as a very well-read individual of Western Philosophical thought. The latter does not come as a surprise since the individual was studying the same at his grammar school & then at his Latin college. However, it is his perfect insight into the very essence of Latin philosophy which shows signs that he was well schooled in the theories of Plato as well as Aristotle’s hylomorphism that is brought out simply & beautifully in this tiny but heavy book. Through his experience as a depressed drug addict, De Quincey simplifies what his logical hylomorphic theory of existence is & what it means for others like him who have fallen into the trap of opium addiction. The simplistic language which he uses to explain his line of thought is similar to the writings of theologians like St. Thomas Aquinas & contemporary popular philosophers of the 18th & 19th century like Immanuel Kant. I enjoyed the brief mention of Spinoza in the book as well & I’m sure the well-read sombre reader will enjoy the same too!
The terms Substantial Form & Prime Matter abound directly & indirectly in this text. This shows that the theories of Aristotle were what induced De Quincey into a more detailed study of German western thought later in life, making this book a highly pleasurable read but yet, a very frank & truthful one with regards to people’s addictions & obsessions in life. I especially felt edified by De Quincey’s views about music which to him was more meaningful in tone & subjective comprehension rather than in actual objective content. This is a good example to the working of substantial form & prime matter in the mind of a human being made of up of soul & body. I also appreciated his view that to a real intellectual, even romantic love holds no water as a panacea of life. Instead, to observe with quiet reflection the leisure or rest of the poor & downtrodden is something that truly gives relief to a restless soul. It is indeed such observations or actual service to the needy, even if it is merely in the form of a listening ear that can truly give an anxious individual rest & true refreshment; there De Quincey trumps pompousness, pride, thoughts, feelings, emotions et al., as the real philosopher knows, we are more than our thoughts, intelligence, emotions, desires, passions, obsessions & feelings!
We are more than our addictions, even if it is opium addiction!
However, De Quincey tends to be too obsessed with his racist ideas towards Asians which may not go down well with some readers. Yet, it is not something disturbing knowing that the man was a bookworm all his life & never travelled at all due to his addiction to actually learn about different cultures & sensibilities other than his own. Plus, he was so engrained in Western philosophy that probably he could not digest the more broad minded, inclusive & adaptable Eastern Philosophy which is not very unusual to observe among most Europeans of that time. Orientalism was still only developing as a science when this book was being penned. It should not be an issue which should stop the reader from appreciating the excellence of the book.
The ending of the book is painful to read but is a perfect analysis in the line of Kant on the meaning of suffering. At the end of the day, drugs do not take away suffering from life, suffering is more a part of being alive than even love & lust. Thinking that drugs can cure a person of physical & psychological suffering is foolhardiness at its best. Whether De Quincey goes on with his life, gives up his addiction to opium, dies in his guilt or progresses in his vocation as a writer of letters is what one can find out by reading this book SLOWLY & with a calm mind. If one as a reader is in a mood of speed reading then this classic is not meant for you. The title & theme may seem enticing but gory details of a drug addict are not the details of this otherwise excellent & unputdownable classic. Those who take their reading slow & seriously can pick up this book. Those adept readers of philosophy, theology, logic, ethics et al., will find this title a light read & enjoy every moment of it.
I especially loved the episode with the Malay individual who the author happened upon at his cottage. I’ve never read of something that astounding in all my life & I’m sure every reader will be surprised by what effect the visit of that South-East Asian individual had on De Quincey when they indulge themselves in the reading of ‘Confessions of an English Opium Eater�. This book is not at all to encourage a vulnerable reader into taking drugs, instead, quite the opposite as I have mentioned before!
I have never indulged in drugs, alcohol, tobacco or any kind of stimulant other than South-Indian coffee & cutting chai or tea. Therefore, I vouch for the inquisitive reader that my review & five stars for this book is not because I applaud drug addiction but because I find a lot of truth, relevance, theological depth & intellectual matter in the tongue in cheek reasoning of De Quincey towards the power that a person’s sense of guilt & ego has over his life which leads to the taking of such toxic substances. Do yourself a favour & read this book & then know that obviously, the author is indicating that you should say NO TO DRUGS!
