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丨賱賲 乇噩賱 賲囟丨賰
丨賱賲 乇噩賱 賲囟丨賰" 賯氐丞 胤賵賷賱丞 賱賱賰丕鬲亘 丕賱乇賵爻賷 孬賷賵丿賵乇 丿賷爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷貙 鬲乇賵賷 賱賳丕 丨賰丕賷丞 乇噩賱賺 賰丕賳 賲賵囟毓 爻禺乇賷丞賺 亘賷賳 丕氐丿賯丕亍賴 賮賯乇乇 丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇..
賷賳丕賲 丕賱乇噩賱賵賴賵 賷賮賰乇 孬賲賻賾 賷丨賱賲 兀賳賴 丕賳鬲丨乇 賵爻賯胤 賲賷鬲賸丕 毓賱賶 丕賱兀乇囟 賵賯丿 卮毓乇 亘兀賱賲 賮賷 噩爻丿賴 賰兀賳賾賴 鬲賱賯賶 乇氐丕氐丞 丨賲賱賴 噩賷乇丕賳賴 賵賵囟毓賵賴 賮賷 丕賱賳毓卮 賵丿賮賳賵賴貙 賱賰賳賾賴 賰丕賳 賲爻鬲賷賯馗賸丕 賷爻賲毓 賲丕 賷丿賵乇 丨賵賱賴貙 賲睾賲囟 丕賱毓賷賳賷賳 睾賷乇 賯丕丿乇 毓賱賶 丕賱賰賱丕賲 兀賵 丕賱丨乇賰丞 .
賮賷 丕賱丨賱賲 賷乇賶 丕賱乇噩賱 賳賮爻賴 賮賷 兀乇囟 爻毓賷丿丞 賵亘卮乇 賷毓賷卮賵賳 亘爻賱丕賲 亘賱丕 乇睾亘丕鬲 賵賱丕 禺胤丕賷丕貙 賷睾賳賾賵賳 賵賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 賲毓 丕賱兀卮噩丕乇 亘賱睾丞賺 禺丕氐丞...
丕賱丨賱賲 噩毓賱賴 賷毓丿賱 毓賳 賮賰乇丞 丕賱廿賳鬲丨丕乇 賵賷賴賷賲 丨亘丕賸 亘丕賱丨賷丕丞 賲賳 噩丿賷丿貙 賵賷鬲氐丕賱丨 賲毓 禺胤丕賷丕 賵賳賵丕賯氐 丕賱亘卮乇 亘卮賰賱 賲賮乇胤 賱兀賳賴賲 賱賲 賷乇賵丕 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賰賲丕 乇丌賴丕 賮賷 丨賱賲賴 !
"丨賱賲 乇噩賱賺 賲囟丨賰" 賮賱爻賮丞賹 賯氐賷乇丞 賵亘爻賷胤丞 毓賳 賲賮賴賵賲 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賷丨丕賵賱 賮賷賴丕 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 鬲毓賱賷賲賰 賱兀賳 鬲毓賷卮 丕賱丨賷丕丞貙 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賮賯胤 丿賵賳 兀賳 鬲賳卮睾賱 亘賲賮丕賴賷賲 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞...
賷賳丕賲 丕賱乇噩賱賵賴賵 賷賮賰乇 孬賲賻賾 賷丨賱賲 兀賳賴 丕賳鬲丨乇 賵爻賯胤 賲賷鬲賸丕 毓賱賶 丕賱兀乇囟 賵賯丿 卮毓乇 亘兀賱賲 賮賷 噩爻丿賴 賰兀賳賾賴 鬲賱賯賶 乇氐丕氐丞 丨賲賱賴 噩賷乇丕賳賴 賵賵囟毓賵賴 賮賷 丕賱賳毓卮 賵丿賮賳賵賴貙 賱賰賳賾賴 賰丕賳 賲爻鬲賷賯馗賸丕 賷爻賲毓 賲丕 賷丿賵乇 丨賵賱賴貙 賲睾賲囟 丕賱毓賷賳賷賳 睾賷乇 賯丕丿乇 毓賱賶 丕賱賰賱丕賲 兀賵 丕賱丨乇賰丞 .
賮賷 丕賱丨賱賲 賷乇賶 丕賱乇噩賱 賳賮爻賴 賮賷 兀乇囟 爻毓賷丿丞 賵亘卮乇 賷毓賷卮賵賳 亘爻賱丕賲 亘賱丕 乇睾亘丕鬲 賵賱丕 禺胤丕賷丕貙 賷睾賳賾賵賳 賵賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 賲毓 丕賱兀卮噩丕乇 亘賱睾丞賺 禺丕氐丞...
丕賱丨賱賲 噩毓賱賴 賷毓丿賱 毓賳 賮賰乇丞 丕賱廿賳鬲丨丕乇 賵賷賴賷賲 丨亘丕賸 亘丕賱丨賷丕丞 賲賳 噩丿賷丿貙 賵賷鬲氐丕賱丨 賲毓 禺胤丕賷丕 賵賳賵丕賯氐 丕賱亘卮乇 亘卮賰賱 賲賮乇胤 賱兀賳賴賲 賱賲 賷乇賵丕 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賰賲丕 乇丌賴丕 賮賷 丨賱賲賴 !
"丨賱賲 乇噩賱賺 賲囟丨賰" 賮賱爻賮丞賹 賯氐賷乇丞 賵亘爻賷胤丞 毓賳 賲賮賴賵賲 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賷丨丕賵賱 賮賷賴丕 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 鬲毓賱賷賲賰 賱兀賳 鬲毓賷卮 丕賱丨賷丕丞貙 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賮賯胤 丿賵賳 兀賳 鬲賳卮睾賱 亘賲賮丕賴賷賲 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞...
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Fyodor Dostoevsky
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肖褢写芯褉 袦懈褏邪泄谢芯胁懈褔 袛芯褋褌芯械胁褋泻懈泄
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Works, such as the novels Crime and Punishment (1866), The Idiot (1869), and The Brothers Karamazov (1880), of Russian writer Feodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky or Dostoevski combine religious mysticism with profound psychological insight.
Very influential writings of Mikhail Mikhailovich Bakhtin included Problems of Dostoyevsky's Works (1929),
Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky composed short stories, essays, and journals. His literature explores humans in the troubled political, social, and spiritual atmospheres of 19th-century and engages with a variety of philosophies and themes. People most acclaimed his Demons(1872) .
Many literary critics rate him of the greatest of world literature and consider multiple highly influential masterpieces. They consider his Notes from Underground of the first existentialist literature. He also well acts as a philosopher and theologian.
(Russian: 肖褢写芯褉 袦懈褏邪泄谢芯胁懈褔 袛芯褋褌芯械胁褋泻懈泄) (see also Fiodor Dosto茂evski)
Works, such as the novels Crime and Punishment (1866), The Idiot (1869), and The Brothers Karamazov (1880), of Russian writer Feodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky or Dostoevski combine religious mysticism with profound psychological insight.
Very influential writings of Mikhail Mikhailovich Bakhtin included Problems of Dostoyevsky's Works (1929),
Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky composed short stories, essays, and journals. His literature explores humans in the troubled political, social, and spiritual atmospheres of 19th-century and engages with a variety of philosophies and themes. People most acclaimed his Demons(1872) .
Many literary critics rate him of the greatest of world literature and consider multiple highly influential masterpieces. They consider his Notes from Underground of the first existentialist literature. He also well acts as a philosopher and theologian.
(Russian: 肖褢写芯褉 袦懈褏邪泄谢芯胁懈褔 袛芯褋褌芯械胁褋泻懈泄) (see also Fiodor Dosto茂evski)
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鈥�I will not and cannot believe that evil is the normal condition of mankind.鈥�
I have always loved reading Dostoevsky. While I do have him inked on my right arm, that love for him goes further than just skin deep, and there are so many moments where his writing and ideas seem to fit into the grooves of my brain like a key into a lock, opening up trails of thought where I realize with pleasure 鈥測es, this is exactly what I want to be thinking about and oh how my entire being seems to dance to his rhythm.鈥� Trails of thought like the most lush forest path during blissful early-autumn weather. Because, sure, it can be rather dark, but it is always in a way that gives hope too and pleads for empathy. Such is the case in his 1877 short work The Dream of A Ridiculous Man, a tale of a self-declared ridiculous man (surprise) spiraling into a sense of nihilism. After a brief encounter with a suffering girl, his desire to commit suicide is thwarted by a dream (surprise!) as if it were a Christmas eve with Dickens. Plunging us into a surreal dreamscape of a paradise as it succumbs to corruption and fractures into waring entities valuing individuality over love, and that 鈥�the consciousness of life is higher than life, the knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness.鈥� Described by as 鈥�practically a complete encyclopedia of Dostoevsky鈥檚 most important themes,鈥� this is a brief but intense story delving into many of Dostoevksy鈥檚 signature themes such as grappling with nihilism, questioning utopias, and the meaning of suffering.
鈥�I suddenly felt that it made no difference to me whether the world existed or whether nothing existed anywhere at all.鈥�
Our narrator begins in a state of 鈥�terrible anguish,鈥� finding the world lacking in meaning and already preparing to commit suicide with a gun previously purchased for such an occassion. We can read him not unlike Dostoevsky鈥檚 Underground Man, who鈥檚 opening self analysis 鈥�"I am a sick man ... I am a wicked man鈥� is mirrored by 鈥�I am a ridiculous person. Now they call me a madman.鈥� (All quotes taken from my copy using the translation). The opening spoke strongly to me, for who hasn鈥檛 been frustrated by the world and all its absurdities, finding oneself ridiculous for participating in trading our irreplaceable hours of our one wild and precious life to endless labor, or wondering if there is meaning to anything at all. Especially when considering how one鈥檚 own demise would be insignificant in the long scheme of things, unless we adopt a solipsistic notion that the world vanishes without us. When he says 鈥�the more I learned, the more thoroughly I understood that I was ridiculous,鈥� I couldn鈥檛 help but think of this meme and how often learning not only makes you feel the world is absurd but also recognizing how little you know and understand about anything makes you indeed feel ridiculous.
Yet how can one go on in this state of mind, which, as we see here, tends to bend the mind towards suicide-- something he would like to do if he can even see any meaning in doing so:
His brief encounter with a girl, suffering from some issue he thinks must be related to her mother, he finds his conscience biting him for not aiding her. This is thematic in Dostoevsky鈥檚 works, which often are a resistance to ideas of nihilism influenced by his own rejection of the during his time. We see a similar issue in Crime and Punishment with Raskolnikov鈥檚 resolve towards nihilism shaken by his guilty conscience.
Wrestling with his own conscience has him contemplating ideas that he is not as nihilistic as he thinks but how this is a waste if he is about to become nothingness, however the line of thought drags him to sleep.
鈥�Dreams apparently proceed not from reason but from desire, not from the head but from the heart.鈥�
I鈥檓 really hit or miss on dreams being used as essential to a plot, but Dostoevsky pulls it off quite effectively here. I appreciate the way he almost anticipates this, discussing how his mention of the dream brought ridicule (though this is also tied in with the idea that preaching religion鈥攖here is certainly a God element to this as in most of his works鈥攊s met with mockery) and that surely he couldn鈥檛 have dreamed such vivid details. Well played. The dream brings us to a world that is a sort of paradise or utopia, styled like the as in Greek mythology, particularly from . But his presence corrupts them as he teaches them to lie and 鈥�they learned to lie and began to love the lie and knew the beauty of the lie.鈥� The idea that deceit is a powerful impulse takes over and we see the history of humanity play out as the lie starts a chain reaction of corruption.
What stands out is the idea that in their downfall and loss of innocence, they believe knowledge of happiness is greater than happiness. They define existence against suffering, and ideas of humanitarianism or brotherhood exist in opposition to suffering instead of simply living at peace. The irony becomes that they percieve paradise as impossibility, yet the narrator has seen that it is indeed possible. There are some interesting observations here, such as creating different temples of worship for the sake of dividing into faction that deep down know their gods are fiction (which, knowing Dostoevsky, is less a rejection of religion and more a kind of rejection of any religion aside from his as 鈥渇alse gods鈥� sort of deal), as well as the idea of desiring individual rights or a sense of individualism is a root cause of humanity鈥檚 downfall.
Yet this dream suddenly reverses his nihilism, and upon awakening, he has purpose again. 鈥�I made up my mind to preach from that very moment and, of course, to go on preaching all my life,鈥� he says and sees this dream as proof paradise is possible and that the key is empathy, compassion, and unity not just as various groups but encompassing everyone everywhere all at once. We also see, however, that in a world of suffering we also have choice, and that we should choose wisely. The lesson of the shame he felt was that, no, we are not indifferent and should not attempt to be, but should lean into compassion. His final line lets us know he has tracked down the girl and we can see this as the start of his ministry, as it were.
鈥�Sorrow compressed my heart, and I felt I would die, and then... Well, then I woke up.鈥�
This tiny tale of a man鈥檚 transformation is such a succinct distillation of many of Dostoevsky鈥檚 primary themes and characterizations. As always, it is a rebuttal to nihilism, and the characters used to represent the idea are often shown as weak, naive, and hurting those around them due to their insistence on the belief. For a story that begins with suicide, it ends with hope and a call for love, one that is lovely to process regardless of its intended religious aims. Direct and beautifully emotive in its intensity, The Dream of a Ridiculous Man is pure Dostoevsky and a brief but lasting joy.
鈪�
鈥�The consciousness of life is higher than life, the knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness--that is what one must contend against. And I shall. If only everyone wants it, it can be arranged at once.鈥�
I have always loved reading Dostoevsky. While I do have him inked on my right arm, that love for him goes further than just skin deep, and there are so many moments where his writing and ideas seem to fit into the grooves of my brain like a key into a lock, opening up trails of thought where I realize with pleasure 鈥測es, this is exactly what I want to be thinking about and oh how my entire being seems to dance to his rhythm.鈥� Trails of thought like the most lush forest path during blissful early-autumn weather. Because, sure, it can be rather dark, but it is always in a way that gives hope too and pleads for empathy. Such is the case in his 1877 short work The Dream of A Ridiculous Man, a tale of a self-declared ridiculous man (surprise) spiraling into a sense of nihilism. After a brief encounter with a suffering girl, his desire to commit suicide is thwarted by a dream (surprise!) as if it were a Christmas eve with Dickens. Plunging us into a surreal dreamscape of a paradise as it succumbs to corruption and fractures into waring entities valuing individuality over love, and that 鈥�the consciousness of life is higher than life, the knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness.鈥� Described by as 鈥�practically a complete encyclopedia of Dostoevsky鈥檚 most important themes,鈥� this is a brief but intense story delving into many of Dostoevksy鈥檚 signature themes such as grappling with nihilism, questioning utopias, and the meaning of suffering.
鈥�I suddenly felt that it made no difference to me whether the world existed or whether nothing existed anywhere at all.鈥�
Our narrator begins in a state of 鈥�terrible anguish,鈥� finding the world lacking in meaning and already preparing to commit suicide with a gun previously purchased for such an occassion. We can read him not unlike Dostoevsky鈥檚 Underground Man, who鈥檚 opening self analysis 鈥�"I am a sick man ... I am a wicked man鈥� is mirrored by 鈥�I am a ridiculous person. Now they call me a madman.鈥� (All quotes taken from my copy using the translation). The opening spoke strongly to me, for who hasn鈥檛 been frustrated by the world and all its absurdities, finding oneself ridiculous for participating in trading our irreplaceable hours of our one wild and precious life to endless labor, or wondering if there is meaning to anything at all. Especially when considering how one鈥檚 own demise would be insignificant in the long scheme of things, unless we adopt a solipsistic notion that the world vanishes without us. When he says 鈥�the more I learned, the more thoroughly I understood that I was ridiculous,鈥� I couldn鈥檛 help but think of this meme and how often learning not only makes you feel the world is absurd but also recognizing how little you know and understand about anything makes you indeed feel ridiculous.
Yet how can one go on in this state of mind, which, as we see here, tends to bend the mind towards suicide-- something he would like to do if he can even see any meaning in doing so:
鈥�I was so utterly indifferent to everything that I was anxious to wait for the moment when I would not be so indifferent and then kill myself.鈥�
His brief encounter with a girl, suffering from some issue he thinks must be related to her mother, he finds his conscience biting him for not aiding her. This is thematic in Dostoevsky鈥檚 works, which often are a resistance to ideas of nihilism influenced by his own rejection of the during his time. We see a similar issue in Crime and Punishment with Raskolnikov鈥檚 resolve towards nihilism shaken by his guilty conscience.
鈥�if I had really decided to do away with myself that night, everything in the world should have been more indifferent to me than ever鈥t was clear to me that so long as I was still a human being and not a meaningless zero, and till I became a zero, I was alive, and consequently able to suffer, be angry, and feel shame at my actions. Very well. But if, on the other hand, I were going to kill myself in, say, two hours, what did that little girl matter to me and what did I care for shame or anything else in the world?鈥�
Wrestling with his own conscience has him contemplating ideas that he is not as nihilistic as he thinks but how this is a waste if he is about to become nothingness, however the line of thought drags him to sleep.
鈥�Dreams apparently proceed not from reason but from desire, not from the head but from the heart.鈥�
I鈥檓 really hit or miss on dreams being used as essential to a plot, but Dostoevsky pulls it off quite effectively here. I appreciate the way he almost anticipates this, discussing how his mention of the dream brought ridicule (though this is also tied in with the idea that preaching religion鈥攖here is certainly a God element to this as in most of his works鈥攊s met with mockery) and that surely he couldn鈥檛 have dreamed such vivid details. Well played. The dream brings us to a world that is a sort of paradise or utopia, styled like the as in Greek mythology, particularly from . But his presence corrupts them as he teaches them to lie and 鈥�they learned to lie and began to love the lie and knew the beauty of the lie.鈥� The idea that deceit is a powerful impulse takes over and we see the history of humanity play out as the lie starts a chain reaction of corruption.
鈥�They began to struggle for separation, for isolation, for individuality, for mine and thine. They began to talk in different languages. They became acquainted with sorrow and loved sorrow; they thirsted for suffering, and said that truth could only be attained through suffering. Then science appeared. As they became wicked they began talking of brotherhood and humanitarianism, and understood those ideas. As they became criminal, they invented justice and drew up whole legal codes in order to observe it, and to ensure their being kept, set up a guillotine. They hardly remembered what they had lost, in fact refused to believe that they had ever been happy and innocent. They even laughed at the possibility of this happiness in the past, and called it a dream.鈥�
What stands out is the idea that in their downfall and loss of innocence, they believe knowledge of happiness is greater than happiness. They define existence against suffering, and ideas of humanitarianism or brotherhood exist in opposition to suffering instead of simply living at peace. The irony becomes that they percieve paradise as impossibility, yet the narrator has seen that it is indeed possible. There are some interesting observations here, such as creating different temples of worship for the sake of dividing into faction that deep down know their gods are fiction (which, knowing Dostoevsky, is less a rejection of religion and more a kind of rejection of any religion aside from his as 鈥渇alse gods鈥� sort of deal), as well as the idea of desiring individual rights or a sense of individualism is a root cause of humanity鈥檚 downfall.
Yet this dream suddenly reverses his nihilism, and upon awakening, he has purpose again. 鈥�I made up my mind to preach from that very moment and, of course, to go on preaching all my life,鈥� he says and sees this dream as proof paradise is possible and that the key is empathy, compassion, and unity not just as various groups but encompassing everyone everywhere all at once. We also see, however, that in a world of suffering we also have choice, and that we should choose wisely. The lesson of the shame he felt was that, no, we are not indifferent and should not attempt to be, but should lean into compassion. His final line lets us know he has tracked down the girl and we can see this as the start of his ministry, as it were.
鈥�Sorrow compressed my heart, and I felt I would die, and then... Well, then I woke up.鈥�
This tiny tale of a man鈥檚 transformation is such a succinct distillation of many of Dostoevsky鈥檚 primary themes and characterizations. As always, it is a rebuttal to nihilism, and the characters used to represent the idea are often shown as weak, naive, and hurting those around them due to their insistence on the belief. For a story that begins with suicide, it ends with hope and a call for love, one that is lovely to process regardless of its intended religious aims. Direct and beautifully emotive in its intensity, The Dream of a Ridiculous Man is pure Dostoevsky and a brief but lasting joy.
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鈥�The consciousness of life is higher than life, the knowledge of the laws of happiness is higher than happiness--that is what one must contend against. And I shall. If only everyone wants it, it can be arranged at once.鈥�
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賲賳 賮鬲乇丞 賯乇賷亘丞, 賰賳鬲 亘鬲賱丕賯賷 亘賵爻鬲 毓 丕賱賮賷爻亘賵賰 毓賳 賯氐丞 賵丕丨丿 賮賷 丕賱爻乇賷乇 賵丕賱賳丕爻 毓賲丕賱賴 鬲氐賵鬲 丨賵丕賱賷賴 賵賷賯賵賱賴賲 賮賷賴 丕賷賴 賵賲丨丿卮 亘賷乇丿,
賵丕賱賱賷 亘賷氐乇禺, 孬賲 賷爻賲毓 賲賳 丨丿 賮賷賴賲 賷丿毓賷 賱賴 毓卮丕賳 賲丕鬲, 賵賷睾爻賵賱賴 賵賷丿賮賳賵賴, 賵賴賵 賲丕夭丕賱 賮賷 賵毓賷賴 賵賱賰賳賴賲 賱丕 賷卮毓乇賵賳 亘賴,
賵亘毓丿賴丕 賷亘鬲丿賷 賷丨囟賰 賱賱乇噩賵毓 賱賱廿賷賲丕賳 丕賱賯賵賷賲 賱賱丿賷賳 丕賱丨賳賷賮,
賯亘賱 兀賳 鬲氐賱 賱賱賲賵鬲 賵 鬲賳鬲賴賶 賮乇氐賰 賱鬲睾賷賷乇 賵丕賯毓賰,
賵丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 兀賳 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 丕賱兀氐賱賷 賱匕賱賰 丕賱廿爻賰鬲卮 賴賵 丕賱賲亘噩賱 "賮賷賵丿賵乇 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷" 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐賴 丕賱毓馗賷賲丞 賵亘丕賱胤亘毓 賱賲 賷賰賳 賷乇賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賯丕乇賷亍 丿賮毓賴 賱兀丿丕亍 丕賱毓亘丕丿丕鬲 亘賴匕丕 丕賱廿亘鬲匕丕賱 毓賳 胤乇賷賯 鬲賴丿賷丿賴 亘丕賱賲賵鬲 賵丕賱賳丕乇 賵亘毓噩夭賴,
賵賱賰賳賴丕 丨乇賮鬲 毓賳 胤乇賷賯 亘毓囟 丕賱兀賵睾丕丿 賵丨乇賮鬲 睾丕賷鬲賴丕 賵賲毓賳丕賴丕, 丿賵賳 匕賰乇 丕賱賲氐丿乇 丨鬲賶!!
賵賷賲賰賳 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 丕賱毓馗丞 丕賱爻丕亘賯丞 賴賷 毓馗丞 鬲丕乇賷禺賷丞 賳賵毓丕 賲丕 賵丕賳賲丕 賴賵 兀毓丕丿 廿丨賷丕亍賴丕,
賴匕丕 賲賲賰賳 賱兀賳賴 賯丿 氐賵乇 賲丨賳丞 丕賱亘胤賱 賮賷 丕賱鬲丕亘賵鬲 亘賳賯丕胤 賲賳 丕賱賲賷丕賴 鬲鬲爻丕賯胤 毓賱賶 噩亘賷亘賳賴 亘丕賳鬲馗丕賲, 賵賰丕賳 賴匕丕 兀爻賱賵亘 氐賷賳賷 賯丿賷賲 賱賱鬲毓匕賷亘 丕賱賮毓丕賱 賱廿噩亘丕乇 丕賱兀爻乇賶 毓賱賶 丕賱廿毓鬲乇丕賮.
