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A Fine Balance by Rohinton Mistry
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it was amazing
bookshelves: borrowed-from-library, favorites, historical-fiction, more-than-5-stars, india

This book is an exercise in emotional overload. I had to read it one section at a time, interspersed with breaks to digest and recover. Every moment in this book that is happy or positive is offset with ten sadnesses and cruelties that rip your breath from your body.

The four main characters, Dina, Maneck, Ishvar and Om, are drawn with so much detail and clarity, that I felt by the end that I had traveled a road with them and knew them intimately. They are far from being the only characters to have that effect, however, the book is peppered with them. I do not think I will ever forget the beggar, Shankar, a man without legs or hands, who propels himself happily along on his wheeled board; or the Beggarmaster, an exploiter and yet a protector, who walks such a fine line that it is hard to determine whether he is a menace or a blessing; or Ashfar, a Muslim who takes two Hindi untouchables into his home and teaches them his trade, making them tailors.

When the story opens, India has already endured partition, splitting it into the Indian State and Pakistan:
A foreigner drew a magic line on a map and called it the new border; it became a river of blood upon the earth. And the orchards, fields, factories, businesses, all on the wrong side of that line, vanished with a wave of the pale conjurer's wand.

But now it is the “emergency� that they must endure, a suspension of law which literally converted Indira Gandhi from an elected official to a dictator. If even part of this novel is unexaggerated, this time was bloody, cruel, and unthinkable for the poorer people of India. I can imagine it made British rule look like a picnic.

What we see, through the lives of these four characters, is how the divisions of the past, the idea that one class of society is peopled with better human beings than another, keeps the people themselves in thrall and makes slaves of all but the wealthiest. There is no hope of bettering oneself, and most actually find their situation deteriorating instead of improving. One of the questions I kept asking was “how much can they endure?� and I believe that is a question Mistry wants us to ponder.

One of the minor characters makes the statement , "You see, you cannot draw lines and compartments, and refuse to budge beyond them. Sometimes you have to use your failures as stepping stones to success. You have to maintain a fine balance between hope and despair." "Yes,� he repeated, “In the end it's all a question of balance." The advice is good, in fact it is perfect, but how can you balance hope with despair if you are allowed no hope at all? How can you use your failures as stepping stones if you are prohibited from ever succeeding at anything?

As the book progresses, the hope is slowly drained away, like an old-timey bathtub plug that will allow seepage around its edges until all the water is gone. From the desire to find balance, we progress to,

Where humans were concerned, the only emotion that made sense was wonder, at their ability to endure; and sorrow, for the hopelessness of it all.

Mistry seems to tell us that we lose, and lose, and lose, until we finally lose our very selves into the void that has swallowed up everything before us.

In fact, that is the central theme of my life story--loss. But isn’t it the same with all life stories? Loss is essential. Loss is part and parcel of that necessary calamity called life.

I wanted to scream at them, NO..it need not be that...but how can I when I can see that their lives have been robbed of any ability to view life as anything else? When I know that had I lived their stories, I would view my life the same way.

This book is like a weight, it drags at your heart, it pulls at your understanding of what life is and what life should be, it sings, but the song is a dirge. There are moments of humor, moments of love, moments of joy, ah--and moments of great hope, but mostly there is a sense of injustice and human cruelty and desperation.

I will be forever grateful to have read this novel. It has made an impact that I am certain to feel for some time, perhaps forever. On the other hand, I am almost certain my heart could not bear to read it again.
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Reading Progress

December 28, 2015 – Shelved
December 28, 2015 – Shelved as: to-read
May 13, 2018 – Started Reading
May 14, 2018 –
page 50
8.29% "Mistry makes a quick start that pulls you in immediately."
May 15, 2018 –
page 123
20.4% "There are parts of this that are very hard to read because you know they are representative of something true and that reality hurts."
May 17, 2018 –
page 173
28.69% "The atrocities these people are asked to endure are appalling."
May 20, 2018 –
page 233
38.64% "It is difficult to think what the partitioning of a country entails and how political upheavals affect the lives of ordinary people."
May 23, 2018 –
page 375
62.19% "The further I go into this book, the more emotional I become about the injustices and horrors endured by the Indian people, particularly the poor, during the Indira Gandhi years."
May 26, 2018 –
page 375
62.19% "I'm not sure that I gave Indira Gandhi a second thought during my entire lifetime, but I am certain that I will never view her the same again. She was at best incompetent to rule her country wisely, at worst a devil who didn't even attempt to mask her evil."
May 29, 2018 – Finished Reading
May 30, 2018 – Shelved as: borrowed-from-library
May 30, 2018 – Shelved as: favorites
May 30, 2018 – Shelved as: historical-fiction
May 30, 2018 – Shelved as: more-than-5-stars
May 30, 2018 – Shelved as: india

