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丕賲乇兀丞 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳: 孬賲丕賳賷丞 兀爻丕亘賷毓 賮賷 賲丿賷賳丞 賲丨鬲賱丞

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芦賱孬賲丕賳賷丞 兀爻丕亘賷毓 賲賳 丕賱毓丕賲 1945貙 毓賳丿賲丕 爻賯胤鬲 亘乇賱賷賳 賮賷 賷丿 丕賱噩賷卮 丕賱乇賵爻賷貙 爻噩賱鬲 爻賷丿丞 卮丕亘丞 賷賵賲賷丕鬲賴丕 賮賷 丕賱賲亘賳賶 丕賱匕賷 賮賷賴 卮賯鬲賴丕 賵賲丕 丨賵賱賴. 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 芦丕賱賲噩賴賵賱丞禄 氐賵賾乇鬲 丕賱亘乇賱賷賳賷賷賳 賮賷 賰賱 胤亘丕卅毓賴賲 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞貙 賮賷 噩購亘賳賴賲貙 賵賮爻丕丿賴賲貙 兀賵賱丕賸 亘爻亘亘 丕賱噩賵毓 賵孬丕賳賷丕賸 亘爻亘亘 丕賱噩賳賵丿 丕賱乇賵爻. 芦丕賲乇兀丞 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳禄 賷丨賰賷 毓賳 丕賱毓賱丕賯丕鬲 丕賱賲毓賯丿丞 亘賷賳 丕賱賲丿賳賷賷賳 賵丕賱噩賷卮 丕賱賲丨鬲賱貙 賵丕賱賲毓丕賲賱丞 丕賱賲賴賷賳丞 賱賱賳爻丕亍 賮賷 賲丿賷賳丞 賲丨鬲賱丞 賵丕賱匕賷 賴賵 丿丕卅賲丕賸 賲賵囟賵毓 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 丕賱噩賲丕毓賷 丕賱匕賷 毓丕賳鬲 賲賳賴 噩賲賷毓 丕賱賳爻丕亍貙 亘睾囟 丕賱賳馗乇 毓賳 丕賱爻賳 賵丕賱毓噩夭. 芦丕賲乇兀丞 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳禄 賵丕丨丿 賲賳 丕賱賰鬲亘 丕賱兀爻丕爻賷丞 賱賮賴賲 丕賱丨乇亘 賵丕賱丨賷丕丞.禄 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 丕賱亘乇賷胤丕賳賷丞 兀賳鬲賵賳賷丕 爻賵夭丕賳 亘賷丕鬲.
氐丿乇鬲 丕賱胤亘毓丞 丕賱兀賵賱賶 賱賱賰鬲丕亘 亘丕賱賱睾丞 丕賱廿賳賰賱賷夭賷丞 賮賷 丕賱賵賱丕賷丕鬲 丕賱賲鬲丨丿丞 毓丕賲 1954. 亘毓丿 賵賮丕鬲 賴賷賱乇爻 亘毓丕賲賻賷賿賳貨 兀賷 賮賷 丕賱毓丕賲 2003貙 氐丿乇鬲 胤亘毓丞 噩丿賷丿丞 賱賱賰鬲丕亘 賮賷 兀賱賲丕賳賷丕貙 賵賰丕賳鬲 賲賳 兀賮囟賱 丕賱賰鬲購亘 賲亘賷毓丕賸.
賰卮賮 賷賳爻 亘賷賰爻賷貙 賵賴賵 賲丨乇賾乇 兀丿亘賷 兀賱賲丕賳賷貙 毓賳 賴賵賷丞 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 亘毓丿 氐丿賵乇 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 賮賷 丕賱毓丕賲 2003貙 賵賱賰賳賴 氐丿乇貙 賲乇賾丞 兀禺乇賶貙 賮賷 胤亘毓丞 噩丿賷丿丞貙 亘丕賱賱睾丞 丕賱廿賳賰賱賷夭賷丞 賮賷 丕賱毓丕賲 2005貙 賵亘丕爻賲 芦賲噩賴賵賱禄. 廿囟丕賮丞 廿賱賶 氐丿賵乇賴貙 賮賷 爻亘毓 賱睾丕鬲 兀禺乇賶. 賰賲丕 兀賳 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 丨購賵賾賱 廿賱賶 賮賷賱賲 賮賷 丕賱毓丕賲 2008 亘丕賱毓賳賵丕賳 匕丕鬲賴貙 亘丕賱賱睾丞 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷丞貙 賵兀禺乇噩賴 賲丕賰爻 賮賷乇亘乇亘購賰貙 賵賯丕賲鬲 亘丿賵乇 丕賱亘胤賵賱丞 賮賷賴 賳賷賳丕 賴賵爻.

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丕賱爻賷乇丞 丕賱匕丕鬲賷丞:
賲賷丕丿丞 禺賱賷賱 賲賵丕賱賷丿 丕賱毓乇丕賯 - 丕賱亘氐乇丞 1971
亘賰賱賵乇賷賵爻 乇賷丕囟賷丕鬲 鬲胤亘賷賯賷丞 \ 丕賱噩丕賲毓丞 丕賱鬲賰賳賵賱賵噩賷丞 亘睾丿丕丿
鬲乇噩賲鬲 丕賱毓丿賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賲賯丕賱丕鬲 丕賱兀丿亘賷丞 賵丕賱丨賵丕乇丕鬲 賵賰鬲亘鬲 賯乇丕亍丕鬲 賵賲賯丕賱丕鬲 兀丿亘賷丞 賳卮乇鬲 賮賷 毓丿丞 氐丨賮 賵賲賵丕賯毓 毓乇丕賯賷丞 賵毓乇亘賷丞.
賵兀丿賵賳 賲丕 兀鬲乇噩賲賴 賵丕賰鬲亘賴 賮賷 賲丿賵賳鬲賷貙 賲丿賵賳丞 賲賷丕丿丞 禺賱賷賱
氐丿乇 賱賴丕:
鬲乇噩賲丞: 1. 丕賱乇賵丕卅賷 丕賱爻丕匕噩 賵丕賱丨爻丕爻 賱賭 兀賵乇賴丕賳 亘丕賲賵賰 - 賲賳卮賵乇丕鬲 丕賱噩賲賱 2015
2. 兀氐賵丕鬲 (丨賵乇丕鬲 賲毓 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 賵毓賳 丕賱賰鬲丕亘丞) 賲賳卮賵乇丕鬲 丕賱賮乇丕卮丞 - 2016
3. 丕賲乇兀丞 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳 - 賲噩賴賵賱 - 賲賳卮賵乇丕鬲 丕賱賲鬲賵爻胤 - 2016
4. 丕賱毓賲賷賱 丕賱爻乇賷 - 噩賵夭賷賮 賰賵賳乇丕丿 - 賲賳卮賵乇丕鬲 丕賱賲鬲賵爻胤 - 2017
丕賱丨賷丕丞 丨賱賲 賵禺賵賮 - 噩賵夭賷賮 賰賵賳乇丕丿 - 丿丕乇 賲丿丕乇賰 - 2019-
噩購亘賳 - 賮賷賱賲 廿賱爻禺賵鬲 - 丿丕乇 丕賱乇丕賮丿賷賳 - 2020
兀賳丕 賲卮賴賵乇 賯亘賱 兀賳 賷毓乇賮賳賷 兀丨丿- 丨賵丕乇丕鬲 賲毓 睾丕亘乇賷賷賱 睾丕乇爻賷丕 賲丕乇賰賷夭- 丿丕乇 鬲乇賷丕賯 賱賱賳卮乇 賵丕賱鬲賵夭賷毓 - 2021
氐丿乇 賱賴丕:
乇賵丕賷丞: 賳爻賰丕賮賷賴 賲毓 丕賱卮乇賷賮 丕賱乇囟賷 - 賲賳卮賵乇丕鬲 丕賱賲鬲賵爻胤 2015
乇賵丕賷丞: 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賲賳 孬賯亘 丕賱亘丕亘 - 丕賱賰鬲亘 禺丕賳 - 2018
乇賵丕賷丞: 賲賲賱賰丞 丕賱賳賲賱 - 賳丕亘賵 賱賱賳卮乇 賵丕賱鬲賵夭賷毓 - 2019

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March 11, 2022
The end of World War Two was not the same all over Germany. It was quite civilized in the West, where the Americans and the British approached, fought, and eventually occupied. It was anything but civilized in the East, where the Russians came.

There were significant differences between the Western occupying forces (namely, the Americans and the British) and the Russians. Yes, most of the Russians soldiers (and even officers) were primitive folks, many of which country population of the vast Russian prairies, with their average education level far below that of the American and the British soldiers. Yes, it was also in their culture (that is, if you wish to call this 鈥渃ulture鈥�) that the victors loot the conquered areas, rob the defeated, and rape their women. Yet one cannot only account the behavior of the Russians to them being uneducated, primitive, and, if you wish to say so, animal-like. One should never forget how the German soldiers, members of a nation of 鈥減oets and thinkers鈥�, members of (what they had been made to believe) a 鈥渕aster race鈥�, had acted in Russia when invading the country without any provocation. They had just simply acted like pigs. No, I鈥檒l take this back. I don鈥檛 want to insult pigs. O.k., not all German soldiers had acted like that. But plenty of them. They had not only robbed poor peasants of their livelihood, that is, their livestock, their meager food storage, and, quite often, their last loaf of bread, leaving them to starve, they had also murdered civilians of all ages, including children, and they had brutally raped women (and killed some right after, so not to "soil" the pure German blood).

So what kind of behavior would someone expect from a Russian soldier whose wife, sister, and/or daughter had been raped by invading German soldiers and/or whose whole or partial family had been murdered or left to starve?

Women remaining in Berlin, left with next-to-none supplies (and with no possibility to leave the city), got the brunt of this Russian behavior.

For the actual contents of this book, please read the description of this book. You might also wish to read about Marta Hillers, the assumed author of this book, which was, and still is, published with Anonymus as author. Here is the link to Wikipedia鈥檚 entry on Marta Hillers:



After reading this book, I now understand why my grandmother, who wasn鈥檛 particularly religious, was praying every night that the Americans would arrive at our town before the Russians would get here.

