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“The man is moody as hell.��

“I am not moody—���

“Yeah, bro.�� Kenji puts his utensils down. “You are moody. It’s always ‘Shut up, Kenji.�� ‘Go to sleep, Kenji.�� ‘No one wants to see you naked, Kenji.�� When I know for a fact that there are thousands of people who would love to see me naked��”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“Have you ever had a girlfriend, Kenji?"
"What?" He looks mortally offended. "Do I look like the kind of guy who's never had a girlfriend? Have you even met me?”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

&�����ܴ�;�ʱ��𲹲�����please get up—and lower your voice—���
“Hell no.��
“Why not?�� I’m pleading now.
“Because if I lower my voice, I won’t be able to hear myself speak. And that,�� he says, “is my favorite part.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“Are you kidding?�� I stop in the middle of the kitchen. Spin around. My face is pulled together in disbelief. “You’ve spoken to me maybe once in the two weeks I’ve been here. I hardly even notice you anymore.��

“Okay, hold up,�� he says, turning to block my path. “We both know there’s no way you haven’t noticed all of this�� �� he gestures to himself �� “so if you’re trying to play games with me, I should let you know up front that it’s not going to work.��

“What?�� I frown. “What are you talking abou—���

“You can’t play hard to get, kid.�� He raises an eyebrow. “I can’t even touch you. Takes ‘hard to get�� to a whole new level, if you know what I mean.��

“Oh my God,�� I mouth, eyes closed, shaking my head. “You are insane.��

He falls to his knees. “Insane for your sweet, sweet love!”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“He won’t stop staring.
“What?�� I ask.
“How much do you weigh?��
“Wow. Is that how you talk to every girl you meet? That explains so much.��
“I’m about one hundred seventy-five pounds,�� he says. “Of muscle.��
I stare at him. “Would you like an award?��
“Well, well, well,�� he says, cocking his head, the barest hint of a smile flickering across his face. “Look who’s the smart-ass now.��
“I think you’re rubbing off on me,�� I say.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“Kenji snorts.“That’s because you’re not fragile,�� Kenji says. “If anything, everyone needs to protect themselves from you. You’re like a freaking beast,�� he says. Then adds, “I mean, you know—like, a cute beast. A little beast that tears shit up and breaks the earth and sucks the life out of people.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“Kenji has a hand pressed to his mouth, desperately trying to suppress a smile. He’s shaking his head, holding up a hand in apology. And then he breaks, laughing out loud, snorting as he tries to muffle the sound. “I’m sorry,�� he says, pressing his lips together, shaking his head again. “This is not a funny moment. It’s not. I’m not laughing”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“You know, you have a really strange way of telling me you’re attracted to me.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“So, what—you just walk right past me? Don’t even say hello?�� He clutches the socks to his chest. “I’m crushed. I saved us a table and everything.��

I glance at him. Keep walking.

He catches up. “I’m serious. Do you have any idea how awkward it is to wave at someone and have them ignore you? And then you’re just looking around like a jackass, trying to be all, ‘No, really, I swear, I know that girl�� and no one believes y��”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“Who says you can’t be cute and kick ass at the same time?�� Kenji winks at me. “I do it every day.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“I’m not an idiot, Kenji. I have reasons for the things I say.��

“Yeah, and maybe I’m just saying that you have no idea what you’re saying.��
“W�󲹳ٱ𱹱��.��
“Don’t whatever me—���
“Whatever,�� I say again.

“Oh my God,�� Kenji says to no one in particular. “I think this girl wants to get her ass kicked.��

“You couldn’t kick my ass if I had ten of them.��
Kenji laughs out loud. “Is that a challenge?��
"It’s a warning,�� I say to him.

“Ohhhhhh, so you’re threatening me now? Little crybaby knows how to make threats now?��
“Shut up, Kenji.��
“Shut up, Kenji,�� he repeats in a whiny voice, mocking me.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“Son of a motherless goat!”
― Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me

“I sigh. "I don't know what's happening to me."
"They're called hormones."

I shoot him a dirty look. "I'm serious."

"Me too." He cocks his head at me. "That's like, biological and shit. Scientific. Maybe your lady bits are scientifically confused."

"My lady bits?"

"Oh, I'm sorry" - Kenji pretends to look offended - "would you rather I use the proper anatomical terminology? Because you lady bits do not scare me-"
"Yeah, no thanks.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“Damn,�� Kenji says after a moment. “Damn damn damn. This shit is bananas”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“So, let me get this straight," Winston says. "Our plan is basically seduce the soldiers and civilians of Sector 45 into fighting with us?"

Kenji crossed his arms. "Yeah, it sounds like we're going to go all peacock and hope they find us attractive enough to mate with."