賳賯胤丞 賰賲丕賳
亘賷賯賵賱賵 丕賳 丕賱賲乇囟 亘賷賴夭賲 丕賱禺賷丕賱, 亘爻 賰賵賳賰 賲氐乇賷 丿丕 亘賷睾鬲氐亘 丕賱禺賷丕賱,
賰丕賳鬲 賲兀爻丕丞 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 丕賱亘賳鬲 丕賱氐睾賷乇丞 丕賱賱賷 賲爻賰鬲 賮賷賴 賵賴賵 毓丕卅丿 賱賱賲賳夭賱 鬲丨鬲 丕賱賲胤乇, 賵賴賷 鬲氐乇禺 亘賴賷爻鬲賷乇賷丕 兀賲賷 兀賲賷, 鬲胤賱亘 丕賱賳噩丿丞 賵賴賷 鬲亘賰賷 賱賳噩丿丞 兀賲賴丕,
丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 丕賱胤亘賷毓賷 賱丿賷賴 丕賱賲賷賵賱 賱賲爻丕毓丿賴 賴匕賴 丕賱賲爻賰賷賳丞 賵兀賲賴丕,
兀賲丕 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 賰賲氐乇賷 兀氐賷賱, 兀賵賱 卮賷亍 鬲賳丕賲賶 賱禺賷丕賱賷, 兀賳賴 賲賳 丕賱賲賲賰賳 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 丕賱胤賮賱丞 賴賷 賲噩乇丿 卮賷胤丕賳賴 氐睾賷乇丞 鬲爻鬲丿乇噩賳賷 賱兀匕賴亘 賲亘丕卮乇丞 賱賮禺 丕賱毓氐丕亘丞 丕賱鬲賷 爻鬲丨丕氐乇賳賷 賱鬲爻賱亘賳賷 賳賯賵丿賷 丕賱賯賱賷賱丞 賱丿乇噩丞 兀賳賷 賱丕 兀囟毓賴丕 賮賷 賲丨賮馗丞, 賵賲鬲毓賱賯丕鬲賷 丕賱卮禺氐賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 賱賳 鬲睾乇賷賴 賰孬賷乇丕賸, 賵乇亘賲丕 賷兀禺匕 鬲賱賰 丕賱賰賵賳丕賷 丕賱鬲賷 兀丨鬲賮馗 亘賴丕 賲賳匕4 爻賳賷賳 亘賷賳 兀氐丕亘毓賷 丿丕卅賲丕賸!!
廿賳賴 賱賷爻 亘丕賱賵胤賳 丕賱匕賷 鬲兀賲賳 賮賷賴 毓賱賶 賰賵賳丕賷賰.
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丕賱廿賳鬲丨丕乇 賱賷爻 亘丕賱賮賰乇丞 丕賱亘爻賷胤丞 丕賱爻賴賱丞 兀亘丿丕,
賮賯亘賱 兀賳 鬲賳鬲丨乇 毓賱賷賰 兀賳 鬲賯胤毓 賰賱 乇賵丕亘胤賰 丕賱鬲賷 賰賵賳鬲賴丕 賲毓 丕賱兀卮賷丕亍 賰賷 鬲乇丨賱 賲賳 賴匕丕丕賱毓丕賱賲 -毓賱賶 丕賱兀賯賱 賲賳 賳丕丨賷鬲賰 兀賳鬲- ,
賮賱賳 鬲爻鬲胤賷毓 丕賱賲賮丕丿乇丞 胤丕賱賲丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱乇賵丕亘胤 鬲賯賷賷丿賰 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賱匕賷 鬲亘睾囟賴,
賷噩亘 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 氐賮乇丕, 賱丕 賷丨亘 賵賱丕 賷賰乇賴, 賮賯胤 氐賮乇丕 睾賷乇 賲毓賳賷 亘兀賷 卮賷亍.
丕賱囟賲賷乇, 丕賱卮賮賯丞, 賵鬲賱賰 丕賱兀爻卅賱丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞 丨鬲賶 賷賲賰賳賴丕 兀賳 鬲乇亘胤賰 賴賳丕 亘賯賵丞 卮睾賮 丕賱廿噩丕亘丞 毓賳 賴賳 賴匕賴 丕賱兀爻卅賱賴.
孬賲 賷丿賮毓賳丕 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 -賰賲丐爻爻 丕賱賲丿乇爻丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞- 賱賳毓賷卮 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賮賴賷 丕賱噩賳賴 丕賱賲賵毓賵丿賴, 賵賱賳氐賳毓 丕賱爻毓丕丿賴 丕賱鬲賷 賴賷 丕賱胤乇賷賯 賳賮爻賴 賱鬲丨賷賯 丕賱兀賴丿丕賮 賵賱賷爻鬲 丕賱兀賴丿丕賮 匕丕鬲賴丕,
孬賲 賷匕賴亘 亘賳丕 賱鬲賮爻賷乇賴 賱賵氐賵賱 丕賱卮乇 賱賱亘卮乇 丕賱兀賵丕卅賱 丕賱匕賷賳 賲丕 丕賳 匕賴亘鬲 毓賳賴賲 丨賷丕丞 丕賱賲孬丕賱賷丞 丕賳賮賰賵丕 賷禺鬲賱賯賵丕 丕賱賳馗乇賷丕鬲 賵丕賱毓賯丕卅丿 丕賱賲丐丿賷丞 賱亘卮乇賷丞 賳賲賵匕噩賷丞 爻毓賷丿丞!!
孬賲 賷禺鬲賲 亘兀賳賳丕 賷噩亘 兀賳 賳賳丕囟賱 囟丿 賮賰乇丞 兀賳 賲毓乇賮丞 賯賵丕賳賷賳 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 兀賴賲 賲賳 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 賳賮爻賴丕.
賵亘睾囟 丕賱賳馗乇 毓賳 兀賴丿丕賮賴, 賮丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 賲爻賱賷丞 噩丿丕賸, 賵賲賵噩夭丞 毓賱賶 睾賷乇 毓丕丿鬲賴, 亘賲丕 丕賳賴丕 賰丕賳鬲 賲賳 亘賵丕賰賷乇 兀毓賲丕賱賴, 丨賷孬 賱丕 賷賲賱賰 丕賱卮賴乇丞 丕賱賰丕賮賷丞 賱賷賯賳毓 賳丕卮乇 亘胤亘毓 兀賷 賰鬲亘 賱賴 賲賳 賮卅丞 丕賱兀賱賮 氐賮丨丞.
賵丕賱賱賷 亘賷氐乇禺, 孬賲 賷爻賲毓 賲賳 丨丿 賮賷賴賲 賷丿毓賷 賱賴 毓卮丕賳 賲丕鬲, 賵賷睾爻賵賱賴 賵賷丿賮賳賵賴, 賵賴賵 賲丕夭丕賱 賮賷 賵毓賷賴 賵賱賰賳賴賲 賱丕 賷卮毓乇賵賳 亘賴,
賵亘毓丿賴丕 賷亘鬲丿賷 賷丨囟賰 賱賱乇噩賵毓 賱賱廿賷賲丕賳 丕賱賯賵賷賲 賱賱丿賷賳 丕賱丨賳賷賮,
賯亘賱 兀賳 鬲氐賱 賱賱賲賵鬲 賵 鬲賳鬲賴賶 賮乇氐賰 賱鬲睾賷賷乇 賵丕賯毓賰,
賵丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 兀賳 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 丕賱兀氐賱賷 賱匕賱賰 丕賱廿爻賰鬲卮 賴賵 丕賱賲亘噩賱 "賮賷賵丿賵乇 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷" 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐賴 丕賱毓馗賷賲丞 賵亘丕賱胤亘毓 賱賲 賷賰賳 賷乇賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賯丕乇賷亍 丿賮毓賴 賱兀丿丕亍 丕賱毓亘丕丿丕鬲 亘賴匕丕 丕賱廿亘鬲匕丕賱 毓賳 胤乇賷賯 鬲賴丿賷丿賴 亘丕賱賲賵鬲 賵丕賱賳丕乇 賵亘毓噩夭賴,
賵賱賰賳賴丕 丨乇賮鬲 毓賳 胤乇賷賯 亘毓囟 丕賱兀賵睾丕丿 賵丨乇賮鬲 睾丕賷鬲賴丕 賵賲毓賳丕賴丕, 丿賵賳 匕賰乇 丕賱賲氐丿乇 丨鬲賶!!
賵賷賲賰賳 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 丕賱毓馗丞 丕賱爻丕亘賯丞 賴賷 毓馗丞 鬲丕乇賷禺賷丞 賳賵毓丕 賲丕 賵丕賳賲丕 賴賵 兀毓丕丿 廿丨賷丕亍賴丕,
賴匕丕 賲賲賰賳 賱兀賳賴 賯丿 氐賵乇 賲丨賳丞 丕賱亘胤賱 賮賷 丕賱鬲丕亘賵鬲 亘賳賯丕胤 賲賳 丕賱賲賷丕賴 鬲鬲爻丕賯胤 毓賱賶 噩亘賷亘賳賴 亘丕賳鬲馗丕賲, 賵賰丕賳 賴匕丕 兀爻賱賵亘 氐賷賳賷 賯丿賷賲 賱賱鬲毓匕賷亘 丕賱賮毓丕賱 賱廿噩亘丕乇 丕賱兀爻乇賶 毓賱賶 丕賱廿毓鬲乇丕賮.
賳賯胤丞 賰賲丕賳
亘賷賯賵賱賵 丕賳 丕賱賲乇囟 亘賷賴夭賲 丕賱禺賷丕賱, 亘爻 賰賵賳賰 賲氐乇賷 丿丕 亘賷睾鬲氐亘 丕賱禺賷丕賱,
賰丕賳鬲 賲兀爻丕丞 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 丕賱亘賳鬲 丕賱氐睾賷乇丞 丕賱賱賷 賲爻賰鬲 賮賷賴 賵賴賵 毓丕卅丿 賱賱賲賳夭賱 鬲丨鬲 丕賱賲胤乇, 賵賴賷 鬲氐乇禺 亘賴賷爻鬲賷乇賷丕 兀賲賷 兀賲賷, 鬲胤賱亘 丕賱賳噩丿丞 賵賴賷 鬲亘賰賷 賱賳噩丿丞 兀賲賴丕,
丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 丕賱胤亘賷毓賷 賱丿賷賴 丕賱賲賷賵賱 賱賲爻丕毓丿賴 賴匕賴 丕賱賲爻賰賷賳丞 賵兀賲賴丕,
兀賲丕 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 賰賲氐乇賷 兀氐賷賱, 兀賵賱 卮賷亍 鬲賳丕賲賶 賱禺賷丕賱賷, 兀賳賴 賲賳 丕賱賲賲賰賳 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 丕賱胤賮賱丞 賴賷 賲噩乇丿 卮賷胤丕賳賴 氐睾賷乇丞 鬲爻鬲丿乇噩賳賷 賱兀匕賴亘 賲亘丕卮乇丞 賱賮禺 丕賱毓氐丕亘丞 丕賱鬲賷 爻鬲丨丕氐乇賳賷 賱鬲爻賱亘賳賷 賳賯賵丿賷 丕賱賯賱賷賱丞 賱丿乇噩丞 兀賳賷 賱丕 兀囟毓賴丕 賮賷 賲丨賮馗丞, 賵賲鬲毓賱賯丕鬲賷 丕賱卮禺氐賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 賱賳 鬲睾乇賷賴 賰孬賷乇丕賸, 賵乇亘賲丕 賷兀禺匕 鬲賱賰 丕賱賰賵賳丕賷 丕賱鬲賷 兀丨鬲賮馗 亘賴丕 賲賳匕4 爻賳賷賳 亘賷賳 兀氐丕亘毓賷 丿丕卅賲丕賸!!
廿賳賴 賱賷爻 亘丕賱賵胤賳 丕賱匕賷 鬲兀賲賳 賮賷賴 毓賱賶 賰賵賳丕賷賰.
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丕賱廿賳鬲丨丕乇 賱賷爻 亘丕賱賮賰乇丞 丕賱亘爻賷胤丞 丕賱爻賴賱丞 兀亘丿丕,
賮賯亘賱 兀賳 鬲賳鬲丨乇 毓賱賷賰 兀賳 鬲賯胤毓 賰賱 乇賵丕亘胤賰 丕賱鬲賷 賰賵賳鬲賴丕 賲毓 丕賱兀卮賷丕亍 賰賷 鬲乇丨賱 賲賳 賴匕丕丕賱毓丕賱賲 -毓賱賶 丕賱兀賯賱 賲賳 賳丕丨賷鬲賰 兀賳鬲- ,
賮賱賳 鬲爻鬲胤賷毓 丕賱賲賮丕丿乇丞 胤丕賱賲丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱乇賵丕亘胤 鬲賯賷賷丿賰 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賱匕賷 鬲亘睾囟賴,
賷噩亘 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 氐賮乇丕, 賱丕 賷丨亘 賵賱丕 賷賰乇賴, 賮賯胤 氐賮乇丕 睾賷乇 賲毓賳賷 亘兀賷 卮賷亍.
丕賱囟賲賷乇, 丕賱卮賮賯丞, 賵鬲賱賰 丕賱兀爻卅賱丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞 丨鬲賶 賷賲賰賳賴丕 兀賳 鬲乇亘胤賰 賴賳丕 亘賯賵丞 卮睾賮 丕賱廿噩丕亘丞 毓賳 賴賳 賴匕賴 丕賱兀爻卅賱賴.
孬賲 賷丿賮毓賳丕 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 -賰賲丐爻爻 丕賱賲丿乇爻丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞- 賱賳毓賷卮 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賮賴賷 丕賱噩賳賴 丕賱賲賵毓賵丿賴, 賵賱賳氐賳毓 丕賱爻毓丕丿賴 丕賱鬲賷 賴賷 丕賱胤乇賷賯 賳賮爻賴 賱鬲丨賷賯 丕賱兀賴丿丕賮 賵賱賷爻鬲 丕賱兀賴丿丕賮 匕丕鬲賴丕,
孬賲 賷匕賴亘 亘賳丕 賱鬲賮爻賷乇賴 賱賵氐賵賱 丕賱卮乇 賱賱亘卮乇 丕賱兀賵丕卅賱 丕賱匕賷賳 賲丕 丕賳 匕賴亘鬲 毓賳賴賲 丨賷丕丞 丕賱賲孬丕賱賷丞 丕賳賮賰賵丕 賷禺鬲賱賯賵丕 丕賱賳馗乇賷丕鬲 賵丕賱毓賯丕卅丿 丕賱賲丐丿賷丞 賱亘卮乇賷丞 賳賲賵匕噩賷丞 爻毓賷丿丞!!
孬賲 賷禺鬲賲 亘兀賳賳丕 賷噩亘 兀賳 賳賳丕囟賱 囟丿 賮賰乇丞 兀賳 賲毓乇賮丞 賯賵丕賳賷賳 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 兀賴賲 賲賳 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 賳賮爻賴丕.
賵亘睾囟 丕賱賳馗乇 毓賳 兀賴丿丕賮賴, 賮丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 賲爻賱賷丞 噩丿丕賸, 賵賲賵噩夭丞 毓賱賶 睾賷乇 毓丕丿鬲賴, 亘賲丕 丕賳賴丕 賰丕賳鬲 賲賳 亘賵丕賰賷乇 兀毓賲丕賱賴, 丨賷孬 賱丕 賷賲賱賰 丕賱卮賴乇丞 丕賱賰丕賮賷丞 賱賷賯賳毓 賳丕卮乇 亘胤亘毓 兀賷 賰鬲亘 賱賴 賲賳 賮卅丞 丕賱兀賱賮 氐賮丨丞.
December 8, 2014
賴匕丕 丕賱賰鬲丕亘 亘賲孬丕亘丞 丕賱賲賳賯匕 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷
兀丨賷丕賳賸丕 鬲卮毓乇 兀賳賰 賲丨馗賵馗 賱賲噩乇丿 賯乇丕亍丞 毓賲賱 賲丕
賵亘丕賱鬲兀賰賷丿 賴匕丕 丕賱毓賲賱-丕賱賯氐賷乇 噩丿賸丕- 賱賱兀爻賮- 賲賳賴賲
賴賵 亘賲孬丕亘丞 丕賱乇爻丕賱丞 丕賱廿賱賴賷丞
賲鬲噩爻丿丞 賮賷 卮賰賱 賯氐丞 賯氐賷乇丞
鬲卮毓乇 亘兀賳 丕賱賱賴 賴丿丕賰 亘賴丕 賱毓丿 兀賳 亘丿兀鬲 鬲賮賯丿 丕賱兀賲賱 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賲孬賱賸丕
廿卮丕乇丕鬲 亘爻賷胤丞 賷乇爻賱賴丕 賱賳丕 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷貙 賲賳 賯亘乇賴貙 賱賷丿毓賵賳丕 賱賱鬲兀賲賱 禺賷乇賸丕 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賱賯賲卅
丨賯賷賯丞 賲丕 兀丨賵噩賳丕 賱賲孬賱 賴匕丕 丕賱乇賲夭 賮賷 賵賯鬲賳丕 丕賱丨丕賱賷!
兀丨賷丕賳賸丕 鬲卮毓乇 兀賳賰 賲丨馗賵馗 賱賲噩乇丿 賯乇丕亍丞 毓賲賱 賲丕
賵亘丕賱鬲兀賰賷丿 賴匕丕 丕賱毓賲賱-丕賱賯氐賷乇 噩丿賸丕- 賱賱兀爻賮- 賲賳賴賲
賴賵 亘賲孬丕亘丞 丕賱乇爻丕賱丞 丕賱廿賱賴賷丞
賲鬲噩爻丿丞 賮賷 卮賰賱 賯氐丞 賯氐賷乇丞
鬲卮毓乇 亘兀賳 丕賱賱賴 賴丿丕賰 亘賴丕 賱毓丿 兀賳 亘丿兀鬲 鬲賮賯丿 丕賱兀賲賱 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賲孬賱賸丕
廿卮丕乇丕鬲 亘爻賷胤丞 賷乇爻賱賴丕 賱賳丕 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷貙 賲賳 賯亘乇賴貙 賱賷丿毓賵賳丕 賱賱鬲兀賲賱 禺賷乇賸丕 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 丕賱賯賲卅
丨賯賷賯丞 賲丕 兀丨賵噩賳丕 賱賲孬賱 賴匕丕 丕賱乇賲夭 賮賷 賵賯鬲賳丕 丕賱丨丕賱賷!
April 9, 2023
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Albert Camus said that there is only one philosophical problem and that is suicide, is life worth living or not, that鈥檚 the only question we need to ask ourselves. He mentioned that absurd lies in the realization that there is no meaning in life but that does not mean life is not worth living. The very realization of the absurd nature of life is the onset of true existence and suicide is the rejection of that absurdness of life. We have many religions and philosophies in the history of human evolution that strive to give meaning to life, refuting the very realization of the meaninglessness of life. However, it is not a cakewalk to follow the absurdness of life as Sisyphus did, had it been so then we would not have seen spurge of so many beliefs, religions addressing this central question of life.
Dostoyevsky is one such authors who extensively explored the questions related to the morality of human beings through his various works. He explored the themes of suicide, morality, belief, and death through his various writings. The Dream of a Ridiculous Man is a little beauty by the Russian master of human psychology in which a man is confronted with existential anguish, walks on the treacherous path of nihilism, seeing no value in life, decides to take his life with his own hand, ostensibly finding hard to cope up with nihilistic nature of the life. He wants to become one with nothingness, for life does not have any value or meaning, in fact, he feels he is part of nothingness living inside just a body whose being has no existence of its own. He plans the ultimate event by buying a revolver to shoot himself in the head.
Here, we see the traditional ridiculousness associated with the characters of Dostoyevsky as his characters are highly self-conscious and have deep insight into the world which makes them different from normal characters. The ridiculous man observes that there is nothing in life that matters and in fact, nothing really exists in life which leads him on the path of his suicide. The thought of suicide gets hold of his consciousness and he decides to do the act impending for a long time, on a night but then a little girl helplessly asks him for help as it might be made out from her expressions that something terrible might have happened with her and her mother. However, the ridiculous man shuns her away mercilessly as if the emotions such as sympathy, empathy, and pity are oblivious to him and there is no morality in his world to act accordingly, it is a strange world of him where there is no moralistic standard to adhere to and everything is permitted there, a typical representation of solipsism.
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The curious encounter with the helpless little girl brought up a strange and nagging sense of pity that has haunted him since he shuns the girl. The questions of morality rising up in his metal space, forcing him to contemplate his action of shunning that girl. While he is still certain that there is no value in life and nothing can budge him from his decision of suicide, he unexpectedly falls asleep thinking about his actions and various possibilities. He achieves in the dream what he could not in real life- he shoots himself straight into his heart- to become one with nothingness, thereby laying there in the grave for eternity, peeping into the hell of nothingness while still lingering between being and nothingness. But, to his utter surprise and dismay, he is being carried to some other world by a strange being from his grave of nothingness. There he sees an earth like planet where everything appears to be in cohesion, where all beings live together in a harmonious society. It reveals a new utopian possibility to him, what could achieve here on this earth in a utopian society. He gets highly influenced by this paradise which shows the possibilities of creating such heaven here on earth. Though he manages to corrupt them through his seeds of maliciousness but he still loves them as much as he does earlier when they are embodying true innocence.
The utopian dream exposes the ridiculous man to unrealized possibilities of his earth and shows him the hidden colors of life. The vision of the ridiculous man makes him believe that the entire new reality of human beings is possible. The utopian dream does not come just as an abstract idea to him rather he lives it as a vision. He realizes that earthly paradise is possible in that vision of his which appears to him truer than the real-life, which incidentally is little more than a dream as per him. However, the others see it as a reason to be laughed at him and find him as a 鈥榬idiculous鈥� man or madman. The vision is powerful enough to dissuade him to leave his intention of killing himself and thereby living by fighting everything that would prevent the realization of the vision.
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The author surreptitiously reveals that real life is somewhat empty while the utopian dream reveals a great reality, an outstanding possibility to the narrator, which to him is the revelation of the great truth of life. We see that the vision has a basis in the morality of Christianity or any other religion for that matter, as it is being shown that man may be transformed by the little nudge of universal love, one should realize that all beings are part of a harmonious universe and the elusive earthly paradise can very well be realized. The author once again shows here his control over human psychology, for the way he explored the human psyche, I guess, no author has been able to do it.
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September 17, 2021
The raconteur is full of apathy and he is a quintessence of indifference鈥�
He has neither goal nor purpose so he considers his existence senseless and decides to put the bullet in his head. Unconcerned, he heedlessly refuses to help a little girl in severe trouble but when he comes home, he falls asleep and dreams a fantastic dream鈥� In his dream, he finds himself in a paradisiacal utopia鈥�
But the grain of indifference, he has brought along, suddenly caused the crucial and irreversible schism among the happy inhabitants of this idyllic land鈥�
When the ridiculous man awakes, he understands that now he knows the truth and he sees a purpose鈥�
Only he who sows kindness and not indifference is capable to become happy.
In old days I used to be miserable at seeming ridiculous. Not seeming, but being. I have always been ridiculous, and I have known it, perhaps, from the hour I was born. Perhaps from the time I was seven years old I knew I was ridiculous. Afterwards I went to school, studied at the university, and, do you know, the more I learned, the more thoroughly I understood that I was ridiculous.
He has neither goal nor purpose so he considers his existence senseless and decides to put the bullet in his head. Unconcerned, he heedlessly refuses to help a little girl in severe trouble but when he comes home, he falls asleep and dreams a fantastic dream鈥� In his dream, he finds himself in a paradisiacal utopia鈥�
And at last I saw and knew the people of this happy land. That came to me of themselves, they surrounded me, kissed me. The children of the sun, the children of their sun 鈥� oh, how beautiful they were! Never had I seen on our own earth such beauty in mankind. Only perhaps in our children, in their earliest years, one might find, some remote faint reflection of this beauty. The eyes of these happy people shone with a clear brightness. Their faces were radiant with the light of reason and fullness of a serenity that comes of perfect understanding, but those faces were gay; in their words and voices there was a note of childlike joy. Oh, from the first moment, from the first glance at them, I understood it all! It was the earth untarnished by the Fall; on it lived people who had not sinned.
But the grain of indifference, he has brought along, suddenly caused the crucial and irreversible schism among the happy inhabitants of this idyllic land鈥�
They began to struggle for separation, for isolation, for individuality, for mine and thine. They began to talk in different languages. They became acquainted with sorrow and loved sorrow; they thirsted for suffering, and said that truth could only be attained through suffering. Then science appeared. As they became wicked they began talking of brotherhood and humanitarianism, and understood those ideas. As they became criminal, they invented justice and drew up whole legal codes in order to observe it, and to ensure their being kept, set up a guillotine. They hardly remembered what they had lost, in fact refused to believe that they had ever been happy and innocent. They even laughed at the possibility of this happiness in the past, and called it a dream.
When the ridiculous man awakes, he understands that now he knows the truth and he sees a purpose鈥�
Only he who sows kindness and not indifference is capable to become happy.
April 18, 2023
賮賷 賳賵賮賷賱丕 賱賲 鬲鬲毓丿 氐賮丕丨鬲賴丕 丕賱毓卮乇賵賳 丕賱丕 賯賱賷賱丕 爻胤乇鬲 丕賱賰孬賷乇 賲賳 丕賱鬲毓賱賷賯丕鬲 賵 賰鬲亘鬲 丕賱賴賵丕賲卮 孬賲 毓賳丿賲丕 丕賳賴賷鬲賴丕 賵 乇噩毓鬲 賱賲丕 賰鬲亘鬲 賲夭賯鬲賴 賵 噩毓賱鬲賴 賴亘丕亍 賲賳孬賵乇丕 賵 毓丿鬲 賮賷 丕賱夭賲賳 廿賱賶 丕賱賵乇丕亍 賱乇噩賱 賰丕賳鬲 鬲爻亘賯賴 禺胤賵丕鬲賴 賵 鬲丨賱賯 賮賷 兀賮丕賯 賱賲 賳氐賱賴丕 亘毓丿 鬲賲丕賲丕 - 賰丿爻鬲賷賵賮爻賰賶 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱爻丕匕噩 丕賱匕賶 丨賱賲 亘毓丕賱賲 爻毓賷丿 - 匕賴亘鬲 賱氐丿賷賯賶 丕賱賯丿賷賲 兀賲賱 丿賳賯賱 卮丕賰賷丕 賱賴 囟毓賮 兀賷 賰賱賲丕鬲 賯丿 兀賰鬲亘賴丕 鬲毓賱賷賯丕 毓賱賶 鬲賱賰賲 丕賱氐賮丨丕鬲 丕賱賯賱賷賱丞 賵 賵噩丿鬲 毓賳丿賴 丕賱噩賵丕亘 賰丕賱毓丕丿丞 賮賷 賯氐賷丿丞
賯賱鬲購: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱丨亘購 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟. 賱賰賳賴 賱賲 賷賰賳!
