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** spoiler alert ** I'm really confused now. I've just read the last lines and i have no idea how i feel about the book. That doesn't happen very often to me. The problem is the main character: at the same time i love her and i despise her. I see myself in her and i see a complete stranger, someone i would never understand. How is that even possible? I find myself in lost, lonely Pippa who feels empty and unworthy. I hate selfish, young Pippa hurting everyone on her way. I love the new, strong Pippa once again looking for a new life. I look at her life and i wonder how is it possible, that someone who has such a strong feelings, an amazing character can live in such a insignificant way? Did she try to make up for her mistakes in this way? Was she trying not to be like her mother? Or maybe she just starts her real life at the end of the book? Maybe she finally found a way to break the ferocious circle of unhappy women in her family? Did she finally discover the way she and Grace can be real friends? Is it possible that i have more questions now than i had at the beginning of the book? Or maybe it's really not that deep at all and i just complicate it desperately looking for more?