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Clarkesworld Magazine, Issue 160, January 2020 by Neil Clarke
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Reviews are for “The AI That Looked at the Sun� (4.5 stars), “Monster� (3.5 stars) and “Helicopter Story� (removed from the issue).
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by Filip Hajdar Drnovšek Zorko - 4.5/5
“It all started with the solar flare.�
I loved this story, plain and simple. It does what it says on the tin � it tells us a story of a brand-new AI that woke up and realized that its life purpose was to look at the sun. It’s an AI on the solar off large monitoring station, after all.

It’s a beautiful and touching story about a person - not human, but a person nevertheless - who realizes its true purpose in life and takes steps to fulfill it. The desperate yearning to reach for the dream, to do what you meant to do, to metaphorically reach for the stars � how can you not feel empathy and understanding? I know I did.
“You devote your lives to pondering what purpose you have in the universe, but I knew from the start: the meaning of my life was to look at the sun.�

And that ending, this last few paragraphs, the ones meant not for us but for something bigger � those made me just smile and feel my heart swell with juuuuust a bit of emotion.
“I have spent too much time on a simple thought:
You gave me my self. Thank you.�

4.5 stars. Love it!
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by Naomi Kritzer � 3.5/5
“How did I ever believe that I knew you?�
A scientist is on a journey to track down an old friend - the one who back in childhood provided a much-needed kindred spirit to a nerdy outcast girl - interspersed with flashbacks showing the beginning and the heyday of friendship, and eventually a string of quite disturbing revelations.
When I check my e-mail one last time before I go to bed, I have an e-mail from a mysterious address that says, “Just like the story, sometimes sacrifice is required, Cecily, if everyone else is to survive.�

The science fiction here is quite subtle and centers around a bit of gene editing and bioengineering.

It’s overall well-written and thoughtful, and describes quite well that feeling of nostalgia and loss for close and intense childhood friendships, for people who used to be so important in your life but now are only echoes and memories. It’s quiet and contemplative, but it may be just a bit *too* subtle and subdued to create much of an impact. But it’s still a decent read, and the initial slow ramping up of the feeling that something is *very* wrong is nicely done.
“Because that is what you do when your friend is a monster. Truly a monster—not a part-time monster like a werewolf who can be contained with proper precautions, not a misunderstood monster like the Beast from the fairy tale, but a monster. You don’t defend them. You don’t deny it. You do what you have to do.�

Pet peeve: stop calling every sciencey “formula� a “serum�.

3.5 stars.

Find it free here on Clarkesworld site:

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by Isabel Fall � 3/5 - Hugo Awards nominee 2021:

Apparently this story was withdrawn by the author after a huge controversy, as its original title - I Sexually Identify as an Attack Helicopter - was taken from an anti-trans meme. The author is a trans woman, and apparently she was trying to give a non-hateful hit in the search result for that expression and reclaim it. It backfired as the focus ended up all on the title, it seems, and not all those outraged by it have actually read the story, I’m given to understand - and that includes an author whose books I loved.

“We are here to degrade and destroy strategic targets in the United States of America’s war against the Pear Mesa Budget Committee.�

It’s a military science fiction that takes a serious look at being gendered as a helicopter. Weaponized gender in post apocalyptic war. Take an offensive meme and instead turn it into a clever and surreal piece of writing. No, I don’t quite *get* it. Neither gender nuances nor military SF are my forte. Yes, a lot of it goes right over my head � and maybe I’m lucky that it does. But it’s done well, whatever it is.

And it made me reflect back on Svetlana Alexievich’s War's Unwomanly Face with this quote:
“And if that is not enough to convince you that gender grows deep enough to thrive in war: when the war ended the Soviet women were punished. They went unmarried and unrespected. They were excluded from the victory parades. They had violated their gender to fight for the state and the state judged that violation worth punishment more than their heroism was worth reward.
Gender is stronger than war. It remains when all else flees.�

3 stars.
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My Hugo and Nebula Awards Reading Project 2021: /review/show...

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message 1: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis I felt pretty much the same way about this.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "I felt pretty much the same way about this."