Again, I have no intention to vilify the Russians. (Btw, my husband is 1/4 Russian--more precisely White-Russian. [White Russia was later renamed "Belarus.] His paternal grandfather was an officer-POW in the First World War. He was assigned to slave labor on the farm where my husband鈥檚 grandmother was the farmer鈥檚 daughter.)

Who are THE Russians anyway? Who are THE Germans? Who are THE Americans?

THE Russians are the Berlin rapists; they are Tolstoy; they are Ivan the Terrible; they are Dostoyevsky; they are Putin; they are the fabulous dancers of the Bolshoi Ballet; they are my Russian 欧宝娱乐 friends; they are my husband鈥檚 grandfather.

THE Germans are Hitler and the Nazis; they are Goethe and Schiller; they are Angela Merckl; they are my nice and also my nasty previous German neighbors; they are my friend Mariele, who was one of my dying mother鈥檚 caregivers and who purchased a mistreated mountain lion from a pimp and drove some thousand miles until she could finally deliver the animal to a zoo that would take it.

THE Americans are George Washington; they are Mark Twain; they are Richard Nixon; they are John Steinbeck; they are my beloved Barrack Obama; they are the first American GI I saw, who gave me the piece of chocolate he had in his pocket and my mother the fish he had just caught; they are our pious Mormon neighbors; and they are Donald Trump and the addle-brained masses who voted for him..
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February 15, 2017

Poor words, you do not suffice .

Indeed, words are not enough to convey that horror. We, lucky ones, born after the war, living in the time of peace, have to summon all our imagination, all human compassion and empathy to be able to catch though a glimpse of that suffering and humiliation that people then experienced.

A woman in Berlin, written by anonymous German woman, spans two months of 1945, from April until the 20 of the June and is a chronicle from besieged and defeated city. And because author stays unnamed throughout whole story it gives us a wider perspective and allows to raise above this particular period and extend our view. This woman, being herself, can be obscure daughter of Hecuba , unhappy sister of Cassandra, distant relative of every woman raped and mutilated through and by the war.

Novel, in a form of a journal, is very well written. You feel that author is well educated and had some writing experience, her thoughts are clearly expressed and balanced. From some snippets you know she knew French and a bit of Russian, that travelled a lot before the war, oh irony to Russia too. She is sensitive and compassionate but her report is nothing but dry facts. You don鈥檛 find here any self-pity, she doesn鈥檛 make too much fuss about conditions she and her compatriots had to endure. Only unemotional report about daily food rations, never-ending ventures for water, plundering and hunting for some food, air raids and burning city.

People, hiding in the basements like some parody of cave-dwellers, form close community, after all what better brings people together than mutual misery ?; but it is rather fragile bond, it can easily be broken. The real community is created by women. Because they took on themselves that first the wildest attack of Russian victors. While men were hiding, protected by their wives and lovers, women had to face repeated rapes and constant violence.

It鈥檚 a grim reading though there are truly heartening moments and some humorous accents as well ( seeing some men in naval uniforms our guide to this ghost city states only Apparently they鈥檝e taken Berlin by sea as well. We certainly have enough lakes around ) .

I was trying to imagine her life after war. Did she accept her horrible past, did she find love and peace of mind ? Where did she live ? In Germany ? I could dig a bit for her but decided not to do that. Not everything is for sale and I respect her silence after that diary. She gave a testimony already.
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賴賱 賷賲賰賳 賱賱丨賷丕丞 兀賳 鬲爻鬲賲乇 亘毓丿 賴匕丕 丕賱噩丨賷賲責
丨爻亘 乇賵丕賷丞 賴匕丕 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 丕賱賲丐賱賲貙 賳毓賲..丕賳賴丕 鬲爻鬲賲乇.
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January 5, 2009
When we speak of war fatalities, of those who have fallen, of those who have offered themselves up as sacrifices for the purpose of... but to what purpose? We think of fallen soldiers on the battlefield, yet far behind those front lines that so often are saluted in honor with parades and holidays -- are the women. Throughout the history of humankind, women of all ages have been treated as the prize of the conquerer. To the winner go the spoils, and the spoils are women.

"A Woman in Berlin" is a journal kept over a two-month period of time in 1945, when Berlin was overtaken by the Russian (Soviet) Army. The author, dubbed simply "Anonymous," is rumored to be a German woman named Marta, well educated, perhaps a journalist who has seen much of the world... but not in this way. For eight weeks she chronicles the battle of the woman in war. Over 100,000 women are raped over this 8-week period in Berlin. Not once, but over and over again. The diarist writes of this time in a way that perhaps only a journalist could, keeping emotions in check, remaining clear-eyed, intelligence evident, apparently using her writing as a tool of survival. If the horrors of war are indescribable, the horrors of what women have had to endure as the human spoils of wars over time has had little examination, little if any punishment (arguably this behavior has even been encouraged), and even less understanding. This book is important reading to anyone wishing to understand war. Any war.

Who will pin purple hearts on these women for their suffering and degradation? Who can measure the wounds that never heal and their lifelong consequences to invidividuals and to societies? These are the unsung heroes who are forced to submit, yet so often rise up first to rebuild what war has torn apart -- homes, families, lives.

The first time this diary was published, it was not received as the heroic work of a survivor. The diarist was ostracized, because so often people turn away from and deny what hurts most, what reminds us of the depravity in mankind. She gave instruction to not publish these pages again until after her death, which arrived in 2001. But this is a timeless book, because women are being used and abused as the spoils of wars today. Witness Bosnia and Kosovo, Darfur, Iraq, and the list goes on to include every battle in which man has raised a weapon, himself becoming a weapon of destruction.

Essential reading.
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February 9, 2014
Although this book was and still is published anonymously, in 2003 the author was identified as Marta Hillers, a journalist who had died two years previously at the age of 90. She was cultured, well-travelled, multilingual, and 34 years old when she wrote this diary, which covers only 58 days. It was first published in 1954, in English, then four years later, in German. They really hated it in Germany.

Wiki quotes a German author Hans Magnus Enzensberger about the book鈥檚 reception and it鈥檚 worth repeating here :

German readers were obviously not ready to face some uncomfortable truths... German women were not supposed to talk about the reality of rapes; and German men preferred not to be seen as impotent onlookers when the victorious Russians claimed their spoils of war. The author's attitude was an aggravating factor: devoid of self-pity, with a clear-eyed view of her compatriots' behavior before and after the Nazi regime's collapse, everything she wrote flew in the face of the reigning post-war complacency and amnesia.

After that she would not allow the book to be published again. (She had been abused by a whole new bunch of people.) So it had to wait another 50 years, until her death, and a new translation, and then, only then, could people take the harsh truth she was recording.

We, her present readers, have to deal with the fact that Marta Hillers worked for the Nazis throughout the war but, as Wiki says, kindly I suppose, 鈥渟he was probably not a member of the Nazi Party鈥�.

In Samuel Richardson鈥檚 Pamela, in Bram Stoker鈥檚 Dracula, in Liaisons Dangereuses, and a thousand other epistolatory novels, the reader鈥檚 credulity is strained by the characters continually finding the time in their busy adventures to write a detail-crammed account of the exciting events of the day. It鈥檚 one of those literary devices that has always seemed completely unrealistic to me. But this book appears to prove it can and has been done just like that. During the longeurs between being bombed, scavenging for food and being attacked by Russian soldiers, Marta Hiller writes with pinpoint immediacy and with remarkable fluency.

A TRUTH ABOUT WAR INSTEAD OF THE USUAL EVASIONS AND EUPHEMISMS

Here is the truth 鈥� soldiers, all of them, from commanders down to the lowly infantry, who conquer enemy territory regard the rape of women as their right. They don鈥檛 even stop to consider the concept of rape. It鈥檚 not rape to the soldiers, it鈥檚 payback, for what the enemy did to their sisters, daughters and wives, maybe, but also, mostly, it's just because they want to. There is no such thing as military discipline in the chaos of an advancing front line. In most cases there is a deliberate policy of allowing wholesale rape, for various reasons 鈥� let the men blow off some steam, relax, take a little pleasure; and let the enemy feel our wrath.

You heard about the sack of Rome, the fall of Troy, the collapse of the Third Reich, all these big yet soothingly distant words 鈥� sack, fall, collapse. But this diary gives you the hour by hour of what actually happens when an invading army fights through your city street by street, and engulfs your own street. Then what happens to the civilians? If you鈥檙e female, you are expecting to be raped. Maybe you can stash your daughter in some hideyhole. Maybe you can dress as a man. Maybe you can use make-up to make yourself look older! (That鈥檚 ironic, right?) The older ones - over 50, say - can be glad for their faded looks. All other females expect their turn will come. It usually doesn鈥檛 come by rough seizing, what happens is that a couple of soldiers just turn up at your door, push it open, and invite you to sit down for a couple of friendly drinks. They're smiling, they're happy souls, look, they have brought vodka, there's no reason to become alarmed. Or, one will turn up unannounced around ten at night, looking for a place to sleep. It鈥檚 your bed he has in mind, not the sofa.

What Marta does, and what we imagine other resourceful women doing, or trying to do, is, after the first onslaught by drunken squaddies, find herself a protector, an officer type, who she will allow to rape her regularly on the understanding that he will keep others away. This works until the hurly-burly of the war drags her first Russian officer away; she has to get a new one pronto, or the squaddies will be back. And so it goes.

Outside , the war is still on. And we have a new morning and evening prayer : 鈥淔or all of this we thank the Fuhrer鈥�. A line we know from the years before the war, when it was printed in praise and thanksgiving on thousands of posters, proclaimed in speeches. Today the exact same words have precisely the opposite meaning, full of scorn and derision. I believe that鈥檚 what鈥檚 called a dialectic conversion.

When civil society was restored, this treatment of women as sex slaves faded away; when the German men came back to Berlin and elsewhere, and patched together their domestic life, they didn鈥檛 want to hear a single word about what had happened in their absence. The whole subject of rape was buried by mutual consent. Just, in fact, like the crime of child abuse 鈥� neither the victim nor the perp ever wants to talk about it.

