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412 pages, Paperback
First published January 10, 2012
"May I see you again?" he asked. There was an endearing nervousness in his voice.
I smiled. "Sure."
"Tomorrow?" he asked.
"Patience, grasshopper," I counseled. "You don't want to seem overeager."
"Right, that's why I said tomorrow," he said. "I want to see you again tonight. But I'm willing to wait all night and much of tomorrow."
And then we were kissing. My hand let go of the oxygen cart and I reached up for his neck, and he pulled me up by my waist onto my tiptoes. As his parted lips met mine, I started to feel breathless in a new and fascinating way. The space around us evaporated, and for a weird moment I really liked my body; this cancer-ruined thing I'd spent years dragging around suddenly seemed worth the struggle, worth the chest tubes and the PICC lines and the ceaseless bodily betrayal of the tumors.
The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars
But in ourselves.
Augustus Waters is my dream guy. Like, for real. As I wrote on an update: Screw all the Christian Grey鈥檚 and the Gideon Cross鈥�, just give be Augustus Waters.
As he read, I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.
I was completely emotionally invested into the story. It鈥檚 not just the main characters that stole my heart, Isaac, the parents, even her damn tank, Phillip, did as well. It was beautiful, it was hilarious, and it was perfect.
"Maybe okay will be our always."
And so my hard-won cool image of a cold-hearted cynic has been saved by this line, courtesy of :Seriously, book, you know that most heartstrings cannot resist being tugged on in this fashion, especially when you are using kids who are off the charts on the precocious cuteness scale with all their precocious irony, precocious sarcasm, precocious world-weariness and precocious vocabulary.![]()
Are you tired of reading the word 'precocious' yet? Too bad, since adorable and fragile precociousness is at the 'literal heart' of this book. That's what alienated some readers - but I'm a sucker for precociousness in literature; guilty, your Honor!------
Cancer in kids has been used as a tearjerker before. Google 'TV tropes Littlest Cancer Patient', please. Here, .You can see it as a cutesy young adult love story. You can see it as a collection of quotable lines clearly put into the speech of teens by the middle-aged author. You can see it as yet another coming-of-age novel (there's even a requisite trip/adventure in there, really). You can even see it as a book trying really hard to NOT be a stereotypical 'cancer book' - to the point where characters are stating so at length.
This is not a perfect book. It relies a little too heavily on tearjerking. Frequently, it gets to be a bit too full of itself, occasionally cringeworthy - sometimes to eye-rolling extent. But with the quotability factor and the smart precociousness still comes the real sadness and cuteness and feeling that clawed its way into my heart and made me love it despite the imperfections. Maybe I liked it because of associations and memories it brought with it rather than for its own merits - but hey, the emotions will stay with me for a while, whatever the reason for them may be.![]()
鈥淭he pleasure of remembering had been taken from me, because there was no longer anyone to remember with. It felt like losing your co-rememberer meant losing the memory itself, as if the things we'd done were less real and important than they had been hours before.鈥�
There is only one thing in this world shittier than biting it from cancer when you鈥檙e sixteen, and that鈥檚 having a kid who bites it from cancer
鈥滻 enjoy looking at beautiful people, and I decided a while ago not to deny myself the simpler pleasures of existence鈥�
鈥滾ove is keeping the promise anyway鈥�
And of course, if you ever do decide to write anything else, even if you don鈥檛 want to publish it, I鈥檇 love to read it. Frankly, I鈥檇 read your grocery list.
鈥漁h my God, stop flirting with me!. We both know that okay is a very flirty word. Okay is BURSTING with sensuality鈥�.
鈥滻t would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you鈥�.
鈥漈he world is not a wish-granting factory鈥�.
鈥漎ou don鈥檛 get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.鈥�.
"Okay, maybe I鈥檓 not such a shitty writer. But I can鈥檛 pull my ideas together,賵賱賳亘丿兀 亘廿賳胤亘丕毓賷 丕賱兀賵賱
My Thoughts are stars,I can't fathom into Constellations"
I was thinking about the universe wanting to be noticed, and how I had to notice it as best I could. I felt that I owed a debt to the universe that only my attention could repay....
賰賳鬲 兀賮賰乇 賮賷 兀賳 丕賱賰賵賳 賷乇賷丿 丕賳 賳賱丕丨馗賴 賵賳卮毓乇 亘賴 貙 賵丕賳賴 賷噩亘 毓賱賷賾 兀賳 丕鬲兀賲賱賴 亘賰賱 噩賴丿賷 賵丕爻鬲胤丕毓鬲賷貙 卮毓乇鬲 丕賳賳賷 賲購丿賷賳賴 賱賱賰賵賳 賵賮賯胤 亘丕賳鬲亘丕賴賷 賱賴 賵鬲兀賲賱賴 丕爻鬲胤賷毓 乇丿 賴匕丕 丕賱丿賷賳.."
赛"An Imperial Affliction"
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鈥淜ids!鈥� Julie shouted vaguely.
鈥淚 can only hope,鈥� Julie said, turning back to Gus, 鈥渢hey grow into the kind of thoughtful, intelligent young men you鈥檝e become.鈥�
I resisted the urge to audibly gag. 鈥淗e鈥檚 not that smart,鈥� I said to Julie.
鈥淪he鈥檚 right. It鈥檚 just that most really good-looking people are stupid, so I exceed expectations.鈥�
鈥淩ight, it鈥檚 primarily his hotness,鈥� I said.
鈥淚t can be sort of blinding,鈥� he said.
鈥淚t actually did blind our friend Isaac,鈥� I said.
鈥淭errible tragedy, that. But can I help my own deadly beauty?鈥�
鈥淵ou cannot.鈥�
鈥淚t is my burden, this beautiful face.鈥�
鈥淣ot to mention your body.鈥�
鈥淪eriously, don鈥檛 even get me started on my hot bod. You don鈥檛 want to see me naked, Dave. Seeing me naked actually took Hazel Grace鈥檚 breath away,鈥� he said, nodding toward the oxygen tank.