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“If you can't live longer, live deeper.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Sometimes that’s all it takes. Just one person to turn everything on its head. Remind you of the person you were.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Pain of the past never goes away, you just find a way to deal with it. And the future...all the promise it holds...that's what keeps you moving forward, and out of the darkness.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“But best of all â€� I got love. Not love under fear or condition. Not love that comes with a price. I got real, honest to god love in all its purest forms. Family love. Friend love. Unconditional love.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“All I know is, being away from you......makes it hard to breathe. I miss you so much”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I realize that I didn’t start breathing until him.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Pretend to the rest of the world, Mia. I understand your need to do that. But don't pretend with me.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Then it hits me. I was just in a pissing contest with my dog. There are no words.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“It’s easy to be worthless to someone, but to matter to someone â€� well, I think that would be harder.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Pain of the past never goes away, you just find a way to deal with it. And in the future....... all the promise it holds.... that's what keeps you moving forward, and out of the darkness.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Did you make a picnic, Jordan Matthews?' For the first time EVER, I see a blush in his cheeks. 'I might have' he mumbles and sets off walking.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“He gave me the one thing he's never given to anyone before..
He gave me his heart, and his trust.
And in return, I gave him the same right back....”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I love you, Mia. Every part of you. The best and worst. The broken and perfect. The bad, the good. You’re it for me, babe. I see only you.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Morning. I didn't wake you, did I?' God, he looks gorgeous, even at this early hour. 'No. I've been awake a while. Couldn't sleep.' 'Me eighter. I've has this girl on my mind all night' 'Anyone I know?' 'You might know her. Blond hair, blue eyes ... beautiful. We went out on a date last night as it happens.' ' Really? So how was the date?' 'Well, that's the thing... The date was amazing, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about her... or her gorgeous mouth ever since...And the thing is, I really need to kiss her again.' ' I think she needs you to kiss her too.' 'You do?' 'Mmm”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“When he cares about someone, he cares about them with everything. And he takes, losing someone he cares about, badly.' 'His mom?' 'Holy crap! He told you about his mom? Shit, he does like you. Just do't break his heart now that he's finally got it working, please.' 'I don't think I have the power to do that.' 'Oh, you'd be surprised.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Pain of the past never goes away, you just find a way to deal with it. And the future â€� all the promise it holds â€� that’s what keeps you moving forward, and out of the darkness.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Do you want me to leave?' 'What? No fuckin' way do I want you to leave. What I want is for you to relax and enjoy yourself with me tonight, so all I'm doing by canceling our date is taking it our of the equation. If it happens to turn into a date later, then awesome. If it does't, then I might be a little disappointed...' He grins to let me know that he is teasing. 'There isn't any pressure here. I like you - a lot. I think that is pretty obvious. But I want you to want to be here with me in the same way as I do you. If you're not quite there yet, then that's ok. I'll wait until you are. However long it takes.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Fuck it,' I hear him mutter, and the next thing I know he's taking hold of my hand.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I’ve never had feelings for a girl before, but the first time I do, I’m falling in love, and hard. I guess this is what happens to us men who don’t love easily. We love quicker and harder.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I don’t woo. We’re not in the nineteenth century. I fuck. And I’m awesome at it. Hence why women keep coming back for more. ”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“He has been talking to you. I'm glad, but surprised he told you that stuff. Still, I'll take it as a good sign considering you are on a date with him. You must really like him. And he must really like you.''What makes you think that?''Because he's never been that honest with a girl befor. Hell, he's never been on a actual date befor. And if he's telling you all his shit up front, the you must really mean something to him. He must think a lot of you. He wants you to know the truth, and that's a big step for him.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Honestly, the look he’s giving me right now â€� I think if he could flip me off, he would.
Yep, you lost that round, Dozer.
I turn the ignition , feeling pretty satisfied with myself that I’ve got Mia sitting up front with me� Then it hits me.
I was just in a pissing contest with my dog.
There are no words.
No. Fucking. Words.

Towle, Samantha (2013-11-18). Trouble (p. 125). . Kindle Edition.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Because I fuckin' love you Mia...
That didn't come out exactly as I'd planned, but it is the truth. I'm in love with you...”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I’ll always be waiting for you.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Handsome boy that you are…aren’t you…yes, you are.â€� She smooshes his face in her hands, and I actually find myself jealous of my dog.
I’m jealous of my dog.
I really need to get laid.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“You were a boy scout?''Lasted a day.But it's the truth about food. I just broke my breakfast virginity with you.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“Mia might be the hottest girl I have ever seen â€� okay, she is the hottest girl I have ever seen in life, and the sweetest. And I’m so horny for her that my dick actually hurts. It motherfucking hurts. But the girl’s got enough to deal with. And me spending an invariable amount of time around a hot girl that I cannot put my dick inside â€� it’s just not possible. I might as well be in prison. Or hell. That’s it, I’m in hell.

Towle, Samantha (2013-11-18). Trouble (p. 99). . Kindle Edition.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“I don't date.Ever.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“If you can’t live longer, live deeper.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble

“You’d think he’d stop and try some lame attempt of It’s not what you think, Mia.

But he doesn’t say a thing.

Then again, you’d think I’d say something; any normal girl would if she caught her boyfriend cheating on her. She’d probably be the one screaming right now.

But then Forbes and I don’t exactly do normal.

He has all the power, and I’m just dragged along for the ride.

Continuing to have sex with this girl, and keeping his eyes on me, his smile changes to a smirk. Then a fire ignites in his eyes. It’s new. I’ve never seen this look on him before, but then I’ve never seen him having sex with someone else before either.

But there’s something in the way he’s looking at me right now that terrifies me. He looks empowered, like he’s finally got me exactly where he wants me.

Chills creep down my spine like spiders.”
― Samantha Towle, Trouble