I can鈥檛 recommend this book, it鈥檚 beautifully written, but it鈥檚 just so grim. Men will be depressed to get so strongly the sense that the soldiers were thinking of course we will have sex with these women! What, are you crazy? You would too if you were here! This is our reward for our heroic fighting! Anyway, it鈥檚 just a bit of fun 鈥� why all this squawking? and women will be reminded why their mothers told them never to live in a war zone, in case they had forgotten that useful advice.

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November 22, 2008
Two days after finishing, I still can't stop thinking about the haunting beauty of this rare journal, deeply saddened at the events described and equally saddened she didn't write more. This is the kind of book that sucks all the oxygen out of the air, that needs space once it is finished. The idea of starting something new is out of the question, almost sacrilege. One wants a moment of silence, to reach through time and hug the writer, which cannot be done.

The prose is understated and often brilliant ("Our fate is rolling in from the east . . ."). Her skills of observation superb. I've never seen/read a victim of war describe so much personal pain with so little animosity or bitterness toward the events and perpetrators. If I could only read five books on WWII, this would be one of those five. It is, perhaps, the best example of what happens in a conquered city: rape, murder, pillage. The account is first person. No axe to grind. This version, by the author's wish, was not republished until after her death, just a few years ago. You can find her name if you google the story, but it is apparent she wanted neither fame nor money from her account. If I could give a book a rating higher than five stars, I would honor A Woman in Berlin such.
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February 22, 2025
Beauty hurts now. We鈥檙e so full of death.

This is a young journalist鈥檚 honest and unembroidered war diary recounting her experiences in the war-torn Berlin as she and her neighbors face hunger, humiliation and the enthusiastic Russian conquerors and the ensuing mass rapes.

An image from the street: a man pushing a wheelbarrow with a dead woman on top, stiff as a board. Loose grey strands of hair fluttering, a blue kitchen apron. Her withered legs in grey stockings sticking out the end of the wheelbarrow. Hardly anyone gave her a second glance. Just like when they used to ignore the rubbish being hauled away.

The diary begins on 20th of April and ends on 22 of June.
This was a very painful book to read.

...a cart stopped outside our house, with an old horse in front, nothing but skin and bones. Four-year-old Lutz Lehmann came walking up holding his mother鈥檚 hand, stopped beside the cart and asked, in a dreamy voice, 鈥楳utti, can we eat the horse?鈥�
God knows what we鈥檒l all end up eating. I think I鈥檓 far from any life threatening extreme, but I don鈥檛 really know how far. I only know that I want to survive - against all sense and reason, just like an animal.

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December 18, 2023
Survival Guide.

I was initially drawn to A Woman in Berlin as Sir Antony Beevor placed it in his top five books on the Second World War. He described it as the 鈥榤ost important personal accounts ever written about the effects of war and defeat.鈥� I have to say I could not agree more, this book is truly amazing. This is a diary written between 20/04/1945-22/06/1945 by an anonymous German woman, during the fall and sacking of the city at the hands of the Red Army. The author, who very intelligent, is lucky enough to have travelled Europe and also speak Russian. As such this gives a unique perspective as she is able to communicate with her Russian conquerors. She records the struggle for survival, the boredom, the fear, uncertainty and the war.

What is gleamed from the endless rape, violence and hunger is that the author wants to, and plans to survive. She has not given up on herself yet. As the Soviet soldiers first poor into the city and our heroine is unaware Hitler has killed himself and the Nazi regime has collapsed, she and those around her are raped. However, she learns quickly, she must get protection. The only way to do this is to become the girlfriend of an officer in the Red Army, if she sleeps with him, the others won鈥檛 violate her. She chooses a young man named Anatol who is a lieutenant. Simple and easy going, they are not exactly a match, but it works. She is then able to get food for 鈥榯he widow鈥� her neighbour and lodger Herr Pauli. Over the next two months, as Germany changes and the war ends the narrators relationships with those around her and her countrymen changes.

This is a sober picture of the true horrors of war. The misery, the death and destruction. However, the focus is provided by a point of view not usually recorded in history. The civilian woman. She faces sexual violence like so many in her position would have faced for time in memoriam. She also expresses some very real and human points of view. She sees a lot of dead bodies, but wonders when she鈥檒l see her first person die. She recognises the Russians are humans too, but come from a far off place, where values and life is different. She acknowledges that they have to get drunk to rape the women around them. She also sees what it takes to survive. Hiding as some neighbours do with their you f daughters, or with Herr Pauli who sacrifices a friendship for potatoes.

The book was first published in 1954 and then again in English in 2003. Some have questioned the authenticity of the diary. Beevor and German writer Walter Kempowski both state they believe the diary is true. What is does is expose that taboo of mass rape of Berlin falling through collapse of the Nazi regime. Something denied by Russia today. It is believed the author of the book was journalist Martha Hillers who died in 2001. Although my edition of the book does not confirm this for definite. But I do know that the author is very talented, intelligent and has written a truly astonishing read.
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丕毓鬲賯丿 丕賱賲賮乇賵囟 噩賵丿乇賷丿夭 賷毓賲賱 兀賵亘卮賳 賷囟乇亘賳賷 亘丕賱賯賱賲 賱賲丕 丕噩賷 丕賯乇丕 丨丕噩丞 賰卅賷亘丞 賵 賷賯賵賱賷 賲丕鬲毓賲賱賷卮 賰丿丞 賮 賳賮爻賰 賷丕 賳丿賶.
賯賵賷 噩丿丕.
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August 20, 2020

兀乇禺鬲 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 毓賱賶 賲丿賶 孬賲丕賳賷丞 兀爻丕亘賷毓 賰賱 丕賱丕賳鬲賴丕賰丕鬲 丕賱賮馗賷毓丞 丕賱鬲賷 禺賱賮鬲賴丕 丕賱丨乇亘 丕賱毓丕賱賲賷丞 丕賱孬丕賳賷丞 毓賱賶 亘乇賱賷賳貙 賲賳 丕睾鬲氐丕亘 噩賲丕毓賷 賲賳 賯亘賱 丕賱噩賷卮 丕賱乇賵爻賷貙 丕賳鬲丨丕乇 亘丕賱爻賲貙 丕賱亘賵賱 賵丕賱鬲亘乇夭 賮賷 賰賱 賲賰丕賳貙 爻乇賯丕鬲 丕賱亘賳賵賰貙 爻乇賯丕鬲 丕賱亘賷賵鬲 賵丕賱賲禺丕夭賳 賵丕賱賲氐丕賳毓 賵丕賱丌賱丕鬲 丕賱氐賳丕毓賷丞 廿賱賶 賲賵爻賰賵. 丕賱丿賲丕乇 賵丕賱賮賯乇 賵丕賱噩賵毓 丕賱匕賷 賱丨賯 亘丕賱卮毓亘 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷. 丕賱賯匕丕乇丞 賵丕賱賳鬲丕賳丞 丕賱鬲賷 丕賳鬲卮乇鬲 賮賷 賰賱 亘賳丕賷丞 賵爻丕丨丞 賵賳賮賯 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳. 鬲賯賵賱 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 廿賳賴丕 亘毓丿 爻賯賵胤 亘乇賱賷賳 卮丕賴丿鬲 乇噩賱 賷丨胤賲 鬲賲孬丕賱 兀丿賵賱賮 賴鬲賱乇 亘丕賱賲胤乇賯丞 賵丕賱廿夭賲賷賱 賮爻兀賱鬲 :鈥溬呚� 賴賵 丕賱丨噩乇責! 賲丕 賴賵 丕賱賳氐亘 丕賱鬲匕賰丕乇賷責! 鈥�.

丕賱丨乇賵亘 亘卮毓丞貙 亘卮毓丞 噩賽丿賸賾丕 鈥�.. 賴匕賴 丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 賲乇賴賯丞 賵賲鬲毓亘丞 噩賽丿賸賾丕


丕賯鬲亘丕爻丕鬲

鈥溬勜� 兀丐賲賳 亘兀賳 丕賱賲賵鬲 爻賵賮 賷鬲賲賰賾賳 賲賳賾賷. 賱賯丿 丕賳夭賱賯鬲 賰孬賷乇賸丕 賲賳 賲賳噩賱賴貙 兀卮毓乇 兀賳賷 賮賷 兀賲丕賳. 賴賰匕丕 爻賵賮 賷卮毓乇 丕賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 丕賱賳丕爻. 賵廿賱丕 賰賷賮 賷賲賰賳賴賲 兀賳 賷賲乇丨賵丕 賵爻胤 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丿丿 丕賱賰亘賷乇 賲賳 丕賱賲賵鬲賶責鈥�

鈥溫ㄘ� 兀賳 丕賱禺胤乇 丕賱匕賷 賷賴丿賾丿 丨賷丕鬲賰賻 賷賯賵賾賷 毓夭賷賲鬲賰賻 毓賱賶 丕賱丨賷丕丞鈥�.

鈥溬冑� 賷賵賲 賲賳 丨賷丕鬲賷 賴賵 賷賵賲 丕賳鬲氐丕乇鈥�.