I really enjoyed this book & more so because I read the original first edition of the title as published by Dover Thrift Edition Classics (Year 1995). Make sure you too read the first edition or reprint of the first edition rather because reprints of later editions can be found in plenty & they are not so well written as the first. It leads many readers to think that the book is unworthy of its fame, which is unfortunate, because it is the best thing one could read from a very unusual man of letters. ‘Confessions of an English Opium Eater� gets 5 stars from me!
March 10, 2020
Esė before it was cool!!!!
Juokauju, jau buvo cool, parašyta jau po Montaigne'io ir Bacono ir dar turbūt krūvos jų pasekėjų. Bet still!
Pasiėmiau iš biblės visai nieko nesitikėdama - tik norėjau paskaityti Repečkos vertimą (vis dar neskaičiau jo Shakespeare'o, pazzzzorrrr), norėjau dozės kažko ankstyvesnio nei 21 a reikalai. Dozę gavau.
Tekstas trumpas, skaitosi labai greitai. Parašytas gražiai ir vietomis taip užneša tuo iškilmingu patosu, kreipiniais: Skaitytojau! Labai intertekstualus, pilnas poezijos - Miltono, Wordswortho; labai gerai išlįsti iš savo skaitymo burbulo ir pagalvoti, kad ne viskas, ką verta skaityti, buvo parašyta 20 a. Čia juokais, bet kartais gerokai užsisuki tarp "naujovių" ir išeina maždaug: nemėgstu aš tų senų filmų (apie 1973 m. filmą).
Ұž:
See! Ne Laurence'as Sterne'as, nu bet gražu, darrrrk, romantika, griuvėsiai.
Repečkos vertimas, spėju, labai pagerina tekstą, jau vien jo išverstos poezijos eilutės - geruma (Wordsworthas):
Traktatėlyje De Quincey'is papasakoja, kaip vartojo opijų paauglystėj, ankstyvoj jaunystėj, kaip vėl persimetė ant vartojimo dar po belekiek metų. Pasakoja apie sapnus, apie skausmus, apie nemalonų jausmą skrandyje, kai bandai mesti. Po skaitymo man net pradėjo durti skrandį!!! Nors opijaus bandžius nesu ir tų reklamuojamų privalumų nepatyriau. O šiaip tekstas keistokas, pilnas skylių. Apie tą jis nepasakos, nes mums būtų nuobodu, apie ligą kalbėt užknisa, apie susipykimą su draugais nepasakos - šiaip, kažkodėl. Kartais kreipiasi į žmoną, bet daugiau jokių istorijų apie ją nėra. Tik pamąstymas šen, pamąstymas ten. Gale pasiūlo savo kūną - po mirties - mokslui. Nu ačiū!
Apskritai - neradau vientisumo (arba išradingai nesančio vientisumo), neradau kažkokio proto aštrumo, kurio neva turėtų suteikti opijus, pėdsakų. Klasika, faina paskaityti, bet antrą kartą negrįšiu. Būtų 2*, bet.. gražusis vertimas!
Juokauju, jau buvo cool, parašyta jau po Montaigne'io ir Bacono ir dar turbūt krūvos jų pasekėjų. Bet still!
Pasiėmiau iš biblės visai nieko nesitikėdama - tik norėjau paskaityti Repečkos vertimą (vis dar neskaičiau jo Shakespeare'o, pazzzzorrrr), norėjau dozės kažko ankstyvesnio nei 21 a reikalai. Dozę gavau.
