“Tell me again what you said at the revel,â€� he says, climbing over me, his body against mine.
“What?� I can barely think.
“That you hate me,� he says, his voice hoarse. “Tell me that you hate me.�
“I hate you,� I say, the words coming out like a caress. I say it again, over and over. A litany. An enchantment. A ward against what I really feel. “I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.�
He kisses me harder.
“I hate you,â€� I breathe into his mouth. “I hate you so much that sometimes I can’t think of anything else.”
―
Holly Black,
The Wicked King