鈥溫ヘ柏� 丕賳賴丿賲 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賲賳 丨賵賱賰賻
丨胤丕賲賴 爻賷購亘賯賷賰賻 卮噩丕毓賸丕鈥�

賲丕乇鬲丕 賴賷賱乇爻.
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"孬亘鬲 兀賳 丕賱禺胤乇 丕賱匕賷 賷賴丿賾丿 丨賷丕鬲賰 賷賯賵賾賷 毓夭賷賲鬲賰 毓賱賶 丕賱丨賷丕丞. 卮毓賱丞 丨賷丕鬲賷 鬲丨鬲乇賯 爻丕胤毓丞 兀賰孬乇 賲賾賲丕 賰丕賳鬲 毓賱賷賴 賯亘賱 賯賳丕亘賱 丕賱丨乇亘. 賰賱 賷賵賲 噩丿賷丿 賲賳 丨賷丕鬲賷 賴賵 賷賵賲 丕賳鬲氐丕乇. 鬲丨丿賺賾貨 兀賳 鬲賯賮 賲賳鬲氐亘丕賸貙 賵亘孬亘丕鬲 毓賱賶 丕賱兀乇囟. 賮賷 匕賱賰 丕賱賷賵賲貙 丕賱賲賾乇丞 丕賱兀賵賱賶 丕賱鬲賷 丕賴鬲夭賾鬲 賮賷賴丕 丕賱噩丿乇丕賳 賲賳 丕賱賯賳丕亘賱貙 賰鬲亘鬲購 亘毓囟 兀亘賷丕鬲 賲賳 丕賱卮毓乇 丕賱賱丕鬲賷賳賷 毓賱賶 噩丿丕乇 睾乇賮鬲賷貙 賱丕 兀夭丕賱 兀匕賰乇賴賲 丨鬲賾賶 丕賱丌賳:

廿匕丕 丕賳賴丿賲 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賲賳 丨賵賱賰賻
丨胤丕賲賴 爻賷購亘賯賷賰賻 卮噩丕毓丕賸


*賴賵乇丕爻貙 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 丕賱孬丕賱孬貙 丕賱賯氐賷丿丞 丕賱孬丕賱孬丞貙 丕賱爻胤乇 丕賱爻丕亘毓"



賷賯賵賱 廿乇賳爻鬲 鬲賵賱賱乇: "丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 賴賵 丕賱禺丕爻乇 丕賱兀賰亘乇 賮賷 賰賱 丨乇亘"


丕賱丨乇亘貙 兀爻賵兀 賲丕 氐賳毓 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳! 乇睾賲 賯亘丕丨鬲賴丕 賵賮馗丕毓鬲賴丕貙 賷鬲毓乇賾賶 賮賷賴丕 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 賲賳 賰賱 兀禺賱丕賯賴 丕賱丨爻賳丞 賵丕賱賮丕囟賱丞貙 賷購馗賴乇 丕賱賵丨卮 丕賱賰丕賲賳 賮賷 兀毓賲丕賯賴貙 賷氐亘丨 賮賷賴丕 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 匕卅亘賹 賱兀禺賷賴 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳. 賮賷 丕賱丨乇亘 鬲爻賯胤 賰賱 丕賱丕毓鬲亘丕乇丕鬲 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞貙 賷鬲丨賵賾賱 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 廿賱賶 賯丕鬲賱 爻賮賾丕丨 賱丕 賷孬賳賷賴 毓賳 賵丨卮賷鬲賴 兀賷 卮賷亍.

賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賲匕賰乇丕鬲 丕賱鬲賷 賰鬲亘鬲賴丕 丕賱氐丨賮賷丞 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷丞 賲乇鬲丕 賴賷賱乇夭 賰賱 亘丐爻 賵賮馗丕毓丞 賲丕 丨氐賱 賱賴丕 賵賱賰賱 賳爻丕亍 亘賳丕賷鬲賴丕 賲賳 丕睾鬲氐丕亘 賵賲毓丕賳丕丞 亘毓丿 丕丨鬲賱丕賱 丕賱賯賵丕鬲 丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲賷丞 賱亘乇賱賷賳貙 賮賳乇賶 賴賵賱 丕賱賰丕乇孬丞 丕賱鬲賷 丨賱賾鬲 毓賱賶 爻賰丕賳賴丕 賵禺氐賵氐丕賸 丕賱賳爻丕亍貙 賮賴賳賾 兀賰孬乇 賲賳 毓丕賳賶! 賮賱丕 鬲賰賮賷 丕賱賴夭賷賲丞 丕賱鬲賷 賲賳賵丕 亘賴丕貙 亘賱 噩賵毓 賵賯鬲賱 賵禺賵賮 賵丕睾鬲氐丕亘 毓賱賶 賲乇兀賶 賵賲爻賲毓 賲賳 丕賱噩賲賷毓 賵丨鬲賶 賲賳 兀夭賵丕噩賴賳!

"賲丨賳鬲賳丕 丕賱乇賵丨賷丞 毓馗賷賲丞. 賳丨賳 賳賳鬲馗乇 賰賱賲丞貙 鬲購丿禺賻賱 賮賷 賯賱賵亘賳丕貙 賵鬲購毓賷丿賳丕 廿賱賶 丕賱丨賷丕丞. 賯賱賵亘賳丕 鬲亘丿賾丿鬲貙 賳丨賳 亘丨丕噩丞 廿賱賶 鬲睾匕賷丞."


丕賱氐丕丿賲 賮賷 丕賱兀賲乇 亘兀賳 睾賷乇丿貙 禺胤賷亘 賲乇鬲丕貙 毓賳丿賲丕 毓丕丿貙 賱賲 賷鬲賮賴賾賲 賲丕 丨氐賱 賱賲乇鬲丕 兀亘丿丕賸!

賴賰匕丕 兀毓賲丕賱 賴賷 氐賮毓丞 毓賱賶 賵噩賴 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賱匕賷 賷亘乇賾乇 丕賱丨乇亘貙 賵氐賮毓丞 毓賱賶 賵噩賴 丕賱賯丕丿丞 丕賱賲噩丕賳賷賳 丕賱匕賷賳 賱丕 賴賲賾 賱賴賲 爻賵賶 鬲丨賯賷賯 兀賲噩丕丿賴賲 丕賱禺丕氐丞 賵毓丿賲 丕賱丕賰鬲乇丕孬 賱兀亘賳丕亍 卮毓亘賴賲.

賳丨賳 賱丕 賳毓乇賮 卮賷卅丕賸 毓賳 兀賴賵丕賱 丕賱丨乇亘貙 賳丨賳 賱賲 賳毓卮 賲毓丕賳丕丞 兀賵賱卅賰 丕賱賳丕爻貙 賳丨賳 賱丕 賷丨賯 賱賳丕 丕賱丨賰賲 毓賱賷賴賲 亘兀賷 卮賰賱 賲賳 丕賱兀卮賰丕賱

"兀賵賱卅賰 丕賱匕賷賳 賱賲 賷乇賵丕 鈥撠Xㄘз�- 爻賱丕丨丕賸 賲丨卮賵賾丕賸 亘丕賱乇氐丕氐 賲賵噩賾賴丕賸 賳丨賵賴賲 鈥撡呝� 丕賱兀賮囟賱 兀賳 賷購亘賯賵丕 兀賮賵丕賴賴賲 賲睾賱賯丞. 賵兀賷囟丕賸 賱丕 鬲賲賱賰 兀賷 丕賲乇兀丞 丕賱丨賯賾 賮賷 賯賵賱 乇兀賷賴丕貙 廿賱賾丕 廿匕丕 賴賲 兀賳賮爻賴賲 鈥撠柏ж� 賲乇丞 賷賳噩乇賵賾賳 賮賷 賲賳丨丿乇 賲賮丕噩卅 賱賲賵鬲 賴丕卅賱. 賲賳 丕賱爻賴賱 噩丿丕賸 鬲賲乇賷乇 丨購賰賲 賲丕貙 廿匕丕 賰賳鬲賻 鬲噩賱爻 毓賱賶 兀乇賷賰鬲賰賻."
- 爻賷. 賮賷. 卮賷乇丕賲貨 賵賴賵 丕賱丕爻賲 丕賱賲爻鬲毓丕乇 賱賱氐丨賮賷 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷 賰賵乇鬲 賮賷賱賴賱賲 賲丕乇賷賰貙 丕賱賲爻丐賵賱 毓賳 賳卮乇 賴匕丕 丕賱賰鬲丕亘.


賴賰匕丕 兀毓賲丕賱 賱丕 鬲睾丕丿乇 丕賱賯丕乇卅 兀亘丿丕賸貙 賮賴賷 鬲丨賮乇 賵噩賵丿賴丕 亘賯爻賵丞 賮賷 賯賱亘賰 賵鬲購卮毓乇賰 亘丕賱兀賱賲 賵亘丕賱睾氐丞.

"丕賱丨乇亘 賱丕 鬲賳鬲賴賷貙 賵賰匕賱賰 丕賱兀毓賲丕賱 丕賱毓馗賷賲丞"

- 賲賷丕丿丞 禺賱賷賱貙 賲鬲乇噩賲丞 賴匕丕 丕賱毓賲賱.
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September 15, 2015
"Poor words, you do not suffice," this is what she wrote in her diary.

鈥淭he truth lay in the mass of closely observed detail,鈥� says this book's editor. 鈥淭he anonymous diarist possessed an eye so consistent and authentic that even the most imaginative forger would never have been able to reproduce her vision of events.鈥� Indeed, you sense the authenticity in these words--even if the book really was authenticated. Being alongside the author during her private moments of journaling creates spaces of intimacy that are so informative because they are so closely observed by her. This is a human experience laid bare, an experience that you read about and find difficult to forget:
The day breaks gray and pink. The cold blows through the empty window sockets, filling our mouths with the taste of smoke. Once again the roosters. I have this early hour all to myself. I wipe everything down, sweep away cigarette butts, bread crumbs, fish bones, rub the brandy rings from the tabletop. Then a frugal wash in the tub, with two cups of water. This is my happiest time, between five and seven in the morning, while the widow and Herr Pauli are still asleep鈥攊f happy is the right word. It鈥檚 a relative happiness. I do some mending and then soap up my extra shirt. We know from experience that no Russians come at this early hour.


I don't want to have you afraid of reading such heavy stuff written with lyrical grace but these words will slice through the page and come at you. It is a necessary read. One that the women's issues woman in me had to tackle. It is not that there is sensationalized or harsh detailing here, for this is beautiful prose written effectively with introspective reasoning. Pity is not grasped for, partly because the author does not even allow herself more than a couple short moments of self-pity. It is fact and experience blending harmoniously and when you think about it, it is so nice to know that such art was being produced during war. The close of war, I should say, because the timeframe here is during the period of Germany鈥檚 collapse, when Hitler commits suicide and the Russian army gains control of Berlin.

鈥淚t began with silence, 鈥漵he writes. I read this line and try to imagine how the noisome brutality that this thirty-four-year-old German and Russian-speaking journalist had to endure, could possibly be accompanied by a silent night and silent morning: 鈥淥utside, a bright blue, cloudless sky.鈥� Yet I鈥檓 only left with a few seconds to brood because later, the noise of Russian antiaircraft equipment pierced the German early morning quiet. Jeeps, then boots. Motorcycles. Laughter on once-deserted streets. And then the cracking of windows as Russian soldiers climbed into homes and businesses, demanding what were their spoils of war. Or so they thought.

Poor words, you do not suffice.