Tekstas trumpas, skaitosi labai greitai. Parašytas gražiai ir vietomis taip užneša tuo iškilmingu patosu, kreipiniais: Skaitytojau! Labai intertekstualus, pilnas poezijos - Miltono, Wordswortho; labai gerai išlįsti iš savo skaitymo burbulo ir pagalvoti, kad ne viskas, ką verta skaityti, buvo parašyta 20 a. Čia juokais, bet kartais gerokai užsisuki tarp "naujovių" ir išeina maždaug: nemėgstu aš tų senų filmų (apie 1973 m. filmą).
Ұž:
Tačiau Londono labdarybės srautas, nors ir kokia gilia, plačia vaga teka, yra begarsis ir požeminis - todėl nei regimas, nei prieinamas vargšams benamiams klajokliams. (p. 47)
Kartą viena artima giminaitė man papasakojo, kaip vaikystėje įkrito į upę ir atsidūrusi ties pačia pražūties riba - laimė, pagalbos ji sulaukė pačiu laiku - akimirksniu išvydo visą savo gyvenimą: smulkiausios detalės išsirikiavo viena greta kitos lyg atspindėtos veidrody. Ir staiga ji įgijo gebėjimą tuo pat metu suvokti tiek visumą, tiek kiekvieną jos dalelę. Tuo, remdamasis savo, kaip opijaus vartotojo, patirtimi tikrai tikiu. Esu dukart aptikęs panašių tvirtinimų šiuolaikinėse knygose ir jų teisingumu neabejoju: juos aiškinančiose pastabose teigiama, jog šiurpusis paskutiniojo teismo aprašymas Šventajame Rašte - ne kas kita, kaip kiekvieno iš mūsų sąmonės atspindys. Esu tikras bent tuo, kad iš proto visiškai atimta galimybė 貹šپ: tūkstančiai įvykių gali sudaryti ir sudaro šūdą, skiriantį mūsų dabartinę sąmonę nuo slaptų įrašų prote, bet lygiai tokie patys įvykiai tą šydą ir suplėšo, tačiau nesvarbu ar dengiami, ar nedengiami šydo, šie įrašai išlieka amžinai, jie tarytum žvaigždės, kurios, atrodo, pranyksta nušvitus dienos šviesai, nors iš tiesų mes žinome, kad šviesa - tik jas uždengęs šydas, ir žvaigždės telaukia, kol, jas paslėpusiai dienos šviesai pasitraukus, vėl galės pasirodyti. (p. 144-145)
See! Ne Laurence'as Sterne'as, nu bet gražu, darrrrk, romantika, griuvėsiai.
Repečkos vertimas, spėju, labai pagerina tekstą, jau vien jo išverstos poezijos eilutės - geruma (Wordsworthas):
Akimirksniu iškilo reginys -
Didingas miestas, pastatų gausybė,
Paskendus toliuos, galo nėr,
Šio nuostabiausio grožio tolių toliai!
Jie sukurti iš deimantų, iš aukso,
Jų alebastro kupolai, sidabro smailės,
Ir žėrinčios terasos virš terasų,
Ore pakibusios, ir tykūs paviljonai,
Alėjose suspindę, ant viršūnių bokštų,
Dantytom sienom apjuostų, plevena
Skaisčiausios puošmenos - iškilę žvaigždės!
Gamta mūs žemės visa tai sukūrė
Iš audinio tamsios audros, kurią ramybė
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Po žydryne dangaus lai ilsis... (p. 149)
Traktatėlyje De Quincey'is papasakoja, kaip vartojo opijų paauglystėj, ankstyvoj jaunystėj, kaip vėl persimetė ant vartojimo dar po belekiek metų. Pasakoja apie sapnus, apie skausmus, apie nemalonų jausmą skrandyje, kai bandai mesti. Po skaitymo man net pradėjo durti skrandį!!! Nors opijaus bandžius nesu ir tų reklamuojamų privalumų nepatyriau. O šiaip tekstas keistokas, pilnas skylių. Apie tą jis nepasakos, nes mums būtų nuobodu, apie ligą kalbėt užknisa, apie susipykimą su draugais nepasakos - šiaip, kažkodėl. Kartais kreipiasi į žmoną, bet daugiau jokių istorijų apie ją nėra. Tik pamąstymas šen, pamąstymas ten. Gale pasiūlo savo kūną - po mirties - mokslui. Nu ačiū!
