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In Defence of the Act by Effie Black is an extraordinary novel that left me speechless and bewildered by its omission from the Women's Prize shortlist. It is a raw, poignant, and at times absurdly funny exploration of mental health, queerness, and the complexity of human relationships.

The story centers on Jessica Miller, a scientist researching suicidal behavior, who holds the controversial belief that, in certain circumstances, suicide can be a morally right choice. Her research, involving the study of suicidal behavior in spiders, is interwoven with personal anecdotes and flashbacks that reveal her tumultuous life, including an abusive father whose portrayal is so realistic and harrowing it resonated deeply with my own experiences as a survivor.

Effie Black's writing is a masterclass in balancing humor with heavy themes. Jessica's journey is both heart-wrenching and enlightening as she navigates her own trauma, her queerness, and the lives of those around her. The narrative is structured around her reflections on various people in her life who have ended their own lives, juxtaposed with her evolving views on the act itself. The novel's ability to find humor in dark moments without undermining the gravity of the subject is a testament to Black's skill as a writer.

The novel also shines as a queer coming-of-age story. Jessica's relationships, particularly her love story with Jamie, are beautifully depicted, highlighting how love and connection can be intertwined with the decision to end one's life. The book club scene discussing "A Little Life" by Hanya Yanagihara adds a meta layer to the narrative, cleverly critiquing public reactions to controversial literature.

In Defence of the Act is not an easy read, but it is an essential one. It offers an insightful and nuanced look at suicide, trauma, and identity, all while maintaining a sharp wit and a tender heart. Effie Black has crafted a debut that is both bold and singular, making her a voice to watch in contemporary fiction.