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“When I saw you in the hall with Darian,�� he says at last, “I felt more angry than I’ve felt in a long time. I was angry and . . . and afraid, that you wanted to be there, that you wanted him touching you. In that one look, I felt more than I’ve ever felt with Caspida. Zahra, I think you’re right—love isn’t a choice. If I could choose to love Caspida, maybe this would all be going differently, but I don’t think that’s possible. Not anymore.��
All the smoke inside me sinks as I stare at him. “What are you saying?��
He turns and meets my gaze squarely. As much I want to, I find it impossible to look away. The intensity of his copper gaze holds me entranced.
“I think you know,�� he says softly. “Or am I the only one who feels it?”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish

“Tell me about your master.��
I nod. “He is eighth in line to the throne, the son of—��
“No, no,�� Caspida interrupts irritably. “Tell me what he is like.��
“He is a gambler,�� I say. There is no point in lying about these things. “He is bold, but reckless. Brave, but impetuous. A man who . . . holds grudges.�� Pausing, I finish in a whisper, “He would risk his life to save someone else, without even thinking twice.��
Caspida turns her head a bit, interest growing in her eyes. “And he sets out on a mad voyage and sails straight into a nest of jinn.��
“My master is noble,�� I say with a smile, “but I made no suggestions as to his intelligence.”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish

“Why do you care what happens to her? I thought we humans were vapors to you, here today and gone tomorrow.��
“Caspida is . . . different. She reminds me of someone, someone I’d give my life for if I could.��
“The queen?�� he asks. “The one who died?��
“Roshana. My dear Ro.�� My voice is soft as a ripple on the water. “She once ruled the Amulens, and Caspida is her descendant. She has Roshana’s strength of spirit, and I cannot look at her without thinking of my old friend. If she were to come to harm on my account . . . I could not bear that through the centuries.�� I already carry a mountain of shame, a constant reminder of that day on Mount Tissia.
Aladdin lifts a hand and brushes the hair back from my face. “You truly are remarkable, Zahra of the Lamp.”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish

“You understand why you must go through with this marriage.��
“You say you couldn’t live with yourself if anything happened to Caspida. Yet you ask me to live with myself, knowing I sentenced you to this!�� He holds up the lamp. “What’s the difference?��
I look away angrily. “The difference is that this is my choice, Aladdin.��
“Well, it’s a stupid choice!��
I stand up. “Promise me you’ll go through with it.��
He shuts his eyes.
“Promise me! Please!��
He opens his eyes then, and they are filled with pain. But he nods.
“I have to hear you say it.��
“I promise.”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish

“Princess Caspida, I have nothing but respect and admiration for you. Truly you will be the queen this city needs. But I can’t marry you.��
The princess stands still as stone, her face unreadable. “Why not, Prince Rahzad?��
“I am sorry,�� he replies. “The truth is, I am in love, but not with you.��
He turns to me, and my spirit takes flight like a flock of doves, startled and erratic. I cannot move, cannot speak, as he takes my hands in his and looks me earnestly in the eye. He presses the ring into my palm, and the gold feels as if it burns my skin.
“This belongs to you, and you alone. I’ve been so blind, Zahra. So caught up in the past that I’ve failed to see what’s happening in front of me. I’ve been such an idiot, I don’t know how I can expect anything from you. But I have to try. I have to tell the truth, and the truth is . . . I love you.”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish

“This is Roshana, the last queen of the Amulen Empire, back when my people ruled all the lands from the east to the west. She is something of a legend among us. Every queen aspires to learn from her mistakes.��
“Her mistakes? Surely you mean her victories.��
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I frown at her. “Roshana was one of the greatest queens in the world. She ended the Mountain Wars, she routed Sanhezriyah the Mad, she—��
“For a foreign serving girl, you are strangely well versed in Amulen history.��
“I spent a lot of time in libraries as a girl.��
“Were you there to dust the scrolls or read them?��
“Surely Roshana’s victories outweigh her errors.��
“The higher you rise, the farther you fall. For all her wisdom, Roshana was fooled by the jinni, believing it was her friend, and then it destroyed her. Ever since that day, my people have hunted the jinn. There is no creature more vicious and untrustworthy.��
“This is not the story I heard,�� I say softly. “My people tell it differently. That the jinni truly was a friend to Roshana but was forced to turn against her. That she had no choice.��
“Surely I know how my own ancestress died,�� returns the princess, a bit hotly. “Anyway, it was a long time ago, but we Amulens do not forget.”
― Jessica Khoury, The Forbidden Wish