Women and pubescent girls, used and abused (the best estimates say more than 100,000 women). But I won't detail these heartrending moments. I will tell you this: 鈥淕erman women were not supposed to talk about the reality of rape; and German men preferred not to be seen as impotent onlookers when the Russians claimed their spoils of war.鈥� No wonder it took more than five years to find a German publisher for this book that was 鈥渜uickly relegated to obscurity.鈥�

Yet there is so much more written here. It is about survival and "herd instinct." It is a memoir set apart from others of that era, one that you read and remember. One that you should read, especially since it was practically banned, since the author was chided for even writing about her experience of being subjected to numerous assaults, since she told a friend she didn't want another publisher until after her death.

Poor words, you do not suffice.

A stranger鈥檚 hands expertly pulling apart my jaws. Eye to eye. Then with great deliberation he drops a gob of gathered spit into my mouth. I鈥檓 numb. Not with disgust, only cold. My spine is frozen: icy, dizzy shivers around the back of my head. I feel myself gliding and falling, down, down, through the pillows and the floorboards. So that鈥檚 what it means to sink into the ground.

Once more eye to eye. The stranger鈥檚 lips open, yellow teeth, one in front half broken off. The corners of the mouth lift, tiny wrinkles radiate from the corners of his eyes. The man is smiling.


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兀噩賲賱 賲丕 丕爻鬲賱禺氐鬲賴 賲賳 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐丞 丕賱鬲賷 兀爻賴亘 丕賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 賴賳丕 賮賷 卮乇丨 鬲賮丕氐賷賱賴丕 賴賵 丨丕賱丞 丕賱禺賵賮 賵丕賱匕毓乇 丕賱鬲賷 丕賳鬲丕亘鬲 丕賱乇噩丕賱 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 亘毓丿 爻賱爻賱丞 丕賱賴夭丕卅賲 丕賱鬲賷 鬲賰亘丿鬲賴丕 賯賵丕鬲賴賲 卮乇賯丕 賵睾乇亘丕 丕賱賶 丕賱丿乇噩丞 丕賱鬲賷 噩毓賱鬲 丕賱噩賳賵丿
丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲 賷兀禺匕賵賳 賳爻丕亍賴賲 兀賲丕賲 兀毓賷賳賴賲 丿賵賳 兀丿賳賶 賲賯丕賵賲丞 ..... 丕賱乇噩丕賱 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 丕賱匕賷賳 兀氐亘丨 兀爻賲賴賲 賯亘賱 賵賯鬲 賯氐賷乇 賲乇毓亘丕 賮賷 噩賲賷毓 兀賳丨丕亍 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賳丨丿乇鬲 兀禺賱丕賯賴賲 丕賱賶 賴匕丕 丕賱賲爻鬲賵賶 丕賱賵囟賷毓 .... 賵賴賵 丕賳 丿賱 賮丕賳賲丕 賷丿賱 毓賱賶 兀賳 丕賱乇噩丕賱 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 丕賱卮噩毓丕賳 賵丕賱匕賷賳 賱賯亘賵丕 爻丕亘賯丕 亘丕賱匕卅丕亘 丕賱賲賮鬲乇爻丞 賯囟賵丕 賳丨亘賴賲 賮賷 爻賵丨 丕賱賵睾賶 亘賷賳賲丕 賱賲 賷鬲亘賯 賲賳賴賲 爻賵賶 丕賱乇毓丕丿賷丿 丕賱噩亘賳丕亍 .
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" 丕賲乇兀丞 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳 "
賲丕乇鬲丕 賴賷賱乇夭 賴賷 丕賱賲噩賴賵賱丞 丕賱鬲賷 賵孬賯鬲 亘卮賰賱 賲賵囟賵毓賷 賵丕賯毓賷 孬賲丕賳賷丞 兀爻丕亘賷毓 賮賷 亘乇賱賷賳 兀孬賳丕亍 丕噩鬲賷丕丨 丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲 賱賴丕 .
亘丿兀鬲 賲丕乇鬲丕 賴賷賱乇夭 亘鬲爻噩賷賱 賲匕賰乇丕鬲賴丕 亘卮賰賱 爻乇賷 賲賳 佗贍 兀亘乇賷賱 賵 丨鬲賶 佗佗 丨夭賷乇丕賳貙 鬲鬲氐丕毓丿 丕賱賲匕賰乇丕鬲 賲賳 亘丿亍 丿禺賵賱 丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲 亘乇賱賷賳 賵 賯氐賮賴賲 賱賱賲丿賷賳丞 貙 賴乇賵亘 丕賱賳丕爻 廿賱賶 丕賱賲賱丕噩卅 賵 氐乇丕毓賴賲 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱亘賯丕亍 貙 賲禺鬲氐乇賷賳 賰賱 丕賱睾乇丕卅夭 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 賮賷 睾乇賷夭丞 賵丕丨丿丞 賴賷 丕賱噩賵毓.
賴賷賱乇夭 賰丕賳鬲 鬲毓乇賮 丕賱乇賵爻賷丞 賰賵賳賴丕 爻丕賮乇鬲 賯亘賱 丕賱丨乇亘 毓丿丞 丿賵賱 賲賳 亘賷賳賴丕 乇賵爻賷丕貙 賵 鬲亘丿兀 丨賰丕賷鬲賴丕 丨賷賳 鬲丨丕賵賱 廿賳賯丕匕 亘毓囟 丕賱賳爻丕亍 賲賳 丕賱乇賵爻 丕賱匕賷賳 賵噩丿賵丕 亘賳爻丕亍 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 睾賳丕卅賲 丨乇亘 貙 賱鬲賰賵賳 囟丨賷丞 賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 噩賲丕毓賷 賱丕孬賳賷賳 賲賳 丕賱廿賷賮丕賳 ( 鬲爻賲賷丞 賱賱乇賵爻 鬲丿賱 毓賱賶 丕賱鬲丨賯賷乇 ) 貙 賵 亘毓丿 兀賷丕賲 鬲賯毓 囟丨賷丞 丕睾鬲氐丕亘 孬丕賳賷.
鬲賯乇乇 賴賷賱乇夭 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賱丨馗丞 兀賳賴丕 爻鬲禺鬲丕乇 賲賳 賷丨氐賱 毓賱賷賴丕 賵 鬲亘丨孬 毓賳 囟丕亘胤 乇賵爻賷 賯丿 賷丨賲賷賴丕 賲賳 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 丕賱噩賲丕毓賷 廿囟丕賮丞 廿賱賶 " 丕賱賳賵賲 賲賯丕亘賱 丕賱胤毓丕賲 ".
" 賮賷 丕賱賲丕囟賷 丕賱丨乇亘 賵 丕賱賲賵鬲 賰丕賳丕 賷氐賳毓丕賳 兀卮賷丕亍 禺丕氐丞 貙 賲賳 丕賱丌賳 賮氐丕毓丿丕賸 兀賳丕 爻兀賯乇乇 賲賳 爻賷丨氐賱 毓賱賷 "

賵 毓賳丿賲丕 賷氐亘丨 丕賱鬲噩賵賱 賲鬲丕丨丕賸 賮賷 丕賱賲丿賷賳丞 賵 鬲賱鬲賯賷 丕賱賳爻丕亍 賰丕賳 丕賱爻丐丕賱 賴賵 " 賰賲 賲乇丞 責 " 賵 丕賱賲賯氐賵丿 亘賴 賰賲 賲乇丞 鬲賲 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 .

賵 毓賳丿賲丕 鬲賯丿賲 賲匕賰乇丕鬲賴丕 賴匕賴 賱丨亘賷亘賴丕 丕賱鬲賷 丕賳鬲馗乇鬲賴 胤賵賷賱丕賸 貙 賷乇賮囟 鬲毓乇囟賴丕 賱賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 賵 賷鬲禺賱賶 毓賳賴丕.
丕賱賰鬲丕亘 賵丕賯毓賷 噩丿丕賸 賵 氐丕丿賯 賲賳 睾賷乇 兀爻賱賵亘 兀丿亘賷 兀賵 乇賵丕卅賷 貙 丨賯賷賯賷 賱丿乇噩丞 賰亘賷乇丞貙 賰鬲亘 亘卮賰賱 丨賷丕丿賷 賵丕囟丨 貙賰卮賮鬲 賮賷賴 賲丕乇鬲丕 胤亘丕卅毓 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賵 丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲 貙 丕禺鬲賱丕賮丕鬲賴賲 .. 丨賷丕丞 丕賱賳爻丕亍 賮賷 鬲賱賰 丕賱賮鬲乇丞 丕賱賯丕爻賷丞 貙 丕賱氐乇丕毓 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱亘賯丕亍.
賵 賷賱丕丨馗 賮賷 丕賱氐丨賮賷丞 兀賷囟丕賸 鬲乇賮毓賴丕 毓賳 賵氐賮 丕賱丕賳鬲賴丕賰 亘卮賰賱 賲賮氐賱 貙 丨賷孬 鬲噩丿 亘賰賱賲丞 丕睾鬲氐丕亘 噩賲丕毓賷 兀賵 丕睾鬲氐丕亘 賱賵丨丿賴丕 賲丕 賷賰賮賷 賱鬲氐賵賷乇 丕賱亘卮丕毓丞 丕賱鬲賷 鬲毓乇囟鬲 賱賴丕 賲毓 丕賱賳爻丕亍 丕賱兀禺乇賷丕鬲 貙 兀賵 乇亘賲丕 鬲噩丕賴賱鬲 丕賱賵氐賮 丕賱賰孬賷乇 賱毓賲賱賷丕鬲 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 亘爻亘亘 丕賱禺賵賮 賰賳爻丕亍 賲賲丕 亘毓丿 丕賱丨乇亘 .
" 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 賮賷 賰賱 賲賰丕賳 賵 賳丨賳 賳爻丕亍 毓賱賷賳丕 兀賳 賳亘賯賷 兀賮賵丕賴賳丕 賲睾賱賯丞 賵 廿賱丕 賱賳 賳噩丿 賲賳 賷賱賲爻賳丕 孬丕賳賷丞 "
孬賲 兀賳賴丕 鬲噩丿 賮賷 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 丕賱噩賲毓賷 鬲亘乇賷乇丕賸 賲賳胤賯賷丕賸 賱鬲禺賮賷賮 賵賯毓 丕賱氐丿賲丞 毓賱賶 丕賱賳爻丕亍 賰賰賱貙 丨賷孬 賷賰賵賳 丕賱毓賱丕噩 噩賲毓賷 兀賷囟丕賸 亘丕賱丨丿賷孬 毓賳 丕賱鬲噩丕乇亘 丕賱賯丕爻賷丞 亘賷賳 丕賱賳爻丕亍 .