Apskritai - neradau vientisumo (arba išradingai nesančio vientisumo), neradau kažkokio proto aštrumo, kurio neva turėtų suteikti opijus, pėdsakų. Klasika, faina paskaityti, bet antrą kartą negrįšiu. Būtų 2*, bet.. gražusis vertimas!
November 25, 2019
I was hoping to give this book a higher rating, but it is hard to review a book where most of it came from a haze of drugs taking memories.
The opioid epidemic has been with us for centuries and De Quincey was one of the first people to write about his struggles with the drug.
The opioid epidemic has been with us for centuries and De Quincey was one of the first people to write about his struggles with the drug.
April 27, 2023
I read this as de Quincey appeared as a character in Murder as a Fine Art.
Can you imagine what he would have been like if he had been at his peak in the late 60’s? I was reminded at times of Fat Freddy in The Fabulous Furry Freak Brothers, who one night decided to write a book. He took ‘a little something� to aid the imagination and another ‘little something� for creativity etc, etc�
When his progress was checked on the following morning his pages just read ‘and then and then and then and then and then and then�.�.
That’s how some of this feels. And it’s better for it.
A rather interesting account.
Can you imagine what he would have been like if he had been at his peak in the late 60’s? I was reminded at times of Fat Freddy in The Fabulous Furry Freak Brothers, who one night decided to write a book. He took ‘a little something� to aid the imagination and another ‘little something� for creativity etc, etc�
When his progress was checked on the following morning his pages just read ‘and then and then and then and then and then and then�.�.
That’s how some of this feels. And it’s better for it.
A rather interesting account.
February 15, 2014
I was disappointed I confess, though I don't know why I had high expectations given I have always found people on drugs profoundly boring—though I note that usually they find themselves extremely interesting. De Quincy writes 'I have, for the general benefit of the world, innoculated myself as it were, with the poinson of 8000 drops of laudanum per day (just for the same reason as a French surgeon inoculated himself lately with cancer...)'
What struck me most was privilege, even in his poverty after running away as a teenager. After all, he heads to Eton, where he will always be at home, to get Lord so-and-so to co-sign a loan against his expected fortune from the Jews. I was sad but not surprised to find such a stereotypical view of jews as existing simply to lend money to wealthy but under-age men. A window of empathy into the lives of the poor and oppressed emerged, but he only opened the curtain a little, hardly even looked properly through it. There is disappointingly little here about London and walking its streets, which is what I expected to find given all I had read.
What I hadn't expected to find was a crazy reflection of imperial angst and racism. He's in the remote mountains in a cottage when a 'Malay' comes to the door and doesn't speak English. He contrasts 'the beautiful English face of the girl and its exquisite fairness, together with her erect and independant attitude ... with the sallow and bilious skin of the Malay...his small, fierce, restless eyes, thin lips, slavish gestures and adorations'. They can't communicate, but apparently all the man wants is somewhere to rest before he goes on his way. As a parting gift, de Quincey offers him a chunk of opium, which the man proceeds to eat entire--'the quantity was enough to kill three dragoons and their horses, and I felt some alarm for the poor creature; but what could be done?' Nothing apparently, he sends him out in the night, and is anxious for his life the next few nights but upon hearing no reports of the dead body turning up, his mind is relieved.