賯賱鬲購: 賮賱賷匕賴亘 丕賱賳賴乇購 賮賶 丕賱亘丨乇購. 賵丕賱亘丨乇 賮賶 丕賱爻丨亘賽.
賵丕賱爻丨亘 賮賶 丕賱噩丿亘賽. 賵丕賱噩丿亘購 賮賶 丕賱禺氐亘賽. 賷賳亘鬲
禺亘夭丕賸 賱賷爻賳丿賻 賯賱亘 丕賱噩賷丕毓. 賵毓卮亘丕賸 賱賲丕卮賷丞
丕賱兀乇囟. 馗賱丕 賱賲賳 賷鬲睾乇亘購 賮賶 氐丨乇丕亍 丕賱卮噩賳賿.
賵乇兀賷鬲購 丕亘賳 丌丿賲 鈥� 賷賳氐亘 兀爻賵丕乇賴 丨賵賱 賲夭乇毓丞
丕賱賱賴. 賷亘鬲丕毓 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 丨乇爻丕. 賵賷亘賷毓 賱廿禺賵鬲賴
丕賱禺亘夭 賵丕賱賲丕亍. 賷丨鬲賱亘購 丕賱亘賯乇丕鬲賽 丕賱毓噩丕賮 賱鬲毓胤賶 丕賱賱亘賳.
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賯賱鬲購 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱丨亘 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟. 賱賰賳賴 賱賲 賷賰賳.
兀氐亘丨 丕賱丨亘 賲賱賰丕賸 賱賲賳 賷賲賱賰賵賳 丕賱孬賲賳!
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賵乇兀賶 丕賱乇亘購賾 匕賱賰 睾賷乇 丨爻賳賿!
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賯賱鬲: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱毓丿賱購 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟貨 毓賷賳 亘毓賷賳 賵爻賳 亘爻賳.
賯賱鬲: 賴賱 賷兀賰賱 丕賱匕卅亘 匕卅亘丕賸. 兀賵 丕賱卮丕賴 卮丕丞責
賵賱丕 鬲囟毓 丕賱爻賷賮 賮賶 毓賳賯 丕孬賳賷賳: 胤賮賱.. 賵卮賷禺 賲爻賳.
賵乇兀賷鬲購 丕亘賳 丌丿賲 賷乇丿賶 丕亘賳 丌丿賲. 賷卮毓賱 賮賶
丕賱賲丿賳 丕賱賳丕乇賻. 賷睾乇爻購 禺賳噩乇賴購 賮賶 亘胤賵賳 丕賱丨賵丕賲賱賽.
賷賱賯賶 兀氐丕亘毓 兀胤賮丕賱賴 毓賱賮丕 賱賱禺賷賵賱. 賷賯氐 丕賱卮賮丕賴
賵乇賵丿丕賸 鬲夭賷賳 賲丕卅丿丞 丕賱賳氐乇.. 賵賴賶 鬲卅賳.
兀氐亘丨 丕賱毓丿賱 賲賵鬲丕賸. 賵賲賷夭丕賳賴 丕賱亘賳丿賯賷丞. 兀亘賳丕丐賴購
氐賱亘賵丕 賮賶 丕賱賲賷丕丿賷賳. 兀賵 卮賳賯賵丕 賮賶 夭賵丕賷丕 丕賱賲丿賳.
賯賱鬲: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱毓丿賱 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟.. 賱賰賳賴 賱賲 賷賰賳.
兀氐亘丨 丕賱毓丿賱 賲賱賰丕賸 賱賲賳 噩賱爻賵丕 賮賵賯 毓乇卮 丕賱噩賲丕噩賲 亘丕賱胤賷賱爻丕賳 鈥�
丕賱賰賮賳!
鈥� 鈥� 鈥�
賵乇兀賶 丕賱乇亘 匕賱賰 睾賷乇 丨爻賳賿!
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賯賱鬲: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱毓賯賱 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟..
鬲氐睾賶 廿賱賶 氐賵鬲賴 丕賱賲鬲夭賳.
賯賱鬲: 賴賱 賷亘鬲賳賶 丕賱胤賷乇 兀毓卮丕卮賴 賮賶 賮賲 丕賱兀賮毓賵丕賳.
賴賱 丕賱丿賵丿 賷爻賰賳 賮賶 賱賴亘 丕賱賳丕乇. 賵丕賱亘賵賲 賴賱
賷囟毓 丕賱賰丨賱 賮賶 賴丿亘 毓賷賳賷賴. 賴賱 賷亘匕乇 丕賱賲賱丨
賲賳 賷乇鬲噩賶 丕賱賯賲丨 丨賷賳 賷丿賵乇 锟斤拷賱夭賲賳責
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賵乇兀賷鬲 丕亘賳 丌丿賲 賵賴賵 賷噩賳. 賮賷賯鬲賱毓 丕賱卮噩乇 丕賱賲鬲胤丕賵賱.
賷亘氐賯 賮賶 丕賱亘卅乇 賷賱賯賶 毓賱賶 氐賮丨丞 丕賱賳賴乇 亘丕賱夭賷鬲.
賷爻賰賳 賮賶 丕賱亘賷鬲貨 孬賲 賷禺亘卅 賮賶 兀爻賮賱 丕賱亘丕亘
賯賳亘賱丞 丕賱賲賵鬲. 賷丐賵賶 丕賱毓賯丕乇亘 賮賶 丿賮亍 兀囟賱丕毓賴.
賵賷賵乇孬 兀亘賳丕亍賴 丿賷賳賴.. 賵丕爻賲賴.. 賵賯賲賷氐 丕賱賮鬲賳.
兀氐亘丨 丕賱毓賯賱 賲睾鬲乇亘丕賸 賷鬲爻賵賱. 賷賯匕賮賴 氐亘賷丞
亘丕賱丨噩丕乇丞. 賷賵賯賮賴 丕賱噩賳丿 毓賳丿 丕賱丨丿賵丿. 賵鬲爻丨亘
賲賳賴 丕賱丨賰賵賲丕鬲 噩賳爻賷丞 丕賱賵胤賳賶.. 賵鬲丿乇噩賴 賮賶
賯賵丕卅賲 賲賳 賷賰乇賴賵賳 丕賱賵胤賳.
賯賱鬲: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱毓賯賱 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟. 賱賰賳賴 賱賲 賷賰賳.
爻賯胤 丕賱毓賯賱 賮賶 丿賵乇丞 丕賱賳賮賶 賵丕賱爻噩賳.. 丨鬲賶 賷噩賳
鈥� 鈥� 鈥� 鈥�
賵乇兀賶 丕賱乇亘 匕賱賰 睾賷乇 丨爻賳!
(丕賱廿氐丨丕丨 丕賱乇丕亘毓)
賯賱鬲: 賮賱鬲賰賳 丕賱乇賷丨 賮賶 丕賱兀乇囟貨 鬲賰賳爻 賴匕丕 丕賱毓賮賳
賯賱鬲: 賮賱鬲賰賳 丕賱乇賷丨 賵丕賱丿賲鈥� 鬲賯鬲賱毓 丕賱乇賷丨 賴爻賴爻丞責
丕賱賵乇賯 丕賱匕丕亘賱 丕賱賲鬲卮亘孬. 賷賳丿賱毓 丕賱丿賲 丨鬲賶
丕賱噩匕賵乇 賮賷夭賴乇賴丕 賵賷胤賴乇賴丕. 孬賲 賷氐毓丿 賮賶
丕賱爻賵賯.. 賵丕賱賵乇賯 丕賱賲鬲卮丕亘賰. 賵丕賱孬賲乇 丕賱賲鬲丿賱賶貨
賮賷毓氐乇賴 丕賱毓丕氐乇賵賳 賳亘賷匕丕賸 賷夭睾乇丿 賮賶 賰賱 丿賳.
賯賱鬲: 賮賱賷賰賳 丕賱丿賲 賳賴乇丕賸 賲賳 丕賱卮賴丿 賷賳爻丕亘 鬲丨鬲 賮乇丕丿賷爻 毓丿賳.
賴匕賴 丕賱兀乇囟 丨爻賳丕亍. 夭賷賳鬲賴丕 丕賱賮賯乇丕亍 賱賴賲 鬲鬲胤賷亘.
賷毓胤賵賳賴丕 丕賱丨亘. 鬲毓胤賷賴賲 丕賱賳爻賱 賵丕賱賰亘乇賷丕亍.
賯賱鬲: 賱丕 賷爻賰賳 丕賱兀睾賳賷丕亍 亘賴丕. 丕賱兀睾賳賷丕亍 丕賱匕賷賳
賷氐賵睾賵賳 賲賳 毓乇賯 丕賱兀噩乇丕亍 賳賯賵丿 夭賳丕.. 賵賱丌賱卅
鬲丕噩. 賵兀賯乇丕胤 毓丕噩.. 賵賲爻亘丨丞 賱賱乇賷丕亍.
廿賳賳賶 兀賵賱 丕賱賮賯乇丕亍 丕賱匕賷賳 賷毓賷卮賵賳 賲睾鬲乇亘賷賳貨
賷賲賵鬲賵賳 賲丨鬲爻亘賷賳 賱丿賶 丕賱毓夭丕亍.
賯賱鬲: 賮賱鬲賰賳 丕賱兀乇囟 賱賶.. 賵賱賴賲!
(賵兀賳丕 亘賷賳賴賲)
丨賷賳 兀禺賱毓 毓賳賶 孬賷丕亘 丕賱爻賲丕亍.
賮兀賳丕 兀鬲賯丿爻 鈥� 賮賶 氐乇禺丞 丕賱噩賵毓 鈥� 賮賵賯 丕賱賮乇丕卮 丕賱禺卮賳!
(丕賱廿氐丨丕丨 丕賱禺丕賲爻)
丨丿賯鬲 賮賶 丕賱氐禺乇貨 賵賮賶 丕賱賷賳亘賵毓
乇兀賷鬲 賵噩賴賶 賮賶 爻賲丕鬲 丕賱噩賵毓!
丨丿賯鬲 賮賶 噩亘賷賳賶 丕賱賲賯賱賵亘
乇兀賷鬲賳賶 : 丕賱氐賱賷亘 賵丕賱賲氐賱賵亘
氐乇禺鬲 鈥� 賰賳鬲 禺丕乇噩丕賸 賲賳 乇丨賲 丕賱賴賳丕亍丞
氐乇禺鬲貨 兀胤賱亘 丕賱亘乇丕亍丞
賰賷賳賵賳鬲賶: 賲卮賳賯鬲賶
賵丨亘賱賶 丕賱爻乇賶:
丨亘賱赖丕
丕賱賲賯胤賵毓!
February 6, 2019
The intensity of the long novels of Dostoevsky is compressed in the novella Notes from Underground where the underground man narrates his tale of spite and nastiness in one hundred and thirty pages. However, the intensity is compressed even more, in a kind of super-intensity, as the ridiculous man narrates his fantastic, hallucinogenic tale in the twenty page story The Dream of a Ridiculous Man.
I first read this story years ago and the images made a deep impression. I just did complete rereading the story five times over and each reading made a progressively deeper impression. I recall Isaac Stern saying how one string quartet of Franz Schubert was absolutely perfect, that is, the piece was composed so exactly every single note fit with every other note. That is the way I feel about this work of Dostoevsky - even in English translation, every single sentence, every word even, is a jewel and is perfectly set to work within the story as a whole. What a masterpiece!
We read right at the beginning how the ridiculous man knows he himself is ridiculous and reflects on life as follows: "Perhaps it was owing to the terrible misery that was growing in my soul through something which was of more consequence than anything else about me: that something was the conviction that had come upon me that nothing in the world mattered."
We follow the ridiculous man as he walks the dank streets during a gloomy, rainy evening, and, seeing a star in a particular way, knows this is the evening he will kill himself. Unexpectedly, he then has an encounter with a terrorized, soaked eight year old girl. We follow the ridiculous man back to his flat where he sits in solitude in his chair with his revolver on the table. The ridiculous man thinks his ridiculous thoughts, "It seemed clear to me that life and the world somehow depended on me. I may almost say that the world now seemed created for me along; if I shot myself the world would cease to be at least for me." Who hasn't had their own stream of thought follow a similar logic, even if we sit in our chair without a revolver on the table? Dostoevsky knows the soul of man so well!
The ridiculous man falls asleep in his chair and has his unforgettable dream, which, in a way, is a crystallization and elaboration of the fragmentary dreams every one of us have experienced, either consciously or unconsciously. "And now I was buried in the earth. They all went away, I was left along, utterly alone." After being lead to a world very much like our own, the ridiculous man encounters a people and tells us, "And at last I saw and knew the people of this happy land. They came to me of themselves, they surrounded me, kissed me." Experiencing the beauty of these people, the ridiculous man tells us, "They liked making songs about one another, and praised each other like children; they were the simplest songs, but they sprang from their hearts and went to one's heart."
On a personal note, this is one image I remember from my first reading years ago. Perhaps the reason is my own abiding memory of growing up was how everybody mocked and discounted and belittled one another. As a youth, taking the words and attitudes of those around me, I did the same thing. It was a kind of cultural infection, a sickness, and it wasn't until I was in college that I saw it for exactly what it was - a sickness. As usual, Dostoevsky has his finger right on the pulse here.
I wouldn't want to spoil the ending for anybody by telling how the dream continues and finally ends, but I would like to quote what the ridiculous man says to us toward the end, "And yet it's an old truth which has been told and retold a billion times - but it has not formed part of our lives!" What is the old truth? What has not formed part of our lives? To find out exactly, please read and plumb the depths of your own soul as you follow the ridiculous man on his miraculous journey.
August 4, 2016
賱賰兀賳 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賯丿 賵噩丿 賱兀噩賱賷 賵丨丿賷
賮賷賰賮賷 丕賳 丕胤賱賯 丕賱賳丕乇 毓賱賷 丨鬲賶 賷禺鬲賮賷 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賵 賱丕 賷毓賵丿 賲賵噩賵丿丕
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賵鬲毓胤卮賵丕 賱賱毓匕丕亘
賮賯丕賱賵丕 廿賳 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賱丕鬲購亘賿賱睾購 廿賱丕 亘丕賱毓匕丕亘
賵毓賳丿 匕賱賰 馗賴乇 丕賱毓賱賲購 毓賳丿賴賲
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸 兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞
賵賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞
賵 賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳 鬲氐賵賳賴丕
賵 賱兀噩賱 鬲胤亘賷賯 丕賱賯賵丕賳賷賳 賳氐亘賵丕 丕賱賲賯氐賱丞
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- 亘毓丿 丕賱丨乇賵亘 爻毓賶(丕賱丨賰賲丕亍) 亘爻乇毓丞 廿賱賶 鬲氐賮賷丞 (睾賷乇 丕賱丨賰賲丕亍) 噩賲賷毓丕賸
賲賲賳 賱丕賷賮賴賲賵賳 兀賮賰丕乇賴賲貙 賰賷 賱丕賷毓賷賯賵丕 丕賱丕賳鬲氐丕乇
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毓賳丿賲丕 賷賯乇乇 丕賳 賷賲賵鬲 賷賳丕賲 賮賷丨賱賲 丕賳賴 匕賴亘 丕賱賷 賰賵賰亘 丕禺乇 賲噩乇丞 丕禺乇賷 亘卮乇 丕禺乇賵賳 ..毓丕卮 亘丿丕賷丞 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賰夭丕卅乇 賵賲卮丕賴丿 賱胤乇賷賯丞 丕賱禺賱賯 賲賳匕 丕賱亘丿丕賷丞
卮丕賴丿 兀亘賳丕亍 丕賱亘卮乇 賲賳匕 丕賱禺賱賯 賱賷卮丕賴丿 賰賷賮 賰丕賳鬲 丕賱丕乇囟 噩賳丞
賰賷賮 賰丕賳 丕賱亘卮乇 丕禺賵丞
賳賴丕乇賴賲 賵賱賷賱賴賲 賮乇丨
毓賳丿賲丕 鬲賳賯賱亘 丕賱噩賳丞 丕賱賷 噩丨賷賲 亘爻亘亘 賰匕亘丞 賲賳賴 賴賵 丕賱丿禺賷賱
賵鬲賳卮乇 毓丕丿丞 丕賱賰匕亘 賮賷 賲賱丕卅賰丞 丕賱亘卮乇 賱賷卮毓乇賵 亘賲鬲毓丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞
賱鬲氐亘丨 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 毓賳丿 丕賱亘卮乇 毓丕丿丞
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鬲賳鬲賯賱 丕賱毓丿賵賷 亘賷賳 丕賱亘卮乇 賱賷氐亘丨 丕賱賯鬲賱 賵鬲丨丕賱賮丕鬲 卮賷 噩賷丿丕
賱鬲馗賴乇 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵賷氐亘丨 賯鬲賱 丕賱丨賷賵丕賳 賮胤乇丞
賵賯鬲賱 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳 賷氐亘丨 丕賱亘賯丕亍 賱賱兀賯賵賷
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賵賯丿 亘賱睾鬲購 賲賳 卮丿賾丞 毓丿賲 丕賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲購 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞
兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞
兀丨爻 賮賷賴丕 兀賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯購 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲
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乇睾賲 兀賳 丕賱兀卮賷丕亍 丨賵賱賷 賲丕 賰丕賳鬲 鬲毓賳賷賳賷
廿賱丕 兀賳賳賷 賰賳鬲購 兀購丨爻購賾 -毓賱賶 爻亘賷賱 丕賱賲孬丕賱 亘丕賱兀賱賲
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賱丕 卮賷亍 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賷爻鬲丨賽賭賯 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲
賰丕賳 丕賱兀賲乇 賮賷賲丕 賲囟賶 賲噩乇丿 卮賰 賱賰賳賳賷 廿賯鬲賳毓鬲 亘毓丿 匕賱賰 亘賯賳丕毓丞賺 賰丕賲賽賭賱賭丞
賵 兀賷賯賻賳鬲 賮噩兀丞 亘匕賱賰 賷賯賷賳丕賸 賱丕 賲丨賷丿賻 毓賳賴
亘睾賽鬲賾賭丞 卮毓乇鬲 兀賳賳賷 賱爻鬲購 賲賻毓賳賷賻賾賭丕賸 爻賵丕亍 賵購噩賽丿賻 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賻賭賲 兀賵 賱賲 賷賵噩賻賭丿
賵 亘丿兀鬲購 兀卮毓購乇 賵 兀丨爻 亘賰賱 噩賵丕乇丨賷 兀賳 賱丕 卮賷亍 賵購噩賽丿賻 兀孬賳丕亍 賵噩賵丿賷 兀賳丕
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兀賳丕 乇噩賱 賲囟丨賰貙 賵 賴賲 賷賳鬲毓鬲賵賳賳賷 丕賱丌賳 亘丕賱賲噩賳賵賳 貙 賵 賯丿 賰丕賳 賲賳 卮兀賳 賴匕 丕 丕賱賳毓鬲 丕賳 賷賰賵賳 乇賮毓丕 賲賳 賯丿乇賷 賱賵 丕賳賴賲 鬲乇丕噩毓賵丕 毓賳 丕毓鬲亘丕乇賷 賲囟丨賰丕貙 賰賲丕 賮毓賱賵丕 賮賷 丕賱爻丕亘賯. 賱賰賳賳賷 亘毓丿 丕賱賷賵賲 賱賳 丕睾囟亘 毓賱賷賴賲貙 賮噩賲賷毓賴賲 賱胤賮丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 丨鬲賶 賵 賴賲 賷賴夭丐賵賵賳 亘賷貙 亘賱 賱毓賱賴賲 賷氐亘丨賵賳 丕賰孬乇 丕胤賮丕 丨賷賳 賷賮毓賱賵賳 匕賱賰貙 賵 賱賵 賱賲 丕賰賳 卮丿賷丿 丕賱丨夭賳 賵 丕賳丕 丕賳馗乇 丕賱賷賴賲 賱囟丨賰鬲 賲毓賴賲 鈥� 賱賷爻 毓賱賶 賳賮爻賷 亘丕賱胤亘毓 鈥� 賵 賱賰賳 賱賰賷 丕爻乇賷 毓賳賴賲貙 卮丿賷丿 丕賱夭 賱兀賳賷 丕乇丕賴賲 賷噩賴賱賵賳 丕賱丨賯賷丞 亘賷賳賲丕 丕毓乇賮賴丕 丕賳丕 貙 賲丕 丕氐毓亘 丕賱兀賲乇 毓賱賶 賲賳 賷毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賵丨丿賴貙 丕賳賴賲 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕 匕賱賰
賱丕 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕責
賮賷賰賮賷 丕賳 丕胤賱賯 丕賱賳丕乇 毓賱賷 丨鬲賶 賷禺鬲賮賷 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賵 賱丕 賷毓賵丿 賲賵噩賵丿丕
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賵鬲毓胤卮賵丕 賱賱毓匕丕亘
賮賯丕賱賵丕 廿賳 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賱丕鬲購亘賿賱睾購 廿賱丕 亘丕賱毓匕丕亘
賵毓賳丿 匕賱賰 馗賴乇 丕賱毓賱賲購 毓賳丿賴賲
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸 兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞
賵賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞
賵 賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳 鬲氐賵賳賴丕
賵 賱兀噩賱 鬲胤亘賷賯 丕賱賯賵丕賳賷賳 賳氐亘賵丕 丕賱賲賯氐賱丞
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- 亘毓丿 丕賱丨乇賵亘 爻毓賶(丕賱丨賰賲丕亍) 亘爻乇毓丞 廿賱賶 鬲氐賮賷丞 (睾賷乇 丕賱丨賰賲丕亍) 噩賲賷毓丕賸
賲賲賳 賱丕賷賮賴賲賵賳 兀賮賰丕乇賴賲貙 賰賷 賱丕賷毓賷賯賵丕 丕賱丕賳鬲氐丕乇
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毓賳丿賲丕 賷賯乇乇 丕賳 賷賲賵鬲 賷賳丕賲 賮賷丨賱賲 丕賳賴 匕賴亘 丕賱賷 賰賵賰亘 丕禺乇 賲噩乇丞 丕禺乇賷 亘卮乇 丕禺乇賵賳 ..毓丕卮 亘丿丕賷丞 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賰夭丕卅乇 賵賲卮丕賴丿 賱胤乇賷賯丞 丕賱禺賱賯 賲賳匕 丕賱亘丿丕賷丞
卮丕賴丿 兀亘賳丕亍 丕賱亘卮乇 賲賳匕 丕賱禺賱賯 賱賷卮丕賴丿 賰賷賮 賰丕賳鬲 丕賱丕乇囟 噩賳丞
賰賷賮 賰丕賳 丕賱亘卮乇 丕禺賵丞
賳賴丕乇賴賲 賵賱賷賱賴賲 賮乇丨
毓賳丿賲丕 鬲賳賯賱亘 丕賱噩賳丞 丕賱賷 噩丨賷賲 亘爻亘亘 賰匕亘丞 賲賳賴 賴賵 丕賱丿禺賷賱
賵鬲賳卮乇 毓丕丿丞 丕賱賰匕亘 賮賷 賲賱丕卅賰丞 丕賱亘卮乇 賱賷卮毓乇賵 亘賲鬲毓丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞
賱鬲氐亘丨 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 毓賳丿 丕賱亘卮乇 毓丕丿丞
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鬲賳鬲賯賱 丕賱毓丿賵賷 亘賷賳 丕賱亘卮乇 賱賷氐亘丨 丕賱賯鬲賱 賵鬲丨丕賱賮丕鬲 卮賷 噩賷丿丕
賱鬲馗賴乇 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵賷氐亘丨 賯鬲賱 丕賱丨賷賵丕賳 賮胤乇丞
賵賯鬲賱 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳 賷氐亘丨 丕賱亘賯丕亍 賱賱兀賯賵賷
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賵賯丿 亘賱睾鬲購 賲賳 卮丿賾丞 毓丿賲 丕賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲購 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞
兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞
兀丨爻 賮賷賴丕 兀賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯購 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲
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乇睾賲 兀賳 丕賱兀卮賷丕亍 丨賵賱賷 賲丕 賰丕賳鬲 鬲毓賳賷賳賷
廿賱丕 兀賳賳賷 賰賳鬲購 兀購丨爻購賾 -毓賱賶 爻亘賷賱 丕賱賲孬丕賱 亘丕賱兀賱賲
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賱丕 卮賷亍 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賷爻鬲丨賽賭賯 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲
賰丕賳 丕賱兀賲乇 賮賷賲丕 賲囟賶 賲噩乇丿 卮賰 賱賰賳賳賷 廿賯鬲賳毓鬲 亘毓丿 匕賱賰 亘賯賳丕毓丞賺 賰丕賲賽賭賱賭丞
賵 兀賷賯賻賳鬲 賮噩兀丞 亘匕賱賰 賷賯賷賳丕賸 賱丕 賲丨賷丿賻 毓賳賴
亘睾賽鬲賾賭丞 卮毓乇鬲 兀賳賳賷 賱爻鬲購 賲賻毓賳賷賻賾賭丕賸 爻賵丕亍 賵購噩賽丿賻 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賻賭賲 兀賵 賱賲 賷賵噩賻賭丿
賵 亘丿兀鬲購 兀卮毓購乇 賵 兀丨爻 亘賰賱 噩賵丕乇丨賷 兀賳 賱丕 卮賷亍 賵購噩賽丿賻 兀孬賳丕亍 賵噩賵丿賷 兀賳丕
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兀賳丕 乇噩賱 賲囟丨賰貙 賵 賴賲 賷賳鬲毓鬲賵賳賳賷 丕賱丌賳 亘丕賱賲噩賳賵賳 貙 賵 賯丿 賰丕賳 賲賳 卮兀賳 賴匕 丕 丕賱賳毓鬲 丕賳 賷賰賵賳 乇賮毓丕 賲賳 賯丿乇賷 賱賵 丕賳賴賲 鬲乇丕噩毓賵丕 毓賳 丕毓鬲亘丕乇賷 賲囟丨賰丕貙 賰賲丕 賮毓賱賵丕 賮賷 丕賱爻丕亘賯. 賱賰賳賳賷 亘毓丿 丕賱賷賵賲 賱賳 丕睾囟亘 毓賱賷賴賲貙 賮噩賲賷毓賴賲 賱胤賮丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賷 丨鬲賶 賵 賴賲 賷賴夭丐賵賵賳 亘賷貙 亘賱 賱毓賱賴賲 賷氐亘丨賵賳 丕賰孬乇 丕胤賮丕 丨賷賳 賷賮毓賱賵賳 匕賱賰貙 賵 賱賵 賱賲 丕賰賳 卮丿賷丿 丕賱丨夭賳 賵 丕賳丕 丕賳馗乇 丕賱賷賴賲 賱囟丨賰鬲 賲毓賴賲 鈥� 賱賷爻 毓賱賶 賳賮爻賷 亘丕賱胤亘毓 鈥� 賵 賱賰賳 賱賰賷 丕爻乇賷 毓賳賴賲貙 卮丿賷丿 丕賱夭 賱兀賳賷 丕乇丕賴賲 賷噩賴賱賵賳 丕賱丨賯賷丞 亘賷賳賲丕 丕毓乇賮賴丕 丕賳丕 貙 賲丕 丕氐毓亘 丕賱兀賲乇 毓賱賶 賲賳 賷毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賵丨丿賴貙 丕賳賴賲 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕 匕賱賰
賱丕 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕責
December 16, 2017
"兀氐亘丨鬲購 賮噩兀丞賸 賱丕 兀睾囟亘購 賲賳 丕賱賳丕爻貙 亘賱 賲丕 毓購丿鬲購 兀賱丕丨馗購 賵噩賵丿賻賴賲."