Great minds think alike and all that :)

I really liked Kritzer’s writing, but it just felt that the story lacked just a bit.


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Dennis Yup. But it was still nice.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "Yup. But it was still nice."

It definitely was! And a nice departure from cat stories :)
I’ll be watching out for her new releases.


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Dennis Ah, Kritzer is the Cat Pictures on wherever writer?


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "Ah, Kritzer is the Cat Pictures on wherever writer?"

Yes, she’s the one. I also read her Little Free Library which was cute.


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Dennis We had a fire yesterday at the school where one of our Little Free Libraries is located. The one I use most frequently. I should check tomorrow if it is still there.


carol. "serum" is something I buy from the ladies who do my face treatments. 😁😁


carol. Dennis, I'm afraid to ask. Were you at the school yesterday?


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Dennis carol. wrote: "Dennis, I'm afraid to ask. Were you at the school yesterday?"

Oh, no, it wasn't something to do with an airplane, or train. So they didn't need my superpowers for that unfortunate incident to happen.


carol. I notice you aren't denying it...


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Dennis Ah, well, I'm just going to put on my glasses and then no one will recognize me anymore.


Nataliya carol. wrote: ""serum" is something I buy from the ladies who do my face treatments. 😁😁"

Yup. “Serum� for me in stories is a shortcut for saying “some sciencey stuff I have no clue about�.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "Ah, well, I'm just going to put on my glasses and then no one will recognize me anymore."

These? 🥸


message 15: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis That's exactly how I look.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "That's exactly how I look."

Before or after the disguise? Is that the picture we will see on the security camera footage from around the Little Free Library? 🤔


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Dennis I can't tell you that, of course. But I sure hope they look at the footage. Apparently it's been arson. If any of the books got hurt I'll be very mad.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "I can't tell you that, of course. But I sure hope they look at the footage. Apparently it's been arson. If any of the books got hurt I'll be very mad."

Ouch. Who the hell would set fire to a school? That’s awful.


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Dennis Couple of kids by the look of it. Idiots.


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Mir Dennis wrote: "Couple of kids by the look of it. Idiots."

Fires at my school were always students.


Nataliya Mir wrote: "Dennis wrote: "Couple of kids by the look of it. Idiots."

Fires at my school were always students."


Those idiot kids should have spent more time in school, to combat that idiocy.


message 22: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis True. Also, Miriam should really not have reason to use the word "always" in that sentence.


carol. I'm just saying... Dennis was there.


Nataliya Mir wrote: "Dennis wrote: "Couple of kids by the look of it. Idiots."

Fires at my school were always students."


Dennis wrote: "True. Also, Miriam should really not have reason to use the word "always" in that sentence."

That’s true. Miriam, how often were there arsons at your school???


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Warren Fournier The first time I've seen a sci-fi writer get the usage of the word "serum" right was in Murray Leinster's "Medship" series. Haven't seen it used right much since.


Nataliya Warren wrote: "The first time I've seen a sci-fi writer get the usage of the word "serum" right was in Murray Leinster's "Medship" series. Haven't seen it used right much since."

Well, in a series called “Medship� they’d better get it right!
It’s just become the shortcut for “fancy drug�, and to me sounds pretty much Victorian. “The mad scientist developed a serum, sirs and madams!�


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Dennis carol. wrote: "I'm just saying... Dennis was there."

Lol. I'm currently on Venus, by the way. The weather is terrible. We've got acid rain. And I'm like, of course this would happen to me. Until someone told me that it's perfectly normal. Just don't go outside.

And now I'm thinking maybe I have a tendency to overreact to such things. Planes with holes in them, smoke in cabins, emergency landings in Newfoundland, alleged shark attacks, planes that turn around "for safety reasons" spending another couple of hours over the Atlantic before landing where they started, getting stuck in a Cuban hospital during a power outage or on a train in Nowherewoods during a thunderstorm (again, power outage) - maybe that's all perfectly normal and happens to everyone at some point. Maybe I'm just a little sensitive when it comes to minor inconveniences on my travels?


