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Even though I gave Lolita 3 stars, I did not like it. However, it's obviously extremely well written and I appreciate that. On the other hand, I am glad that I did not enjoy a book centered around a pedophile.

There is more to it than just the strong writing and dark nature of the story. Here is evidence that something ugly can go hand in hand with something beautiful. There is a yin and yang to the story. Humbert's love for Lolita is real, and that, in a way, is beautiful, though the reality of it is ugly. The story is revolting, but the writing style is mesmerizing. The good and bad in the story and in life complement each other in a constant battle.

You also see how easy it is for society to ignore ugliness because it is too painful to tackle head on. Humbert gets away with his crimes for a long time, yet he feels others know, and maybe they do but they are too meek to speak up about it. The ending solidifies this argument with the final retribution that seems so ho-hum even to those affected.

We allow ugliness to go on in society by being drawn to that which is beautiful and this is both unconscious and sometimes part of a greater willful ignorance.

Even the reader will find themselves almost feeling pity for Humbert, though you should certainly not. He reminds you of who he is at his core at various parts and then challenges you to remain true to your own core.

I'm glad I endeavored through Lolita, though I don't think I'll be going through it again.