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“Those with NPD gain power over others by holding things over their head. This is often financially, but not always. They use what's important to you. They fish for your deepest desire and sink the hook. Take a look at your life. Have you been caught? Is your desire and gratitude out of balance?

You can get free. Don't struggle. Follow your heart.


-promotion for Escape from Narc Island”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Escape from Narc Island

“But unlike Vegas,
what happens in a poet's cave
never stays in a poet's cave...
We tend to release
the bats”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Confessions of a D3AD Petal

“C’mon and hose me down
‘cause I’m only pretend-wet
from getting smart-raped”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“Nine-ten- Never sleep again- kinda flashbacks
My nightmare man comes so loud;
He cums often and collects

my wrist cuts”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“Rape them all in my daydreams
for being good lil' nightmares;
Drape me in blurs of memes
I buried alive all my double-dares”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“Took the bait and seemed convinced
that he raped me of my sanity
Joke is... a poet's born unhinged
to report the punchline of society

(Walk the dog or wear the collar...)

-from 'Beholden (Joke is...)”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“I compare my Hellbound-lullaby love
for him
to the time I had sleep paralysis”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“He loved me
to feel better about himself
Rightfully, I mean,
have you met me?

He dumped me
to feel better about himself
Rightfully, I mean,
have you met me?

But I walk the beam
all the way across-
away from the team
'cause I'm The Boss

Poetry in motion, I swear...

There's no 'I' in team
I got off the cross
Fuck that whole damn team
Mind-fuckery-bone toss

All that commotion, I Dare You...

I'm a mean machine
Let me balance it out
Gymnast won his dreams
His nightmare found out

Dreams run out of steam
for the wicked, no doubt
Dreams freak on the beam
Dreams just die right out

for the wicked”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Confessions of a D3AD Petal

“only said you loved me
one time i cornered you...
now i understand
only want the tightest hand
to just let go,
yeah, letting you go, go, go
ready, set, go
ready, set, go
ready, set, GO!!!

Now, I'm racing so slow!
Snails RRR running the show!
At my own pace, LET GO!
Said, pour another, Moe,
I'm just tryin' to let go...”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Altered States of the Unflinching Souls

“I'm an excellent swimmer but,
I'd become so tired. The void pimped me out
to the nearest whale belly that churned me
and turned me like tricks
on your ocean floor. I said, ha, what's new?
I washed ashore, only after giving my best
dolphin smile and
no fucks”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“It’s cool, new eyes for a poet
are way too easy to cum by, baby
We get off on having nine lives-
MEOW (I wasn’t yet a lion)”
― Casey Renee Kiser

“pissing on photos, we wake
parched
in parallel realities
i still end up drowning
in visions

he settles for the horror;
hostage
to the oddity of normal-
comfy spot mirage,

as he makes the bed daily
so he can lie in it and
be secret sad boy; he settles
to sleepwalk with fantasy,
slitting the throat of actual
possibility, begging
for a hand job to get through the day,
making friends with locked doors
and collectors of cookie cutters”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Altered States of the Unflinching Souls

“Premium glare of white noise;
tragically prettier than the other toys-
Undress her to be the talk of the room
then throw her on the bed
and let the teddies have the boom”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Doll Shaker

“Some nights,
it's only the SKY that pays in full
With dark clouds, I am so very rich
The moon takes me by the hand
and I am careless, I know this...
Some nights
end with a little too much backtalk,
that's when the night
ends at all”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Doll Shaker

“Misfit toys
don't bring
Christmas joy
Shut up and unwrap
your shiny new identity crisis

She's playing mind games
again
And declares herself the winner

As a child,
I looked for a heart for her
at every yard sale
I could only afford
decay”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Doll Shaker

“I live my life
by the snooze button
I have long smacked
my fingerprints away
Mornings will never be anything
but a jerk to me”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Way Out

“When I see cuts on their wrists,
I know that we could be tight!
Otherwise-
I'm hard to know; full of fight!
And I doubt I wanna know You
Stop pulling on my dress!”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Way Out

“The gods promised
I'd wake up

a stranger.

Now the old king's worms are aglow;

not in a good sense,
for their lack of good sense”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“Angels and a demon-
She's in a thousand deserts
drowning in semen
Demons and an angel-
both just wanna hike their skirts;
take turns with the label
Well, bless their checkered hearts...”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“Exile me
From Planet Kardashian
'Darkness, rescue me'
I need true stars”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Paper and Ink Literary Zine: Best of The First Ten Years

“Your tongue-be-damned smirks
Sinister hush-hush
Your psycho-circus alluring quirks
Drama pit rush-rush”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Not Your Kind: The Gaslit Files

“Do you dare dismiss the poetess;
Fuck up her mind with your toxic kiss?
Do you dare hide the razors and knives
to bore her with your shallow dives?
Do you dare dream of a grand vacation
fucking your side chick at the Days Inn?
Do you dare ask to have your glass refilled
after ordering the hit for her spirit killed?
Do you dare daydream of a life so fair
while making hers a waking nightmare?
Do you dare not answer, darling?
Do you not hear Karma calling...”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Not Your Kind: The Gaslit Files

“My nightmare-man comes SO LOUD;
he comes often, bores me and collects
my wrist cuts-
oh he cuts, he cuts, HE CUTS
Promises me I’m in the black book, he checks,
ha! Yes! Top ten mind-fuckable sluts! Cold cuts;
licks his knives and hands me his double tongue
I say, ‘Oh baby, JUST BREATHE�
as I rip out his dreamy lungs. Can’t gaslight
a FiRestARTeR, dragons up my sleeve; alchemy
Now HE can’t wAke up ‘cause my flames
will never leave

until he’s ready to be a dReAm.


(N i gh tMARE Crush outtakes)”
― Casey Renee Kiser, NightMARE Crush

“A gator smile past happy hour;
eyes above the filth of truth
Judging me from his sex swamp,
oh, this cold blood bleeds power
All dead at the kissing booth;
mirrored reptile tail-swing stomp”
― Casey Renee Kiser, Altered States of the Unflinching Souls