賮賷 賷賵賲賺 賲丕 賲賳 兀賷丕賲 丕賱丿乇丕爻丞貙 賰賳鬲 賮賷 賲賰鬲亘丞 丕賱噩丕賲毓丞 賵亘賷賳賲丕 兀賳丕 兀鬲噩賵賾賱 亘賷賳 乇賮賵賮 丕賱賰鬲亘貙 鬲賳丕賵賱鬲 賲噩賱丿丕賸 囟禺賲丕賸 賱賲 兀爻鬲胤毓 賯乇丕亍丞 丕爻賲 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 賱氐毓賵亘鬲賴貙 賱賰賳 毓賳賵丕賳賴 丕賳胤亘毓 賮賷 匕賴賳賷 "丕賱噩乇賷賲丞 賵丕賱毓賯丕亘".. 賵賱爻亘亘 賲丕 賱賲 丕爻鬲毓賷乇賴. 賵亘毓丿 賲丕 賷賯丕乇亘 丕賱爻賳鬲賷賳貙 賯乇乇鬲 賯乇丕亍鬲賴丕貙 乇睾賲 兀賳賳賷 賰賳鬲 兀噩丿 氐毓賵亘丞 亘丕賱睾丞 賮賷 賯乇丕亍丞 丕爻賲 丕賱賲丐賱賮 賵兀賱賮馗賴 兀賷囟丕賸 亘卮賰賱 禺丕胤卅. 賵賲丕 廿賳 卮乇毓鬲 亘賯乇丕卅鬲賴丕 丨鬲賶 兀侔氐賽亘鬲 亘丨丕賱丞 賲賳 丕賱丕賳亘賴丕乇 丕賱賲賲夭賵噩 亘丕賱禺賵賮 賵丕賱賳丿賲貙 丕賱丕賳亘賴丕乇 賲賳 乇賵毓丞 丕賱兀爻賱賵亘 賵丕賱兀賮賰丕乇貙 賵丕賱禺賵賮 賱兀賳賳賷 卮毓乇鬲 亘兀賳 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 賷睾賵氐 賮賷 兀毓賲丕賯 爻賵賷丿丕卅賷 賵賷賰卮賮 賱賷 丨賯丕卅賯丕賸 毓賳 賳賮爻賷 賱賲 兀賰賳 兀馗賳 亘兀賳賴丕 賲賵噩賵丿丞貙 賵丕賱賳丿賲 賱兀賳賳賷 賱賲 兀鬲毓乇賾賮 毓賱賷賴 賲賳 賯亘賱! 毓賳丿賲丕 亘丕卮乇鬲 亘毓賲賱賷 丕賱兀賵賱貙 鬲毓乇賾賮鬲 毓賱賶 夭賲賷賱鬲賷 賵氐丿賷賯鬲賷貙 賲賷爻丕亍貙 丕賱鬲賷 賰丕賳鬲 鬲購丨亘 丿賵爻賵賷賮爻賰賷 賰孬賷乇丕賸 賵賴賷 賲賳 毓賱賾賲鬲賳賷 賱賮馗 丕爻賲賴 亘丕賱胤乇賷賯丞 丕賱氐丨賷丨丞貙 賵賴賷 賲賳 賳氐丨鬲賳賷 亘兀賳 丕賯乇兀 賱賴 兀賰孬乇. 賵賰丕賳鬲 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐丞 丕賱賯氐賷乇丞 兀賵賱賶 鬲賵氐賷丕鬲賴丕 賱賷. 賵亘賴匕賴 丕賱胤乇賷賯丞 毓乇賮鬲 丕賱丨賰賷賲 賵丕賱賲毓賱賾賲 丕賱兀賵賱貙 賮賷丿賵乇 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷..
兀毓賵丿 丕賱丌賳 賱賱丨丿賷孬 毓賳 丕賱賯氐丞:
賰孬賷乇丕賸 賲丕 賳氐賱 廿賱賶 鬲賱賰 丕賱賱丨馗丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷毓鬲乇賷賳丕 賮賷賴丕 丕賱卮毓賵乇 亘賮賯丿丕賳 賰賱 賲毓丕賳賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞貙 賵賷氐亘丨 丕賱鬲賮賰賷乇 亘賵囟毓 丨丿 賱丨賷丕鬲賳丕 賴丕噩爻丕賸 賲丐乇賾賯丕賸.. 賵賮賷 鬲賱賰 丕賱丨丕賱丞 賲賳 丕賱賷兀爻 賷丨丿孬 賱賳丕 丨丕丿孬 賯丿 賷賰賵賳 亘爻賷胤丕賸 兀賵 鬲丕賮賴丕賸 賮賷毓賷丿 賱賳丕 丕賱乇睾亘丞 亘丕賱毓賷卮 賲乇賾丞 兀禺乇賶 乇睾賲 賰賱 兀賱賲 賵賲毓丕賳丕丞.
賵賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱賯氐丞 賷丨賱賲 亘胤賱賳丕 丕賱賲囟丨賰貙 丕賱匕賷 兀賵卮賰 毓丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇貙 亘兀賳賾賴 賷丨賱賾賯 亘毓賷丿丕賸 賵賷氐賱 廿賱賶 兀乇囟 噩丿賷丿丞貙 兀賱丕 賵賴賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞 賮賷 亘丿丕賷丞 賳卮兀鬲賴丕 賵亘乇丕卅鬲賴丕貙 賮賷乇賶 亘卮乇丕賸 賷丨賷賵賳 亘丨亘貙 賮賱丕 賵噩賵丿 賱賱卮乇 賵丕賱丨賯丿 賵丕賱睾賷乇丞 兀賵 兀賷 賲卮丕毓乇 爻賱亘賷丞 兀賵 爻賵丿丕亍貙 賵亘毓丿賴丕 鬲亘丿兀 亘匕賵乇 丕賱賰匕亘 賵丕賱睾賷乇丞 亘丕賱鬲爻賱賱 廿賱賶 兀毓賲丕賯 兀賵賱卅賰 丕賱賳丕爻貙 賵鬲亘丿兀 丕賱卮乇賵乇 賵丕賱丨乇賵亘 亘丕賱丕卮鬲毓丕賱 賵丕賱丕賳賮噩丕乇貙 賵賷毓賵丿 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 賲賳 噩丿賷丿 賱賷亘丨孬 毓賳 亘乇丕卅鬲賴 丕賱兀賵賱賶貙 亘乇丕卅鬲賴 丕賱鬲賷 鬲賯賳賾毓鬲 亘兀賯賳毓丞 丕賱夭賷賮 賵丕賱賰匕亘 賵丕賱卮乇.. 賵賴賰匕丕 鬲毓賵丿 丕賱乇睾亘丞 亘丕賱丨賷丕丞 賱氐丕丨亘賳丕..
廿賳 兀毓賲丕賱 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷 鬲丨賲賱 賱賳丕 丕賱毓丿賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賲卮丕毓乇 丕賱賲禺鬲賱胤丞貙 賵鬲丿賮毓賳丕 賱賱鬲賮賰賷乇 丕賱毓賲賷賯貙 丨鬲賶 亘兀丨賱丕賲賳丕!
"賵賴賱 丨賷丕鬲賳丕 兀賰孬乇 賲賳 丨賱賲責!"
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賮賷 賷賵賲賺 賲丕 賲賳 兀賷丕賲 丕賱丿乇丕爻丞貙 賰賳鬲 賮賷 賲賰鬲亘丞 丕賱噩丕賲毓丞 賵亘賷賳賲丕 兀賳丕 兀鬲噩賵賾賱 亘賷賳 乇賮賵賮 丕賱賰鬲亘貙 鬲賳丕賵賱鬲 賲噩賱丿丕賸 囟禺賲丕賸 賱賲 兀爻鬲胤毓 賯乇丕亍丞 丕爻賲 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 賱氐毓賵亘鬲賴貙 賱賰賳 毓賳賵丕賳賴 丕賳胤亘毓 賮賷 匕賴賳賷 "丕賱噩乇賷賲丞 賵丕賱毓賯丕亘".. 賵賱爻亘亘 賲丕 賱賲 丕爻鬲毓賷乇賴. 賵亘毓丿 賲丕 賷賯丕乇亘 丕賱爻賳鬲賷賳貙 賯乇乇鬲 賯乇丕亍鬲賴丕貙 乇睾賲 兀賳賳賷 賰賳鬲 兀噩丿 氐毓賵亘丞 亘丕賱睾丞 賮賷 賯乇丕亍丞 丕爻賲 丕賱賲丐賱賮 賵兀賱賮馗賴 兀賷囟丕賸 亘卮賰賱 禺丕胤卅. 賵賲丕 廿賳 卮乇毓鬲 亘賯乇丕卅鬲賴丕 丨鬲賶 兀侔氐賽亘鬲 亘丨丕賱丞 賲賳 丕賱丕賳亘賴丕乇 丕賱賲賲夭賵噩 亘丕賱禺賵賮 賵丕賱賳丿賲貙 丕賱丕賳亘賴丕乇 賲賳 乇賵毓丞 丕賱兀爻賱賵亘 賵丕賱兀賮賰丕乇貙 賵丕賱禺賵賮 賱兀賳賳賷 卮毓乇鬲 亘兀賳 丕賱賰丕鬲亘 賷睾賵氐 賮賷 兀毓賲丕賯 爻賵賷丿丕卅賷 賵賷賰卮賮 賱賷 丨賯丕卅賯丕賸 毓賳 賳賮爻賷 賱賲 兀賰賳 兀馗賳 亘兀賳賴丕 賲賵噩賵丿丞貙 賵丕賱賳丿賲 賱兀賳賳賷 賱賲 兀鬲毓乇賾賮 毓賱賷賴 賲賳 賯亘賱! 毓賳丿賲丕 亘丕卮乇鬲 亘毓賲賱賷 丕賱兀賵賱貙 鬲毓乇賾賮鬲 毓賱賶 夭賲賷賱鬲賷 賵氐丿賷賯鬲賷貙 賲賷爻丕亍貙 丕賱鬲賷 賰丕賳鬲 鬲購丨亘 丿賵爻賵賷賮爻賰賷 賰孬賷乇丕賸 賵賴賷 賲賳 毓賱賾賲鬲賳賷 賱賮馗 丕爻賲賴 亘丕賱胤乇賷賯丞 丕賱氐丨賷丨丞貙 賵賴賷 賲賳 賳氐丨鬲賳賷 亘兀賳 丕賯乇兀 賱賴 兀賰孬乇. 賵賰丕賳鬲 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐丞 丕賱賯氐賷乇丞 兀賵賱賶 鬲賵氐賷丕鬲賴丕 賱賷. 賵亘賴匕賴 丕賱胤乇賷賯丞 毓乇賮鬲 丕賱丨賰賷賲 賵丕賱賲毓賱賾賲 丕賱兀賵賱貙 賮賷丿賵乇 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷..
兀毓賵丿 丕賱丌賳 賱賱丨丿賷孬 毓賳 丕賱賯氐丞:
賰孬賷乇丕賸 賲丕 賳氐賱 廿賱賶 鬲賱賰 丕賱賱丨馗丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷毓鬲乇賷賳丕 賮賷賴丕 丕賱卮毓賵乇 亘賮賯丿丕賳 賰賱 賲毓丕賳賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞貙 賵賷氐亘丨 丕賱鬲賮賰賷乇 亘賵囟毓 丨丿 賱丨賷丕鬲賳丕 賴丕噩爻丕賸 賲丐乇賾賯丕賸.. 賵賮賷 鬲賱賰 丕賱丨丕賱丞 賲賳 丕賱賷兀爻 賷丨丿孬 賱賳丕 丨丕丿孬 賯丿 賷賰賵賳 亘爻賷胤丕賸 兀賵 鬲丕賮賴丕賸 賮賷毓賷丿 賱賳丕 丕賱乇睾亘丞 亘丕賱毓賷卮 賲乇賾丞 兀禺乇賶 乇睾賲 賰賱 兀賱賲 賵賲毓丕賳丕丞.
賵賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱賯氐丞 賷丨賱賲 亘胤賱賳丕 丕賱賲囟丨賰貙 丕賱匕賷 兀賵卮賰 毓丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇貙 亘兀賳賾賴 賷丨賱賾賯 亘毓賷丿丕賸 賵賷氐賱 廿賱賶 兀乇囟 噩丿賷丿丞貙 兀賱丕 賵賴賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞 賮賷 亘丿丕賷丞 賳卮兀鬲賴丕 賵亘乇丕卅鬲賴丕貙 賮賷乇賶 亘卮乇丕賸 賷丨賷賵賳 亘丨亘貙 賮賱丕 賵噩賵丿 賱賱卮乇 賵丕賱丨賯丿 賵丕賱睾賷乇丞 兀賵 兀賷 賲卮丕毓乇 爻賱亘賷丞 兀賵 爻賵丿丕亍貙 賵亘毓丿賴丕 鬲亘丿兀 亘匕賵乇 丕賱賰匕亘 賵丕賱睾賷乇丞 亘丕賱鬲爻賱賱 廿賱賶 兀毓賲丕賯 兀賵賱卅賰 丕賱賳丕爻貙 賵鬲亘丿兀 丕賱卮乇賵乇 賵丕賱丨乇賵亘 亘丕賱丕卮鬲毓丕賱 賵丕賱丕賳賮噩丕乇貙 賵賷毓賵丿 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳 賲賳 噩丿賷丿 賱賷亘丨孬 毓賳 亘乇丕卅鬲賴 丕賱兀賵賱賶貙 亘乇丕卅鬲賴 丕賱鬲賷 鬲賯賳賾毓鬲 亘兀賯賳毓丞 丕賱夭賷賮 賵丕賱賰匕亘 賵丕賱卮乇.. 賵賴賰匕丕 鬲毓賵丿 丕賱乇睾亘丞 亘丕賱丨賷丕丞 賱氐丕丨亘賳丕..
廿賳 兀毓賲丕賱 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷 鬲丨賲賱 賱賳丕 丕賱毓丿賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賲卮丕毓乇 丕賱賲禺鬲賱胤丞貙 賵鬲丿賮毓賳丕 賱賱鬲賮賰賷乇 丕賱毓賲賷賯貙 丨鬲賶 亘兀丨賱丕賲賳丕!
"賵賴賱 丨賷丕鬲賳丕 兀賰孬乇 賲賳 丨賱賲責!"
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January 27, 2018
鈥榊ou鈥檙e not Dostoevsky,鈥� said the citizeness, who was getting muddled by Koroviev.
鈥榃ell, who knows, who knows,鈥� he replied.
鈥楧ostoevsky鈥檚 dead,鈥� said the citizeness, but somehow not very confidently.
鈥業 protest!鈥� Behemoth exclaimed hotly. 鈥楧ostoevsky is immortal!鈥�
鈥� Mikhail Bulgakov, The Master and Margarita
I said it once and I'll say it again. This man knew and understood human nature like no one. His ability to explore the human psyche was outstanding. He wrote about every subject concerning human nature and he did it beautifully. This is the kind of writer who speaks to my soul, who helps me open my eyes and see things from a different perspective, who leaves me with this giant void ironically full of doubts in this absurd little world of ours and makes me think: 鈥淲e should totally be friends.鈥�
I love this writer. And I enjoyed this book; most of it, at least.
This short story is about a pessimist, apathetic man (he described himself as 鈥渞idiculous鈥�) who has been thinking about shooting himself for two months. Then, one rainy night, he made up his mind and decided to do it. While walking home, a girl came across and asked for his help; apparently, her mother wasn't feeling well. He rejected her and even insulted her, and went straight home. At first, that cruel passage kind of shocked me. We are talking about the same kind of indifference towards the world that Meursault felt (in my opinion), but somehow I found Dostoyevsky's protagonist dreadfully indifferent, even though the other one (but, still, other circumstances). He later explained why he acted that way. And then, he just couldn't stop thinking about that little girl. That fact delayed his suicide. Until he fell asleep and had a quite realistic dream. In that dream, he shot himself and realized he was dead; he was in a coffin, surrounded by darkness, unable to move. However, he could think, he was aware of everything that was going on around him. A miserable situation. And quite irritating, too. The man killed himself for a reason. No more existence, no more feeling, no more thinking. Imagine committing suicide only to find out that you'll keep thinking inside a coffin, for eternity. That would be hell, indeed. Suddenly, our world looks like paradise.
Anyway, more stuff happened. Conclusion? That dream changed the man. He started to look at life from a different point of view. It is a simple idea but well-executed. However, personally, I felt awkward while reading this. And I know, I complain about everything. I want a better world but when I read about it, I feel awkward, almost annoyed. Still, there is just so much LOVE in this short story that... I don't know. I loved the first part of it, but then the narrator's spiritual awakening takes over the whole thing and everything is so sweet and cheery, from perfect people shedding tears of joy to Love-a-Lot Bears vomiting rainbows made of honey. "They liked to compose songs about each other and praised each other like children." 鈥� You have to read it to understand...
That was a torturous chapter for me. Then, it got better. Then, preachy.
Anyhow, this is still a Dostoyevsky's story. And there are many insightful reflections to enjoy, as usual. Some beautifully written sentences that describe human nature in all its glory.
When they became wicked, they began to talk of brotherhood and humaneness and understood these ideas. When they became criminal, they invented justice and prescribed whole codices for themselves in order to maintain it, and to ensure the codices they set up the guillotine. (12)
Dostoyevsky, you are immortal.
May 25, 14 (apparently)
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October 8, 2022
賷丨賰賷 丿賵爻鬲賵賮爻賰賷 毓賳 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱兀賵賱賶 賵 毓賳 丕賱賲噩鬲賲毓 丕賱賲孬丕賱賷 賵 賯賷賲賴 賵 賰賷賮 賱賴 兀賳 賷乇鬲賯賷 兀賵 賷賳丿孬乇.
乇噩賱 賲購囟丨賽賰 乇睾賲賻 兀賳賴 賰丕賳 賷購囟丨賰 丕賱賳丕爻 賮賴賵 賯丿 爻卅賲 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 爻卅賲 丕賱賳丕爻 , 賱賲 鬲毓噩亘賴 賯賷賲賴賲 賵 兀賮賰丕乇賴賲 , 賵 夭賽丿 毓賱賷 匕賱賰 丿賵丕賲 爻禺乇賷鬲賴賲 賲賳賴 賵 賱賰賳 鬲睾賷乇 賰賱 賴匕丕 亘毓丿 賮鬲乇丞 , 賵 鬲賯亘賱 賴匕丕 , 亘賱 賵 丕毓鬲賯丿 兀賳賴 賲購囟丨賽賰 賮毓賱丕賸 ...
" 賵 兀氐丨亘鬲 賮噩丕丞賸 賱丕 兀睾囟亘 賲賳 丕賱賳丕爻 亘賱 賲丕 毓丿鬲 兀賱丕丨馗 賵噩賵丿賴賲. "
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀丿乇賰 兀賳賴 賱賲 賷毓丿 賷賴鬲賲 亘丨賷丕鬲賴 賯乇乇 丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇 鬲賱賰 丕賱丨賷丕丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷鬲丿丕賮毓賵賳 毓賱賷賴 爻賷賳賴賷賴丕 賮賷 孬丕賳賷丞 賵丕丨丿丞 賵 賱賰賳 兀賳賯匕鬲賴 賮賰乇丞 , 兀賳賯匕鬲賴 賮鬲丕丞 氐睾賷乇丞 鬲胤賱亘 賲賳賴 丕賱賲爻丕毓丿丞 賴賳丕 亘丿兀 賷亘乇夭 賱賴 亘毓囟 賲賳 賯賷賲丞 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 毓丕賵丿 丕賱鬲賮賰賷乇 賵 賰賷賮 爻賷賯鬲賱 賳賮爻賴 丕賳 賰丕賳 賱丿賷賴 兀爻卅賱丞 亘賱丕 廿噩丕亘丕鬲 責
賱賷賳丕賲賻 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰 賵 賷丨賱賲 - 乇亘賲丕 賴賵 丨賱賲賹 賱賳丕 賵 賱賰賳 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賴 賮賴賵 卮賷卅 丕賰亘乇 賲賳 匕賱賰 鈥�
丨賱賲賻 兀賳賴 賮賷 賲賰丕賳 丕禺乇 賰毓丕賱賲賺 賲賵丕夭賷 , 賲丕夭丕賱 丕賱賳丕爻 賮賷賴 毓賱賷 爻噩賷鬲賴賲 丕賱兀賵賱賷 , 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賷毓賷卮 丕賱賳丕爻 亘賱丕 兀丨賯丕丿 賵 賱丕 賰匕亘 賵 賱丕 胤賲毓 賵 亘賱丕 丨丕噩丞 賱賱毓賱賲 丨鬲賷 , 賷毓賷卮賵賳 賲毓 丕賱胤亘賷毓丞 賮賷 丕鬲噩丕賴 賵丕丨丿 賰爻賷賱 丕賱賲丕亍 丕賱噩丕乇賷 .
丨鬲賷 賷賰賵賳 賵氐賵賱賴 賳賯賲丞賸 毓賱賷賴賲 賵 亘丿丕賷丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱兀賵賱賷.