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Jill I really enjoyed this book.


Sara It is very impactful. Not an easy read, but an important one.


message 3: by Diane (new)

Diane Barnes It has been years since I read this book, but I loved it unconditionally, even though it ripped my heart out. A hard one to ever forget.


Sara Yes, unforgettable. I think this is one of those modern books that will live to be a classic. The people are so real, but the themes are so universal.


Colleen I picked this up over a year ago at a Little Library. Sounds like I need to move it up the list.


Sara Oh, do, Colleen. It is a moving book, extremely well-written.


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Angela M Sara, what an excellent and thoughtful review. This has been on my list for a long time .Too long it sounds like .


Melanie This is a fantastic review Sara for a fantastic book. Thank you :)


Sara Angela M wrote: "Sara, what an excellent and thoughtful review. This has been on my list for a long time .Too long it sounds like ."

I think you will be glad when you take it off the shelf, Angela! It lingered on my for years.


message 10: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Melanie wrote: "This is a fantastic review Sara for a fantastic book. Thank you :)"

Thank you, Melanie. So happy to know you loved it as well.


Tucker Brilliant review Sara. I read this years ago and thought it was magnificent and unforgettable. Your review inspired me to put it on my TBR Again stack even though it is so emotionally devastating.


message 12: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara It certainly deserves the re-read, Tucker. I felt emotionally battered coming out of it, though, so it would be a long time before I would want to venture there again.


Kevin Ansbro A wonderful review of a wonderful book, Sarah.


message 14: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thank you so much, Kevin.


Natalie Richards Fantastic review Sara; this was a winner for me too :-)


Fergus, Weaver of Autistic Webs Mistry IS a weight that tugs at our heart. I keep wanting to tell him to count his blessings and look on the Bright Side! But I know that conversion - unfortunately - is all too rare.


message 17: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Natalie wrote: "Fantastic review Sara; this was a winner for me too :-)"

Haven't come across anyone who has read it and didn't like it, Natalie, even though it is heavy reading.


message 18: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Fergus wrote: "Mistry IS a weight that tugs at our heart. I keep wanting to tell him to count his blessings and look on the Bright Side! But I know that conversion - unfortunately - is all too rare."

Maybe we need to look the horrors in the face now and then.


message 19: by Lori (new) - rated it 5 stars

Lori Well said, Sara.


message 20: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thanks, Lori. I am so very glad we read this together. Not having anyone to bounce this off of would have been misery!


Carol I loved this book...will never forget it! Wonderful review Sara!


message 22: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thanks, Carol. I think it might have that affect on everyone who reads it.


±áé±ôè²Ô±ð Astonishing review. I put it down a few years ago; too hard. You make me felle like giving it another try but I choose my time...not now.


message 24: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Yes, it is difficult, Helene and choosing your time is important. On the other hand, I put it off for years trying to find the "right" time. I'm glad I finally just dove in.


Candi Such a superb review of this exceptional novel, Sara. Your review does it perfect justice and reflects even more of what I had in my heart while reading this. So hard to put into words the effect this one has on a reader.


message 26: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thanks, Candi. I agree that this was a hard book to nail down in a short review. It tugs at me every time I think of it, and reading your review took me right back there again.


Alice Poon Wonderful review, Sara. It is a heartbreaking book, all the more because it may actually reflect the ugly reality. It resonates with me because when I turn my attention to my home city, I cringe in fear of the insidious abuse of power and high-handedness becoming more and more evident every day.


message 28: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara It goes on all around the world and it is easy to turn a blind eye if you are fortunate enough to live in a country where the problems are not so extreme. I was ashamed to know that I was oblivious to the kind of wholesale mistreatment that went on during Indira Gandhi's rule. The Indian people have surely suffered on the way to their independence.