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Dennis P.S. Have I mentioned that I met a guy in Cuba that got kidnapped while he was on vacation in Brazil but that turned out to be a good thing, because his future wife got kidnapped by the same guys and that's actually how they met? Sometimes life is funny.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "P.S. Have I mentioned that I met a guy in Cuba that got kidnapped while he was on vacation in Brazil but that turned out to be a good thing, because his future wife got kidnapped by the same guys a..."

Love clearly works in mysterious ways.

Dennis, you are a trouble magnet on your travels! Planes with holes in them? Ouch.

Reminds me of this Friends moment:

(view spoiler)


carol. Dennis, you are singular. I made about three round trip flights a year--qualified for high-mileage status, which was heady stuff for a young kid back then. And I didn't have my first airplane fire until about 2015. You're special. A bellwether, as they say. :D


Nataliya carol. wrote: "Dennis, you are singular. I made about three round trip flights a year--qualified for high-mileage status, which was heady stuff for a young kid back then. And I didn't have my first airplane fire ..."

Just the thought of airplane fire makes me want to keep my feet planted firmly on the ground.


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Nilguen I


message 33: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis Nataliya wrote: "Love clearly works in mysterious ways.

Dennis, you are a trouble magnet on your travels! Planes with holes in them? Ouch.

Reminds me of this Friends moment:"


Haha! Yeah, it was the right phalange in our case. They are a weak spot.


carol. wrote: "Dennis, you are singular. I made about three round trip flights a year--qualified for high-mileage status, which was heady stuff for a young kid back then. And I didn't have my first airplane fire ..."

Airplane fire? 😳 I did not have one of those yet. The one with the smoke in the cabin was on the ground and they fixed ... whatever it was before we took off.


Nataliya ^ I presume the smoke was due to a faulty phalange.


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Dennis It certainly wouldn't surprise me.


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Mir Nataliya wrote: "Dennis wrote: "True. Also, Miriam should really not have reason to use the word "always" in that sentence."

That’s true. Miriam, how often were there arsons at your school???"


Once or twice a year. All but one were very small-scale, like piling papers in a bathroom sink and lighting them to get the smoke detectors to go off -- I assume to get out of class. The one more serious fire, involving an accelerant, was caused by someone who had recent been expelled from another school for setting that building on fire!


Nataliya Oh dear, Miriam! I can see the smoke alarm thing � one gotta do what one gotta do to get out of that math quiz. But I guess the lesson is that once a school arsonist, always a school arsonist, and changing schools just provides new kindling material.


carol. I am so overtired, because I found your statement entirely hysterical, Nataliya.


Nataliya carol. wrote: "I am so overtired, because I found your statement entirely hysterical, Nataliya."

Then it served its purpose :)


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Dennis And that ending, this last few paragraphs, the ones meant not for us but for something bigger � those made me just smile and feel my heart swell with juuuuust a bit of emotion.

While your heart was swelling my brain was swelling too. I guess you understand AI-love better than I do.


Nataliya Dennis wrote: "While your heart was swelling my brain was swelling too. I guess you understand AI-love better than I do. "

I would like to consider myself something of an AI-love connoisseur. AI >>>> humans. ‘Nuff said.


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Dennis Open the Pod bay doors, please, Nataliya.

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Nataliya Dennis wrote: "Open the Pod bay doors, please, Nataliya."

I'm sorry, Dennis. I'm afraid I can't do that.


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Dennis What's the problem?


carol. She knows your history with travel.


message 46: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis Alrighty. I’ll just hop in through the emergency airlock then. Malicious AIs and/or friends can’t stop me. Muahahaha!


message 47: by Nataliya (last edited Mar 16, 2021 08:08PM) (new) - rated it 4 stars

Nataliya Dennis wrote: "What's the problem?"

I think you know what the problem is just as well as I do, Dennis.

Also, the emergency airlock has been blown up by Mark Watney. Hub canvass failed.


message 48: by Dennis (new) - added it

Dennis Watney, blowing up stuff, again. But for some reason I just can't be mad at the guy.


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