(( 賲孬賱 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐氐 賱丕 賷賲賰賳 兀賳 鬲鬲禺賷賱賴丕 兀賵 鬲亘鬲賰乇賴丕貙 廿賳賴丕 丕賱賵丨卮賷丞 丕賱胤丕睾賷丞 賱賱丨賷丕丞貙 賮毓賱 丕賱睾囟亘 丕賱兀毓賲賶 賱賱賯丿乇. ))

賲毓 賰賱 丕賱鬲賮丕氐賷賱 丕賱賲鬲毓亘丞 賵 丕賱賲丐賱賲丞 賱丕 鬲噩丿 賮賷 丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 兀賷丞 賰乇丕賴賷丞 賲賳 丕賱氐丨賮賷丞 鬲噩丕賴 丕賱爻賵賮賷賷鬲貙 賰賲丕 賱丕 賷賵噩丿 賱賴噩丞 丕賳鬲賯丕賲 兀賵 毓丿丕亍貙 鬲乇賶 賴賷賱乇夭 賰賱 賲丕 丨氐賱 賴賵 賰賳賵毓 賲賳 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞 亘毓丿 賲丕 賮毓賱賴 丕賱噩賳賵丿 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賮賷 乇賵爻賷丕貙 兀賵 乇亘賲丕 亘爻亘亘 賲賵鬲 賵 丕賳毓丿丕賲 丕賱廿丨爻丕爻 丕賱匕賷 禺賱賮鬲賴 丕賱丨乇亘 亘丿兀 卮毓賵乇 丕賱賰乇丕賴賷丞 賷禺鬲賮賷.

乇兀賷:
賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 鬲氐賵乇 賴匕賴 丕賱賲乇兀丞 賲賵鬲 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 丨鬲賲丕賸貙 鬲毓賵丿 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 毓賱賶 乇丐賷丞 賮馗丕卅毓 丕賱兀賲賵乇 丿賵賳 兀賳 賷賵禺夭賴 囟賲賷乇賴 貙 賯丿乇丞 丕賱賳丕爻 毓賱賶 丕賱鬲兀賯賱賲 賲毓 賰賱 丕賱兀賮毓丕賱 丕賱賲賳丕賮賷丞 賱賱匕賵賯 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷.
賷匕賰乇賳賷 鬲爻賱爻賱 丕賱兀丨丿丕孬 亘乇賵丕賷丞 "丕賱毓賲賶 " 賱 噩賵夭賷賴 爻丕乇丕賲丕睾賵 亘鬲賱賰 丕賱賲乇兀丞 丕賱賲亘氐乇丞 丕賱鬲賷 賰丕賳鬲 鬲乇賶 賰賱 丕賳鬲賴丕賰丕鬲 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 丕乇鬲賰亘賴丕 丕賱毓賲賷丕賳 亘丿賵賳 兀賷丞 囟賵丕亘胤 賮賰丕賳 毓匕丕亘賴丕 賲囟丕毓賮丕賸貙 賰丕賳鬲 賲噩賴賵賱丞 兀賷囟丕賸.
乇亘賲丕 丕賱丨乇賵亘 鬲賰卮賮 丕賱賵噩賴 丕賱丨賯賷賯賷 賱賱廿賳爻丕賳 兀賵 鬲禺賱賯 賱賴 賴匕丕 丕賱賵噩賴 丕賱匕賷 爻賷丨丕乇亘 亘賴 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賱賷亘賯賶貙 兀賵 兀賳 爻賷賰賵賱賵噩賷丕 丕賱亘卮乇 賯乇賷亘丞 賱賱賲賷賱 賳丨賵 鬲爻賱賷胤 丕賱睾乇丕卅夭 賵 毓丿賲 丕賱丕賳囟亘丕胤 賰賱賲丕 兀鬲賷丨鬲 賱賴丕 丕賱賮乇氐丞 貙 鬲鬲賵丨卮 毓賳丿賲丕 賷鬲丕丨 賱賴丕 賮賵乇丕賸 貙 賵 乇亘賲丕 丕賱爻亘亘 賲丕 禺鬲賲鬲 亘賴 賲丕乇鬲丕 賲匕賰乇丕鬲賴丕 丕賱賯丕爻賷丞.
" 賲丕 兀毓乇賮賴 賰賱賴 兀賳賷 兀乇賷丿 兀賳 兀馗賱 毓賱賶 賯賷丿 丕賱丨賷丕丞 貙 囟丿 賰賱 賲賳胤賯 賵 毓賯賱貙 賲噩乇丿 兀賳 兀毓賷卮 賲孬賱 丨賷賵丕賳 "




丕賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 賲毓丕賳丕丞 丕賲乇兀丞 卮丕亘丞 賱賲 鬲囟毓賴 兀賲丕賲賰 乇亘賲丕 乇睾亘丞 賲賳賴丕 亘丕賱丨賮丕馗 毓賱賶 賯賵鬲賴丕 丨鬲賶 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞 貙 丨鬲賶 丕賳鬲賴丕亍 丕賱丨乇亘 .. 丕賱賲乇兀丞 丕賱賲賱賷卅丞 亘丕賱氐賵乇 丕賱鬲賷 賰丕賳鬲 鬲囟毓 乇兀爻賴丕 毓賱賶 丕賱賲禺丿丞 賵 鬲亘賰賷 賵 賴賷 鬲爻賲毓 亘賷鬲賴賵賮賳 .
丕賱鬲賷 毓囟鬲 賷丿賷賴丕 賵 丕丨鬲囟賳鬲 丕賱賵爻丕卅丿 賵 鬲賲賳鬲 丕賱賲賵鬲 亘毓丿 賱丨馗丕鬲 賲賳 賰賵賳賴丕 噩爻丿 賷睾鬲氐亘賴 賵賷鬲賳丕賵亘 毓賱賷賴 噩賳賵丿 丕賱丨乇賵亘.


賲賱丕丨馗丞 :
賳卮乇 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 亘丕賱丕爻賲 丕賱丨賯賷賯賷 賱賱氐丨賮賷丞 賲丕乇鬲丕 亘毓丿 賵賮丕鬲賴丕 亘毓丕賲賷賳 爻賳丞 佗贍贍伲 貙 賵 賳卮乇 兀賵賱 賲乇丞 亘丕爻賲 賲噩賴賵賱 毓丕賲 佟侃佶伽 賵 丕毓鬲亘乇賴 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賵賯鬲賴丕 廿賴丕賳丞 賱卮乇賮 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷丕鬲 .




兀馗賳 兀賳賳丕 亘丨丕噩丞 賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 丕賱賵孬丕卅賯 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 賱賳囟毓賴丕 亘賵噩賴 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 貙貙 丕賱賰孬賷乇 丕賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 丕賱兀賯賱丕賲 丕賱鬲賷 鬲賰鬲亘 亘氐丿賯 賲毓丕賳丕丞 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 賲賳 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳
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I think everybody should read this book. When I began it I warned others that it is about rape in wartime. And that is true. Any subject in a good author鈥檚 hands can be worth reading. It is the ability of the author to make that subject comprehensible to readers that distinguishes a good author. We know now who the anonymous writer of these diaries was. Her name is Marta Hillers. The German writer Kurt Marek was responsible for the initial publication of the book in 1954, in the United States. The author was anonymous. Only later was it published in Germany. Only after her death in 2003 was it revealed who the writer was.

The book is based on the author鈥檚 diary accounts from the 20th of April to the 22nd of June 1945. It gives us a personal account of one woman鈥檚 experiences when the Red army occupied Berlin. Her story lets us understand what she and those around her experienced. What they lived through.

When I read this book I thought: I am being shown a world that I could never, ever imagine. It was beyond belief. The horror of it! Fear. Hunger. Being alone, completely alone. And it is hard to imagine that people can act as they do. It is important to read this book. We must acknowledge how people can behave. Yes, you and I can behave so deplorably too.

So then you will think, why should I read this? Why should I put myself through this? We must understand in our gut what has happened. A book like this makes us aware both in our head and in our stomach, both with clear thoughts and powerful emotions what another human being has experienced. And why is this important? It is important since it teaches us to not judge others. Before judging another you must put yourself in their shoes. This author has let us walk in her shoes. And the writing shows us how we human beings behave.

Yes, this book is about rape, but it is also about survival. It is about hunger too. The book begins with hunger and ends with hunger. How many of us reading this book has any real comprehension of being HUNGRY? Can we come to understand what we might do, what choices we might make if we were hungry as she was? You will understand her choices when you read this book. I will say it outright: in an effort to survive this woman realized that she needed to find a Russian that would provide her with food and safety. One鈥檚 chances of not being raped were minimal. If you are going to be raped anyway, why not make sure you get food in the bargain? By aligning yourself with a Russian of higher rank you could perhaps have him protect you from indiscriminate raping. But to understand the world she was living in you must read her words. When this book came out it was the women who were accused of bad behavior. The author was a survivor. I respect this woman. She was a journalist. She was well educated. She had traveled through Europe. She knew Russian. All of this is evident in her diary writing. She used her head and she survived. How can you look down on such a person? How can you criticize her if you have no idea what she has experienced?

You can only understand her choices by following her diary writings.

And the ending鈥�. When her boyfriend comes back he doesn鈥檛 understand her actions. He too thinks she has degraded herself. We do not know if eventually they can bridge this incomprehension of what each has experienced in the war. I was so happy before her boyfriend came back. She had survived. I was so dam proud of her. I was crushed by his incomprehension. If he had read the book, he would maybe understand what she had gone through. If you read the book you will understand what she went through. If you read the book you will not judge others too quickly. I don鈥檛 think this book is terribly sad or depressing. I am so happy she survived. Dam, she is some strong woman, this author, Marta Hillers. She has let us see what happened to her. I admire her for surviving. I am so very glad she shared her experiences with us. I thoroughly understand her wish that the book have an anonymous author while she lived.