Alice Poon "Absolute power corrupts absolutely" may be a platitude, but it is so true :(


message 30: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Yes, it is, Alice. Our Constitution was a marvel at keeping the power from being concentrated in too few hands, but over the years we have allowed that to be eroded. I wonder if another 200 years will see a democracy anywhere on this earth. If you allow it, individual people will seize power and benefit themselves at the cost of the masses.


message 31: by Anna (new) - rated it 5 stars

Anna Beautiful review Sara! This is one of my favorites too. I shared your feelings of frustration with, what I felt was fate wining, despite all the chances of otherwise... I loved this novel and as you, I probably wouldn’t bring myself to go through it again but it gave me so much, and for that, I will be forever grateful.


message 32: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thank you, Anna. It is a book that never lets you go. I can walk through it in my mind, which is a true sign of its value and the impression it leaves. There are books that I have read much more recently that I would be at some difficulty to even say what they were about.


Chris Thank you for your wonderful review Sara. It was a beautifully written book and I think you are quite right - it was a great weight, it drags at your heart.


message 34: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thank you, Chris. I think a book like this breaks our hearts a little, which makes them grow to fill the open space.


Sharon Metcalf Wonderful review Sara. I listened to this book which was a great experience. Like you I felt those four main characters were people I knew and I desperately wanted a happy ending for each of them but this was not that kind of book. I won't be forgetting them any time soon.


message 36: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thank you, Sharon. I agree that this is a book that will stick with you forever, and I felt I learned so much about India and its history in general.


message 37: by Carol (new) - added it

Carol Sara wrote: "Mistry seems to tell us that we lose, and lose, and lose, until we finally lose our very selves into the void that has swallowed up everything before us."

That is a profound statement, Sara. I have this novel but, I wonder if I'll have the fortitude to read it.

Your review is brilliant.


Fergus, Weaver of Autistic Webs The more I think, Sara, of what you said about Mistry - to me and to your other readers - the more I know you’re right. I was just too dumb to see it when I was reading him nonstop back in the depressing post-9/11 gloom! Dealing with that is so important.


message 39: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Carol wrote: "Sara wrote: "Mistry seems to tell us that we lose, and lose, and lose, until we finally lose our very selves into the void that has swallowed up everything before us."

That is a profound statement..."


It is so worth the effort, Carol, but it is a sad and harrowing read.


message 40: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Fergus wrote: "The more I think, Sara, of what you said about Mistry - to me and to your other readers - the more I know you’re right. I was just too dumb to see it when I was reading him nonstop back in the depr..."

I'm not sure I could have taken this directly after 9/11. It requires some fortitude. I have another of his books on my Kindle waiting, and I am anxious to see if he is able to match the impact of this one.


message 41: by Sara (new) - rated it 5 stars

Sara Thank you, Elyse! It would be amazing to have lived in another country and have the true feel of what another part of the world is like. I found this book so sad and it made me appreciate so much how many things we just take for granted here in the States.

I am beginning to turn the corner. but it is a long road to travel. love you bunches!


message 42: by Bart (new) - rated it 5 stars

Bart Doss My all time favorite book. An emotional roller coaster. Your review is spot on ...


Blair Great review Sara, yes this is one of those books that one won't soon forget


NILTON TEIXEIRA Awesome review! This is my book number one. One of the best books that I’ve ever read.


Lynne I agree Nilton, it is one of my all time favorite books I have ever read. I still think of this story years later.


Vishakha A brilliant review, Sara. And I completely agree with your concluding paragraph, it is a memorable, impactful book but the heart can't bear to read it again.


Victoria Savage Perfectly worded review


message 48: by Jim (new) - rated it 4 stars

Jim Puskas Sara, your opening comment This book is an exercise in emotional overload. sums it up perfectly. I found it so devastating that I could not bring myself to award it the 5 stars it probably deserves. One should read it only at a time when one is otherwise in a happy place, otherwise it will plunge a person into despair.


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