"Gross," Brendan frowns.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“I'd appreciate if you'd grow the hell up and stop walking around like the world crapped on your only roll of toilet paper.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“Kenji is a walking paradox of Unflinchingly Serious Person and 12-Year-Old Boy Going Through Puberty all rolled into one.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Destroy Me

“What the hell is wrong with you, man? I thought we were cool.��
“We were,�� Warner says icily. “Until you touched my hair.��
“You asked me to give you a haircut—���
“I said nothing of the sort! I asked you to trim the edges!��
“And that’s what I did.��
“This,�� Warner says, spinning around so I might inspect the damage, “is not trimming the edges, you incompetent moron—���
I gasp. The back of Warner’s head is a jagged mess of uneven hair; entire chunks have been buzzed off.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“You're naked?" Kenji is suddenly studying my sheet and not bothering to be subtle about it. I flush despite my best efforts, flustered, frustrated.

"Blondie said they destroyed my clothes."

"Blondie?" Blond man is offended.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me

“I mean , I’ve always known I had a great face. But now I know, like, for sure that I’ve got a great face. And it’s just so validating.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“But �� why would she break up with you? Why was she crying?�� At this, I laugh again.
�� Because I,�� I say, pointing at myself, “am a monster."
Kenji looks confused. �� And how is that news to anyone?��
I smile. He’s funny, I think. Funny guy.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“Shit, man, if I didn’t know you were in a world of pain right now, I’d be filming this.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“I cling to him, wishing I could ease his pain. I wish I could take his burdens and make them mine.

"It's weird, isn't it?" he says.

"What is?"

"If we were naked right now, I'd be dead."

"Shut up," I say, laughing against his chest. We're both wearing long sleeves, long pants. As long as my face and hands don't touch his skin, he's perfectly safe.

"Well, it's true."

"In what alternate universe would I ever be naked with you?"

"I am just saying," he says. "Shit happens. You never know."

"I think you need a girlfriend."

"Nah," he says. "I just need a hug from my friend."

I lean back to look at him. Try to read his eyes. "You're my best friend, Kenji. You know that, right?"

"Yeah, kid." He grins at me. "I do. And I can't believe I got stuck with your skinny ass.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Ignite Me

“I’m sorry I ever asked you guys to be friends. You don’t have to be friends. You don’t even have to like each other. Forget I said anything.��
Warner drops his crossed arms.
Kenji raises his eyebrows.
“I promise,�� I say. “No more forced hangout sessions. No more spending time alone without me. Okay?��
“You swear?�� Kenji says.
“I swear.��
“Thank God,�� Warner says.
“Same, bro. Same.��
And I roll my eyes, irritated. This is the first thing they’ve managed to agree on in over a week: their mutual hatred of my hopes for their friendship.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“What?�� I cut him off. “That’s not true—I do take this seriously—���

“Bullshit.�� He laughs a short, sharp, angry laugh. “All you do is sit around and think about your feelings. You’ve got problems. Boo-freaking-hoo,�� he says. “Your parents hate you and it’s so hard but you have to wear gloves for the rest of your life because you kill people when you touch them. Who gives a shit?�� He’s breathing hard enough for me to hear him. “As far as I can tell, you’ve got food in your mouth and clothes on your back and a place to pee in peace whenever you feel like it. Those aren’t problems. That’s called living like a king. And I’d really appreciate it if you’d grow the hell up and stop walking around like the world crapped on your only roll of toilet paper. Because it’s stupid,�� he says, barely reining in his temper. “It’s stupid, and it’s ungrateful. You don’t have a clue what everyone else in the world is going through right now. You don’t have a clue, Juliette. And you don’t seem to give a damn, either.�� I swallow, so hard. “Now I am trying,�� he says, “to give you a chance to fix things. I keep giving you opportunities to do things differently. To see past the sad little girl you used to be—the sad little girl you keep clinging to—and stand up for yourself. Stop crying. Stop sitting in the dark counting out all your individual feelings about how sad and lonely you are. Wake up,�� he says. “You’re not the only person in this world who doesn’t want to get out of bed in the morning. You’re not the only one with daddy issues and severely screwed-up DNA. You can be whoever the hell you want to be now.


You’re not with your shitty parents anymore. You’re not in that shitty asylum, and you’re no longer stuck being Warner’s shitty little experiment. So make a choice,�� he says. “Make a choice and stop wasting everyone’s time. Stop wasting your own time. Okay?”
― Tahereh Mafi, Unravel Me

“I mean, I deserve to be happy, don't I?" (...)
"You deserve to be the happiest”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“I think you’re wonderful.�� “Wonderful, huh?�� “Yep,�� I say, and link my arm in his. “You’re smart and funny and kind and �� �� “Handsome,�� he says. “Don’t forget handsome." “And very handsome”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“You’re a total catch.�� “I know, right? I keep trying to tell people.”
― Tahereh Mafi, Restore Me

“You eat like a caveman."
"No, I don't," he says angrily. And then, a moment later: "Do I?"

Warner to Kenji”
― Tahereh Mafi, Defy Me

“I am not made for despair”
― lian hearn