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“You are the energy you attract. Whether you are aware of that or not, everything you come up against is teaching you about that part within yourself. Listen carefully, it's a hint to a better you.”
― Nikki Rowe

“Give yourself permission to let it hurt but also allow yourself the permission to let it heal.”
― Nikki Rowe

“My name is CRPS, or so they say
But I actually go by; a few different names.
I was once called causalgia,
nearly 150 years ago
And then I had a new name It was RSD, apparently so.

I went by that name because the burn lived inside of me.
Now I am called CRPS, because I have so much to say I struggle to be free.
I don't have one symptom and this is where I change, I attack the home of where I live; with shooting/burning pains.
Depression fills the mind of the body I belong, it starts to speak harsh to self, negativity growing strong.
Then I start to annoy them; with the issues with sensitivity,
You'd think the pain enough; but no, it wants to make you aware of its trembling disability.
I silently make my move; but the screams are loud and clear, Because I enter your physical reality and you can't disappear.
I confuse your thoughts; I contain apart of your memory,
I cover your perspective, the fog makes it sometimes unbearable to see.
I play with your temperature levels, I make you nervous all the time -
I take away your independance and take away your pride.
I stay with you by the day & I remind you by the night,
I am an awful journey and you will struggle with this fight.
Then there's a side to me; not many understand,
I have the ability to heal and you can be my friend.
Help yourself find the strength to fight me with all you have, because eventually I'll get tired of making you grow mad.
It will take some time; remember I mainly live inside your brain,
Curing me is hard work but I promise you,
You can beat me if you feed love to my pain.
Find the strength to carry on and feed the fears with light; hold on to the seat because, like I said, it's going to be a fight.
But I hope to meet you, when your healthy and healed, & you will silenty say to me - I did this, I am cured is this real?
That day could possibly come; closer than I want-
After all I am a disease and im fighting for my spot.

I won't deny from my medical angle, I am close to losing the " incurable " battle.”
― Nikki Rowe

“You could tell she was a free spirit, a gypsy, just by looking at her. A smile like that doesn't come from a sad soul.”
― Nikki rowe

“Maybe it's easier to conform, to stay in a job I hate to pay bills of the things I don't even enjoy and marry a man I'm not passionately in love with, whilst surrounded by those who have absolutely no life to their smile but I don't want easy. I never have. I want a life so fucking grande' I reach every little milestone in sweats or tears knowing I Followed what was true to my heart. I don't care if I walk alone for the rest of my days, if it means I get to stay true to myself.”
― Nikki Rowe

“She never allowed the external world to change her soul, that was her magic.”
― Nikki Rowe

“My soul is old, speak to me in energy.
You'll understand me better.”
― Nikki rowe

“The length of our lives are far shorter then we realise and half of the time when we become aware of such truth, we have lived most of it as someone else.”
― Nikki Rowe

“She had this way of making you see life differently, a little ray of light in an ordinarily dim world.”
― Nikki rowe

“Pain in the body is a clear indication,
Something in the energy fields are blocking inner growth.”
― Nikki Rowe

“Beware of the false light warriors, those who do something for a hidden fee. Working with spirit isn't for glorification, it's surgery of the soul.
You can't bypass the the digging, to find the gold.”
― Nikki rowe

“The world is broken he said, how will you fix it?

I don't think anyone can fix it but we can teach ourselves & eachother to focus on the good and the important and maybe little by little this place won't feel so heavy.”
― Nikki Rowe

“Where the sun goes to rest. The moon begins its quest. You will find me at my best - Shinning A Light”
― Farah Ayaad, Coming Home

“One reason the Lightworkers have come is to bringing miracles and magic back to humanity.”
― Lisa Barnett, From Questioning to Knowing: 73 Prayers to Transform Your Life