One does not read this book to find out if her boyfriend comes back. For this reason I do not think my telling you this is a 鈥渟poiler鈥�. Only those of you wanting to understand another human being should bother to read this book. You have to want to get into their being. You have to want to become them in an effort to understand them and what they lived through.

There is a little boy at the end of the book who sees an old horse pulling a cart. He turns to his mother and says, 鈥淢utti, can we eat the horse?鈥� Earlier in the book another horse was still moving when he was cut into by hungry Berliners. Have you ever been that hungry? Do you have any idea how their world was? Do you want to understand their world? Read the book.

Be very careful before you judge another human being鈥檚 behavior.

I must add this. Although the subject matter is not light, the way the author expresses herself will make you smile. She calls herself the 鈥渁utomatic walking machine鈥�, as she trudges to work鈥�.. This author can write. I wish I could copy parts of the book to show you, but I cannot use both Vocatex and Zoomtex at the same time. I need Vocatex to read the book and Zoomtex to write my review. When I am writing the review, I cannot read the book 鈥� so no quotes! This is so annoying to me.
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Terror铆fico, desolador, injusto y, a煤n as铆, con un puntito de humor negro.
Ojal谩 se leyera en el insituto o la universidad, habr铆a menos ardor guerrero y menos probelicismo como el que estamos viendo hoy d铆a.
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June 22, 2018
賲丕 丕亘卮毓 丕賱丨乇亘 賵賲丕 兀賰孬乇 囟丨丕賷丕賴丕 賵亘禺丕氐丞 賲賳 丕賱兀亘乇賷丕亍
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February 9, 2021
Het duurde even voordat ik een verslag over dit boek kon schrijven. Ik moest het eerst laten bezinken, want ik vond het behoorlijk schokkend. Het dagboek geeft een dagelijks verslag van het leven van een jonge vrouw in Berlijn in een uiterst dramatische tijd in de geschiedenis van deze stad. Het dagboek vangt aan op 20 april 1945, het tijdstip dat men de beschietingen door de Russen al kan horen en eindigt halverwege juni 1945. De vrouw is duidelijk een intelligente vrouw, kosmopolitisch, belezen. Ze schrijft in helder en mooi proza. Ze spreekt Frans, Engels en een beetje Russisch. Ze heeft veel gereisd en in het buitenland gewoond, maar heeft om onduidelijke redenen toch verkozen om in Duitsland te blijven. Ze werkte bij een krant, hoewel je nooit te weten krijgt wat haar functie precies was. Bij de aanvang van de dagelijkse dagboekaantekeningen beschrijft ze haar angst en die van haar buren, het merendeel vrouwen - mannen zijn uiteraard een zeldzaamheid - in de schuilkelders. De reputatie van de Russen is hen al vooruit gesneld, dus men wacht in doodsangst af. Wanneer de Russen dan daadwerkelijk Berlijn hebben ingenomen, wordt de angst van de vrouwen waarheid en worden ze massaal verkracht. En dagelijks weer. Oud, jong, alle vrouwen. Niemand wordt ontzien. Ik vond het heel schokkend om me te realiseren op welke schaal dit is gebeurd, letterlijk honderdduizenden vrouwen zijn in de Russische bezettingszone verkracht. Onze dagboekschrijfster maakt na enige tijd heel rationele beslissingen hoe zij het beste kan overleven, aan eten kan komen en hoe ze het beste kan vermijden om dagelijks talloze malen verkracht te worden. Ze kiest voor de verkrachting door hoger geplaatste militairen die ze probeert zelf uit te kiezen. Ze slaagt daar redelijk goed in. Ik vermoed dat dit de reden is dat ze altijd anoniem heeft willen blijven. 65 jaar na dato kan men alleen maar begrip voor haar strategie opbrengen, maar direct na de oorlog wilde men natuurlijk geen woord horen over het leed van Duitsers. Eigen schuld, dikke bult, dat moet duidelijk zijn! En terecht, gezien het onvoorstelbare leed dat door de nazi鈥檚 werd aangericht. Maar de tijd is ook aangebroken om aandacht te besteden aan het lot van de Duitsers en niet voorbij te gaan aan de verschrikkelijke gevolgen die zij ook hebben ondervonden.

