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“Fear not the fall, but the life that comes from having never leaped at all,��

My reading progress while reading this that might or might not help you understand my confused mess of a review��

The first 50 pages:
I almost DNFed this.

25% in:
I seriously almost dnfed this, but for some unknown reason I pushed through. I had this book for so long. I wanted to know what’s all the hype about, but seriously I couldn’t see it!!!

50% in:
Okay I’m no longer gonna dnf this and I need to know what’s going to happen. I’m kinda invested? Uncertainties are rising within me. Frustration is high. I could already feel a train wreck is going to happen and I’m just here for the ride hoping I could handle it.

75% in:
🙃🙃

The last 75%:
My blood pressure was so high. I was fuming from how frustrated I was. I’m on the edge of my seat so not patiently waiting to see how this is gonna end and wondering when did I get this invested???

Memories don’t die when the possibilities do. They morph into pain.

So I don’t really know how I feel about this. Honestly. Because at the beginning I really wasn’t enjoying it and I wasn’t really into the writing. It felt kinda juvenile? I also couldn’t tell what could seriously happen in those 500 pages? It just felt too unnecessary long when I wasn’t really into the writing, the story, or the characters.

However, and I’ve got no idea how and when this happened, but for some reason I found myself invested in the story waiting to see what’s going to happen? It was messy, full of drama, over the top, sweet at times, real at others, and a wreckage at most.

She came to me in anger, found me on memory, and now stares at me with need.

I went into this knowing nothing and I tried to be as vague as possible in my messy review because I truly think this is the best way to read this, By going into it knowing absolutely nothing and suffer the consequences. I couldn’t decide if I hated it or enjoyed it, so I settled for a middle rating that I’m either gonna rate up or down depending on how I feel in the next couple of days.