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736 pages, Hardcover
First published November 15, 2022
But he was Nyktos now. Not Ash. He鈥檇 never be Ash to me again.
鈥淲hat you carry inside you is far too important. They have to be part of the key to ending what Kolis has done. You may value those embers as little as you do your life, but I do not.鈥�
What I carried inside me. The embers were important. Not me. Never me. I backed off, taking several steps.
Did I expect him to say something else? That I mattered? To him? And that he cared for me, even though he couldn鈥檛 love? After what I鈥檇 plotted? I didn鈥檛.
I just wanted it to be different.
鈥淚 will gladly suffer anything Kolis dishes out as long as my blood is spilled instead of yours.鈥�
I鈥檇 finally had a taste of being something other than a means to an end, a weapon to be used and then discarded. I鈥檇 had a taste of realness. I鈥檇 finally felt like a fully formed person, not a specter soaked in blood. Not a liar and a monster who could kill without all that much remorse.
鈥淚 can sense your need. Feel it. Taste it. You鈥檙e drowning in it.鈥� His eyes slammed shut. 鈥淚鈥檓 fucking drowning in it.鈥�
A sharp dart of desire sliced through me.鈥淭hen drown with me.鈥�
"What I feel is the closest thing to peace I've ever experienced"
"That one decent and kind bone I have in me belongs to you"
鈥淭his is not up for argument.鈥�
鈥淎nd if I want to argue anyway?鈥�
He pinned me with a bland look. 鈥淚f it makes you feel better to do so, then go ahead. I鈥檓 sure it will entertain Nektas.鈥�
鈥淚t will,鈥� the draken confirmed.鈥�
"I would've loved you if I could have. There would've been no stopping me."馃槶
鈥淓ither way, I will not play the I-don鈥檛-want-you-but-no-one-else-can-have-you game. With you or anyone.鈥�
鈥淭here is no one else, Sera.鈥�
鈥淚n case you don鈥檛 know what that means, go fuck yourself.鈥�
Nyktos chuckled. 鈥淚f you behave, maybe I鈥檒l fuck you instead.鈥�
鈥淚鈥 taste sweetness.鈥� His brows pinched. 鈥淚t reminds me of chocolate and strawberries.鈥�
鈥淎nd you don鈥檛 know what that is?鈥�
鈥淚 don鈥檛,鈥� Ash said, frowning.
Gods.
My heart cracked a little as I quickly looked away. He didn鈥檛 know what he tasted because he didn鈥檛 know what love tasted like. Or felt like.
鈥淚 never wanted to love. Not until you, liessa.鈥�
鈥滶ven if you had your kardia, Ash, there was no guarantee you鈥檇 love me鈥撯€�
鈥漎es, there is.鈥� His eyes were wide and wild as he caught my wrists. 鈥淚 would鈥檝e loved you if I could have. There would鈥檝e been no stopping me.鈥