Wat mij bijzonder trof zijn haar beschrijvingen van het isolement waarin de mensen leefden. Men had er geen weet van wat er een paar straten verderop gebeurde, laat staan wat er gebeurde in het grotere verband. Het naaste stadsdeel was onbereikbaar gebied. Niemand durfde zijn directe omgeving te verlaten. Zoals onze vrouw opmerkt, had men het gevoel naar de tijd van de holbewoners te zijn teruggeworpen, geen water, licht, verwarming, radio of kranten. Eten zoeken was de voornaamste bezigheid. De mensen spraken elkaar even in het daglicht bij de waterpomp. Er was geen nieuws. Nu en dan een gerucht, zoals dat de familie Goebbels zelfmoord had gepleegd. Er was ook een hardnekkig gerucht dat Hitler er vandoor was gegaan in een onderzeeboot. Ergens in juni kan men lezen dat onze schrijfster zeer geschokt is over een bericht over de vernietigingskampen. Zelfs half juni wisten de mensen niet dat Hitler dood was, maar ze verwensten hem wel. Zelf schreef de anonieme vrouw zo nu en dan als slotzin voor de dag in haar dagboek: 'en dit alles hebben we aan onze Adolf te danken'.
Half juni houdt het dagboek op. Zij is dan aan het werk als een van de vele vrouwen die het puin aan het ruimen zijn. Ik hoop dat het haar goed is gegaan in het nieuwe Duitsland. Waarschijnlijk wel, ze geeft blijk van grote wilskracht en uithoudingsvermogen.
Nadat ik dit boek had gelezen, heb ik me afgevraagd hoe al die vrouwen in de Russische bezettingszone, dat later de DDR werd, het hebben kunnen rijmen dat hun verkrachters volgens het nieuwe regime hun beste kameraden werden. Dit werd door het DDR regime waarschijnlijk op ingenieuze wijze omzeild, de vrouwen met een levenslang trauma achterlatend.
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March 21, 2023
賲夭蹖鬲 讴鬲丕亘 丕蹖賳 丕爻鬲 讴賴 鬲噩乇亘踿 噩賴丕賳 乇丕 丕夭 賳诏丕賴 夭賳丕賳賴 亘賴 禺賵丕賳賳丿賴 賲蹖丿賴丿貨 賵 丕賱亘鬲賴 賳賴 噩賴丕賳蹖 賲毓賲賵賱蹖 乇丕貙 亘賱讴賴 噩賴丕賳蹖 噩賳诏 夭丿賴 賵 夭蹖乇 賵 夭亘乇 卮丿賴 讴賴 丿乇 丌賳 鬲賲丕賲蹖 賳賲丕丿賴丕蹖 鬲賲丿賳貙 鬲賲丕賲蹖 丌賳趩賴 丕賳爻丕賳 乇丕 丕夭 睾蹖乇 丕賳爻丕賳 賲鬲賲丕蹖夭 賲蹖讴賳丿貙 夭丿賵丿賴 卮丿賴 丕爻鬲貨 噩賴丕賳蹖 丕讴蹖丿丕賸 賲乇丿丕賳賴 讴賴 丿乇 丌賳 賴乇讴爻蹖 讴賴 夭賵乇 亘蹖卮鬲乇蹖 丿丕卮鬲賴 亘丕卮丿 爻蹖乇 賵 丕乇囟丕 賲蹖卮賵丿 賵 丿蹖诏乇丕賳 亘丕蹖丿 賯乇亘丕賳蹖 賵 賳丕亘賵丿 卮賵賳丿.
賲夭蹖鬲 丿蹖诏乇卮 丌賳 丕爻鬲 讴賴 噩賳诏 乇丕 丿乇 賯丕賲鬲蹖 睾蹖乇 亘夭讴 卮丿賴貙 睾蹖乇 乇賲丕賳鬲蹖讴貙 睾蹖乇賯賴乇賲丕賳丕賳賴 賵 賲賴賲鬲乇 丕夭 賴賲賴 睾蹖乇賲乇丿丕賳賴 鬲氐賵蹖乇 賲蹖讴賳丿. 丕蹖賳噩丕 亘丨孬 丕夭 噩亘賴踿 噩賳诏 賳蹖爻鬲. 丿乇 丕蹖賳噩丕 亘丕 趩蹖夭蹖 胤乇賮 賳蹖爻鬲蹖賲 讴賴 賳賲賵賳踿 丕毓賱丕蹖卮 乇丕 丿乇 芦丿乇 噩亘賴踿 睾乇亘 禺亘乇蹖 賳蹖爻鬲禄 禺賵丕賳丿賴 丕蹖賲. 丕蹖賳噩丕 亘丕 亘乇賱蹖賳蹖 乇賵亘乇賵 賴爻鬲蹖賲 讴賴 卮讴爻鬲 禺賵乇丿賴 丕爻鬲. 讴賴 芦丌丿賵賱賮禄 丕夭 丌賳 賮乇丕乇 讴乇丿賴 丕爻鬲. 讴賴 丕讴孬乇 賲乇丿丕賳卮 蹖丕 讴卮鬲賴 卮丿賴 丕賳丿 蹖丕 爻乇亘丕夭 賵 丿乇 噩亘賴賴 賴丕 賴爻鬲賳丿. 倬爻 賴賲賴 蹖丕 夭賳 賴爻鬲賳丿貙 蹖丕 賲丕賳賳丿 丌賯丕蹖 倬丕卅賵賱賵 亘夭乇诏鬲乇蹖賳 鬲賱丕卮 卮丕賳 丕蹖賳 丕爻鬲 讴賴 賲乇丿 亘賵丿賳 禺賵丿 乇丕 倬賳賴丕賳 讴賳賳丿 賵 噩賱賵蹖 丿爻鬲 賵 倬丕 賳亘丕卮賳丿. 倬爻 賲蹖賲丕賳賳丿 夭賳丕賳 賵 爻乇亘丕夭丕賳 乇賵爻貙 讴賴 賲爻鬲 賲蹖讴賳賳丿 賵 丿蹖诏乇 賴蹖趩 趩蹖夭 噩賱賵丿丕乇卮丕賳 賳蹖爻鬲. 賲賵噩 诏爻鬲乇丿賴 丕蹖 丕夭 鬲噩丕賵夭 亘賴 夭賳丕賳 賵 丕賳賵丕毓 賵 丕賯爻丕賲 賯爻丕賵鬲 賴丕 丿乇 丨賯 丌賳丕賳 亘賴 乇丕賴 賲蹖賮鬲丿. 诏乇爻賳诏蹖 亘蹖丿丕丿 賲蹖讴賳丿 賵 丕賳爻丕賳 亘賴 爻胤丨 睾乇蹖夭賴 讴丕爻鬲賴 賲蹖卮賵丿. 丨鬲丕 賵賯鬲蹖 毓卮賯 爻丕賱賴丕蹖 倬蹖卮 丕夭 噩賳诏 賴賲 亘乇賲蹖诏乇丿丿貙 丿蹖诏乇 賳賴 賵氐丕賱 丌賳賯丿乇 卮賵乇 賵 賴蹖噩丕賳 丿丕乇丿 賵 賳賴 噩丿丕蹖蹖. 趩賵賳 賴賳賵夭 睾乇蹖夭踿 亘賯丕爻鬲 讴賴 亘乇 夭賳丿诏蹖 丨讴賲賮乇賲丕爻鬲.
賱丨賳 乇丕賵蹖 賳丕卮賳丕爻 (讴賴 丕賱亘鬲賴 丕賲乇賵夭 丿蹖诏賴 賳丕卮賳丕爻 賳蹖爻鬲) 丕蹖賳 睾乇蹖夭賴 賲丨賵乇 亘賵丿賳 夭賳丿诏蹖 乇丕 亘賴 禺賵亘蹖 亘丕夭鬲丕亘 賲蹖丿賴丿. 賱丨賳蹖 毓丕乇蹖 丕夭 賴乇诏賵賳賴 丌乇丕蹖賴 賵 亘夭讴貨 讴賴 乇讴 賵 乇賵乇丕爻鬲 丕鬲賮丕賯蹖 乇丕 讴賴 丕賮鬲丕丿賴 亘丕夭賲蹖诏賵蹖丿 賵 賲賱丕丨馗踿 賴蹖趩 爻賳鬲 賵 乇爻賲 賵 賯丿乇鬲蹖 乇丕 賳賲蹖讴賳丿. 丕夭 丕蹖賳 賳馗乇貙 讴丕乇蹖 乇丕 讴賴 丿乇 丕蹖賳 讴鬲丕亘 丕賳噩丕賲 卮丿賴 賲賯丕蹖爻賴 讴乇丿賴 丕賳丿 亘丕 讴丕乇 爻賱蹖賳 丿乇 乇賲丕賳賴丕蹖 賲禺鬲賱賮卮貙 賵 亘賴 賵蹖跇賴 芦爻賮乇 亘賴 丕賳鬲賴丕蹖 卮亘禄. 丕賲丕 賲賳 丕蹖賳 讴鬲丕亘 乇丕 亘丕賱丕鬲乇 丕夭 讴丕乇 爻賱蹖賳 賯乇丕乇 賲蹖丿賴賲貙 趩賵賳 丿乇 丕蹖賳噩丕 亘丕 氐丿丕蹖 夭賳蹖 胤乇賮 賴爻鬲蹖賲 讴賴 禺丕乇噩 丕夭 賲毓丕丿賱丕鬲 噩賳诏 賯乇丕乇 诏乇賮鬲賴 賵 噩賳诏 亘賴 丕賵 鬲丨賲蹖賱 卮丿賴 丕爻鬲.
禺賵丕賳丿賳卮 亘乇丕蹖 賲賳 丕夭 丕蹖賳 賳馗乇 囟乇賵乇鬲 丿丕卮鬲 讴賴 讴賲讴 讴乇丿 噩賴丕賳 夭賳丕賳賴 賵 賳诏丕賴 夭賳丕賳賴 亘賴 噩賴丕賳 乇丕 亘賴鬲乇 丿乇讴 讴賳賲.
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June 23, 2008
I was floored. Jaw on the floor, heart in my stomach, tears in my eyes floored. This book should be required reading for all women everywhere. It should be on high school reading lists and mandatory for all new military recruits. About what war does to women and children, about how the men go and fight and forget that if they lose it鈥檚 the women who suffer. Who are raped repeatedly and who watch their children starve to death in the rubble of their lives. But Anonymous writes her journal entries with such a lack of self-pity and with so much humor and life, that this book is more a testament to the resiliency of the human spirit than a depressing tome. I can鈥檛 recommend it enough.
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April 20, 2025
賴匕賴 丕賱賲乇丞 賱賳 賳賯乇兀 毓賳 賳賷乇丕賳 丕賱丨乇亘 賵丿賲丕亍 丕賱囟丨丕賷丕 賵兀氐賵丕鬲 丕賱賯賳丕亘賱 賵丕賱鬲賮噩賷乇丕鬲 亘賱 毓賳 卮毓亘 賴購夭賲 賵噩丕亍 丕賱賲賳鬲氐乇賵賳 賱賷乇賮毓賵丕 乇丕賷丕鬲賴賲 賵賷胤丕賱亘賵丕 亘丕賱爻賷胤乇丞 毓賱賷賴賲 貙 賵賲賳 賵爻胤 丕賱氐丿賲丞 賵丕賱丨夭賳 賵丕賱賴夭賷賲丞 賵丕賱毓丕乇 賰鬲亘鬲 賱賳丕 賲丕乇鬲丕 賴賷賱乇夭 賲匕賰乇丕鬲賴丕 賱孬賲丕賳賷丞 兀爻丕亘賷毓 賮賷 賲丿賷賳丞 賲丨鬲賱丞 .. 爻乇丿鬲 賱賳丕 賲賳 賰丕賳鬲 賵賲賳 兀氐亘丨鬲 責! 賲丕匕丕 賮毓賱鬲 丕賱賴夭賷賲丞 亘噩賷乇丕賳賴丕 賵丨亘賷亘賴丕 責! 賵賰賷賮 兀氐亘丨鬲 丕賱丨賵丕噩夭 丕賱兀禺賱丕賯賷丞 賵丕賱丨賷丕亍 丕賱丨囟丕乇賷 卮賷亍 賲賳 丕賱賲丕囟賷 賵兀氐亘丨 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 賵丕賱噩賵毓 賵丕賯毓賴賲 丕賱丨丕賱賷 賵丕賱丨賯賷賯賷 噩丿丕 ..

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兀賯賳毓鬲 賳賮爻賴丕 兀賳 賲丕 賷丨丿孬 賲毓賴丕 賵賲毓 卮毓亘賴丕 賳鬲賷噩丞 兀賮毓丕賱 丕賱噩賳賵丿 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賮賷 丕賱卮毓亘 丕賱乇賵爻賷 賮賷 丕賱賲賯丕亘賱 賵賳鬲賷噩丞 丕禺鬲賷丕乇丕鬲賴賲 丕賱禺丕胤卅丞 胤賵丕賱 丕賱丨乇亘 賮毓賱賷賴賲 兀賳 賷氐賲鬲賵丕 賵賷鬲賯亘賱賵丕 賯丿乇賴賲 賵賷賯丕鬲賱賵丕 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱亘賯丕亍 毓賱賷 賯賷丿 丕賱丨賷丕丞 ..
賵囟丨鬲 丿賵乇 丕賱賲乇兀丞 亘毓丿 丕賱賴夭賷賲丞 賵兀賳賴丕 賵丕噩賴鬲 賲氐賷乇賴丕 亘卮噩丕毓丞 賵賯賵丞 賵氐亘乇 賲賳 丿賵賳 丕賳鬲馗丕乇 賲賯丕亘賱 兀賵 賲賽賳丞 賲賳 丕賱乇噩丕賱 ..
賳購卮乇 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 亘丕爻賲 賲噩賴賵賱丞 賵匕賱賰 亘爻亘亘 丕賱禺賵賮 賲賳 乇丿賵丿 丕賱兀賮毓丕賱 丕賱賲賴丕噩賲丞 兀賵 丕賱鬲噩丕賴賱 賵亘毓丿賴丕 鬲賲 丕賱鬲毓乇賮 毓賱賷賴丕 賵賱匕丕 氐乇丨 丕賱賳丕卮乇 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷 毓丕賲 2003 " 賲賳 丕賱賵丕囟丨 兀賳 丕賱賯乇丕亍 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賱賲 賷賰賵賳賵丕 賲爻鬲毓丿賷賳 賱賲賵丕噩賴丞 丕賱丨賯丕卅賯 丕賱賲夭毓噩丞 . 丕賱賳爻丕亍 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳賷丕鬲 賱賲 賷鬲氐賵乇賳 丕賱丨丿賷孬 毓賳 賵丕賯毓 丕賱丕睾鬲氐丕亘 . 賵丕賱乇噩丕賱 丕賱兀賱賲丕賳 賰丕賳賵丕 賱丕 賷賮囟賱賵賳 兀賳 賷購賳馗乇 賱賴賲 毓賱賷 兀賳賴賲 賲鬲賮乇噩賵賳 毓丕噩夭賵賳 毓賳丿賲丕 胤丕賱亘 丕賱賲賳鬲氐乇賵賳 亘睾賳丕卅賲 丕賱丨乇亘 . 賲賵賯賮 丕賱賰丕鬲亘丞 賰丕賳 馗乇賮丕 賲卮丿丿丕賸 : 賷禺賱賵 賲賳 丕賱卮賮賯丞 毓賱賷 丕賱匕丕鬲 貙 賲毓 乇丐賷丞 賵丕囟丨丞 賱爻賱賵賰 兀亘賳丕亍 賵胤賳賴丕 賯亘賱 賵亘毓丿 丕賳賴賷丕乇 丕賱賳馗丕賲 丕賱賳丕夭賷 賰賱 卮賷亍 賰鬲亘鬲賴 鬲亘丿丿 賮賷 賵噩賴 丕賱乇囟丕 賵賮賯丿丕賳 丕賱匕丕賰乇丞 賱爻賱胤丞 賲丕亘毓丿 丕賱丨乇亘 "..
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