賴丕 賴賵 丕賱乇噩賱 毓賱賲賻 兀賳賴 賷賲賰賳 賱賱丨賷丕丞 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 毓丕丿賱丞賸 毓賱賲 兀賳 兀氐賱 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳 賴賵 丕賱禺賷乇 , 賮賲丕匕丕 爻賷賮毓賱 毓賳丿賲丕 賷爻鬲賷賯馗 責
" 賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸 兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵 賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇 , 賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞 賵 賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳 鬲氐賵賳賴丕 , 賵 賲丕 鬲匕賰乇賵丕 賲丕 賮賯丿賵賴 , 賵 乇賮囟賵丕 兀賳 賷氐丿賯賵丕 兀賳賴賲 賰丕賳賵丕 匕丕鬲 賷賵賲 爻毓丿丕亍 亘賱 爻禺乇賵丕 賲賳 丕賲賰丕賳賷丞 鬲丨賯賷賯 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 賵 爻賲賾賵賴 丨賱賲丕 賵 毓噩夭賵丕 毓賳 鬲氐賵乇賴 賮賷 卮賰賱 兀賵 賴賷卅丞 . "
賯氐丞 賯氐賷乇丞 乇丕卅毓丞 賳丕賮匕丞 賮賷 兀毓賲丕賯 丕賱賳賮爻賽 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞
乇噩賱 賲購囟丨賽賰 乇睾賲賻 兀賳賴 賰丕賳 賷購囟丨賰 丕賱賳丕爻 賮賴賵 賯丿 爻卅賲 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 爻卅賲 丕賱賳丕爻 , 賱賲 鬲毓噩亘賴 賯賷賲賴賲 賵 兀賮賰丕乇賴賲 , 賵 夭賽丿 毓賱賷 匕賱賰 丿賵丕賲 爻禺乇賷鬲賴賲 賲賳賴 賵 賱賰賳 鬲睾賷乇 賰賱 賴匕丕 亘毓丿 賮鬲乇丞 , 賵 鬲賯亘賱 賴匕丕 , 亘賱 賵 丕毓鬲賯丿 兀賳賴 賲購囟丨賽賰 賮毓賱丕賸 ...
" 賵 兀氐丨亘鬲 賮噩丕丞賸 賱丕 兀睾囟亘 賲賳 丕賱賳丕爻 亘賱 賲丕 毓丿鬲 兀賱丕丨馗 賵噩賵丿賴賲. "
賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀丿乇賰 兀賳賴 賱賲 賷毓丿 賷賴鬲賲 亘丨賷丕鬲賴 賯乇乇 丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇 鬲賱賰 丕賱丨賷丕丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷鬲丿丕賮毓賵賳 毓賱賷賴 爻賷賳賴賷賴丕 賮賷 孬丕賳賷丞 賵丕丨丿丞 賵 賱賰賳 兀賳賯匕鬲賴 賮賰乇丞 , 兀賳賯匕鬲賴 賮鬲丕丞 氐睾賷乇丞 鬲胤賱亘 賲賳賴 丕賱賲爻丕毓丿丞 賴賳丕 亘丿兀 賷亘乇夭 賱賴 亘毓囟 賲賳 賯賷賲丞 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 毓丕賵丿 丕賱鬲賮賰賷乇 賵 賰賷賮 爻賷賯鬲賱 賳賮爻賴 丕賳 賰丕賳 賱丿賷賴 兀爻卅賱丞 亘賱丕 廿噩丕亘丕鬲 責
賱賷賳丕賲賻 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰 賵 賷丨賱賲 - 乇亘賲丕 賴賵 丨賱賲賹 賱賳丕 賵 賱賰賳 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 賱賴 賮賴賵 卮賷卅 丕賰亘乇 賲賳 匕賱賰 鈥�
丨賱賲賻 兀賳賴 賮賷 賲賰丕賳 丕禺乇 賰毓丕賱賲賺 賲賵丕夭賷 , 賲丕夭丕賱 丕賱賳丕爻 賮賷賴 毓賱賷 爻噩賷鬲賴賲 丕賱兀賵賱賷 , 賮賷 賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賷毓賷卮 丕賱賳丕爻 亘賱丕 兀丨賯丕丿 賵 賱丕 賰匕亘 賵 賱丕 胤賲毓 賵 亘賱丕 丨丕噩丞 賱賱毓賱賲 丨鬲賷 , 賷毓賷卮賵賳 賲毓 丕賱胤亘賷毓丞 賮賷 丕鬲噩丕賴 賵丕丨丿 賰爻賷賱 丕賱賲丕亍 丕賱噩丕乇賷 .
丨鬲賷 賷賰賵賳 賵氐賵賱賴 賳賯賲丞賸 毓賱賷賴賲 賵 亘丿丕賷丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱兀賵賱賷.
賴丕 賴賵 丕賱乇噩賱 毓賱賲賻 兀賳賴 賷賲賰賳 賱賱丨賷丕丞 兀賳 鬲賰賵賳 毓丕丿賱丞賸 毓賱賲 兀賳 兀氐賱 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳 賴賵 丕賱禺賷乇 , 賮賲丕匕丕 爻賷賮毓賱 毓賳丿賲丕 賷爻鬲賷賯馗 責
" 賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸 兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵 賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇 , 賵 毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞 賵 賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳 鬲氐賵賳賴丕 , 賵 賲丕 鬲匕賰乇賵丕 賲丕 賮賯丿賵賴 , 賵 乇賮囟賵丕 兀賳 賷氐丿賯賵丕 兀賳賴賲 賰丕賳賵丕 匕丕鬲 賷賵賲 爻毓丿丕亍 亘賱 爻禺乇賵丕 賲賳 丕賲賰丕賳賷丞 鬲丨賯賷賯 丕賱爻毓丕丿丞 賵 爻賲賾賵賴 丨賱賲丕 賵 毓噩夭賵丕 毓賳 鬲氐賵乇賴 賮賷 卮賰賱 兀賵 賴賷卅丞 . "
賯氐丞 賯氐賷乇丞 乇丕卅毓丞 賳丕賮匕丞 賮賷 兀毓賲丕賯 丕賱賳賮爻賽 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞
May 28, 2020
Dostoyevsky knew and understood the human nature like no one; his ability to explore the human psyche was outstanding. This kind of writer who speaks to our souls, who helps us open our eyes and see things from different perspectives.
I love this writer, and enjoyed this book.
Dostoyevsky, you're IMMORTAL. 鉂�
I love this writer, and enjoyed this book.
Dostoyevsky, you're IMMORTAL. 鉂�
August 11, 2024
丕囟胤乇丕亘 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇 賵丕賱賯賷丕爻丕鬲 賷賯賵丿賳丕 兀丨賷丕賳丕 丕賱賶 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 丕賱賲胤賱賯丞 ... 賴匕丕 賲丕禺賱氐鬲 丕賱賷賴 亘毓丿 兀賳 賯乇兀鬲 賴匕賴 丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 亘鬲賲毓賳 ....
貙 賳丨賳 賳丿毓賵丕 賱賱丨亘 賮賯胤 丨賷賳賲丕 賳賳卮乇 兀賮賰丕乇 丕賱丨爻丿 賵丕賱兀賳丕賳賷丞 貙 賰賲丕 賳丿毓賵丕 賱賱毓丿賱 毓亘乇 賳卮乇 丕賱賲丨丕賰賲 賵丕賱賲賯丕氐賱 亘毓丿 鬲胤亘賷賯 爻賷丕爻丕鬲 丕賱馗賱賲 賵丕賱鬲賴賲賷卮 ..
丕賳 賮賰乇丞 丕賱賲丿賷賳丞 丕賱賮丕囟賱丞 賱丕 鬲禺鬲賱賮 賰孬賷乇丕 毓賳 賯氐丞 亘丿亍 丕賱禺賱賷賯丞 賰賱丕賴賲丕 賷丿賵乇 丨賵賱 賮賰乇丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 ( 賱賯丿 亘賳賵丕 丕賱賲毓丕亘丿 賱賷氐賱賵賳 亘賴丕 賵賷亘賰賵賳 毓賱賶 禺胤丕賷丕賴賲
( 賰賷 賷爻噩丿賵丕 丕賲丕賲 丕賲賳賷丕鬲 賯賱賵亘賴賲 賱賷兀賱賴賵賴丕 鬲賵賯丕 丕賱賶 亘乇丕亍丕鬲賴賲
賷卮賷乇 丕賱亘胤賱 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐丞 丕賱丨賱賲 丕賱賶 丕賳 鬲賱賰 丕賱乇賵丨 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞 丕賱卮乇賷乇丞 賴賷 丕賱鬲賷 丕爻鬲胤丕毓鬲 鬲賱賵賷孬 胤賴丕乇丞 賰賵賰亘 賰丕賲賱 亘毓丿 丕賳 爻丕賮乇 丕賱賷賴丕 毓亘乇 丨賱賲 賴賵 賷乇丕賴 賲囟丨賰丕
. 賵賳丨賳 賳乇丕賴 爻賵丿丕賵賷丕 賰卅賷亘丕 貙 賮賰丕賳鬲 賰賲丕 丿賵丿丞 丕賱禺賳夭賷乇 貙 賰賲丕 匕乇丞 丕賱胤丕毓賵賳 丕賱鬲賷 賷賲賰賳 賱賴丕 兀賳 鬲丿賲乇 亘賱丿丕 賰丕賲賱丕
賱賯丿 賰丕賳鬲 鬲賱賰 丕賱匕乇賴 賴賷 丕賱賰匕亘 貙 賵賴賷 爻乇 丕乇鬲賰丕亘 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱兀賵賱賶 貙 賵賱賲 賷鬲丨賵賱 賴匕丕 丕賱賰匕亘 丕賱賶 賱匕賴 丕賱丕 毓賳丿賲丕 丕丨亘賵賴 賵毓乇賮賵丕 賲賵胤賳 丕賱噩賲丕賱 賮賷賴 貙 賵賴賰匕丕 鬲丨賵賱鬲 鬲賱賰 丕賱賱匕丞 丕賱賶 睾賷乇丞 貙 孬賲 丕賱賶 賯爻賵丞 貙 孬賲 丕賱賶 賯鬲賱 貙 賮鬲卮乇丿賵丕 亘毓丿賴丕 賵鬲亘丕毓丿賵丕 貙 賵賱賵賱丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱匕乇丞 賱賲丕 賴亘胤 丌丿賲 丕賱賶 丕賱兀乇囟 貙 兀賵 賯賱 賱賲 鬲氐毓丿 乇賵丨 匕賱賰 丕賱亘胤賱 丕賱賶 匕賱賰 丕賱賰賵賰亘 賱鬲賱賵賷孬 胤賴丕乇鬲賴 貙 賵禺賱丕賱 賲卮丕賴丿 丕賱賴亘賵胤 賵丕賱氐毓賵丿 鬲賱賰 馗賱鬲 丿賲賵毓賴賲 鬲乇丕賮賯 氐賱賵丕鬲賴賲 賵禺卮賵毓賴賲 貙 賵賱賵 爻兀賱賴賲 丕丨丿 賴賱 鬲乇睾亘賵賳 亘丕賱毓賵丿丞 丕賱賶 丨丕賱丞
貙 丕賱胤賴乇 賲乇丞 丕禺乇賶 賱賰丕賳 噩賵丕亘 丕賱噩賲賷毓 丕賱乇賮囟 貙 賵賱賷賯丕賱 丕賳賳丕 丕卮乇丕乇 賵睾賷乇 毓丕丿賱賷賳 貙 賳毓氐 丕賱丕賱賴 亘賲賱卅 廿乇丕丿鬲賳丕 賰賷 賳毓匕亘 丕賳賮爻賳丕 賵賳毓丕賯亘 匕賵丕鬲賳丕
貙 賱賰賳賳丕 丨賷賳賲丕 賳鬲賮丨氐 鬲賱賰 丕賱賳賮爻 丕賱賲毓匕亘丞 噩賷丿丕 貙 賳毓賷 兀賳賴丕 賮賷 丕賱丨賯賷賯賴 賱賲 鬲賰賳 卮乇賷乇賴 貙 亘賱 賰丕賳鬲 鬲乇賷丿 丕賱禺賷乇 賱賴賲 噩賲賷毓丕 貙 賱匕丕 賮賴賵 賱賲 賷鬲囟丕賷賯 丨賷賳賲丕 賳毓鬲賵賴 亘丕賱賲噩賳賵賳 賵囟丨賰賵丕 毓賱賷賴 貙 賰丕賳 賷乇賷丿賴賲 丕賳 賷囟丨賰賵丕 賵丕賱丕 賷鬲囟丕賷賯賵丕 貙 賮賴賲 賰丕賳賵丕 賱胤賮丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 丕賱賷賴 丨鬲賶 賵賴賲 賷爻鬲賴夭亍賵賳 亘賴 貙 賵賱賵賱丕 丨丕賱丞 丕賱賰丌亘丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷賲乇 亘賴丕 賱囟丨賰 賲毓賴賲
兀賷囟丕 貙 賱賷爻 毓賱賶 賳賮爻賴 亘丕賱胤亘毓 貙 賵賱賰賳 賰賷 賷亘毓丿 毓賳賴賲 兀丨夭丕賳賴賲 貙 丕賲丕 賳賮爻賴 .. 鬲賱賰 丕賱賳賮爻 丕賱賲毓匕亘丞 賮鬲馗賱 乇賴賷賳丞 丕賱丨夭賳 貙 賱丕賳賴丕 丕賱賵丨賷丿丞 丕賱鬲賷 鬲毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯賴 丕賱鬲賷
賲賳 丕賱氐毓亘 毓賱賶 賲孬賱賴賲 兀賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕 ... 丕賳賴賲 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕
貙 賳丨賳 賳丿毓賵丕 賱賱丨亘 賮賯胤 丨賷賳賲丕 賳賳卮乇 兀賮賰丕乇 丕賱丨爻丿 賵丕賱兀賳丕賳賷丞 貙 賰賲丕 賳丿毓賵丕 賱賱毓丿賱 毓亘乇 賳卮乇 丕賱賲丨丕賰賲 賵丕賱賲賯丕氐賱 亘毓丿 鬲胤亘賷賯 爻賷丕爻丕鬲 丕賱馗賱賲 賵丕賱鬲賴賲賷卮 ..
丕賳 賮賰乇丞 丕賱賲丿賷賳丞 丕賱賮丕囟賱丞 賱丕 鬲禺鬲賱賮 賰孬賷乇丕 毓賳 賯氐丞 亘丿亍 丕賱禺賱賷賯丞 賰賱丕賴賲丕 賷丿賵乇 丨賵賱 賮賰乇丞 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳賷丞 ( 賱賯丿 亘賳賵丕 丕賱賲毓丕亘丿 賱賷氐賱賵賳 亘賴丕 賵賷亘賰賵賳 毓賱賶 禺胤丕賷丕賴賲
( 賰賷 賷爻噩丿賵丕 丕賲丕賲 丕賲賳賷丕鬲 賯賱賵亘賴賲 賱賷兀賱賴賵賴丕 鬲賵賯丕 丕賱賶 亘乇丕亍丕鬲賴賲
賷卮賷乇 丕賱亘胤賱 賮賷 賴匕賴 丕賱賯氐丞 丕賱丨賱賲 丕賱賶 丕賳 鬲賱賰 丕賱乇賵丨 丕賱亘卮乇賷丞 丕賱卮乇賷乇丞 賴賷 丕賱鬲賷 丕爻鬲胤丕毓鬲 鬲賱賵賷孬 胤賴丕乇丞 賰賵賰亘 賰丕賲賱 亘毓丿 丕賳 爻丕賮乇 丕賱賷賴丕 毓亘乇 丨賱賲 賴賵 賷乇丕賴 賲囟丨賰丕
. 賵賳丨賳 賳乇丕賴 爻賵丿丕賵賷丕 賰卅賷亘丕 貙 賮賰丕賳鬲 賰賲丕 丿賵丿丞 丕賱禺賳夭賷乇 貙 賰賲丕 匕乇丞 丕賱胤丕毓賵賳 丕賱鬲賷 賷賲賰賳 賱賴丕 兀賳 鬲丿賲乇 亘賱丿丕 賰丕賲賱丕
賱賯丿 賰丕賳鬲 鬲賱賰 丕賱匕乇賴 賴賷 丕賱賰匕亘 貙 賵賴賷 爻乇 丕乇鬲賰丕亘 丕賱禺胤賷卅丞 丕賱兀賵賱賶 貙 賵賱賲 賷鬲丨賵賱 賴匕丕 丕賱賰匕亘 丕賱賶 賱匕賴 丕賱丕 毓賳丿賲丕 丕丨亘賵賴 賵毓乇賮賵丕 賲賵胤賳 丕賱噩賲丕賱 賮賷賴 貙 賵賴賰匕丕 鬲丨賵賱鬲 鬲賱賰 丕賱賱匕丞 丕賱賶 睾賷乇丞 貙 孬賲 丕賱賶 賯爻賵丞 貙 孬賲 丕賱賶 賯鬲賱 貙 賮鬲卮乇丿賵丕 亘毓丿賴丕 賵鬲亘丕毓丿賵丕 貙 賵賱賵賱丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱匕乇丞 賱賲丕 賴亘胤 丌丿賲 丕賱賶 丕賱兀乇囟 貙 兀賵 賯賱 賱賲 鬲氐毓丿 乇賵丨 匕賱賰 丕賱亘胤賱 丕賱賶 匕賱賰 丕賱賰賵賰亘 賱鬲賱賵賷孬 胤賴丕乇鬲賴 貙 賵禺賱丕賱 賲卮丕賴丿 丕賱賴亘賵胤 賵丕賱氐毓賵丿 鬲賱賰 馗賱鬲 丿賲賵毓賴賲 鬲乇丕賮賯 氐賱賵丕鬲賴賲 賵禺卮賵毓賴賲 貙 賵賱賵 爻兀賱賴賲 丕丨丿 賴賱 鬲乇睾亘賵賳 亘丕賱毓賵丿丞 丕賱賶 丨丕賱丞
貙 丕賱胤賴乇 賲乇丞 丕禺乇賶 賱賰丕賳 噩賵丕亘 丕賱噩賲賷毓 丕賱乇賮囟 貙 賵賱賷賯丕賱 丕賳賳丕 丕卮乇丕乇 賵睾賷乇 毓丕丿賱賷賳 貙 賳毓氐 丕賱丕賱賴 亘賲賱卅 廿乇丕丿鬲賳丕 賰賷 賳毓匕亘 丕賳賮爻賳丕 賵賳毓丕賯亘 匕賵丕鬲賳丕
貙 賱賰賳賳丕 丨賷賳賲丕 賳鬲賮丨氐 鬲賱賰 丕賱賳賮爻 丕賱賲毓匕亘丞 噩賷丿丕 貙 賳毓賷 兀賳賴丕 賮賷 丕賱丨賯賷賯賴 賱賲 鬲賰賳 卮乇賷乇賴 貙 亘賱 賰丕賳鬲 鬲乇賷丿 丕賱禺賷乇 賱賴賲 噩賲賷毓丕 貙 賱匕丕 賮賴賵 賱賲 賷鬲囟丕賷賯 丨賷賳賲丕 賳毓鬲賵賴 亘丕賱賲噩賳賵賳 賵囟丨賰賵丕 毓賱賷賴 貙 賰丕賳 賷乇賷丿賴賲 丕賳 賷囟丨賰賵丕 賵丕賱丕 賷鬲囟丕賷賯賵丕 貙 賮賴賲 賰丕賳賵丕 賱胤賮丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 丕賱賷賴 丨鬲賶 賵賴賲 賷爻鬲賴夭亍賵賳 亘賴 貙 賵賱賵賱丕 丨丕賱丞 丕賱賰丌亘丞 丕賱鬲賷 賷賲乇 亘賴丕 賱囟丨賰 賲毓賴賲
兀賷囟丕 貙 賱賷爻 毓賱賶 賳賮爻賴 亘丕賱胤亘毓 貙 賵賱賰賳 賰賷 賷亘毓丿 毓賳賴賲 兀丨夭丕賳賴賲 貙 丕賲丕 賳賮爻賴 .. 鬲賱賰 丕賱賳賮爻 丕賱賲毓匕亘丞 賮鬲馗賱 乇賴賷賳丞 丕賱丨夭賳 貙 賱丕賳賴丕 丕賱賵丨賷丿丞 丕賱鬲賷 鬲毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯賴 丕賱鬲賷
賲賳 丕賱氐毓亘 毓賱賶 賲孬賱賴賲 兀賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕 ... 丕賳賴賲 賱賳 賷賮賴賲賵丕
March 17, 2019
I don鈥檛 regularly pick books to read by the famous legendary Russian novelist...
Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky ....
but sometimes a girl just needs to do what she feels compelled to do.
I was first enchanted by the title and book cover.
I wanted to know more...
鈥淭he Dream of A Ridiculous Man, took about 40 minutes to read. ( a far lot shorter than Crime and Punishment).
Dostoy茅vsky鈥檚 - ( 1821- 1835), works of fiction include 15 novels, and novellas, 17 short stories and 5 transactions.
鈥淭he Dream of A Ridiculous
Man鈥� is a powerful deeply felt story.
The short story of this short story is about man who has been thinking about killing himself for two months.
Then one gloomy night he sees a bright star in the sky and decides 鈥榯his is the night鈥�. His plan was to go home and put a revolver to his head....
but as all good plans go - our good intentions - he was thwarted 鈥�
by a child....and a dream...
From dark to light ... an awakening of such -
this wise little gem is a tribute to humanity - to life with all its suffering and love ...
Without giving away the journey- or the ending - before I drift off to sleep in a few minutes ...
I鈥檒l just say....
...that this story could provide plenty to discuss - in a book group for the full couple of hours easily ...
as much as a book three times as long.
I鈥檓 reminded - by past memories - that nobody could snap me out of self-critical worthless feelings faster than a child鈥檚 suffering.
鈥淥n our earth we can only love with suffering and through suffering. We cannot love otherwise, and we know of no other sort of love. I want suffering in order to love. I along, I thirst, this very instant, to kiss with tears the earth that I have left, and I don鈥檛 want, I won鈥檛 except life on any other!鈥�
Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoyevsky ....
but sometimes a girl just needs to do what she feels compelled to do.
I was first enchanted by the title and book cover.
I wanted to know more...
鈥淭he Dream of A Ridiculous Man, took about 40 minutes to read. ( a far lot shorter than Crime and Punishment).
Dostoy茅vsky鈥檚 - ( 1821- 1835), works of fiction include 15 novels, and novellas, 17 short stories and 5 transactions.
鈥淭he Dream of A Ridiculous
Man鈥� is a powerful deeply felt story.
The short story of this short story is about man who has been thinking about killing himself for two months.
Then one gloomy night he sees a bright star in the sky and decides 鈥榯his is the night鈥�. His plan was to go home and put a revolver to his head....
but as all good plans go - our good intentions - he was thwarted 鈥�
by a child....and a dream...
From dark to light ... an awakening of such -
this wise little gem is a tribute to humanity - to life with all its suffering and love ...
Without giving away the journey- or the ending - before I drift off to sleep in a few minutes ...
I鈥檒l just say....
...that this story could provide plenty to discuss - in a book group for the full couple of hours easily ...
as much as a book three times as long.
I鈥檓 reminded - by past memories - that nobody could snap me out of self-critical worthless feelings faster than a child鈥檚 suffering.
鈥淥n our earth we can only love with suffering and through suffering. We cannot love otherwise, and we know of no other sort of love. I want suffering in order to love. I along, I thirst, this very instant, to kiss with tears the earth that I have left, and I don鈥檛 want, I won鈥檛 except life on any other!鈥�
November 8, 2019
鈥淗ow hard it is to be the only one who understands鈥he more I learned the more thoroughly I understood that I was ridiculous鈥�
The confessional style of this short story reminded me of Notes from Underground. The protagonists from both stories are, of course, tortured. However, the Underground Man cares deeply what other people think of him. That鈥檚 one of the ways in which he suffers. The Ridiculous Man is indifferent to other people and to life itself until a little girl pleads for his help. Then, instead of killing himself as he had planned, he has a dream. In the dream, he does kill himself and is transported to a place where no sin has been committed. His influence on the people here is quite interesting!! 3.75 stars
The confessional style of this short story reminded me of Notes from Underground. The protagonists from both stories are, of course, tortured. However, the Underground Man cares deeply what other people think of him. That鈥檚 one of the ways in which he suffers. The Ridiculous Man is indifferent to other people and to life itself until a little girl pleads for his help. Then, instead of killing himself as he had planned, he has a dream. In the dream, he does kill himself and is transported to a place where no sin has been committed. His influence on the people here is quite interesting!! 3.75 stars
August 8, 2022
丕賱賰賱賲丕鬲 賲毓 丿賷爻鬲賵賮賷爻賰賶 鬲丨鬲賵賶 賲毓丕賳賶 賰孬賷乇丞 賮 賲丕 丕氐睾乇 賴匕丞 丕賱賯氐丞 賵 賱賰賳 亘賴丕 賲賳 丕賱賲毓丕賳賶 賵 丕賱丕爻卅賱丞 丕賱賮賱爻賮賷丞 丕賱賰孬賷乇 噩丿丕 賱 賷鬲賲 毓賲賱 鬲賮爻賷乇 賰丕賲賱 亘賴丕 賮賶 賲噩賱丿 , 賵 亘賷賳 賰賱 爻胤乇賷賳 賷賵噩丿 丕賯鬲亘丕爻丕鬲 毓丿賷丿丞 賮 賴賶 鬲亘丿丕 賲賳 丕賱卮毓賵乇 亘 丕賱賱丕噩丿賵賶 賵 賮賯丿丕賳 丕賱丕賲賱 賮賶 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賱鬲亘丿丕 賮賰乇丞 丕賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇 丨鬲賶 賷賱鬲賯賶 胤賮賱丞 鬲胤賱亘 賲爻丕毓丿鬲賴 賮 賱丕 賷爻鬲噩賷亘 賱賴丕 賮 賱丕 噩丿賵賶 賱賱丨賷丕丞 賱賷匕賴亘 丕賱賶 睾乇賮鬲賴 賵 賷爻鬲毓丿 賱賱丕賳鬲丨丕乇 賱賷賯毓 賮賶 丨賱賲 毓賳 丕賱丕賳爻丕賳 賵 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 丕賱毓亘孬賷丞 .