Except it's not. After the years of happily enjoying his regular opium habit, it eventually spirals down into pain and terrible dreams/hallucinations. These are regularly frequented by what he calls 'Oriental' dreams. He writes 'The Malay has been a fearful enemy for months. I have been every night, through his means, transported into Asiatic scenes...The causes of my horror lie deep, and some of them must be common to others. Southern Asia in general is the seat of awful images and associations.' Holy crap I thought, the inscrutable asian 'other' that he might well have murdered comes back to his dreams, takes him to the very places his opium comes from -- though that isn't thought through or even mentioned. I suppose this is before the Opium wars and Britain's great Opium-dealing adventure overseas, it prefigures it in a way. And unlike the Heart of Darkness fear of 'primitive' man (though he brings up that up as well in relation to 'barbarous' Africa), it is instead fear and trembling before an older greater culture--'the ancient, monumental, cruel and elaborate religions...The mere antiquity of Asiatic things, of their institutions, histories, modes of faith, &c., is so impressive, that to me teh vast age of the race and name overpowers the sense of youth in the individual'.
There is so much to think about there, I hope to come back to it at some time, though surely this must have been written about. The only other interesting thing, funny really, was the statement on political economists of the day: 'I saw that these were generally the very dregs and rinsings of the human intellect; and that any man of sound head...might take up the whole academy of modern economists, and throttle them between heaven and earth with his finger and thumb, or bray their fungus-headss to powder with a lady's fan'. Which I love, though I am not sure exactly how that insult works...
What struck me most was privilege, even in his poverty after running away as a teenager. After all, he heads to Eton, where he will always be at home, to get Lord so-and-so to co-sign a loan against his expected fortune from the Jews. I was sad but not surprised to find such a stereotypical view of jews as existing simply to lend money to wealthy but under-age men. A window of empathy into the lives of the poor and oppressed emerged, but he only opened the curtain a little, hardly even looked properly through it. There is disappointingly little here about London and walking its streets, which is what I expected to find given all I had read.
What I hadn't expected to find was a crazy reflection of imperial angst and racism. He's in the remote mountains in a cottage when a 'Malay' comes to the door and doesn't speak English. He contrasts 'the beautiful English face of the girl and its exquisite fairness, together with her erect and independant attitude ... with the sallow and bilious skin of the Malay...his small, fierce, restless eyes, thin lips, slavish gestures and adorations'. They can't communicate, but apparently all the man wants is somewhere to rest before he goes on his way. As a parting gift, de Quincey offers him a chunk of opium, which the man proceeds to eat entire--'the quantity was enough to kill three dragoons and their horses, and I felt some alarm for the poor creature; but what could be done?' Nothing apparently, he sends him out in the night, and is anxious for his life the next few nights but upon hearing no reports of the dead body turning up, his mind is relieved.
Except it's not. After the years of happily enjoying his regular opium habit, it eventually spirals down into pain and terrible dreams/hallucinations. These are regularly frequented by what he calls 'Oriental' dreams. He writes 'The Malay has been a fearful enemy for months. I have been every night, through his means, transported into Asiatic scenes...The causes of my horror lie deep, and some of them must be common to others. Southern Asia in general is the seat of awful images and associations.' Holy crap I thought, the inscrutable asian 'other' that he might well have murdered comes back to his dreams, takes him to the very places his opium comes from -- though that isn't thought through or even mentioned. I suppose this is before the Opium wars and Britain's great Opium-dealing adventure overseas, it prefigures it in a way. And unlike the Heart of Darkness fear of 'primitive' man (though he brings up that up as well in relation to 'barbarous' Africa), it is instead fear and trembling before an older greater culture--'the ancient, monumental, cruel and elaborate religions...The mere antiquity of Asiatic things, of their institutions, histories, modes of faith, &c., is so impressive, that to me teh vast age of the race and name overpowers the sense of youth in the individual'.
There is so much to think about there, I hope to come back to it at some time, though surely this must have been written about. The only other interesting thing, funny really, was the statement on political economists of the day: 'I saw that these were generally the very dregs and rinsings of the human intellect; and that any man of sound head...might take up the whole academy of modern economists, and throttle them between heaven and earth with his finger and thumb, or bray their fungus-headss to powder with a lady's fan'. Which I love, though I am not sure exactly how that insult works...
