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“He had never known two people could be simultaneously so angry with each other and so much in love.  

And it was love. Without a doubt.”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes

“Tell me a secret? A nice one?â€�

Remus paused. He kissed Sirius’s hair.

“I’m mental about you, too.”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes

“I love you,â€� Sirius whispered, “I love you so much.â€� He squeezed his eyes shut, “Don’t worry, you don’t have to say it back.â€�

“Of course I love you, you idiot,â€� Remus gasped, not sure if he was laughing or crying, “I never stopped.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes - Volume Three: ‘Til the End

“I'd die for them, but I'd live for you.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“Oh shut up, you love me really.â€� Sirius kicked him in the shin.

I do, Remus thought, pitifully, I really bloody do.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes

“He liked knowing that he and Sirius could be in a room full of people, and no one had a clue what they had been doing only the night before, or even two hours earlier. He liked getting away with it. He liked seeing Sirius with a girl, and thinking never mind, later he belongs to me.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes

“I loved him.â€� Remus said. “But he wasn’t you.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes - Volume Three: ‘Til the End

“Sirius was a demi-god, and Remus was helpless to do anything but worship him.”
― All The Young Dudes

“I’ve loved keeping your secret , Remus wanted to say, I’d keep a thousand more, for you.”
― All The Young Dudes

“At some point, a cake was produced, with red and gold Gryffindor icing, and twelve pink candles. When Remus cut it open (all the while encouraged to make a wish, but not able to think of one single thing he wanted) he was amazed to find that it was made up of four different flavours â€� a quarter chocolate, a quarter lemon drizzle, a quarter Victoria sponge and a quarter coffee and walnut.

“Like your toast.â€� Sirius grinned, looking thrilled at the expression of surprise on Remusâ€� face, “Thought you might get bored if it was all one flavour.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes - Volume One: Years 1 - 4

“I'm mental about you too”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes

“Afterwards they sat beside each other and all Remus wanted to do was lay his head on Sirius’s burning chest and close his eyes and just be . But he didn’t. He stared at his friend, who was already lighting a cigarette, skin still pink and shining, and thought to himself, ruefully â€� this will never be enough.”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes

“Oi!â€� Sirius barked, pointing at James, “Hands off my man.”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes

“Don't insult Moony like that. You may not like him, but he's Padfoot's best friend. I can't stand by you and let you insult Padfoot's best friend."
"Oh, is that right?" Remus asks, lips twitching.
"It is," Sirius replies solemnly.
Remus looks charmed, the fool.”
― Zeppazariel, Just Lovers [Like We Were Supposed to Be]

“I don’t need collecting, I’m not a child.â€� Remus muttered.

“No,â€� Sirius squeezed his hand, very quickly, “You’re my Moony.”
― Ms kingbean 89, All The Young Dudes

“You came back to us.â€�

“I…â€� Remus looked down, lowering his voice to barely a whisper. He looked up at sirius again, meeting those perfect blue eyes. “I came back to you”
― Ms kingbean 89, All The Young Dudes

“I live with Sirius,â€� Remus said, raising his eyebrows a little bit to see if his old teacher took the hint. But apparently not. Why were grownups always so dense?”
― MsKingBean89, All The Young Dudes - Volume Three: ‘Til the End

“We are something, but we can't be everything. I-I do wish that we could be. Or I wish that we could at least try. If it's easier to be nothing, because we can't be everything, then I understand."

Sirius breathes for a moment, then says, "I don't think I can be nothing with you.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“Can't steal the moon, can't keep the stars, but we're fortunate enough to know them anyways. Isn't that us?"

"Yeah," Remus whispers. "Yeah, that's us.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“I think you´re the love of my life, and you think I´m the traitor”
― Keysie, The Horcrux Hunt

“Don´t cry" Sirius coos, lips curling up as he leans in kisses under one eye. "your tears control the tides, you know." He kisses under the other eye. "Why don´t we have a calm ocean tonight? No shipwrecks. Nothing worse than a sunken ship"

"But thats where all the treasures are" Remus teases, smiling along helplessly, and Sirius looks pleased instantly.

"You´re a treasure, Remus Lupin" Sirius mumurs, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth. "My treasure, the treasure I found in this sunken ship of a city. You glinted in the dark like the moon lights in the sky, and I found you.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“I may be mental, but you're a mess, Sirius Black”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“Thank you," Sirius says abruptly .

Remus blinks. "You're welcome. Wait, for what?"

"For taking care of me," Sirius murmurs as he washes a plate and passes it to Remus. He's not looking at him and there's a far-away look in his eyes. "You don't have to, and yet you are, and that- means something. That has meaning, like you said. I'd say I'd like to return the favor, but I'd never wish for you to be in a position where you need to be taken care of. But I hope you know that I would. And I hope that has meaning too.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“What we are is something. We're something Sirius.”
― Zeppazariel, Crimson Rivers

“It was the closest thing to family he could imagine - All The Young Dudes”
― ms kingbean89

“especially when it was obvious to anyone with eyes that Sirius was the best-looking boy in the year.”
― Ms kingbean 89, All The Young Dudes

“Ever had an imaginary conversation with me?â€�

“No!â€� Remus replied, closing his eyes as he felt Siriusâ€� s breath on his neck. “I only have imaginary conversations with sensible people.”
― Ms kingbean 89, All The Young Dudes

“And you’re avoiding your problems again!â€� Sirius raged, “You always do this and it’s so bloody exhausting! You think you’re being so mature, do you? Keeping everything bottled up. It’s stupid! You’re just making a martyr of yourself, it’s like you want to be miserable.â€�

“Oh, get fucked, Black!� Remus shouted back. “Easy for you to have a go, isn’t it?! Why do we always have to talk about my shit life, hm?! Mr ‘tell me a fucking secret�?!�

Sirius blinked, shocked, and Remus was elated; he had something now. He had Sirius in his jaws, he wasn’t letting go until he tasted blood. “What about you, Sirius?! How come we never get to talk about your fucked up family, with your death eater brother and your insane cousin?! Why don’t we talk about your pain, and your scars for a little while, see how that feels.�

“Remus, for fuck’s sake--�

“No, I know! Why don’t we talk about your mother?� Remus went in for the kill, and it was more effective than even he had expected. Sirius changed completely; his expression froze, his posture tensed, as if he’d been punched in the gut.

Remus almost wished he had punched him, because then at least Sirius could just punch him back, and they could have a fair fight, and that would be it. But that hadn’t been fair, and he couldn’t take it back.

Sirius gave him a look of utter hurt and shock, before turning quickly to anger.

“Go fuck yourself, Lupin.â€� He spat, storming out.”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes

“It’sâ€� did it happen to you at the home? Where you grew up?â€�
There was something odd in Sirius� voice. Remus found he couldn’t speak, so he just nodded. Sirius nodded too. “I’ve got scars.� He said, so quietly that Remus thought he’d misheard at first.
Sirius bent down, and pulled up his trouser leg, turning his ankle to show Remus the marks there. His scars weren’t like Remus� � which were big and rough and jagged, full of rage and hunger. The silver stripes on the backs of Sirius� legs were thin and straight; uniform in their cruelty. Remus stared for a few seconds, before Sirius dropped the edge of the fabric and straightened up.
They stared each other down for a full minute. Remus feeling very hot, Sirius� eyes cool and calm. Then it broke.
“Shall we go and watch James making a prat of himself?� Sirius asked.
Remus nodded again, and they both stepped back out into the cold autumn air.”
― MsKingBean89, All the Young Dudes