鈥溬堎傌� 亘賱睾鬲購 賲賳 卮丿賾丞 毓丿賲 丕賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲購 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞 兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞 兀丨爻購 賮賷賴丕 .兀賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯購 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲鈥�
賮賶 賴匕丕 丕賱丨賱賲 賳乇賶 賳賮賵爻 丕賱亘卮乇 賵 賰賷賮 鬲睾賷乇鬲 賮 丕賱丕乇囟 賰丕賳鬲 噩賳丞 鬲賳亘毓 亘丨亘 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 丕賱毓丿賱 賵 亘賰匕亘賴 賲賳賴 鬲丨賵賱鬲 賵 丕氐亘丨鬲 賲賷丕賱丞 賱賱禺乇丕亘 賵 丕賱卮乇 賮 賱賱賰匕亘 賵 丕賱禺丿丕毓 賲賱匕丞 , 丕賱賯賵丞 賵 丕賱爻賷胤乇丞 賲賱匕丞 賵 匕賱賰 丕賵噩丿 丕賱賲噩乇賲賵賳 賵 鬲氐賮賷丞 丕賱丨賰賲丕亍 賱睾賷乇賴賲 賲賳 賱丕 賷賮賴賲賵賳 丕賮賰丕乇賴賲 賱 賷亘丿丕 毓丕賱賲賳丕 亘 賲爻賲丕賴 丕賱丨丕賱賶 賲賳 鬲丨丕賱賮丕鬲 賵 丕賱亘賯丕亍 賱賱丕賯賵賶 賮 賳乇賶 賳鬲賷噩丞 丕賱丨賱賲 毓賱賶 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰 .
鈥溬呚� 兀氐毓賻亘賻 丕賱兀賲乇 毓賱賶 賲賳 賷毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞賻 賵丨丿賴鈥�
鈥溬堎傌� 亘賱睾鬲購 賲賳 卮丿賾丞 毓丿賲 丕賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲購 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞 兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞 兀丨爻購 賮賷賴丕 .兀賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯購 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲鈥�
賮賶 賴匕丕 丕賱丨賱賲 賳乇賶 賳賮賵爻 丕賱亘卮乇 賵 賰賷賮 鬲睾賷乇鬲 賮 丕賱丕乇囟 賰丕賳鬲 噩賳丞 鬲賳亘毓 亘丨亘 丕賱丨賷丕丞 賵 丕賱毓丿賱 賵 亘賰匕亘賴 賲賳賴 鬲丨賵賱鬲 賵 丕氐亘丨鬲 賲賷丕賱丞 賱賱禺乇丕亘 賵 丕賱卮乇 賮 賱賱賰匕亘 賵 丕賱禺丿丕毓 賲賱匕丞 , 丕賱賯賵丞 賵 丕賱爻賷胤乇丞 賲賱匕丞 賵 匕賱賰 丕賵噩丿 丕賱賲噩乇賲賵賳 賵 鬲氐賮賷丞 丕賱丨賰賲丕亍 賱睾賷乇賴賲 賲賳 賱丕 賷賮賴賲賵賳 丕賮賰丕乇賴賲 賱 賷亘丿丕 毓丕賱賲賳丕 亘 賲爻賲丕賴 丕賱丨丕賱賶 賲賳 鬲丨丕賱賮丕鬲 賵 丕賱亘賯丕亍 賱賱丕賯賵賶 賮 賳乇賶 賳鬲賷噩丞 丕賱丨賱賲 毓賱賶 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰 .
鈥溬呚� 兀氐毓賻亘賻 丕賱兀賲乇 毓賱賶 賲賳 賷毓乇賮 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞賻 賵丨丿賴鈥�
December 5, 2024
丨賱賲 乇噩賱 賲購囟丨賰 賴賷 乇賵丕賷丞 賯氐賷乇丞 賱賱賰丕鬲亘 "丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷".. 賵賴賵 賰丕鬲亘 毓馗賷賲 賱兀賳賴 亘亘爻丕胤丞 卮丿賷丿丞 賮賷 乇賵丕賷丞 賱賲 鬲鬲噩丕賵夭 丕賱禺賲爻賷賳 氐賮丨丞 賯丿 賱禺氐 丕賱毓丿賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賯囟丕賷丕 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞 丕賱丿賷賳賷丞 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵丕賱廿噩鬲賲丕毓賷丞.
鬲丨賰賷 丕賱乇賵丕賷丞 毓賳 廿賳爻丕賳 賷丕卅爻 賱丕 賷乇賶 賳賮毓 賲賳 賵噩賵丿賴 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞.. 鬲賱賰 丕賱賲購卮賰賱丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 賲乇 亘賴丕 兀睾賱亘賳丕.. 賵丕賱鬲賷 賲丨賵乇賴丕 爻丐丕賱 孬購賲 賲丕匕丕 亘毓丿責
賳噩丕丨 賮賷 丨賷丕鬲賰責 賵賲丕匕丕 亘毓丿責
賳噩丕丨 賮賷 毓賲賱賰責 鬲夭賵噩鬲責 兀氐亘丨 賱賰 兀賵賱丕丿責 兀丨賮丕丿責 孬賲 賲丕匕丕 亘毓丿責
賴賱 爻兀馗賱 賴賰匕丕 鬲乇爻 賮賷 鬲賱賰 丕賱賲丕賰賷賳丞 丕賱賰亘賷乇丞 丕賱賲購爻賲丕丞 亘丕賱丨賷丕丞責 賲丕 丕賱賴丿賮 賲賳 賰購賱 賴匕丕 丕賱鬲毓亘 賵丕賱卮賯丕亍 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞責
賵賲丕 丕賱賴丿賮 賲賳 賵噩賵丿賷 兀爻丕爻丕賸責
賮賷購賯乇乇 亘胤賱賳丕 兀賳 賷賳鬲丨乇.. 賱丿賷賴 賲購爻丿爻 亘賴 亘囟毓 丕賱胤賱賯丕鬲 爻鬲賮賷 兀丨丿丕賴賲 亘丕賱睾乇囟 兀賰賷丿.. 賵賱賰賳 鬲賱賰 丕賱亘賳鬲 丕賱氐睾賷乇丞 丕賱鬲賷 鬲爻亘亘鬲 賮賷 丨賱賲 噩毓賱賴 賷賮賴賲 匕丕鬲賴.. 賵賵噩賵丿賴.
丕賱丨賱賲 丕賱匕賷 爻丕賮乇 賲賳 禺賱丕賱賴 賱賷乇賶 丕賱亘卮乇 賯亘賱 兀賷 禺胤賷卅丞.. 賯亘賱 兀賷 睾卮 賵禺賷丕賳丞.. 賯亘賱 丕賱爻乇賯丞 賵丕賱賯鬲賱 賵丕賱爻賮賰 賵丕賱丨乇賵亘.. 賯亘賱 丕賱賲購毓丕賴丿丕鬲 賵丕賱禺賱丕賮丕鬲 丕賱賰購亘乇賶 亘賷賳 丕賱丿賵賱 丕賱鬲賷 鬲鬲爻亘亘 賮賷 賲賯鬲賱 丕賱賲賱丕賷賷賳.
賯亘賱 兀賳 鬲賲賵鬲 丕賱亘乇丕亍丞.
賯亘賱 兀賳 賷賲賵鬲 丕賱賵賮丕亍 賵丨購亘 丕賱丌禺乇賷賳.. 賵賯亘賱 賵賮丕丞 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 亘賯賳丕亘賱 丕賱丨乇賵亘 丕賱毓丿賷丿丞.
匕賱賰 丕賱丨賱賲 噩毓賱賴 賷賮賴賲 匕丕鬲賴.. 噩毓賱賴 爻賷丨丕賵賱.. 乇購亘賲丕 賷賮卮賱.. 賵賱賰賳賴 爻賷丨丕賵賱 丕賱毓丿賷丿 賲賳 丕賱賲乇丕鬲..
爻賷購丨丕賵賱 賵賷丨丕賵賱 賵賷丨丕賵賱.
March 20, 2019
賲丕匕丕 賷賯氐丿 丿賷爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷 亘丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰 責
丕賵賱 賲丕 賯乇兀鬲 毓賳賵丕賳 丕賱賯氐丞 爻兀賱鬲 賴賱 賷賯氐丿 亘賴 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱爻丕禺乇 丕賱賰賵賲賷丿賷 賲孬賱丕 丕賱匕賷 賰賱賲丕 鬲賰賱賲 賮賷噩毓賱 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷囟丨賰....賵毓賳丿賲丕 賯乇兀鬲 毓乇賮鬲 丕賳賴 賱丕 賷賯氐丿 匕賱賰
賳毓賲 丕賱賲囟丨賰 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷囟丨賰賵賳 賵賴賵 賲囟丨賰 賮毓賱丕 賵賱賰賳 賱賷爻 賱兀賳 賰賱丕賲賴 亘賴 丿毓丕亘丞 賲孬賱丕 賵賱賰賳賴賲 賷囟丨賰賵賳 丕爻鬲賴夭丕亍 亘賰賱丕賲賴 賵丕丨賱丕賲賴 亘毓丕賱賲 賲孬丕賱賷 ...賷毓鬲亘乇賵賳賴 賲噩賳賵賳丕 賱賲噩乇丿 丕賳賴 賷丨丕賵賱 丕賳 賷賯賵賱 賱賴賲 丕賳賴賲 賲賳 丕賱賲賲賰賳 丕賳 賷賰賵賳賵丕 兀賮囟賱 賵丕賳賴 乇兀賴賲 賮賶 丨賱賲賴 賯亘賱 丕賳 賷鬲賲 丕賮爻丕丿賴賲 賮賷 噩賳丞 賲賲賰賳丞 賮賷賴丕 噩賲賷毓 丕賱亘卮乇 賷丨亘賵賳 亘毓囟賴賲.
丕馗賳 丕賳賳丕 噩賲賷毓賳丕 賲乇乇賳丕 丕賵 毓卮賳丕 亘鬲賱賰 丕賱賱丨馗丕鬲 ..賮賮賶 毓丕賱賲賳丕 兀賷 卮禺氐 賷賳氐丨 兀賵 丨鬲賷 賱丕 賷賳氐丨 亘賱 賰賱 賲賳 賷鬲賲鬲毓 亘氐賮丞 胤賷亘丞 爻賵丕亍 亘廿賱鬲夭丕賲 丿賷賳賷 丕賵 丕禺賱丕賯賷 丕賵 兀賶 卮卅 賮賶 匕賱賰 丕賱賵丕賯毓 丕賱賯賲卅 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷鬲禺匕賵賴 爻禺乇賷丕賸
賮丕賱賲氐賱賷 賷賯丕賱 賱賴 賷丕 毓賲 丕賱卮賷禺...賵丕賱氐丕丿賯 兀氐亘丨 爻丕匕噩...賵丕賱胤賷亘 兀氐亘丨 囟毓賷賮
賵丕賱賲噩鬲賴丿 兀氐亘丨 丿丨賷丨 ..賵丨鬲賷 丕賱賯丕乇卅 賵賲丨亘 丕賱毓賱賲 兀氐亘丨 賲禺鬲賱 賳賮爻賷
兀馗賳 胤亘毓丕 兀賳賴 匕賱賰 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賲孬丕賱賷 丨賱賲 賵賱賳 賷賰賵賳 丨賯賷賯丞 兀亘丿丕賸
賵鬲毓胤卮賵丕 賱賱毓匕丕亘 賮賯丕賱賵丕 廿賳 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賱丕鬲購亘賱睾 廿賱丕 亘丕賱毓匕丕亘
賵毓賳丿 匕賱賰 馗賴乇 丕賱毓賽賱賲 毓賳丿賴賲 , 賵毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸
兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇
賵毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞 賵賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳
鬲氐賵賳賭賴丕 賵賱兀噩賭賭賱 鬲胤亘賷賭賯 丕賱賯賵丕賳賷賳 賳氐亘賭賭賵丕 丕賱賲賯氐賱丞
賵丕夭丿丕丿鬲 睾賷乇丞 賰賱賲 賲賳賴賲 毓賱賶 卮禺氐賷鬲賴
兀氐亘丨 賷爻毓賷 廿賱賷 廿匕賱丕賱 卮禺氐賷丕鬲 丕賱兀禺乇賷賳
賵丕毓鬲賲丿 毓賱賶 亘賯丕卅賴 丕賱卮禺氐賷 賮賯胤
馗賴乇鬲 丕賱毓亘賵丿賷丞 亘賱 丕賱毓亘賵丿賷丞 丕賱胤賵毓賷丞 兀賷囟丕
賮禺囟毓 丕賱囟毓賮丕亍 賱賱兀賯賵賷丕亍 胤賵毓丕賸貙 胤賲毓丕賸 賮賶
賲爻丕毓丿鬲賴賲 毓賱賷 爻丨賯 賲賳 兀賴賲 兀賰孬乇 賲賳賴賲 囟毓賮丕賸
馗賴乇 賳賮乇 賲賳 丕賱氐丕賱丨賷賳 賵賯丿賲賵丕 毓賱賶 賴丐賱丕亍 丕賱亘卮乇
賵丕賱丿賲賵毓 賮賷 毓賷賵賳賴賲 賳丕氐丨賷賳 賱賴賲 毓賳 賮賯丿丕賳賴賲 丕賱禺噩賱
毓賳 賮賯丿丕賳賴賲 賱賱丕毓鬲丿丕賱 , 賮爻禺乇賵丕 賲賳賴賲 賵賯匕賮賵賴賲 亘丕賱丨噩丕乇丞
丕賵賱 賲丕 賯乇兀鬲 毓賳賵丕賳 丕賱賯氐丞 爻兀賱鬲 賴賱 賷賯氐丿 亘賴 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱爻丕禺乇 丕賱賰賵賲賷丿賷 賲孬賱丕 丕賱匕賷 賰賱賲丕 鬲賰賱賲 賮賷噩毓賱 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷囟丨賰....賵毓賳丿賲丕 賯乇兀鬲 毓乇賮鬲 丕賳賴 賱丕 賷賯氐丿 匕賱賰
賳毓賲 丕賱賲囟丨賰 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷囟丨賰賵賳 賵賴賵 賲囟丨賰 賮毓賱丕 賵賱賰賳 賱賷爻 賱兀賳 賰賱丕賲賴 亘賴 丿毓丕亘丞 賲孬賱丕 賵賱賰賳賴賲 賷囟丨賰賵賳 丕爻鬲賴夭丕亍 亘賰賱丕賲賴 賵丕丨賱丕賲賴 亘毓丕賱賲 賲孬丕賱賷 ...賷毓鬲亘乇賵賳賴 賲噩賳賵賳丕 賱賲噩乇丿 丕賳賴 賷丨丕賵賱 丕賳 賷賯賵賱 賱賴賲 丕賳賴賲 賲賳 丕賱賲賲賰賳 丕賳 賷賰賵賳賵丕 兀賮囟賱 賵丕賳賴 乇兀賴賲 賮賶 丨賱賲賴 賯亘賱 丕賳 賷鬲賲 丕賮爻丕丿賴賲 賮賷 噩賳丞 賲賲賰賳丞 賮賷賴丕 噩賲賷毓 丕賱亘卮乇 賷丨亘賵賳 亘毓囟賴賲.
丕馗賳 丕賳賳丕 噩賲賷毓賳丕 賲乇乇賳丕 丕賵 毓卮賳丕 亘鬲賱賰 丕賱賱丨馗丕鬲 ..賮賮賶 毓丕賱賲賳丕 兀賷 卮禺氐 賷賳氐丨 兀賵 丨鬲賷 賱丕 賷賳氐丨 亘賱 賰賱 賲賳 賷鬲賲鬲毓 亘氐賮丞 胤賷亘丞 爻賵丕亍 亘廿賱鬲夭丕賲 丿賷賳賷 丕賵 丕禺賱丕賯賷 丕賵 兀賶 卮卅 賮賶 匕賱賰 丕賱賵丕賯毓 丕賱賯賲卅 賰賱 賲賳 丨賵賱賴 賷鬲禺匕賵賴 爻禺乇賷丕賸
賮丕賱賲氐賱賷 賷賯丕賱 賱賴 賷丕 毓賲 丕賱卮賷禺...賵丕賱氐丕丿賯 兀氐亘丨 爻丕匕噩...賵丕賱胤賷亘 兀氐亘丨 囟毓賷賮
賵丕賱賲噩鬲賴丿 兀氐亘丨 丿丨賷丨 ..賵丨鬲賷 丕賱賯丕乇卅 賵賲丨亘 丕賱毓賱賲 兀氐亘丨 賲禺鬲賱 賳賮爻賷
兀馗賳 胤亘毓丕 兀賳賴 匕賱賰 丕賱毓丕賱賲 賲孬丕賱賷 丨賱賲 賵賱賳 賷賰賵賳 丨賯賷賯丞 兀亘丿丕賸
賵鬲毓胤卮賵丕 賱賱毓匕丕亘 賮賯丕賱賵丕 廿賳 丕賱丨賯賷賯丞 賱丕鬲購亘賱睾 廿賱丕 亘丕賱毓匕丕亘
賵毓賳丿 匕賱賰 馗賴乇 丕賱毓賽賱賲 毓賳丿賴賲 , 賵毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 兀卮乇丕乇丕賸
兀禺匕賵丕 賷鬲丨丿孬賵賳 毓賳 丕賱兀禺賵丞 賵丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 賵賮賴賲賵丕 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀賮賰丕乇
賵毓賳丿賲丕 兀氐亘丨賵丕 賲噩乇賲賷賳 丕禺鬲乇毓賵丕 丕賱毓丿丕賱丞 賵賰鬲亘賵丕 賯賵丕賳賷賳
鬲氐賵賳賭賴丕 賵賱兀噩賭賭賱 鬲胤亘賷賭賯 丕賱賯賵丕賳賷賳 賳氐亘賭賭賵丕 丕賱賲賯氐賱丞
賵丕夭丿丕丿鬲 睾賷乇丞 賰賱賲 賲賳賴賲 毓賱賶 卮禺氐賷鬲賴
兀氐亘丨 賷爻毓賷 廿賱賷 廿匕賱丕賱 卮禺氐賷丕鬲 丕賱兀禺乇賷賳
賵丕毓鬲賲丿 毓賱賶 亘賯丕卅賴 丕賱卮禺氐賷 賮賯胤
馗賴乇鬲 丕賱毓亘賵丿賷丞 亘賱 丕賱毓亘賵丿賷丞 丕賱胤賵毓賷丞 兀賷囟丕
賮禺囟毓 丕賱囟毓賮丕亍 賱賱兀賯賵賷丕亍 胤賵毓丕賸貙 胤賲毓丕賸 賮賶
賲爻丕毓丿鬲賴賲 毓賱賷 爻丨賯 賲賳 兀賴賲 兀賰孬乇 賲賳賴賲 囟毓賮丕賸
馗賴乇 賳賮乇 賲賳 丕賱氐丕賱丨賷賳 賵賯丿賲賵丕 毓賱賶 賴丐賱丕亍 丕賱亘卮乇
賵丕賱丿賲賵毓 賮賷 毓賷賵賳賴賲 賳丕氐丨賷賳 賱賴賲 毓賳 賮賯丿丕賳賴賲 丕賱禺噩賱
毓賳 賮賯丿丕賳賴賲 賱賱丕毓鬲丿丕賱 , 賮爻禺乇賵丕 賲賳賴賲 賵賯匕賮賵賴賲 亘丕賱丨噩丕乇丞
January 6, 2021
Solo un cuento m谩s...
Esta es la primera vez que leo a Fyodor Dostoyevsky; podr铆a haber comenzado con Crimen y castigo que es su libro m谩s aclamado pero decid铆 empezar con este peque帽o cuento. La raz贸n por la que lo hice es muy sencilla: Leer la obra m谩s aclamada de un autor puede ser un arma de doble filo. Puede serlo porque en caso de que nos guste mucho y sea efectivamente la mejor obra del autor, las dem谩s nos parecer谩n simples con respecto a su mejor texto. Asimismo, en caso de que no nos guste, entonces puede que descartemos sus dem谩s libros porque si as铆 es su mejor obra, 驴c贸mo ser谩 la peor? Por ello, mi objetivo aqu铆 era conocer el estilo narrativo y la forma de pensar de Dostoyevsky: Meta que logr茅 y que me motiva 鈥攕in exagerar鈥� a conocer m谩s de su trabajo literario.
Este cuento titulado El sue帽o de un hombre rid铆culo, es la historia de un hombre que tuvo un sue帽o justo la noche en que estaba dispuesto a suicidarse. Ese sue帽o le cambiar谩 su forma de pensar y transformar谩 tanto su vida, que decide pregonar ese sue帽o porque seg煤n 茅l ha descubierto 芦la verdad禄. Dostoyevsky nos contar谩 ese sue帽o y nos dejar谩 la indecisi贸n de si creerle o no al protagonista. Si le creemos entonces puede que seamos 芦personas rid铆culas禄, pero en caso de que no, entonces seremos esc茅pticos al igual que quienes se burlaban de 茅l. Aunque, 驴c贸mo juzgar a quienes no le creen cuando es tan f谩cil que las personas digan mentiras? Vivimos en un mundo tan falso y lleno de oportunismo que si esta historia ocurriera en la vida real ser铆a tomada solo como un intento de llamar la atenci贸n. F谩cilmente cualquier persona puede decir que tuvo un sue帽o divino y predicar una idea. Y nosotros 驴c贸mo podr铆amos distinguir que personas dicen la verdad? Imposible saberlo.
Es un relato bien escrito, quiz谩s con algunos signos de puntuaci贸n de m谩s, pero donde su aspecto m谩s destacado es la cr铆tica que hace a la sociedad y a las personas en general, sobre la falta de amor en sus vidas y la maldad como ente principal en todas sus actividades. Eso s铆, discrepo con el autor en su opini贸n sobre la ciencia y la felicidad. 脡l afirma 鈥攏o directamente鈥攓ue la ciencia surgi贸 como resultado de la maldad y que el camino a la felicidad es ser inocente e ignorante. No estoy de acuerdo porque la ciencia nos ha ayudado a progresar como especie y nos permite comprender el mundo en el que vivimos. S铆, hay personas que han usado la ciencia como arma para destruir a otros, pero eso no es culpa de la ciencia, es culpa de las personas: La ciencia no es sin贸nimo de maldad. Asimismo, pienso que la inocencia solo es un espejismo de la vida misma y vivir en ese estado es en realidad no vivir. Y ni que decir sobre ser ignorante: Ser ignorante es sin贸nimo de esclavitud, es ser humillado, sumiso y dominado. Debido a ese aspecto no me emocion茅 en la mejor parte del cuento porque me pareci贸 que al igual que muchos autores usa el desprestigio como medio para promover sus ideas. Como ya lo dije en otra rese帽a: Eso no se hace.
S茅 que quiz谩s quienes lo lean puedan interpretarlo de otra forma pero este es mi punto de vista. A pesar de todo la historia me gust贸, respeto la forma de pensar del autor y pienso que incluso este cuento puede ayudar a quienes se quieran suicidar a entender que la vida es un regalo y que no vale la pena perderla por nimiedades como sentirse vac铆o.
Mi calificaci贸n final es de tres estrellas.
Esta es la primera vez que leo a Fyodor Dostoyevsky; podr铆a haber comenzado con Crimen y castigo que es su libro m谩s aclamado pero decid铆 empezar con este peque帽o cuento. La raz贸n por la que lo hice es muy sencilla: Leer la obra m谩s aclamada de un autor puede ser un arma de doble filo. Puede serlo porque en caso de que nos guste mucho y sea efectivamente la mejor obra del autor, las dem谩s nos parecer谩n simples con respecto a su mejor texto. Asimismo, en caso de que no nos guste, entonces puede que descartemos sus dem谩s libros porque si as铆 es su mejor obra, 驴c贸mo ser谩 la peor? Por ello, mi objetivo aqu铆 era conocer el estilo narrativo y la forma de pensar de Dostoyevsky: Meta que logr茅 y que me motiva 鈥攕in exagerar鈥� a conocer m谩s de su trabajo literario.