January 29, 2016
Deși se vede clar tentativa de roman, cartea are mai mult nuanțe științifice. Nu se referă doar la opium și la urmările sale medicale, ci și psihologice și -respectiv- sociale. Încadrarea în timp își spune și ea cuvântul. Cartea a fost scrisă când "cele două războaie ale opiului" erau în plinătatea lor. Anglia descoperise "secretul Chinei" și se luase cu dansa la harță. Nu vreau să-mi imaginez farmecul dat de această substanță dacă două dintre puterile lumii moderne au dus două mari războaie pentru el. :)
June 14, 2019
عنوان اصلی کتاب اعترافات یک تریاک خور انگلیسی است و شرح یک دهه اعتیاد د کوئینسی به تریاک. کتاب هم یک مقاله بلند محسوب میشو� و هم یک رمان اعترافی؛ هرچند نتواسته با حفظ پیچیدگیه� و نظرگاهها� خاص رماننویس� به کنکاش در جهان درون ذهن شخصیته� بپردازد. فکر میکن� این کتاب در زمان انتشارش (1821) در جهت اجتماعی شدن مبارزه با مواد مخدر موفق بوده اما بعد از گذشت دو قرن دیگر جذابیت زیادی برای خواننده ندارد
June 8, 2021
Not really impressive but one of the first on the subject.
November 26, 2020
As one of the projects for a Public Speaking course taken during the summer after sophomore year of high school, I took up research on the then-controversial topic of psychotropic drugs in order to deliver a paper on the topic. My sources were every book I could find in the Maine South library on the subject and a number of articles found in my grandparents' copies of 'Time' and 'Life' magazines. I didn't know it at the time, but the conservative owners of Time-Life, the Luces, were themselves fans of psychedelic mushrooms and LSD. In any case, the articles about the psychedelics and about marihuana were almost entirely positive both in the scientific literature and in the popular press that I reviewed.
Consequently, I got interested in mind-altering chemicals, the safe ones, and started trying pot in the sophomore year. Nothing happened except coughing until I was given some which, unbeknownst to me, was dusted with heroin. That batch worked--tremendously. I learned what it was, but still finished the ounce I'd been given to take home before abandoning the opiates. One factor in this was reading Confessions of an English Opium-eater which vividly described both the positives and negatives of such drugs. Another factor was that it was illegal and expensive. A final, and probably most important, factor was that its effects, while orgasmically pleasurable, were trivial compared to the challenges posed by a later discovery: LSD--followed by mushrooms and peyote. Pleasure wasn't much of a draw for me, profound challenges were.
De Quincey's book is, by modern standards, over-written, his lavish descriptions growing tedious after a while.
Consequently, I got interested in mind-altering chemicals, the safe ones, and started trying pot in the sophomore year. Nothing happened except coughing until I was given some which, unbeknownst to me, was dusted with heroin. That batch worked--tremendously. I learned what it was, but still finished the ounce I'd been given to take home before abandoning the opiates. One factor in this was reading Confessions of an English Opium-eater which vividly described both the positives and negatives of such drugs. Another factor was that it was illegal and expensive. A final, and probably most important, factor was that its effects, while orgasmically pleasurable, were trivial compared to the challenges posed by a later discovery: LSD--followed by mushrooms and peyote. Pleasure wasn't much of a draw for me, profound challenges were.
De Quincey's book is, by modern standards, over-written, his lavish descriptions growing tedious after a while.
March 20, 2012
Sure, the lead-up to the actual confessions of taking opium and the resulting consequences was longer than the apparent subject matter of the book, but who cares? I found this to be an insightful text into the dangers of at the time a widely used drug.
This also apparently paved the way for many other drug substance abuse memoirs, of which the only one I can think of that I have read were Junky by Burroughs.
Confessions is written in a clear, concise manner and with the interesting subject matter can be read in a couple hours if that. Nowadays, where drug recognition, understanding and its place in society has allowed people across all levels of society to have a firm understanding of the life of drug users and their substances, this text, almost 200 years old may at times be read as slightly as a bore. I don't think that necessarily detracts from the quality and importance of the book itself though, especially since there's some pretty vivid scenes in his dream state, and the level of psychological self-analysis for the time was impressive, for one only versed in literature.