Este cuento titulado El sue帽o de un hombre rid铆culo, es la historia de un hombre que tuvo un sue帽o justo la noche en que estaba dispuesto a suicidarse. Ese sue帽o le cambiar谩 su forma de pensar y transformar谩 tanto su vida, que decide pregonar ese sue帽o porque seg煤n 茅l ha descubierto 芦la verdad禄. Dostoyevsky nos contar谩 ese sue帽o y nos dejar谩 la indecisi贸n de si creerle o no al protagonista. Si le creemos entonces puede que seamos 芦personas rid铆culas禄, pero en caso de que no, entonces seremos esc茅pticos al igual que quienes se burlaban de 茅l. Aunque, 驴c贸mo juzgar a quienes no le creen cuando es tan f谩cil que las personas digan mentiras? Vivimos en un mundo tan falso y lleno de oportunismo que si esta historia ocurriera en la vida real ser铆a tomada solo como un intento de llamar la atenci贸n. F谩cilmente cualquier persona puede decir que tuvo un sue帽o divino y predicar una idea. Y nosotros 驴c贸mo podr铆amos distinguir que personas dicen la verdad? Imposible saberlo.
Es un relato bien escrito, quiz谩s con algunos signos de puntuaci贸n de m谩s, pero donde su aspecto m谩s destacado es la cr铆tica que hace a la sociedad y a las personas en general, sobre la falta de amor en sus vidas y la maldad como ente principal en todas sus actividades. Eso s铆, discrepo con el autor en su opini贸n sobre la ciencia y la felicidad. 脡l afirma 鈥攏o directamente鈥攓ue la ciencia surgi贸 como resultado de la maldad y que el camino a la felicidad es ser inocente e ignorante. No estoy de acuerdo porque la ciencia nos ha ayudado a progresar como especie y nos permite comprender el mundo en el que vivimos. S铆, hay personas que han usado la ciencia como arma para destruir a otros, pero eso no es culpa de la ciencia, es culpa de las personas: La ciencia no es sin贸nimo de maldad. Asimismo, pienso que la inocencia solo es un espejismo de la vida misma y vivir en ese estado es en realidad no vivir. Y ni que decir sobre ser ignorante: Ser ignorante es sin贸nimo de esclavitud, es ser humillado, sumiso y dominado. Debido a ese aspecto no me emocion茅 en la mejor parte del cuento porque me pareci贸 que al igual que muchos autores usa el desprestigio como medio para promover sus ideas. Como ya lo dije en otra rese帽a: Eso no se hace.
S茅 que quiz谩s quienes lo lean puedan interpretarlo de otra forma pero este es mi punto de vista. A pesar de todo la historia me gust贸, respeto la forma de pensar del autor y pienso que incluso este cuento puede ayudar a quienes se quieran suicidar a entender que la vida es un regalo y que no vale la pena perderla por nimiedades como sentirse vac铆o.
Mi calificaci贸n final es de tres estrellas.
October 12, 2017
鈥淥nly perhaps in our children, in their earliest years, one might find, some remote faint reflection of this beauty."
Do you remember losing that treasured innocence that we were born with? that old childish 鈥榠nnocence鈥� (there might be a better word to describe it, but my vocabulary is poor) - the nausea of which we live with for rest of our lives? We know, or at least we think we know, that it can鈥檛 be helped, and we would consider someone a weakling, a divine fool or ridiculous if he or she retained that innocence beyond a certain age. We even lough at our own foolishness of old days:
"They hardly remembered what they had lost, in fact refused to believe that they had ever been happy and innocent. They even laughed at the possibility of this happiness in the past, and called it a dream."
Yet, we look at children, ever cheerful, and feel sorry for the loss they are bound to suffer one time or another in their lives 鈥� they, too, will eat that fruit from 'tree of knowledge of good and evil' 鈥� which will show itself to them in some hardship of life or some light jest or some injustice too brutal for their innocence; and get thrown out from that imaginary paradise which n their ignorance, they had so naturally surround themselves with till then; only to discover inferno of reality - where noble-hearted Abels will be killed and Cains, realizing the injustice inherit in the world will revenge themselves by contributing to the very injustice that had repelled them, and be marked in a way that will make them, or at least make them act as if they were, indifferent to (if not actively causing) sufferings of others.
"Oh, at first perhaps it began innocently, with a jest, coquetry, with amorous play, perhaps indeed with a germ, but that germ of falsity made its way into their hearts and pleased them. Then sensuality was soon begotten, sensuality begot jealousy, jealousy 鈥� cruelty听鈥� Oh, I don't know, I don't remember; but soon, very soon the first blood was shed."
Some of them will fight for their innocence with all their might, but that fight itself shall slowly kill the innocence they are fighting for. The only way, it would seem, to stay innocent is to die young.
Our ridiculous man (r-man) is one such person whose failure to fight for innocence has left him with this same indifference we mentioned 鈥� an indifference that came so dangerously close to Camus鈥� Stranger; and turned him into a Nihilist. Tormented minds have always reasoned themselves into finding everything meaningless.
鈥淏ut since I grew to manhood, I have for some unknown reason become calmer, though I realized my awful characteristic more fully every year. I say 'unknown', for to this day I cannot tell why it was. Perhaps it was owing to the terrible misery that was growing in my soul through something which was of more consequence than anything else about me: that something was the conviction that had come upon me that nothing in the world mattered.鈥�
Having given up on the world and since nothing whatsoever matters, he is planning to kill himself 鈥� when a little girl in misery invokes his sympathy. The discovery that he still had sympathy for her in him, frustrated him and made him treat her badly. Why should he, who already has that mark of indifference, feel sorry for her? His reason told him, nothing should matter 鈥� and yet, it did matter.
"You see, though nothing mattered to me, I could feel pain, for instance. If anyone had stuck me it would have hurt me. It was the same morally: if anything very pathetic happened, I should have felt pity just as I used to do in old days when there were things in life that did matter to me. I had felt pity that evening. I should have certainly helped a child. Why, then, had I not helped the little girl? Because of an idea that occurred to me at the time: when she was calling and pulling at me, a question suddenly arose before me and I could not settle it. The question was an idle one, but I was vexed. I was vexed at the reflection that if I were going to make an end of myself that night, nothing in life ought to have mattered to me. Why was it that all at once I did not feel a strange pang, quite incongruous in my position."
FD, as we know, has a dislike for rationalism. As a rationalist, r-man wanted to kill himself by shooting his brain 鈥� since that is where, he must have thought, his 鈥榮elf鈥� lies 鈥� but after the incidence; in his dream, it is his heart he shoots. A person is not what he thinks but rather what he feels.
FD knows we can鈥檛 argue with our feelings. We can鈥檛 reason ourselves into or out of feeling a thing. Rashkilonav鈥檚 reasoning had always told him that he never did anything wrong; and yet that reasoning couldn鈥檛 save him from feeling guilt.
Feelings on the other hand will always devise reasons of their own, even if those reasons may sound ridiculous to others. This time it was done through a dream:
鈥淒reams seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in dreams, what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it!
In a battle between heart and brain, heart wins - each time; at least for FD. FD would argue the innocence, regarding the loss of which we just talked about, is never completely loss; people just cover it with thick black veils of indifference 鈥� and forget all about it.
Yet, sooner or later 鈥� the compassion arising from suffering of a child, the lure of love, sight of something beautiful, colors of festival or warnings from Christmas ghosts (I know last is not FD but I鈥檓 sure he won鈥檛 mind) will rush it back to surface, no matter how thick that veil of indifference was.
Anyway, it was sudden discovery of this innocence, caused in form of compassion for the little girl, that brought with itself a subconscious wish 鈥揳 wish that manifested itself in his dream. A dream that we all have dreamed 鈥� of a Utopia, of a paradise where you never have to grow up. How beautiful itself it was! How easily built! And how unstable!
"As they became wicked they began talking of brotherhood and humanitarianism, and understood those ideas. As they became criminal, they invented justice and drew up whole legal codes in order to observe it, and to ensure their being kept, set up a guillotine."
鈥淎nd yet how simple it is: in one day, in one hour everything could be arranged at once! The chief thing is to love others like yourself, that鈥檚 the chief thing, and that鈥檚 everything; nothing else is wanted 鈥� you will find out at once how to arrange it all.鈥�
P.S. If you go to Socyd鈥檚 review, you will find link to an awesome animation of the story.
February 6, 2016
爻兀亘賵丨購 賱賰購賲 亘爻乇:
乇亘賲丕 賰賱 賲丕 爻亘賯 賱賲 賷賰購賳 丨購賱賲賸丕! 賱兀賳 賲丕 丨丿孬 賰丕賳 賲賴賵賱賸丕 賵賮馗賷毓賸丕貙 亘丨賷孬 賱丕 賷賲賰賳 兀賳 賷鬲乇丕卅賶 賮賶 丨賱賲.
賴匕丕 丕賱賲購囟丨賽賰 卮賰賱賸丕 賵賲囟賲賵賳賸丕 賴賵 丕賱毓亘賯乇賷 賵丕賱賮賷賱爻賵賮 賵丕賱賲亘丿毓貙 賵亘毓亘賯乇賷鬲賴 毓賲賱 毓賱賶 鬲胤賵賷乇 丿乇賵爻 賵賲賳丕賴噩 丕賱卮乇.
賷爻賲賾賵賳賴 丕賱賲噩賳賵賳貙 賷毓胤賮 毓賱賶 丕賱賳丕爻 毓賳丿賲丕 賷爻禺乇賵賳 賲賳賴貙 賵丨丿賴 賷毓乇賮 丨賯賷賯丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞
賷氐丕丿賯 丕賱賰丌亘丞 賵亘胤乇賷賯丞 丨賲賷賲賷丞貙 賷毓賷 兀賰孬乇 賲賳 丕賱賰賱 亘兀賳賴 賲囟丨賰.
賵噩賵丿 丕賱毓丕賱賲 兀賵 毓丿賲 賵噩賵丿賴 爻賵丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 廿賱賷賴... 賯乇賮... 賱丕 賷卮毓乇 兀亘丿丕賸 亘賲丕 丨賵賱賴.
兀丨賷丕賳丕賸 丕賱胤亘賷毓丞 丕賱賯丕爻賷丞 鬲賵賯馗賴 賲賳 賲毓丕賳丕鬲賴.. 亘乇賵丿丞 丕賱兀賲胤丕乇貙 毓丿丕卅賷鬲賴丕 鬲噩丕賴 丕賱賳丕爻貙 丕賱賮鬲丕丞 丕賱鬲賶 鬲乇噩賵賴 賱賷賳賯匕 兀賲賴丕 賲賳 丕賱賲乇囟 賵丕賱賮賯乇.
丕賱亘禺丕乇 丕賱賲鬲氐丕毓丿 賲賳 賰賱 丨噩乇 賮賷 卮賵丕乇毓 丕賱賲丿賷賳丞 賷鬲丨賵賾賱 廿賱賶 毓鬲賲丞 鬲賮乇丨 賯賱亘賴 賵賱賵 賱賱丨馗丕鬲.
賷丐賲賳 賴匕丕 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰貙 亘兀賳賴 賵丨丿賴 賷爻鬲胤賷毓 兀賳 賷夭賷賱 丕賱毓丕賱賲貙 賵賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 爻賷賳胤賮卅 亘賯乇丕乇 賲賳賴貙 爻賷禺鬲賮賶 丕賱毓丕賱賲 亘丕賳鬲丨丕乇賴.
囟丕賯 氐丿乇賴 賲賳 賯爻賵丞 賮囟丕亍 丕賱鬲丕亘賵鬲 丨鬲賶 賯匕賮 亘賴 亘毓賷丿丕賸貙 賱丨馗鬲賴丕 賴夭賴 丨亘 賯丕賴乇 賳丨賵 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀乇囟 丕賱丨亘賷亘丞 丕賱爻丕賱賮丞 丕賱鬲賷 睾丕丿乇賴丕.
毓賳丿 賲毓丕卮乇鬲賴 賱賱賱胤賷賮賷賳 丕賱兀亘乇賷丕亍 丕賱賵丿賵丿賷賳 丕賱賲丕賰孬賷賳 毓賱賶 兀乇囟 兀禺乇賷貙 賱賲 賷爻鬲胤毓 兀賳 賷購禺賮賽賶 丕賱卮乇 亘丿丕禺賱賴.
賱賯丿 丕賳鬲賴賶 亘賴 丕賱兀賲乇 廿賱賶 廿賮爻丕丿賴賲 噩賲賷毓賸丕.
夭乇毓 賮賷賴賲 丕賱卮賴賵丞貙 丕賱睾賷乇丞貙 丕賱賯爻賵丞貙 丕賱毓賷亘貙 賵爻賮賰 丕賱丿賲..
鬲賮乇賯賵丕貙 鬲賮賰賰賵丕貙 馗賴乇鬲 丕鬲丨丕丿丕鬲貙 賵賱丿 賲賮賴賵賲 丕賱卮乇賮貙 毓匕亘賵丕 丕賱丨賷賵丕賳丕鬲貙 賵賳卮兀 賳囟丕賱 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱廿賳賮乇丕丿 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱卮禺氐賷丞.
兀賵賱 鬲噩乇亘丞 賱賶 賲毓 丿賷爻鬲賵賮賷爻賰賶.
丿賷爻鬲賵賮爻賰賶 毓亘賯乇賶 賳噩丨 賴賳丕 賮賶 氐賮丨丕鬲 賯賱賷賱丞 兀賳 賷乇爻賲 賱賳丕 賲丕 賷卮亘賴 丕賱乇爻丕賱丞 丕賱廿賱賴賷丞.
賱賷賯賵賱 廿賳賾 丕賱卮乇 氐丕乇 丕賱賲亘丿兀 毓賳丿 丕賱賳丕爻 賵賴賵 爻亘亘 賰賱 賲丕 賷毓賷卮賴 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳.
丕賱卮乇 賴賵 丕賱賳賯賷囟 賱賱乇賵丨 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 賱賲 鬲毓丿 賲鬲賵賮乇丞 亘賷賳 丕賱亘卮乇.
賳丨賳 賳毓賷卮 賮賷 丨乇亘 毓賱賶 賲禺鬲賱賮 丕賱兀氐毓丿丞貙 丕賱爻賷丕爻賷丞 賵丕賱廿噩鬲賲丕毓賷丞 賵丕賱丿賷賳賷丞. 賳丨賳 賳毓賷卮 丕賱賲賵鬲 丕賱丿丕卅賲.
*丕賱賲賴賲 兀賳 鬲購丨賽亘 丕賱丕禺乇賷賳 賰賲丕 鬲丨亘 賳賮爻賰*
乇亘賲丕 賰賱 賲丕 爻亘賯 賱賲 賷賰購賳 丨購賱賲賸丕! 賱兀賳 賲丕 丨丿孬 賰丕賳 賲賴賵賱賸丕 賵賮馗賷毓賸丕貙 亘丨賷孬 賱丕 賷賲賰賳 兀賳 賷鬲乇丕卅賶 賮賶 丨賱賲.
賴匕丕 丕賱賲購囟丨賽賰 卮賰賱賸丕 賵賲囟賲賵賳賸丕 賴賵 丕賱毓亘賯乇賷 賵丕賱賮賷賱爻賵賮 賵丕賱賲亘丿毓貙 賵亘毓亘賯乇賷鬲賴 毓賲賱 毓賱賶 鬲胤賵賷乇 丿乇賵爻 賵賲賳丕賴噩 丕賱卮乇.
賷爻賲賾賵賳賴 丕賱賲噩賳賵賳貙 賷毓胤賮 毓賱賶 丕賱賳丕爻 毓賳丿賲丕 賷爻禺乇賵賳 賲賳賴貙 賵丨丿賴 賷毓乇賮 丨賯賷賯丞 丕賱賵噩賵丿 賮賷 丕賱丨賷丕丞
賷氐丕丿賯 丕賱賰丌亘丞 賵亘胤乇賷賯丞 丨賲賷賲賷丞貙 賷毓賷 兀賰孬乇 賲賳 丕賱賰賱 亘兀賳賴 賲囟丨賰.
賵噩賵丿 丕賱毓丕賱賲 兀賵 毓丿賲 賵噩賵丿賴 爻賵丕亍 亘丕賱賳爻亘丞 廿賱賷賴... 賯乇賮... 賱丕 賷卮毓乇 兀亘丿丕賸 亘賲丕 丨賵賱賴.
兀丨賷丕賳丕賸 丕賱胤亘賷毓丞 丕賱賯丕爻賷丞 鬲賵賯馗賴 賲賳 賲毓丕賳丕鬲賴.. 亘乇賵丿丞 丕賱兀賲胤丕乇貙 毓丿丕卅賷鬲賴丕 鬲噩丕賴 丕賱賳丕爻貙 丕賱賮鬲丕丞 丕賱鬲賶 鬲乇噩賵賴 賱賷賳賯匕 兀賲賴丕 賲賳 丕賱賲乇囟 賵丕賱賮賯乇.
丕賱亘禺丕乇 丕賱賲鬲氐丕毓丿 賲賳 賰賱 丨噩乇 賮賷 卮賵丕乇毓 丕賱賲丿賷賳丞 賷鬲丨賵賾賱 廿賱賶 毓鬲賲丞 鬲賮乇丨 賯賱亘賴 賵賱賵 賱賱丨馗丕鬲.
賷丐賲賳 賴匕丕 丕賱乇噩賱 丕賱賲囟丨賰貙 亘兀賳賴 賵丨丿賴 賷爻鬲胤賷毓 兀賳 賷夭賷賱 丕賱毓丕賱賲貙 賵賴匕丕 丕賱毓丕賱賲 爻賷賳胤賮卅 亘賯乇丕乇 賲賳賴貙 爻賷禺鬲賮賶 丕賱毓丕賱賲 亘丕賳鬲丨丕乇賴.
囟丕賯 氐丿乇賴 賲賳 賯爻賵丞 賮囟丕亍 丕賱鬲丕亘賵鬲 丨鬲賶 賯匕賮 亘賴 亘毓賷丿丕賸貙 賱丨馗鬲賴丕 賴夭賴 丨亘 賯丕賴乇 賳丨賵 鬲賱賰 丕賱兀乇囟 丕賱丨亘賷亘丞 丕賱爻丕賱賮丞 丕賱鬲賷 睾丕丿乇賴丕.
毓賳丿 賲毓丕卮乇鬲賴 賱賱賱胤賷賮賷賳 丕賱兀亘乇賷丕亍 丕賱賵丿賵丿賷賳 丕賱賲丕賰孬賷賳 毓賱賶 兀乇囟 兀禺乇賷貙 賱賲 賷爻鬲胤毓 兀賳 賷購禺賮賽賶 丕賱卮乇 亘丿丕禺賱賴.
賱賯丿 丕賳鬲賴賶 亘賴 丕賱兀賲乇 廿賱賶 廿賮爻丕丿賴賲 噩賲賷毓賸丕.
夭乇毓 賮賷賴賲 丕賱卮賴賵丞貙 丕賱睾賷乇丞貙 丕賱賯爻賵丞貙 丕賱毓賷亘貙 賵爻賮賰 丕賱丿賲..
鬲賮乇賯賵丕貙 鬲賮賰賰賵丕貙 馗賴乇鬲 丕鬲丨丕丿丕鬲貙 賵賱丿 賲賮賴賵賲 丕賱卮乇賮貙 毓匕亘賵丕 丕賱丨賷賵丕賳丕鬲貙 賵賳卮兀 賳囟丕賱 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱廿賳賮乇丕丿 賲賳 兀噩賱 丕賱卮禺氐賷丞.
兀賵賱 鬲噩乇亘丞 賱賶 賲毓 丿賷爻鬲賵賮賷爻賰賶.
丿賷爻鬲賵賮爻賰賶 毓亘賯乇賶 賳噩丨 賴賳丕 賮賶 氐賮丨丕鬲 賯賱賷賱丞 兀賳 賷乇爻賲 賱賳丕 賲丕 賷卮亘賴 丕賱乇爻丕賱丞 丕賱廿賱賴賷丞.
賱賷賯賵賱 廿賳賾 丕賱卮乇 氐丕乇 丕賱賲亘丿兀 毓賳丿 丕賱賳丕爻 賵賴賵 爻亘亘 賰賱 賲丕 賷毓賷卮賴 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳.
丕賱卮乇 賴賵 丕賱賳賯賷囟 賱賱乇賵丨 丕賱廿賳爻丕賳賷丞 丕賱鬲賷 賱賲 鬲毓丿 賲鬲賵賮乇丞 亘賷賳 丕賱亘卮乇.
賳丨賳 賳毓賷卮 賮賷 丨乇亘 毓賱賶 賲禺鬲賱賮 丕賱兀氐毓丿丞貙 丕賱爻賷丕爻賷丞 賵丕賱廿噩鬲賲丕毓賷丞 賵丕賱丿賷賳賷丞. 賳丨賳 賳毓賷卮 丕賱賲賵鬲 丕賱丿丕卅賲.
*丕賱賲賴賲 兀賳 鬲購丨賽亘 丕賱丕禺乇賷賳 賰賲丕 鬲丨亘 賳賮爻賰*
January 7, 2024
'The Dream of a Ridiculous Man' seems to be a much more optimistic statement comparing to other Dostoevsky's works I have read. Dostoevsky knows everything about injustice, suffering, pain, corruption and decline. His texts make me depressed - that's why I often postpone reading them.
It takes a genius to speak about the most important aspects of the human existence - faith, happiness, morality, corruption, death, suffering, etc. - in the most powerful way using such simple language.
'And a strange thing happened : while they ceased completely to believe in their lost bliss, dismissing it as a fairy tale, they longed so much to become happy and innocent once more that they capitulated to their own wishes and, like small children, proceeded to worship their longings. They built countless temples, deified their own wishful thought, and prayed to it. And although they were certain their wishes could never come true, they worshiped them with tears in their eyes.'
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'Finally these people grew tired in their senseless efforts, and suffering appeared on their faces. Then they proclaimed that suffering is beautiful because suffering alone contains thought.'
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'Awareness of life is of a higher order than knowledge of the laws of happiness'
It takes a genius to speak about the most important aspects of the human existence - faith, happiness, morality, corruption, death, suffering, etc. - in the most powerful way using such simple language.
'And a strange thing happened : while they ceased completely to believe in their lost bliss, dismissing it as a fairy tale, they longed so much to become happy and innocent once more that they capitulated to their own wishes and, like small children, proceeded to worship their longings. They built countless temples, deified their own wishful thought, and prayed to it. And although they were certain their wishes could never come true, they worshiped them with tears in their eyes.'
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'Finally these people grew tired in their senseless efforts, and suffering appeared on their faces. Then they proclaimed that suffering is beautiful because suffering alone contains thought.'
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'Awareness of life is of a higher order than knowledge of the laws of happiness'
January 11, 2019
鈥溬堎傌� 亘賱睾鬲購 賲賳 卮丿賾丞 毓丿賲 丕賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲購 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞 兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞 兀丨爻購 賮賷賴丕 兀賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯購 丕賱丕賴鬲賲丕賲鈥�
"兀氐亘丨鬲購 賮噩兀丞賸 賱丕 兀睾囟亘購 賲賳 丕賱賳丕爻貙 亘賱 賲丕 毓購丿鬲購 兀賱丕丨馗購 賵噩賵丿賻賴賲."
賯氐丞 賮賱爻賮賷丞 賯氐賷乇丞 匕丕鬲 兀孬乇 毓馗賷賲
鬲爻賱賲 丿賲丕睾賰 賷丕 毓賲 丿賵爻鬲賵賷賮爻賰賷
August 7, 2022
"賵賯丿 亘賱睾鬲 賲賳 卮丿丞 毓丿賲 廿賰鬲乇丕孬賷 兀賳 鬲賲賳賷鬲 賮賷 丕賱賳賴丕賷丞 兀賳 兀賯亘囟 毓賱賷 丿賯賷賯丞 賵丕丨丿丞 兀丨爻 賮賷賴丕 貙 廿賳 卮賷卅丕賸 賲丕 賷爻鬲丨賯 丕賱廿賴鬲賲丕賲 ."
July 10, 2019
Fyodor Dostoyevsky is quite a reading experience. After my somewhat dubious encounter with Crime and Punishment a few years back, I wasn't sure I'd undertake another FD novel, but then this short story appeared on my Goodread's feed and I thought....it's only 40 pages!
Ha! Throughout the entire story of extremely small print pages, my first thought was, this guy is writing at 100 miles per hour like his thoughts were just exploding from his mind....or that's how it felt to me. His writing so intense, the story so deep that it was almost as if FD was the Ridiculous Man and the dream had happened to him.
At first, I didn't like the character or his pathetic view of the world, especially after his treatment of the desperate little girl, but I knew he too was desperate and troubled as we learn early on of his suicidal plan (no spoiler here) so did feel empathy for him.
Then, after the spiritual dream and his reflection of having seen the truth, his turnabout kind of reminded me of Scrooge and his awakening with a total new outlook on life and the world. Simplistic comparison, but how I will remember this complex character and philosophic read with its religious undertones.
The message here, for me, is love others as you love yourself and enjoy every day above ground to the fullest.