My biggest wish was that he went into further depth into the effects of prolonged opium use and dependency. Although, considering this, and many other published works at the time was taken up by a newspaper, it may have had its length restricted. That, or it may have been too vivid for print for the general public.
This also apparently paved the way for many other drug substance abuse memoirs, of which the only one I can think of that I have read were Junky by Burroughs.
Confessions is written in a clear, concise manner and with the interesting subject matter can be read in a couple hours if that. Nowadays, where drug recognition, understanding and its place in society has allowed people across all levels of society to have a firm understanding of the life of drug users and their substances, this text, almost 200 years old may at times be read as slightly as a bore. I don't think that necessarily detracts from the quality and importance of the book itself though, especially since there's some pretty vivid scenes in his dream state, and the level of psychological self-analysis for the time was impressive, for one only versed in literature.
My biggest wish was that he went into further depth into the effects of prolonged opium use and dependency. Although, considering this, and many other published works at the time was taken up by a newspaper, it may have had its length restricted. That, or it may have been too vivid for print for the general public.
February 2, 2021
For now ... my favorite section of this book was Suspiria de Profundis, but it was all quite good. Luckily, I tend to be a patient reader, willing to put in the necessary extra time to parse through De Quincey's prose style, and was rewarded. I will say that this book is not for the timid. Not at all.
July 10, 2022
A book that was a best seller when it first appeared, and which continues to find readers today. In it, De Quincey describes the dangers of opium addiction, and comments on how opium use affected his dreams. At times, these two themes work together, as when De Quincey employs the discussion of his dreams as a way of warning the reader about opium addiction; at other times, however, one or the other of the themes dominates. Thus, in a number of instances, De Quincey writes that his intent in the book is to analyze dreaming, and in particular how opium affects the dreams of a man of imagination (De Quincey is not one to indulge in false modesty). In these passages, the book is less a confession and more a work of philosophy and psychology (in her introduction to the book, Alethea Hayter notes that De Quincey preceded in hypothesizing that one’s childhood experiences supply a background against which to interpret one’s dreams).
In general, the organization of the book is loose, beginning with De Quincey describing events in his life before becoming addicted; this is followed by his description of his experience as an addict, first enjoying opium and then experiencing the symptoms of withdrawal.
Several passages stand out for me, including De Quincey’s comments on why he changed his mind about sending a letter to a bishop, and his description of how he would spend his Saturday evenings while on opium. Perhaps the best passages are those discussing his dreams and also those in which he describes his relationship with Ann, a prostitute.
The edition I have includes additional material, such as some of De Quincey’s revisions to a later edition of the work, and his responses to critics of his work; in one of these De Quincey responds to a letter wrote about him, and suggests that the poet is splitting hairs; however, De Quincey splits a hair or two himself, for instance in a comment on ’s sardonic reference to the “pond poets.�
Acquired the copy I am currently using Jul 18, 2007
The Book Addict, London, Ontario
In general, the organization of the book is loose, beginning with De Quincey describing events in his life before becoming addicted; this is followed by his description of his experience as an addict, first enjoying opium and then experiencing the symptoms of withdrawal.
Several passages stand out for me, including De Quincey’s comments on why he changed his mind about sending a letter to a bishop, and his description of how he would spend his Saturday evenings while on opium. Perhaps the best passages are those discussing his dreams and also those in which he describes his relationship with Ann, a prostitute.
The edition I have includes additional material, such as some of De Quincey’s revisions to a later edition of the work, and his responses to critics of his work; in one of these De Quincey responds to a letter wrote about him, and suggests that the poet is splitting hairs; however, De Quincey splits a hair or two himself, for instance in a comment on ’s sardonic reference to the “pond poets.�
Acquired the copy I am currently using Jul 18, 2007
The Book Addict, London, Ontario
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