Was so glad for the last line in the novella.
January 28, 2023
协褌芯褌 褉邪褋褋泻邪蟹 袛芯褋褌芯械胁褋泻芯谐芯 薪邪锌懈褋邪薪 褋 谐谢褍斜芯泻懈屑 锌褋懈褏芯谢芯谐懈褔械褋泻懈屑 锌褉芯薪懈泻薪芯胁械薪懈械屑 胁 写褍褕褍 褔械谢芯胁械泻邪, 褋芯斜褉邪胁褕械谐芯褋褟 锌芯泻芯薪褔懈褌褜 褋 褋芯斜芯泄 懈 芯褌屑械薪懈胁褕械谐芯 褋胁芯械 褉械褕械薪懈械, 懈蟹谢械褔懈胁褕懈褋褜 胁 褉械蟹褍谢褜褌邪褌械 褋胁芯械谐芯 褋薪邪 芯褌 屑褍褔懈胁褕械谐芯 械谐芯 锌褉芯褌懈胁芯褉械褔懈褟. 袚械褉芯泄 锌褉芯懈蟹胁械写械薪懈褟 -"屑邪谢械薪褜泻懈泄" 褔械谢芯胁械泻, 褋 写械褌褋褌胁邪 锌芯写胁械褉谐邪胁褕懈泄褋褟 斜褍谢谢懈薪谐褍, 锌芯褋泻芯谢褜泻褍 谢褞写懈, 胁懈写褟 械谐芯 芯褌谢懈褔懈褟 芯褌 褌芯谢锌褘, 薪邪褏芯写懈谢懈 械谐芯 褋屑械褕薪褘屑. 孝邪泻 褔邪褋褌芯 斜褘胁邪械褌 胁 褔械谢芯胁械褔械褋泻芯屑 芯斜褖械褋褌胁械, 芯褋芯斜械薪薪芯 胁 写械褌褋泻懈褏 泻芯谢谢械泻褌懈胁邪褏. 袞懈谢 芯薪 薪邪 褋褗械屑薪芯泄 泻胁邪褉褌懈褉械, 褋 斜械褋锌芯泻芯泄薪褘屑懈, 褔邪褋褌芯 锌褜褟薪褘屑懈 褋芯褋械写褟屑懈.
袨写薪邪卸写褘 芯薪 芯褋芯蟹薪邪械褌, 褔褌芯 "胁褋械屑 胁褋械 褉邪胁薪芯". 协褌邪 褎褉邪蟹邪 蟹胁褍褔懈褌 褉械褎褉械薪芯屑, 芯褌锌械褔邪褌褘胁邪褟褋褜 胁 屑芯蟹谐褍. 袨薪 褍斜械卸写邪械褌 懈 褋械斜褟, 褔褌芯 械屑褍 褌芯卸械 胁褋械 斜械蟹褉邪蟹谢懈褔薪芯. 袙 褉邪褋褋泻邪蟹械 锌芯泻邪蟹邪薪邪 褝胁芯谢褞褑懈褟 褋芯褋褌芯褟薪懈褟 谐械褉芯褟, 屑褘褋谢械泄, 泻芯褌芯褉褘械 胁械写褍褌 胁 薪懈泻褍写邪, 胁 薪懈谐懈谢懈蟹屑, 懈 谐械褉芯泄 薪械 胁褋械谐写邪 屑芯卸械褌 芯斜褗褟褋薪懈褌褜 锌褉懈褔懈薪褘 懈褏 胁芯蟹薪懈泻薪芯胁械薪懈褟.
袧邪泻芯薪械褑, 芯薪 芯褌 屑褘褋谢械泄 锌械褉械褏芯写懈褌 泻 写械泄褋褌胁懈褟屑 - 泻褍锌懈谢 锌懈褋褌芯谢械褌 懈 褉械褕懈谢, 泻芯谐写邪 懈 泻邪泻 斜褍写械褌 褋褌褉械谢褟褌褜褋褟. 袧邪 褍谢懈褑械 械屑褍 锌芯胁褋褌褉械褔邪谢邪褋褜 锌谢邪褔褍褖邪褟 写械胁芯褔泻邪, 锌褉芯褋褟褖邪褟 芯 锌芯屑芯褖懈, 薪芯 芯薪 蟹邪褌芯锌邪谢 懈 薪邪泻褉懈褔邪谢 薪邪 薪械械. 袩芯褔械屑褍 芯薪 褌邪泻 锌芯褋褌褍锌懈谢? 袨薪 斜褘谢 褍胁械褉械薪, 褔褌芯 锌芯蟹懈褑懈褟 褉邪胁薪芯写褍褕懈褟 - 械褋褌褜 械谐芯 褋褍褌褜, 褔褌芯 芯薪 薪械 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜 泻芯屑褍-褌芯 薪褍卸械薪, 褔褌芯 锌芯褋谢械 械谐芯 褋屑械褉褌懈, 芯 泻芯褌芯褉芯泄 芯薪 褍卸械 褉械褕懈谢, 屑懈褉邪 薪械 斜褍写械褌. 芦袦芯卸薪芯 褋泻邪蟹邪褌褜 写邪卸械 褌邪泻, 褔褌芯 屑懈褉 褌械锌械褉褜 泻邪泻 斜褘 写谢褟 屑械薪褟 芯写薪芯谐芯 懈 褋写械谢邪薪: 蟹邪褋褌褉械谢褞褋褜 褟, 懈 屑懈褉邪 薪械 斜褍写械褌, 锌芯 泻褉邪泄薪械泄 屑械褉械 写谢褟 屑械薪褟. 袧械 谐芯胁芯褉褟 褍卸械 芯 褌芯屑, 褔褌芯, 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜, 懈 写械泄褋褌胁懈褌械谢褜薪芯 薪懈 写谢褟 泻芯谐芯 薪懈褔械谐芯 薪械 斜褍写械褌 锌芯褋谢械 屑械薪褟, 懈 胁械褋褜 屑懈褉, 褌芯谢褜泻芯 谢懈褕褜 褍谐邪褋薪械褌 屑芯械 褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈械, 褍谐邪褋薪械褌 褌芯褌褔邪褋 泻邪泻 锌褉懈蟹褉邪泻, 泻邪泻 锌褉懈薪邪写谢械卸薪芯褋褌褜 谢懈褕褜 芯写薪芯谐芯 屑芯械谐芯 褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈褟, 懈 褍锌褉邪蟹写薪懈褌褋褟, 懈斜芯, 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜, 胁械褋褜 褝褌芯褌 屑懈褉 懈 胁褋械 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 鈥� 褟-褌芯 褋邪屑 芯写懈薪 懈 械褋褌褜".
袙褋褌褉械褔邪 褋 写械胁芯褔泻芯泄 写邪褢褌 械屑褍 锌芯泻邪 褋屑褍褌薪芯械 锌芯薪懈屑邪薪懈械, 褔褌芯 芯薪 泻芯屑褍-褌芯 薪褍卸械薪. 袩芯 泻褉邪泄薪械泄 屑械褉械, 械谐芯 锌芯屑芯褖褜, 屑芯卸械褌 薪械 芯薪 褋邪屑. 袨薪 懈褋锌褘褌褘胁邪械褌 卸邪谢芯褋褌褜 泻 写械胁芯褔泻械 懈 褋褌褘写, 褔褌芯 褌邪泻 锌芯褋褌褍锌懈谢. 协褌芯 褍卸械 薪械斜械蟹褉邪蟹谢懈褔懈械. 袧邪褔懈薪邪械褌褋褟 褉邪蟹胁芯褉芯褌 芯褌 锌芯蟹懈褑懈懈 斜械褋褋屑褘褋谢械薪薪芯褋褌懈 卸懈蟹薪懈, 薪械褑械薪薪芯褋褌懈 懈 薪械薪褍卸薪芯褋褌懈 械谐芯 卸懈蟹薪懈 泻 泻邪泻芯泄-褌芯 薪芯胁芯泄 懈写械懈, 泻芯褌芯褉褍褞 芯薪 薪邪褟胁褍 薪械 屑芯卸械褌 芯褋芯蟹薪邪褌褜, 褌邪泻 谐谢褍斜芯泻芯 芯薪 胁写芯谢斜懈谢 胁 褋械斜褟 懈写械懈 芯褌褉懈褑邪薪懈褟 褋屑褘褋谢邪 卸懈蟹薪懈. 袧褍卸薪邪 斜褘谢邪 褉邪斜芯褌邪 锌芯写褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈褟, 泻芯褌芯褉邪褟 胁芯蟹屑芯卸薪邪 胁 褋芯褋褌芯褟薪懈懈 褋薪邪.
袠 褑械谢懈褌械谢褜薪褘泄 褋芯薪 薪邪褋褌褍锌懈谢. 协褌芯 斜褘谢 褋芯薪 芯 胁芯卸写械谢械薪薪芯屑 褋邪屑芯褍斜懈泄褋褌胁械 懈 锌芯褌褍褋褌芯褉芯薪薪械屑 屑懈褉械, 泻芯褌芯褉褘泄 谐械褉芯泄 芯褌褉懈褑邪谢 懈 胁械褉懈谢 胁 "褋芯胁械褉褕械薪薪芯械 薪械斜褘褌懈械". 袩芯锌邪胁 薪邪 写褉褍谐褍褞 锌谢邪薪械褌褍, 锌芯褏芯卸褍褞 薪邪 袟械屑谢褞, 薪芯 褌芯谢褜泻芯 懈写械邪谢褜薪褍褞 - 斜械蟹 蟹谢邪, 斜械蟹 谐褉械褏邪, 胁 芯斜褖械屑, 锌芯褔褌懈 褔褌芯 褉邪泄, 褋屑械褕薪芯泄 褔械谢芯胁械泻 胁 褝褌芯屑 褋薪械 谢懈褑械蟹褉械械褌 泻邪泻 锌褉芯懈褋褏芯写懈褌 褋芯胁褉邪褖械薪懈械 懈褏 褋 锌褍褌懈 懈褋褌懈薪薪芯谐芯, 褋薪邪褔邪谢邪 芯薪懈 褍蟹薪邪褞褌 泻褉邪褋芯褌褍 谢卸懈, 蟹邪褌械屑 褉芯写懈谢芯褋褜 褋谢邪写芯褋褌褉邪褋褌懈械, 蟹邪 泻芯褌芯褉褘屑 斜褘褋褌褉芯 胁芯蟹薪懈泻谢邪 褉械胁薪芯褋褌褜, 邪 蟹邪褌械屑 卸械褋褌芯泻芯褋褌褜. 小泻芯褉芯 斜褉褘蟹薪褍谢邪 锌械褉胁邪褟 泻褉芯胁褜. "袛谢褟 锌褉懈芯斜褉械褌械薪懈褟 胁褋械谐芯 锌褉懈斜械谐邪谢芯褋褜 泻 蟹谢芯写械泄褋褌胁褍, 邪 械褋谢懈 芯薪芯 薪械 褍写邪胁邪谢芯褋褜听鈥� 泻 褋邪屑芯褍斜懈泄褋褌胁褍. 携胁懈谢懈褋褜 褉械谢懈谐懈懈 褋 泻褍谢褜褌芯屑 薪械斜褘褌懈褟 懈 褋邪屑芯褉邪蟹褉褍褕械薪懈褟 褉邪写懈 胁械褔薪芯谐芯 褍褋锌芯泻芯械薪懈褟 胁 薪懈褔褌芯卸械褋褌胁械. 袧邪泻芯薪械褑, 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 褍褋褌邪谢懈 胁 斜械褋褋屑褘褋谢械薪薪芯屑 褌褉褍写械, 懈 薪邪 懈褏 谢懈褑邪褏 锌芯褟胁懈谢芯褋褜 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈械, 懈 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 锌褉芯胁芯蟹谐谢邪褋懈谢懈, 褔褌芯 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈械 械褋褌褜 泻褉邪褋芯褌邪, 懈斜芯 胁 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈懈 谢懈褕褜 屑褘褋谢褜." 小屑械褕薪芯泄 褔械谢芯胁械泻 薪邪褔邪谢 锌褘褌邪褌褜褋褟 胁械褉薪褍褌褜 懈褏 泻 锌褉械卸薪懈屑 懈写械邪谢邪屑, 薪芯 褌褖械褌薪芯. 袨薪 锌褉芯褋褘锌邪械褌褋褟 芯褌 褔褍胁褋褌胁邪 褋泻芯褉斜懈, 褉邪蟹褉褘胁邪褞褖械谐芯 械谐芯 褋械褉写褑械.
袨薪 褋褔懈褌邪械褌, 褔褌芯 锌芯蟹薪邪谢 袠褋褌懈薪褍, 褔褌芯 谢褞写懈 屑芯谐褍褌 卸懈褌褜 褋褔邪褋褌谢懈胁芯, 写谢褟 褝褌芯谐芯 薪邪写芯 锌褉芯锌芯胁械写芯胁邪褌褜, 褏芯褌褜 芯薪 懈 芯褋芯蟹薪邪械褌, 褔褌芯 胁械褉芯褟褌薪芯褋褌褜 褍褋锌械褏邪 屑邪谢邪. 芦...锌褍褋褌褜, 锌褍褋褌褜 褝褌芯 薪懈泻芯谐写邪 薪械 褋斜褍写械褌褋褟 懈 薪械 斜褘胁邪褌褜 褉邪褞 (胁械写褜 褍卸械 褝褌芯-褌芯 褟 锌芯薪懈屑邪褞!), 鈥� 薪褍, 邪 褟 胁褋械-褌邪泻懈 斜褍写褍 锌褉芯锌芯胁械写芯胁邪褌褜禄.
袨写薪邪卸写褘 芯薪 芯褋芯蟹薪邪械褌, 褔褌芯 "胁褋械屑 胁褋械 褉邪胁薪芯". 协褌邪 褎褉邪蟹邪 蟹胁褍褔懈褌 褉械褎褉械薪芯屑, 芯褌锌械褔邪褌褘胁邪褟褋褜 胁 屑芯蟹谐褍. 袨薪 褍斜械卸写邪械褌 懈 褋械斜褟, 褔褌芯 械屑褍 褌芯卸械 胁褋械 斜械蟹褉邪蟹谢懈褔薪芯. 袙 褉邪褋褋泻邪蟹械 锌芯泻邪蟹邪薪邪 褝胁芯谢褞褑懈褟 褋芯褋褌芯褟薪懈褟 谐械褉芯褟, 屑褘褋谢械泄, 泻芯褌芯褉褘械 胁械写褍褌 胁 薪懈泻褍写邪, 胁 薪懈谐懈谢懈蟹屑, 懈 谐械褉芯泄 薪械 胁褋械谐写邪 屑芯卸械褌 芯斜褗褟褋薪懈褌褜 锌褉懈褔懈薪褘 懈褏 胁芯蟹薪懈泻薪芯胁械薪懈褟.
袧邪泻芯薪械褑, 芯薪 芯褌 屑褘褋谢械泄 锌械褉械褏芯写懈褌 泻 写械泄褋褌胁懈褟屑 - 泻褍锌懈谢 锌懈褋褌芯谢械褌 懈 褉械褕懈谢, 泻芯谐写邪 懈 泻邪泻 斜褍写械褌 褋褌褉械谢褟褌褜褋褟. 袧邪 褍谢懈褑械 械屑褍 锌芯胁褋褌褉械褔邪谢邪褋褜 锌谢邪褔褍褖邪褟 写械胁芯褔泻邪, 锌褉芯褋褟褖邪褟 芯 锌芯屑芯褖懈, 薪芯 芯薪 蟹邪褌芯锌邪谢 懈 薪邪泻褉懈褔邪谢 薪邪 薪械械. 袩芯褔械屑褍 芯薪 褌邪泻 锌芯褋褌褍锌懈谢? 袨薪 斜褘谢 褍胁械褉械薪, 褔褌芯 锌芯蟹懈褑懈褟 褉邪胁薪芯写褍褕懈褟 - 械褋褌褜 械谐芯 褋褍褌褜, 褔褌芯 芯薪 薪械 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜 泻芯屑褍-褌芯 薪褍卸械薪, 褔褌芯 锌芯褋谢械 械谐芯 褋屑械褉褌懈, 芯 泻芯褌芯褉芯泄 芯薪 褍卸械 褉械褕懈谢, 屑懈褉邪 薪械 斜褍写械褌. 芦袦芯卸薪芯 褋泻邪蟹邪褌褜 写邪卸械 褌邪泻, 褔褌芯 屑懈褉 褌械锌械褉褜 泻邪泻 斜褘 写谢褟 屑械薪褟 芯写薪芯谐芯 懈 褋写械谢邪薪: 蟹邪褋褌褉械谢褞褋褜 褟, 懈 屑懈褉邪 薪械 斜褍写械褌, 锌芯 泻褉邪泄薪械泄 屑械褉械 写谢褟 屑械薪褟. 袧械 谐芯胁芯褉褟 褍卸械 芯 褌芯屑, 褔褌芯, 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜, 懈 写械泄褋褌胁懈褌械谢褜薪芯 薪懈 写谢褟 泻芯谐芯 薪懈褔械谐芯 薪械 斜褍写械褌 锌芯褋谢械 屑械薪褟, 懈 胁械褋褜 屑懈褉, 褌芯谢褜泻芯 谢懈褕褜 褍谐邪褋薪械褌 屑芯械 褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈械, 褍谐邪褋薪械褌 褌芯褌褔邪褋 泻邪泻 锌褉懈蟹褉邪泻, 泻邪泻 锌褉懈薪邪写谢械卸薪芯褋褌褜 谢懈褕褜 芯写薪芯谐芯 屑芯械谐芯 褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈褟, 懈 褍锌褉邪蟹写薪懈褌褋褟, 懈斜芯, 屑芯卸械褌 斜褘褌褜, 胁械褋褜 褝褌芯褌 屑懈褉 懈 胁褋械 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 鈥� 褟-褌芯 褋邪屑 芯写懈薪 懈 械褋褌褜".
袙褋褌褉械褔邪 褋 写械胁芯褔泻芯泄 写邪褢褌 械屑褍 锌芯泻邪 褋屑褍褌薪芯械 锌芯薪懈屑邪薪懈械, 褔褌芯 芯薪 泻芯屑褍-褌芯 薪褍卸械薪. 袩芯 泻褉邪泄薪械泄 屑械褉械, 械谐芯 锌芯屑芯褖褜, 屑芯卸械褌 薪械 芯薪 褋邪屑. 袨薪 懈褋锌褘褌褘胁邪械褌 卸邪谢芯褋褌褜 泻 写械胁芯褔泻械 懈 褋褌褘写, 褔褌芯 褌邪泻 锌芯褋褌褍锌懈谢. 协褌芯 褍卸械 薪械斜械蟹褉邪蟹谢懈褔懈械. 袧邪褔懈薪邪械褌褋褟 褉邪蟹胁芯褉芯褌 芯褌 锌芯蟹懈褑懈懈 斜械褋褋屑褘褋谢械薪薪芯褋褌懈 卸懈蟹薪懈, 薪械褑械薪薪芯褋褌懈 懈 薪械薪褍卸薪芯褋褌懈 械谐芯 卸懈蟹薪懈 泻 泻邪泻芯泄-褌芯 薪芯胁芯泄 懈写械懈, 泻芯褌芯褉褍褞 芯薪 薪邪褟胁褍 薪械 屑芯卸械褌 芯褋芯蟹薪邪褌褜, 褌邪泻 谐谢褍斜芯泻芯 芯薪 胁写芯谢斜懈谢 胁 褋械斜褟 懈写械懈 芯褌褉懈褑邪薪懈褟 褋屑褘褋谢邪 卸懈蟹薪懈. 袧褍卸薪邪 斜褘谢邪 褉邪斜芯褌邪 锌芯写褋芯蟹薪邪薪懈褟, 泻芯褌芯褉邪褟 胁芯蟹屑芯卸薪邪 胁 褋芯褋褌芯褟薪懈懈 褋薪邪.
袠 褑械谢懈褌械谢褜薪褘泄 褋芯薪 薪邪褋褌褍锌懈谢. 协褌芯 斜褘谢 褋芯薪 芯 胁芯卸写械谢械薪薪芯屑 褋邪屑芯褍斜懈泄褋褌胁械 懈 锌芯褌褍褋褌芯褉芯薪薪械屑 屑懈褉械, 泻芯褌芯褉褘泄 谐械褉芯泄 芯褌褉懈褑邪谢 懈 胁械褉懈谢 胁 "褋芯胁械褉褕械薪薪芯械 薪械斜褘褌懈械". 袩芯锌邪胁 薪邪 写褉褍谐褍褞 锌谢邪薪械褌褍, 锌芯褏芯卸褍褞 薪邪 袟械屑谢褞, 薪芯 褌芯谢褜泻芯 懈写械邪谢褜薪褍褞 - 斜械蟹 蟹谢邪, 斜械蟹 谐褉械褏邪, 胁 芯斜褖械屑, 锌芯褔褌懈 褔褌芯 褉邪泄, 褋屑械褕薪芯泄 褔械谢芯胁械泻 胁 褝褌芯屑 褋薪械 谢懈褑械蟹褉械械褌 泻邪泻 锌褉芯懈褋褏芯写懈褌 褋芯胁褉邪褖械薪懈械 懈褏 褋 锌褍褌懈 懈褋褌懈薪薪芯谐芯, 褋薪邪褔邪谢邪 芯薪懈 褍蟹薪邪褞褌 泻褉邪褋芯褌褍 谢卸懈, 蟹邪褌械屑 褉芯写懈谢芯褋褜 褋谢邪写芯褋褌褉邪褋褌懈械, 蟹邪 泻芯褌芯褉褘屑 斜褘褋褌褉芯 胁芯蟹薪懈泻谢邪 褉械胁薪芯褋褌褜, 邪 蟹邪褌械屑 卸械褋褌芯泻芯褋褌褜. 小泻芯褉芯 斜褉褘蟹薪褍谢邪 锌械褉胁邪褟 泻褉芯胁褜. "袛谢褟 锌褉懈芯斜褉械褌械薪懈褟 胁褋械谐芯 锌褉懈斜械谐邪谢芯褋褜 泻 蟹谢芯写械泄褋褌胁褍, 邪 械褋谢懈 芯薪芯 薪械 褍写邪胁邪谢芯褋褜听鈥� 泻 褋邪屑芯褍斜懈泄褋褌胁褍. 携胁懈谢懈褋褜 褉械谢懈谐懈懈 褋 泻褍谢褜褌芯屑 薪械斜褘褌懈褟 懈 褋邪屑芯褉邪蟹褉褍褕械薪懈褟 褉邪写懈 胁械褔薪芯谐芯 褍褋锌芯泻芯械薪懈褟 胁 薪懈褔褌芯卸械褋褌胁械. 袧邪泻芯薪械褑, 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 褍褋褌邪谢懈 胁 斜械褋褋屑褘褋谢械薪薪芯屑 褌褉褍写械, 懈 薪邪 懈褏 谢懈褑邪褏 锌芯褟胁懈谢芯褋褜 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈械, 懈 褝褌懈 谢褞写懈 锌褉芯胁芯蟹谐谢邪褋懈谢懈, 褔褌芯 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈械 械褋褌褜 泻褉邪褋芯褌邪, 懈斜芯 胁 褋褌褉邪写邪薪懈懈 谢懈褕褜 屑褘褋谢褜." 小屑械褕薪芯泄 褔械谢芯胁械泻 薪邪褔邪谢 锌褘褌邪褌褜褋褟 胁械褉薪褍褌褜 懈褏 泻 锌褉械卸薪懈屑 懈写械邪谢邪屑, 薪芯 褌褖械褌薪芯. 袨薪 锌褉芯褋褘锌邪械褌褋褟 芯褌 褔褍胁褋褌胁邪 褋泻芯褉斜懈, 褉邪蟹褉褘胁邪褞褖械谐芯 械谐芯 褋械褉写褑械.
袨薪 褋褔懈褌邪械褌, 褔褌芯 锌芯蟹薪邪谢 袠褋褌懈薪褍, 褔褌芯 谢褞写懈 屑芯谐褍褌 卸懈褌褜 褋褔邪褋褌谢懈胁芯, 写谢褟 褝褌芯谐芯 薪邪写芯 锌褉芯锌芯胁械写芯胁邪褌褜, 褏芯褌褜 芯薪 懈 芯褋芯蟹薪邪械褌, 褔褌芯 胁械褉芯褟褌薪芯褋褌褜 褍褋锌械褏邪 屑邪谢邪. 芦...锌褍褋褌褜, 锌褍褋褌褜 褝褌芯 薪懈泻芯谐写邪 薪械 褋斜褍写械褌褋褟 懈 薪械 斜褘胁邪褌褜 褉邪褞 (胁械写褜 褍卸械 褝褌芯-褌芯 褟 锌芯薪懈屑邪褞!), 鈥� 薪褍, 邪 褟 胁褋械-褌邪泻懈 斜褍写褍 锌褉芯锌芯胁械写芯胁邪褌褜禄.
November 9, 2017
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